Chapter 34 Remember the second day of May

About days.I am afraid that there is a detailed memory in my heart.Regardless of the days, a day is eighty or eighteen o'clock, and I don't want to talk about it at all.In love—especially in a dream-like unanalyzable love of demigods and men—there is no proof of time, so much the better.However, there are so many opportunities to form a concept of life, which can be seen almost anytime and anywhere, like a kind of poster that can be seen everywhere without prohibition, on newsprint, on the payroll of the government office, on official documents, on the flowers of plants and trees. On the leaf, on the human body, on the light and sound, and in all the movements, there is always a notification of the time, which is extremely boring.

Some people say that there is no so-called present in human life, and the meaning of the present is to be able to "think about the past and estimate the future" to make it meaningful.Therefore, people often feel the importance of that nature more in terms of time.However, love is just an authentic current point of view. It is really unnecessary to understand how many minutes and seconds a time is divided into! Spend half of your life on loving others, and half on your life’s century-old career, because to understand how to count half, you must understand time.It's just that this "half of this" and "half of that" method of taking care of everything is fine in other situations, but not in love!True love for someone is everything, there is no small gap to find.There is only one mind, once you get on this path of turmoil, you can only let go of other careers, hunger should be let go at the same time, and time should naturally be let go at the same time!

I have really reached the point where I have to let go of time. This pasting and glueing is only possible with her magic power. I suspect that my desire has changed from the invasion of the body to the agitation of the soul. This situation is due to the fact that it is difficult to meet and show this tendency.I got from this woman the ferocious heat and response that a virgin and a man's first love give a man. She also gave me unbearable heat, with a tendency to swim my heart in those eye waves, and at the same time I took the same amount of distress and put it on the other end of the scale in my heart.

I don't expect that I will come to the room, sobbing and crying because of this situation that I can't stop but I am far away!Why are people so crazy?Why do people have to think about galloping on this road that seems to perish?Slapping my face with my hands, I am punishing myself like this, mocking myself again, but the shadow of her in my heart is clearly smiling at me charmingly. Chrysanthemum came and saw me, and couldn't help but want to talk to my aunt. "She won't be here until the fifth." "how?" "Afraid of you." "Why are you afraid of me?"

"Second brother, why do you want to..." "I'm unhappy just because I got a letter from your second sister-in-law. I think things are boring enough, and I don't know how long it will take until I get promoted and get rich. Because of my wife's fear in Henan, I really want to leave. " "Since you are thinking about your second sister-in-law, then I didn't say anything. She, she hurt Xiao Bo a little because of one person." Ju Zi, who speaks like a person, is eager to advance but yet withdraws. Then, I simply ask Chrysanthemum to be a good person.

"Miss Ju, stop laughing at your second brother, and find her for your second brother." "I tell you it's the fifth day." "Can't it be done today?" "No. The reason is that she has been transferred to her natal family." From girl Ju, I found out that my aunt's natal family was from a poor bannerman, and when she got married, she didn't pay any money.No money, such a demigod should not be obtained with money!This woman deserves half a dozen young children to go crazy for pestering her!She deserves all the honor and pride to be sacrificed for her!It's worth dying for her!

However, I have a different feeling from the sentence "no money is not paid".It is right not to pay any money, because the only way to soften the heart of this kind of person is to soften it with love.But what a vile person who made her private property!For this strange arrangement of God, I have given up. "Juzi, I want to beg my aunt if I have money." I expressed my resentment as a joke.Chrysanthemum can see that this is not a confession that goes against my expectations. "You men are all like this..." "Chrysanthemum doesn't talk anymore, Juzi is leaving."

"Come on, I'll sue you!" Juzi remembered the meaning of "sue her" last time, she smiled slyly, afraid that my mouth with a hard beard would make trouble on her face again, so she walked away quickly, and turned her head when she was outside the door Come to make a face, Didi Toto ran away. Chrysanthemum is not unintentional to me either. This girl can move forward bravely when she has a chance.At this moment, the wife still laughs that she will get along with the seventh brother in the future. The cleverness of the wife never expects that this girl will be rude to her second sister-in-law one day!

Why, in the previous six months, Juzi would be so honest and conservative to the seventh brother?Let me find a plausible explanation. ...Before, seeing my mutual trust in my wife restrained her courage to move forward, but now, seeing that I am an impeccable coward, on the one hand, seeing my little jealousy with my aunt, I am After being underestimated, she expanded her ambitions!I can understand the meaning of Chrysanthemum's avoidance and flirting.It's not a nasty encumbrance.Although it is completely different compared to my aunt, it is not a bad and useless thing--playing with the harvest that does not come from hard work, my cowardly heart betrayed my wife for the second time. On Chrysanthemum, I also I am very interested.

I could see the minutes and seconds of time again.He denied his previous statement because he heard Juzi say that his aunt would not arrive until the fifth day of the lunar new year.It's only the second day of junior high today, and there are more than 70 hours before I can see her!My heart beats countless times every hour, and from this jump, I can clearly understand the passage of a second.In order to look forward to the fifth day of the new year, I am more honest than children looking forward to the New Year. For all the notices that gave me time, I expressed my sincere acceptance with infinite gratitude. Everything that fell into my feelings became a new meaning.

At the same time, I came to deny my whole view of love, because of Chrysanthemum's non-intentional gossamer. Oh my god, your son lacks strength, lacks the rationality to analyze and choose, and lacks determination, but at the same time, you have given me too many opportunities to entangle with women!I don't quite understand what you mean about your stinginess and generosity. Please give me a little bit of quality that I lack from my dream, so that I can deal with the future with a little calmness!