Chapter 98 life(17)

Huang Yaping's spirit is in intense turmoil.Now she loves Gao Jialin madly in her heart; she feels that she wants to live with Gao Jialin no matter what.She has made up her mind to break off her relationship with Zhang Kenan. The question is what will her parents think about her behavior?She was their only daughter, and she was spoiled and spoiled since she was a child. Her father rushed to kiss her and didn't want her to be wronged in anything.But they love Kenan too much.Kernan honored them all these years almost like a son; they treated him like a son.If she broke up with Kernan, it would definitely deal a heavy blow to her parents' spirit.Besides, the relationship between the four adults of the two families has become as close as a family.Her father is a soldier and he is very loyal. He must think this is the most immoral thing in the world!

In any case, after much deliberation, she decided to sever ties with Kernan.Regardless of what her parents and public opinion think, she has her own opinion on this matter.In this county, Huang Yaping can be regarded as one of the few "modern youths".In her view, the pursuit of personal happiness is a person's right and freedom, "I am my own", and no one has the right to interfere with her pursuit, including her beloved father; they only see the son-in-law from the perspective of the father-in-law, And she should look at her lover from the perspective of love.Not to mention that she and Keran are still in a relationship; even if they are already married, and she finds out that she actually loves another person, she also wants to divorce him!On her part, the decision was already made.What worries her most now is whether Gao Jialin loves her?From her personal feeling, Gao Jialin liked her very much; moreover, they were better friends than ordinary classmates when they were in school.She thought: As far as her conditions are concerned, Gao Jialin should also love her!Although she doesn't look like a movie star, she is one of the best in this city-this is basically how she estimates her looks.In addition, her family's social status and economic status are stronger than Gao Jialin's.More importantly, they will soon go to Nanjing to settle down, and she will be the broadcaster of Jiangsu People's Broadcasting Station.She knew that Gao Jialin was a person who yearned for great things, and going to Nanjing with their family in the future would definitely be attractive to him.It's not like Zhang Kenan, who dared not tell her in front of her parents, and privately advised her not to go to Nanjing; saying that this place is already well-known and life is very comfortable-this person is really worthless!

Although she was sure that Galin loved her to a certain extent, he was not always - sometimes, his temper was very strange, and he often had some special behaviors. But in any case, she wanted to discuss the matter with him.She can't take it anymore.Recently, she has been unable to eat, often suffers from insomnia at night, and has made several mistakes at work.The morning before yesterday, when she was on duty, she suffered from insomnia all night, and fell asleep almost at dawn, and even the alarm clock didn't wake her up. As a result, the broadcast time was delayed by a full fifteen minutes.The radio station master led several people to knock on the door before waking her up.Because of this, the leader has already criticized her.

At noon this day, she only had a few mouthfuls of rice.After much deliberation, I couldn't procrastinate any longer, so I prepared to go to the county party committee to find Gao Jialin. She was just about to get up, but Kernan came, and she was so angry that she almost cried. "Why are you unhappy?" Kernan himself immediately looked sad. "Is there something wrong with you recently? Why not, I'll accompany you to the hospital for a check-up in the afternoon!" Kernan looked at her sadly and said. "Don't check! I have a heart attack!" Yaping lay down on the bed and said angrily without looking at him. "Heart attack?" Kernan panicked, "When did you get it?"

"Oh! Who has heart disease? You are so stupid! You can't even listen to a joke!" Yaping said annoyed and irritable. "I saw that it didn't look like a joke, so I took it seriously." Kernan breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile.He poured himself a glass of water, sat on the chair in front of the table, and said, "Yaping, Jialin has been working and has been in the county for a long time. It just occurred to me today that the two of us should treat him to dinner." Meal. We had a good relationship in school, and you and Jialin could get along well. Now there are not many classmates working in the county... I invite him to the state-run cafeteria. I know people there well, and it is convenient ..."

Huang Yaping lay on the bed without saying a word. Kernan asked her again: "Do you think it's okay?" Huang Yaping, who was lying on the bed, turned her face away and almost pleaded: "Well, don't talk about it, I'm so upset, don't torture me anymore! You go to work and let me sleep for a while... Seeing her like this, Kernan had no choice but to stand up.He walked to the door, turned around again, and was about to kiss Yaping.Huang Yaping covered her head under the quilt all of a sudden, and shouted, "Don't do this! Go away!" Kenan sighed in disappointment and impatience, and left.

Huang Yaping lay on the bed and couldn't get up for a long time.She felt very painful for a moment: Kernan was too honest, he couldn't see that she loved Jialin, and he wanted to invite Jialin to dinner!She felt it was a little too cruel for Kernan too.She temporarily decided not to talk to Jialin at noon today.At lunchtime, she came home distraught. His father was wearing reading glasses, carefully reading an editorial in a newspaper, underlining the lines with a red pencil.Seeing her coming back, her mother hurriedly took out a piece of clothing from the back box, and said, "Kenan's father bought it for you on a business trip to Shanghai, and Kenan's mother brought it here. Try it..."

She pushed the clothes her mother handed to her and said, "Put it aside for now. I don't feel well..." Her father turned his head, looked at her through the frame of the mirror and said, "Yaping, I think you seem to be in a good mood recently. Not quite right, what's on your mind?" Yaping didn't look at her father, she combed her hair seriously with a comb in front of the mirror, and said, "Soon, I may make a big decision. But I won't tell you now." "Are you going to marry Keran? ' her mother asked her. "No, divorce!" After she finished speaking, she couldn't help laughing at this sentence.

Her mother laughed too, and said, "Always be a naughty ghost! Get divorced before you get married!" Her father lowered his head to read the newspaper again, smiling, and muttered, "What a naughty ghost..." Neither of the two old men took the daughter's words seriously--they would soon learn what they meant. Huang Yaping now further decided that she had to go to Jialin to talk about her thoughts soon.We must not procrastinate any longer!The sooner it is resolved, the sooner all the parties concerned will be relieved mentally.She can no longer hide it from Keran like this, nor can she torture him like this anymore.After combing her hair, she changed into a dark blue school uniform. Without eating dinner, she left home and walked straight to the county committee.

When she came to the communication team, Gao Jialin was not in the office, and there was still a lock on the door. Did you go to the countryside?She feels bad.She quickly went to the cave next door to ask Jing Ruohong.Lao Jing told her that Jialin didn't go to the countryside, he spent all day in the office writing manuscripts, and just went out for a walk after dinner. Who knows where he walks now?It's not easy to ask Lao Jing. She hesitated for a moment, and then asked, "Old Jing, do you know where Gao Jialin went for a walk?" Jing Ruohong gave her a wary look, and said, "I can't say for sure. Is there something urgent?" " "No..." Huang Yaping's face was hot all of a sudden.

She was about to turn around and leave when Jing Ruohong suddenly slapped her forehead and said to her, "Maybe he went to Donggang, he often likes to stroll there." "Thank you." Yaping nodded to him, and came out of the county committee compound again. Gao Jialin was indeed in Donggang at the moment. He was leaning against a locust tree with a cigarette between his fingers.He has been smoking a lot lately.I wrote the manuscript for a whole day, and my mind has been dizzy.Now being blown by the wild wind and stimulated by the smoke, my mind quickly cleared up again. He couldn't help thinking of Huang Yaping and Qiaozhen alternately.For some reason, he thought about these two people at the same time when he was free.There is no doubt that Yaping has given him some hints of love.But he felt a little strange: hasn't she always been good with Kernan?From the bottom of his heart, Yaping had always been his ideal lover.He didn't dare to think about it in the past, maybe he dared to think about it now, but the situation has become complicated again.She and Keran are already in love, and he is also in love with Qiaozhen.After much deliberation, everything seemed irreparable, so he tried his best to persuade himself not to think about it any more.But Yaping came to him again and again, expressing to him with expressions and eyes in addition to verbal hints: She loves her!He was already in love, and he was very sensitive to all of this; and Yaping had almost explained it to him.His heart has already begun to stir: and he is moved that a storm is coming-he is excited and trembling for it! How will everything develop?When does lightning strike?When do you roar?When will the storm roll up?Gao Jialin leaned against the tree trunk, smoking and thinking wildly.He felt that he was thinking a lot of questions, but also felt that he was thinking of nothing. After a general soaking rain fell, the earth quickly cooled down.Although the dog days are not over, the beginning of autumn has been nearly twenty days.In the mountainous area, except for a brief hot moment at noon, it has been a bit cold in the morning and evening. Gao Jialin was not wearing a long-sleeved shirt, and his arms were unbearably cold.So he got up and went down the mountain.A thin layer of mist came up from the bottom of the ditch, cool and damp.As he slowly descended the mountain, he looked towards the county town.The city is lit up again.Right now, not many people are enjoying the shade outside, and the streets and alleys of the county town have become very quiet, like a flooded river.One after another orange street lamps silently illuminate the empty street.There are only a few people on the cross street; from time to time there can be heard the listless yelling of vendors selling snacks... Gao Jialin walked along a small dirt road, and had just descended a small slope when he saw a person coming up in front of him.He couldn't help standing down.It wasn't until the man approached that he was shocked: it turned out to be Huang Yaping! "Why did you come here?" He asked excitedly and surprised. Yaping stuck her hands in her underwear and said with a smile, "This is not your family's ancestral grave! Why can't others come up?" "Talking is the same as robbing!" Jialin said, "It's so dark, you are alone..." "Who said I was alone?" Jialin hurriedly looked down the path down the mountain and said: " Ke Nanli? Why don't you see him?" "He's not my tail, what are you doing with me?" "Who else is there?" "Aren't you a human being?" "Me?" "Yeah!" Galin was so touched that his heart was beating like it was about to jump out of his chest. Yaping's voice suddenly became very soft and said: "Galin, don't be afraid, let's sit together." Gao Jialin hesitated for a moment, then walked with her to a small apricot grove that was not too dense.They sat down, and both of them picked a few apricot leaves, pinched, touched, and tore them in their hands, and neither of them spoke for a long time. "I'm leaving..." Yaping said suddenly. "Where are you going on a business trip?" Jialin turned his head and asked. "It's not a business trip, it's leaving here forever!" Yaping said, staring blankly at the flickering city. "Ah?" Galin couldn't help but let out a cry. "...my father will soon transfer to work in Nanjing, and I will transfer there too." Yaping turned her head and said to Jialin. "Are you willing to go?" Galin's eyes fixed on hers. Huang Yaping moved her face a little bit away, looked longingly at the starry distance, and murmured: "Of course I am willing to go! The south is my hometown. I grew up there. Although I went to the north with my parents later, the I miss my beautiful hometown in my dreams..." Tears seemed to flash in her eyes, and she murmured: "Jiangnan is beautiful, and the scenery is as old as I know: the river is red at sunrise, and the river is as green as blue in spring. Can you not remember Jiangnan!..." Jialin couldn't help but continued her reading: "Reminiscing about Jiangnan, the most memorable is Hangzhou: looking for osmanthus in the moon in the mountain temple, watching the tide from the pillow in the county pavilion. When will you visit again?..." Yaping turned her head, looked at Jialin enthusiastically, and said, "Nanjing is very close to Hangzhou. There is heaven above, and Suzhou and Hangzhou below. Suzhou is in Jiangsu Province..." "Oh..." Jialin sighed, "I will never go to those places in my life!" "Do you want to go?" Yaping raised her head with an indescribable smile on her face. "I even want to go to the United Nations!" Galin threw the leaves in his hand and turned his head away. "I'm asking if you want to go to Nanjing, Suzhou, Hangzhou, and Shanghai?" "There will be no business trips to those places." "It's not interesting to play alone in that distant place!" Yaping said. "You will not go alone, you will have Kenan to accompany you..." "I hope it's not him, but you!" Gao Jialin turned his head abruptly, looking at Huang Yaping with burning eyes. With tears in her eyes, Huang Yaping said excitedly: "Galin! Since you came to the county, my heart has not been peaceful for a day. I liked you very much when I was in school. However, we were young at that time. I don't really understand these things. Then you went back to the countryside... Now, when I see you again, I know that the person I really love is you! I don't hate Kernan, but I actually can't feel him Love. In fact, my parents love him more than me... Let's live together! Go to Nanjing with our family! You are a very promising person, and you will have great development in a big city. I may go back Work as an announcer at the provincial radio station; I will definitely let my father try to get you to work as a reporter for "Xinhua Daily" or the provincial radio station..." Gao Jialin lowered his head and pulled out a tree from the ground with one hand. The sheep's horn grass was thrown to the bottom of the slope casually; then another one was pulled out, and he also stood up. Yaping also stood up; her teary eyes kept staring at his face.Jialin touched his bare arm and said, "I can't stand the cold, let's go... Yaping, don't worry, let me think about it..." Huang Yaping nodded to him. head.The two turned to the small dirt road and followed each other down the mountain...