Chapter 32 Chapter 32 Justice is Invincible

"Thousands of people beat the drums. Now anyone can pour sewage on me." Lying on the bed, the more Cheng Jiaqing thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong. He had already learned of Qi Wanchun's confession.Qi Wanchun confessed his inseparable relationship with the double ten murder case.If there is still the torture of being cut by knife, the first person to be stabbed is not someone else, but himself.On the one hand, there are many betrayals, and on the other hand, there are ironclad evidence. Cheng Jiaqing understands what it means to be in poverty and disaster is imminent. Qi Wanchun is indeed not righteous, but he also has his own ideas.Don't talk about him, I already have to explain some problems bit by bit, chapter by chapter. I am like a person without tomorrow, who can only live by memories, and don't take anything out of memories. Probably not even today.It is impossible to die, there are guards outside the door.

Determined to follow her Zhang Ruyue, and even betrayed herself, maybe she really has nowhere to go.She pretended to be crazy, but why she suddenly revealed her secrets is really puzzling.Ordinarily, I arranged it seamlessly.At what price did she sell herself, Cheng Jiaqing still had no idea.It seems that it is not easy to be an official. The officialdom is the front yard of the prison. If you think you are climbing high, you will only realize that you are climbing on a beam of light when you fall. As long as someone presses the switch, he will fall off .Besides, no matter how high you climb, it is still a climb, and your every move will not be very glorious, but if you are not an official, you have to be a commoner.If you don't climb, you have to suffer.It's okay to crawl, but some of them can't turn over when they are under pressure.But to be an official to the point where even his wife would expose him, and to be like a flayed beast for everyone to exhibit, is indeed not as good as a life of simple food and drink.But since you have become an official, you have to be a senior, a little older, otherwise how can it be called progress?You have to be stable, you don't know what it's like to be an official for a day or a month, and you can't leave anything except ridicule.When you become an official, you can act according to your own will within a certain range and realize your ideals and aspirations. You don't just listen to others, and you don't have to be led around like a cow or driven around like a donkey.It is not surprising if officialdom is a battlefield.Officialdom is a battlefield, isn't shopping malls also a battlefield?Isn't the field of love also a battlefield?In which field is there no defeated general?He, Tian Gangliang, deliberately demolished my platform and caused me trouble, how can I bear this bad breath?Insane, everyone has that moment.Tian Gangliang is Tian Gangliang, but Zhang Ruyue, why did you shoot me in the back?Originally, if I survived this test, even if I knew that I participated in the planning of the Double Ten Murder, I would be economically clean, and I would not be a complete failure in my life. This is the end, why did you put me to death? And then fast?Like the moon, the love of the past five years is just a soap bubble in the sun, and after the beauty, it bursts.Kisaragi, you have survived for more than two years, why did you suddenly show your skills?It made the muddy water even more muddy, and it was difficult for me to get out cleanly.Of course I am sorry for you, for me, you have been treated with cold eyes, and it is not that I have not given you boundless glory and honor. Why? !

Cheng Jiaqing's palm slapped the wall violently, again and again, like a flail cypress slapping the sun, Zhang Ruyue's face suddenly became clear, and suddenly became illusory again.It overlaps with the faces of several people, then separates and disappears among the faces of several people.Every face is hollow like a ghost. Although the expressions on the faces are smiling and angry, they don't seem to be alive. Everything is empty and barren, looking weird and blurred.Finally, another river flashed in his mind, beside the river, there was a beach with crabs running across.Round and strong thighs, easy and pleasant conversation, the combination of being completely stubborn and uninhibited (forbidden), a wave of naked white light rising and falling.Then what lies down (forbidden) rises (forbidden), he called it the pyramid of emotion.It was the highest peak of his pleasure, his paradise, the barbaric (forbidden), the farthest frontier of his power.That is not a symbol of love, but a carnival club where power is embodied, as if in the eyes, the soul can rest in peace.He loves Zhang Ruyue, and his love is insignificant compared to that powerful club.But love can bring him back to the standpoint of a human being. On the grass slightly higher than the tidal flat, he is an out-and-out demon, taking crazy movements as singing and dancing.Between humans and demons, he tore himself apart.

Not far from the tidal flat, there is an interesting human-shaped crying and laughing stone, why don't you go and see it yourself?There is no time during the day, and he is busy with Fu Mei at night.I had the idea of ​​watching in the past, and now this idea is stronger, but I have no chance.Maybe, I will spend the rest of my time in prison.Maybe, I will be eaten by the fire soon, and the fire will spit me out, and I will disappear, becoming a big handful of ashes, maybe there is not a big handful, only a small handful, and there is probably only one person with a frivolous soul like myself. Xiaoba, I can never return to peace.Ashes cannot be buried under the crying and laughing stone.It doesn't make sense to go back to peace, but it's different if you can bury your ashes under the Crying and Laughter Stone. To say the least, I saw that stone.A crying and laughing stone that is easy to see, but can never be seen, this is life.You don't know if it's crying or laughing at you.You are gone, but it is still crying and laughing. I don’t know who is crying or laughing, maybe it is still crying or laughing at you.A Crying Stone that is easily seen is never seen again, like a fish that has taken your hook and you can never catch it again.It slipped away, gave you time, didn't give you a chance, and gave you time to make you regret it afterwards.

Soon Cheng Jiaqing didn't want to cry and laugh at Shi anymore, he was puzzled by Zhang Ruyue's revelation, he was thinking about how the police broke her, sometimes he hated her, and sometimes forgave her.What can a weak woman do?Is it okay not to confess?At present, my diet and sleep are acceptable, stable with numbness.Only Zhang Ruyue made him worry.Perhaps, the police didn't recognize her performance at all to deceive themselves, perhaps they learned about it from other sources, and deliberately used Zhang Ruyue's betrayal to break their own will.Several times he wanted to ask Director Zuo and Lei Huanshan who came to interrogate him, but he swallowed the words again.Attempted murder in politics alone probably cannot give him the death penalty, nor can he send himself to the guillotine in light of the economic problems that have been mastered by them. It has been said that which cadre will be sentenced to prostitution or cheating outside, what era is it now?Prosperous "prostitutes" are prosperous, and "(and birds)" are vigorous, and the problem of life style is at best a minor problem.In addition to the problems of life style, there are also political and economic problems. If only these two problems are added together, it is likely to be equal to one's own head.Political problem + economic problem = a head, this kind of arithmetic has never been learned in school before, such a simple arithmetic, I probably have to spend my life to complete it, not because I can’t figure out the answer, but because I saw the political problem + Economic issues = popular people in official circles, such answers are also very popular in some places.Why should it be my turn to use my life to answer the question?The reason is very simple, Lei Huanshan adopted the method of drawing salary from the bottom.I don't know what tricks they used, both soft and hard, made Qi Wanchun shaken.This old hat, he thought he would be fine if he confessed.In fact, the more you confess, the faster it will end.

If it is like myself, who refuses to admit political problems and only spits out economic problems bit by bit, these cases will drag on for at least four or five years. Whatever it is, a good night's sleep is better than anything else.Who knows what tricky and weird problems will be encountered tomorrow.I have forgotten some things about other people's gifts, and the old fox has investigated everything clearly.Time, place, who sent it.It must be explained clearly. If I knew this earlier, I would have written it down with my heart—however, it is also good to be unclear. It can grind time, and specious thinking can also fill up the time.Only confess one thing a day, retract the confession the next day, and admit it again on the third day. For example, if there is a beautiful figure deliberately scratching her head in front of her, and a man's respectful gaze, she will feel a pain in her heart.The sweeter the past, the easier it is to cause pain when reminiscing. It is especially painful to think about it in distress, and you are always sober when you are in pain.

Go to sleep, don't care if it's life or death tomorrow, people actually live with death mixed in, for example, sleep, isn't it a kind of death, don't care.At night, Cheng Jiaqing dreamed of a big bird. The big bird spread its wings, carrying itself on one wing and Zhang Ruyue on the other, flying in a circular hole in the ground.Going forward without end, then turning back, flying backward without end—he couldn't fly out of that hole.When she woke up, the morning light had covered the window sills, and it was also such a morning, Zhang Ruyue showed herself her transparent and flawless carcass, her carcass crushed a lot of dew on the grass.And in the process of rubbing her body with Zhang Ruyue, a blush appeared on her chest.It seemed that the morning glow rose from his chest.That was how I felt that day, that’s how I felt at that time, seven years have passed in a flash, and the two years of living in a cage made the morning glow I saw no longer look like the morning glow. In his imagination, he was even afraid of seeing the morning glow.Because the appearance of the morning glow is a reminder: a new day has begun, and your new day is still old, just like a photo with a bad background color, which is washed every day, and every day is dark and unclear.

In a small space, you will feel the chaos of time. It is not that there is no freedom, but that even yourself is divided, and it will be divided infinitely.Before he was sentenced, there was not much left for him.In addition to physical oxygen, people also need a kind of spiritual oxygen, which is freedom.What is more unfree than death is watching freedom disappear bit by bit without being able to refill it. Accepting interrogation is a compulsory course every day.They come to interrogate themselves, just like a master who takes his dog out after breakfast every day, regardless of whether the dog is willing or not-no, I am not as good as that dog.

Cheng Jiaqing felt a deep pain every time she was interrogated, and today was no exception. Every time Director Zuo was the first to ask questions, and Lei Huanshan was sitting on the sidelines, very cheerful from the neck up, and very serious from the neck down, sometimes inserting a few words, and every sentence that came in was almost like a wild one of a sword. Sit down step by step, and the interrogation begins. "You don't need to explain your financial problems anymore. You will be as slow as an old cow pulling a broken cart when you explain it. Your attitude is a room for resistance and a deliberate delay. We know it well. A few days ago, your wife Zhang Ruyue has already explained almost all of your financial problems for you, and she is also doing it for your own good. Besides saying that the money we have already got into the safe in her unit is an illusion, she also said that The whereabouts of the larger part of the money. I wanted to tell you this yesterday. Now you can talk about your motivation for making Zhang Ruyue pretend to be crazy?"

Director Zuo's opening remarks made Cheng Jiaqing very surprised. The financial problems were not written off, but Zhang Ruyue had to explain everything for herself.Darling, isn't this pushing me to death! "It's not only beneficial for your wife to tell the truth, but also for you. Facts are always facts, and it's better to confess early than late." It's also beneficial, and the matter of millions has been confessed, which is a matter of losing his head.Zhang Ruyue, you are using my head to be slaughtered. Cheng Jiaqing was in a state of confusion for a while.

"It is indeed beneficial to both you and your wife. It is impossible to resist. A person who swims at the bottom will always show his head, unless he wants to suffocate himself in the water." "I also know that you are now using the method of chasing the poor," Cheng Jiaqing said neither humble nor overbearing, "My close friend—a best friend according to your words, betrayed me, and my wife also betrayed me. What is left? I want to say, I still have a sense of dissatisfaction. I am not unwilling to admit what I have done, but I am unwilling to admit it. Those whose roots are hard, do you dare to move? Do you dare to move? How can you get those heavy weights? You can’t do it without punishment. Open your drawer and see what is your yearly closing rate? Have you never tolerated it? Maybe You don’t want to do that, but you can’t bear the pressure on your head, can you? Let’s be honest, if Tian Gangliang died, it would be like nothing happened. I have nothing to do with him, it’s because he deliberately provoked me. Fight back. The current reporting system actually cultivates more whistleblowers who vent their personal grievances. He just wants to replace me, sit in my position, or want to see that my position is not stable, and he waits to see a joke. " "That's why you did it wrong." Director Zuo said coldly. "Have you figured out who wrote the inspection letter?" Lei Huanshan interrupted. "If it wasn't Tian Gangliang, who else would it be?" Cheng Jiaqing was startled, could it be a mistake?He sent something to say that the report letter was sent by the secretary of the city's discipline inspection department. "Is there anyone who wants to sit on the mountain and watch the tigers fight? How much do you know about Tian Gangliang? You don't even know if he has practiced kung fu." Lei Huanshan said. Did I kill the innocent by mistake?Tian Gangliang seemed to be a tough guy with no bends, otherwise, he wouldn't talk back to himself in public.Since he wanted to play tricks behind his back, why should he feel sorry for himself on the stage.After a simple reasoning, Cheng Jiaqing felt as if he was enlightened, and immediately felt that he was indeed in a daze.At that time, the fiery lust and blind hatred really made one's vision go astray? "Then who is plotting behind my back?" Cheng Jiaqing asked. "Others are still conspiring? Let me tell you, the letter to sue you is higher than the standing people. You think it's just one person who has a problem with you." Director Zuo replied a little angrily. "If you get the right way, you will get more help, if you are wronged, you will get little help. The past and the present are the same." Lei Huanshan's words were extremely short, but they bothered Cheng Jiaqing like they were peeling off cocoons. Cheng Jiaqing thought: Why can't it be the other way around? ——If you help a lot, you will get the right way, but if you don’t help, you will lose the way. The situation is just the opposite. I have helped many people, but I don’t see how many people think that I am right.If you help others without principle, those who get help will not thank you behind your back, but will also preach your unprincipledness everywhere. It is better to do business, both parties are voluntary, and there is no question of who helps another.Using power to help others, in the eyes of the party being helped, always has an unwritten forced nature, which is difficult to accept. "So, you have found out; then who stabbed me in the back? Who wrote the letter signed by Tian Gangliang?" Cheng Jiaqing asked eagerly. "Not sure yet. There are several suspects, but Tian Gangliang can be ruled out." Director Zuo also changed his tone. "So I caught the rabbit and let the jackal run away." Cheng Jiaqing wished he could slap her face a few times. Those who speak frankly are not necessarily their enemies.He lowered his head, in less than three years, his black hair, which was as oily as a crow, has become seriously frosty, and he is old.Although it was less than three years, but a year of surprise, the life of wind and rain makes people worry, fear and regret, like a different person.All the muscles in his body have been relaxed due to the constant tension, and now he just wants to be calm, like a cloud in the sky, which has been floating around for too long, and he is used to it. Hidden from the thunderbolt life.He wanted to turn into a cumulonimbus cloud and descend to the ground. "Let's end the issue of the report letter for now, and now I hope you can explain your motive for making your wife pretend to be crazy." It seemed that after going around in a circle, he returned to the original place, and Director Zuo mentioned the issue he just raised . Cheng Jiaqing's psychological defense line has been breached, and the big fact-finding team has grasped it. It's okay not to mention the details, and it's irrelevant to speak out.How decent is it to pretend to be fake again?Zhang Ruyue must have confessed everything, even the fact that I made her pretend to be crazy, but I really want to know, what is her motive for speaking up?Cheng Jiaqing thought so, and after thinking about it, he calmed down. "I think you know it too. I don't really need to tell you." It's really embarrassing to answer this matter.A man who is not so open and aboveboard, instigating a woman who does not know the truth to bear an inhuman life that does not belong to her, and for himself, for justice, and for conscience, is something that makes people unable to look up. Cheng Jiaqing wants to avoid this issue . "We know, but we need your confession." Director Zuo is always unyielding in his work, and so is his speech. "Why bother?" Cheng Jiaqing suddenly wanted to leave this ghostly place. "It depends on your understanding and attitude! It's not someone who is begging you to answer this question. It's okay if you don't say it, I think you will say it as soon as possible. Besides, if you don't admit it, it won't affect your sentencing." Director Zuo The words were so aggressive that Cheng Jiaqing couldn't breathe. "So what if I don't tell you." Cheng Jiaqing said angrily. "Just listen!" Director Zuo was also very proud, his hard words were like a hammer. Lei Huanshan interrupted at this moment. "Our policy is not to let every criminal go to the guillotine, but we will not stop anyone who adds weight on the other side of the guillotine." Lei Huanshan's words were very calm, the kind of calm that is ready to go. "I don't understand why you have to deal with political issues and economic issues together." Cheng Jiaqing conceded and raised a question of his own. "This is asking why you colluded economically with Qi Wanchun and others besides colluding politically." Director Zuo asked back. "It's not fair to put the two issues together." Cheng Jiaqing insisted. "The purpose of your political murders is to cover up your economic problems. You can answer here." Director Zuo thought about the matter he asked, "You should tell me why Zhang Ruyue pretended to be crazy." "What an idiot I am to have come to this! Being yelled around inappropriately by you bastards. I hate myself! But you're right. I commit political murders to cover up economic The problem, but, the one who dealt with Lei! The surname is Zuo! I don’t know that the officialdom is like a meat grinder. Whoever wants to enter the officialdom should not let his fingers go in. If one finger goes in, the whole body will be crushed. I can't get out. I'm such an idiot! Officialdom is a meat grinder. I didn't understand it until today. The biggest corrupt official. Faint officials and treacherous officials are all standing by the meat grinder, watching how you treat me like a pitiful little one Minced sesame seeds from other small officials are minced meat to show their integrity. The surname Lei! The surname Zuo! You are naturally much better than me, but you are nothing more than tools to turn the meat grinder. I'm gone. I'm not afraid! I'm not afraid of anyone!" As if the rabies that had been lurking for many years broke out, the more Cheng Jiaqing talked, the more excited he became, his face and neck showed a red color of roasted crabs, it seemed that as long as he flicked his neck lightly with his fingers, his neck would swell. A hole appeared, and all the blood in his whole body would immediately spurt out from here like a fountain, and flow out completely.What he said made Lei Huanshan and Director Zuo look at each other in dismay.How did this kind of villain, who is mad when he is successful and then crazy when he is frustrated, get into the party?Why hasn't anyone seen through his insidious and vicious psychology and stopped his deceitful behavior?Director Zuo really wanted to go up and give him a few mouthfuls, telling him to shut up.Lei Huanshan tugged at him, signaling him not to be reckless.After venting his anger, Cheng Jiaqing finally revealed the motive for making Zhang Ruyue pretend to be crazy. "Women's psychology is weaker and more blind than men's. They foolishly want the happiness of men, and they don't care about any danger. They dare to go up a thousand-degree water or a ten-thousand-foot cliff. Their psychological defense is always I broke down because of the man I love. After all, I am just a sesame official, and I know this, so I can't let Zhang Ruyue fall into your trap, in order to protect Zhang Ruyue and myself." Cheng Jiaqing finally got it right. "Isn't it cruel for you to do this? Let your wife stay with a group of abnormal people. Have you thought about the consequences?" Director Zuo asked. "I have no choice." Cheng Jiaqing had a weird smile on his face, and a self-deprecating light shot out from his eyes, and there was a bitter taste in that light. "You—what a beast!" Director Zuo cursed angrily, if it wasn't for the tight connection between the fist and the wrist, the fist he clenched would have been thrown out like an apple. "I think I'm a beast, but unfortunately I was born as a human being. A beast doesn't need to repent, but a human being has to repent instead." Cheng Jiaqing spoke from his own heart. "Why do you want to repent? To your wife?" Director Zuo asked. "Not only to her, I want to express my remorse to all the people who have been hurt by me. Once a person with knowledge has power, and in a bad climate, his crimes will expand rapidly The degree of harm is far greater than that of a person without knowledge. I am not saying that all people with knowledge will use their knowledge to harm others, but that as long as there is such a person, the knowledge of many people is useless , self-willed power that doesn't like knowledge to judge its way is a lesson to me. I don't make excuses for myself, but I will say that I am not a born evil person. If effective supervision is everywhere, I I won’t come to this point. When it comes to my crimes, my lack of self-discipline is the main reason, but those supervisory departments are not at fault? ——Those supervisory departments often supervise after the fact. There are many obedient subordinates and no slaves. Yan Meigu, there are many subordinates who are outspoken and dare to admonish, this is also a reason. If everyone is not slavish in front of the superior, the society will be much more normal. Now it seems that Tian Gangliang is a man, I feel sorry for him. If there is Maybe, I really want to apologize to him, and his whole family. I finally understand that the person who dares to point out your mistakes is actually a good person. I don’t seem to be a person with wisdom roots, but I understand now, and I feel relieved Too much. Indeed, I hate those big corrupt officials who have not been exposed, just like I cursed, I am in prison, and they are still free, the same criminals, but the situation is One is in the sky and the other is underground. I think it is very unfair, but when I think about it carefully, the punishment I receive is equivalent to my crime. To me, this is fair. And when they will explode themselves, no one can tell, but There will always be an end to their good days." Cheng Jiaqing talked endlessly. He thought that if he could spend the rest of his life in prison, it would be a happy thing. The detention center is not bad, so the prison must be a good school-but there is a prerequisite, The premise is that he will not be sent to the guillotine. Director Zuo stared at Lei Huanshan's silent and pensive face, and did not speak.In Cheng Jiaqing's words, there are indeed many questions worth pondering and savoring, and there is no difference between people.A person who is extremely bad, he also understands the logic of being a good person, but unfortunately he lacks the use of it.Lei Huanshan, Director Zuo, and Cheng Jiaqing seemed to be walking in a snow valley, and they could hear each other's breathing.It was really a strenuous task. Walking in the deep snow valley, one of them was already facing a desperate situation, and every word he uttered was in the nature of last words. "So, how did you make your wife pretend to be crazy?" Director Zuo couldn't help but asked curiously. "I didn't say it in front of her. You know, people who say such a thing are like beasts." The flames of shame lit up Cheng Jiaqing's entire face.The arrogance on his face was gone. Cheng Jiaqing sighed. "I'm sorry for her. On the eve of the official arrest, I wrote a note and stuffed it into the sock she packed. In the prison car, I whispered to her that there was a precious thing in her sock. Specifically What it is, I didn't say. I thought she would forget it, but unexpectedly, she kept remembering it. " A small item stuffed in a sock can easily escape inspection.Cheng Jiaqing is really a smart person. "So, after we questioned her for the first time, she went crazy according to your intention, so that we couldn't open the gap from her, right?" Director Zuo asked calmly. "Oh, I didn't expect that she still said everything." Cheng Jiaqing sighed her failure in a helpless tone.He is like an emperor who has lost both his country and his beauty. What awaits him is endless melancholy and unbearable remorse.When he walked back to his cell, he found that there was a white flower in front of him, and the sky was high and the earth was far away. He was like a helpless orphan, collapsing.Walking back to his cell, he tripped and fell.He looked back and saw no obstructions.It turned out that he tripped himself, and he understood. "Letting one's wife pretend to be crazy is more despicable and despicable than letting one's wife go into prostitution and collect money on the sidelines." This is Lei Huanshan's evaluation of Cheng Jiaqing in front of Director Zuo, a sharp evaluation, if people If there is really a distinction between high and low, then there is only a distinction between high and low personality. Lei Huanshan believes in the power of personality.Therefore, he faces all restrictions with equanimity.Any complicated case can become simple and clear in his hands. Summer is almost over, the sun has calmed down, the sound of cicadas has weakened, and the time to reveal the truth is approaching, and the case will also be revealed. As long as the witnesses are present and the evidence is conclusive, he will stand under the trial platform.Since he had to face such a reality, Cheng Jiaqing had to face it squarely in advance.Irritability and depression become insignificant.Cheng Jiaqing seemed to be accumulating strength, ready to leap like an antelope and jump out of a certain trap. Failure to be an official means failure to be a human being. This is the law. So far, there have been zero visits to him.Maybe some people wanted to come, but they didn't get permission, maybe they didn't dare to come out of fear.The general unemployed official with no faults is the best explanation for him. What's more, Cheng Jiaqing is no longer an official. Not only is he not an official, but he is not even an ordinary civilian. He is just a prisoner. Who will visit him?From a person who attaches great importance to identity to a person who has lost any identity, Cheng Jiaqing understands that a scheming person is more likely to be self-defeating.If a person succeeds, he can see the red eyes of others; if a person fails, he can see the white eyes of others. When a person becomes a social problem, he can't even see the white eyes of others.Am I so lonely that I desperately need other people's eyes?Have I really not done a single good thing?Am I really a plague god that everyone fears?Cheng Jiaqing thought. One day, near the end of the summer, the guards delivered a package. Before receiving the package, Cheng Jiaqing's face changed, will she kill someone to silence her?Could it contain dangerous goods?As he thought about it, his hands trembled. Seeing his bearish appearance, the guard was both ridiculous and irritating, and said in a bad voice, "It's been checked, don't worry, it's not a bomb." After the guards left, Cheng Jiaqing opened the package tremblingly, and inside was a brocade box.There are two tubes of scrolls in the box. When you take it out, you can see a couplet: Even if there are bluebottles as hangers-on; What's the meaning?Cheng Jiaqing didn't understand either.Searching the box again, I found a smaller brocade box.If you don't look carefully, you can't find it. Ganqing was sent by an interesting person.There was a note in the box, I took it out and read: The Cheng family never imagined that it was Xiang Tianxiao who played this prank, a middle-aged calligrapher and painter in the provincial capital with whom he had met a few times, damn Xiang Tianxiao.He has always regarded the couplet of "Listening diligently to Bamboo Xia with less suffering, shame to hear that the (and bird) dog rises in the cloud" has always been hung in the bedroom as if it were a wall. Although the other couplet has not been released, it is hidden at the bottom of the suitcase. , never treated lightly.Unexpectedly... Cheng Jiaqing was so angry that his blood rushed upwards.He first crumpled the note into a ball, feeling that he still couldn't let go of his hatred, then unfolded it again, tearing the note to pieces like a storm.Smile to the sky, smile to the sky, you and I have no grievances, why do you mock me so much?Send me a fly.Hahaha, hahaha, I, Cheng Jiaqing, was a man all my life, and when I died, what happened to me being a fly to attend the memorial service?Smile to the sky, you belittle me too much.Well, you send me a fly, I admit it. Where are the flies?Cheng Jiaqing searched the small box again, and sure enough, she found a fly in the corner of the box, hanging from a white thread, but her body was stiff and unable to fly. After staring blankly at the flies, Cheng Jiaqing thought again: "Yeah, I'm done. People have betrayed their relatives. Friends who talk about it on weekdays can't become friends. Being affectionate and being a wife for many years can't become a wife. People like me criticize me." After my death, who will attend my funeral? Probably only a swarm of flies. Smile to the sky, you are right. If I really follow the couplet you sent me earlier, frankly Seriously, why is this?" Birth is a great thing, and death is a greater thing.Living is not easy, although how to live is a kind of life, dying is even more difficult.Although some people are not dead, they are still alive; some people are dead, but this is a way of death to achieve the goal of eternal life.If you want to live forever, you must leave some immortal things, and you must make people happy and warm when you are alive, and feel sad when you leave, not because of you. Like Cheng Jiaqing, with him, The whole peace is not peaceful anymore. To many surprises, Cheng Jiaqing was only sentenced to death with a reprieve. On September 18, 1998, nearly three years had passed since the Double Ten Murder occurred. In Anning, on the wall of a crowded street, the crimes committed by Cheng Jiaqing and others and the final verdict were finally posted. notice.The people heard the echo of justice, and a group of ghosts and monsters finally lowered their heads as vicious as a cone-shaped snake and as vicious as an African snake for their personal extravagance.All ghosts and ghosts will surely be unable to hold their heads up before the sacred law. This unheard-of political murder case that shocked the whole country made people understand a very simple and profound truth, the heinous criminals must be tough, if you don't kill him, he will kill you. The taxi drivers are extraordinarily busy in order to deliver this good news to everyone's ears.The heads crowded under the bulletin board were dense, and the joy of the people was beyond words. "Let me see, a chopstick, wear a few crabs. One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight..." People scrambled to count. ... When Cheng Jiaqing was escorted by two armed policemen and brought to the trial platform, her heart beat wildly.Although on the surface, he drooped his head and looked sluggish.When his name was announced, his whole body trembled like an upside-down male (or bird), and he couldn't hold himself back. The judge's sonorous voice echoed in the trial hall. Cheng Jiaqing, male, 51 years old, former Secretary of the County Party Committee of Anning County, director of the County People's Congress, and member of the Standing Committee of the County Party Committee, was sentenced to death with a two-year reprieve for crimes of corruption and bribery, embezzlement of public funds, and intentional homicide; Ma Mingdi, male, 54 years old, The former director of the Anning County Public Security Bureau was sentenced to 16 years in prison for the crimes of covering up, concealment, illegal detention, and accepting bribes; Confess, and show repentance and meritorious service, and be sentenced to 20 years in prison. Qi Wanqiu, male, 35 years old, guilty of intentional homicide, with particularly serious circumstances, sentenced to death and deprived of political rights for life; Mi Zhiqiang, male, 36 years old, guilty of intentional homicide with particularly serious circumstances, sentenced to death and deprived of political rights for life; She Tong, male, 33 years old, the source of the family's huge property is unknown, and he committed the crime of intentional homicide. The circumstances are particularly serious. He is sentenced to death and deprived of political rights for life. Jin Maisheng, male, nicknamed Ye Ma, 45 years old, was guilty of harboring crimes and participated in the poaching and killing of the South China tiger, a rare national protected animal. Because of his good attitude, he was sentenced to a lighter sentence of ten years in prison; Zhang Ruyue, female , 36 years old, guilty of accepting bribes, because of his voluntary confession, was sentenced to two years in prison with a three-year suspension of execution;... The poet returned to Xining because he had three serious scars on his face. His whole face changed.The three scars have already taken away the host's presence, and those who see a face of the poet have to immediately look away in shock, his friends and classmates, he doesn't want to disturb them. 双十谋杀案就像一场戏，已经落下了帷幕。看到了程家卿一伙人的下场，他比乘上了飞碟，喝上了外星人酿造的美酒。罪恶得到了惩罚，正义得到神张，尽管又以艰难又曲折，但最终的审判已足以告慰“老游击”的在天之灵了。那个小院，他要交给尘埃去管理，他要把它彻底忘记，他只带出了老游击的遗像，和他自己的一些诗稿和札记。背着父亲的遗像，他觉得父亲整个人就背在自己的背上了。而在外人看，他就像一个背着画框准备去写生的画家，一个热衷旅行，勤于采风的有点傻气的画家，如今的艺术家，在一般百姓的眼里，都是一些冒着傻气、不务正业的人，与不修边幅有直接的关系，与堕落有间接的关系。 朝东是一条新街，诗人走后才修建的。街道两旁鳞次栉比的高楼又光滑又规矩，好像不是建造出来的，而是用印刷机印刷出来的，诗人绝不想多看它们一眼，多看它们一眼，似乎连自己的个性都会丧失殆荆诗人向西走去，生活依旧美好，十月的阳光像西洋美人的金发，披在每一个人的肩上，每个行走的人都有自己的目标。口袋里还有零钱，诗人用它买了一瓶饮料和两块面包，转身出来走了四五岁，他突然看到昔日的恋人，在街的对面。他那昔日的恋人手上还牵着一个胖胖的两三岁的小把戏，正拾级而上。小把戏上台阶的时候，动作笨拙，像一只小狗熊。而他昔日的恋人，停下来，低着头，微笑着，回头看她的小把戏，手依然没有松。她在看她的小把戏如何走上台阶，好像还在鼓励着他。 女人真是魔术师啊，她们能在身上变出人来，这一点，任何男人都只能自愧不如。 变人，这也是诗人看到过的最杰出的魔术。 诗人定定地看着她和她的孩子，直到一个苹果从台阶上滚落下来。这个苹果，最初是在那小把戏的手上，现在它滚落了下来。它是不是西西弗斯拚命推动的那个不断推它它不断滚落焉为的球呢，诗人跑过去捡起它。 “你找死埃”诗人本能地将自己的身子随着骂声向后缩。一辆穿行的车辆里扔下了一声骂。 等他再定神去看街对面时，昔日的恋人和她的小把戏都不见了。 即使面对面站着，又有什么值得倾诉。诗人打消了交谈的念头，继续向西而行。穿过熟悉又陌主的街道，他要去他童年爱去的地方，遗像的像框在背上拍打着他。过一个集留市场，再过一座只有十多步的小桥，再往右拐，继续前行，便可看到游河。游河边是一片滩涂，滩涂边是河堤、秋风依然是温暖的，但已没有了春风的洋溢，站在河堤，望着潋滟而来悠悠而去的游河，诗人猛吸一口气，闻到了乡愁。在故乡闻到乡愁，在离别的前一天闻到了乡愁，这是一种独特的体验。像个永无魇足的孩子，诗人要把故乡的水光山色全吸进自己的肺里，做为留念。打算明天就离开安宁，也许永不回来。诗人看着远处的塔影，心便像水里的塔影，一层一层地动荡着，那是文风塔的塔影，不是安宁没有什么值得留恋的。而是诗人自己没有什么值得安宁留恋的。诗人想，他在安宁已没有了亲人。他的身世像一场久不消弥的大雾，永远模湖不清，也许这样更好，他想，然后他一步步地向人形石走去。他忘不了它，就像忘不了一个老朋友。一群孩子在不远处追嬉打闹。 “是不是把我忘了？老朋友。” 诗人上前，用手亲昵地拍了拍人形石的肩膀，人形石一点感觉都没有。 “我回来了，你应该高兴应该笑才对埃你怎么不会笑了呢？” 诗人疑窦丛生，他闷闷地坐了下来，拿出面包啃了起来了。不远处的孩子，停止了嬉闹，围了过来，像看着一个流浪汉一样看着诗人。 “它怎么不会笑了？”诗人问。 小朋友顿时七嘴八舌地说开了。 “我爸爸说，自从发生了谋杀案它就不会笑了。” “那它还会笑吧？”诗人又问。 孩子们纷纷摇头离去：“我们不知道。” “老朋友，你也有许多委屈吗？”诗人问人形石，“为什么不笑了？” 人形石自然是不会回答的，诗人也不希望他回答，他只是觉得这样做亲切，也使他生发出在安宁还有一个亲人的真实印象。 “所有难堪的事，都当是被恶狗咬了一口，没有什么的。” 诗人像是在宽慰人形石，又像是在宽慰自己。 “我要睡一会儿了，你不要在我睡的时候突然笑起来，也许我的鼾声会很难听。老朋友，答应我，好吗？不要在我睡着了的时候，突然笑起来。” 诗人躺下了，枕着自己的包，包里有他的衣服。躺下之前，他把老游击的遗像郑重地放在自己的身旁。阳光仿佛停在老游击的嘴角，有一小片明亮的反光，诗人觉得自己是父亲并排躺着的，那么安详。他觉得自己、父亲都与大地融为了一体。他听到父亲的心跳，听到了父亲血管中血液的汩汩流动。 诗人醒来时，太阳已经西移，河面的西端青瑟瑟的，幽深而保守，东端却有一片柔和的橙红，色彩随着河流颤动着，变幻着，活像印象派的一幅画。诗人倦慵地站了起来，看见一只竹排由西向东迤逦而来，竹排上还有一个渔翁和七八只鱼鹰，顿时来了精神。 不用人力，竹排顺着河流漂来。他丢下他的包和老游击的遗像，向河边走去。这样，随着竹排的靠近，诗人看得更清楚了。有着古铜色脸膛的渔翁像穿衣服的一尊雕像，而鱼鹰是黑色的，好像夜的碎片。它们一会儿下水，一会儿又被渔翁的竹竿挑起来，抖动着翅膀，没有片刻的自由，没有片刻的休息。有时，诗人看见小小的银片被鱼鹰吞了进去。 吞下小的，吐出大的，这也是由鱼鹰脖子上的那个绳套决定的。诗人静静地看着，没有说话，也没有与渔翁打招呼。竹排在诗人眼里不是特意做着停留，没有多久，竹排载着渔翁和鱼鹰远去了。诗人目送着竹排远去。场景、人物、关系，河流、竹排、渔翁、鱼鹰都是原来的，一点没变。仿佛是故伎重演，与季节的转换一样，这河流，翻不出什么新型的泥沙，但是它能翻出沙砾中的金子，照亮我们的眼睛。 阳光无视这些事实，它们只是在云朵洁白的枕头上细心地绣着花，镶着边，太阳就要落山了，白天就要过去，得抓紧时间。诗人又回到人形石的旁边，包和老游击的遗像，都在，没有什么好担心的。四下里没有人，刚才的那群孩子早回家了。 暮色渐浓，河水流淌，他也有些累了。 不知怎地，他又想起马鸣镝这个人来。用电棍往自己身上抽，自己与他无冤无仇，他竟然打得那么狠。这个人自己一辈子都忘不了，越想忘越忘不了。这种人谄上欺下，暴戾狠毒，心甘情愿做奴才。主子想到了的，一点他就通；主子没想到的，他马上替主子想到了。他所有的工作，他的跑前跑后的服务，都是在为自己的主子做心理按摩。等他死了，哪天送去解剖解剖，看看他胸膛里是不是存在着一颗狼心，两叶狗肺。他那石榴般饱满的大肚腩里，也不知贮藏了多少民脂民膏。诗人记得他的脸，河马的脸一样丑陋无比的脸，这样的脸，在官场的染缸里并不少见。从本质上来说，他又像一条时刻窥伺着主人脸色的无尾狗。这世上只有这种叫四不像的动物，而马局长，却是一种八不像的动物，他什么动物都像，就是不像人。想起他，诗人就气不打一处来。想起他，诗人的许多夜晚进入了噩梦。 现在好了，水落石出，风霜高洁，但愿今晚不会再在梦中遇见这条无尾狗了，诗人心里痛快的想着。 诗人想喊出一声什么来，但他没有喊，也没有说话。他抑望着天宫，星星在代替他说着闪烁不定的语言。 他要离开了，他背起老游击父亲的遗像，背起包。这时，他身后黑暗中的人形石突然爆了发出一声大笑来，然后又是一声，……像瀑布一样畅快淋漓的笑声，像银河一样明媚灿烂的笑声，在水上漂着，笑声像河上的船，水上的灯，一直向东飘去。 诗人没有转身。老朋友，这是你在为我送行吧，诗人想。 不管前面是什么，我们都要迎上去面对它，诗人边走边想。 毕竟是打了一个漂亮的胜仗，雷环山脸上的笑意比过去更为浓厚，但一般人发现不了。大家以为他的笑容没有变，正如大家以为他的白发还是依然故我没有增加一样。还有几个月，他就要退休了。现在他每天会收到不少的信，除了赞颂他的正气以外，还对当前的社会风气表示了忧虑，有的人在信中希望雷环山老将出马，纠正自己多年的冤案，还自己一身清白，还有揭露腐败问题的，探讨法律问题的。其中一封匿名信有一个新鲜建议，让雷环山在忍俊不禁的同时又多了一些思考。信中把一些既能把国家的经济搞好，又能把自己的腰包搞得很沉的干部命名为“斑马干部”，意即一半优点一半缺点的干部。 他希望法律能网开一面，容许斑马干部们将功折罪，完成了多少利润之后可以减去多少多少年刑期。他的理由是一个有权力的干部就像坐在饭桶里，坐在饭桶里的人不沾一些饭粒出来是不可能的，除非他是超人。他的另一个理由是一般有权力的干部只要不判死刑，不是当即押赴刑场正法，他就能动用关系减刑，甚至保外就医，或者得到劳改干部的恩准，像风筝一样被放飞到监狱的大墙以外。与其如此，不如公开给他们减刑好了。 这话有些客观，又有些主观，有些激愤，又有些无可奈何。 法律可不是饭桶，雷环山想。 像长老一样宽厚仁慈，姑息迁就，这可不是法律的风格，雷环山想，法律只能在它看到的地方产生公正，雷环山又想。 信仍源源不断而来，这天，雷环山又收到一封有趣的信。也是一位无名氏写来的。 信中写道：“前几天，我在一条河上看见了一群捕鱼的鱼鹰。鱼鹰们吞下小鱼，而吐出小鱼。吞下小的，吐出大的，这是鱼鹰的特点，有时候法律也有这个特点，我把它叫做法律的鱼鹰属性。要看法律的公正与否，就要看它在多大程度上摆脱了这个可怕的鱼鹰属性。” “不，不，在法律面前人人平等。的确，小人物太小了，任何错误一出现在他的身上，立刻泰山一样显眼；而大人物又太大了，他们所犯的错误，不会是别的错误，只能是大的错误，如果小人物犯的错误与大人物相同，那么结局通常是，人小人物被紧抓不放很快就会被法律的漩涡吞噬，而大人物呢，还在水面逍遥着，他有一个永不褪色的救生圈，那就是他的特权。” “林彪和程家卿比，可谓大人物与一个小人物吧，谁逍遥得了呢？”雷环山又想道。 又有一信写道： “我记得冯玉祥将军有一句十分有见地的话：做官即不发财。他把这句话烧制在了一只饭碗上，以示后人，我看在安宁能棒起这只饭碗的官人不多，倒是与冯玉祥将军唱反调的人不少。” “最后，我感谢你和你的同事为安宁所做的一切。你们高尚的人格，执著的精神，坦荡的襟杯，安宁人民永远不会忘记！” 几乎在雷环山收到信的同时，安宁县博物馆的同志也收了一封信。 拆开信的人看后，笑得前仰后合起来。如铁吸石，几颗脑袋凑了过去。 一个好建议！把城西郊的那一大块人形石当作文物保护起来。它是对安宁历史“哭”与“笑”的见证。它见证了二十世纪末发生在安宁的让人又哭又笑的震惊全国的闻所未闻的一场谋杀案。案发前后，来人形石散步的安宁人听到河水一直在哭人形石也在哭……今天，河水该笑了，人形石也该笑了吧……今后在石头上刻下安宁的每一次值得铭记的“哭”和“笑”，还可追记到能记起的过去，你想，那么一块又会哭又会笑的石头全中国哪儿还有第二块。保护得好，后人在哭笑人形石关于评说着安宁的“哭”与“笑”的历史，还有“哭笑不是”的故事，说不定能吸引来无数旅游者。到那时，说不定还真值钱哩。旅游人数一增多，安宁笑了，也就不会再哭穷了。“国宝埃”有人评价道。 大家齐声附和道：“也是啊，也是。”