Chapter 15 Chapter 14 Wei Na and Lu Tuo

Lu Tuo returned home and shut himself in the study all day long.He couldn't let go of the anger he was filled with, and couldn't help crying.The cousin called several times, but he didn't open the door.He's a gentleman when he's out, but he's wayward when he's home.Cry when you want to cry, sleep when you want to sleep, ignore people if you don't want to. How many Zheng Qiulun lost their lives in vain?Nobody remembers them anymore.Zheng Qiulun's experience is very similar to that of a middle school teacher of Lu Tuo.The teacher, surnamed Wu, wrote an anonymous letter to Beijing, proposing the Ten Programs for Strengthening the Country. There were also some limericks expressing dissatisfaction with reality in the letter.As a result, the case was solved, and Mr. Wu was shot dead soon after.It was also a chilling autumn day. Teacher Wu was lying on the river beach, his face was gray and white, but his hair was neatly combed.

Lu Tuo went to the river beach to see it.No body was collected for a long time, and the onlookers kept spitting.Teacher Wu actually wore a pair of shiny leather shoes, which is very rare.The leather shoes were quickly taken off by an old farmer watching the scene.The old farmer immediately put Teacher Wu's leather shoes on his own feet, with the rag shoes he didn't want to throw away under his armpit, as if he had made a fortune, smiling, blushing with excitement.Some people looked at the leather shoes on the old man's feet with envy and regretted that they were afraid of ghosts.

According to the court verdict, Mr. Wu confessed to the crime and refused to repent.After a few years, Mr. Wu was rehabilitated.Alas, people are dead, what's the use of rehabilitating? Did Zheng Qiulun plead guilty?Did he really write the riddle?Wei Na did not say.Maybe it will never be clear about this eternal injustice.However, according to Wei Na's description, Lu Tuo deduced that it was impossible for Zheng Qiulun to play this kind of game, it was too childish. Zheng Qiulun just fell by the lake where he and Wei Na embraced for the first time.The reeds have just been harvested, only the wild mugwort swaying in the autumn wind.Zheng Qiulun lay there, exposed to the sun for a long time, and was taken away by the lake at night.Autumn in the North Lake had already passed the rainy season, and the lake water somehow overflowed that night. "Zheng Qiulun has also become a dead soul bird that wails every night." Lu Tuo thought of Wei Na's sad appearance, and felt pity and pain in his heart.

The most absurd thing is that the old professor of Jingdu University also suffered.Later, someone wanted to punish the old professor and made his riddle guessing a crime. "Why can't others guess it? Others have infinite respect for the great leader, so why don't they think about it. You took the note and guessed it right away without blinking your eyes. It can be seen that you are deep in your soul. How does the Department treat great leaders." It was an illogical time. The cousin would call at the door again after a while, asking him if he wanted something to eat.He couldn't bear it anymore, so he opened the door and said, "Sister, I'm very tired and want to take a rest. You can tear off the phone line."

He was most afraid that his cousin would call and tell his brother and sister.Once they came, there was no peace for a long time.They were all waiting for him to go crazy, but pretended to be so considerate.He doesn't want to go crazy, he has to live well.As soon as his thirty-ninth birthday passed, he would court Vina.He will beg her to marry him and be his forever bride. Lu Tuo wondered if he was a pervert?What I think at night is so inconsistent with what I do during the day.When he was insomnia at night, he became very brave and dared to attack all women in the world.Once the day dawned, his masculinity disappeared, disappearing with the darkness.In broad daylight, he is polite and gentle in front of women, but he is actually hiding his timidity.

Verna is such a nice woman.He longed to be more intimate with her in his dream.But he is always disappointed.In recent nights, he always dreamed that she was lying with her clothes on, sideways, looking at him.He was very close to her, and when he stretched out his hand, he couldn't touch her.Waking up in panic, he imagined her body, how charming it would be?But it can't be true.Only her smile, like a full moon, always hangs in his night sky. Lu Tuo couldn't wait until his thirty-ninth birthday, so he wanted to say to her immediately: "Na'er, I love you." He wants to marry her, have a baby with her, and live a good life.He thought that he and Wei Na were not too old to have children. "She loves children, and I love children. We must have a baby," he thought.

"But does she love me? Will she accept me? Shall I tell her that maybe I'm going crazy someday? Has she already seen that I'm crazy? My God, I might be crazy." Lu Tuo suddenly realized that he was probably wishful thinking. In the middle of the night, the phone rang suddenly and frantically.Just as Lu Tuo fell asleep in a trance, he was startled and woke up with his heart about to drop. "I...I...you come..." It was Wei Na, who spoke vaguely, and the phone was disconnected. Lu Tuo got up with a whimper, turned on the light and looked at the caller ID.It's Wei Na's home phone number.It was two o'clock in the morning.

He flew downstairs and stopped a taxi.Thinking about Wei Na's phone call all the way, I was very scared.Her voice was hoarse and mournful. What happened?Thinking about it again, the voice sounded like just waking up.He was flustered again. Lu Tuo rang the doorbell, but no one answered for a long time.He tried to push the door, and opened half a page, but something blocked it.Crouching down to touch it, the hairs all over his body stood on end.There is a man lying behind the door. What happened to Vera?Lu Tuo felt that the blood all over his body rushed to the top of his head. Boldly, he squeezed in.Turned on the light and saw Wei Na lying on the ground.That's when he smelled like alcohol.

"Weina, it's me, wake up." He pushed Wei Na, but his hands touched something wet and greasy. It turned out that she was drunk and vomited all over her body.Only then did he breathe a sigh of relief.Her hands are cold.Lu Tuo panicked, really afraid that something would happen.Feeling her pulse is normal.He didn't care so much anymore, he went to the bathroom to fill up the water, found her pajamas, and then carried her into the bathtub. As soon as he let go, she sank into the water.He had no choice but to hug her and wash the dirt off her clothes first.Pick her up again and put the water back on.When the water was half full, he hesitated for a moment and began to take off her clothes.While taking off, he called her: "Weina, are you awake? Can you do it yourself?" Wei Na didn't answer, she was as soft as tofu, swinging back and forth in his arms.

After taking off her clothes, he helped her half-sit in the bathtub.The first time he came into contact with a woman's naked body, Lu Tuo's eyes immediately brightened.He took a towel and wiped her whole body gently and carefully.Her whole body is white and clean, like silk and satin; her breasts are plump and soft, with a small cinnabar mole between the breasts; her waist is slightly round, but she doesn't feel fat; her lower abdomen is flat and tender, and there is a small piece of faint spot on the right side of her navel. . His own clothes were also stained, so he had to wipe them off with a dry towel so as not to stain Vina again.He wrapped her in a towel and carried her to the bed.Then he lifted the towel and dressed her.

He suddenly froze, his mind went blank.Wei Na was lying naked in front of him, her breasts protruded high, her hands were spread out weakly and casually, her legs were slightly spread apart, and her lower abdomen rose and fell gently. Lu Tuo couldn't help shaking and crying.He didn't cry out, but the tears kept flowing.He didn't understand why he was crying, and tears rolled down his eyes.He knelt down, leaned against the bed, carefully lifted her up, and helped her dress.She is like a dough, listening to him knead it. He flattened the pillow, pressed a nest in the middle, let Wei Na lie flat, and covered her with a thin blanket.Wei Na didn't move at all, as if she had fallen into a deep sleep. Lu Tuo sat by the bed for a while, then went to take a shower.He doesn't take a tub bath and wants the water to rinse.He stood under the faucet, letting the water rush against his back.There was a buzzing in his head, and cars from all over the world ran over his head.He really wanted to lie down, just go ahead and go to sleep.But he was thinking about Wei Na, so he had to put on his clothes and come out.He changed into a set of clean underwear, which was changed here last time. Wei Na was still in the same sleeping position, lying quietly.He turned off the light and suddenly couldn't see anything.After a while, the dark outdoor light seeped in through the curtains.He vaguely saw the outline of Wei Na, so graceful and moving.The surroundings were so quiet that only his own tinnitus could be heard. Lu Tuo just sat there, looking at Wei Na.In the dreamlike night light, he seemed to have lost his sense of distance, and her body seemed to be moving away and approaching, like shadowy mountains. Suddenly, his heart tightened, and he became inexplicably afraid.Gently stretched out his hand to test her breath.He was relieved when he felt her warm breathing.It didn't take long for him to scare himself again.Is Vera still breathing?Make yourself nervous.He finally thought of a good way, put his head on the side of the bed, and lay down, so that he could watch Wei Na's chest rise and fall slightly. He lay on the bed like this, and somehow fell asleep.Not knowing how long he had been asleep, he was suddenly awakened.Looking up, the light was on.His eyes were burning with pain.After rubbing her eyes for a long time, she saw Wei Na lying on her side, looking at him with teary eyes. "Are you awake?" Lu Tuo asked. Wei Na grabbed his hand and said, "You are so kind." "Speak silly. Do you want a drink?" Verna shook her head.Only then did he see a teacup on the bedside table. It turned out that she had been awake for a long time, so she went to pour water for herself. Lu Tuo said, "You really don't want to drink so much. You look scary like that." "Sorry for your hard work. How do you know I'm drunk?" It seems that she doesn't remember that she called Lu Tuo.Lu Tuo teased her and said, "I'm a god, I can figure it out just by pinching my fingers." Wei Na said: "You are too tired, go to sleep." "Okay, you can go to sleep again." Lu Tuo stood up hesitantly, as if he felt that Wei Na was gently pulling the corner of his clothes, but then let go. Lu Tuo was really tired.But he was always like this. He was drowsy, but as soon as his head touched the pillow, he woke up.Weakened nerves tormented him all the time.He closed his eyes, but it felt white.It was Vina's naked body.He was roasted by strong lust on weekdays, but he didn't dare to do anything wrong with the woman in front of him.Too bad, too bad right now.He even wanted to go to Verna right away, hug her, kiss her, touch her breasts, and...then... Lu Tuo had a lot of sexual descriptions in his novels in the past, but he was always criticized by others and said it was untrue.He wanted to be real again.But he didn't dare, for fear of offending Wei Na.What a woman!What if she only wanted to be his friend, not his woman? He slapped his forehead hard, suppressing the stupid fire in his chest.This raging fire couldn't be described clearly, it didn't stay firmly in his chest, but flowed all over his body, bursting out along his blood vessels.All ten fingertips were filled with blood, burning, and trembling unceasingly. Suddenly, light footsteps were heard.He was startled, and immediately became clear.With his ears pricked up, he felt that Wei Na had come to his bed.He pretended to be asleep, breathing evenly.Wei Na stood for a while, sighed slightly, and tiptoed out.He opened his eyes, a bright light.Looking at the clock beside the bed, it was already ten o'clock in the morning. Lu Tuo fell asleep again in a daze, but he heard footsteps approaching the bed again.Wei Na grabbed his hand and stroked it gently.His chest jumped wildly, and his throat started to dry out.He suddenly felt Wei Na's hair brushing the back of his hand, and immediately felt her lips.Weina was kissing his hand, rubbing it across his face.He wanted to open his eyes, but was timid.