Chapter 14 Chapter Thirteen Wei Na and Zheng Qiulun

The cadre building where Guo Haoran lives is next to the office building.Vera lives like a bat.In broad daylight, she didn't dare to see people, and with her head down, she walked quickly from the cadre building into the office building.Only after dusk did she dare to walk around the farm and go to the small shopping department to buy oil, salt, sauce and vinegar. Wei Na didn't tell her father about her marriage at first, for fear that he would scold others.Later, my father wrote a letter saying that he wanted to come and see her.She was afraid that he would come, so she wrote a letter, telling the whole story, including her and Zheng Qiulun's affairs.

Dad didn't reply for a long time, and Wei Na knew that the old man must be angry.Later, Dad finally wrote back.He didn't blame Wei Na, only asked her to take good care of herself.As for her marriage, her father never mentioned a word.Wei Na thought that the days when her father did not reply to the letter must have been extremely painful.He is dissatisfied with his daughter's marriage, but there is nothing he can do about it.Dad finally didn't come to visit her. The following year, Wei Na gave birth to a daughter.The child was very poor, he was born skinny.The child's name was given by Wei Na, a single name, just a word of snow.Wei Na will never forget that snowy night, she and Zheng Qiulun were so happy.They almost made a husband and wife in the snow.Wei Na never called her Guo Xue, only Xueer.She always dreamed that Xueer would be great if she and Zheng Qiulun wanted it in the snow that night.

Cher cheers up Vina.She always thought foolishly that Xue'er really had nothing to do with that surnamed Guo, she was Xue'er, her precious daughter.She even simply thought that Xue'er was her and Zheng Qiulun's daughter.The child is very cute and painful. Not long after he was born, he knew how to look at people and giggle.Wei Na is very thin, but has a lot of milk and is very nourishing.Xue'er is just seeing the wind, and by three months, she will be a little fat man.There are several children on the farm who are about the same age as Xueer, but she is the fattest and tallest.

Holding Xue'er in her arms, Wei Na seemed to have a support, and dared to walk around the farm in broad daylight.The female educated youth on the farm rushed to hug Xueer when she saw her.They will greet their companions, come quickly, and see Daughter Wei Na, she is so beautiful.It is the nature of girls to like to hold children.Sometimes, they would let them hold the child, and Wei Na would stand there talking to others, and in the blink of an eye, Xueer would go crazy without knowing where they were holding her.It wasn't until Xue'er wet her pants that they sent Xue'er back to her arms like a bomb.

Wei Na still dare not visit Zheng Qiulun.Sometimes when she saw him from a distance, she avoided him.Once, Wei Na ran into Dai Qian on the road.Dai Qian said: "Zheng Qiulun is sick, and he took sick leave for a few days." Wei Na only asked a few words about his condition, but didn't say much.When she got home, she didn't sit or stand.I couldn't bear it anymore, so I went to a farmer's house to buy a chicken, made soup, and asked Dai Qian to give it to Zheng Qiulun. Unexpectedly, Guo Haoran found out about this.He was furious at home, yelling: "You bitch, we have children, and we still think about that person."

Wei Na was as fierce as a lioness, and rushed over: "You rascal!" Xueer was so scared that she cried.Seeing how pitiful Xueer was, Wei Na came back to hold the child again.Guo Haoran was still yelling, Wei Na was afraid of scaring the child, so she had to bear with it and said, "Don't quarrel in front of the child." Guo Haoran said, "God knows if this child belongs to Zheng Qiulun?" Wei Na also yelled, and deliberately said: "Xue'er is not yours, but mine and Zheng Qiulun's. I often sleep with Zheng Qiulun without telling you. You are a bastard, and if you marry me, you have to be a bastard for the rest of your life."

Guo Haoran's face was livid, and he was about to fall to the ground while holding Xue'er.Wei Na also seemed to go crazy, and she was about to chop at Guo Haoran with a kitchen knife.Guo Haoran was shocked, put Xue'er down, and ran out angrily. Guo Haoran didn't know where he went, and he didn't come back to sleep.In the middle of the night, someone knocked on the door suddenly and shouted, "Weina, I have a call for you." Wei Na was frightened to death, put on her clothes tremblingly, and ran to the duty room of the office building.Calling in the middle of the night is definitely not a good thing.Couldn't it be dad, what's the matter?

Wei Na ran downstairs to the office building, and saw the door of the duty room open from a distance, with a black telephone lying on the table.Picking up the phone, Wei Na's hands couldn't stop shaking.There was a man's voice over there, it sounded like shouting, but she couldn't hear it clearly.The sound seemed to come from the other side of hell, like a gossamer.After a long time, Wei Na vaguely realized that her father was ill and asked her to rush to Jingnan immediately. After putting down the phone, Wei Na's feet softened.She knew Papa so well that he wouldn't have had anyone call him if he hadn't been very ill.In the middle of the night, how to rush to Huyang?At this time, Guo Haoran came.He finally did a good deed in front of her and asked the farm's walking tractor to take her to Huyang.Wei Na went home and took some clothes, carried Xueer on her back and left.

Guo Haoran asked: "Do you want me to give it away?" Wei Na said: "Go to sleep." After an hour or so, we arrived at Huyang Ferry.The boat stopped on the other side.The hand-holding master shouted loudly: "Let's sail the boat and take the patient away." After shouting for a while, the boat came.The hand-holding master told Wei Na: "If they ask, just say that the child is sick, otherwise those guys on the boat will scold her." There happened to be a train heading to Jingnan, so she hurriedly bought a ticket and got on the train.Xueer has been sleeping deeply, and Wei Na's back is already soaked.Fortunately, it is summer, otherwise Xueer would catch a cold.

This is a slow train, and it stops at every station. I'm really anxious.Too tired, Wei Na fell asleep holding the baby.But I dreamed that I jumped off the train and pushed the train to run away.After getting off the train, I had to ask for directions, then took a shuttle bus for more than two hours, and then walked on a mountain road for more than 30 miles, and finally arrived at the farm when it was dark. Before Wei Na had time to ask anyone, she heard a loudspeaker singing "Dear Chairman Mao, the red sun in our hearts".Following the prestige, one could see a shed not far away, brightly lit, surrounded by many people, very lively.Wei Na took a closer look, her eyes turned black.

That's Papa's mourning hall! Wei Na cried so hard that she vomited.Xue'er also cried and yelled, this child has never seen grandpa before.The leader of the forest farm was there to enlighten Wei Na, and the loudspeaker sang "The heaven and the earth are not as great as the kindness of the party, and the mother and father are not as good as Chairman Mao's family." The slogan "Oppose feudal superstition, and funerals should be simplified" was pasted on the bamboo shed.The atmosphere was as warm as a celebration party. Dad was crushed to death by a tree when he went up the mountain to cut wood.He was crushed to death on the mountain on the spot.The people in the forest farm didn't know who else was in the family of this reactionary academic authority. After inquiring left and right, they found out that he had a daughter at Beihu Farm. When the memorial service is open, it becomes a farce.The director first learned the quotations from Chairman Mao: "From now on, no matter who dies in our team, no matter whether it is a cook or a soldier, as long as he has done some useful work, we will give him a funeral and hold a memorial service. Yes. It's going to be a system." Then the eulogy.The eulogy said it was divided into two, but it sounded like critical material.Wei Na listened and cried even more fiercely.Then ask family representatives to speak.How can Wei Na speak?Just kept crying.She couldn't speak anymore, and the workers began to speak.Before speaking, you have to learn a quotation from Chairman Mao.A worker said: "Chairman Mao taught us that countless revolutionary martyrs died heroically in front of us for the benefit of the people. Every one of us alive feels sad when thinking of them. Do we have any personal Interests cannot be discarded, so are there any shortcomings and mistakes that cannot be corrected?" Immediately someone stood up and retorted: "It is inappropriate for you to quote Chairman Mao's quotations. Who is he? Don't you know? He is not a revolutionary martyr, but a stinky intellectual who came to the farm to reform. We will hold a memorial service for him, It is revolutionary humanism." Everyone began to condemn the speaker, and also criticized Wei Na's father.Someone said: "This stinky intellectual died in a man-made production accident, and he should bear the main responsibility. Although he died, he caused a safety accident. Therefore, we should both chase him down and criticize him. " The worker who used the wrong quotation bowed his head and pleaded guilty, and the memorial service continued.The workers continued to speak, and as usual had to learn Chairman Mao's quotations first.There was an old worker who was illiterate and could only memorize some simple quotations, regardless of whether he was on the sidelines or not. He said: "Chairman Mao's quotations, whichever resolution you make, you are not afraid of any sacrifice, and any difficulty you overcome is the victory you strive for." This old worker always liked to add "Which...is" when reciting quotations, otherwise he would not be able to recite a single sentence.It turned out to be unlucky again, and he was charged with tampering with Chairman Mao's quotations.So he began to criticize the old worker again. Wei Na's father was buried in the forest farm, where his old man worked as a lumberjack for five years.Dad was fifty-eight years old that year. Dad has nothing left, just a few changes of clothes and a few diaries.Wei Na gave Dad's clothes to his colleagues on the farm, taking only the diary. Walking back, Wei Na realized that the mountain road she walked the night before was quite steep.Narrow simple road, along the cliff.The mountain stream is very deep, and one glance and two eyes are dazzled.She hadn't eaten a grain of rice for two days, and her ears were buzzing.You have to carry Xueer on your back.Xue'er didn't have a good meal, and she was so hungry that she cried.My sister is gone, my mother is gone, and my father is gone.Wei Na cried along the way, and Xue Er cried too.She only needs to take a step towards the cliff, and there will be no pain at all.But she has Cher.Xue'er just learned to call her mother, so she has to live well! Sitting on the train, Wei Na wanted to read Dad's diary.But I found out that there was a diary that belonged to my sister.After reading my sister's diary, I found out why she killed that bastard surnamed Gong. It turned out that Weiyun had to be recommended by her unit if she wanted to go to university.She approached Director Gong, who agreed to recommend him, but put forward the condition that she marry his son.His son is a fool, in his thirties, he only knows how to giggle and salivate.Wei Yun would rather not go to college than marry this fool.But the factory manager had this idea, and he was about to do it.One day, the factory manager tricked Weiyun into his home and raped her.His wife is even more shameless, actually helping the man with his hands and feet.Their silly son was also watching, salivating and clapping his hands, yelling, fighting, fighting.The old woman said to the silly son, son, watch carefully, and dad told you to fight the war. Later, the factory manager's wife found Weiyun in private, trying to force Weiyun to follow her man.Said that as long as Weiyun agrees, she will go to college, and then come back to marry her son.Her son is not good, his man can let Wei Yun have a son, who will be raised by the two elders as grandchildren, and will carry on the family line of the Gong family.Wei Yun hated this woman to death and scratched her face. Before Weiyun's accident, one day at noon, the factory manager met her at the entrance of the cafeteria and asked her to go to his office in the afternoon.Wei Yun ignored him and wanted to walk away.The factory manager said softly, you are the woman I have fucked anyway, and you will never get married, so why not follow me. Wei Yun had the idea of ​​killing at that time.She hesitated for several days, unable to make up her mind.Thinking how sad her parents would be, she was terrified.However, she suddenly found out that she was pregnant.She was desperate, and finally something happened on New Year's Eve. After reading her father's diary, Wei Na knew why he took away her sister's diary.Dad is afraid that Wei Na will see her sister's diary, knowing that Wei Na is also a person with a strong personality, and will find Gong's wife desperately.He only has Wei Na as his daughter, and he can't lose her anymore.Parents have already heard about Wei Na and Guo Haoran.The two elders were very distressed and wanted to persuade her when she returned home.But on New Year's Eve, you have to be happy, and you can't mention unpleasant things.Unexpectedly, my mother left in a hurry. Dad said in his diary that he didn't educate his children well, and he didn't expect that Na'er betrayed himself just to avoid farm work. It turned out that in the past two years, Dad's pain exceeded Wei Na's imagination.The grief of losing his wife and daughter tortured him all the time, and he blamed himself deeply for his inability to protect his family.He is dissatisfied with Wei Na's marriage, but he thinks he is an incompetent father and has no right to blame his daughter.He said that he was devastated by the suffering and was so numb that his mind was almost like a piece of wood that accompanied him day and night. An expert on Ming history has just become a piece of wood in the Jingnan forest area. When Wei Na returned to the farm, it was already dusk, and she happened to run into Dai Qian. "What's the matter? You are thin and dark, almost like a ghost. I heard that your father is sick, is he better?" Dai Qian looked at her, her eyes widened. Wei Na burst into tears.Only then did Dai Qian see the black veil on Wei Na's arm.Xue'er started to cry, Dai Qian took Xue'er and coaxed: "Xue'er is obedient, Aunt Dai hugs her." Wei Na couldn't move anymore and just wanted to lie down.Dai Qian said, "Let's go to our dormitory first." To get home, she had to walk through the stadium and the cafeteria, and Wei Na couldn't even walk a step.Dai Qian carried the child and went straight to the dormitory.Xue'er kept crying, the child was starving.Dai Qian didn't have anything to eat there, so she made some sugar water for Xue'er to drink.After Xue'er drank some sugar water, she began to babble and learn to speak. Wei Na lay softly on the bed, dizzy.Her bed was empty, no one slept in it.There was no quilt on the bed, but some newspapers.Dai Qian said: "You can rest on my bed, I will take the child out to play." Wei Na shook her head and said, "No, I'll just lie down and leave." Dai Qian said solemnly: "Weina, there is one more thing I want to tell you. You must be able to hold on." Wei Na was so frightened that she sat up and asked, "What's the matter?" Dai Qian shook her head for a long time before saying, "Zheng Qiulun has been arrested." Wei Na's face turned pale, and she fell backwards. It turned out that the day after Wei Na left the farm, someone reported to Guo Haoran that there was a suspicious riddle on the blackboard newspaper.Guo Haoran ran to take a look, and saw a few lines of chalk writing: Although not a king, The dragon's tail is raised long. Dire waters, The prestige shakes the Quartet. Hit a person's name. Guo Haoran couldn't understand it, but when he saw the words "dire water and hot water", he guessed that there must be something wrong.He is a man with an exceptionally keen sense of politics.Afraid that the reactionary slogans would spread, he copied them down and erased them immediately.In fact, many people have seen it, and the riddle immediately spread on the farm. Guo Haoran reported to the public security department overnight.The public security department reported it layer by layer, and the Municipal Public Security Bureau asked an old professor from the Chinese Department of Jingdu University to guess it overnight.The old professor took a look, his face turned pale with fright. The policeman asked, "What do you mean?" The old professor said: "You have to acquit me first before I dare to speak." The police said, "Tell me, I promise it's nothing to do with you." The old professor said: "Although it is not a king, the dragon's tail is so long that it is a word for 'hair'." The police did not understand, and asked, "How do you say this?" The old professor said: "The head protrudes from the bottom of the word 'Wang' and bends like a tail. Isn't it the character for 'Mao'?" The policeman's face turned pale, and he said, "Go ahead." The old professor went on to say: "The depth of the water is 'ze'. The east is the place where the sun rises, that is, the fiery place, and the fiery heat is the 'East'. The answer to the riddle is the name of the great leader Chairman Mao." Everyone present was too scared to speak.This is a shocking case.But the police encountered difficulties in solving the case, because Guo Haoran's political awareness was too high, and he didn't even think about protecting the scene.He had to rely on his memory to confirm the handwriting. Guo Haoran rubbed his head and said, "I think it looks like Zheng Qiulun's handwriting. Zheng Qiulun often publishes promotional magazines for the farm, and everyone is familiar with his handwriting. Zheng Qiulun has always behaved badly, and he likes to play with words. He just pretended to be sick these days. He didn't go to work, but he had time to commit crimes. According to my personal analysis, it must be Zheng Qiulun." Dai Qian said: "Early this morning, Zheng Qiulun was arrested." Wei Na didn't even have any tears, her eyes were wide open.Xueer was hungry again and cried.Regardless of Xueer's crying, Wei Na got up, stumbled and ran out. She ran home and saw Guo Haoran lying on the bamboo chair, fanning the cattail fan leisurely.Without saying a word, Wei Na grabbed a small bench and threw it on Guo Haoran's head.Guo Haoran tilted his head and dodged it.Like a beast, he jumped up and grabbed Wei Na's hands.Wei Na lowered her head, bit Guo Haoran's wrist, and tore it hard, it was bloody.Guo Haoran screamed and pushed hard, and Wei Na fell heavily to the ground. Wei Na had no more strength and could not get up.She wanted to point at Guo Haoran and curse, but she couldn't lift her hand.She glared at Guo Haoran, and shouted: "You avenge yourself publicly, you frame good people, you do bad things, you..." Guo Haoran said viciously: "This case is nailed and turned around. No one can turn it over!" Wei Na said: "Guo Haoran, good will be rewarded with good, and evil will be rewarded with evil. You will be punished." Guo Haoran licked the wound with his tongue, and shouted: "For the child's sake, I trampled you today!" Wei Na has never returned to Guo Haoran's cadre building since then.She brought Xue'er back to the single dormitory.The female companions in the dormitory are not as bitter and mean as before, and treat Wei Na very well.Xue'er is like everyone's daughter. The girls are vying to hug her, but they can't grab her. It was a chilling autumn day, and the Intermediate People's Court held a public sentencing meeting on the farm.The tweeter screamed sharply, announcing Zheng Qiulun's heinous crimes word by word.It is required that all educated youths in the audience must participate in the public judgment meeting.Dai Qian stayed quietly and stayed with Wei Na.Wei Na lay on the bed, covering her ears with her hands. The police car screamed horribly, and there was a wave of voices outside.The siren got farther and farther away, and finally fell silent.Wei Na covered her ears, but wanted to hear any small voice.But at this time, there was no sound.It seemed that the whole farm was deserted, not even the birdsong could be heard.Xue'er was playing alone in the dormitory, and she was chanting, "The stars in the sky are shining brightly. I stand on the bridge and look at Beijing..." Suddenly, four shots were heard.The sound is not loud, like a child setting off firecrackers.But sharply pierced her eardrum, making her deaf. Dai Qian burst into tears and held Wei Na's hands tightly.The hands of the two women pinched together, trembling constantly.Wei Na felt that her body was full of holes and blood flowed profusely.The blood was like a flood, rising higher and higher until it covered her head.