Chapter 7 Chapter 7 Heavy Air

That collective siege, which seemed hearty and joyful to the people of Shawan, left an indelible shadow on Feng Qiao, deputy secretary of the Provincial Party Committee.Think about it, the trip to the desert was the first time Feng Qiao went to the grassroots level after serving as the deputy secretary. He originally wanted to take advantage of this investigation to get rid of some things that were pressing on his heart and prevent them from becoming a burden again. Who knows... Savan people also paid the price.Hu Erkui, the village party secretary, was dismissed by the township party committee, and the village group leader, Seventy-two, also lost his position. Although he was a group leader, he was still in charge of hundreds of people.It was Wang Shulin, secretary of the township party committee who had always had little prestige among the masses, who quelled and stopped the collective siege of the provincial leaders.Wang Shulin was really angry that day, he failed to stop the villagers in the village, he already felt that he was negligent, and when the villagers spit and yelled at Deputy Secretary Feng of the Provincial Party Committee, he knew that it was him It's time to make a decisive move.Without hesitation, he called the police from the police station, pointed at Hu Erkui's nose and said, "Take him away first, and I will take responsibility for any problems!" As soon as Seventy-two called out to Secretary Wang, he twisted his arm , thrown into the police car.Wang Shulin's performance opened Lin Yawen's eyes, and also made Qi Maolin and Secretary Sun Tao see another side of the grassroots cadres.But none of these helped the matter. Apart from making Deputy Secretary Feng Qiao remember Wang Shulin by accident, it had no meaning to the whole incident.

Deputy Secretary Feng Qiao returned to the provincial capital that day.Later, Secretary Sun Tao took Qi Maolin to the provincial capital for a review.Conducting self-criticism has long been a practice. As long as provincial leaders go to the countryside, mass sieges or mass petitions occur, local officials’ self-criticism is inevitable.Secretary Sun Tao was worried and kept silent all the way. He was not worried about his black hat, but he was afraid that the reckless actions of the farmers in Shawan Village would make the situation worse?When he was about to reach the provincial capital, Secretary Sun Tao said to Qi Maolin: "Old Qi, this review is not easy."

Qi Maolin was also speechless all the way, what he was thinking about was how to persuade Secretary Sun Tao to let Qi Maolin back down as much as possible. Sun Tao and Qi Maolin originally wanted to find Secretary Hai Lin of the Provincial Party Committee. This kind of review can only be done to Secretary Hai Lin. Feng Qiao will not meet them.Unexpectedly, Secretary Hai Lin also made an exception this time.The two waited for a day, and finally only saw Secretary-General Zhao.Secretary-General Zhao said in a depressed mood: "Go back, work is tight now, don't be distracted by these things anymore."

It was already a month after Lin Yawen saw Secretary Sun Tao again, during which many things happened. First, the beautiful woman named Hua Rongrong was promoted to be the director of the government office.This happened so suddenly that Lin Yawen was not prepared at all. When Qi Maolin came to her, she was still in Li Min's smoked vinegar factory, discussing the expansion plan with experts.Qi Maolin said, come over for a meeting, we have something to discuss.When she arrived at the venue, the standing committee members were already waiting for her. Xu Ling from the organization department gave her a wink, telling her not to talk nonsense.Lin Yawen sat down silently, and then heard Qi Maolin say, "We have a temporary meeting, and we have two things to discuss." These two things, one is to appoint Hua Rongrong as the director of the government office, and none of the standing committee members raised any objection , as soon as Xu Ling proposed it, everyone raised their hands and passed it.Lin Yawen didn't object either. She knew that Feng Qiao had something to do with it. Within a few days after Feng Qiao left, various rumors about Hua Rongrong rang out in Shahu County. There were rumors that she might be directly promoted to deputy county magistrate. , It is also said that she may be transferred to the provincial capital to take up a very prominent position in the Tourism Bureau.None of this has anything to do with Lin Yawen. What Lin Yawen cares about is what is the next step for Shahu County?Another thing is that the county will set up a takeover team to take over the five companies in the flow management department.Qi Maolin proposed that Fu Shilei be the team leader, and the director of the Water Conservancy Bureau be the deputy team leader. The members of the Standing Committee also had no objections, and the two matters were settled soon.

The takeover work was in full swing, and everything went surprisingly smoothly. The Water Conservancy Department not only allocated the money on time, but also issued a special notice that the county's 2 million in arrears to the water management office would be transferred to the resettlement fund to solve the problems of the employees. life problems.In order to raise the two million, Lin Yawen went through a lot of trouble.Originally wanted to borrow one million from private entrepreneur Wang Shengfa as an emergency, but Wang Shengfa repeatedly evaded it, which was not very happy.Upon hearing the news, Li Min squeezed out one million yuan from the expansion funds of the smoked vinegar factory, so that Lin Yawen could make an emergency.Lin Yawen was also driven to the point of desperation by the money. If she didn't pay back the two million on time, Chen Genfa and the others would appeal again, and she would be responsible.

The other million was solved with the help of Secretary Sun Tao.He said on the phone: "What does a county magistrate look like if he borrows money from others and doesn't repay it?" Criticism belongs to criticism, and Secretary Sun Tao asked the city's finance to help her solve the problem.As soon as the money matter was settled, Fu Shilei took the takeover team to the desert. So far, three factories have been taken over.Chen Genfa's prefabrication plant and another small cement plant are in the process of liquidating production and capital verification. These are small things, or expected things.The unexpected major event was that the original propaganda plan at the city and county levels was cancelled, and the advanced deeds of Chen Jiasheng and the eight old men were blocked by relevant departments.

On the third day after Feng Qiao left Shahu County, Lin Yawen approached Qiang Guangjing and told him to change certain contents in the materials so as not to highlight Chen Jiasheng too much.According to Lin Yawen's judgment, Chen Jiasheng took the lead in making trouble this time, which would have a negative impact on the publicity plan established by the city and county. In order to ensure that the publicity offensive will not be greatly affected, Lin Yawen decided to change from passive to active and prepare for it in advance.After listening to her instructions, Qiang Guangjing said worriedly: "County Lin, the eighth old man is making a fuss, I'm afraid to stop the propaganda."

"why?" "I can't say for sure, but I have a feeling that someone will make a fuss about it." On the day that the eight old men surrounded Feng Qiao, Qiang Guangjing happened to be in the editorial department of the provincial newspaper.According to the publicity agreement reached between the city and county and the provincial newspaper, the key report on promoting Chen Jiasheng will be published in the newspaper the next day.Just when Qiang Guangjing finished proofreading the manuscript with the director of the news department of the provincial newspaper, the director of the news department suddenly received a call telling him to take down the manuscript.Qiangjing didn't dare to tell Lin Yawen about this matter. Before Lin Yawen approached him, the Provincial Evening News also called, saying that the publication of the promotional draft might be postponed, so Qiangjing had to be mentally prepared.

"Don't think too much, just concentrate on doing the work at hand well." Seeing Qiang Jing staring, Lin Yawen said again: "Isn't it just petitioning? They can be found everywhere. They won't kill the old man because of such a trivial matter." His grades have been erased." Seeing that she was still full of confidence, Qiang Guangjing endured a few moments and did not tell the truth.The next day, Lin Yawen was about to call Song Hanwen to ask him how the relationship with CCTV was going, but Song Hanwen found it by himself, and when he entered the door, he said, "This job is really impossible for people to do." From Song Hanwen's tone, Lin Yawen knew that something had changed.

Sure enough, Song Hanwen told Lin Yawen that the Propaganda Department of the Provincial Party Committee had made a decision to suspend the promotion of the eight old men, and the manuscripts that had been handed over to the media would be withdrawn within a time limit. "Why?" Lin Yawen opened her eyes in surprise, feeling as if someone had slapped her on the mouth. "You ask me, who should I ask?" Song Hanwen asked with a wry smile.The two stared at each other for a long time, and Song Hanwen said mockingly, "These eight old men, they are forcing things to go wrong."

"Can you blame them?" Lin Yawen felt a breath in her throat and couldn't swallow it. "Don't blame them? Whom should they blame? Centralized management of forest land is originally a national policy. The province's doing so is also out of the protection of the watershed. This is different from logging." "This is your understanding." Lin Yawen interrupted Lao Song. She wanted to know the reason for the decision made by the Propaganda Department of the Provincial Party Committee.Song Hanwen lit a cigarette, looked at her and said, "Do you still need a reason? You, the county magistrate, are really good. You still need to ask for a reason?" "Why didn't I ask? The county has spent so much energy, besides, you can't wipe out all the grades of the eight old men just because of one appeal. No, I have to report to the municipal party committee." After speaking, he was about to call Secretary Sun Tao .Song Hanwen got up, pressed her hand and said, "Don't be stupid, Secretary Sun's life is not easy right now, he is criticized no less than you and me." Only then did Lin Yawen calm down, yes, what's the use of looking for Secretary Sun for the decision made by the province?But if she didn't look for it, she felt blocked again.Lin Yawen really didn't know how to spend this day.After Song Hanwen finished talking to her, he hurried back to the city.The provincial party committee wanted to carry out an advanced nature education among cadres in the whole province, and the Propaganda Department was the first to bear the brunt. Song Hanwen hurried back to make preparations.Before leaving, he did not forget to tell Lin Yawen that it is a special period, she must pay attention to her words and deeds, and must not make simple mistakes. Lin Yawen still had a problem with Lao Song. She couldn't agree with what Lao Song said about the eighth old man.Later, after carefully thinking about what Lao Song had left her, she realized that Lao Song was teaching her how to speak. A layer of sadness enveloped her. As the magistrate of a county, she couldn't justly speak out for the people, and she couldn't speak out what she wanted to say. What's the point of being the magistrate? The excitement is the excitement, and after the excitement, she has to find a way to get herself back on the right track.Yes, as a county magistrate, you must know what to say publicly and what not to say.What you say is not just for yourself, but for a first-level organization.Thinking of the word organization, Lin Yawen's heart became much calmer.She remembered a sentence Sima Gufeng once said: "It is said that people are in the rivers and lakes and cannot help themselves. In fact, you are also in the rivers and lakes. Everyone is in the rivers and lakes. When walking in the rivers and lakes, you have to follow the rules of the rivers and lakes. Your rules are, in your heart. There must be people, but you don’t have to say it on your lips, and it will make you look shallow.” Lin Yawen didn't want to be shallow. At the section-level cadre meeting held the next day, Lin Yawen suddenly changed her tone and severely criticized the mass siege incidents in Badaosha and Shawan villages. Forget that I am a party cadre, and when insisting on doing everything for the people, I must keep in mind that my words and deeds are all related to the party's image.Her speech stunned the audience, including Qi Maolin, who was seated in the middle of the podium, also felt that her speech was a bit sudden and did not quite match the content of the meeting.In people's impression, Lin Yawen is not a high-profile person, let alone a person who goes online at every turn, but she did it today, and it was very serious.After the meeting, Qiang Guangjing asked her if she should contact some news media to report the deeds of the eight old man?Lin Yawen said very sternly: "You are the Minister of Propaganda. If you are engaged in propaganda work, there are two words that you must adhere to, and that is "principle"!" It was also on this day that Lin Yawen had her first friction with the newly appointed office director, Hua Rongrong. The matter still started because of Qin Feng. Hua Rongrong was transferred to the government office as the director. The happiest thing was not herself, but Qin Feng.Since Hua Rongrong was transferred to the government, Qin Feng's whole person has changed, not only has a new look, but also a different style of speaking and doing things.Lin Yawen only knew that Hua Rongrong had a good personal relationship with Qin Feng, but she didn't expect that Hua Rongrong's appointment would bring such a big change to Qin Feng. If she knew, she would rather promote Hua Rongrong one day earlier.Of course, this was an angry word. Lin Yawen was prejudiced against these two people. She knew that this was not good and was not conducive to her work. As a superior, she should not easily have prejudice against her subordinates.But there is no way, once prejudices exist, they will stubbornly exist in your heart, and you can’t get rid of them even if you want to.For some reason, whenever she saw Hua Rongrong and Qin Feng getting together, Lin Yawen would feel inexplicably angry, especially during work.But these two people seem to be against her specially, they always get together when they have nothing to do.Hua Rongrong has only come to the government for a few days, and Lin Yawen has seen Qin Feng no less than ten times in the office.He is really laid back, every time Lin Yawen saw Qin Feng, she would sigh like this.Ever since Qiang Guangjing came to the Propaganda Department, Qin Feng is as leisurely as a veteran cadre.Especially in the past two days, when he heard that the eight old men's publicity plan was canceled by the provincial government, Qin Feng gloated even more, and came here when he had nothing to do, and chatted with Hua Rongrong for a long time when he came. After the department-level cadre meeting, Lin Yawen wanted the office to sort out the materials, and how to grasp the work at the village level in combination with the upcoming education on the advanced nature of party members and cadres throughout the province, leaving no gaps or dead ends.She wanted to have a meeting with Qi Maolin first about this matter, but Qi Maolin drove to the flow pipe as soon as the car was over. His wife, Ning Suanzao, drove away a group of sheep, saying that Chu owed thirty thousand yuan to the prefabrication factory when he was alive, and it had been hanging on the account.Within an hour after the sheep were driven away, the police station took Xiaohouzi away, and Qi Maolin was the only nephew, so he couldn't let things go unnoticed.Lin Yawen wanted to sort out the materials first, and study them in the meeting after Qi Maolin came back.She made a few phone calls to the office, but no one answered. She thought to herself that it was not time to get off work, so how could there be no one? The secretaries in the office work together, and Hua Rongrong is no exception.When Lin Yawen came to the office, there was no one there. She was puzzled and went to the second floor.There is also an office on the second floor, which is used by secretaries to write materials on weekdays.Before Lin Yawen arrived at the door, she heard Qin Feng's voice from inside: "I saw how they sang in this play. A dozen people went to the countryside to interview for more than half a month, but they couldn't publish a single article. Such a thing, Only his surname is strong can do it." As soon as Qin Feng's words fell to the ground, Hua Rongrong's voice rang out: "Don't forget, Qiang Guangjing's head is covered by the county magistrate, and you, you have nothing on your head." "I'll rely on you to protect me." There was a hint of malice in Qin Feng's words. "I'm too lazy to cover you up if you think well." Hua Rongrong's voice was always crisp, but when she said this, it was even more crisp. The two were chatting speculatively, Lin Yawen pushed open the door with a bang.The bodies of the two together immediately separated.Lin Yawen glanced at the room, the room was filled with smoke, it seemed that they gathered here as soon as the meeting was over. "During working hours, you have nothing to do, right?" Lin Yawen said in a bad tone.Hua Rongrong stood up quickly, and said with a smile: "Minister Qin asked me to get some materials, and I just came down from upstairs." "Really?" Lin Yawen held back her displeasure, she saw that Qin Feng was indeed holding a document in his hand. "What about the others, why is no one answering the phone in the office?" "Really, I was there just now. It's only been a few minutes since I went downstairs. Where can I go?" Hua Rongrong lied and walked upstairs. Before leaving, she didn't forget to wink at Qin Feng.Qin Feng's butt sank on the chair, he was indifferent to Lin Yawen's arrival. Inexplicably, Lin Yawen got angry in her heart, and she asked Qin Feng: "Is it because the county committee didn't arrange a job for you?" Qin Feng turned his face away and said nonchalantly: "I, Qin Feng, am incompetent and can only do trivial things." "Qin Feng, you don't see anyone in your eyes!" Lin Yawen was irritated by Qin Feng's attitude. Thinking of the complaints Qin Feng said just now, she couldn't bear it anymore, so she put on a straight face and started to teach her a lesson.After listening to a few words, Qin Feng got up slowly: "Lin County, you misplaced your anger. I am Qin Feng, not Qiangjing." After speaking, he walked out the door.How could Lin Yawen bear this: "Qin Feng, stop, are you still a county cadre?" "I don't know!" Qin Feng dropped three words and left.Lin Yawen froze at the door, it was the first time she met such an arrogant and rude person.For a moment, many thoughts came to her mind. If it was the past, she would probably be furious, but today, she held back.After Feng Qiao left, the air in Shahu Lake changed too much. It was calm on the surface, but in the dark, there were too many abnormal surges.Qin Feng dared to be so presumptuous, which proved that he had been bewitched. She had already heard about Qin Feng entrusting relationships everywhere. The second day after Feng Qiao returned to the provincial capital, someone from the Propaganda Department of the Provincial Party Committee called Qin Feng to the provincial capital. Come, but very expert. Lin Yawen was still sulking, Hua Rongrong came down from the third floor, saw her, and wanted to go back upstairs.Lin Yawen stopped her: "During working hours, pay attention to the impact." Hua Rongrong turned around slowly: "County Lin, are you talking about me?" "What's the matter with you?" Lin Yawen showed a surprised look, today is really weird, no one can criticize anyone, everyone has become a master. Just as she turned around and went downstairs, Hua Rongrong suddenly said, "County Lin, you've been on fire lately, did something happen at home?" What a vicious sentence!The story of Mengmeng's departure had already been rumored in the county. Lin Yawen couldn't avoid it, but Hua Rongrong openly talked about it in front of her.Lin Yawen had to look at Hua Rongrong differently. Time flies by, and no one has time to play with this month carefully.In fact, this month, a storm is quietly brewing in the province, the city, and Shahu County. The storm didn't come too fast, but its footsteps can be clearly heard. A month later, Lin Yawen appeared in front of Secretary Sun Tao again.This time, she came for Zhu Shibang.Since the provincial forestry department wanted to forcibly take back the forest land, Zhu Shibang stepped up his operation. He wanted to take back all the forest land in the North and South Lakes and Qingtu Lake before the forestry department formally issued relevant policies.This task is too difficult, not only because of financial issues, but because the forest land is sensitive, and there have been several changes in property rights before and after, so now no one can tell which forest land belongs to whom.Also, if you want to take back the forest land, you must have policy support. Lin Yawen came here to ask Secretary Sun Tao for instructions to see if the city could provide policy support. After listening to Lin Yawen's report, Secretary Sun Tao was not in a hurry to express his opinion. These days, the sand lake and the flow pipe are too sensitive to touch.Because of the restless behavior of the villagers and the old man in Shawan Village, Secretary Sun Tao has made three self-criticisms to the Provincial Party Committee, and up to now, Secretary Hai Lin still refuses to see him.Also, Secretary Sun Tao heard from another channel that Feng Qiao asked the Forestry Department to take back the forest land because he wanted to completely disconnect the flow pipe from him, and someone is already flipping his old account. "Leave this in advance, don't worry, the whole province is carrying out advanced nature education right now, so don't add to the chaos, focus on economic development. If the county can't arrange for that Zhu Shibang, let him come to the city. I'll talk to the organization department later and investigate." "This won't work." Lin Yawen was in a hurry. Zhu Shibang really couldn't leave Shahu. As soon as he left, the people of Huyang Township herded the sheep.Although Wang Shulin is currently acting positively, this person has changed too much recently, and Lin Yawen is already a little worried about him. "Zhu Shibang should stay in the county. How to arrange it? I'll go back and discuss with Secretary Qi about the forest land. I hope the city can come forward and communicate with the Forestry Department." Speaking of this, Secretary Sun Tao suddenly remembered something: "That Hua Rongrong, how is he doing?" "This..." Lin Yawen was speechless for a moment, she didn't expect Secretary Sun Tao to turn the topic to Hua Rongrong.Secretary Sun Tao asked again, and she finally said: "Secretary Qi forced me to arrange her. I don't have a good opinion of her." Secretary Sun Tao pondered for a moment, and said, "Don't blame Lao Qi, this person, he has nothing to do." Lin Yawen's heart suddenly became heavy and heavy. From Secretary Sun Tao's tone, she could hear a smell. Thinking of the rumors among the county cadres, she couldn't help thinking, could Hua Rongrong be with him? too terrifying! On this day, in Secretary Sun Tao's office, Lin Yawen remembered that face again, the face hidden behind justice and majesty. It was an autumn evening, and the sky was drizzling, and the sky of the provincial capital was stained with decadent rain.Lin Yawen's heart was also hurt.The night before, she had quarreled with Zhou Qiming, and it was the first time they had had a violent quarrel after they got married.The reason is actually very simple. Lin Yawen insisted on letting Mengmeng sleep by herself, while Zhou Qiming always said that the child should sleep in the same room as her mother when she is still young.Lin Yawen thought he was making excuses to avoid her on purpose. Not long after they got married, the couple slept in their own houses, and only on weekends did they sleep on the same bed as a routine.Lin Yawen was afraid that after such a long time, the relationship between husband and wife would become estranged.Zhou Qiming insisted on his own opinion, saying that the two people do not interfere with each other on weekdays, which is conducive to enhancing their relationship.For some reason, Lin Yawen's needs were particularly strong during that time, and she wished she could sleep in Zhou Qiming's arms every day.Zhou Qiming is a relatively casual person in this regard, and rarely pays attention to what women need. In his opinion, the matters between husband and wife are completely obligatory. Sometimes he is too lazy to fulfill this obligation when he is busy with work.It so happened that Zhou Qiming wanted to comment on the associate professor, and he was very busy. Lin Yawen pestered him, and he was annoyed. The three words were not good, and the two quarreled.Lin Yawen scolded Zhou Qiming for not understanding women, and Zhou Qiming said that I am not a feminist, so why do I understand women?Lin Yawen said but you have a wife.Zhou Qiming said yes, I have a wife, but it can't be because my wife doesn't even study, right?Lin Yawen was annoyed, and said angrily, okay, you should go and learn about it, this family doesn't need you.Zhou Qiming was also annoyed, and slammed the book on the coffee table, Lin Yawen, you can't hate scholars just because you can't learn, what's wrong with me learning, it's better than you muddling around! These words irritated Lin Yawen. Lin Yawen was already upset because she lost her major.Zhou Qiming is progressing professionally and achieving more and more achievements. As a wife, she is happy, but at the same time, her inner imbalance and regret are getting stronger.If Zhou Qiming didn't stimulate her, he could pass the day carelessly. Zhou Qiming's stimulation completely overturned the five-flavored bottle in her heart.That night, in front of her daughter, Lin Yawen tore her face apart and fought a solid battle with Zhou Qiming.She regretted it at dawn, what am I doing, isn't this smashing her own life into pieces? After going to work, she learned that Zhou Qiming moved to live in the school, and he protested to her in this way.Lin Yawen was angry and regretful, he is a big man, why can't he let her do it?Thinking of the changes in life before and after marriage, for no reason, her heart is as cloudy as this unlucky weather. It just so happens that her immediate boss, the Director of Science and Technology of the Forestry Department in charge of the Science and Technology Ecological Forest, has a conflict with Deputy Director Xie, which is unreasonable After arguing with the director, she closed the door and was not in the mood for lunch, so she just sat there stupidly for a long time.When she was about to get off work in the afternoon, she called her mother and said that Mengmeng was going to eat there in the afternoon and asked her mother to make a fish for Mengmeng.Mother already knew about Zhou Qiming's move to school, so she asked her on the phone: "Yawen, what's going on between you two?" Lin Yawen choked her throat and comforted her mother: "Mom, it's nothing, the days are too monotonous, so it's okay to be noisy." Mother let out a sigh: "Yawen, something is not quite right with you recently, is it because you are unhappy at work?" Lin Yawen didn't dare to talk to her mother, for fear that once she started talking, she wouldn't be able to stop it.She didn't want to infect her mother with her own troubles. What troubles do you have?On that rainy afternoon, Lin Yawen sat alone in front of the window, looking at the pot of Clivia growing alone on the window sill, and sat worrying all afternoon.The sky gradually darkened, and it was already evening, but Lin Yawen still didn't want to leave.When she thought of going out from here, she would have to go back to the home where the pots and pots had been thrown all over the floor. She was a little afraid, afraid of facing the home where no one was warm.Just in a moment of despondency, Hong Guangda called and asked where she was?Lin Yawen told Hong Guangda the truth without thinking about it. During that period, she had a good relationship with Hong Guangda. At that time, Hong Guangda was far from what he is now. He had goals and ideals. Compared with the lifeless men in the unit, his whole body was shining.Compared with a nerd like Zhou Qiming, the light is more conspicuous.Lin Yawen met him because of a project, and later because the two companies jointly engaged in the development of economic forests, the relationship gradually grew closer and became friends.According to Hong Guangda, she is his confidante.Although Lin Yawen didn't think so, as long as Hong Guangda sent out invitations, she still seldom declined.On that day, Hong Guangda said on the phone that he was also idle and bored, and he didn't feel like eating alone, why don't we make a share together and pass this annoying rainy night? As usual, Lin Yawen didn't decline, what reason is there to decline, instead of being alone in the torment of this rainy night, it's better to be with Hong Guangda and listen to his magic, which can also resolve the loneliness and sorrow in my heart.She hummed, closed the doors and windows, and went to the hotel called Yuemanlou according to the address Hong Guangda said. When I got there, I realized that it wasn't Hong Guangda sitting in the private room, it was him. Lin Yawen wanted to leave, but Feng Qiao stood up from the chair and stretched out his hand enthusiastically.Lin Yawen couldn't get away. She was the deputy director, a person of great status and status. Besides, he had taken the initiative to transfer her to give her such an important position. No matter what, he had to accompany her. People finish the meal.Feng Qiao said that he had just received a call from Hong Guangda and came to join him.With these words, Lin Yawen felt relieved. She thought that Hong Guangda would not lie to her, and would not leave her alone to a man she was not familiar with, even though he was the leader. Lin Yawen was wrong.Afterwards, she realized that this was a conspiracy, and everything was premeditated by him and Hong Guangda.She has long been a prey, coveted by him.As for Hong Guangda, he wanted to take her as a gift wholeheartedly, and they reached some kind of deal for this.It's a pity that she was too young at that time, and she didn't see through the darkness of the world. In the middle of the meal that day, she asked, why didn't Hong Guangda come?When she asked this, she already felt his gaze, which was a predatory gaze, presumptuous and greedy, full of violence.She was very uncomfortable by that gaze, as embarrassed as sitting on pins and needles.He smiled: "Wouldn't it be better not to come, Yawen, I've always wanted to treat you to a meal alone, but I'm too busy with work to spare time." At that time, he did not forget to use his official accent.His official accent was very standard and sounded quite authoritative.She moved her body, trying to distance herself from him.He took advantage of the time to light a cigarette, and leaned closer to her, and a faint smell of tobacco hit her, which was his body odor.Lin Yawen was afraid of that body odor. "Think about what I told you last time." As he said so, he looked over again.This time it was a little low, Lin Yawen felt a pain in her chest, as if she was stung by that gaze.She got up, wanted to refill his water, and also wanted to take the opportunity to call Hong Guangda, how could he make such a joke? Her hand was grasped suddenly, strong, firm, irresistible.She trembled all over and shuddered several times. She was hesitating whether to pull her hand away, but she felt that her whole body was controlled by him.He stood up and hugged her from behind in a very calm manner.There was a bang in Lin Yawen's head, her eyes went dark, and she almost fell down. His hand did not attack quickly, but moved lightly on her body with a lingering feeling.At the same time, he made a voice: "Xiaolin, I..." "Director Feng, no." Lin Yawen yelled, pulling away with all her strength. Feng Qiao was a little surprised, he didn't expect the refusal to come so hard and so resolutely.He smiled seasonedly and coughed, as if something was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't spit it out or swallow it down. Lin Yawen's heart was pounding.She wanted to walk, but her legs froze and she couldn't.If you want to sit, but you are afraid that if you sit down, your life will be ruined.While hesitating, the electricity stopped abruptly! That rainy night, that sad autumn night, the hotel actually cut off the electricity! Lin Yawen was even more nervous, as if, in the thick darkness, there were countless hands reaching out to her, trying to tear her apart and skin her alive.What a terrifying feeling that was, she tightened her body and firmly covered her chest with both hands, protecting everything that a woman should protect. Is it possible to protect it? When the sound of footsteps was heard again in the private room, Lin Yawen couldn't care less, rushed out and ran downstairs. It was only later that she remembered that it was not the entire hotel that had a power outage that night, but just that one private room. When she rushed out of the lobby on the first floor disheveled, the lobby was brightly lit... Her story will end there forever, but now, will Hua Rongrong? Lin Yawen didn't dare to think deeply.Lin Yawen heard a lot about him later. Some of the women in those stories got rich and some got promoted.Lin Yawen's very good classmate, known as Ice and Snow Beauty, is now the director of finance in the Water Conservancy Department. He has so much energy! After returning from the city, Lin Yawen called Xu Ling and asked her to give her the details of Hua Rongrong.I'm ashamed to say that, up to now, Lin Yawen still doesn't know the ins and outs of Hua Rongrong. "Why, is she going to change again?" Xu Ling asked puzzled. "If you ask you to check it, you can check it. Why are you talking too much?" Lin Yawen scolded. Xu Ling stuck out his tongue, and went back to look through the materials.In Lin Yawen's heart, she thought over and over again, why did he send Hua Rongrong to her side? With so many seats, why did he choose the director of the office? The information that Xu Ling brought later confirmed Lin Yawen's guess, and also made Lin Yawen gasp.He can really do it! 32-year-old Hua Rongrong was born in a worker's family. Her father, Hua Shi, was a demolition worker.During the first phase of the Yellow River Diversion Project, Hua Shi led a squad and was ordered to enter the culvert to do preliminary blasting, but unfortunately died.After the accident, Feng Qiao, on behalf of the organization, went to condolences to the families of the victims, and since then got to know Hua Rongrong.Out of concern for the families of the victims, the project headquarters sent eight students to the Southwest Water Conservancy College in the form of training, including 19-year-old Hua Rongrong.At that time, Hua Rongrong was already a material worker in the engineering headquarters, and it was Feng Qiao who asked her to go to the academy for further studies.This advanced study has changed Hua Rongrong's fate and rewritten her life trajectory.Three years later, Hua Rongrong got a college diploma and first worked in the engineering headquarters. Later, the project was discontinued, the headquarters was disbanded, and Hua Rongrong went to the county.Then it went smoothly, from ordinary cadres to Secretary of the Youth League Committee. Lin Yawen sighed a few times in frustration, it seems that there is no longer a day or two between them, no wonder Hua Rongrong has not married yet. Lin Yawen shook her head, trying to drive these weird thoughts out of her mind, concentrate on her next work. Secretary Sun Tao instructed her that two things must be done right now. First, do a good job in the expansion project of the smoked vinegar factory, and strive to build a decent enterprise; second, solve the remaining problems in Beihu as soon as possible, so that Beihu What happened to Nanhu Lake, once there is a chain reaction in the North and South Lakes, the consequences will be disastrous. Lin Yawen made up her mind to take a trip to North Lake, there are a lot of troubles there, and it is time to solve them. The next day, Lin Yawen was about to leave for Beihu, when Chen Genfa found her on crutches.From the look on his face, he knew that there must be another major incident at the flow pipe. After entering the office, Chen Genfa had a sullen face and didn't speak. Lin Yawen asked him to sit, but he didn't sit, and stood with a worried face.Lin Yawen asked him, how is the handover going?He didn't answer, just stood there like a log.Lin Yawen sighed, not understanding why he was like this.After more than ten minutes, Chen Genfa said: "County Lin, something is bothering me. After much deliberation, I can only find you." "What's the matter?" Lin Yawen's heart tightened. "Several sums are missing." "payment?" "County Lin, this matter cannot be discussed in the office. Do you have another place?" Chen Genfa said while looking outside.Only then did Lin Yawen realize why Chen Genfa didn't sit down. It turned out that he had some scruples.She smiled, and just about to say it's okay, when she heard Hua Rongrong's voice, it seemed that Hua Rongrong was arranging a document with the secretary, which Fu Shilei wanted.Lin Yawen thought for a while: "Okay, come with me to where I live." Half an hour later, the two arrived at the hotel where Lin Yawen was staying.Lin Yawen made a point of telling the driver, Sun Yin, that if anyone came to see her, tell her that she was meeting an important guest.Sun Yin nodded and gave the county magistrate a drive, which he could still handle. Only here did Chen Genfa become natural, his face was not so tense, and his speech was not so awkward.But what he said shocked Lin Yawen. "County Lin, there is a problem with the account of the water management department. There are more than a dozen sums of money, which add up to several million, and there is no trace." Chen Genfa has lived in the watershed for 20 years and speaks an authentic Sha dialect. The matter was exaggerated by his tone, and it sounded particularly scary. "What?" Lin Yawen stood up from the sofa in shock. "Things are scary—" Chen Genfa sighed heavily, and asked Lin Yawen, can I smoke here?Lin Yawen hurriedly took out a cigarette and asked him to smoke, but she couldn't control herself and lit one. This is Lin Yawen's little secret. Even the driver, Sun Yin, doesn't know that she still smokes. Amidst the smog, Chen Genfa expressed the doubts that were suppressed in his heart.After confirming the transfer to the county, the prefabrication factory, like the other five small factories, entered the process of asset clearance and capital verification.这事本来跟陈根发关系不大，要说他不管也行，具体工作由工作小组承担，加上付石垒他们一介入，事情就越发跟他扯不上关系了。但当了这么多年厂长，他总想把事情一五一十交代清楚，特别是他当厂长这些年经手的业务，他想彻底清查一次。查的中间，就发现有几笔帐对不上，都是预制厂火的那些年发生的业务。陈根发跟副厂长老刘一合计，决计让老刘带两个业务员，找当时的业务单位问问，看对方有没有纪录。这一问，就把事儿问出来了。 预制厂虽是一家一千多号人的企业，但一直没有独立法人资格，无自主经营权，等于是流管处下面一个生产车间，只负责生产，销售及财务核算，由流管处负责。其他几个厂子也是一样，都是流管处统一下达生产指标，提供原材料，产品加工成型后，按流管处下达的任务书，将产品送往施工单位；流管处则按月核发工资。直到流管处彻底走下坡路，这种状况才有所改变。流管处将各企业断奶，让他们自己找饭吃，不过这是后话了。陈根发让老刘查的，就是五年前预制厂向各施工单位加工预制件的数字，这关系到外单位到底欠预制厂多少钱。 老刘带人跑了两家施工单位，就发现数字出入大。最大一笔，预制厂这边的出货单是三千二百件，按当时合同价，总价款为五百二十四万，可对方帐上只有二百二十万，三百多万的预制件不明去向。跟对方经营处再三核实，对方只收到这么多，其他的，不知去了哪儿。几家单位查下来，就发现，当时的材料单有问题。预制厂出货单跟施工单位接货单出入太大，数目对不上，价格也有误差。陈根发带着疑问去问乔仁山，乔仁山支支吾吾，说自己没分管过经营，具体事儿他也说不清。陈根发提出查帐，乔仁山借口财务人员换了几拨，五年前的帐如今咋查？ 就在他们跟乔仁山交涉时，有人写给陈根发一封匿名信，信中举报所有的假都是洪光大造的。洪光大当时是开发公司副经理兼流管处经营科科长，他跟当时流管处财务科长串通一气，用这种手段先后将二千多万的产品发到别处，钱却揣进自己腰包。 陈根发不敢相信，想找洪光大核实，老刘拦住他说：“这种事，你问他，他能承认？” “那咋办？” “我也不知道。”两个人苦想了一夜，还是没想出个主意。第二天他们去找水泥厂厂长，想了解一下水泥厂那边的情况。水泥厂厂长如今是洪光大手下的红人，自然不肯见他们。到了晚上，原来水泥厂的副厂长王正明找上门来，道出了跟他们相同的事实。水泥厂这边，也有三百多万的货去向不明。 “怎么会这样？”三个人同时发了呆。两个厂子加起来，就是二千多万的漏洞，这还不包括没查到的。也就在当天晚上，三个人同时收到一封恐吓信，要他们少管闲事，要想全家人安全，就最好把嘴巴闭紧。 陈根发说着，拿出两封信，递给林雅雯。一封是恐吓信，一封，是写给陈根发的检举信。 林雅雯仔细看了一遍，心就重得提不起来了！ “怎么办？”半天，她喃喃道。这事要是查真，可是掉脑袋的事啊。二千多万，这么大一笔巨款，竟然没了下落！ “郑奉时知道不？”忍不住的，她就把心里的担心问了出来。陈根发没回答，也没办法回答。要说郑奉时不知道，这事说不过去。他是处长，是法人代表。流管处一年有多少活，他不可能不清楚。要说知道，这事又让人纳闷，依郑奉时的性格，他不会知而不报吧？ 她不敢再问下去了，她的心已被郑奉时紧紧提了起来，要是郑奉时也参与其中，那…… 陈根发一直在等她拿主意，半天不见她吭声，小心翼翼地问：“林县长，这事……” “要不找祁书记汇报吧，听听他的意见？”林雅雯自己也没了主意，这么大的事，她还是第一次遇到。 “不行，这事不能让祁书记知道。”陈根发突然说。 "why?" “那个财务科长，是祁书记的妻侄。” "what?!" 第二天，林雅雯匆匆赶到流管处。她并不是想帮陈根发查清那些帐，她没那资格，也没那权限，她是急郑奉时。说不清为什么，听了陈根发那番话，林雅雯莫名地就为郑奉时的未来担忧起来，昨夜她一夜未眠，睡不着，只要一闭上眼，脑子里就全是郑奉时。后来她尝试着给郑奉时打电话，先后几个号码都试过了，全是空号。 林雅雯心事重重地坐到了天亮。 这一夜，她脑子里充满了混乱的想法，她想起了跟郑奉时的前前后后，想起了大学时代那段美好的岁月。尽管那段岁月啥也没发生，就连一次拥抱也没，但留下的，却是一辈子也难忘怀的美好记忆。 那是一个女人的初恋。有几个女人能忘掉自己的初恋呢？ 到了流管处，林雅雯忽然就不知道该上哪儿去找郑奉时，郑奉时离开流管处已有些日子了，有谁会知道他的消息？陈根发说：“要不找乔主席问问？”林雅雯想了想，犹豫不定地来到乔仁山办公室，这儿曾经是郑奉时的处长室，如今易了主人。举手敲门的一瞬，林雅雯脑子里闪过一丝疑惑，乔仁山会跟她讲真话不？怅然立了片刻，还是敲响了门。半天，门开了，出乎意料的，付石垒出现在她眼前。 付石垒正在跟乔仁山说事儿，看见林雅雯，他也有些吃惊：“林县，你怎么来了？” 林雅雯尴尬地笑笑：“你们都在啊。” 乔仁山从里面走出来，热情邀她。林雅雯瞅瞅付石垒，又瞅瞅乔仁山，两人表情怪怪的，像是对她的到来很意外。进了办公室，寒暄几句，付石垒借故有事，先走了，乔仁山掩上门，表情忽地沉重下来。 “你也听到了？”乔仁山问。 “听到什么？”林雅雯反问道。 “还能是什么，林县，既然来了，咱们谁也别打哑谜，这件事，你怎么看？” “我得先问你，你到底知情不？”林雅雯也郑重起来，看得出，乔仁山也是被这件事难住了。 “我说不知情，你可能不信，但我真的不知情。”乔仁山起身，在屋子里踱步，踱了没几步，又道：“我敢打赌，老郑也不知情。” "impossible!" “林县你别激动，流管处的管理有漏洞，很多事，是不需要我们知道的，我们的管理方式跟县上不同。” “你是在找借口吧，那么多钱没了影子，你们会不知道？” “林县你小点声。”一听林雅雯又拔高了声音，乔仁山慌了，转身把门锁死，压低声音道：“这事眼下知道的人还没几个，你先替我保保密，千万不能扩散出去。” 乔仁山这番举止，让林雅雯生疑，联想到刚才他跟付石垒关起门说事的情景，禁不住问：“付县长知道了吧，他怎么说？” “不，他还不知道。”乔仁山摇头，又怕林雅雯多想，紧着解释：“刚才付县长来，是为别的事，林县你别多想。” “我没多想。”林雅雯认真起来。 乔仁山接着道：“流管处的材料单分两种，一种对外，一种属于内部调拨，给下面的厂子分派任务，多是用内部调拨单。内部调拨单有些做帐，有些不做。钱嘛，你也知道，花的地方多，就算是小金库吧。陈根发他们反映的问题，我估计就属这种。” “那可是几千万啊，你的小金库有多大？”林雅雯的心揪得更紧。 “这个我说不准，财务不归我管，材料这一块，也不归我管。”乔仁山实事求是道。林雅雯能理解他，一个单位，领导之间是有分工的，特别是工会主席，在单位算是闲角。乔仁山现在虽是当了一把手，但这个一把手，含金量很低，以前流管处效益好时，他在坐冷板凳。 再往下谈，林雅雯才知道，类似问题早就在流管处内部传了，有人还把检举信写到省里，水利厅怕影响流管处的改革，才将此事压着，没想，陈根发他们又将此事捅了出来。 “这是根导火索啊，我怕……”乔仁山忧心忡忡道。 林雅雯无言，看来，她对流管处的事，知道的真是太少，如此混乱的管理，如此没有监督没有制约的财务管理，怕也只有流管处才有。据乔仁山说，流管处的帐都是分开记的，有些内部收入，从来不记帐，当年的票据当年就销毁。而且，内部调拨单是洪光大的开发公司搞的，算是他的特权。林雅雯终于明白，乔仁山的慌张从何而来。 “林县长，帮我做做思想工作吧，别让老陈他们再捅这一块了。”乔仁山说到最后，近乎是在求林雅雯了。林雅雯尽管很理解他，但让她当这个说客，她做不到。 林雅雯最终还是没向乔仁山打听郑奉时。她想，如果郑奉时真有问题，会有人找他的，这么大的黑洞，想瞒过去，不可能！再者，跟乔仁山谈过之后，她心里又多了一种想法，郑奉时如此做，说不定是掌握了什么，或者，他提前预知了什么？ 不管怎样，她的心情比来时好了许多，感觉不那么后怕了。从乔仁山办公室出来，她想四处走走，顺便查看一下南湖的庄稼。农业的事，什么时候都是重头戏。就在她踏上南湖的一瞬，眼里突然闪进一个人，陈言。 这段时间，陈言一直在这一带活动，像个幽灵，不时出现在人们的视野里。八老汉围攻冯桥那一天，他就在八道沙，跟朱世帮在一起。当时朱世帮要出面制止八老汉，被他拦住了。“这种事儿，该闹就得闹，不闹，沙湖的问题不会有人重视。”他说。事后证明，他还是把问题看得太简单，八老汉不仅没闹来一点好处，反把上电视上报纸的大好机会给闹掉了。陈言不无惋惜。 陈言眼下在一家网站当编辑，还兼着几个论坛的版主。他对传统媒体越来越失望，他要用自己的眼睛，还有心灵，去发现藏在角角落落的新闻，尤其是传统媒体记者不愿意或是不敢去碰的角落。他给这些新闻起了个名：民间立场。目前他在博客里已贴出几篇宣言，他想用独特的方式发出自己的声音，开辟一条从未有过的新闻通道。尽管一切刚刚开始，但他信心十足。 陈言也看见了林雅雯，笑着走过来，跟林雅雯打招呼。林雅雯伸出手，她发现陈言气色很好，跟上次南湖事件时相比，陈言多了几份自信，少了些毛躁。 “县长一个人转，很难得啊。”陈言笑道。 “是很难得。”林雅雯由衷地说，这也是她刚才蓦然间生出的想法。来沙湖县两年多，她还从没这么自在地一个人走过，走到哪，都是前呼后拥，都是脚步由不得自己。今天这样走走，感觉真好。 “大记者又发现什么了？”林雅雯见陈言手提照相机，肩上还挎着摄像机，全副武装的样子，就想陈言一定是风闻到了什么。 “大新闻，真的是大新闻。”陈言的声音略带着夸张，似乎有意要让林雅雯知道，他目前还是记者，并没因晚报辞退而丢弃这份使命。林雅雯也猜到了他的心思，笑道：“怎么，还在耿耿于怀？” “哪啊，早忘了。不过我还得感谢你，你批评得对，记者如果把自己太当回事，是看不到新闻的。” “哦？”林雅雯扬起目光，“这话倒有点新鲜，说说看，你现在看到啥新闻了？” “你跟我来。”陈言今天兴致很高，他拉着林雅雯，朝湖边的堤坝上走去。这堤坝还是很早以前留下的，大约是晚清年间吧，据说那时南湖汪洋一片，水草繁茂，鸭鹅成群，湖边居民怕湖水淹没庄稼，筑起了这道堤。如今虽说湖干了，堤坝却还完整地保留着。 两人来到堤坝上，陈言指着远处的林子说：“林县你看，如果把南北二湖封闭起来，就跟封山育林那样，不让人进出，不让羊群出没，就算不再提倡种草种树，怕是用不了十年，这儿一定会水肥草美。” 陈言的声音感染了林雅雯。她望着远处绿油油的杨树，还有大片大片的沙枣林、红柳丛，以及梭梭、毛刺等，心血跟着沸腾。陈言说得没错，这儿要是真学山区封山育林那样，制定硬政策，把所有踩踏的脚步阻止住，没准绿色真就能连成片。绿色中间那刺眼的断裂带，其实就是人类活动的结果。 “你这个主意好，怎么想出来的？”林雅雯一时激动，感觉陈言不经意间说出了一个妙点子。 陈言呵呵一笑：“瞎想的呗，在湖里走来走去，每次都要踩断不少小树枝，你说，我们到底是在护林还是在毁林？” 林雅雯没回答，她的目光仍然被茫茫的湖区牵着，南北二湖，曾是沙乡人的生命之湖，沙湖两个字，正是因此而来。但随着沙乡发展的脚步，这绿，这水，却在一天天消失，想来，这也是一个绝妙的讽刺。人类越是想改变自然，自然却越是恶作剧地报复人类。她来沙湖县两年，年年喊种树，年年喊保护生态，结果呢，脚下的土地，比两年前又干旱许多，绿色也比两年前少了许多。再这么下去，怕是这一片绿，就会被身后茫茫的黄沙吞噬。 有时候最笨的办法，或许就是最管用的办法。把人撤出去，真是比啥办法都管用。 “人呢，人往哪去？”激动了一会，她又回到了现实中。 “该往哪去到哪去。”陈言正拿着摄像机，拍摄从远处慢悠悠走来的一群羊。不用猜，那羊一定是七十二的。 陈言顺口甩出的一句话，又让林雅雯怔想半天。哪是该去的地方？南北二湖有四个乡十九个村委员近十万口人，往哪去？这样大的工程，哪是她一个县长做得了主的！ “走啊，还愣着做什么？”陈言已到了远处，见林雅雯还傻站在堤坝上，放声喊。林雅雯这才醒过神，知道自己不该做这种梦。到了跟前，陈言笑道：“随口说说，你还当真了？” “不是我当真，是这个建议真有价值。”林雅雯认真地说。 “有价值的东西太多，实用的却太少。你是县长，不能跟我一个思路，你得首先考虑实用。”陈言说着，又举起照相机，抓拍天上的白云。七月的沙漠，天高云更高，望一眼都能把人的心扯起来。 这一天，陈言跟林雅雯两个原本有可能成为冤家的人，在沙漠里转得很快乐。这得归功于陈言。自从离开晚报社，自从成了一名失业者，陈言的心境，发生了巨大变化。一番艰难抉择后，他终于从低谷中走出，开始笑对人生。受他的鼓舞，林雅雯的心情也变得透明，不再沉重，不再压抑，一种快乐感染着她，激悦着她，这快乐是办公室里体验不到的，也是平时很少能拥有的，她有种身心彻底放开的畅快感。不知不觉间，两人已走出很远。夕阳将大漠染得一派绚丽，庄户人家的屋顶升起袅袅炊烟时，两人往回走。 经过一片盐碱地时，陈言忽然说：“有人托我问候你呢。” "Who?" “你猜猜。”一路交谈下来，陈言已完全没了拘谨，老朋友似的。他也没想到能跟林雅雯聊得如此自然。这阵儿，忽然记起一个人，心想咋把这事给忘了？ “我猜不到。”林雅雯也早已没了县长的架子，跟大姐姐一样亲切自然。 “你的老同学，老朋友。”陈言道。 “他？”林雅雯疑惑地问了一声。陈言朗声一笑，点了下头。林雅雯的步子就止住了，怔在那儿，怎么可能呢，他不是…… “他在哪？”怔了一会，林雅雯追上陈言，急切地问。 “几天前我在青土湖遇见他，跟他聊了一下午。”陈言表情诡秘，语气也神神乎乎，“没想到吧？”他又说。 “不可能！”林雅雯像是被老鼠咬了一口，尖噪噪地叫了一声，她认为陈言在撒谎。 陈言停下脚步，望住林雅雯，极为认真地说：“真的，我也没想到能遇见他，他跟以前大不一样，伤感，迷茫，一个人徘徊在湖里。” “这……这怎么可能？”林雅雯还是认定郑奉时去了外面，一时转不过这个弯，但是陈言的话她又不能不信，陈言没必要跟她撒谎。 “你跟他聊什么了？”她问。 “我们聊得很多，我的前半生，他的前半生，加起来，就是非常坎坷非常有意义的一生。”陈言又在抒情了。林雅雯的心，却因了郑奉时的突然出现，变得迷惘。他在湖里，他居然在湖里！她听见自己的心在使劲叫唤。 “其实，他对流管处，是很有感情的。”陈言的声音也变得迷茫，“只是可惜了，像他这样的人，到哪儿也不会讨人喜欢。” “为什么？”林雅雯下意识地问。 “典型的死脑筋，不开窍，或者叫不识时务。” “哦。”林雅雯叹口气，将目光从远处收回，认真听陈言往下讲。 “流管处会出大问题的，等着吧，也许就在今天，或者明天。”陈言的口气变得玩世不恭起来。林雅雯又看到了以前那个陈言，愤世嫉俗，自命不凡，还有小文人的自以为是。 “这话怎讲？”她试探着问过去一句，她想陈言可能听到了什么。 “感觉，你相信感觉么？”陈言突然问她，林雅雯有点泄气，她想听的，是郑奉时到底跟他说了什么。 “一个能干事的人被他们撵走了，一个很有前途的单位被他们挖空了，千疮百孔，现在的流管处，真是千疮百孔。要相信，纸里面最终是包不住火的，没有什么力量能把火山压制住。”陈言的话近乎疯人疯语，林雅雯的心，却随着这些话沉下去，越来越沉。 “我听不懂你在说什么。”陈言越说越离谱，林雅雯只好拿话打断他。 “不，你能听懂，其实你已经知道了。” "what do you know?" “结局，所有人的结局。” 这个疯子！ 后来，林雅雯还是忍不住问起郑奉时来，陈言笑道：“他走了，去了新疆。” “胡言乱语。”林雅雯不满道。 “真的，我送他上的车。临别前他跟我说，如果见到你，让我带给你一句话。” "What words?" “离开沙湖县，回你的省上去。” "..." 这天临分手时，陈言又说出一个更为震惊的事实：郑奉时早就离婚了！ “你想不到，我也想不到，怕是全流管处，没一个人想到。他跟谢婉音，早就分了手，只不过他把一切都藏在心里，没跟任何人提起。他这次去，是为了谢婉音。”陈言的声音低下去，低得近乎听不到。 “谢婉音要做手术，乳腺癌。” 夜半的时候，林雅雯再次收到几条短信，打开一看，是一首词，因为长，一次发不了，分三次发了过来。 亭亭野菊 一丝孤傲 曾向秋风争秀 浮云来去叹虚空 亦闲看 露荷斜柳 乐天知命 经霜芳蕊 佳韵松竹是友 风流未误伴婵娟 蟹肥处 清香分酒 这次不用再猜，以后再也不用猜了，林雅雯闭上眼，就能看到那张面孔，那可是大学时代公认的美人啊，校花，多少男生梦中思念的对象。想不到，郑奉时竟跟她离了，更想不到，当初那么心高气盛，目空一切的谢婉音，竟…… 竟患了癌症！ 林雅雯的眼里，忽然浸