Chapter 5 5 painful past

Walking out of the bamboo forest road, we returned to the fork in the flower garden full of yellow roses.I couldn't help asking Huang Zijie: "Where are the daisies and white lilies from before? You pulled them out? Have you replanted these yellow roses?" He nodded seriously at first, and then smiled and led me to the other side of the road. Walking in the direction, it turned out that there was still an open space there. I was almost dumbfounded when I saw a large piece of daisies and white lilies intact. This guy is quite delicate. "It's a pity to pull them out. Flowers are alive. So, I spent two days transplanting them here." I looked up at Huang Zijie's silly smile, and my heart was full of emotion.

"Can I pick these flowers?" Suddenly, I wanted to send Ah Wen and Ruolan a bouquet of white lilies, wishing them happiness.Huang Zijie got up without waiting for me to finish speaking, untied the rope from the bamboo fence next to him and started picking flowers. After we picked about twenty or thirty lilies, he conveniently landed on the ground and tied the flowers into a bunch. He said with a smile, "Go!" Let's go and be the courier of the flower shop." Huang Zijie opened the Audi's rear door and put Lily in it.I hesitated and hesitated whether to let Huang Zijie act like this. I didn't want to do something that I would regret. "Hey, you're so piercing, I won't go crazy with you. How can I save you if you pass out?" Suddenly, Huang Zijie suddenly put away his smile and frowned seriously.I turned around and saw a man in his fifties with a neat suit walking towards us in a personable manner, and Ziyang and Meifen also chased up with solemn expressions. Who is he?Huang Zijie stood in front of me, supported the rear of the car with his hands, and did not speak.

"Where are you going? I promised to release you from the hospital, but I didn't let you run around." The middle-aged man spoke in a calm manner, but with an indescribable sense of authority. "Dad, Zijie just went to the flower garden, he didn't go anywhere..." Ziyang wanted to explain but was stopped by his father's eyes, and the atmosphere was a bit strange.Huang Zijie tugged at Ziyang's sleeve, as if saying that he didn't need to intercede for him.Silence wanders around us, what happened? Turning around, Huang Zijie sent me, who was confused, to the front seat, and he walked around the front of the car to the front door. "Are you just letting your body go like this?" His father saw that he was determined to go his own way, and blurted out: "You have to make me owe * how much, are you willing?" I couldn't see Huang Zijie's expression in the car, so I could only I saw his hands gripping the car door tightly. "Don't use my mother to pressure me, I can be responsible for myself. After I go to the United States, I will listen to you, but before that, please don't interfere in my life." Said Bi Huang Zijie got into the car, started the car and drove forward and go.

I didn't expect that Huang Zijie's emotions would sometimes be out of control, because I have never seen him get angry.We were silent until the car drove out of the woods. "Where are you going to send the flowers? The nursing home in Longtan?" Huang Zijie finally opened his mouth. He thought I was going to give the lily to Xiaoru. "No, I want to give it to Ruolan, a girl who lives downstairs from me. Oh, she is Ah Wen's girlfriend." "Oh, that's going to your house, Ah Wen? Could it be that..." Huang Zijie suddenly smiled wickedly.I sat up straight and pursed my mouth and said, "Hmph, you don't care about me."

For Ah Wen, I have no idea.He is a good man who gave me a lot of courage and help, and Ruolan also took good care of me.Now, I just want to send them a gift of blessing.I don't need to worry about people whose happiness is overflowing. What I am most worried about now is people who are far from happiness... When I thought about it, I just stared at Huang Zijie who was driving.Seeing my silence, Huang Zijie suddenly said, "Don't be brave." I knew the meaning of that sentence, Huang Zijie thought I still liked Ah Wen, and wanted me to face it calmly and not run away.I was a little overwhelmed to know what he was thinking for a split second.

"Don't talk about me, you just like to be brave." I couldn't help but say him. "Huh? Where do you like to be brave?" Huang Zijie responded with a smile. When I was hesitating whether to ask further, he seemed to understand what I meant, tilted his head and said "huh". "Ziyang and I are half-brothers. The mother who is at home now is Ziyang's mother." Huang Zijie's words were startling, and I widened my eyes and couldn't believe it. "My mother died in a car accident when I was 17." Huang Zijie said in a straightforward tone, but this emotion made me uncomfortable.

"Mom died for me. It was a cold winter night and I had a sudden attack. My mother was in a car accident while taking me to the hospital." He turned the car into the back street and was almost at my house. "What about your father?" He smiled contemptuously and said, "I went to find Ziyang's mother. Ziyang and I are two years apart. That is to say, my father dealt with two women at almost the same time. ’” No wonder he didn’t seem to like his father very much. "You hate them?" As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I thought that the relationship between Huang Zijie and Ziyang seemed to be very good.He shook his head gently, and parked the car under the mountain cherry tree in front of my dormitory, "My mother told me before she died that she loved my father and me very much. So, I will not hate a person my mother loves." .In fact, I don't hate anyone, but I should hate myself the most." He said lightly.

No wonder Huang Zijie didn't like to mention his own illness. It turned out that under his glamorous appearance, he had such a painful past. Huang Zijie suddenly smiled and said, "The owner of the flower has appeared, let's go." I turned around and saw Ah Wen and Ruolan walking back from the back street. "Ruolan, Ah Wen." I got out of the car and called to stop the two who were opening the door.As soon as Ruolan saw me, she rushed up and hugged me and said in surprise, "Xiaohua! Where have you been——I haven't seen you for several days, hehe——I miss you so much! Said to me with a life-threatening sweet smile.

"Is it good to eat hot pot today! Ask me! What do you say?" Ruolan pulled me up to Ah Wen, who shook his head and smiled and said to me, "You don't know that Ruolan has been arguing for me all day Looking for you to eat hot pot." Ruolan stuck out her tongue and made a face at Ah Wen, a beautiful woman is a beautiful woman, even her waywardness and stubbornness make people love her very much.I agreed to the hot pot appointment. "Doesn't the driver have a share? I also love hot pot." Huang Zijie walked over with a white lily in his arms. Ah Wen and Ruolan were a little surprised to see the lily in his arms, as if they were reminded of some memories in the secret garden , Huang Zijie came to me and gave Ruolan a bouquet of flowers, and I said, "These are flowers for you."

Is the story over?On a cold night, a bouquet of white lilies, a boy waiting for an angel, and my cup of hot milk tea. "Aren't you the handsome guy that day?" Ruolan stared at Huang Zijie and said.Oh yeah, they met once, the day I was slapped by Yijun. "Yes——beauty. That person is me." Huang Zijie and Ruolan easily sang and exchanged greetings as if they were familiar with each other.In the end, everyone made an appointment to meet at 6:00 pm, so Ah Wen and Ruolan went back first. After I went to 7-11 at the street corner and bought two cans of hot milk tea, I walked towards the township office without saying a word, and Huang Zijie followed quietly. I turned around suddenly and happened to hit his chest, causing me to fall to the ground, it hurt so much.

"Ah, you..." Before I finished speaking, he pulled me up and teased me: "You really like performing falls——" Huang Zijie walked down the stairs of the township office, conveniently sat on the bench where I first met Ah Wen, smiled and threw me a can of hot milk tea.Huang Zijie often gives me this kind of willful feeling: the walking posture and pace, looking for the target with the eyes, and even the speaking has a kind of uninhibited chic, which makes people admire from the bottom of the heart, and takes it for granted. "This is not the first time you have said that I love acting and fell down, I think you must have forgotten..." I sat down next to Huang Zijie, remembering the night when he borrowed my coat, unknowingly betrayed by his girlfriend and supporting his thin body The night the body left. Huang Zijie smiled slightly, then narrowed his big eyes and turned back, "Hmm, at that time, you ran out in a hurry to find Ah Wen, right? Oh, I didn't follow you—it was me His car happened to be parked near the township office, and I accidentally saw it, heh." "It was really cold that night. I could see the hot milk tea you two were drinking steaming from a distance. Sorry, I didn't leave right away. I sat on the stone ladder under the iron tree over there and watched you, what? I can't even hear it...Under the street lamp, your hot milk tea and your movements exude a very warm and misty atmosphere. Suddenly, I feel that I am the only one who does not belong to this world. I don't see any warmth. Heh, that kind of feeling is actually a bit lonely." Huang Zijie smiled wryly and took a sip of hot milk tea. I can imagine Huang Zijie that night, when Ah Wen and I were discussing his beautiful angel, another angel was watching us with its wings curled up in a dark corner. Huang Zijie turned around and walked to the trash can beside the bench. "I...Actually..." Before I could finish my words, I saw the milk tea can that Huang Zijie was about to throw fall to the ground, and I saw Shao Ping, Shao Qiang and Yi Dong walking towards us. "Shaoping? Why are you here?" "I'm here to look for you." Unexpectedly, as soon as Shao Ping's words came out, he grabbed me with his right hand.I was startled by Shao Ping's sudden action, and I couldn't break free from Shao Ping's strength.In an instant, I was suddenly released again, and I took a few steps back and fell into Huang Zijie's arms. I saw Huang Zijie grabbing Shaoping's arm to prevent him from touching me. Is this really unreal? Shao Qiang punched Huang Zijie in the face violently, and Huang Zijie fell to the ground. Oh my god, how could Shaoqiang be like this, even if he wanted to stand up for his brother, he shouldn't have hit someone, not to mention he clearly knew Huang Zijie's physical condition.I hurriedly helped Huang Zijie up, turned around and glared at Shao Qiang, and shouted at him: "Why do you hit someone? It's too much..." My eyes were red, and all the dissatisfaction burst out before the tears burst . Shaoping walked over silently, helped Huang Zijie sit back on the bench, and said to me: "Don't blame Shaoqiang, okay? I don't know what to do to express how much I need you..." Face said, so embarrassing. "I thought you wouldn't leave me, even if I had to take care of Xiaoru, I wouldn't see you leave me. Because I know you can't let go...I'm selfish, but I really like you, you are very important to me But now everything has changed, I don't want to care about anything, and I don't want to be silent anymore..." "What are you talking about? We haven't contacted for two years, how could you know me..." Shao Qiang came over and couldn't help but said to me: "It was not a coincidence that we had afternoon tea last time, and it was not a coincidence that Yidong and I appeared." "Impossible, Yidong is Meifen's boyfriend..." While muttering to myself, I suddenly didn't want to get any answer... Was Yidong entrusted to approach Meifen?This is really exaggerated. "Xiaohua, I...I'm sorry." Yidong frowned and wanted to explain something, I interrupted him and said sadly: "Don't tell me...you are sorry for Meifen." Huang Zijie got up without saying a word, ignoring the existence of others, reached out to me, smiled and said to me: "Let's go." I held Huang Zijie's hand, walked around the bench and walked towards the dormitory. "Stop! Don't go!" Unexpectedly, Shao Qiang couldn't see Huang Zijie's willfulness, and rushed forward again. Before everyone had time to react, Yidong rushed over to protect Huang Zijie with his body, and Shao Qiang punched him Hit Yidong firmly in the stomach, "Shao Qiang, don't do anything that you will regret." Yidong forced himself to say to Shao Qiang with cold sweat on his forehead. Shaoqiang hurriedly supported Yidong. "How are you doing?" I asked, Yidong shook his head a little embarrassedly and said, "It's okay..." He paused, and then slowly said: "Xiaohua, I really don't have the right to say anything, but I The only thing I want to clarify is that I am serious about Mei Fen and have nothing to do with Shao Ping or Shao Qiang. I met her a long time ago at the garden party of Fuzhou University, but..." "Isn't it too late to say all this now?" Meifen walked down the stone steps and interrupted Yidong coldly, while Ziyang parked the car on the other side of the mountain cherry tree and got off. When Meifen shed a tear, she slapped Yidong hard, then grabbed his collar and shouted forcefully: "You called me to say that Xiaohua and Huang Zijie were in danger, just to let me know that you Are you lying to me from the beginning to the end? Are you Shaoqiang's running dog? Do you have your own thoughts?" Yidong let her pull, and there was a sadness in the eyes of Meifen. Meifen's tears kept rolling down her cheeks, Ziyang walked up to Meifen and patted her on the shoulder, Yidong took everything into his eyes and nodded slightly. "Don't you have anything to say?" Meifen seemed to want to give him a chance to explain, but Yidong bowed his head in silence for a while, then raised his head and said to Meifen, "Let's break up." The air seemed to be condensed.Yidong was dragged back to the car under the banyan tree by Shao Qiang. The moment I closed the car door, I saw tears gleaming in the corner of Yidong's eyes... In my room, there was an atmosphere of "deliberate avoidance" surrounding the four of us. Huang Zijie suddenly said to me: "Didn't Ruolan want us to buy hot pot ingredients? Let's go down and find them." I was stunned. Looking at Huang Zijie's eyes signaling to let Meifen and Ziyang be alone, he suddenly realized. "That's right... Meifen will stay and eat hot pot together?" Meifen raised her head and smiled at me. Seeing Meifen like this made me feel so uncomfortable. "What's wrong?" In Ruolan's kitchen, Huang Zijie saw that I was absent-minded, and asked softly.I angrily tore up the whole cabbage, raised my head and said discouragedly: "Seeing Meifen like this, I feel so sad, I am the culprit after all, I have to bear most of the responsibility for Yidong and Meifen's matter." .” Without saying much, Huang Zijie pulled me out the door. As soon as he went out, Huang Zijie sat down on the stairs without hesitation, raised his head and smiled at me and said, "Come here, sit in front of me." I turned around and sat on the stairs next to him, who knew he embraced me from behind. In my arms, my heart missed several beats.The heat of Huang Zijie's breath swayed around my cheeks. Apart from being nervous, I was also deeply moved because I could clearly feel Huang Zijie's warm life.He whispered in my ear: "Don't move, I don't have much strength to hold you like this anymore, I want to remember this feeling and bring it to America." At this moment, I seemed to foresee the life and death parting between myself and Huang Zijie, and an inexplicable heartache kept hitting my chest. "I sat on the bench today and thought, even if it's like this, it doesn't matter, even if you like Ah Wen, Shao Ping, or others. Really, I like you..." My pupils dilated slightly, This is the first time Huang Zijie said he likes me.But things are not like this. I know that I only sympathize with Shao Ping now, and for Ah Wen, I have long admired his persistence and courage.Huang Zijie always thought that I hated him like every time I quarreled, my God, Xiao Hua, be brave, and told Huang Zijie that I liked him, "Huang Zijie, in fact, I..." Muster up the courage, I plan to have a lifetime first confession. "What's the matter? Don't take it to heart, I didn't mean to force you." "Ah, no, I mean..." Be sure to make it clear this time. "Papa——" At this moment, there was the sound of the door opening upstairs.What's going on, am I cursed? "I'm fine. I'm really fine. It's just a breakup. I'm so unlucky to be cheated out of nowhere. It's ridiculous... I'm leaving." It was Meffin's voice.Huang Zijie and I quietly got up and walked up, and then stopped at the corner stairwell. I could see Ziyang from the bottom up, but I couldn't see Meifen who was near the elevator. "Maybe he has some difficulties. Maybe he feels sorry for you. It's not your fault. And didn't you hear him say that he was serious about you?" Zi Yang's voice was steady. "Really? I don't know what else to believe. I even suspect that the happiness, surprises, tenderness and consideration when he is with me are all faked. How cruel is it all? I was afraid that Xiaohua would blame himself just now." Hold on, it's not her fault! I..." Ziyang grabbed the excited Meifen, hugged her tightly against the wall and said, "Even when you are about to collapse, you are still so considerate of others .I will protect you, no matter what, I will protect you!" Zi Yang became excited. I was about to lose control when I heard Meifen say that, Huang Zijie lightly took my hand and said: "Fool, Meifen even said it wasn't your fault, don't worry about it anymore, let them go." satan kiss Everyone enjoyed this hot pot dinner.The heat from the hot pot filled the room, and I observed Huang Zijie's complexion from time to time. He was ruddy and healthy, just like ordinary people. How nice it would be if time stopped here... However, I think God will not be willing to let his beloved angel stay in the world for too long.Huang Zijie, he is the second angel I met besides Ah Wen, the angel who gave me love. "I'm going downstairs to take out the garbage." I walked out with two bags of garbage in hand, "I'll accompany you." Huang Zijie had only half cleaned up the dishes and was about to get up, I smiled and stopped him: "Hey, it's just taking out the garbage Well, just help Ruolan clean up." After saying that, he went out quickly. The elevator reached the first floor. I was in a good mood and jumped all the way across the corridor. The trash can was at the front door. "Then you have to accompany me tonight, don't go back..." The door opened suddenly, and Yijun walked in with an unknown boy on his arm, talking and laughing. He raised his head and met Yijun's eyes.Unexpectedly, when Yijun saw me crying wildly and threw herself into the arms of the boy next to me, I was at a loss and didn't know how to react. What happened to Yijun? "What's the matter? Baby?" The boy gently put his arms around her shoulders, who knew that Yijun cried and said, "It's her, she is the classmate who lied to me before and cheated on my relationship with her boyfriend, oh-you You must help me seek justice!" Huh?What happened?Yijun, what are you... talking about?At this time, the soft-spoken boy's face changed, and he put Yijun aside and walked towards me. I vaguely saw Yijun's wicked smile behind the boy.I stepped back slowly and said, "You... what are you doing? I—"It hurts!The boy grabbed my throat, and his strength gradually increased, and I was almost out of breath. "You are very good! I heard Yijun said that your skills are very powerful. Why can't you use your strength? I just used a little force. Apologize to her and say it!" This person is really unreasonable, The scene in front of my eyes began to blur, is it necessary for Yijun to do this? "Let go of me, it hurts..." I grabbed the man's strong hand with both hands, and my breathing became very difficult. "Cough—cough—" My breath broke out... I stared at Yijun's smiling face behind this boy. Behind her was a dark corridor. Are you a devil? "See if you dare to hurt others, you know it's uncomfortable, don't you? If you apologize, you can't bear to say it! Apologize to Yijun! Suddenly I clenched my fist and punched him hard on the cheek.Who knows that he turned his face away slightly and then turned his head to look at me, as if it didn't hurt, and he vaguely saw the wicked smile on the corner of his mouth, and slowly grabbed my wrist and forced it against the wall.This is not good, I looked up and stared fiercely at the demon in the dark. His face slowly approached my neck, and I was so scared that I struggled desperately, but it was useless, "Let... let go... me!" It was hard for me to spit out these words.This man first tapped my shoulder with his nose, and then kissed my neck lightly with his mouth. I was about to cry... Unexpectedly, he bit my neck viciously in the next step. I couldn't help it anymore. Tears kept falling.He seemed to feel my trembling, so he raised his head and whispered in my ear, "Oh, why are you crying?" Yijun on the side pursed her lips lightly and said to the man: "Oh - you are not good, kiss another girl. I'm jealous!" I heard her coquettish voice, and I was extremely disgusted in my heart. Unexpectedly, Yijun leaned over I hugged this man's neck and kissed him passionately. I couldn't move, I could only close my eyes so as not to watch this pair of Satan making out.After a while, Yijun let go of the man and said, "Heh, I want to see you kiss her and bite her again, okay—" I opened my eyes and looked at Yijun, shaking my head frantically. From. "Ah Q, what juice did Ruolan say she wanted to drink just now? You also want to drink hot milk tea? Ah, watch out for the rubbish at your feet—" "Where's Xiaohua? What do you want to drink?" "Speaking of Xiaohua, she Why did the garbage take so long?" The voices of Huang Zijie and Ah Wen came from the elevator, it turned out that God did not abandon me, he sent two angels to save me. "Let go of her!" In an instant, the demon in front of me let go, and I slid down against the wall as if limp, I couldn't even cough, I just felt like I still couldn't breathe.I vaguely saw Huang Zijie rushing over and punching the man several times, while Yijun stood aside dumbfounded with an expression of "Why did Huang Zijie appear suddenly?" At the same time, Ah Wen turned on all the lights in the corridor, squatted down beside me, and said nervously, "Xiaohua! Are you okay? You are bleeding..." I swallowed hard, and gently tugged on Ah Wen. He said with difficulty, "Ah Wen, stop Huang Zijie, he will get sick..." Ah Wen didn't know that Huang Zijie was sick. Hearing what I said, he hurriedly grabbed Huang Zijie and told him to keep calm.Ah Wen shouted vigorously: "Zi Jie! Stop hitting, go over and see Xiao Hua first!" Hearing Ah Wen's shout, Huang Zijie didn't care about the demon, and immediately turned around and squatted beside me, as if wanting to appease my emotions, then took me into his arms and murmured: "It's okay, it's okay ..." It's just a hug, why is my body shaking so badly?No, the trembling person is Huang Zijie.I endured the pain and pushed Huang Zijie away, looked up at his pale face and slightly purple lips, couldn't help reaching out and touching his lips, this unprofessional guy actually gave me a warm but unconvincing smile, It makes people feel distressed.God bless, I don't want to see Huang Zijie fall in front of my eyes again "Zijie, I..." Yijun timidly stepped forward to explain, and reached out to pat Huang Zijie's shoulder. At this moment, the man who was beaten just now violently pulled Yijun away in anger, and kicked Huang Zijie's back Huang Zijie lost his balance and fell to the ground.Yijun immediately grabbed the man by the collar, slapped the man twice, and then shouted in a sharp voice: "Who wants you to hit him? You bastard! Give it to me!" I'll get the hell out of here." Before the man could react, Yijun pushed him out of the iron gate and deported him. Sweat dripped from Huang Zijie's hair. He propped himself up on his knees with one hand and the wall with the other, and slowly straightened up.Yijun wanted to pounce on Huang Zijie, but he deliberately pulled him away. "Zijie, are you alright? Are you injured? I'm sorry." Yijun touched his pale face and lips lightly with her hands, and cried sobbingly.Suddenly, I found myself forgiving Yijun, even though she had treated me too much just now.She still likes Huang Zijie very much, otherwise she wouldn't hate me so deeply. "Don't cry, it's my fault... Please don't blame Xiaohua, and don't hurt her, because I just like her unilaterally. I'm really sorry for hurting you." Huang Zijie said to Yijun seriously take a stand. Yijun looked at Huang Zijie with tears in her eyes and said: "I know. I just know that you like her, but I can't be angry. I know that from the beginning, you didn't really love me when you were with me. You know that I have many boyfriends." , but you never asked questions or were jealous... At first, I really didn't understand where your free and easy and indifference came from. I didn't know until I went to the hospital with Meifen last time..." Yijun paused when he got to the point, and turned his eyes to me. His eyes were not as disgusted as before, but rather sad. My heart fell with a "plop", which was so uncomfortable. "But, why not me? I can take care of you too." Yijun asked, tugging at Huang Zijie's sleeve.Huang Zijie smiled and said, "Thank you, Yijun. I'm not worried about myself. It's just that this guy can't be taken care of." Huh?What did you say?A smile suddenly appeared on Huang Zijie's pale face: "Hehe, she is not as likable as you, and she is not as beautiful as you. She is not popular with men and likes to be stubborn and quarrelsome. The most troublesome thing is that she often falls ill. Hehe , I want to accumulate some virtue and take care of her more, so I might go to heaven." Hey, hey, this guy doesn't need to call me like this, I pursed my lips and turned my head to seek sympathy from Ah Wen, who knew Ah Wen I couldn't help but burst into a "puchi" laugh, and even Yijun was amused by Huang Zijie's "sweet words". This guy!Really, huh?I caught a glimpse of Huang Zijie's trembling hands supporting the wall unexpectedly, but no one noticed him.Yijun stared at his smile for a long time, then lowered his head to think for a while, finally raised his head and said as if he was persuaded: "You have always been so gentle, I really like you...don't regret it when the time comes, I Yijun You don’t turn your back on you, Jun.” Yijun’s words are full of reluctance but helplessness, this girl who loves bravely and is absolutely conceited. Yijun hugged Huang Zijie, and after a long time, he slowly let go of him and walked towards me. He said blankly, "I won't apologize to you. After all, you snatched him away from me." After finishing speaking, she nodded He went upstairs without looking back.Unexpectedly, Yijun would destroy her principles of love for Huang Zijie. I know that she is hurt, and the injury is not serious. "Cough———————" The murmur in my throat continued to come out along with my breathing. I held my breath for too long just now, and my shortness of breath became worse.Ah Wen saw me frowning and said seriously: "Your asthma is very serious, please take you to the hospital." I remembered that I still had medicine and spray in my room, so I waved my hand to indicate that it was okay, and then forced a smile Said: "Ah Wen, the person who should be sent to the hospital is that Mr. Huang in front..." Huang Zijie came over with his hands on his hips, and Ah Wen helped me back to the room. After Ah Wen helped me bring the medicine box up, he went back to the third floor to let me have a good rest. "Come here, I'll rub the medicine for you." Huang Zijie sat in front of the small table and opened the medicine box, then raised his head and said to me.At the same time, I poured a glass of water and handed it to him and said, "Take your medicine first." I knew he had medicine in his pocket to save his life temporarily, just in case. Huang Zijie smiled and took the water glass in my hand, took out the medicine and swallowed it in one gulp, then pulled me to sit by the bed, handed over the spray on the table, and I sprayed the medicine obediently, and it went smoothly Along the throat and trachea. The atmosphere between us was a bit delicate, we didn't quarrel or talk anymore.Huang Zijie saw the red tooth marks and blood streaks on my neck, so he dipped some hydrogen peroxide on a cotton swab and dabbed it on my wound, and then gently blew air on the wound, which was a little stinging.I twitched a bit, and he held my arms, which was a little awkward going back and forth.I was anxiously trying to find something to talk about, but who knew that Huang Zijie leaned close to kiss my wound, and buried his face in the hair on the other side of my neck, like a docile kitten, I There was a blank in my head but I felt warm and at ease. However, I seemed to see God beckoning, and he seemed to say with a smile on his face: "I have been kind enough to you, please give me back my angel." On the milk tea, slowly, the last trace of heat seems to be disappearing. Is Huang Zijie really an angel of God?Or a cup of hot milk tea waiting for someone to taste?I didn't want to destroy the short-term tranquility in front of me... I hugged him gently. Sitting on a bench in the township office, I unconsciously thought of Huang Zijie.Every time this guy talks about death or not, I will be very angry, but staring at him with a smile on his face, I can't say anything. I just want to believe that the smile Huang Zijie gave me is to promise me that he promise to live. "What's the matter? Are you alone in a daze?" Ah Wen came over at some point and sat beside me.I smiled and said, "Ah Wen, why did you wake up so early?" Ah Wen smiled and didn't answer me.I looked at Ah Wen's side face, and felt that he seemed to have gained some new insight.I patted him on the shoulder to give him some encouragement, when I suddenly saw Meifen rushing towards us from the other side of the dormitory.I hurriedly got up and went up, what happened? "Ziyang called me and said that Huang Zijie will soon...fly to the United States for treatment." Meifen finished speaking with difficulty.ah?Why such a hurry? "Zi Yang said that Huang Zijie fell ill before going to the hospital for an examination today, and almost died. His father planned to send him to the United States without going through customs before he woke up..." Before he finished listening, I started running to the parking lot over there. Ah Wen grabbed me and said, "Xiaohua, calm down, you can't get to Zhongzheng Airport by motorcycle." My God!So what to do - no one has a car now - I feel completely powerless. When he was in distress, a black sports car drove into the alley.As soon as the door opened, Ruolan got out of the car. Didn't Ruolan come back all night?I looked back at Ah Wen's reaction, and suddenly Ah Wen ran over, and I dragged Meifen to follow quickly. "Ah Wen, I..." Ruolan read apologetically. "Don't be afraid, Xiaolan, I'll make it clear to him" a boy in black leather jacket and leather pants got out of the car from the driver's seat and yelled, staring at Ah Wen viciously. The occurrence of world war.Who knows, Ah Wen actually walked up to Ruolan and said, "Ruolan, can you do me a favor and ask your friend to lend me the car." Drive us to the airport! My heart was throbbing, seeing Ah Wen's indescribable expression, I suddenly felt like crying.On the way to the airport, my mood was very complicated. On the one hand, I was worried about Huang Zijie's current situation, and on the other hand, I felt sad for Ah Wen who was driving beside me. A burst of mobile phone music broke the silence, it was Meifen's mobile phone. "How's it going now? Well, we're on our way, okay, see you later, bye." Meffin excitedly patted Ah Wen on the shoulder and said, "It's okay, Ah Wen, you can drive a bit slower." Turn around again He looked at me and said, "Huang Zijie has woken up, and his condition has stabilized just now. He may take the afternoon flight instead. Let's go to the hospital first."... I don't know when it started, but my concern for Huang Zijie far exceeded my imagination. When I slowly opened the door of the ward, my hands were trembling slightly.Huang Zijie wore an oxygen mask on his face, turned his head slowly with a pale face, smiled slightly, and then raised his hand and extended his thumb.What are you trying to do?I barely held back the tears and bit my lower lip without saying a word. His smile filled the oxygen mask with steam, and the breath of life was rising again and again. He moved his hand slowly to take off the oxygen mask on his face. I took a step forward. I helped him take it away, but I didn't expect his first sentence with a faint breath to be: "Why are you staring at me, are you in love with me?" Just completely broke down. "How do you feel? Are you okay?" Meifen and Ah Wen also came to the hospital bed. "You're all here... I'm fine, I'm fine. Don't worry..." I turned and walked out of the ward, leaning on the iron railing in the corridor, trying to stabilize my emotions. "Don't worry, my brother's condition has stabilized now. The hospital in the United States is the hospital affiliated to my school, and the doctors there are all experts in the department of cardiology. He has a great chance of surviving in the future, and I will always take care of him." Zi Yang followed me out and said to me seriously. I believed Zi Yang's words, but he suddenly sighed and said heavily: "However, I don't know when I will come back after this trip. One month, three months, one year or three years, or even... sorry, I I'm a medical student, and I just wanted to tell you how all of this could happen." "Well, I know. If you have any news, remember to call us." I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and tried to hold up a smile. "Well," Zi Yang said shyly, "While I'm not here, please help me take care of Meifen, okay?" I smiled and nodded: "You have to work hard. Thank you for telling her that she is not alone when she is vulnerable." The door of the ward was suddenly opened, and Meifen came out: "Xiaohua, go in and see him." "Well, go and have a cup of coffee." I smiled and pointed to her dark circles, and stepped into the room. ward. “在聊什么？肯定是你在跟阿问说我的坏话喔。”我努力笑着走到黄子捷的床边。阿问摇摇头说没有，起身走到病房门口说：“我去买早餐，你们慢慢聊。” 黄子捷向我招招手示意，我倾上前去，结果这小贼顺势一扯轻轻地吻住了我。不知道过了多久，黄子捷用额头顶着我的下巴微微有些气喘，我赶紧扶住他躺好。 还不到下午，阿问就载我回龟山宿舍了。我没有去机场送黄子捷。愚蠢的我爬上宿舍的顶楼望着一望无际的蓝天，希望能够看到天边会有一架拖曳着长长白烟的飞机划过眼前。我就这么仰头待在顶楼一个下午。 只可惜天空很蓝，却看不见任何一架飞机，能够带走我的祝福与思念。在顶楼上待了一下午的结果就是把脖子给举酸又晒黑了一些，不过，自从黄子捷离开那一天起，我常常有事没事地抬头仰看白云蓝天，连上大四少得可怜的课程也会特别选在靠窗的位子坐下，撑着下巴歪头让思绪飘出外头的无际天边。 “小华牎正要找你，有没有空？”阿问的笑容配着斜阳从侧边的建筑物中透过来，有些距离感。我有感于此，滞呆似地向他点点头，半疑惑地看着阿问莫名灿烂的笑容，感觉不到一丝快乐的味道。“走，陪我喝一杯热奶茶。”我们俩一人握一罐热奶茶很有默契地走到乡公所的长椅边，相视微笑地坐下。记忆不断被掏出来翻看，不知怎么地从刚才遇见阿问的那一刻开始，我的心变成一本厚重的百科全书，从最后一页被人倾倒般地快速翻阅过去，交杂着有点凉也有点温暖的心情。拉开扣环猛喝一口热奶茶，希望可以将这种有些怪也不太怪的心情收起来，很显然地，当我再度看到阿问双手握住奶茶罐的神情，失效了。 “今天怎么有兴致，忽然想喝一杯啊？” “今天也许是我最后一次在这个乡公所喝热奶茶了。”阿问先是用唇轻触罐沿说着，自顾自地微笑喝了一口奶茶。 我有没有听错啊？惊讶到说不出话地直盯着阿问，他用余光看到我一脸的不可思议，苦笑地用一种投降认输般的口气说：“我不想再等待了。你还记不记得第一次见面的夜晚，我就在这个长椅上坐着等待我的天使降临……结果你到了隔天看到我还没走，就买了一瓶热奶茶跑来递给我，之后还问我等到没有？”他停顿了一会看着我微笑，我点头附和。 “你知道吗？我就是从那一天开始喜欢上喝热奶茶的。那个时候，我的心底有个怎么也弥补不了的黑洞，很难受，是你递给我的热奶茶发挥了效用，让我的心变得非常温暖。 x