Chapter 14 Amy: Until Death (7)
Yao Xiaoping picked up each necklace and looked at it for a while, and said, "Forget it, I will consider myself unlucky when I meet this kind of person. If I suffer from it, I will learn a lot of wisdom. I just don't ask him to help me buy things from now on."
Shi Yan was still unconvinced: "You may have bought that string a long time ago, right? The five dollars back then may be different from the five dollars now, and they are worth much more. Besides, they may have been bought in different places---"
Yao Xiaoping didn't say anything, just put away all the necklaces, threw them into the drawer, took out the wallet, took out twenty-five yuan, handed it to Shi Yan, and said, "Give him the money, thank you for me He--", but the expression was like "you killed him for me".
Shi Yan was very embarrassed, as if she had done something wrong, and suggested: "Well, since you don't like these necklaces, just give them to me. I will pay for them, and I will give the necklaces away--"
"Are you giving it away? Can you afford such an ugly necklace?" Yao Xiaoping asked with great interest, "What kind of necklace did he buy for you? Didn't he say he would bring you back a cheap necklace? Yes Isn't it the same as mine?"
Shi Yan was in a dilemma. She didn't know whether she should show Yao Xiaoping the necklace bought by Excellence. If she showed it, she was afraid that she would be jealous, and she would feel that Excellence treated her badly; Tangmen didn't even buy a cheap necklace for his girlfriend.
Seeing that she didn't respond, Yao Xiaoping asked again: "Did he pick up the conch for you?"
Shi Yan really regretted telling Yao all this, otherwise there would be nothing.She stammered, "I didn't find the conch, but he---"
"I bought you a necklace? You can't say that you don't have any of them, can you? And he brought gifts to his mother and sister. Why didn't you have your share just now? Where did he put you? But seeing you like this, I know He bought you a present, take it out and have a look---"
"It's not that I don't want to show it to you, I'm afraid that you will say something after seeing it---"
Yao Xiaoping said aggrievedly: "What did I say? Am I wrong? You have seen those necklaces yourself, don't you think they are not worth five yuan? Take them out and let me see, maybe I can Help you identify if he's fooling you too-"
Shi Yan is still very confident in her own necklace, it is definitely not Yao Xiaoping's cheap ones.She hesitated, then took out her skewer.
This time Yao Xiaoping had nothing to say, and she exclaimed, "It's really beautiful, it might cost a few hundred dollars ---, people really don't know what money is ---"
Shi Yan was both surprised and happy, happy that the necklace finally passed Yao Xiaoping's product quality inspection, and surprised that Yao Xiaoping, a jewelry connoisseur, said the necklace was worth several hundred yuan.She asked in amazement: "Does it really cost a few hundred yuan? Impossible? He bought three strings at once, so wouldn't that cost more than a thousand yuan? Where did he get so much money?"
Yao Xiaoping said something again: "That's right, he is just a lecturer, how much money can he make a month? I think he has a ghost---"
"Perhaps he is paid? Doesn't he publish often?"
"Academic articles still want to earn manuscript fees? It's not bad if you don't repost."
Shi Yan didn't say anything more, because she didn't know where Excellence got so much money.After all, Yao Xiaoping is not a member of the Commission for Discipline Inspection, and has no interest in outstanding economic issues. She is only interested in jewelry. She immediately asked Shi Yan to try it on. Shi Yan declined and said, "I haven't bathed yet, and I don't have matching clothes. Let's forget about it today."
Yao Xiaoping didn't force her anymore, and said, "If you don't want to try it, let me try it on", took it away, and said while trying it on, "I wear it just right, it looks like it was bought for me --- in the future you can wear it." Lend me Dai Dai---"
The next day, Shi Yan called Zhuoyue confidently and said that she would give Yao Xiaoping 25 yuan for the pearl necklace, but she didn't say that she had prepared 300 yuan for her own necklace.There was no receipt in her necklace case, but she felt that three hundred yuan would be enough.Just spending three hundred yuan to buy a string of necklaces is too extravagant. She can't save so much for a year just relying on her food allowance for normal students, because she has to eat, right?Fortunately, her parents often gave her some money, otherwise she had to return the necklace to Joyo.
He said: "This matter is not urgent, and I am not waiting for this little money to support my life. I will talk about it when I am free---"
She was very disappointed, thinking that he would be very eager to meet her when he heard her call, but she didn't know that he was so indifferent.She said sullenly, "Okay then," and hung up the phone.
In the next few days, Yao Xiaoping was busy going to the attached high school to attend classes during the day, and was busy dating Yan Jing at night, so she didn't have much time to spend with her.Zhuo Liang didn't come to look for her either. She made that phone call, as if she had been injured by high-voltage electricity once, and she didn't dare to call him again.
She was lonely and bored by herself, and she didn't want to study, so she looked for some novels to read, but it didn't help. I am afraid that my love will develop like that; I feel very melancholy when I see a happy love, why is other people's love so beautiful, but mine is not good?Am I unworthy of love, or are others lucky?
She couldn't help wondering why Zhuoyou didn't come to her countless times a day. Could it be that he didn't love her?But he called her like an old couple and asked her if he would bring him something, bought her such an expensive necklace, and the first thing he did when he returned to D City was to ask her to pick her up at the station, and he still kissed her so eagerly. her.Say he loves her, but he always ignores her and doesn't accompany her, as if he doesn't care whether he sees her or not.
Now she even hopes that he will be like the boyfriends of those girls in the class, always thinking about doing that, then he will come to her, of course she will not let him succeed so stupidly, but he has something to ask for. When she is her, she can hold his nose and let him do what she wants him to do.And what she wanted him to do was to love her, be with her, and be with her.Is it difficult?Why can't he think of it and can't do it?
In fact, she is not sure, she doesn't know if he really came to her for that kind of thing, would she have the ability to lead him by the nose, because he doesn't seem to be easily led by others, most of the time he is the one who leads her nose.Saying "nose" kind of puts her down like she's an animal, so let's just say he's in charge most of the time.If he wants to kiss, he will kiss, and even if he kisses forcefully, there is a way to keep you from being angry with him.If he wanted to do that, he probably would have done it if he wanted to, and if he forced it, there would be a way to keep you from being angry with him.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help imagining the scene of doing that thing with him. The specific process and details are not very clear, but she thinks it should be very exciting, because when he kissed her, she felt very excited and dizzy. Swelling, the body is very responsive.But he seems to be not as excited as she is, because he can stop at any time, say "first kiss?", and then say "you are so cute", which shows that he knows that she is very involved, but he himself is not very involved.
She really couldn't stand this kind of life like being thrown into limbo, and hid in the woods several times to cry, but it was useless to cry, and she still felt very uncomfortable, so she called Huang Hai, but she didn't say anything about her and Excellence, We only talked about the postgraduate entrance examination.She found that she was no longer interested in the postgraduate entrance examination, and always used "at least two years of work before signing up" as an excuse to cover up her disinterest.
Huang Hai seems to have seen this, and always said: "Don't give up the postgraduate entrance examination, you are a talented person, you must let your talent be displayed. Now staying in the scientific research office is just a last resort, the ultimate goal I'm still going to graduate school---"
Once Huang Hai saw that her morale was getting lower and lower for the postgraduate entrance examination, and even raised Zhuoyou to provoke her: "Anyway, at least Zhuangyou also went to graduate school, right? How can you --- be worse than him?"
She denied it and said, "Whether he has been a graduate student or not, what does it matter to me?"
Huang Hai asked in surprise: "Aren't you---with him---the one?"
"Which one? Who did you hear from?"
"It doesn't matter who you listen to, it doesn't matter what relationship you have with him, the important thing is that you can't give up the postgraduate entrance exam---"
"Who said I gave up? I'm starting to prepare now, and you can help me get some books to send."
Huang Hai readily agreed, and asked her what major she wanted to take as a graduate student. She didn't think about it, she was not very interested in her major, and she was afraid that she would not be able to pass the exam if she changed her major. After hesitating for a long time, she decided to take her own major first. Besides, don't be too ambitious.
She hoped that Yao Xiaoping's strategy of "Using Huang to control Zhuo" would start to work. She hoped that once she got closer to Huang Hai, she would not care too much about excellence, and once she didn't care about excellence, she would not care for him. Indifferent and angry and uncomfortable.But she found that every time she talked with Huang Hai on the phone, the image of Excellence appeared in front of her eyes, and every time the concierge came to ask her to answer the phone, she hoped in her heart that this time it was from Excellence.
After finally getting through the summer vacation, she saw that there were still about ten days before the official working time, so she wanted to go back to "Dongdongguai" to visit her parents, because she usually went home for summer vacation at this time, but This time, she couldn't do it. She stayed in the school's scientific research office. She was not a teacher, and she didn't have a summer vacation. She couldn't go home for a few months, so she could only take this time to go back.
She decided to go home temporarily, so she didn't have time to inform her parents to help her find a ride, so she had to take a train or a long-distance bus.She is very afraid of taking a long-distance bus, because there is no toilet in the car, and she wants to go to the toilet very much when she is in the car. The long-distance bus does not stop when you tell it to stop, so it is very uncomfortable to sit.Although it takes a little longer to take the train, there are toilets to go to. The dirt is a bit dirty, but it is better than holding it in the stomach.
She didn't buy a ticket in advance, because she was still a little hesitant, not knowing whether she should go back, she was afraid that Zhuoyue would come to her in the next few days, if she went back, she would miss it.But if you stay at school and Zhuo Liang doesn't come to her, then it's really not a life for a human being.Some time ago, it could be said that he was busy. Now that the semester is over, what else can he be busy with?If he doesn't come to her, it means he doesn't love her.
Until the day before leaving, Zhuo Liang didn't come to her, so she had to pack up some things, put them in a travel bag, and take a taxi to the train station to buy a ticket. Never mind.
When she queued up to the window, the noon ticket was gone, and only the evening ticket was left, so she bought one.After leaving the car for four or five hours, she didn't want to take a taxi and ran back to the teacher's college, so she put her travel bag in the temporary storage at the train station and went to the city empty-handed.
She wandered around the department stores in the city, but she couldn't get interested. She kept thinking about what Zhuo Liang said, that people in D City have outdated consumption concepts and a strong sense of small farmers, and there is nothing good to sell in D City.The more she looked at it, the more she felt that what he said was right. There was indeed nothing good to sell, and the things that she thought were okay before now looked old-fashioned and of extremely poor quality.The realization that she would be spending at least two years in this small-farmer-minded city, with Excellence so inaccessible, weighed heavily on her heart.
She was too lazy to go shopping in the department store, so she simply ran to the park, found a place where no one was around, and cried until a person who came to the park to fight boxing became suspicious and ran over to ask her what was going on. Dry tears fled the park.
Then she bought some snacks and was going to eat them on the train, because there was no dining car on the train, only Tilan hawkers, and the things they sold were too dirty to eat, and they were not allowed to sell them on the train. Station sneaked up.
When she got back to the train station by taxi, it was almost time to board the train. When she was picking up her luggage, something went wrong again, which delayed the time. When she checked the ticket and ran to the car, the car was in motion. She hurriedly got into the car and went, finally making it on time.But the train is a slow train, and there are many short distances. No one sits according to the seat number, they all sit randomly, and whoever grabs the seat is the uncle.She came late, and all the seats were taken away by the elders, so she had to pick a relatively clean car box and stand in the aisle, trying to find a seat after the people nearby got off the car.
There was no place to put her travel bag, and the luggage rack was full. She was also afraid that someone would take it away from the luggage rack, so she kept it at her feet.She stood there for a while and felt very tired. Her high-heeled feet stood there as if they were dancing a ballet, and they swelled immediately.I don't know where there are so many guerrillas in the car, they keep walking back and forth in the aisle of the car.If she doesn't get out of the way, those people will brush past her, as if deliberately rubbing oil on her body; like their oil.
She was angry, hungry and tired, and wanted to cry, but before she had a chance to cry, a boiled egg seller stepped on her travel bag again.She couldn't help yelling: "Walk carefully when you walk, why are you stepping on my travel bag?"
The egg seller didn't show any weakness: "Stand up and watch, why don't you stand at my feet--"
She retorted, "Is this your land?"
"Good dogs don't get in the way, bad dogs get in the way, I'll step on you if you get in the way---" the egg seller said and stepped on her travel bag twice.
She was so angry that her throat was smoking, and she couldn't make a sentence with only "you, you".
The people nearby were not afraid of the height of the stage when watching a play, and some urged: "Hit, hit him who sells eggs! Fifty cents an egg, do you think it's your balls that are being sold?"
Others said: "Girl, it's not good to stand in the aisle, blocking people's way. Come, sit with me, I'll let you sit on my legs, and I won't charge you---"
She was really about to cry, and she grabbed her travel bag and wanted to run away, but those sitting people hadn't watched enough of the excitement, some told her "Don't run, don't run, whoever runs will lose", and some stretched He stepped out to block her, almost tripping her.When she was in a panic, she heard a familiar voice saying: "Egg seller, the train conductor is here to check the train---"
The egg seller slipped away without a word, and the others laughed.
She didn't dare to look at the person who spoke, for fear that he would see her embarrassment at the moment, and would like to jump out of the car and hide.She squeezed hard in the opposite direction, but she didn't dare to look back, she just hoped that he didn't follow.But she squeezed halfway into the carriage before he overtook her.He grabbed her travel bag with one hand and her arm with the other, and said, "Where are you going?"
Without looking back, she asked, "Are you taking this bus too? Where are you going?"
"Don't go anywhere, come to catch you—"
"Arrest me for what? Am I breaking the law?"
"Well, you have violated Dafa---"
"What law am I breaking?"
"You're breaking the law of leaving without telling--"'
She said bitterly: "Who told you to keep ignoring me?"
He explained: "I'm busy, I'm not playing---"
"Then why don't you go to your business today?"
"Just after finishing my work, when I called you, Yao Xiaoping said that you were going back to your hometown today---I thought she was lying to me---I came to the car with the idea of bumping my luck---are you serious? Want to go back?"
She was still angry: "Didn't you see me in the car?"
"It doesn't matter if you are in the car, you can go down, we can get off at the next stop---"
She said stubbornly, "I'm going home -- to see my parents --"
"Then I'll go with you—"
Shi Yan was startled, and didn't care to run away. She turned her head, facing the captor, and asked in disbelief, "You're going back with me? What are you doing?"
Zhuo Zhuo smiled and said, "Help you, look at you, you can't even beat an egg seller, and you still want to go back alone? Anyway, I'm fine during this time, so I'll go to your hometown with you to have fun, fishing or something Yes. Do you have a river there?"
There are several rivers in her place, and there must be fishing heads for fishing, but she hasn't told her parents about the two of them, and she doesn't even know what they are, so she just brought him back so suddenly, don't It scared my parents out of illness.She faltered and said, "You --- you didn't bring any luggage ---"
"What are you afraid of? It's summer now, when you come to your place, just buy some shorts---"
When she heard him say "shorts", she realized that he was really wearing shorts. Although they were not the kind of underwear, they were not very impressive. The black hair on his legs fell down like water, which made her It's embarrassing.
He noticed that she was paying attention to his legs, and complained: "It's all your fault, you ran away without saying hello, and I ran out in this way---"
She thought of him chasing after her as soon as he heard that she was gone, she felt sweet in her heart, and smiled at him: "It's what you deserve! It's embarrassing for you---"
"I'm not afraid, those who lose you, find your eyes---"
They flirted like a young couple for a while, and he suggested: "Isn't it tired to stand here? Let's go to the train conductor to make up a sleeper berth, otherwise we will stand like this, and when we get to your house, both of us will stand like fossils." ---"
She opened her eyes wide in disbelief: "There are sleeping berths in such a broken car?"
"Why not? Even if not, there is always a lounge for the conductor? Come, follow me." He took the bag for her, took the lead to squeeze forward, and shouted as he squeezed: "Boiling water, boiling water, be careful of burning your feet-" -- It's irresponsible to burn --- "
She saw that some people whose backs were facing them were really bluffed by him, and hurriedly moved aside, only to find out that they had been fooled after passing by, so she would inevitably curse.She didn't get angry when she heard the scolding, she just smiled from ear to ear, thinking this was a good idea.
They "boiled the water" for a while, and finally squeezed into the train conductor's seat. Zhuoyou brazenly told the train conductor that his father knew the director of the railway bureau so-and-so, and he was good friends with the section chief of the so-and-so locomotive depot, regardless of his position. Well, as long as it is hooked on the "railway", he will pull it out. It's just that his father knows the toilet sweeper on the railway.
The train conductor asked him who his father was, and he said his father's name, but the train conductor didn't seem to know the old comrade who died young, so he invited several old comrades who died young, and the train conductor seemed to agree with him. Those old comrades were more familiar with her, so they bought it, saying that there was no sleeper berth in this car, but she could give them her own lounge.
He said repeatedly: "Okay, okay, the rest room is the rest room, thank you very much." He pushed several old comrades to the train conductor and asked the train conductor to issue him an invoice.
The train conductor changed his expression immediately and said, "I'm not a vegetable seller. Where can I get an invoice? This is the rest room for me and Xiao Li. If I give it to you, we won't have a place to rest---"
Zhuo Zhuo immediately gave in when he saw the attitude: "If you don't have an invoice, you don't have an invoice---"
The train conductor left with a few old comrades in his arms, and the small lounge of the train conductor became the world of the two of them. Although it was very simple, and the beds were up and down, and hard and small, it was better than sitting on a ticket. , a person has at least one berth, and one berth is worth three seats.
Shi Yan sat down on the lower bunk, took off the high-heeled shoes she had long hated, and felt like heaven.Joyo also sat down beside her and asked, "Are you hungry? Go find something to eat when you're hungry."
"I bought some snacks, there doesn't seem to be a dining car in this car---"
She took out the snacks she bought for the two of them to eat, and he said while eating, "Eat this cushion first, and then go shopping and eat when we get to the station."
The two ate, went to the bathroom to wash their faces, Zhuo Zhuo said: "It's still early, let's sit on the lower bunk and climb up to sleep later." After speaking, he took the lead on the lower bunk, patting The empty space beside him said, "You also take a break."
Seeing that the place was so small, if she lay it down, it would be like lying in his arms, so she hesitated.As soon as he pulled, he pulled her to lie down, and hugged her without any explanation.She was tightly bound by him, unable to move, and seeing that there was no one else here, she stopped trying to escape and let him hug her, anyway, she would not lose a piece of flesh.
I don't know if she was too tired, or if she was too relieved and at ease, she fell asleep after a while, although in her dream she could still hear the sound of the car's crossing, but it didn't affect her sleep.In the middle of the night, she was woken up by urination, so she moved his hand away, got up, and ran to the toilet.
After she went to the toilet, she felt extremely refreshed and was about to go back to sleep for a sequel, but as soon as she opened the toilet door, a person squeezed in and blocked her inside.She almost cried out.The person who came covered her mouth and said softly, "Don't bark, this is a unisex toilet, if you come, I can too---"
Seeing Zhuo Zhuo, her hair stood up on one side of her sleep, and there were sleep marks on her face, which was very funny, so she couldn't help snickering, and said in a low voice, "I know you came here, but in such a small place, you should at least wait I'll go out and come in--"
He said: "Who is so stupid?" Then he hugged her and kissed her on the mouth, making both of them panting. She felt that someone's mouth smelled of overnight tea, and she was afraid that it was her mouth. If she was inside, I resisted desperately, afraid that he would smell her too and think she was dirty.I don't know if he also smelled the smell of overnight tea, anyway, he didn't force her anymore and let her go, saying: "Don't run, just wait for me here---"
Before she figured out what he meant, she saw him pulling the zipper on the front of her trousers. She blushed in fright and rushed out, but he grabbed her with one hand and was still doing his business with the other.She turned her face away from him, but could hear the sound of him urinating in one breath, continuously, as if she had specially practiced this kind of kung fu. It reminded her of a singer. A long breath won applause from the audience.The breath was too long, and it was a kind of torture for a layman like her. Every time she listened to it, she kept secretly breathing, as if she was afraid that the singer would not be able to catch her breath, and she would also be suffocated to death.
Now she knew that he was peeing instead of singing, but for some reason, she still felt suffocated and took several breaths secretly.I don't know how long it took before he finally peed at the end of the song and let go of her hand, probably to deal with his zipper. She took this opportunity to rush out.
After seeing his singing art in the toilet, she suddenly had a feeling of intimacy as an old married couple. She even watched him pee -- at least heard -- not close?She has never seen another man peeing in her life, saying "the big girl gets on the sedan chair---the first time", who else gets on the sedan chair now?It should be changed to "Watching a man pee—for the first time".Although she didn't turn her head back, she couldn't help thinking, if she turned her head back then, what would she see?
After she returned to the lounge, she didn't go back to the bunk to lie down immediately, but sat on the seat by the window to watch the scenery outside.After he came back, he didn't go back to the bunk to lie down immediately, but sat there and watched the scenery outside the window.If she was alone on the train, she would be afraid to look at the night view outside the window, the yellow light, the strange place, the dark night sky, a little desolate, a little desolate, which made her especially aware of her loneliness.But today, because someone is with her, she doesn't feel these things, she just feels strange, but not desolate, nor desolate, nor lonely.
In the middle of the night, the train stopped at a relatively large station. The two of them ran out of the train, bought some food, and then ran back to the train.The compartment was full of passengers who slept like dead pigs, some with their mouths open, some snoring, all kinds of ugliness, but the two night owls stayed up and got out of the car to buy food. Dead pigs, imitate their appearance, giggling.
After staying overnight, she felt that she could sleep peacefully, so she went to the bathroom again to prepare for a long sleep.He must go with him, and she refused to let him see her peeing. In the end, both of them gave in. It was still that he waited outside when she was doing it, but when he was doing it, he caught her inside and waited.
This time, as soon as he returned to the lounge, he pulled her to the lower bunk to lie down, and covered the two of them with a sheet.He asked her to turn her back to him, saying that she could sleep in this way.At first he was very honest and seemed to be sleeping, but after a while he started kissing the back of her neck, making her itchy and agitated.But he had already kissed like this last time, and she felt that there was no need to push him away this time, so she let him kiss.
After a while, she felt his hands on her breasts, two hands, one grasping one.Her head went numb and she almost fainted, she had never felt this way before, the stimulation was too strong, she had no choice but to bite the sheet, regardless of whether it was dirty or not, otherwise, she would definitely cry out.
Without saying a word, he touched and squeezed, holding the whole breast for a while, and twisting her nipples with his fingers for a while.She held it well when he held the whole breast, but when he pinched her nipple she couldn't help writhing on the bunk.
He frightened her and said, "Be careful not to fall off the bed."
She didn't dare to move, so she had to hold on, hold on, but she felt that she wanted to move, hum, and even cry.Fortunately, her body gradually got used to this kind of stimulation, and she only felt comfortable instead of going crazy.He seemed to have noticed it too, and let go of her breast with one hand, and groped down.She grabbed his hand, shook her head wildly, and he whispered, "Just touch it, it's okay---it will be very comfortable---"
A "comfortable" made her feel ashamed, hating him for knowing her feelings, she would rather he was eager to be comfortable there than to play with her, she felt that this might be the legendary "playing" , Playing and playing, isn't it called "playing"?She always feels that love is not like this, it should be very serious, both parties are very enthusiastic and devoted, or --- In fact, she can't figure out what love should be like, so she feels that the matter in front of her is not like love.
She pulled his hand hard, but he was stronger than her, so she couldn't pull it, so she squeezed him hard, grabbed a small point on the back of his hand, and twisted it.
He relieved the pain, let go of his hand, gave up the attack to the downstream area, and retreated to the upstream position.She breathed a sigh of relief, although it wasn't considered pulling his bull's nose, at least it was considered to be a few whips of the bullwhip. Whatever he is, he can be pulled if he can hold it, and he can be beaten if he can't be held. If he can hold a tame bull by the nose, of course Good, but not too bad if you can tame a disobedient cow.
He whispered: "What a cruel heart, really twisted? See how I can get back at you---" After finishing speaking, he started a new round of attack, this time no longer attacking her through the clothes, but stretched out his hand She got into her clothes, she was startled and frightened, for fear that his two big hands would tear her clothes.
The feeling of being held by him for the first time came back, and she wanted to hum again, she could feel a lot of secretions underneath, she was ashamed and ashamed, she didn't know why she was such a person, and she was afraid that he would notice .But he seems to be a "professional householder for carrying pots", and what he does is to lift which pots are not opened. He said softly but a little proudly: "I like me like this very much, don't you? Don't be embarrassed, liking is normal, no It's not normal to like it, it must be sexual frigidity---"
His words seem to be very convincing, but which of his words is not convincing?No matter what he said, he was straightforward, and she listened to it immediately, and began to worry about her frigidity, and didn't know how to be more normal.Maybe breathe a little louder?Or -- huh?
He didn't seem to care whether she was panting or humming, and was only concentrating on his work. He fought hand-to-hand in the upstream position for a while, and then began to shift the battlefield and detour downstream.This time her blocking was not so strong, probably because her mind was already normal, and her consciousness was lost. She was afraid that her body could not meet the normal indicators, and he would say that she was apathetic.
His hand had already slipped from under the skirt to her waist, hooked the elastic band of her panties, and wanted to pull them down.She felt that this was not good, but she had no sense of resistance, and she only warned in a low voice: "It's okay, just---"
He said obediently: "I know, just touch---"
Then she completely surrendered, and he attacked, taking her panties down without a hitch.She didn't know what he was going to do, she was trembling with nervousness.His hand covered the most secret place of her body, but he quickly pulled it out again, stretching out his index finger and raised it in front of her eyes, saying: "Look, are you emotional?"
She saw something like sparkling water on his index finger, and she knew what it was, but she forgot that it was a sign of normality, that she was still afraid that she was not normal, and she just felt embarrassed, as if he was laughing at her Same.She struggled to escape from him, but he held her tight and whispered, "You're not wearing any pants, where are you running?"
She threatened, "Let go of me, or I'll call—"
"Call it, call it, if you don't call others, they don't know how comfortable you are, I know you want to call it a long time ago---"
She was stupefied and said viciously, "You---are a rascal---"
These words seemed to hurt him very much: "Don't just call me a hooligan, I just want you to be comfortable, I wouldn't be bothered to serve her like this if I were someone else---"
She didn't know how to react now, because she didn't know what was going on with him, he seemed to love her very much, and seemed to be teasing her, she just wanted him to say "I love you, I love you" in her ear at this moment , if he said that, then she knew that he did it because of love, but he didn't say it, he just competed with her there like a war.
She couldn't break free from him, and began to cry, he seemed a little surprised, and leaned over to ask: "What's the matter?"
She did not speak, only cried.
He asked a few more times before she sobbed, "Why -- you want to do this? Why do you -- want to -- "
He didn't seem to understand why she was crying, and he didn't understand what she meant by asking, so he said after a long time: "Is this not good? Are you uncomfortable? I think you are --- comfortable ---"
She scolded him in her heart, you fool, you fool, whether this is good or not depends on whether you say those three words or not. Don't you understand?
Shi Yan only wanted to cry, but after crying for a while, she cried stupidly, as if there was no reason to cry, but she was too embarrassed to stop, stuck in an intermediate state, and could only cry reluctantly.
Zhuoyou seems to have noticed it, and seized the opportunity to ask, "You don't like it?"
She didn't answer, just cried.
"You like it?"
She still didn't answer, just cried.
"Do you like it or not?"
She still didn't answer, just cried.
There was a little impatience in his voice: "I really don't understand you."
She knew that if she didn't talk, he might be too lazy to care why she was crying, so she said coquettishly: "You just don't understand me, you just don't understand me! Because you don't want to understand me---"
"Who said I don't want to understand you? If I don't want to understand you, why should I ask you?" He paused for a while and asked, "Why are you crying? What did I do wrong?"
"I want you to say those three words, do you understand? Do you understand? You don't understand anything, woo woo woo---"
He smiled and said: "Oh, just want me to say three words? Then just say it straight. After making such a big detour and crying for so long, I thought I made some big mistake---"
"Isn't this a big mistake?"
"Okay, it's a mistake, a big mistake, can I correct it?" He started to attack her breasts again, touching and saying, "Three words, three words, one two three, two two three, three two three , four two three---"
She gave him a hard pinch, and he yelled "Ouch" before threatening, "Don't pinch me again, I have both of your things in my hand, and I could crush them if I squeezed hard---" "
She thought he was nasty, dirty, unromantic, unloving to her.She said coldly: "Let go of me, I feel very boring---"
But suddenly he hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear, "I love you, I love you, baby, baby, I love you---"
Although his tone of speaking was a bit joking, he said those three words after all, and said them many times, which made her feel a lot better.Maybe he was the kind of person who couldn't express love seriously, so he had to use these crooked ways.He was still reciting his "Three Character Classic" "Xiao Meimei, I love you, my dear, I love you", but she stopped crying and gradually melted into the heat wave created by his hands and lips.
He turned her around, kissed her mouth, spread her legs with his legs, slid one hand down, slipped into her legs, and fumbled here and there for a while, trying to Into her body, she clamped her legs and pulled his hands out, but he said "I love you" softer and sweeter, and she was finally lost, relaxed, and his fingers burrowed into her body.
Her whole body trembled, the stimulation was too strong, she didn't even care about getting angry when he said "it's so slippery, there's a lot of water", she just focused on dealing with that feeling, fearing that she would cry out.
He started to stir inside, and she felt bad, bad, not pain, not itchy, but an indescribable feeling, a shock that she had to straighten her body to bear, a feeling of wanting him deep but also Think about his conflicted sense of withdrawal.
She fought against that feeling for a while, feeling that there was a strange wave coming towards her, but they were all in a state where a wave was about to hit the shore, but was just a little away.She was so eager to hear him say those three words at this moment, but he didn't know why, but he became silent, as if he was engrossed in his manual labor, and she had climbed nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine miles like climbing the Great Wall , it's only a mile away, not even a mile, maybe a foot away, just a hand to hold her, and she can climb the Great Wall, but he just doesn't extend that hand来。
他一声不吭地工作了一阵，教导说：“放松了，别绷这么紧，要学会享受--- ”
这简直象是一只魔掌猛推她一把，她一下退回去五千里，他的动作不再让她有想叫的欲望，那里似乎麻木了，知道他的手在动，但没什么感觉。
他换了一只手，又一声不吭地工作了一会，说：“怎么搞的？你怎么这么难到高潮？我的两只手腕都搞疼了--- ”
两只魔掌! 把她彻底推回到零点，她的身体起了反感，他的动作已经开始使她感到疼痛了。
他大概也感觉到了，抽出手来，彻底罢工。
两个人都颓丧地躺在那里，她不知道他在想什么，但她心里都是怨恨，但如果现在谁叫她出来控诉他，她肯定找不到一个词。闷躺了一阵，她鼓足勇气问：“你--- 到底为什么要--- 这样？”
“哪样？”
“这样，就是你今天-- 这样？”
“我今天做的事多了，我怎么知道你在说那件？”
“就是你--- 刚才对我--- 那样？”
他好像恍然大悟：“摸你？这也要问为什么？我不是说了吗，就是想你舒服一下。”
“但是你--- 为什么要--- 这样？”
“哪样？”
她简直没法把要问的话说出来，憋了一阵，才说：“就是你--- 为什么想我--- 舒服。”
“ 这也要问为什么？这不明摆着的吗？你想我怎么说？”
“怎么是我想你怎么说？我是在问你--- ”
“你问我，我去问谁？”
她气昏了，发怒说：“你连为什么这样做都不知道，那你还这样--- 做什么做？你--- 我讨厌你，我恨你，你滚，你滚下车去吧--- ”
她这话一说出口就把自己惊呆了，她希望他没听见，或者听见了不会当真，但他说：“滚下车也等车停了才行-- ”
她很失望，很难过，但话已经说出口了，也没什么可挽回的了，只希望他是在开玩笑，或者顺口打哇哇，说过就忘了。
她记得这条路是这样的：刚开始很多小站，所以刚一上车时人很多，然后就不断停车，不断停车，乘客也不断下车，不断下车。等到过了半夜，人下得差不多了，停车的次数也比较少了，乘客大多数都是到终点的了。她希望下一站就是终点站，那他下车也没用，一下就下到她们那里了。但她从时间上算，知道这不可能，这趟车如果不晚点的话，也要到明天早上才到她们那里，现在外面一团漆黑，肯定还没到早晨。
她正在暗自希望车别到站，车突然停了。半夜列车上是不报站名的，怕把睡觉的乘客吵醒了，所以她不知道这是临时停车，还是到了一个站，正想着，就听他说：“到站了，我下车去了。”
她觉得心里像突然一下被人掏空了一样，很惶惑无助，但她不知道该说什么，她绝对不会求他不下去，她只希望他能转个弯，只要他此刻转个弯，她就原谅他。但他没转什么弯，直接就往车下走了。
她用被单捂住自己，竭力不去想今天发生的一切，也不去想他们的今后，只安慰自己说：也许这样更好，也许这样更好，虽然她不知道为什么这样更好。
车开动了，他没有回来；车开了很远了，他还是没有回来；车又停了一次了，他仍然没有回来，她知道他是真的下去了。她不知道这么黑的夜里，他在一个陌生的地方下了车，又该到哪里去，不知道他身上的钱够不够他住旅馆，也不知道这附近有没有旅馆。他今天是匆匆忙忙跑出来的，又花钱买了两张卧铺，应该没剩下什么钱了，那他怎么回家去？打电话叫家里送钱来？打电话也得花钱啊。
现在她已经想不出自己为什么要发他脾气了，他一忙完就来找她，一听说她要回老家就追了上来，一追来就救了她，而且救得那么彻底，要一直救到她家去，就算他做了些让她生气的事，说了些让她生气的话，但他的大方向还是正确的，只是想她“舒服”。
她想起班上那些同学的男朋友，似乎都是为了自己舒服，于是拿女朋友当个工具，那么相比之下，卓越是不是高级多了呢？至少他是想她舒服，而不是他自己舒服。他的态度是有点不严肃，但他不是也说了那三个字了吗？虽然是在她提醒之后，但是--- 男人--- 怎么说呢？可能就是这么戳一下动一下的？
她很后悔对他这么凶，把他赶下车去，从他下车之后，每分钟都显得那么漫长，而他跟她在一起的那些情景，每一个镜头都是那么温馨而有趣。她知道自己是真的爱上他了，已经忍受不了没他的生活了，她真希望他并没下去，而是躲在车上什么地方，等到时机成熟，他就会跑出来，吓她一跳。但她知道他不会这样，因为他是搞烦了才下去的，因为她太难伺候，自己性冷淡，还发他脾气。她在心里说，如果他还在这车上，如果他没生气， 如果他待会还来找我，我就再也不乱发他脾气了。
但她越这样想，就越意识到他是真的下车去了，他生气了，不会回来找她了。她坐也坐不住，睡也睡不着，决定到各个车厢去找他，就装做是去打开水的，看看他到底在不在车上。她不知道如果他在车上的话，她要不要主动去叫他回这里来，但是她觉得那不重要，因为他多半不会在车上。
她爬起来整理衣服，但她找不到她的内裤了，估计是他下车时带走了。她不知道他把她内裤带走干什么，难道是为了今后当成战利品来向人吹嘘？她那内裤是很大众化的东西，上面又没写她的名字，他能吹个什么？不过她想起寝室里发生过几次丢失内裤的事件，有人说那是“内裤贼”干的，说有的男人就是有这种怪癖，爱偷女孩穿脏了的内裤，因为他们只有对着女孩的脏内裤才能产生欲望。
对这种人，她是完全无法理解的，世界上怎么会有这么奇怪的人？偷内裤不说，还要偷脏的内裤，这不是有病又是什么？那时她听了这种传说，只不过是恶心了一阵，就当作天方夜谭忘到脑后去了。
但今天这事使她突然想起了“内裤贼”的传说，有点怀疑卓越也是个“内裤贼”，不过是高级一点的内裤贼，不是直接去偷，而是使用手段获得。她越往这个方面想，就越觉得卓越是有这个怪癖，因为他搂着她时。他自己一点也不激动，还能呼呼大睡，或者玩弄她，也许他玩弄她的目的就是让她的内裤弄脏，然后他就偷去，不然怎么解释他今天这些奇怪的举动？
她想到他有这种怪癖，觉得很恶心，刚才还跟他在一个床上睡过，恶心，恶心。但她恶心了一阵，又觉得自己的想法太牵强附会了。他追这么远，买两张卧铺，又“伺候”了她这么半天，就是为了偷一条内裤？那代价也太高了吧？如果他真是“内裤贼”，那他不是应该等她把内裤弄脏了再偷吗？怎么会早八百年就把她内裤脱了呢？脱了还怎么搞脏？是不是那时已经搞脏了？
但你说他不是“内裤贼”吧，又没法解释他的不激动。她左一想，右一想，到最后她自己似乎变成了一个“内裤迷”，一门心思地回想着她的内裤，今天穿的是哪条，颜色，式样，大小，到底是什么时候脱的，弄没弄脏，脏到什么程度，卓越对着它，会有什么表现。如果他真的是一个“内裤贼”，她还爱不爱他，如果他今后就是这样先让她“舒服”，然后用她的脏内裤让自己“舒服”，她还爱不爱他？
她觉得那得看他是为什么成为“内裤贼”的，如果他是天生的，遗传的，生理性的，那她就不应该怪他，因为那是他无法控制的，不是他自己要那样，是先天的原因。她觉得她还是愿意跟他在一起的，就是怕别人知道了会嘲笑她，但是这种怪癖不象黄海的那张脸，外人不会一眼就看见，只要瞒得好，说不定没人会知道。但如果他这个“内裤贼”不是先天的，而是跟坏人学的，是思想道德败坏的结果，那她就不能容忍他了。
她一想到卓越可能是个有怪癖的人，就觉得造物主还是公平的，让他生得帅，聪明，名校生，家庭背景也不错，学术上也很有成就，但却让他有个怪癖，让他不能过正常人的生活，这也算拉平了吧？如此说来，他前面那个女朋友可能也是因为这个才跟别人搞上的，不然你怎么解释一个女孩会不喜欢一个年轻帅气的卓越，而要去跟某个又老又丑的上司搞在一起？
(因新浪那边对每贴字数有限制,"至死不渝"每集会减短,但会在周末多发一集. 谢谢)
石燕决定起床到车上去找卓越，就装做打开水的样子，到各个车厢去看一看，不然她不放心，老在猜测他到底在不在车上。但她不知道如果他真的在车上的话，她该不该主动跟他说话，或者把他叫回来，那样好像就成了求他了。一但求开了头，就把习惯搞坏了，以后只要他不高兴，就会赌气离开她，等着她去求他，那还得了？
她想了一阵，还是决定去找他，求不求的，不是一个大问题，因为他不可能在车上，她只是去弄个水落石出，不然她睡不着。
她旅行袋里还带着几条内裤，但旅行袋放在对面墙上一个很高的行李架上，是卓越放上去的，不知道有没有办法拿下来。她从床上下来，扯了扯不算太长的裙子，走到放旅行袋的架子跟前，伸手够了够，不行，够不着，旅行袋放得太靠墙了，架子附近又没有座位，她跳了几次，也没够着，急晕了头，怕到了下车的时候还拿不到旅行袋，那就没内裤穿了。
她四处张望了一下，发现唯一的可能就是爬到上铺去，再探出身子去拿行李架上的旅行袋，虽然床铺和行李架分别靠着两边的墙，但休息室很窄，说不定能够着。她跑去看了一下休息室的门，没拴，她吓出一身冷汗，我的天! 要是刚才有个坏蛋跑进来，那怎么得了？她急忙把门拴上了，然后爬到上铺，探出手去够旅行袋，结果还差一大截，探了两下，旅行袋没够着，还差点掉床下去了，又把她吓出一身冷汗。
她在心里痛骂那个设计行李架的人，这到底是为谁设计的？难道是专门为卓越那种人设计的吗？那女乘务员怎么办？但她记起列车长个子比较高，她想把列车长请来帮忙，但她总不能不穿内裤就跑出去找列车长吧？而且她也不知道去哪里找列车长，找到了也怕列车长不肯帮忙，又怕列车长也够不着，要去叫别的人来帮忙，如果叫个男的来，那反而麻烦了。
她决定还是自己来想办法，就从上铺下来，到靠窗的桌子跟前去试，估计站在小桌子上能够着，就怕那种一块板的桌子承不住她的重量。她试着爬到桌子上，还行，没垮掉，她往前一扑，抓住了行李架的铁栏杆，而且抓到了旅行袋的一角，但她现在人是斜撑在行李架上的，整个身体的重心都靠行李架支撑，她不仅没办法把旅行袋拿下来，连自己也斜支在那里，回不到桌子上来了。
正当她象根扁担一样进退两难地硬在那里大喘气的时候，她听见了有人用钥匙开门的声音，她吓坏了，生怕来人看见她裙子下露出的光屁股。但她又退不回来，只好冒险放了脚这边，人荡过去，靠两手挂在了行李架上。她着急地向地下张望，看看离地有多高，能不能安全跳下去。
她还没跳，就听见卓越的声音：“呵，玩杂技啊？还是光屁股杂技呢! ”他走上前来，把她抱到地上站好，嘲弄说，“你看，我说你离了我不可能囫囵着回去吧？还赶我滚，我滚了你怎么办？连内裤都没得穿--- ”
她结结巴巴地问：“你--- 没-- 没下车？”
“谁说我没下车？我有证人的，你可以去问列车长--- ”
“那你-- 怎么在这儿？”
“我不在这儿你不挂成'吊颈鬼'了？”
“但是你--- 说你下车了的呀--- ”
“下去了不兴再上来？你只说滚下车，你又没说不能滚上车--- ”
她心里好喜欢他的狡辩，但仍装做无所谓地问：“那你刚才在哪里？”
“就在门外守着你，知道你是光屁股，怕人进来沾你便宜。你好大胆，玩光屁股杂技？不怕有人撞进来？”
她气哼哼地说：“你还有脸说？都怪你，你偷我--- 衣服干什么？”
“我哪里偷你衣服了？你衣服不是好好穿着吗？”
“我是说--- 内裤--- ”
他很冤枉地说：“我哪里偷你内裤了？你内裤不是挂在床边的架子上吗？”
她顺着他的手指看过去，真的，她的小内裤就搭在床边的架子上。这真是出鬼了，一个屋只有四个旮旯，就这么一点地方，她明明到处都找了一遍的，怎么会就搭在床边而她看不见？肯定是他带走了，现在又拿回来的。但她现在不想这样说他，怕他又生气跑下车去了。刚才那种一个人呆在车上，而他已经远去的感觉真的是太难受了。
他从架子上拿了内裤，一个指头勾着，说：“是我脱的，我还是帮你穿上--- ”
她有点失望，以为他一回来就会急着从被打断的地方续上的，倒不是她想那样，但她觉得他应该会想那样，如果他不想，就有问题了。但他显然是不想那样了，她咕噜说：“在那种地方挂了还能穿？脏死了--- ”
他把内裤随手往床上一扔，说：“那就不穿这条吧，旅行袋里还有没有？”
她恨不得说，如果没有，我费这么大劲拿那个旅行袋干什么？
他不等她回答，就伸手拿下了旅行袋。她真是服了他了，她站窗边桌子上都没够着，他站地上就够着了。不知道为什么，现在她看他什么都好，都景仰，象所有品尝过失而复得滋味的人一样，不管原本价值怎么样，只要失去过一次，再找回来就显得弥足珍贵了，所谓“失而复得之过分珍惜情结”是也。
他把旅行袋拿下来，放到床上，说：“你自己找一条，我帮你穿--- ”
她很顺从地找了一条，但没给他，而是钻到被单下去穿，希望他上来阻拦她，或者上来帮她穿，但他没有，只说：“我去上个厕所，回来好好睡一觉，太困了--- ”
她见他这次没拉她一起去厕所，心里有点难受，倒不是跟他一起上趟厕所就能长块肉出来，而是他的这些细小变化使她感到了一种凶兆，好像刚才他下车去，就是专门把爱情丢到车下去的，现在虽然人上车了，心却没上来，永远丢弃在那个陌生的小站里了。
她真后悔那时对他要求那么高，巴不得他能猜出她的心思，但是谁又猜得出谁的心思呢？她不也猜不出他的心思吗？所以爱情啊，还是别要求太高，要求高了，就容易失败，等到失败了才认识到要求太高了，人就很被动了。像她现在这样，几乎想求他叫她一起上厕所了。如果不是她叫他滚，她也不会落到这个地步。
他去了一趟厕所，回来报告说看见一个乘客好聪明，在地上睡觉呢，头伸在自己座位下面，脚伸在对面座位下面，整个人再加上两排座位，看上去真象一个“工”字。他讲得津津有味，但她却笑不出来，只在想着他还会不会继续那件被她打断的事，如果他愿意继续，那就说明他没生气；如果他不愿意继续了，那就说明他生气了。
他说：“早点休息吧，我再不睡要虚脱了--- ”
她不知道他说的“早点休息”是什么意思，她希望是“亲爱的，我们早点休息吧”那个意思，但她马上就发现自己错了，因为他很快就问：“你睡上铺还是我睡上铺？“
她的眼泪都快涌上来了，赌气说：“你这么重，怎么能睡上面？”
他好像很喜欢这个安排，可能刚才问那句就是想听到这个回答，马上同意说：“那就你睡上面吧。”说完，他就把自己往床上一扔，用脚把鞋蹬掉了，两手抱着枕在脑后，一付很安逸的样子。
她也赌气往上铺爬，以为他会来拉住她，但他没拉，她只好真的爬上铺去躺着，但她一点都睡不着，心里象猫爪子在抓一样的难受，又不敢动，怕他发现她没睡着，那他一定很高兴：看，爱上我了吧？舍不得我了吧？还赶我滚! 你叫我滚我就滚，等我真的滚了，就该你难受了。
她能听见他均匀的呼吸声，过了很短的一会，就听见他轻微的鼾声，他睡着了! 这个--- 可恨的家伙，难道是铁打的心肠？他睡得越香，她就越难受，因为她睡不着，说明她在乎他，而他不在乎她。记得有人说过，在爱情当中，谁在乎谁受伤。但是等到不在乎了，难道还算在爱吗？
难道他真是一个“内裤贼”？他做那些就是为了拿到她的内裤，拿到了，办完了事，就对她没兴趣了，跑这里睡觉来了。这才是他回到车上的原因，不是因为她在车上，而是他花钱买了这个铺位的，不睡白布不睡，而且外面这么黑呼呼的，他在中途下车不方便，还不如到终点再下，然后原车返回。看来他根本不是来追她的，而是到那边看什么朋友的，刚好碰见了她，就起了这个心。
这个想法反倒让她的心慢慢安静下来，不再难受了。一个“内裤贼”，有什么值得为之难受的？到下车的时候，就知道他究竟是怎么回事了，如果他原车返回，或者去看他的朋友，那就说明她刚才的推测是正确的。但如果他还是要跟她一起回家去，那怎么理解？说明他还是爱她的？但他现在怎么会睡得这么香甜呢？
她恨死了他那轻微的鼾声!
石燕刚睡着了一会，就觉得车厢里热闹起来了，她睁眼一看，天亮了，她知道列车快到终点站了，也就是她的家乡，确切地说，是她家乡附近的一个县城，列车只到那里，她下了车还得去“洞洞拐”设在县城的车站去坐她父母单位的专车，每天有两趟，上午下午各一趟。
她觉得卓越应该还没醒，因为她还能听见他均匀的呼吸和轻微的鼾声，很轻，几乎不能叫做鼾声，说是鼻息更准确一些。看来他昨晚睡得很好，这种没心没肺的人，还能睡得不好？
她决定不叫醒他，叫醒了干什么？等他说“再见，我是到我的一个同学那里去的”？算了吧，打死不丢那个人。
她悄悄下了床，到茶水炉那里去弄水洗脸，结果发现好多的人，都等在茶水炉和厕所附近，她只好站在那里等，差不多快到站了，才弄了点水把脸擦了一下，厕所都来不及上了，因为进了县城了，车上把厕所关了，搞得她很后悔没先上厕所再洗脸。
等她回到休息室的时候，卓越还没醒，这可真是“憨睡”了，怎么睡得这么憨？也不怕被火车带跑了？她决定还是叫醒他，不然的话，她一个人下了车，这辈子都不得安心，不知道他到底是跟她回家的，还是到这里来看朋友的，或者竟然是来偷内裤的。只有叫醒他，才知道谜底，不管谜底是好是坏，都比不知道谜底好。
她用一根手指头捅了捅他的肩膀，他睁开眼，用一种嘶哑的声音很傻气地问：“干什么？”
“到站了。”
他仍然是糊里糊涂的样子，问：“到你家了？”
她觉得他这话的意思有点象是专程跟她回家的，不由得高兴了起来，解释说：“还没到我家--- ”
“那你把我叫醒干什么？”
“到终点了--- ”
"What time is it?"
她忍不住格格笑起来：“是终点，就是最后一站，不是几点钟的钟点，你这个傻瓜--- ”
他好像被她一句“傻瓜”给骂醒了，猛地从床上坐起，头咚地一声碰在上铺。她心疼地说：“慢点，慢点，别把头碰破了--- ”
他揉了揉头，钻出床铺，做了几个扩胸运动，又做了几个上伸运动，然后伸开五指，两手交替着，从前往后，在头上一阵乱梳乱拢，居然把个头发弄得象刚吹过的一样神气活现了。
她一直笑咪咪地看着他，好像新婚的小两口刚从床上起来一样。他刚弄好，车就停了，他好像也没有洗脸上厕所的意思，老夫老妻地背上她的旅行袋，说：“下车吧。”
出了休息室的门，她