Chapter 8 Amy: Until Death (4) -1

Shi Yan was so choked by Huang Hai's words that she almost shed tears. This can be said to be the most serious thing she heard from a boy.She said angrily: "How do I know the situation of 'Pork Belly'? Can't you explain it clearly? Do you have to say it like this—sarcasm? I am concerned about you, and you think you—" The two were silent for a while, Huang Hai said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I--too much, many things have been--pressed in my heart recently, my temper is not very good, please forgive me--" She didn't say anything, and thought to herself, you have a lot of things in your heart, so you should take it out on me?I am not your punching bag, this person is to blame.

Huang Hai tentatively said: "That Zhuo Zhuo—I told you that you might not like to hear it—but I still want to remind you that he is definitely not—a kind person, and he must be very smart. You and him Together, only you suffer—" She said angrily, "Since when have I been with him?" "Isn't he chasing you?" "Don't be too whimsical, other people are married, why are you chasing me?" Huang Hai was silent again, and after a while he said: "If he is really married, then he is even more——dangerous. I can guarantee that he is trying to get your idea——"

She snorted disdainfully, thinking, I don't know better than you whether he chased him or not?But she didn't want to say that, she kind of hoped that Huang Hai would think that Excellence was chasing her, and she also hoped that he could produce evidence to make her believe that Excellence was chasing her.She pretended to ask casually: "You said he was chasing me, what evidence do you have?" "I have been to an infectious disease hospital, and there was no mention that people from the steel mill were looking for me, because the steel mill paid a deposit when they sent me to the hospital, saying that I was their guest, and they would pay for the hospitalization expenses, calling the hospital Ask them directly for money in the future.”

Shi Yan didn't understand what this had to do with Excellence, but asked in surprise: "You still ran back to the infectious disease hospital? Why?" "I want to find out and see if Zhuoyue is lying." "What did he lie about?" "Did you forget? He said that the steel factory asked him to investigate my whereabouts, so he asked you to inform me to leave City D, which is clearly a lie—" "Why is he telling this lie?" "Of course I want to push me away so that I can chase you—" Although this statement is a bit bizarre, Shi Yan still likes to hear it very much. She asked: "He chased after him, why did he send you away?"

Huang Hai hesitated and couldn't answer, and finally said: "He must be able to see that I - I am chasing you -" Shi Yan got two suitors at once, one admitted it personally, and the other was corroborated by this one, she was very unhappy, the depression of the past few days was swept away, her self-confidence suddenly swelled up, and she joked: "Are you chasing me? I do not know how?" "Of course you don't know, you don't look at me at all—" Now Shi Yan realized the seriousness of the matter again. Once Huang Hai made such an expression, she had to make a statement. If she said no, Huang Hai would definitely run away. This can be inferred from his stubbornness just now.But she didn't want to agree to be his girlfriend right now, so she hummed and said, "I just want to be a graduate student—"

"But you can't stand being pursued by someone like Zhuoyou—" "Who said that?" She still couldn't bear to say "he didn't chase me at all", so Huang Hai could vaguely feel that Zhuoyou was chasing her. "I said it. I can't be wrong, you beware of him--" She thinks boys in love are so funny, they treat everyone as rivals in love, she has only met Zhuo Liang for a few days, and Huang Hai only saw Zhuo Liang once in the hospital, so he firmly believes that Zhuo Liang is chasing her, and definitely It is only fun to belittle others into the mud.She didn't care how much they belittled each other, the more they hated each other the more it pleased her, because their hostility showed their love for her.

Later, I chatted with Huang Hai for a while, but didn't return to the topic of excellence, and Huang Hai didn't bring up the matter of going to dinner again. He only said that he would leave City D soon and would contact her when he returned. After she made the phone call, she was in a good mood, and she bragged about it to Yao Xiaoping during the meal, which was also a way to wash away the shame that no one took her seriously during the poker game that day. Yao Xiaoping said: "Look, look, did I tell you? He has such a flaw in appearance, he has a very big temper, and he is very sensitive. If you follow him, you will suffer. You are outside When he gets angry, don't even try to get a word of comfort from him when you get home, he will only take your grievances as a contempt for him, at that time, you will definitely not be able to bear the internal and external attacks—"

Shi Yan felt that what Yao Xiaoping said made sense. Although Huang Hai only lost his temper for a short while, it allowed her to see his true face in Lushan. Don't even try to get comfort from him when you get home with his bad words, you might be dumbed down with a single sentence: "I'm like this, it's not like you don't know, who told you to marry me?" It seems that Excellence is safer. If you are with Excellence, others will not say those nasty things at all. Every day outside you hear "Your husband is so handsome" and "Your husband is so capable", even if she puts those words Taking the comments home will not arouse Zhuoyou's disgust, on the contrary, it will only promote the relationship between them.

She thought about it for a while with such a good feeling about herself, and then she remembered that Excellence came back here for his girlfriend, and she was afraid that she would "think about others" when she saw the furniture. These two things, like two big bags, bulged together In her heart, she was very uncomfortable, and he was so cold to her, which made her hate him a little bit.She thought for a while, and asked, "You said my classmate was funny or not? I just met Zhuo Liang in the hospital and insisted that Zhuo Liang was chasing me. If he was really chasing me, wouldn't I, the client, not know?"

"These things, in Huang Hai's position, not to mention meeting him in the hospital, even if he doesn't see him, he can still detect clues from your words and deeds—" Yao Xiaoping asked worriedly, " Hey, do you think my speech and behavior have changed?" Shi Yan was thinking about and talking about her own affairs when she was suddenly pulled away by Yao Xiaoping. She couldn't react for a long time, and after a while she said perfunctorily, "I don't think your words and demeanor have changed—" "It's useless to you, because you're not in that position—I feel like my husband knows a little bit—if he comes to school—then I'm in trouble—"

"What's the benefit of him coming to school? Isn't that the one who lost himself?" "You can't say that. At this moment, men have no brains. They only think about revenge, even if they put themselves in it, they don't hesitate to-" Shi Yan seemed to be able to see Yao Xiaoping's husband holding a knife and desperately looking for Yao Xiaoping, so she couldn't help shivering, and advised, "I think you'd better forget it, don't take your life with you—" "Oh, don't worry about this, my husband won't do anything to me, he will go to Yan Jing to settle the score—" Shi Yan doesn't know why Yao Xiaoping is so sure, but she believes that Yao Xiaoping can do this, that is, she can confuse the two men. I've been married, but it seems that I can't play with two boys, let alone play with them, and I can't play with them one by one.She asked: "Huang Hai said that the steel mill didn't look for him everywhere, what do you think is going on here?" Yao Xiaoping was obviously thinking about her own business, and replied casually: "If you didn't look for it, you didn't look for it, isn't that good?" "But didn't you say that Zhuo Zhuo said that people from the steel factory asked him to investigate Huang Hai's whereabouts?" Yao Xiaoping thought for a while, and said, "What's so hard to understand? The steel mill didn't go to the infectious disease hospital to investigate Huang Hai's whereabouts, but went directly to Zhuoyou to investigate—" "But if the steel mill didn't go to the infectious disease hospital to investigate, how would they know that Zhuoyou went to the hospital to see the Yellow Sea the day before?" Yao Xiaoping was also stunned, and it took a long time before she said, "Could it be from the people in the guest house?" Shi Yan thinks this possibility is also possible, anyway, she doesn't care, no matter what the motivation for excellence is, it's not a bad thing.If the steel mill did investigate with Excellence, it means that Excellence did not lie, is of good quality, and has no selfishness. He can find a way to notify Huang Hai so quickly, which is almost as good as the person in "Casablanca"; And he made up such a plot to drive Huang Hai away, which means that he wants to chase her, which is also very good.Anyway, it's all good, and she didn't bother to find out whether the steel factory had looked for Excellence. She asked curiously: "Tell me, if Zhuoyue is really—as Huang Hai said, why was he—so—indifferent when he sent me back that day?" Yao Xiaoping said, "Who knows? Maybe it's playing hard to get." The two laughed, and Shi Yan asked, "How are you and Yan Jing?" "What else? Same old, but he said he'd take me to his house this weekend—" "Huh? So fast? You just went to see your in-laws?" "Where is the meeting with the in-laws? It's the fellow villagers. My uncle was kind to his father. When his father was in the countryside for labor reform, my uncle helped him a lot. Once his father was kicked by a cow and almost died. It was my uncle who desperately sent him to the county hospital to save his life—" "His father is now a professor, and he still remembers your uncle, it's not easy—" "Well, his father is quite grateful, maybe he can help me with my stay in school without being his daughter-in-law—" "Then you're not going to be serious—all right?" Yao Xiaoping said in embarrassment: "Actually, I also like rigorous ones. An unmarried man who is younger than me can still be fascinated by me. It would be a bit hypocritical to say that I don't like it." Yes. But—after all, his feelings are based on my lies, and when he finds out, he might—hate me to death—. What happened to your graduation assignment? " "I haven't even thought about assignments—" "If the school doesn't let you take the postgraduate entrance examination, why don't you consider the assignment?" "I don't know what to think about—" "I don't know if Zhuoyue's mother can play a role. She belongs to the Municipal Education Commission, so she may not be able to play a role in the matter of staying in school, because our teacher's college is managed by the province, but if you want to find someone in D City Middle school teaching, I guess it’s okay—” When Shi Yan heard that he was teaching a middle school in D city, his head grew big. He studied so hard for so many years, just to teach a middle school in D city?But now even this seems to have to ask Joyoung's mother to help, otherwise, she might be assigned back to "Dongdongguai".Now she is a little envious of Yao Xiaoping having such a visionary uncle. If she also has such an uncle, wouldn't she be able to stay in school?Although the teacher's college is not good, it is still much better than the middle school in D city.I heard from Yao Xiaoping that when teaching in a middle school, you have to sit in class, and you have to supervise the students. Maybe you have to be the class teacher, so it was posted 24 hours a day. She also had to worry about graduation assignments. She asked her parents to help her find out whether the middle school at "Dongdongguai" allows teachers to take postgraduate exams. If it is allowed, then she will go to " Dongdongguai", and then go out from there to take the postgraduate entrance examination.But the results of her parents' inquiry made her very chilling. Not only the middle school in "Dongdongguai" did not allow teachers to take the postgraduate entrance examination, but the entire "Dongdong" school did not allow it, because it was rare for people to be assigned to that place, so it was not allowed to be assigned. will be let out.The more people are not allowed to come out, the less people will go in; the more people are not allowed to go in, the more people are not allowed to come out.The whole vicious circle. Now she has to find a way in City D, but she is too embarrassed to ask Zhuoyue for help, because Zhuoyue has never heard from her since the time he sent her off on a motorcycle. What kind of situation made her wish to arrest Huang Hai and question him, to see if there was something wrong with his intuition. After Huang Hai returned, he sent a letter, thanking Shi Yan for his help.It can be seen that Huang Hai tried his best to return to the old style of writing letters, but after all this, he seemed unable to go back.She also seems unable to go back. Every time she writes a letter, she doesn't know what to write, but every time she reads the letter, she hopes that Huang Hai will express something. Once Huang Hai really expresses something, she will be scared again. To see is to imply that now is not the time. Fortunately, Huang Hai has always insisted on writing letters, and Shi Yan has also insisted on replying letters. She is ashamed to write longer than him, and even more embarrassed to write more frequently than him. She must wait for him to write a letter before replying to him. And I have to postpone it for a few days, and then I am sorry for being too busy these days. Later, Huang Hai wrote to her and told her that he decided to stay in school, because his school did not allow fresh undergraduates to take the postgraduate entrance examination. It has been a long time since he encouraged her to take the postgraduate entrance examination, because she had already told him that the school does not allow fresh graduates to take the postgraduate entrance examination.But this time he said in the letter: "I hope you will be admitted to University A as soon as possible to study as a graduate student." The matter of graduation assignments weighed heavily on Shi Yan's heart like a big rock. After coming to this world for so many years, it was the first time that she realized how weak she was.Maybe she was single and weak in the past, but it was not the time to use "potential" and "strength" at that time.From elementary school to high school, I read as soon as I read, and I can do it without making connections to open the back door.Even for university entrance exams, it seems that there is no need to open the back door, or it is useless to open it. You only get so many points in the test, and no matter how you open the back door, it is equal to zero. But this time is different. It seems that besides the ability, there is also a problem of "relationship network". It can even be said that the "relationship network" is mainly at work.The students are busy looking for connections and opening the back door, but most of them are looking for connections and opening the back door in their own hometowns, because they don't seem to have thought of going anywhere else, they just plan to go back to their hometown, but To get into a better school, or get an official job. Shi Yan has always looked down on this kind of thinking. What kind of future can this kind of "community come and go, team come and team go" approach have?She always felt that they were all sparrows and didn't understand her great ambitions, so she never cared what those people were thinking or doing, and she didn't find boyfriends among those people, what did they do?Go back to that shitty place with them? She herself has never thought of going back to her hometown. For her, reading is to escape from that place. If she can't escape, what else should she read?One of the important reasons why she wanted to go to a prestigious school was that she could escape farther and escape to a more remarkable place by going to a prestigious school.But now it seems that she can only be described as "so ambitious". Fortunately, she hasn't shown her lofty ambitions in front of those chicks, otherwise, she will definitely be joked by others. Her parents can't help much, they can only make a little effort in her hometown, and the result of running around can get her into any middle school in "Dongdong", or a middle school in a nearby county town.But after that boundary, they didn't break. She is also trying her best to find a way. First of all, she is trying to stay in school. Her grades have always been good. If grades alone are the basis, the department should definitely keep her.She and Yao Xiaoping both applied to stay in school, and two boys also applied to stay in school.The department pretended to ask all four of them to give a trial lecture. Although she knew it was a feint, she still tried her best to prepare, and she felt that the trial lecture was also very good. But the final result was that her test scores were not as high as Yao Xiaoping's. The department said that Yao Xiaoping had taught in the county for many years and had teaching experience. There is no teaching experience, and the teaching is relatively rigid.Staying in school is for teaching, not reading, so you can't just look at your academic performance, but your actual teaching ability. On the whole, Yao Xiaoping is more suitable to stay in school. She hated this kind of hypocrisy in the department. If you want to open the back door, just say that Yao Xiaoping has a back door, and we will keep her but not you.Now that she's done like this, she didn't stay in school and she became useless herself, what a shame! She knew that Yao Xiaoping's strict father played a role in Yao Xiaoping's stay in school. Although his strict father was only a professor in the physical education department, he was still a professor, better than someone like her who had no help at all.For a while, she really wanted to go to the department and report that Yao Xiaoping opened the back door, but she thought it was mean and useless. Of course the department knew that Yao Xiaoping opened the back door. For a while, she wanted to tell Yan Jing that Yao Xiaoping had a husband, but she felt that was also despicable, and now Yao Xiaoping might not be relying on the strict relationship at all, but relying on her farsighted uncle. Yao Xiaoping seemed to know her thoughts, she always seemed a little guilty in front of her, and always said: "Actually, you have better grades than me, so I should keep you, but—there are so many backdoors in the department, even if they don't keep me, it's not necessarily so. I can keep you, most likely I will keep that plum tree, because his father is the chief financial officer of the steel factory—” Shi Yan didn't know what role the financial director of the steel factory was, but she felt that what Yao Xiaoping said made sense. She was not the only one who wanted to stay in school. , then why bother Yao Xiaoping's good deeds? Huang Hai also tried to find a way for her in F City, and went to various local middle schools to see if there were any bad teachers. The middle school in F City is short of teachers, and they are very interested in hearing about Shi Yan's situation, but the school is unable to transfer her account for her, saying that if they can solve the account issue by themselves, then they can hire Shi Yan.But at that time, it was probably more difficult to get the household registration from city D to city F by one's own strength, so it became a stalemate again: without a household registration in city F, you can't work in city F ; Without a job in City F, you cannot transfer your account to City F. Huang Hai ran for a while, but didn't make a name for himself. Every time he wrote a letter, he apologized.Sometimes Shi Yan doesn't want to correspond with him very much, because he is so lucky to stay in University A, and what about her?Not even a teacher academy can stay.If the parting of ways four years ago can be attributed to a mistake in an exam, then I really don't know what to say this time.If there is no Huang Hai, she can still comfort herself, saying that those who stay in school open the back door, but with Huang Hai, it would be difficult to say that, because his parents are at the "dongdong", what kind of back door can he have to open?People rely entirely on strength. She was a little strange that Huang Hai apologized and encouraged so much, but never said, "Then I will go where you go, if you go to 'dongdong', I will go to 'dongdong' ', if you stay in city D, I will go to city D", if he said that, she would definitely fall into his arms, but he didn't say, but kept saying "I hope you can get into university A soon "Graduate student" was on the lips, as if he was afraid that no one would know that he was in University A. From this point, she couldn't help thinking of Zhuo Liang, who came back to City D from K Oita for the sake of his girlfriend.And what about Huang Hai?I said before that I would come to City D, but when it came to the critical moment, I dared not say it anymore. It is really Lu Yao who knows the horsepower, and the fire sees the real gold. Just when Shi Yan had basically accepted the tragic fate of returning to "Dongdong" to teach middle school, Zhuo Zhuo suddenly came to him.That day she had just showered and washed her hair, and she hadn't tidied herself up yet. Her hair was disheveled, and her face was also abnormally red from being soaked in hot water, so she heard someone call her: "Shi, someone is looking for you—— " She ran outside the dormitory and saw Zhuo Liang standing there, her face became even redder, as hot as a fire.Seeing her coming out, Zhuo Zhuo didn't speak, just stared at her face.She hurriedly covered her face with both hands, and asked, "You -- what do you need from me?" "Well, there's something wrong, come down with me—" His voice is so unquestionable, even a little commanding, if it is placed on others, she must be very disgusted, and she is going to rebel, but because it is Zhuoyou who said it, she is like a primary school student hearing the order from the head teacher , I don’t know that there are other possibilities besides obeying.Without thinking, she said, "Okay, wait for me to change my clothes." He didn't answer, as if there was nothing to do, she ran back quickly, found a dress that could go out, put it on, turned around and ran back outside the dormitory, and saw that Zhuo Liang was no longer there.She ran to the window to take a look, and saw him standing on the motorcycle, not sure if he was waiting for her or preparing to leave alone.She stood by the window for a while and found that he hadn't moved. Knowing that he was waiting for her, she ran downstairs quickly.He still didn't speak, but he was obviously waiting for her to sit up himself, and she sat in the back seat like last time, grabbing the underside of his seat with her hands. He asked, "Are you seated? I'll start when I'm seated—" He didn't say where he was going to take her, and she didn't ask him where he was going to take her. The two seemed to have made an appointment a long time ago.He drove to a restaurant before he stopped the car and asked her to get off first, then he got out of the car with one leg. She asked, "This is—what place?" "hell." "what?" "Hell, do you dare to come in with me?" Seeing his serious look, she couldn't help but want to laugh.He made a gesture of "please" and asked her to go ahead. He walked not far behind her. She felt as if he was pushing her forward with both hands, but she clearly knew that his hands were not there. Touched her, but there was a feeling that he was pushing her.As she walked, she turned her head and looked up at him from time to time, and he made another "please" gesture, probably telling her to keep going. Finally, he came to a room that looked like a private room, and he said, "Here we are, please come in." The two walked in and saw two people already sitting there, middle-aged men who seemed to be cadres.Shi Yan still didn't know why Zhuo Liang brought her here, and was guessing wildly there, when he heard Zhuo Liang's introduction: "This is Section Chief Zhang of the Teachers College, and this is Director Liu of the Education Committee—this is Shi Yan—" " Shi Yan had never dealt with such high-ranking officials before, so she hurriedly greeted them stammeringly. After the greeting, she didn't know what to say, so she just sat in her seat cautiously and listened to them. Judging from the tone of those three people, they are still waiting for one person, probably the most important person.After a while, Zhuoyou went out, not knowing whether to call or wait for someone.The other two men were talking there by themselves, and Shi Yan sat there alone, very embarrassed, and began to hate Zhuoyou in her heart, what is the trick?Without prior notice, and without telling what happened when we got here, how could there be such an arbitrary and domineering person in the world? But she seemed to like this kind of arbitrariness in her heart, thinking that a man should have such a little grace, he can take care of you like a bird, and everything will be arranged for you. After a while, Zhuo Zhuo came in accompanied by a man who was more middle-aged than the two middle-aged men, and introduced that he was Vice President Zhang of the Teachers College.Shi Yan has been in the teacher's college for several years, and this is the first time that she has seen the dean of her own college so closely, and it seems that there is nothing special about it, at least in terms of appearance. Several people started to order, and everyone took a menu to study, but in the end, Vice President Zhang ordered two dishes, and the rest were handled by Zhuoyou. Shi Yan was always in a tense and unnatural state, and those few people neither talked to her much nor talked about any specific things. They were all persuading her to drink. In the end, they were finally full of wine and food, so they all took their leave and got up to leave the banquet.When several people arrived outside the restaurant, there was another burst of polite chatter, at least for a minute or twenty minutes before the three really left.Shi Yan and Zhuoyue stood outside the restaurant, you looked at me, I looked at you, she asked in a low voice, "What's going on today?" "Today? Treat you to dinner." "Why please—me?" "The matter you assigned, who do you invite if you don't ask?" "My assignment? How do you know what I want—where?" "I'm very clever." "You must have heard from Yao Xiaoping, right?" "I still need her to tell? It's obvious—" She plucked up the courage to ask: "Then why did you help me?" "It must be because I like you—" She didn't expect him to say that, she thought he would be more tactful, and then she forced him little by little, and he retreated little by little, and finally she forced him to speak out, it would be more real.How did he know that he said it all at once, it was too easy to say, but it didn't seem to be true. I don't know if it was because he drank too much.She said sheepishly, "You must have drunk too much—" He smiled slyly: "Don't you girls always guess boys like this? No matter who it is, as long as they help you, they all want to chase you—" This remark made her very angry, and she retorted: "Don't say that all the girls are so—unbearable, I don't speculate on boys like this—" "It's just a matter of admitting or not—" She was very annoyed by what he said, and she was about to lose her temper, but he changed his tone and said calmly: "Yao Xiaoping told me, she said she always felt sorry for you, you should have stayed in school, In the end, because of her, you didn't stay in school, but she really needed the place to stay in school, and even if she quit, the place to stay in school might not necessarily fall on you, so she asked me if I could Ask my mother to do me a favor and assign you to the teaching middle school in D City—” She thought she was staying in school, because she saw that among the people invited was the vice president of the teacher's college or something, but hearing his current tone, he was only staying in D city to teach the middle school, and her heart sank: "Then why don't you ask him first?" Me? Actually, I don’t want to stay in D City to teach middle school—” "why?" "No reason, I just don't want to teach middle school in D city, I'd rather go back to my hometown. If I'm there, it may be better to find acquaintances to sign up for the postgraduate entrance examination. If I'm in D city, I'm afraid I'll stay for ten or eight years. They don't let you take the postgraduate entrance examination--" "Oh? That's it—" She complained and said apologetically, "You should have asked me first—so as not to—waste some money—why should I pay for the meal?" "I scared you like that last time, do you dare to pay this time?" She didn't know why he kept telling her faults, was it because he couldn't speak, or did he want to appear smart?She said angrily: "It's not a matter of daring or not. I pay this bill to express my gratitude. In the future, without my permission, please don't make up your own mind to help—" Shi Yan thought that Zhuoyou would never let her pay, at least he would be polite for a while, how could he know that he really gave her the bill.She took it over and saw that it was more than two hundred yuan, which was her living expenses for several months. Although her savings was definitely enough to pay for the money, she was a little annoyed: this person is interesting, and he didn't even call in advance. Just help out, treat people like hell, and end up paying the bills, and if everyone does that, I'm going bankrupt by now? Angrily, she stuffed the bill into her small bag and said, "I don't bring so much money with me now, I'll give it to you when I go back to get it—" Zhuo Liang was not polite, he just looked at her with interest, which made her even angrier, and turned her head away to ignore him.On the way back, the two basically didn't talk much until they reached the door of her dormitory. Only then did Zhuozhuo say, "Don't tell Yao Xiaoping if you stay in school—" "What about staying in school?" "Your stay in school." "What school do I stay in?" "Of course it's the school of Liushiyuan—" "Didn't you just say—that you teach middle school?" "Where did I say? I said that Yao Xiaoping asked me to help you find a middle school to teach in City D, but I didn't say that I obeyed her—" She was stunned: "Then you mean—" He smiled slyly and asked, "Do you regret losing your temper early? It's a bit embarrassing, right?" She almost went up and punched him: "You—why are you such a person? Always make fun of others?" "It's not that I'm making fun of you, it's that you lost your temper when you didn't listen to everything—" She was so embarrassed, she was so angry just now, but now she seemed unable to turn around.She stood stupidly for a while, and asked, "Then there are only two people left in the department at once?" "Who said there are two people left in the department?" Seeing that he was teasing her again, she said coquettishly, "Are you teasing me again? I'm ignoring you—" "Do you girls think that boys are afraid that they will ignore them?" She hated his comments like "you girls" and "you girls" the most. She didn't know whether it was because she hated him treating her like other girls, or because she hated him being so subjective—or so ruthless.She urged: "Don't mess with me, what's going on, tell me quickly—" He seemed to be able to detect real anger and fake anger, and when he saw that she was really going to be angry, he stopped trying to keep it up and said, "It's not that she stays in the department, the place in the department has already been given to Yao Xiaoping—" "Where is that left?" "The scientific research office of the foreign school---" She was taken aback: "Scientific research office? What am I—what do I stay there for?" He smiled and said, "If you were asked to be the director there, would you do it?" Knowing that he was messing with her again, she subconsciously raised a hand to hit him, but stopped only halfway.He teased her and said, "You lost your temper just now—do you look like Hao Sijia in "Ladle"?" Fortunately, she still glanced at the story of "The Scoop", otherwise I really don't know what he is talking about.She didn't answer, but her face was a little red, because she remembered that when Hao Sijia lost her temper, Ruide Brad saw her, and Ruide seemed to have fallen in love with Hao Sijia since then.Now Zhuozhuo compares her to Hao Sijia, does it mean that he also likes her?She felt that he was a guy who liked to tease people, and who liked to make a fuss about girls' vanity, so she shot this guess in her heart. "Is it a secretary? I don't want to be a secretary—" she asked. "How can I let you be a vase for others? Of course not." She thought his tone of voice was weird, a bit like a boyfriend talking to his girlfriend, and a bit like bragging, as if he could put her where he wanted to put her, she asked curiously : "What the hell is that?" "Vice President Zhang who came today is in charge of scientific research, and he still needs an assistant in the scientific research department—" She didn't understand: "What's the difference between an assistant and a secretary?" "Of course there is a difference. The difference is huge. The title is different, the salary is different, the future is different, everything is different—" She thought about it for a while, and insisted: "But I don't think I'm suitable—with officials, I'm only suitable for—technical work—" He didn't refute, just said: "Take your time, these things can't be rushed, and you can't reach the sky in one step, stay in the teacher's academy first, and you can slowly transfer later—" She still couldn't believe it was real, it felt like a dream, the two stood in front of her dormitory for a while, and he said: "It's getting late, go up and rest—" She said goodbye to him, and went upstairs, still in a daze, how could such a thing happen?As if she couldn't explain it at all, she found Yao Xiaoping impatiently, and told all about today's events, and then remembered that Zhuo Zhuo said not to tell Yao Xiaoping first, although she couldn't see why she couldn't tell Yao Xiaoping, but she couldn't help feeling a little bit. Regretted, afraid that Zhuo Liang would be unhappy if he found out, he quickly added: "Don't tell Zhuo Liang that I told you about it, he told me not to tell you—" Yao Xiaoping didn't seem to care about Zhuoyue's defense against her, but said enviously: "Huh? Stay in the school's scientific research office? That's better than staying in the department! Be an assistant to Dean Zhang? Then you won't be an assistant to the principal? This Zhiqiang is too clever, how could he leave you in the scientific research office all at once? Shi, you have to thank me, if I didn't come forward to find him, how could you have such good luck?" Shi Yan hesitated and said: "Actually, I don't like to stay in the scientific research office. I——I'm not a material for dealing with leaders. I'm scared when I look at them—" "Don't be stupid, what's so important about leaders? Aren't they human? Humans have their weaknesses. Leaders also eat and shit. Leaders also like young and beautiful girls. Leaders also like to listen to flattery. What's the difference with ordinary people? ? If you stay in the scientific research office, you can often deal with the people above, you will have more chances to get promoted, and you can also meet many powerful people, which will definitely be good for your future development—” In Shi Yan's heart, there is only the "development" of the postgraduate entrance examination, and any other development is undeveloped. First, she doesn't like to deal with the leaders, and second, she is afraid that if she enters the office, she will have no chance to take the postgraduate entrance examination in the future, or she will not be able to do so. I have lost my major for a long time, and I can't pass the exam.But seeing that Yao Xiaoping respected this position so much, she also felt that she was a little bit unaware of her blessings, and she was afraid that Yao Xiaoping would say that she was not greedy enough.她开玩笑说：“你这么喜欢这个职位，那我们换换行不行？” “你真的愿意换啊？要真愿意的话，那我肯定跟你换。不过卓越肯定不会同意的，他怎么会舍得把这个好位子给我？”姚小萍揣摩说，“看来这个卓越还真有两把刷子呢，至少在D 市是这样。他分回D 市来真是聪明，如果他分在F 市那样的地方，就只是一个无名之辈，谁把他当回事啊？但在D 市，他就可以呼风唤雨，因为他的关系网都在这里，可能主要是他爸爸妈妈建立起来的－－” 石燕本来对卓越为女朋友回D 市有点疙疙瘩瘩的，听姚小萍这样一说，又觉得这比为女朋友回D 市还糟糕。为女朋友回D 市，还有一点浪漫色彩在里面，虽然是为别的女孩儿而浪漫，但总的来说，骨子里还算得上浪漫，也许以后可以为她而浪漫。但如果完全是为了关系网回D 市的，就一点也不浪漫了，市侩得可以。她打抱不平说：“我觉得他不是为这个回D 市的，应该是为他女朋友回来的－－” 姚小萍似乎对这个不感兴趣，没接这个话碴，只说：“如果你真不愿意在科研办公室干，我真愿意跟你换换－－” “你说我如果留在科研办公室，会不会影响以后考研究生？” “应该是不会影响的，”姚小萍想了一下，说“不过要看卓越希望不希望你考研究生了，如果他不希望你考研究生的话，他肯定有办法让你考不成研究生－－” “我考研究生，关他什么事？怎么会有他希望不希望的问题？” “怎么不关他的事呢？难道他帮了你这么大的忙，你还不嫁给他？” “你这么说，好像他是为了－－什么目的才帮我一样，其实他只是看在你面子上－－” “哪里有这种事？我跟他非亲非故，他为什么要看我面子？可能他一直就想帮你忙，但没有借口。我请他帮你忙，他就有了一个借口了－－” “那他为什么要想帮我忙？” “当然是喜欢你罗－－” “但是如果他喜欢的话，怎么前段时间又－－没什么表示呢？” “那我就不知道了，可能他想先让你落难，然后他再出手相救，这样你就会对他心存感激。如果他先就追你了，那现在他帮你就成了天经地义的了，你就不知道感恩了，帮得不好还要怪他一头包－－这也算一种追求技巧吧－－” 石燕一听这话，就在心里给卓越扣了一大把分，这叫什么？完全是耍花招嘛，这也能算“喜欢”？只能算狡猾。对她来说，男生头脑还清醒着都不能算爱上了，更何况还清醒得可以使用伎俩？ 那天夜晚她又没睡好，这次主要是在考虑到底要不要留在科研办公室，她觉得这会是个尴尬事，如果留在那里，又不做卓越的女朋友，那她永远会觉得自己欠了卓越一个人情。如果干脆就跟卓越做男女朋友，她又还没迈出那一步的决心，因为她觉得无论怎么推理，卓越对她的爱情都值得怀疑。如果他事先一直没想到帮她，是姚小萍出面请求，他才来帮她的，那说明他一直以来对她都不关心，那怎么可能是爱情呢？当然，如果卓越真是从一开始就在留心她，想追她，却要等到现在才出手相救，那说明他真的很会算计，很知道追女生的技巧，那又怎么算得上爱情呢？ 想来想去，她决定还是不要接受卓越的帮助，这样她就不用欠他一个人情，而且可以考验他一下，看他是不是真喜欢她，反正她也不是很喜欢在这个科研办公室工作，那个张副院长，看上去就不那么地道，人又长得丑，以后每天对着这么个丑人，还要点头哈腰，唯命是从的，那还叫人过的日子？ 她打定了主意，第二天就跟姚小萍商量：“我想好了，我还是回家乡去吧，了不起熬两年，就可以考研究生－－你知道不知道怎么跟卓越联系？” “我有他那栋楼的电话号码，你可以给他打电话－－你真的不留校了？” “我不想欠他一个人情，我也不喜欢跟领导打交道，再说那工作根本不是我的专业，读了四年书，最后还是去做个－－助理，那不把我的专业全都丢了？” 姚小萍听得直摇头：“你完全是个书呆子，读书是为了什么？不就是为了找工作吗？什么专业不专业的，有几个是真正喜欢自己专业的？还不都是为了今后好找工作？既然你找到了，还管什么专业对不对口呢？” 石燕还是坚持要给卓越打电话，姚小萍说：“如果你真不愿意去科研办公室，那你干脆给卓越说我愿意去得了，总比浪费了一个名额好－－”