Chapter 11 101-110

101 We settled down at "Wujiangyu". Before we had eaten two bites of the hot pot, Yuan Xiaochen arrived and sat next to me while talking on the phone. Seeing us all drunk, Daqing asked, "Why are you so old?" Show your face? Are you busy with an office romance?" Yuan Xiaochen hugged my arm and said: "No, the company is too busy and there is no time to sleep. If I don't make money, who will support our bastard?" "The circles under my eyes are red, is it because of the class work, or because of the bastard's anger?" Lao Tai asked. "It makes the bastard angry." Yuan Xiaochen glanced at me, "You entertain me at work, it's unbalanced, I can't live through this day, let's go, get a divorce!"

"Didn't you see, I've been bent over by the heavy entertainment life, I don't have the energy to get divorced." I said. "These two are pretty good." Jiancheng said listlessly after taking a sip of beer. 102 It's already midnight, there was too much noise just now, and now everyone is out of energy, dozing off while eating, and doesn't even bother to pick up the hot pot. Suddenly, everyone's phones rang one after another. It was another group of people who had arrived at the KTV. Singing a drunken song, calling everyone to come over, everyone agreed on the phone, and scattered like birds and beasts as soon as they went out.

Yuan Xiaochen got into my car and didn't know what to say. I asked her: "You have such a temper, is it because you are too nervous at work?" Yuan Xiaochen got angry when he heard it: "You're too nervous at work! It's not to make you angry, can I do this properly?" "Don't yell at me, my ears can't stand it." I said with a smile. "I just yelled, just yelled, what's the matter?" she said arrogantly. "What's the matter? You look like an idiot, didn't you hit the glass door just now?" I still said with a smile.

Yuan Xiaochen suddenly laughed, and said while hitting me: "You are an idiot! Let me tell you, don't think you are anything special, you are my puppet, I can fuck you whenever I want, go, Go back and wash the bed and wait!" 103 A few days later, I learned that Yuan Xiaochen was a bit frustrated at work. She thought she could be the director of the general manager's office, but unexpectedly, an internally appointed person took over. Yuan Xiaochen was very angry because he ordered others to rely on others when he made a mistake, and worked under him. "Come on, there is no smooth sailing in your career. When you become the general manager in the future, don't use such a person." I comforted her like this.

"What kind of career do you do? What kind of career do I have as a working girl? Counting money for others is called a career? I don't like doing it anymore." He did what he said, and since then, Yuan Xiaochen’s enthusiasm for work has greatly decreased. He stopped earning overtime pay, stopped learning Italian, and even returned the rented house next to the company. It doesn't matter if you arrive late or leave early. According to her, she just waits for the company to fire her wholeheartedly.I thought of her miserable expression before, as if she was so busy trying to tear herself apart, I wanted to laugh. 104

The oppression of white-collar workers is unfathomable. This point is undoubtedly revealed by Yuan Xiaochen. When she was aggressive before, her mental state was like a fully drawn bow, ready to be called at any time. Now, Yuan Xiaochen has changed completely. As soon as the phone rang, she showed impatience on her face. When answering the phone, she either pretended to be asleep or pretended to visit her sick parents. In short, it was a lie, and she didn't take drafts of nonsense. If someone asked her to check a phone number, she would deliberately Picked up a fashion magazine and flipped through it for a while, then said she couldn’t find it, someone asked her to order a table, and she was sure to book an expensive and bad place, and someone from above asked her to accompany her, she could take people It took me two hours to send them back to the hotel. When negotiating, what I took out of the bag was not the company's contract, but my script outline. I didn't even bother to change my clothes. She said it was fine to wear a suit for a week. It's clean, and I can wear it next week. I didn't like to speak ill of people before, but now I'm home, and I'll tell everyone in the company by name first. I searched for things, and didn't stop until I came back. We had a meal in a small restaurant outside for 30 yuan, and she could ask someone to issue an invoice of 800 yuan for reimbursement. The momentum of the company's work, I saw that once her enthusiasm was frustrated, her rebound was unprecedentedly fierce. Now she has become a small oily person, busy with things that only talk but don't practice, and talk small in front of people Surprisingly sweet, put down the phone and call people idiots.She is quite proud of herself: "Do you think they are cheap? No one can offend me if I am such a fool. I earn more money than before, and they still say I am good. Hey, you say this is a good multinational foreign company. Why? Once you get into the Chinese, you can't do anything?"

105 As Yuan Xiaochen's enthusiasm for work has dropped dramatically, on the other hand, the enthusiasm for me has spread like a raging fire, and the details of life are full of things. She went to Guangzhou on a business trip and even carried a large bag of my change of clothes. I took them to the hotel for dry cleaning, and then worked tirelessly to transport them back on hangers. The company’s things, no matter whether they were useful or not, were taken home one after another, not to mention small shredders and cameras. The display products used in the exhibition are also taken home, and unheard of things such as passive electric drills, special walkie-talkies, sensors, etc. are piled up everywhere, and all the gifts used by the company for public relations attack me and me. A friend of mine is at home, not to mention high-end electric razors and foreign wines. She even seriously considered breaking a small refrigerator in the company, reporting the damage and moving it home to repair it. Next to the bedside table in the bedroom, if I hadn't stopped her, she would have risked being electrocuted to carry it out.

"Hey, Yuan Xiaochen, it's glorious!" One day, I played with an electric stapler she brought back from the company, "Now you have become the most famous thief in the company." "There are many people who earn more than me. None of the company's dozen or so high-end cars is driven by a driver. It's either the boss or the second boss or their Xiaomi. What am I? I'm the most timid and kindest car in the company. Little Vole." The most powerful thing is yet to come, since she had a sense of unfairness about work, the ensuing deepening of this feeling, that is, she now completely regards work as a kind of slavery.Of course, when you are angry, you always have to vent it, so she chose a way to vent it, and that is sex.

106 After get off work, she often doesn’t even take a shower, just pulls a chair and sits next to me. Before she can make a sound, there is already a look of earnestness on her face. I know that the energy she accumulated at work is ready to be used on me. , a word, that is persuasion. "Hey, it's about time, go to the preparatory activities and make me look pleasing to the eye." "what to prepare?" "Fire!" she said crisply. "I don't have the energy! Go back and climb Mount Everest once, and let's talk about it after absorbing the spirit of heaven and earth."

"so--" "Why so—" "I mean, you have to practice if you don't have physical strength, right? If you don't practice for one day, you know it. If you don't practice for two days, the master knows it. If you don't practice for three days, people all over the world can see it." "Practice what? Is there anything to practice?" "Hey, hey, my classmate writer, why don't you just lie down and write without understanding this point? Huh? People who practice martial arts want to practice well, they have to pay attention to winter training and summer training. We are not like silverware. The head of the wax gun, it’s over after gesturing until it’s done, and there must be a talk.” She shook her head again and said crisply.

"What are you talking about? Talking about learning to sing? It's Peking Opera! Translated into English, it's called our old Beijing opera!" "Listen, you don't need English, Chinese is fine, four words, study hard! Even if you have to translate this into English, you are an idiot, understand? Let me tell you—diligence, thrifty diligence , Diligent, Diligent, Diligent! Learn, learn endlessly, learn tirelessly! Suffering, suffering that is not afraid of suffering, suffering that takes pleasure in suffering! Practice, practice every day, practice as much as you can Practicing! Practicing to your death, I’m not paying my life to practice—how, I’ll put this little common sense at your feet today, what’s the matter? Idiot, do you need me to say more?” She spoke even more crisply!I really want to beat the small gong for her on the side to match her rhythm. 107 The summer of that year was also full of pornographic atmosphere. Walking on the street, the summer was so hot, the girls fluttered their skirts and shaking thighs, making people flustered. Although there were many exposed parts, they still reminded people of the unexposed parts. In short, sexual assaults are everywhere, making people's minds full of useless fantasies, not to mention the perfect body on the billboards. Often I am so angry that I almost throw a rage in the street after walking for a long time. That's right. My libido challenge!I try not to look around, so as not to The idea of ​​crime is endless in my mind. Out of self-defense, I almost decided not to buy those products that use beautiful women as advertisements this summer, in order to retaliate against their immoral trick of using beautiful women to anger me in summer, so that beautiful women and businessmen will be together bankruptcy.But having said that, the atmosphere belongs to the atmosphere, and the ability is another matter. As far as my experience is concerned, no matter how boundless sexual fantasies or huge sexual plans are, they cannot match the power of reality. People will soon be satisfied, people are such a kind of animal that lives in imagination, often in half an hour of actual combat, all desires will disappear in an instant, and only then will I know what the original "three Staying in bed for three days and nights" is purely a rumor, especially when your sexual partner is only one person, I mean, when one is not new and the other is not rich enough, it can't make you turn the tide. Those websites or magazines introduce Buying new pajamas, putting on perfume, changing poses, foreplay and afterplay are all nonsense, such an old man, such an old place, who has the patience to toss and turn nonsense over and over again!From my point of view, mutual respect and brevity are enough. Instead of raising the national flag, you have to perform a serious performance ceremony under the watchful eyes of the public, making it look like it is real. 108 But Yuan Xiaochen’s thinking is different from mine. In fact, we are in different states. I have passed puberty, and I am at home all day, watching the computer, reading idle books, and there is nothing around me that stimulates my desires. Yuan Xiaochen, of course it doesn't matter, but she is different. I don't know what place sex occupies in her life, and I don't know what sex represents in her heart. I just feel that since she got out of the busy work of the company , The ability is amazing, basically it can be described as never having enough, and she doesn't hide it in front of me. Sometimes, I want to laugh when I think of her flustered and sad face tortured by sexual desire at a young age. 109 "I'm disappointed in everything now, and I think it's just that, but I always miss you, and I panic every day, as if someone lit a fire in my back." One night, she hugged As I uttered such moving words, it seemed to me that behind them her whole dissatisfied life was sunk in shadow, and she, driven by passion, was helpless in the darkness Struggling endlessly, in front of her is endless material and endless emotional emptiness, all of which are being hurt by her own fantasy all the time. "What do you want?" I asked her. "I want everything," she said. "Actually, I don't know if I really want it." 110 At that time, she loved watching pornographic movies very much, and sometimes forced me to buy them. She often watched pornographic movies and forgot to eat and sleep. Suddenly, he intentionally turned up the loud voice to attract my attention, and then stood in front of me disheveled, often with his hands behind his back. "Is there something wrong?" I raised my eyes from the computer to look at her. She was silent, staring at me with her eyes. "It's okay, continue." I turned around and continued to look at the computer. She hit me. "What's the matter? Just say it." "Isn't that obvious? Do you want me to say it clearly?" "Tell me and I'll listen." "Do not say." "Don't tell me how do I know what you mean?" "Aren't you a beast? How could you not know?" "But I'm not in heat yet." "But here I am." "How did you get here?" "I can not make it." "Then you just stand like this and let it dry out more, or go to the screen window to blow some air, maybe—" "What's the matter—quick, hurry up—don't want to mess around, you—" "Wait for me for a while, I'll find a rope and tie you up to the street." "If you don't go to the street, you don't go to the street." "Then what do you want?" "I've been working for a day, and I've been a white-collar worker for a day, and I don't have any entertainment when I come back. Don't you feel ashamed?" "I take it you want to engage in sexual activity, is this legitimate entertainment?" "It's not considered pornography between us, I'm colorless and you are ruthless, aren't you?" "what do you mean--" "I mean, it's time for us to have fun, too." I looked at my watch, it was only eight o'clock in the evening: "Read newspapers, watch TV, go to the street, go to the cinema, or set up a chess stand on the roadside, play checkers, you choose one entertainment - I will personally provide it." She rolled her eyes: "You can figure it out. Anyway, I finished watching TV. Because the content is very unhealthy, I was affected badly." "so what?" "So, I also want to influence you!" "What TV are you watching? Is that a national show?" "I let it go myself." "What kind of weird programs are you playing?" "Let's go and have a look together." After speaking, she stretched out her hand to pull me. "I don't watch it, I only watch the programs that the national TV station provides for me and all citizens, a small private TV station like yours—" She interrupted me impatiently: "You really don't entertain with me, you have to think about the consequences?" "What are the consequences?" "The consequence is that sooner or later I will introduce a competition mechanism - if you don't accompany me, someone will accompany you!" "Who?" "You—your name is being called, do you hear me?" She acted violently, poking my forehead viciously with her fingers. "I heard." "Let me tell you, after persisting for a long time, I'm going to catch a cold, and what's more terrible, I'm going to get sick soon, you have to be careful." "I'm being careful. In order to cooperate with you, am I not looking at you in a daze?" "You can't just look at it." "Okay." I stood up. She quickly ran to the bed, rolled onto the bed, pushed the quilt under the bed with both feet, quickly assumed a posture she thought was correct, then closed her eyes, with a satisfied smile on her face: "Don't turn off the light, don't turn off the light." Light, I hate it when you turn off the light, you are obviously pulling the curtains, and you are sneaking on purpose, what are you pretending to be?" I take my hand off the switch. "I don't like you dawdling, just like how difficult it is for me." She twisted her body and recovered. I sat on the edge of the bed and took off my shirt. "I'm sorry to bring a glass of water, why am I thirsty." I heard her say that weakly.