Chapter 91 91

91 According to my mother, I was surprisingly headstrong as a child.When I was two and a half years old, like all children whose parents worked full-time and had no grandparents to take care of them, I was sent to a full-time kindergarten.My attitude towards this is also very clear-resolutely not to go!When it was time to go to kindergarten on Monday, I woke up and started crying. It wasn't a fake howl, I burst into tears, and my endurance was amazing. How miserable was I crying!At that time we lived in the tube building. Early on Monday morning, my mother walked through the corridor holding me crying loudly. All the adults and children came out of the house to look at the places I passed along the way, and advised my mother: "Don't send me away. She's gone, it's too miserable." My mother's tears were about to come down, but if she didn't send it, who would take it with her, so she went with a cruel heart.Every time I go, I have to give some gifts first. Of course, the things are small things, such as small spools and pencils, but they are also loved by children, but I refuse to accept these bribes, because accepting them means compromise, but I really do. I love it, so I cried even more fiercely.My mother said that every morning she would take me to the kindergarten, take me to eat snacks, go to the vegetable market to see ducks, and finally carried me to the alley where the kindergarten was located.Of course, as soon as I found the surrounding scenery familiar, I realized that the inevitable end of this road was still crying, so I had to change to a different route every time.It is said that once I behaved very well, didn’t cry or make trouble, and when I was about to reach the gate of that horrible place, I suddenly asked to come down and go by myself. Putting it on the ground, I turned around and ran, desperately running away with my two calves!How miserable!

I have forgotten why I don't want to go to kindergarten, anyway, I don't want to.After being forced into the kindergarten, I ignored everyone and stood in the middle of the yard hugging my little pillow all day long. At night, I cried all night again, making all the teachers and children sleepless, threatening and intimidating. It's useless to persuade with good words.After going on like this for three weeks, I was expelled from kindergarten.It is said that I was the first child in history to be expelled from this Kindergarten of the Ministry of Culture called Yida Kindergarten. No matter how much my parents begged for assurances, they were determined not to let me go!

I made it and went back to my parents.But my voice was completely broken from crying, until now I still have a hoarse voice, with chronic pharyngitis. When I was a child, I was a well-known healthy baby in the compound. She was white and fat, and her two faces were always round like small apples. People gave me the nickname "Magnetic Doll".Look at me now, I'm so thin that I can blow away in a gust of wind, why? ——Since I was two years old, I have been so physically and mentally traumatized. One can imagine the situation when I grow up. In the unremitting struggle against one unsatisfactory life after another, I have grown from a white and fat baby bit by bit. haggard down.

Sometimes my mother would say: I was really bad-tempered when I was young, but luckily I changed when I grew up.Has it changed?I don't think so. People say that three years old is old. My temper is still very bad, and I am still surprisingly willful. Regarding the things I believe, I still don't look back when I hit the south wall, and I don't look back when I knock the south wall down. Let's see who is harder, me or the south wall, life keeps hitting the wall, and if you hit the wall, you will die!