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In the evening, when I went to Jiangmu Ya, I told Xiao Zhaoer exactly what the rice porridge told me. This Sichuan girl still smiled shyly at me as before, her red cheeks were full of youth, she bowed her head Silent, as if thinking carefully. "You make up your own mind about this kind of thing. I was also entrusted by others. I think you know the pros and cons..." As I spoke, I felt blushing, as if I had returned to the evil old society. Feeling, when I thought of this, I quickly shut up and wanted to find a place where no one was around to slap myself twice. Xiao Zhao smiled and asked me: "Sister Chu Xiao, if I get back with him, can I take him back to my hometown and let my parents have a look?"

My heart trembled for a while, as if my heart had been squeezed hard by someone's hand, and it was aching. "Xiao Zhaoer, this kind of person won't really get along with you..." In front of me is the tea that Xiao Zhao just ordered, which is steaming and very fragrant, "This kind of person, he... Feelings, not people." Xiao Zhao laughed haha, she showed her white and neat teeth when she smiled, she was very beautiful, I thought how much I would love her if I wanted to have such a younger sister, and I thought again that if my mother wanted to know that I did this kind of thing, I would If you leave the house, you have to ask someone to send you to the Disabled Persons' Federation.

Hu Jun brought a group of friends to dinner, saw Xiao Zhao and me sitting and chatting, rushed in and pinched Xiao Zhao's face with a smile, Xiao Zhao dodged, raised his hand and slapped Hu Jun, "I hate it, Always pinch other people's faces!" Xiao Zhao's face turned even redder, and Hu Jun looked at her as if he had taken advantage of her, and smiled very satisfied. "My younger sister has become pretty again recently, especially with some green leaves..." He looked at me with a smirk, and I gave him a blank look, "Oh, yes, why are you here?" He asked me.

"You don't care! You have been beautiful recently. Your ten-year long-cherished wish has finally come true. When will you treat me?" I wanted to change the topic. The ten-year long-cherished wish refers to his feelings for Li Qiong. Hu Jun grinned, "Let's go, let's have something to eat together?" He pointed in the direction of the private room, "They are all well-connected customers, a group of friends from local TV stations." I shook my head, "I still don't want to go, I have to go to Xinjiang to write a book in a few days, and go back and put it back together." I got up, walked out, and turned around to ask Xiao Zhao, "Whatever my sister told you today If you don't hear me, let's ignore that bastard!" Xiao Zhao nodded with a smile, and sent me to the door.

As soon as I sat in the car, Hu Jun chased me in on the phone, and scolded me: "Big screenwriter, you're doing well now, you fucking treat us working people as human beings, don't you? Fuck, you're a woman too. If you have a younger sister, you will have a daughter in the future, you will do the same?! You are a fucking bastard..." I listened quietly to Hu Jun's growling like a dog, without saying a word, I knew that Xiao Zhao'er would definitely put I told Hu Jun what I told her. "...I'm fucking going to tell Gao Yuan, Gao Yuan will definitely slap your big mouth..." When I heard this, I was shocked, Gao Yuan would not dare to hit me, but I was very afraid of letting you Gao Yuan knew that I had done such a nasty thing.

"Let me tell you, Chu Xiao, I treat Xiao Zhao like my own sister. I don't care if you don't treat yourself as a person, but you treat my sister as a person... You, you are so shameless!" After a while, Hu Jun took a breath, and then criticized me, "Chu Xiaoer, you are so fucking depraved, it's just... so dirty, Gao Yuan is blind to treat a scum like you..." "Hu Jun'er, when Gao Yuan was sleeping with Zhang Mengmeng, did you scold him like this?" After I asked this sentence, Hu Jun stopped. Men always use double standards to measure the people around them, and tolerance is always reserved for the same sex.

When I got home, I started to pack my luggage. I was going to Xinjiang to finish writing the script, and I would not be back until two or three months later. Just as Gao Yuan’s film was about to start shooting, he was discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow, and there was an opening ceremony the day after tomorrow. Half a year, I think, maybe I am really familiar with the days when I get together with the plateau and leave more, and I miss the days of traveling in time and space. Whenever we are very busy, our relationship will be unprecedentedly solid. I know that Hu Jun won't tell Gao Yuan about Xiao Zhao, I think, maybe he didn't think about me, so he kept silent in front of Gao Yuan, he didn't say anything, he felt helpless, he knew better than anyone around him Gao Gao will never win any contest with me, but a kind of condemnation and loneliness from my heart makes me feel strongly uneasy. Early the next morning, I called Gao Yuan and told him that last night What happened, he was not fully awake yet, he just agreed a few times vaguely, I thought he didn't listen at all, so I hung up the phone, and when I was tidying his clothes at 11 o'clock, he He called back home again, and told me with great earnestness and sincerity that he should do less of such foolish things in the future. It must be very uncomfortable to do bad things with good intentions. I know this...

Gao Yuan has really learned to be tolerant. He is becoming more and more patient with me. Before that, he didn’t jump high and quarrel with me like Hu Jun. It’s definitely not enough to hurt me, don’t say it , he looks more and more like Zhang Xiaobei. I don't know what Gao Yuan's old man said to his director's student. Ben Ben's case seems to be a bit of a let-down. As for old B, he spent a lot of money to compensate the plaintiff's family. Don't pursue it anymore. It was a false alarm, and I received a call from Benben who didn’t know where. I was about to go out to attend the launch conference of Gao Yuan’s new film. When she could continue to go back to Beijing to promote her sex industry, this lovely little sister screamed excitedly, and then said with emotion: "My honorable clients in the capital, your hard days are finally over!" Quite a bit The meaning of Hu Hansan's return is that she seems to have recited Amitabha a few times.

When I was in a good mood, Benben chatted with me on the phone very vigorously. I kept looking at my watch, and finally told her that I had to go to the Kunlun Hotel to attend the opening ceremony of Gao Yuan's new film. As if on a stimulant, "Damn it, Kunlun Hotel, that's my long-lost base! I'm not talking nonsense with you, when the business was at its busiest, your sister and I sent 30 young ladies over there to receive someone. Taiwan's bird tour group, who the hell said that Taiwanese compatriots don't want to return to the motherland? Fuck, those grandchildren have returned to China no less than four or five times since that time..." I almost recited it when Benben said this In the past, I repeatedly begged her for mercy: "Sister, please let my sister go this time, will it be okay? You have to go out as soon as you talk. Just now, when you made a work summary, a cup of hot water was all over your feet..." Benben just laughed and explained to me that she will be back tomorrow, and there is no time to meet me, so I have to wait for her to finish her busy work before meeting me again. I thank you again and again, "Thank you, aunt, you When I get back, I should go, and I will wait for your business to flourish, and my sister will come back and invite you to make rice!"

When Benben heard that I was leaving, he asked me: "Fuck, when will you come back? It should be pretty fast, and you don't have to cross the Taiwan Strait to enter Beijing like those Taiwanese farmers..." She said this about me My head has started to buzz again, "I still think that it will be grandma's birthday in a few days, she can know a few words anyway, she likes a cultural person like you, I wanted to take you to see her, Let her old man know that I have something to do with culture..." "Grandma" is an old lady who picked up Benben from the street and brought him up again. I heard Jia Liu mention it at the earliest time. After counting, the old lady should be in her eighties. Jia Liu said that he used to I took Benben to see the old lady once. When was it last year? It may be because she has done good deeds all her life. The old lady is in good health. She doesn’t feel dizzy or dizzy. She lives alone in a courtyard house in Nancheng. No matter where Ben Ben is or what he is doing, there are always people in the old lady's house, and all the sisters and buddies who are friends with Ben Ben come to see the old lady. I remember when I heard Jia Liu say this, I really felt that Ben Ben Ben is a kind and intentional son and daughter of the rivers and lakes, but Jia Liu described Ben Ben the most because of the phrase, "You are so bad that you can pinch water, and you should be shot ten times."

In the end, I agreed to Benben, postponed my departure for Xinjiang by one day, and went to see my grandma with her first, so that she happily put down the phone. Gao Yuan's press conference was well done. Many friends or seniors from the circle came to join him. He stood under the spotlight right after he came out of the hospital. Gao Yuan's face looked a little pale. She is a girl who just graduated from the Film Academy. She is tall and she smiles shyly, revealing two deep dimples. To be honest, this girl is not as good-looking as Zhang Mengmeng. Maybe because she is a little nervous, she looks a little bit nervous. Muna is also beautiful, but her beauty is not vivid. Many reporters asked Gao Yuan and his actors that they had full confidence in this drama, and I believe that Gao Yuan will succeed this time.Someone asked Gao Yuan why the female lead didn't come to today's ceremony. Gao Yuan said that she was still filming in another crew and might come later. I still don't know who the female lead is. Looking forward to seeing you soon. To be honest, I basically don’t care much about Gao Yuan’s work. I came to his press conference only as an ordinary friend. Except for a few close friends in the circle, no one knows my relationship with Gao Yuan.The famous actor Mr. He Xifan also came. When he saw me, he walked over with a smile and said, Chuxiao, look how beautiful the plateau is. If your husband succeeds, your good life will come.I said fuck off, his success is his, and my good life is my own. Da Mi Porridge smiled secretly at me, and grabbed Hu Jun who was walking by us, "Uh, Hu Jun, what do you say Is a woman like Chu Xiao not desirable? If his husband succeeds, she thinks it has nothing to do with her..." Hu Jun glanced at me, heyed twice, and walked to another group of people.After Xiao Zhao's incident, I was as light as a feather in Hu Jun's eyes. Fortunately, I also pretended not to care much, at least Hu Jun didn't see it. There was a little restlessness in the crowd, it turned out that Zhang Mengmeng came, Gao Yuan cleared his throat, and introduced to the people present: "I would like to introduce the heroine, Ms. Zhang Mengmeng." With the flashing of spotlights, Zhang Mengmeng smiled charmingly to Everyone paid their respects, I believe she saw me standing in the corner from a high place. If a person unexpectedly knows something that he knows he will not be surprised, it is absolutely boring.I don't know which god came out for Zhang Mengmeng and let her join Gao Yuan's crew. I have a vague feeling that Gao Yuan will be a huge success this time. He is not stupid. If there is no reason for him to be successful, he will not Let Zhang Mengmeng return to his crew again, Gao Yuan can bend and stretch, and Zhang Mengmeng can risk himself to become a star. There is no reason for such a partner to work hard in the literary and art circle. I'm not at all angry that Gao Yuan didn't mention Zhang Mengmeng's return to the crew to me in advance. We have always been very different in work matters. I am very relieved that this time Gao Yuan and Zhang Mengmeng are definitely just working. Not coming out, just my intuition. I was thinking about messy things in my mind. After Zhang Mengmeng said something, the people around started to applaud. It was very enthusiastic, so I also applauded. Fuck, the feeling of thunderous cheers must be very good. Gao Yuan's eyes are in the crowd After searching for me, I gave him a very sincere smile full of wishes for his success. I don’t know what it was for. I just thought that Gao Yuan should have succeeded, and he suffered a lot for art. A reporter asked Gao Yuan to perform a show for everyone on the spot. Gao Yuan looked at Hu Jun with pleading eyes. Hu Jun didn't know that he got a broken guitar and handed it to Gao Yuan. Gao Yuan held the guitar and smiled. After a while, he started I played the familiar melody and hummed it softly. At that moment, the plateau many years ago came back to my eyes again. Many years ago, he and a few university classmates ran to an open space at the west gate of Peking University on a summer evening, wearing clothes with "Don't talk to me, I'm bothering you!" or "No money, don't bother me!" Love me!" in yellowed white vests with big red letters, bony faces as if they had just survived a famine, only the throbbing light in their eyes, they endlessly expressed affection for the beautiful girls who passed by Di Gaoge: The sky in the dream is blue, and I lie under your eyelashes. The days in the dream are very busy, and I start to want to go home. On that violet hillside, I want to bury all my songs, Waiting for the day when we will travel through time...... To this day, those girls from the past who bloomed like flowers have long since disappeared. Only Gao Yuan and I traveled through time to the present, to the scene of today's press conference at the Kunlun Hotel.Gao Yuan and those boys who sang in the past have long lost their childishness, but those throbbing eyes, like eternal stars in the sky, passing through the billowing smoke of red dust, flashing under the spotlight of the Kunlun Hotel today, without the slightest obliterate.