Chapter 39 39

I stayed in the hut of the PUC for three days. During the three days, I answered all kinds of questions, including which celebrity I have a good relationship with, what their daily life is like, and when they are filming Did the actors and actresses take off their clothes when they went to bed, and whether the kissing scenes were real... On the contrary, I didn’t ask much about the case I was asked to explain about being a middleman to help old B get drugs. On the fourth day, I went out. Old B used all her relationships, including her ex-husband, to deal with this difficult matter. I could see that she felt guilty about me, and she was ashamed to fight it. I saw her like this , apart from secretly regretting that I did such a foolish thing at the beginning, I can't even find any complaints.

I bite the bullet and ran to Gao Yuan's house to find Gao Yuan's old man. The old lady happened to be away, so I felt much more at ease.To be honest, men and women have inherent differences in their views on individual things. Men are more tolerant by nature, and this is the case in most cases. I told the old man what had happened. After listening to it, the old man pondered for a moment and asked me: "Now there is a key question to be clarified. Is your friend named Ben Ben a drug dealer?" , and where did she get this medicine? If, as you said, it was brought back to her by other friends from abroad, then this is a complete misunderstanding. If not, then this is a big case. This critical question concerns the nature of the matter."

I quickly confirmed that the medicine in Benben's hand must have been brought back by a friend from abroad. The old man thought for a while, and said that he would call his students at night and tell him the whole thing. If it was really a misunderstanding, it should be resolved easily. Although the old man said this, my heart felt even heavier. For the first time, I realized that this was a very serious matter. I couldn’t be more clear about what Benben did. She is a leader of some workers in the sex industry, and also a A mainstay of a drug gang, no doubt about it, I was terrified like never before.

I went to a public phone place to call Benben’s secret mobile phone. I don’t know why it is so sensitive. I dare not make calls at home, because I always feel that someone will monitor the phone at home. I told Benben to go back to Beijing quickly. I said that the medicine was brought by a friend from China, and I didn’t know it was illegal. No matter how many things are done, once it is revealed, it is enough to be shot. I quickly assured her that all the roads in Beijing were almost covered, and it was estimated that there would be no major problems. If I came back, I would just pay a fine, so there would definitely be no major problems.

No matter how much I lobbied, Benben made up his mind to hide in the field first, put down the phone, I seemed preoccupied. When I went back to the old man and old lady at night, I knew from the look on my mother's face that the police must have come to visit the house.My mother is also like me. She usually bluffs very violently, but she calms down and is at a loss when something happens.When I entered the house, she first made me a cup of milk powder, let me drink it and go back to the house to sleep, she just said that I lost a lot of weight recently, and didn't ask a word about why the police visited my house.

I didn't want to tell them so much at first, but the old lady didn't ask, so I lost my temper.I sat on the sofa, fell on the old lady's lap, faced the roof, and thought for a while, thinking about how to tell them about this matter. "Dad, Mom,... I'm afraid I'm in trouble..." The old man and the old lady exchanged colors, then remained silent, waiting for me to continue. "Some time ago, a friend asked me if I knew where I could buy...a kind of medicine," I didn't have the nerve to say it was an aphrodisiac, and they couldn't understand the positive and negative poles, so I just said a kind of medicine. It's not a good thing to be able to figure it out, I feel, they exchanged glances with each other again, "She is a very good sister, ask me, I really know that another friend has it, so I took her there... ...Later... Did anything happen later..." After I finished speaking, I didn't shed tears, but I just felt that my throat was very congested and sore.

The old man and the old lady didn't speak. I know they must be thinking about how they can help me solve this shit. "Gao Yuan said that his father has a student who has just been promoted to be the chief of the bureau. If he can help, he will try to help... Hey, it's actually nothing to do with me. I've explained the situation to them clearly, and it's nothing to do with me. ..." Before I finished speaking, my mother slapped me in the face. It wasn't heavy, but I still felt very upset. "Chu Xiao, how old are you? You've been teasing sheepskins with dubious people all day long. If you didn't listen to me when I told you earlier, you should find something to do now... Ever since I was a child, I couldn't help it. You worry..." my mother said, tears flowed down my mouth, astringent, and my mind was blank, tasting the astringent taste of tears, thinking secretly in my heart, it turns out that family love and Love has a taste.

I know my mother is timid. As the mother of a child like me, she has taken more risks than the mothers of other children. Many accidents have proved this since childhood. I always thought that she was used to it. It seems that Gao Yuan and I have not caused any trouble for her in the past few years. She has already relaxed the training of her mental endurance, so she seems so helpless until now. "I didn't agree with you from the very beginning to hang out in this literary and artistic circle, it's so messy... If you didn't make up your mind to make a name for yourself in the literary and artistic circle, and stay in the newspaper office, you wouldn't have With that child Xiaobei..." My mother wanted to go on, but my father stopped him with his eyes. The old man coughed twice and said Chuxiao, first go to the house and lie down for a while, let your mother cook something delicious ...

I looked at the old man and the old lady. They have grown much older in recent years, especially my mother. Her hair has lost a lot and turned white. Many of the tears she shed seep into the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes. I feel bitterness, a heavy reproach from my conscience. In my mother's heart, Zhang Xiaobei will always be more down-to-earth, more honest, more responsible than Gao Yuan, and more suitable to marry me as his wife. At the earliest time, my mother said that Zhang Xiaobei was tolerant, and no one could stand my temper except him.In fact, this is also the case. I can’t remember exactly how Zhang Xiaobei and I got along. It seems that after I sent him to the hospital that time, he invited me to have a meal of boiled mutton to express his gratitude. Invited me to watch a few movies, and then came to our house frequently for dinner. Of course, I didn’t want to suffer. I visited their house frequently. His mother was in good health at that time, and the fried cakes made by the old lady were delicious. It's delicious, and the fennel dumplings are also one of the things I sweep up.Sometimes the meal is ready, and I go again, and the old lady will make dumplings for me to eat. After eating the dumplings, the old lady will serve a bowl of soup, saying that it is the original soup and the original food, and I am willing to drink it. On the contrary, Zhang Xiaobei didn't take it seriously, and often argued with the old lady, saying that if this theory was followed, then after eating fried cakes, you would have to drink oil.

I have officially been with Zhang Xiaobei for more than a year. Now that I think about it, he is indeed kinder and more honest than Gao Yuan.He never fought with me like a dog like Gao Yuan did.My temper has always been like this, I always say the same thing, and I like to bully people from time to time. At that time, when I said something, Zhang Xiaobei would always smile and nod. Even if he disagreed, he would not openly oppose it. The days are very calm, there is no great joy or sorrow, but only the care and love he gave me without asking for anything in return. These feelings have become a big rock in my heart. Even when I think about it now, I still feel heavy.

Marriage was proposed by Zhang Xiaobei. Just after the Chinese New Year, we were visiting a temple fair at the Temple of Earth that day. He bought two bunches of candied haws, one bunch of hawthorn, and one bunch of oranges. I just said I wanted to eat hawthorn. I took a bite, it was too sour, I said I want to eat oranges, Zhang Xiaobei gave me oranges again, after a few bites, I thought it was too sweet, and I wanted to eat hawthorn again... The last two strings of candied haws were both delicious. Asked me to eat it alone, Zhang Xiaobei wiped the candy chacha sticking to my mouth, and said to me very plainly: "Chu Xiaoer, why don't we get married." I was stunned for a few seconds, and then I saw a sugar figurine, so I said, then you can buy me another sugar figurine.Zhang Xiaobei hurried over and bought a handful, and I ate them all. After going back that day, we announced to the parents of both parties that we were going to get married. The next day, Zhang Xiaobei’s old man and his wife came to our house and brought gifts to my mother. My mother was flattered , chatting with Zhang Xiaobei's mother was very speculative. I often wonder if my mother likes Zhang Xiaobei so much because of the pretty woolen coat that Zhang Xiaobei's mother brought her back then.My mother is like this, no wonder she hasn't made a fortune after being a leader for most of her life! I prepared with Zhang Xiaobei for a month, and we agreed to go to get the certificate the next morning. I slept well at night, and when I got up in the morning, I sat on the table to eat. Looking at the street from the window, there is a constant flow of cars and people. I don’t know why, but I suddenly decided not to go. I probably saw that kind of vibrant scene at that time, full of vitality and hope everywhere. I'm not reconciled to living a life so mediocre. What Zhang Xiaobei said was not wrong, I was full of restlessness in my bones, and I couldn't rest for a moment. I remember that Zhang Xiaobei pinched my face that day, and said with a smirk, a woman like you is always so troublesome, so you don't need to marry her.