Chapter 30 Chapter Thirty

Most of the coffee shops in the hotel lobby have such a charm that people with bad intentions would rather stay here than get up and leave, as if all the places outside are not as good as here. Lou Hong's father left, Geng Lin was still sitting where he was, neither distracted nor sad, very calm. "Sir, you?" The waiter came to collect Lou Hong's father's cup as usual. At the same time, he was surprised that the customer who left first paid, which is not common in the hotel lobby. "Take this cup away too." Geng Lin pointed to the undrinked coffee in front of him.

The waiter put another cup on the tray as he said.But without asking him what else he needed, Geng Lin's contemptuous self-esteem ached again. "What do you want to drink?" Geng Lin called out unfriendly when the waiter turned to leave.The waiter turned to look at him, as if he didn't understand what Geng Lin was referring to.Geng Lin found that this was a very compliant girl who looked a little cute and looked aggrieved, so he became uneasy, thinking that he was a big man, it would be humiliating to lose his temper with a little girl. "Wine or something." Geng Lin softened his tone.

"I can serve it to you from the bar next door." "Okay." Geng Lin said, "A bottle of dry red." "A bottle?" Geng Lin nodded. "What brand?" the waitress asked. "casual." Geng Lin told the waitress trustingly that it was like a dying person handing over the final choice of the way of death to others. After Geng Lin drank half a bottle of Qianhong, he was already drunk.At this moment, he understood why he was still here and didn't want to go-no one was waiting for him.He didn't want to go back to his residence now, when he was still a little sober. He couldn't bear the loneliness and depression that the hut brought him in this state of mind.That hut should only be a place for cheating, and the curtains that haven't been drawn for a long time separate everything in the house from the outside world.But he didn't want to go back after being drunk, because he couldn't bear the pain of waking up from a drunk, whether it was physical or mental.He smiled bitterly, continued to drink, and found that he was not strong.

Geng Lin drank another cup, feeling unwilling to stay, but he was too lazy to leave.It was getting late, he thought Lou Hong and Liu Yun must have fallen asleep.These are the two women who have a relationship with him in the world!A waiter approached Geng Lin and whispered: "Sir, can you go to the next bar for another drink? There are singers there." Geng Lin nodded in a daze, and followed the waiter into the bar on the other side of the lobby.The waiter arranged a place for Geng Lin, put his wine bottle and glass on the table, winked at the people at the bar, and left. A female singer was singing a powerful song that Geng Lin had never heard before, and Geng Lin felt that the atmosphere in the bar was more suitable for his state of mind at this time, as if he had sprinkled a layer of sugar on his bitter tongue to make it taste better.He took another big sip, thinking of "behind", and the grass in Labor Park, and the bright red and white ketone bodies on the grass, shining in the moonlight... an inexplicable poetic feeling rippling in Geng Lin's heart Then he began to notice the female singer with thick hair, which almost covered her face.

After the singing climbed to the strongest treble, it stopped. The female singer seemed to have the same sad but addicted mood as Geng Lin. She played a guitar in the silence after the last song, sat down, and started singing a song in English without saying anything. The female singer bowed her head and sang, her long hair was like an endless curtain, hiding the female singer's face in an illusion.Geng Lin was attracted by the song sung by the female singer.He didn't quite understand the lyrics, but the few words he occasionally understood let him know that this was a song about love.But the tune of the song, and the atmosphere it created, stuck with him.He seems to have understood it through music, and understood himself through understanding it.He forgot to drink, he forgot the voices of the people around him, listening and listening, as if the singing took him and the female singer away from here, to the sea, far away from the pain and sorrow of life, only the sunshine enveloped generously...

The female singer has finished singing.She put down her guitar and walked over to the bar.Geng Lin has been looking at her.He had already drunk a lot, but he could still tell that she was not pretty, so he covered it with his hair.The female singer asked for a glass of orange juice. Geng Lin's seat was very close to the bar. He pulled the female singer's clothes and asked seriously like a little boy: "Can I buy you this glass of orange juice?" He finished the sentence as clearly as possible. The female singer looked back at Geng Lin, then at the wine bottle on his table, and sat opposite him with orange juice:

"Why?" she asked. As soon as she asked this question, Geng Lin immediately had a great impression of this not-so-beautiful female singer. She was a real singer, he thought. "I want you to tell me the lyrics to that song just now." The female singer took a look at Geng Lin and concealed her surprise skillfully.It's one of her favorite songs, and the lyrics are her favorite.What she didn't expect was that the first person to inquire about the lyrics of this song would be a man, a man in a bar, and a man who was about to get drunk.She thought that only women would be interested in this song, and then asked about the content of the song.

"Why do you drink so much?" The female singer didn't answer Geng Lin's question right away, but asked another question casually.But her appearance was telling the other party that there was no need to answer her questions. "It's nothing, I just want to drink." Geng Lin said. The female singer poured Yu Hong from the wine bottle into her own orange juice, and drank it all in one gulp.Seeing this scene, Geng Lin took out his wallet and sent it to the female singer with a humble attitude and a smile: "Let's see what else we can get." The female singer looked at Geng Lin and smiled, got up, but didn't take his wallet, and Geng Lin's hand holding the wallet clattered to the table.When the female singer returned to Geng Lin, she handed him a note.The bar was very dark, Geng Lin took out his lighter and finished reading the note.It says:

You just have to wait until someone loves you, you become important, You just have to wait until someone cares about you, You will become very happy. Here are the lyrics. At 6:30 in the morning, Geng Lin opened the door of his former home with a key.Before this, he had walked on the street for nearly three hours, and he felt that the night wind had sucked all the alcohol out of his body.But he didn't feel sober because of it.He smelled the unique smell at home in the morning, which mixed with the smell of furniture, paint, bathroom soap, kitchen, food, coat and dust, brought him a familiar feeling, just like every time he got off the car and came home every morning on a business trip.

Everything was still quiet, and Liu Yun hadn't gotten up yet.He walked into the living room without taking off his shoes, and looked around, but there was no change. For some reason, Geng Lin suddenly had a bad mood, even worse than yesterday's mood.At this moment, he seems to understand why he likes to drink more and more, and he is sober in the chaos of not being able to stay awake, being tortured by right and wrong. He pushed open the bedroom door, Liu Yun sat on the bed and looked at him, her face was expressionless again.Not only did she know that Geng Lin was coming in, but she also made up her mind not to come out to meet him. Geng Lin guessed like this, but he didn't get angry.

"You know I'm back." Geng Lin was very angry, so what he said was a little out of his head. Liu Yun looked at him with that expressionless expression, but didn't speak.Looking at her smooth face, Geng Lin thought of Lou Hong's face.He had never touched Liu Yun before, but at this moment he wanted to hit Liu Yun hard on the face, so he didn't understand why this woman was still looking at him indifferently. "Did you do it yourself, or did you find someone else to do it?" When Geng Lin said this, contempt and anger squeezed out of his teeth filled the room like poisonous gas. He wanted to see Liu Yun's next reaction . Liu Yun still looked at him like that.At this moment, Geng Lin noticed the contempt for Liu Yun flashed in his eyes again.He felt those eyes were saying, no matter what happened, you, Geng Lin, are not qualified to make irresponsible remarks. "Are you dumb?" Geng Lin roared. "Geng Lin, I have nothing to say." Liu Yun's words were once again misunderstood by Geng Lin, who thought Liu Yun meant that he had nothing to say to him. "Liu Yun, don't go too far. You think I won't hit you, so you put on such a face in front of me, you are so disgusting. Let me tell you, Liu Yun, I really can't hit you , and don't want to hit you, but I can do other things until you can change your face." "Then you can do it." Liu Yun said calmly and in a low voice.She felt that what she had done no longer gave her the right to prevent Geng Lin from taking revenge, and at the same time, many things did not matter to Liu Yun. "Liu Yun, you are too bad." Geng Lin yelled, he completely misunderstood Liu Yun's attitude, he almost lost his normal ability to judge, no matter what he saw from anyone's face or eyes was contempt for him .Lou Hong stared at him after yelling at him, as if saying to him: "I see through you, you are just a coward." Lou Hong's father looked at him through the heat of coffee and also conveyed that you are not worthy of my daughter .Now it's Liu Yun again! Geng Lin went mad with anger, feeling that he was about to be strangled to death by the rope woven by contempt. "What have I done? Why do they despise me?" The voice hummed in his head.He walked to the bed, grabbed the quilt on Liu Yun's body, and slammed it to the ground.Liu Yun didn't panic, maybe she hoped that something more serious would happen in her heart.Seeing that Liu Yun still didn't respond, Geng Lin went to throw the flower pot on the window sill again.Liu Yun went to the ground, put on a bathrobe, and was about to leave the bedroom to go to the toilet.Geng Lin was furious. Before Liu Yun walked out the door, he dropped the small TV in the bedroom to the ground. The TV didn't explode, but only made a muffled sound.Liu Yun stopped, but did not turn around, and immediately left the room. Geng Lin smashed everything in the bedroom that could be smashed, and rushed into the living room like crazy.When destroying these things he arranged with his own hands, he felt an indescribable relief. He didn't have to think about anything, as if he was the only one in this crazy world. Don't have to take responsibility.The heavy burden that had been on his shoulders was suddenly lifted off by him. Geng Lin was like a complete lunatic throwing and smashing in the living room, regardless of high or low, he smashed everything that could be smashed in his eyes in an instant.Liu Yun came out of the bathroom and stood in the living room watching Geng Lin destroying their former home, without any panic or attempt to stop them.She suddenly realized that something was dead in her heart. What is it? "Liu Yun, this looks good, doesn't it?" Geng Lin said out of breath, "I won't hit you, but don't think that no one will punish you for your evil deeds." Then, Geng Lin took the humidifier in his hand When he fell to the floor, a hole was smashed into the floor. Geng Lin opened the wine cabinet and took out the white wine that had been stored there. "Maotai." Geng Lin looked at the bottle, then threw his hand behind him, the bottle shattered on the floor, and the room was filled with the smell of wine. "Golden Light Song." "Yellow wine." "This is all your property, Liu Yun, do you regret it now? Do you think I won't quarrel with you because of Lou Hong? You are wrong. Now I can quarrel with you because of anyone .Because a whore is worth a lot. There is no one in this world better than you. I hate you, Liu Yun, do you hear me? I hate you." Liu Yun still didn't speak, she thought Geng Lin was right, and she also hated herself.The difference is, she doesn't know why she hates herself so far.As if a person ruined his life but couldn't immediately recall how he did it. Geng Lin picked up a large porcelain vase with rough workmanship, and then shook it at Liu Yun in a demonstrative manner. "You certainly don't need this." "Don't, don't smash this." Liu Yun stopped Geng Lin.A vague wish arose in her heart, she wanted to protect this porcelain vase, because it was her prize, a prize for her thesis on "Analysis of Accidental Heart Surgery". "You can smash other things." Liu Yun said as he took the porcelain bottle from Geng Lin's hand. At this time, the doorbell rang. Geng Lin and Liu Yun looked at each other, but neither made a sound.The doorbell rang again, and Liu Yun was about to open the door, but was stopped by Geng Lin.Liu Yun found that the madness that had just appeared on Geng Lin's face gradually disappeared, and the doorbell brought Geng Lin back to the world. "What's going on?" A man outside the door asked loudly. Neither of them answered. "Crazy?" Another voice came from outside the door.After a while, they heard footsteps leaving. "Go ahead and smash it." Liu Yun said, she didn't know why she wanted to keep doing it, as if she was the one who benefited from it. Liu Yun's words made Geng Lin shudder. He looked at Liu Yun and believed that she was really crazy, otherwise she couldn't be so strange.At this time, Geng Lin felt sad, he knew that he would have to get a divorce no matter what, even if there was no Lou Hong, even if Liu Yun was the last woman in this world.He looked in the room, except for the big TV, he smashed everything he could.The big TV was spared because it was so heavy.But he wasn't ashamed of what he had just done.He looked at a few conspicuous things on the ground, such as umbrellas, speakers, video recorders, flower pots, telephone cabinets... he said absently, "I'm sorry, but what he was thinking at this moment was how to compensate Liu Yun financially. He didn't think about Lou Hong again. "Do you think it's an agreement, or should I go to court?" Geng Lin said to Liu Yun. "You don't have to worry about the economy, I will take care of you." Seeing that Liu Yun was silent, Geng Lin added another sentence. Liu Yun looked at the mess on the ground, and Geng Lin misunderstood it. "I'm too impulsive, but it's also for your own good. If you make a girl's face like that, I'll smash something for you to calm your conscience. Don't you think so?" Geng Lin said, " Liu Yun, I really didn't expect you to be a villain. I hope you will take care of yourself in the future and reflect on yourself." Even after many years, Liu Yun still couldn't tell which of Geng Lin's words touched her nerve, which prompted her to say this sentence, a sentence she didn't want to say. "I don't want a divorce, Geng Lin." Liu Yun said. Geng Lin was dumbfounded.