Chapter 26 Chapter Twenty Six

Most parents are loving, at least to their children.But there are very few parents who are really smart, and they talk about brains, not cleverness or cunning. Lou Hong's parents are rare and intelligent parents, not only because they are senior officials, but also because they grew up in a metropolis.After learning about their daughter, instead of complaining and quarreling with each other, they came up with a plan with the same goal of helping each other: let Lou Hong stop working without telling the real reason, and persuade her to study abroad.The reason why they didn't want to speak out was because they didn't want to strengthen Lou Hong's rebellious psychology.

"Even if the woman agrees to divorce, they will not be able to get married. We don't know that man, don't we understand Xiaohong? But if there is external pressure, it is very likely that the man will be fulfilled." Analysis of Lou Hong's father Won the approval of his wife.But in carrying out their purpose, they encountered obstacles. "Why do you want me to quit my job?" As soon as Lou Hong heard her father's suggestion, she immediately understood that everything had been revealed.But she knows that in front of her parents, the most important thing in this situation is to maintain a good mental state and not let them suppress it, just like the saying goes, there are children who have the same kind of parents.

"Let you study abroad." Mother said. "I'm a Chinese, so it's not necessary to go abroad." Lou Hong said, showing a bit of imitated official air in her words. "Now there is an opportunity, you think about it." Father said. "Forget it, I don't want to study anymore." Lou Hong said. "Then you go to your uncle's house to stay for a while." The mother said something that should not be said in a hurry, and the husband immediately gave her a look. Lou Hong sighed, looked at her parents, and spoke for a long time: "Let's be clear, how do you know?"

"His wife came looking for him," said the father. After Lou Hong heard this, her anger rushed straight to the top of her head with the speed of light. She wished she could rush to Liu Yun immediately and tear her to pieces. "Then what do you want me to do?" Lou Hong brought out the anger towards Liu Yun in her heart when she spoke.Her livid face frightened her parents.Mother shook her head at Father, beckoning him not to add fuel to the fire. The father sat next to Lou Hong, took his daughter's hand into his own, and said to his daughter in a slow tone: "Xiaohong, Dad understands your current peace of mind and feelings. No matter what, things have already happened. As your parents, we can't ignore it. If you have children yourself in the future, you will understand our current peace of mind. We have a responsibility to you. Of course, you are also a big child, you should be said to be an adult. While we are responsible for you, we should also respect your feelings."

"You won't forbid me to see him, will you?" Lou Hong interrupted her father's moving opening remarks. The father looked at his mother, and then said to Lou Hong: "We don't want to do that because we trust you to handle it yourself, not now." "Thank you, Dad." "But you should know our position on this matter," said the father. "I know." Lou Hong said before going out. "Wait a minute, Xiaohong," Mother Lou stopped her daughter, "You shouldn't let a relationship episode ruin your future. Are you willing to marry him and be a housewife for the rest of your life?"

Lou Hong burst into tears. The grievance and anger that she could no longer hold in her heart were intertwined, oppressing her breathing, making her unable to listen to her parents anymore.There was only one thought in her head, and that was to go out and find either Geng Lin or Liu Yun.They must be found immediately. "Mom, I heard what you said, I beg you to let me go out for a while, don't pull me, or I will stab myself to death." Lou Hong said while crying, which scared her mother to cry too.She subconsciously let go of her daughter, and Lou Hong immediately ran out the door.Lou's mother threw herself into her husband's arms.

"The child is growing up, we can't do anything, we can't do anything." The husband said and hugged his wife with his trembling hands.At the same time, he was exhorting himself to restrain himself, because getting angry would not help. Lou Hong stood on the street, her stomach growling.She remembered that she didn't eat at noon because the food in the cafeteria was not tasty.But she wasn't hungry.Like a mentally ill person, she stands at the beginning of the crosswalk on the side of the road, and does not cross even when the light turns green. Instead, she stares fiercely at every passing car, as if she is a staunch environmentalist. , the responsible mission is to eat up these cars that cause air pollution.In fact, this is a relatively common state of anger in Lou Hong. It seems that she is out of control. There are actually two reasons: one is that she is so angry that her reason has disappeared far away and cannot take effect immediately; One is a person in this state, without an opponent.One of Lou Hong's strengths is that she never takes such emotions home and transfers them to her parents. I don't know why she doesn't want to expose her shortcomings in front of her parents, such as losing her temper like she did to Geng Lin. It's hard to feel that way.So, this indirectly became her love for her parents, which saved them from worrying too much about her. Her parents always thought that Lou Hong was very mature and would not do stupid things.That's why they didn't follow Lou Hong out just now.

"Can't you cross the street?" A policeman walked up to Lou Hong and asked, apparently having been observing her for a while. "What's the matter with you? Am I breaking the law standing here?" The hurtful words that Lou Hong blurted out instantly brought back her sense and feeling, and she immediately got out of the vacuum just now, knowing what she should do now. "Did you miss dinner and gunpowder?" The policeman was originally concerned about Lou Hong, fearing that something might happen to her, and she was blocked by her heart. "I'm sorry, actually I didn't attack you just now." Lou Hong immediately changed her tone, "What time is it?"

"Half past six," said the policeman. "Thank you." Lou Hong said thank you, but she was thinking in her heart that if she went to Liu Yun now, she must be off work, so she decided to go to Geng Lin, completely forgetting the cold war they were in a few days ago . "Taxi." Lou Hong waved for a taxi. "This is not allowed to take a taxi." The police said. Without Lou Hong and without the after-work time of normal family life, it was a kind of torture for Geng Lin.He was like an animal that went into hibernation, eating something random in the street after get off work, and then coming home and lying in bed reading the newspaper or watching TV until he fell asleep, basically in a semi-numb state.His feeling only became stronger when he thought of Lou Hong, or when he couldn't help calling her until the last number and then stopped, even though it was just a sharp pain.The reason why he could hold back from trying to find Lou Hong or call her again was due to his last confidence.He thought that after this period of "coldness", Lou Hong would be softer, and after they reconciled, Lou Hong would cherish their hard-won feelings even more.At the same time, he has also planned for the longer-term future. He does not want his wife, Lou Hong, to be too willful in her married life in the future. A little willfulness is enough to show the cuteness of a woman.

Therefore, when Lou Hong suddenly appeared in front of him, he was very happy, not only for Lou Hong appeared in front of him, but also for the small victory he felt in his heart.He felt that life was getting better in an instant, so he looked at Lou Hong with extra affectionate eyes. "You don't have to look at me like that." Lou Hong immediately poured cold water on him. "What happened?" Geng Lin felt something was wrong at this moment. "My parents want me to resign and send me abroad." "why?" "Because they all know." "Why did you tell them?" Geng Lin thought Lou Hong said it to his parents just to get angry with him.

"Me?" Lou Hong's anger flared up like a fire again.She pointed to her nose, "Me? Did I tell my parents?" "Then who said that?" Geng Lin's voice calmed down. "Why do you say that I told my parents, so that's why you miss me?" Lou Hong quarreled angrily. "Okay, stop arguing. I was wrong, sorry. Tell me, what's going on?" Geng Lin instinctively went to coax Lou Hong again. "It's your wife!" Lou Hong continued to yell, but she burst into tears when she said these words. "What? How did she tell your parents?" "Okay, Geng Lin, I understand, you still don't believe me, you still protect her. Well, I'm talking nonsense, I told my parents, are you satisfied?!" Lou Hong's last sentence The words were roared hysterically, and Geng Lin worried that everyone in the building heard them. Geng Lin covered his head and sat down on the bed, unable to make any sound.He felt that something exploded inside his body, destroying everything, and his whole body immediately became weak, only his heart was beating fast, and soon he couldn't breathe well, and he began to take a big breath.Lou Hong looked at Geng Lin's face that was suddenly as pale as paper, and her breathing became short of breath.She helped him onto the bed and unbuttoned his fur coat.After a while, Geng Lin's face slowly returned to color, he breathed a sigh of relief, and sat up. "You wait here, I'll go find her." Geng Lin said to Lou Hong.Lou Hong pulled a chair and sat down. "What do you want to say?" Lou Hong asked. "I..." Geng Lin didn't expect that Lou Hong, who had calmed down so much, would ask him such a question. He was at a loss for words, but immediately covered it up, "Don't worry about it, she's so fucking shameless." Geng Lin finished speaking left.Leaving Lou Hong alone in the exhausted emptiness after anger. After Geng Lin left, Lou Hong sat there blankly, the anger that had excited her just now was gone.Not only that, but she also had a feeling that she would never be so excited because of Geng Lin again.Her heart was big and empty at this moment, and she longed to fill it with something, but the things captured in her mind were gone as soon as she got them. The neighbor's door opened.She had thought that the thick wall turned out to be so thin, and the neighbor's door seemed to be closed at her ear.She looked around, she had been shouting that the small room suddenly became bigger, it was too big, and even made her feel scared. "Are you willing to marry him and be a housewife for the rest of your life?" Lou Hong recalled what her mother said when she ran out the door. She was shocked. Her mother's words hit her again and again, like a tide hitting the shore.Her thoughts let go from this, the small room in front of her eyes became a big room, the shabby furniture in front of her eyes became luxurious, her healthy body became obese, and a toddler ran towards her with his arms raised , calling her mother.She will stay in this damn computer company for the rest of her life, or transfer to another company. Her three-year secretarial college diploma will tie her up in this city and work as a secretary or data officer for the rest of her life. "Is this the life I want?" Lou Hong asked herself with some fear. "A standard well-off life, but haven't I always had this life? Even though it's because of the help of my parents, haven't I lived in such a life since I was a child?!" She stopped herself from thinking like this, she laughed at herself for being too vulgar, thinking about material life. "What's wrong with me?" She asked herself again, "How did I forget, I married him because I love him." But she thought again, "How long can this love live in such an environment? Divorce, Hurts, quarrels, misunderstandings..." Thinking of this, she realized that she hated the environment that surrounded her love because it didn't grow anything good and healthy. Lou Hong moved her body and changed her sitting posture.Once again she stressed that she had gathered her scattered thoughts. "Why do I think so?" When she asked herself again, Geng Lin's specific expression appeared in front of her eyes. It was Lou Hong's expression when he was at a loss for words when he asked him to find Liu Yun to tell her.Lou Hong thought of other similar situations, she had seen Geng Lin's expression more than once.Lou Hong suddenly felt distressed because of Geng Lin's occasional expression.To Lou Hong, this expression means that Geng Lin wants to do everything well, wants to help Lou Hong, but he doesn't know what to do.So, he avoided this with a man's impatient attitude, so most of the problems between them remained unresolved. What they solved through quarreling and sex was not the problem, but the emotion.Reconciliation again and again, covering up the problem again and again. "Why do I always quarrel with Geng Lin? But I seldom quarrel with my father, why? Because I love Geng Lin? Because my father is not my lover?" Lou Hong's mind is like a computer screen flipping pages rapidly, constantly After tumbling through these thoughts, she finally came to a conclusion that even she didn't want to believe: For her, Geng Lin didn't have her father's ability to be a man. The reason why she kept fighting with Geng Lin for everything Noisy, because she was disappointed in Geng Lin.This disappointment was in her subconscious before, but now it surfaced... When one can analyze one's feelings, the feelings can have two fates: to live longer in the waking state, or to die instantly in the more waking state. On the way to find Liu Yun, Geng Lin seemed to be a fired missile, full of angry power, with only one thought, that is to rush to the target and explode.He was sitting in the taxi, looking at everything outside the window as if he hadn't seen it. What he imagined over and over again was how he opened the door, and then how he slammed the door hard, while Liu Yun looked at him in horror. How he pointed at Liu Yun's nose and told her in the language she couldn't bear, how he despised her, like a fly... "Here we are." The driver stopped the car.Geng Lin quickly went to take out his wallet, and this action took him away from the trajectory of the missile launch and returned to reality.He glanced out the window, and even though it was dark, he realized that the driver had parked in the wrong place. "Wrong." Geng Lin blurted out. "What's wrong?" the driver said angrily. "I'm not here." Geng Lin said. "Then where are you going?" "I went to the back door of the Technical University." "Where is this?" "This is the East Gate of the Technical University." "When you got into the car, you could say that you were at the back door of Gongda." The driver said. "It's impossible, I'm stupid, I went to the east gate, and I was talking about the back door." "Whether you're stupid or not is up to you." The driver said without looking back. "Hey, why are you talking like that?" Geng Lin heard the driver's overtones. "How I talk is my business." "I'm not in the mood to quarrel today, go to the east gate." Geng Lin controlled himself. "I won't pull you." The driver was very tough. "You have the guts." Geng Lin said as he opened the door and got out of the car, and put the money back into his pocket as he walked forward.As he walked, he thought that not paying himself was the best way to deal with such rogue drivers. Geng Lin had already walked tens of meters away.The taxi stayed where it was, as if the driver was giving Geng Lin a chance to return the money.But Geng Lin was striding forward, the driver seemed to lose his patience, he slammed the accelerator, and the car drove close to Geng Lin.He got out of the car and grabbed Geng Lin's collar from behind. Geng Lin turned around, and he punched him in the face. Geng Lin fell to the ground, covering his face, and blood flowed out through his fingers immediately. "Take the fare and go to the hospital, kid." The driver said and drove away.