Chapter 25 Chapter Twenty-Five

It almost seems like a weird psychological phenomenon, maybe the same as homicide or prostitution, the first time is the hardest, once it's done the first time it doesn't matter.On the way to Lou Hong's parents' house, Liu Yun thought about going back several times. For some reason, she felt a lot more apprehensive. When she first went to Geng Lin's temporary residence, she was calmer and calmer than she is now. "Shouldn't I come to find Lou Hong's parents?" Liu Yun asked himself in his heart. Of course, she didn't follow this line of thinking, otherwise she would find that in the face of making mistakes, different mental states are different reminders from God.Why are there different reminders?Are people different from God?Liu Yun didn't think of this for the time being, and she continued to walk forward, because what she thought of was Peng Li's reminder to her yesterday, and she thought what Peng Li said made sense.

Peng Li came to the hospital for a physical examination yesterday and had dinner with Liu Yun afterward. She seriously reminded Liu Yun to ask herself what to do. "Do you really want a divorce?" Peng Li asked her. "I don't know." Liu Yun thought for a while and said. "Actually, you should know." Peng Li said cleverly, "Don't you want Geng Lin to turn back?" "It's too late, I think we have no chance," Liu Yun said. "Opportunities are always there. Whether Geng Lin turns back depends entirely on his relationship with that woman. Because he didn't have an affair because he had a big problem with you. He had an affair purely because he liked her, and the girl Whether I can live with Geng Lin for the rest of my life, or even marry him is still a matter of debate."

Liu Yun didn't answer, she didn't know what to say.After so many things happened, she was sometimes very dazed, and would rather not imagine anything and resign herself to fate.Twice she was so distraught that she even thought of dying.She didn't know whether what she did was right or wrong, what Geng Lin thought of her because of it, what she lost because of these things... all of this was messy, as if it was a mess of threads that she stuffed into the cabinet, She knew the reason, but she had no strength or mood. Peng Li asked her if she wanted Geng Lin to turn back, which broke the hard shell she had put up - everything was left to fate.In her heart, she was almost extremely weak, and she didn't want Geng Lin to turn back?She would rather ask herself in another way: Can she bear the life without Geng Lin?Geng Lin divorced her and married another woman, she no longer has any right or reason to bother Geng Lin, no matter whether she can bear the result.Thinking of this, she wept.Peng Li was also very moved by her sudden tears. She turned her head and let her eyes get more and more wet.

"Liu Yun, tell me what's in your heart, don't hold it in your heart alone, be careful of getting sick." "Thank you, Peng Li, for still thinking of me like this." Liu Yun said, wiping away tears. "I'm a woman too." "Peng Li, to be honest, I'm afraid that Geng Lin will leave me, but what else can I do now? So many things happened like this, and it seems that even I don't understand how it happened. Geng Lin hates me now .I'll just have to resign myself to it." "Since this is the case, we should calm down and think about what to do to make things better, instead of relying on emotions. You go to their unit to make trouble, but you are actually doing them a favor."

Liu Yun smiled wryly. "Of course, that woman is outrageous, but you can't let her lead you away. In my opinion, you have to try to move Geng Lin and soften him." Liu Yun looked at Peng Li in confusion, as if he didn't understand what she said. "Talk to him, be soft and admit your mistakes." Peng Li said, "He won't really hold grudges against you after you have been married for so many years." "You're right, I thought about it too, but I can't do it," Liu Yun looked at Peng Li pitifully, "I can't do it, I don't know why, I... I can't open my mouth."

Liu Yun cried again after speaking, she hated herself for being incompetent. "Then why don't you talk to Lou Hong's parents? If her parents object, their business will not be completed. Then, Geng Lin will have no other way out except turning back." In this way, Liu Yun, who was in despair, was moved by Peng Li's suggestion again.Peng Li did what she said, and helped Liu Yun find out the address of Lou Hong's home, and told Liu Yun that Lou Hong's parents didn't know anything about Lou Hong and Geng Lin. According to the address Peng Li gave her, Liu Yun found a compound where many cars were parked.There are three four-story red brick buildings on three sides of the yard. The houses look simple from the outside, but they feel that they have good quality. There is a flower bed in the center of the yard, and each household on the first floor has a small yard.

Lou Hong's house is on the second floor of the building in the middle.After Liu Yun rang the doorbell, the door inside the iron gate was opened, and a woman in her fifties wearing glasses looked at Liu Yun in confusion, as if Liu Yun had pressed the wrong doorbell.Liu Yun judged from her appearance that she was Lou Hong's mother. "Sorry, I know Lou Hong, are you Lou Hong's mother?" Lou Hong's mother nodded in confusion. "I want to talk to you. My name is Liu Yun, a doctor from the Second Affiliated Hospital." Lou Hong's mother opened the door and let Liu Yun in.

When Liu Yun sat down opposite Lou Hong's parents, she felt an inescapable oppression.Lou Hong's father is a tall man who looks very capable and decisive. His hair is starting to gray, but his appearance is very outstanding.Liu Yun thought that he must be in an important position, and his whole body exuded the self-confidence that came from that position.Lou Hong's mother is an ordinary female intellectual, but she has to pay more attention to her clothes. The knee-length wool suit skirt is dark gray, so she wears a silver-gray cashmere sweater, which exudes nobility inside and out.But you can't say what this woman does, so you can't say where her somewhat domineering nobility comes from, the honor of a husband and wife?It didn't seem to be completely, Liu Yun gradually felt that this woman had a natural self-confidence and straightforwardness, even if she was a beggar now, she would stand out from the crowd of beggars.Liu Yun thought of Lou Hong more than once. When they were busy pouring tea for her, Liu Yun seemed to have a better understanding of Lou Hong through a short observation. A girl with such parents is inevitably different.

After they finished making tea, they both sat opposite Liu Yun and smiled politely, just to dispel any sullenness that might have appeared on their faces.Liu Yun felt oppressed again, as if a crime she was about to commit hadn't happened yet, and she was already sitting on the bench.They still didn't open their mouths to ask questions, as if they had discussed it together yesterday.Liu Yun took a look at the decoration of the living room. There were many calligraphy and paintings on the wall that must have been precious, but there were also large bouquets of flowers on the coffee table, and the vase was a style Liu Yun had never seen in the market.

Liu Yun suddenly decided not to speak first, even though she already felt defeated in her heart.She regretted coming here a little, and she found that she was not a suitable opponent for this old couple.The uneasy and contempt she can show at ordinary times, in front of this couple, it would be too foolish for her to show it again. "Why do they think they are superior to others?" Liu Yun thought in his heart, but that's how they are. "Drink tea." Lou Hong's father said softly, ending the short stalemate just now. "Thank you." Liu Yun picked up the teacup, but didn't bring it to his mouth to drink. "Does Lou Hong have a boyfriend?"

They looked at each other. "If you have something to say, you'd better say it directly." Lou Hong's mother said. "You're right. Didn't Lou Hong introduce a Mr. Geng to his parents?" Liu Yun said. They shake their heads. "That's a pity, they're lovers now. I'd love to know a little bit about how you as parents feel about it." "Does this have anything to do with you?" Lou's mother said in a calm but stinging voice. "Something, her lover is my husband." Liu Yun's words were like an incendiary bomb, which immediately destroyed their noble and aggressive aura. "Nonsense," cried the first father, jumping to his feet, who, like many fathers in such situations, lost his grace in love for his daughter. "Are you sure?" Lou's mother remained calm. "She called me and asked me to leave my husband. She promised to give me my husband's house and savings." Lou's mother was surprised, she hated it, squeezed out a few words between her teeth: "She's crazy, the damn girl." "Paging her and telling her to be right back." Father paced up and down irritably. "They're in one unit." "What?" Lou Hong's parents said at the same time. "Yes, I just want to know your attitude towards this matter, and then I will know what I should do." "Doctor Liu, I'm really sorry about this matter. We don't know anything about it. Thanks to you for telling us." Lou's mother tried to calm herself and said to Liu Yun, "Don't think too much, she disturbed your Family, it is that we are not educated enough as parents, and her father and I often travel on business, so we neglected her. But I assure you that this matter will not move forward, Lou Hong will never associate with your husband again, I Assure you, please forgive my daughter for her mistakes in this matter, and I hope you and your husband can get back together." "Yes," Lou Hong's father added, "find a way to reconcile. Husband and wife are not child's play. Xiaohong, we deal with her, but we can't do it. We force her to resign and quit. No matter what, she can't marry a married woman. How can you be so reasonable!" He spoke incoherently, his wife gave him a look, all this was seen by Liu Yun, she smiled, put the teacup back in its place, got up and said goodbye. "I'm sorry to bring unhappiness to your family, and I have to do it as a last resort." Liu Yun said. Dahua called Chen Daming several times but did not get an answer.She lay at home feeling angry, not sad.Yesterday, she found out she was pregnant for the seventh time.She didn't want to repeat the tragedy of the last abortion, because she was shaved twice because of a novice.She called Chen Daming just to let him find a skilled doctor for her. But Chen Daming didn't call back because he had slept with her recently.He only returned Dahua's page when he wanted to sleep with her again.Dahua is used to this and doesn't think it's disrespectful to her.She liked Chen Daming very much. She told him that she thought he was like a child, but Chen Daming didn't like to hear such compliments.He liked being thought of as a hooligan or something, but no one said that to him, even though he was a hooligan in a way.What Dahua was happy about was that Chen Daming still responded to her paging at a certain stage, and that he was so gentle on the bed that it didn't even match his fierce appearance. Dahua called Chen Daming again, and this time she left a message saying that if she didn't call back, she would call his wife. Chen Daming called back almost immediately, so Dahua's first sentence on the phone was: "Your wife is amazing." "Of course, otherwise you would be my wife." Chen Daming said impatiently, "What's the matter?" "Come here, right away, or I'll call your wife." "Grandma Dahua, grandma Dahua, I beg you, I really can't make it through now, what do you say, if I don't handle it for you, you will kill me." "That's right, if you are a couple for one night, you will be rewarded for a hundred days. Let's do it for more than one night, right?" Dahua said. "Hey, don't talk about this, talk about things." Chen Daming was even more impatient. "I'm pregnant." Dahua's mood was not affected by Chen Daming's irritability. "What does your pregnancy have to do with me?" "It's only you during this time." Dahua seems to be a woman who can never be hurt. She doesn't complain, but stubbornly states the facts to you, no matter whether you think the facts sound true or not. "The devil will believe you." "What I said is true." Dahua's calm and emotionless subdued Chen Daming. "That's hell." "Da Ming, don't talk like that. You always underestimate me, Da Hua. I'm much better than you imagined. If I didn't like you and you treated me like this, I would have dealt with you long ago." Chen Daming was silent, not because of Dahua's intimidation, but because of her true feelings that were difficult and unnatural. "What can I do?" Chen Daming asked. "Find me a better doctor and don't make me wait too long. Waiting in the hospital is worse than doing it." "Have you done this before?" "right." "I don't know that." "Because it's not yours." "Dahua, don't worry, it's all on me." Chen Daming said, he likes women who are honest. Chen Daming first thought of Wu Gang as the one who could help, but he didn't know until he got to the hospital that Wu Gang had returned to his grandma's house because his grandma passed away.So, Chen Daming went to find Liu Yun, and her colleague said that Liu Yun was asked by the leader to talk, and he would be back in a while.Chen Daming was waiting for Liu Yun to come back in the corridor. Liu Yun didn't expect that what the leader asked her to talk about was something that had passed for so long. "To put it bluntly, you are also called leaving your post without authorization." The vice president said to Liu Yun. Liu Yun didn't answer right away, but listened with his head down.At that time, she thought that the leader would know sooner or later, no matter how big Hu Wu Gang tried to protect her, she knew all too well what happened to the nurse.But she wondered how the leader only knew now. Of course, Liu Yun would not know that there was another story involving the vice president and a female nurse. "Of course, there were no serious consequences. Da Hu helped you deal with it there. But, think about it, if all the doctors in the hospital took your luck, how many people would die?" Liu Yun wanted to continue saying, "Then you should shoot me." But she held back.Although she felt that it was better for the leader to post a notice to punish her than to tell her these words, she was still unconvinced in her heart, thinking that the leader was making a fuss out of a molehill.However, this thought didn't stay in her heart for too long, because of restlessness, no thought could stay in her heart for too long.Her mind is now like a movie screen, old content goes out and new content comes in.At this time, what entered her mind was: the leader talked to her during working hours, didn't she also ask her to leave the post without authorization? "Talk about your thoughts. You haven't spoken for a long time. If you have opinions, we can exchange them." The vice president said. "I have no objection. You are right. I did leave my post that day. I am willing to accept punishment for this." Liu Yun said. "Hey, Liu Yun, punishment is not the purpose, and the purpose of calling you is not to punish you. Your performance has been good, and the leader attaches great importance to you. I hope you don't relax and work hard. Anyway, you have a future. female doctor." Liu Yun understood what he said, but felt that what he said was far away and seemed to affect her career.All she could imagine now was bad things happening to her, not good things.Sometimes, she really wants disasters to happen, like earthquakes, wars.But then I hated myself for thinking it was cruel, that those who had children, those who were happy would never have such a hope as hers. Liu Yun returned to the clinic and found Chen Daming waiting for her.At this time, Chen Daming appeared, which seemed ridiculous to her.But she still greeted him warmly, she knew that Chen Daming was someone who really wanted to help her, even though she didn't like him very much. "Sister Liu, you're back." Chen Daming greeted first. "What is the leader looking for from you? Is there anything wrong?" "How do you know everything?" Liu Yun was surprised. "Listen to what the nurse said." "You must have something to do with me, right?" "It's really difficult." Chen Daming said about Dahua.Unexpectedly, Liu Yun readily agreed.