Chapter 30 Twenty-five, Jing Zhi's soul (1)

Miss Mo's Hun'er went to Guhe to say goodbye to Jingzhi's Hun'er, and asked Jingzhi's Hun'er if he wanted to go with her.Jingzhi's Hun'er's eyes were red and she said that she can't go anywhere, she has to wait here for the book owner to die before dragging him to reincarnate together.Miss Mo's soul said how many years do you have to wait? He won't die for a while.As soon as he said this, Jingzhi's soul burst into tears, crying loudly, unable to stop.Miss Mo knew at a glance that she had spent these years crying on the Guhe River without seeing anyone, neither going to heaven nor entering the earth nor being reincarnated, just floating on the Guhe River waiting for the book master to die, or hoping that there would be a heavenly book master Can think of her to come to her so that he can have fun in his dreams.

Jingzhi's Hun'er obviously talked about the past and didn't care whether others listened or not. He cried and talked incoherently. Judging from Miss Mo's Hun'er, she had no hope of understanding the new era at all, and she didn't have any chance to vote again. Fetal hope.Miss Mo's soul did not understand that such an unattainable girl from Jingzhi became so unwise after her death, depressed, resentful, sad, and desperate.Jingzhi's Hun'er once completely refused to enter the time study class. She floated on the lonely river every day and told her own stories. No matter whether anyone listened, she still talked endlessly.

She couldn't stop seeing Miss Mo's soul: "Sister Mo, don't worry, you are very lucky and have nothing to do with you in this world. Your Ningzi has been growing up with me, and my book is about to die." Later, Ning Zi and Hong Nu were inseparable like a pair of twins, she has everything now, and the owner of the book adopted her again, and she will marry a good family in the future, can she be said to be our successor?" Miss Mo's soul said, this is what I'm most worried about. After all, she is not a step-family member. If she learns to use others' signs to fool around, she will definitely have a heart attack in the future.

"Don't worry, my red girl will protect your Ningzi all her life. The red girl has a sense of responsibility to people and society. She is our daughter after all, and she knows that she will live up to our hearts. But I am not even as good as her." , How can I take my feelings away from the great Shukai?" Jingzhi's soul was crying with snot and tears. Miss Mo's soul thought, it seems that Ning Zi's life will only be the shadow of a big family, everyone loves to protect her, and it is also considered her fate, from a secular point of view, it is better than farming all her life.It's just that I, a mother, have a poor temper, and I'm afraid that my daughter will be so greedy and vain by this kind of foster care that she will forget who she is.

Jingzhi's soul came over and hugged Miss Mo's soul and cried and cried, the river water and tears wet Miss Mo's soul.Only then did Miss Mo's soul discover that she, a worthless woman, was the only confidant of the great hero's wife and unified righteous man.If she was alive, she wouldn't believe this kind of thing, but when a person is dead and has no rank, she can see the truth. "Sister Mo, you have to listen to me, listen to me, maybe you have heard it hundreds of times, but in the future you are leaving, just listen to me again, okay? When Shukai's body was brought back to the big island, I I saw that there was a bullet hole in the back of Shukai, and someone shot him to death from behind. After I saw it, I was too scared to say it, because the superiors said that he was shot to death by the front-line enemies, and the newspapers said that he was the former He was shot in the chest. Shukai’s death caused the Dashima people to hate Zhang Geng’s army even more. They felt that Zhang Geng was ruthless and wanted to get rid of his step-family. I don’t want to defend Zhang Geng and Mission Church, but the bullet is really not Zhang Geng’s. It was typed on the side. Of course, it can also be said that the Mission Church sent spies to assassinate and shoot in the back. If so, why did no one investigate the spies afterwards and admit that the book was an assassination? It can be seen that it is not a spies. Who is it? At the funeral I Seeing Shukai’s body buried in such an unclear manner, with the coffin covered with the flag of the Tongtong Church, I felt a twinge of pain in my heart. It was raining, and I felt that Shukai’s soul was always looking at me from the sky, and heard Shukai said: "The things in our hall should be kept secret." I whispered to Shukai's soul: "But you are too wronged to die like this. Your uncle is wronged enough. Why did they get involved with you again?" Do you want to do this? This time it will be more ruthless. If you kill you, you will have a big memorial service.” Shukai said: “No matter what, you can’t betray Tang. If you do anything wrong to Tang, I will follow you. Divorce.' I really thought I was crazy. I couldn't believe that Shukai would scare me with divorce after everyone died. I looked around and shook my head trying to wake up. Then I heard Shukai say again: 'After I die You have to take good care of the children, if you have anything to ask my brother, the book master, he will treat you well, I will not go back to the big island, I have to go to the sky to find my uncle Jitian, we are bound by a fate Once this belief is established, I will follow him in life and death.” Then, I felt a gust of wind blowing by, and saw a light disappearing in the distance.

"When I first became a widow, I didn't look for anyone, just stayed with my two children. The death of Shukai dispelled all my hopes and beliefs, and I took my children for walks in the mountains all day long without saying a word. One day I accidentally ran into the owner of the book, so I couldn’t help explaining the truth about the dead body to the owner. When the two of us returned to my house and talked about it until dawn, I couldn’t help crying. I cried all night, and the owner also Crying, the person he loves the most all his life is his elder brother. We kept talking about the book master not going back until dawn. After he left, I began to think about him, afraid that he would be too difficult to get hurt, and I wanted to see him again after a few days , I want to tell him again, I can remember every word we said, think about it again, think about it again, the more I think about it, the more I feel that I have a destined connection with the book owner, he loves books and opens up. I also love Shukai, we are all controlled by this love. I can't help but think of what the soul of Shukai said to me, 'he will treat you well'. Although I am from a big city, I have had some other Emotional experience, but ever since I came to Women’s Mountain, married Ji Shukai, and went to Dadao, I have never looked around. After Shukai’s death, I almost locked myself up. Spend time on the children. But this time I talked with the book owner all night. I thought I would tell my brother-in-law all the things I couldn’t say, especially about the truth about Shukai’s corpse, but after I finished talking about it Why can't I stop talking about other things, can't stop talking about everything, at the beginning, I can't keep myself from wanting to see him, so I start thinking wildly. At that time, there weren't many men you could tell five The above sentence is something to talk about, and then leave. Even with my husband, I don’t have so much to say, except for eating, sleeping, and talking about work. But talking to the book owner is a completely different feeling He listened to me. He sympathized with my situation, because the step-family still didn't like me, and I didn't visit often. Speaking of his elder brother's body, if it wasn't for me, he would have burst into tears. His life The people I love the most are his grandmother and his elder brother. His elder brother also loves him. He can die for his elder brother, not to mention marrying his elder brother's divorced wife for his elder brother. I know these things, so I sympathize with him. I look at him I feel that I have regained a little bit of Shukai, even though he is so different from Shukai. What will he think when he looks at me? Does he think that the woman his elder brother loves must be cute? We forget the time when we talk together, We forgot our uncle-sister relationship, his position, his wife and children at home, and public opinion. We started from recalling his brother and talked about politics, interpersonal relationships, relationships between men and women, thoughts on life, and opinions on life. The nostalgia for the past and the disappointment for the future, I didn’t expect to even tell him about my past love life, and I kept talking about it until dawn. So after he left, I began to think about him without thinking, hoping to see him again.