Chapter 8 Eight

Since then, we have become "invincible friends", and we have "struck the hook" with Wazi. "My eldest cousin said to wash the ears and scratch the back of the head, is it comfortable?" I washed Xiaoting's hair, and she hadn't washed her hair since her mother was taken away. "It's so comfortable." She bent her waist and soaked the top of her head in the water. "Okay, it's done." I wiped her dry. "How does it look?" She smiled as she combed. "Wait a minute! Let me see!" I suddenly realized something was wrong.

"What's wrong?" "Oops -- oops -- oops!" I laughed. She touched her hair inexplicably. "Haha...haha... I only washed the ears and the back of my head, but I forgot to wash the top of your head! Oops, now you have soap and hair on the top of your head, it's even dirtier!" I hiccupped laughingly. "It's okay, just shave hard." Xiao Ting scraped desperately on the top of her head with a comb. "Let's go to the bathhouse on the street, have you been there?" "No, no one burns the boiler in our house now, so we can't take a bath at all!"

"Fool, the bathhouse on the street is better, I'll take you there!" We talked and laughed loudly while washing each other in the public bath and rubbed each other's backs. "It's fun, let's come together next time, it's more fun than taking a bath at home." She looked at the naked women walking around. "Does your chest itch?" "Hmm." I'm not too embarrassed to say this. "Me too. Terrible, growing. Almost like an old woman." She squinted at the women next to us. We went home and found two of my mom's bras and put them on.

As soon as you move, the bra will run, and if you lift your arms twice, the bra will run to your neck. A big laugh. "Xiao Ting, have you ever eaten vegetable dumplings? Come, one for each of us." The eldest cousin gave us vegetable dumplings with sticky noodles. Without the salary of parents, the rebels only gave us enough money to eat fried dumplings with sticky noodles. "It's so fragrant! It's better than three dishes and one soup!" Xiaoting said. "I eat more now than before. My cousin puts pancakes and steamed vegetable dumplings every day, and also stir-fries pickles. Oh, it's better than meat." I swallowed vegetable dumplings.

"Your home seems more comfortable than before." Xiao Ting sat cross-legged on the bed. "Of course, it's smaller. It used to be too big to be scary. Now I go to bed as soon as I enter the door, and it's warm!" I said proudly. "Are those houses sealed off?" She looked at the yard. "It's sealed, it's better if it's sealed. It's easy. Now I eat and sleep in this room, so I don't have to move. It's also warm, so I don't have to be afraid." "I don't know why our house hasn't been sealed yet. I'll seal up those houses myself when I get home, yes! Otherwise, I'd always be scared, it's too big. I also moved the bed and table to the dining room, leaving a kitchen , seal the rest, this is a good way!" She decided excitedly: "They won't seal me myself! Hee hee..."

A few days later, she heard that her mother had died, and I heard that my father had died. We hugged each other and cried.Wazi treated us to a meal of buns and felt better.Xiao Ting suddenly discovered that she was actually free from then on.A few days later, Wazi's mother also committed suicide, and Wazi declared her freedom after crying for two months. After entering middle school, Xiao Ting came to me one day: "You are the only one I am doing lately?" Before I could react, she rushed to say, "Make a boyfriend!" "Huh? Making friends?! Is it fun or not?"

"You remember those songs we sang secretly in elementary school? There was a sweetheart sitting next to me... I thought it must be so beautiful if it happened! So one day I was walking down the street and came over A boy asked me: What school are you from? What's your name? Can we get to know each other? I met him. You know it's popular to shoot women now? That's called shooting women! I'm his wife Yes. We made an appointment to go to the park, and we sat on a park bench that evening, just like in the song! He came and kissed me afterwards! On my face, and then he was about to kiss my mouth! Scared me to death But when he really kissed my mouth, he was so excited, just like in the book, we kissed endlessly. It was dark, but he still hugged me and didn't let go."

"Oops!" I tensed my shoulders and opened my mouth wide. "I'm so fucking glad we're going to the park tomorrow!" she began singing loudly. "Great!" I stomped my feet happily. After cheering all afternoon, she left. Two days later, she came to me again, without mentioning a single word about that matter, so I hurriedly asked: "Tell me, how are you doing? Okay?" "It's boring. It's just kissing if you come or not. It seems that there is nothing else to do except kissing! If love is like this, I really don't want to waste time. I want to blow it up with him."

"Oops." I sighed regretfully. "You know what I want to do these days? Read books. I find reading books to be the most exciting. I start reading the books on my dad's shelf, and I don't have time for a date!" she said triumphantly, and picked a piece off my stovetop The dried steamed buns are chewed and crunched. I bake my chilblained hands near the stove. After two years, Xiao Ting read all the famous Chinese novels plus the "Complete Works" of Shakespeare, Tolstoy, Marx and Engels.She started smoking and I started painting. "It's over," I said.

"What's the matter?" "I don't have a model. The teacher said that if you want to draw a human body, you have to draw a model." "That's not easy, with so many people around." "Not ordinary people. If you want to get naked, where can you find them? I heard that a painter secretly hired a nude model and was arrested by the police." "what to do?" "I don't know. I have no choice but to not paint. I will never know the human body, and I will never be a great painter," I almost cried. "Well, I've dedicated myself to art, come on, let's paint." She undressed suddenly and lay naked on the bed, covering her face with her arms.

The teacher said that the proportion of my buttocks and waist in this first human body sketch is completely wrong. "What did your teacher say?" she asked. "Say the ratio between the buttocks and the waist is wrong." I looked at her in the painting. "I'm screwed anyway. Your teachers know I'm naked." "Did he know it was you?" "Anyway, I don't intend to see this person in my life." "You don't plan to see him, and I won't see him either." "why?" "His girlfriend asked Lin Liguo to be selected into the beauty training team. The girl's family thought that she had ascended to heaven from now on, so they asked her to brag about him. The teacher became angry when he saw women, and he didn't even teach female students. " "Is that girl pretty?" "Is it good-looking? Who knows. It must be good-looking. Our teacher is also good-looking." "What do you think men and women are actually doing together?" "what?" "I recently read a book about this. It's terrible. You must read it after I finish it." "what book?" "Have you heard of it? Only after reading this book do you know what men and women do together. Thinking of my parents makes me sick. But that's how we were born." "How was it born?" "Well, you'll know after reading it." I just started watching it, but I haven't figured out what it means, Xiao Ting has "grown up" again. One morning when I went to find her, she opened the door in her bra and panties, ran back to the bed to stretch, and kissed the sky with her eyes closed. "Huh---" She half opened her eyes and said, "That's great." "what happened again?" "I'm really a woman this time!" She opened her eyes and sat up. "why?" "I met a boyfriend and he spent the night here last night!" "You two—" I couldn't say it, but it popped into my mind first. "Of course. Love is not just about kissing. Love is the combination of two people. Now I understand my parents. They are not bad at all. They are two different things. They are sublimation. To tell you, it is sublimation!" "..." "The first time I did it, I had to bleed a lot. I bleed a lot, it scared me, and it still hurts, but the relationship between the two is very good." "..." "This is called love, I plan to marry him!" "what?" "Anyway, we're going to live together, and we're going to visit our in-laws tomorrow." She jumped up and down excitedly. "Oh, you don't belong to us anymore." I was wronged again. "Don't be sad, you have to have a boyfriend soon, wouldn't it be more fun to have a few more men in our group?" Two years later, I met Yang Fei, who knew how to draw. We drew together, and then he said he loved me. While I was experiencing "love", I thought that I was "leveled" with Xiao Ting.But Yang Fei was only a "romantic" lover from beginning to end, and he refused to be a "husband".As soon as Xiao Ting's father was "liberated", he agreed to marry Xiao Ting and her boyfriend; they had lived together for seven years at that time, they divorced in the eighth year, and Xiao Ting started drinking heavily in the tenth year. "Haha---" she called me downstairs. "Come up." I was afraid that she would yell loudly in the courtyard downstairs. We all moved into the building after the "Cultural Revolution." Standing in the courtyard and talking loudly was tantamount to announcing your private life to hundreds of families in the courtyard. "I'm fucking unlucky today. If you have wine, I'll go up there. If you don't have wine, forget it. There are buddies waiting for me at night." She still shouted loudly. "I have everything, you come up!" In order for her not to shout, I promised everything. "Grandma, I had a fight with the unit leader." She took off her clothes as soon as she entered the door, "Where's the wine?" " "Look, it's all here." I said quickly. "Hee, not bad." She had a drink first, then turned around and continued undressing. "What do you think of my curves? My buddies all say I'm handsome." She took off only her bra and panties, walking back and forth in front of the mirror. I remembered that she was a "model" for me ten years ago, and she was indeed not so "handsome" at that time. "You're beautiful, like an athlete." I told the truth. "Damn it because I've been divorced, the unit doesn't like me no matter what, I'm number one in business, and they always try to punish me, you bastard." "Don't think of them, you are you." "cheers!" "Dry!" "Damn Xipi, fuck the bastard." She scolded people much smoother than when she practiced in elementary school more than ten years ago. "Hey, that's the place." "Damn it, who the fuck do I want to be with!" "right!" "Recently I found out that it's better to be a simple boy, those old men are all fucking trying to use you." "Not necessarily, I like old ones." "Hey, there are big benefits to being big, and small benefits to being small. What did Duncan say? Men are like musical instruments." "Music." "Yeah, the music. Every key is different. Is it? Hee hee, I don't like a fucking tune!" I smile. "Hee hee, now that I'm happy, I'd better talk to my old friend about it. How are you and Yang Fei?" "Well, I don't understand him, he's not married and he claims to love me." "It's fine, just love." "But I want to get married, I want to be stable and have a husband." "You are a sucker." "Of course you were married, I don't know what it's like to be married!" "What does it taste like? Have you ever drank gasoline?" "Forget it, I have to have a family anyway. I don't want to play games." "Are you trying to talk about my game life?" "I would say everyone is different." "You don't like me, do you?" "I'm not you." "Yes, you are a pure girl, I am Erguotou, you are still dreaming, and I am now the third rotten." "I didn't say that, but you can't laugh at me for having dreams." "I'm not kidding you, I just want you to be well. I'm leaving, and I don't want my buddies to wait too long for me." She began to dress. "You take care." "You're laughing at me again, don't think that people who don't dream live in a cesspit, our buddies are not hypocrites!" she said as she walked out. "People who have dreams are not necessarily hypocrites!" "Bye---" She went downstairs. "······" "Cough---haha---" she shouted downstairs again. "What's up?" "I'm out of birth control pills tonight—do you have them?" she asked loudly, deliberately standing in the middle of the yard. The psychology consulting company opened by Xiaobo, you can consult for one hour for 20 yuan. "You want too much." After listening to my confession, Xiao Bo came to a conclusion, "Modern people want too much." "I just want a home, a husband, just like the ancients." "Hey, that's a lot." "Everyone has a family, no matter what dynasty or generation." "But Yang Fei is an artist, an artist..." "I hate the word artist." "You love him as a person, don't you? That's it, what more? He loves you too." "Is this called love? Love is giving. He doesn't even bother to be a husband." "This is called modern people! I just emphasized that you just don't understand. Modern people have a lot of things, otherwise why should I open psychological consultation? Nowadays, what's the point of a husband without a husband? You love him and he loves you together It’s over, you’re not going to live comfortably without him, just admit it.”