Chapter 5 Fives

When they got to the most crowded place, the boys took the opportunity to lean and squeeze on the girls. The girls screamed excitedly. The red flag is taller than calligraphy, and the slogan is comparable to calligraphy. It was another "big day", another parade, and another silly joke directed at the "Er Tijiao" who jumped into the sky. "celebrate!!……" "You son of a bitch!" Suddenly a slingshot was fired, and the red flag lost its luster immediately.I forgot about this stubble. Turning to look at the other "puppies", one of them has already peed in his pants because he dare not go to the toilet for fear of being beaten.Urine ran down her trouser legs, her legs were icy, and she was still smiling silly at the night sky illuminated by the lights.

The banner of our middle school is not ugly among countless flags. Boom---boom!Another kicker.I'm so young, I'm so nimble, I can run, I can squeeze, I can yell—"You son of a bitch!" Another paper bullet in the head. This time I want to cry.The team began to sing revolutionary songs, Da Lun Sing. I forget the pain while singing. After the parade, the teacher asked our girls to embroider a colossal portrait of the leader overnight, and the boys to write a hundred large slogans overnight. Our middle school seems to be converted from an old monastery. After the "Cultural Revolution", the examination was abolished, and all "students entered the nearest school".The teaching building is an old dilapidated western-style building, the floorboards are making noise every minute, and the floorboards tremble when one's feet step on it.If the upstairs classroom is sprinkled with water, it will rain in the downstairs classroom; if someone fights in the upstairs classroom, there will be an earthquake in the downstairs classroom.Except for the stained glass at the top of the highest floor, which can only be seen by looking up at the corner of the stairs, it is still exposed to the wind and rain, and the glass in other classrooms is all broken.The wind is playing an obstacle race in the classroom. We wear cotton shoes, cotton jackets and cotton gloves, huddled in the classroom and memorize quotations. The first English lesson is "Long Life Chairman Mao", and the second lesson is "Long Long Life Chairman Mao" After class, my whole body was covered with chilblains.

Because of "nearby admission", the students are all from the same area, and they seem to know each other.Most of the girls wear plaid tops and carry calico schoolbags. Anyone who is a little special will be "tsk tsk tsk". "Tsk tsk tsk, she's wearing a Dacron top, it's almost see-through!" "Tsk tsk tsk, new nylon socks." "Tsk tsk tsk, she's wearing national defense green!" Boys and girls never speak, but they know each other And whoever makes a piece of news can't escape everyone's mouth.So-and-so's father used to sell sesame seed cakes and is now a worker; So-and-so's family used to have a small shop and then returned to the public; So-and-so's father is a landlord and will soon return to the countryside; So-and-so's mother is a "broken shoe"...

The leader seems to be embroidered with thick thread on the back of the plastic window screen. It is not difficult to embroider at all. Weave black "X"s on the window screen with thread, and the black "X"s form a huge leader. For example, when embroidering, don't delay chatting with your mouth and listening to gossip with your ears. Our class leader took the lead in talking about Daxiu in her class. Daxiu was "raped" by boys when she was in the fifth grade of elementary school, and then she was "raped" by her father. Later, she went to "fuck" with men Give her father money for cigarettes and alcohol.Her house has only one big kang, her father and mother sleep on one side, and she and her man sleep on the other. Not many families in the city have a kang.

I heard my brother said that there was such a thing as "entering Hong Kong", but my brother forbade me to read this book. I remembered that Xiao Ting said that men and women are just "kissing kissing kissing kissing" when they are together, and they only said "cloud rain", Maybe "cloud and rain" means "kiss", and "kiss" means "enter Hong Kong". "She couldn't even afford a mask. Once I found that there was only one mask strap hanging on her chest, and then she pretended to be wearing a mask in her clothes. I grabbed it out and let her It happened once." The team leader said.She is famous for "daring to fight against bad people and bad things".

"I heard that any hooligan can tell." A girl said with her lips curled up. "Where are you looking?" asked another. "Look at the ass. The gangster's ass is falling down." The girl continued to curl her lips. "Yo, that's disgusting," said another. "Hey, don't mention it, our neighbors are even more outrageous. The couple didn't turn off the lights when they did that at night, causing the children in the yard to lie outside the window at night through a hole in the broken window paper Look." Another girl smiled and gestured.

"It's disgusting, it's disgusting. Anyway, there must be more hooligans in our class." The team leader said. "Who is it?" "Hey, I won't talk about it, you can think for yourself." The group leader kept his mouth shut on purpose, making everyone nervous, and began to doubt each other, and also suspected that others knew about him.I also suspect they know I'm watching. "What's a hooligan?" A girl asked in a low voice. "Think about it carefully, if you can't be honest, you can't be aboveboard, and you have any abnormal relationship with any man." The group leader said in a low voice.

"I once sat next to a man on a train all night. We both fell asleep. When I woke up, I found my head on his shoulders. Does this count as sleeping with a man?" the girl asked. "Of course, maybe you will have children in the future." The team leader squeezed his eyes and smiled. "Huh?" The girl was dumbfounded. No one spoke, just lowered their heads and embroidered the portrait quickly.Maybe everyone has a history of "hooliganism", and they are afraid to speak out, and they are also afraid to stand up and let others suddenly point out that their buttocks are falling down.

"It's Qingming in March, and the two sisters went for an outing, flying kites with them. The kite went up and turned in the void, and the hemp rope pulled my wrist and hurt.It hurts a lot. I hate God for blowing a strong wind, and the strong wind blows and breaks the rope. What a blank.Ouch..." the big cousin sang. "Is your eldest cousin from your family?" The eldest cousin claimed to be a descendant of Confucius, and the father claimed to be a descendant of Chi You. The eldest cousin's surname was Kong, and his father's surname was Huang. Does Shui know whether their surnames are true or false?

Dad must be lying, Chi You looks like a cow and Dad looks like a sheep, how could it be a family?But the eldest cousin really has Confucius' teeth, which makes people have to believe.She said that the Kong family was passed down from generation to generation by the eldest son. In her generation, even the soup of the Kong family can no longer be eaten. Except for the surname "Kong", her father's father's father has long been Generations have lived a long life.So she proudly declared that she is a "generational poor peasant". The eldest cousin came to the city for some reason when she was young. She asked someone to find a job and found her cousin, who then looked for her cousin's brother-in-law, who happened to be the godson of her father's mother's cousin.In this way, all the "tang", "dry" and "watches" were used, and the big cousin came to our house. From the moment I opened my eyes, I saw the big cousin "scratching" in front of me. I thought she was My mother, I found out later that her name was "Big Cousin". Later, everyone asked me if Big Cousin was from our family.

After the father committed suicide, the eldest cousin became the father of the family, and the mother listened to her in everything.Even the portraits of the two people are getting closer and closer. I don't know who is leaning towards whom. Anyway, they are two completely different people who are almost twins. My mother is the daughter of a local warlord. One day before she turned 18, her grandfather opened a foreign restaurant and invited a foreign student from a big city to be her tutor. Within two months, she brought a head full of Russian and The fantasy of the French Revolution escaped from the small town where she lived in a satin cheongsam and went to Yan'an.The tutor also disappeared, and my grandfather thought they had eloped, but after four or nine years, the son-in-law my grandfather saw was not a tutor but a father, so he was relieved and went down to hell.He hated that governess to death, and later heard that the governess was blown up by a shell at the front and felt sorry for him, but he was still glad that his mother didn't marry him.After my mother arrived in Yan'an wearing a dark green satin cheongsam with fantasies, she entered the art troupe with a pair of big eyes.Most of the female soldiers in the Art Troupe come from the city. Not only can they sing, dance, and dance, but they can also dye their military uniforms black with earth dyes. They also make a pair of black cloth shoes and put on a self-dyed earthen cloth scarf, claiming to be the modern "Anna" ".They are eye-catching on the street, and they are never willing to drown women with military life.This "Ann"-style demeanor has been with my mother all her life, until she has become a spinning top, and when the image of "Anna" is mentioned, she can still raise her chest and look up without squinting. "Haha, you should be a peony." She reminded me, looking at my jeans. "I'm a dog's tail grass." I wiped the stains on my pants with my spit. "Anna..." she began again. "I don't have such a thin waist!" I said and left. My mother basically lived in a dream for the first half of her life. "Luo Ting", "Anna", the tutor taught her to say "my darling", "love" will always "bye-bye" dedicated to the front line; this is simply a poem, since then my mother's English has stayed on "darling".The later "darling" is a father, a handsome man, and he has accumulated military exploits through life and death; although he is not as poetic as the previous "darling", the latter is more solid, credible, and mature in thinking.With my father's help, my mother got special treatment as soon as she got married. She was no longer just "Anna" singing by the river in a black military uniform.She has a special food supply and rides a donkey when she marches.Later, when I entered the city, I was surrounded by drivers, guards and chefs. "Mom, you are so revolutionary." I said, "Nonsense, those who can participate in the revolution are not afraid of death." My mother's friend reminded me.Of course I admit defeat, they are all fragrant "characters" wearing embroidered shirts and high heels, who am I?My mother has never been satisfied with me. Sometimes she thinks I'm fat and sometimes she thinks I'm thin. She makes me learn to dance, forces me to get up early to practice, and practice again and again. At the dance school, the teacher uses a ruler to measure from the neck to the bottom of the buttocks, and then from the bottom of the buttocks. I measured it to the bottom of my feet, and said that the lower part should be three inches longer than the upper part, but my paper is two and a half inches longer, and there is nowhere to look for half an inch!Mom just gave up.He also asked me to learn to sing, and got up early to hang my voice, like killing half a chicken; in the end, the teacher said that the child had pharyngitis and it was best not to sing.My mother asked me to learn painting again. Anyway, she didn't let me live a peaceful life. After school, I jumped a little bit. "You could be a genius but you don't work hard," said Mom. "My legs are not long enough, and I have pharyngitis in my throat." I retorted.She didn't give a damn that she shortened my legs half an inch. "You don't need long legs to draw, do you?" She knocked on the table like she was playing a piano. "I might be colorblind." I said triumphantly.I really hope that if the doctor confirms that the child she gave birth to is useless, the rest of my life will be safe.Mother was determined with all her heart that her child had to be something. "After you were born, you have undergone various examinations in the hospital. The doctor said that you are more complete than other children in all aspects." She looked at me. Complete?What is full? "It's a pity that I was born in vain!" She sighed and stopped looking at me. Born in vain?What is Bai Sheng? Mother's experience in the Cultural Revolution turned her into a "mother".She got old all of a sudden, her white hair suddenly appeared, her hair straightened and hung in front of her face, the flesh on her face became loose, and her eyes became smaller.He squinted at me and stopped flicking the table with his hands.Look at her, let me dance ballet, sing opera, hang my voice and do anything, as long as she becomes "Anna" again.But maybe one day, she's going to be "Anna" again, and I'll have to run away again. As for the eldest cousin, everyone said that she was a "complete" person. When she was in the country, she was regarded as a symbol of auspiciousness and cleanliness, and everyone asked her for help.But she has never had a man in her life, and somehow she fell into a "complete".There is a book called, but my eldest cousin is "almost" alone. "Wake up...have breakfast...go to kindergarten...what kind of hair do you wear today? Like a lotus dance...Look, new dress, pleated, twirling...oh, with a big umbrella It seems." The eldest cousin took me as her model. "Big Cousin, when we were in the kindergarten and the circle was bigger than the skirt, the boys would lie on the ground and look up, like this..." I learned. "Oh, that's terrible, bad boy. Be careful when you play with boys." Played "exposing the children" in the kindergarten for a day, and at night when I went home, I dreamed of catching secret agents.Waking up in the morning is covered with falling flowers. "Look at how beautiful the courtyard is, let's go to play <Daiyu Burying Flowers>." My cousin gave me a small flower basket, combed me a singing "Miss Hair", put on a newly made dress and went to the courtyard "Funeral flowers". "Flowers wither and flowers fly all over the sky, and red flowers fade... What's the matter? Big cousin?" I just forgot about it. "Who has pity?" My cousin had already swept the flowers for me and put them in my little flower basket. "Who has pity? What's next?..." I forgot the words as soon as I twisted my steps. "What are you doing?" The cousin asked me in turn. "Oh, that's right! You're soft, you're floating in spring, and you're falling, you're light on the embroidered curtain. The girl in her boudoir cherishes the spring evening, and she can't bear to step on the falling flowers. Next year, who will be in the boudoir, no matter Tao Fei and Li Fei, will be together On the three hundred and sixtieth day of the year, the flowers fall and the people die without knowing it!" I sang nonsense while twisting my steps. "It's over so soon? You kid singing indiscriminately!" The eldest cousin simply took a big broom and swept the petals together several times. "Bury it," she said. "Big cousin, I don't look like this dress, please make me another opera costume." I held my "thousand-layer pleated skirt". "We won't sing Lin Daiyu tomorrow, it's too sad. Let's chase Concubine Yang tomorrow." She put the petals into the dustpan and dumped them into the trash can. "Is Lin Daiyu on good terms with Jia Baoyu?" "That's an old saying. It's something about the old society. Children who are so old now don't like to talk about it. Don't talk nonsense when you go out. Let's learn to sing "The General of the Yang Family" soon." The eldest cousin has a box of processed goods, leather shoes, fabrics, watches, leather bags, sweaters, silk shirts... She wears them during festivals or when she takes me out to shop, and she still looks like "a generation of poor peasants" in all of them. She reads comic books but can recite libretto.Also know how to play.He only needs to go to a restaurant once and cook there.She looks at pictorials and imitates and designs new clothes.If there is "Christian Dior" at the time, she will imitate a series of "Dior" products. She is proud of her "totally" and has always advocated that "men and women don't get along"; she is ashamed that mother and father sleep together; she said that it is best not to talk to boys before I get married; "unless you make a decision with him." Or I think he looks good." What do you mean she looks good when I make an appointment with him?How can I be "decided" if I don't speak?She looks good and fucks. So when Yang Fei and I have been together for ten years and finally decided not to be my "husband", I quickly asked my cousin and mother to dance for me a dance they thought was "good", married quickly and divorced quickly , making the two of them look at me as if they were looking at "disposable products". The mother and the eldest cousin grew more and more alike, so they wore the same clothes cut out together.Sometimes you can see two round blues or two round grays; sometimes you can see two round transparent linen shirts; There are two virgin-like nipples that are shorter than the belly.Mom's room smells of cigarettes and books, my cousin's room smells of cheap toilet water, and there's a little doll who wears jeans one day and a miniskirt the next. "Planting flowers in the first year failed, In the second year, the flowers were frosted and wrinkled, In the third year, catch up with the flood... Ouch, my mother..." the big cousin sang. "You must have your own way of life." Wazi said to me. She always has her way of life.In primary school, I dreamed of being the wife of an ambassador, and the clothes I wore were all like those in fairy tale movies; later, I wanted to be a manure collector, and I deliberately smelled the smell when I passed the manure truck; later, I wanted to be a ballet dancer, and I wore a pair of cloth shoes with wool on the front every day. Practitioners walk on their toes.Later we both went to middle school, and she became keen on playing the accordion again. Because the tune she played was "unhealthy", she was included in the "three-sex study class" by her middle school worker propaganda team, and she was allowed to attend all assembly schools where people were shot. educated. After the Cultural Revolution, she decided to keep cats and raised seven cats at once.It was illegal to keep cats at that time, so the cats had to eat, drink and sleep in her room, which was very smelly. Finally, the government ordered to encourage citizens to raise cats to get rid of rats, and one cat jumped from the balcony when she was happy. Went down and broke my leg. "You have to have your own way of life," she repeated. I spent the night at her house, and the cats ran around on my stomach. They didn't sleep at all, jumping and playing from the top of the wardrobe, and our stomachs were used as sponge cushions.It hit me so much that I groaned, and the child just laughed.She ate instant noodles and cats ate braised fish. After I divorced, she gave me a dog she bought on the black market. The government has not yet issued an order to keep dogs, and the dog-fighting team patrols every day, and will kill dogs if they catch them.My dog's name is "Silly". A "dumb" has no right to shit in the street, so I had to train him to shit on a newspaper.But it ignored the newspaper and kept pulling it around. After pulling it, it jumped on my bed and sat on my bed. The shit from its butt was stained on my bed sheet. "Go take a bath!" I threw it into the tub, and every time it took a bath, it trembled and screamed pitifully, lying on the side of the electric stove and weeping. "Stupid" eats and sleeps with me. Except where it sleeps, it doesn't poop. It's everywhere. Someone told me to sneak it out at night, but it started to poop as soon as it opened its eyes in the morning. At night, it's like rectum. After my divorce, Yang Fei suddenly decided to get married and he came to me to "reminiscing about the old days". The ten-year relationship was not easy. He used the arrogance of an artist to refuse to be my "husband". The "family" came and found a "wife" quickly, and when they were about to get married, they heard that I had left again. "Why?" he asked me. "Fast Transition," I said. "what should I do?" "Go get married." One advantage of the "quick transition method" is that everything starts over.Yang Fei decided to stay and be my "lover" that night.But when it was time to go to bed, the "fool" jumped onto my bed on time. "Go, go down!" Yang Fei was immediately disappointed. "Go down, fool." I said too. "Dumb" looked at me, jumped up next to me, licked my face, and yelled at Fly. "Get down! Fool!" I snapped. It was frightened, froze, and looked at me without moving. "Go down! You go down!" It suddenly yelled at me. I picked it up, put it outside the door, and locked the door. Even so, Yang Fei and I lay on the bed and did nothing. "Stupid" kept yelling outside the door. It wiped out my at least the slightest desire to complain to Yang Fei. I got up and opened the door, it ran in quickly, jumped on the bed, and couldn't live with the smell of shit.Whoever touches it will bark, and then it will snore between Yang Fei and me. "Every watch is full of reminders, and no one knows anyone. Uh oh, um ouch, oh come hey eeeeee, eh come hey hey eeeeee, um eh hey yo..." I dreamed of my cousin. "Let's go our separate ways." Yang Fei got up in the morning, put on his clothes, kissed me on the forehead, and left.He never came again. I hugged "Dumb" and cried, and "Dumb" kept hiccupping. "It's not good for it to hiccup like this." The baby came two days later. "Silly" is still hiccupping. "I don't know why, are you scared?" I thought of coaxing it out of bed. "Poor." Wazi said. Who is poor?I murmured in my heart, but I didn't say anything. After two days, the "stupid" had a fever, and I also had a fever. "It's not good, both of us are sick, come and see." I called Wazi. "What? It's sick?!" Wazi's first reaction was "stupid". "I'm sick too! I'm running a fever and we're both in tears." "Did you catch it?" "It infected me!" "Oh, poor thing!" "What if we both die?" I asked deliberately. "You can't die." She laughed.