Chapter 18 Nine

Most of the specialized courses in universities start from the second year.Many students don't figure out what they are studying until they are in the second grade.Because of this, many students who are not mentally strong, at the beginning of the second grade, couldn't cope with the unfamiliar homework that came one after another and failed.Those who can support it can't help but panic for a month or two before finding out the clues and finding a new way of reading.It is not until this new method of reading and a new understanding of knowledge is found that we can see the general prospect and nature of this course.Only then will there be new fears and determinations, as well as new grasps and interests.In this way, I can figure out what my achievements will be in the future.

Of course, the best way to cope with this new state of mind is to get in touch with the specialized courses of the undergraduate course in the first grade and get close to the senior students in the department.But this method is difficult to gain trust in the hearts of such young and playful students. Usually, before the difficulty occurs, it is always impossible to imagine what it will be like when it comes. Love also often comes with the start of the second grade.The male and female students in the first grade followed the habit in middle school, boys played with boys, and girls played with girls.In the second grade, when they hurriedly walked around the campus with the unfamiliar books and notebooks, just as they discovered that they were college students, they also realized with trembling that they had grown into a man. Or a big girl who knows how to be secretly watched and privately discussed by others.

If a student is not caught by the above words, then he is likely to be driven by the excessive nervousness beforehand, and skip the stage of feeling unfamiliar when accepting his new homework in the second grade, and then walk into it. another world.For the next three years, a straight path was followed until that dreary graduation day.Sometimes I don’t know what to do, and I don’t know how to deal with things other than schoolwork.He is also likely to be like the grass killed by the cold spring. When he first found out that he was an adolescent, because he couldn't get used to this kind of psychology, he buried his budding feelings early.Perhaps it will not be awakened by another Chunlei until many years later.At that time, it was like a pale little leaf sprouting in a dark room, weak and ridiculous.

Lin Yanmei, who was a second-year student, was often mentioned in the letters between Wu Baosheng and Shi Xuanwen.Shi Xuanwen always said: Wu Baosheng's optimistic and simple attitude towards life is caused by her personality.But Lin Yanmei had a lot of thoughts, which was different from Wu Baosheng back then.What she is studying is literature, and she should not follow the path taken by a person who studies natural science.According to her kind of psychic.All aspects of Lin Yanmei's life, external activities, and inner activities, need to be taken good care of.Development in this area may actually be more important than homework.

"Why don't you tell me some of her recent thought activities?" Lin Yanmei was promoted to the second grade, halfway through the first semester, Wu Baosheng received another letter from Shi Xuanwen that day.The letter also asked about Lin Yanmei's recent situation.She asked impatiently: "I can't get the information I want to know from any of your letters. Yanmei's letters always say: 'I'm so busy! I've read Shelley's Atheism again. Yes! If I hadn’t been busy studying some books during the summer vacation, my English level would not be enough to understand Shelley! I really regret not going to the summer camp! Judging from the content of the history of Western literature class, from now on, three Years of work, energy, all on the books, driving late every day, can't finish reading the books that should be read!' This is her letter! Is this what you, the older sister, taught you? Do you think it will be good for her to go on like this? The result? It’s not a smart way to just say you’re a bookworm! One day A Tale of Two Cities! One day Plato’s Dialogues; It's just messing around! I don't pick and choose when I study! Random reading!

"When you don't have the ability to choose a book, it's better not to read it! A summer vacation will make you old. Half a semester will determine her life. "She should never have embarked on a path of dead learning. Her enthusiasm cannot be well cultivated! Once she becomes a pedant with a bad temper, I will come to question you! This one The rose has only bloomed on campus for a year, and you are going to pick her off, soak her in potion, and turn her into a dead creature! "She approached Yu Mengqin?! I'm really angry, Yu Mengqin is a gardener? He is not worthy of cultivating this flower! Don't allow him to pour poisonous water on her body!

"Do you think her nature is close to a book? Do you think her grades in the first grade are rare? Let me tell you! That little grade, considering her intelligence, is not surprising. This is an easy road, she Already have this tendency. You encourage her from vanity again! "Let me say one more thing; she is too passionate and active. Maybe following the current path, she can succeed in learning, but she will eventually fail in life! Look at the '!' in her letter! This is the moment." The torrent will surely become a disaster!..." Wu Baosheng read Shi Xuanwen's letter, and the more he thought about it, the sadder he became.She watched it over and over again, and unconsciously fell on the pillow and cried bitterly.She couldn't figure out why Shi Xuanwen had misunderstood her so much recently and wronged her so much with his words.

She herself misses Shi Xuanwen very much.She wanted Shi Xuanwen to be a teaching assistant just like herself.I still haven't left my alma mater!Just moved to the faculty dormitory in the southern district.Living in a single room makes me feel extremely lonely.Shi Xuanwen has gone so far, and even separated from his friends, how sad it must be!Thinking about the days in school, the past life often came back to her eyes clearly, the two of them were intoxicated in their homework, and in a flash, four years passed.Whose life and thoughts are so simple, and are so clearly known to another person.Everyone has told another person about their feelings when they are about to graduate, and they have sympathized and felt the same way.Who would have thought that in less than half a year, she would receive a letter of this tone from her!

Who thought of a way to lead Lin Yanmei to go hiking, to play, to meet classmates and people outside the school?Who encouraged Lin Yanmei to go to the summer camp and get used to group activities?Who is painstakingly planning and worrying about every little thing for Lin Yanmei? Think about this spring, who accepted the student union's request and persuaded Lin Yanmei to perform a dance?This younger sister, this rose that tells the three wishes, is born with such a melancholy and thoughtful personality, what can I do to call my elder sister?She came down from the Spring Gala without even taking off her makeup, so she stood by the pool and said to the newly blooming roses:

"Sister, I don't think so anymore! 'Young beauty never fades:' It's impossible!" "I really can't bear it. If something happens to her, what risk is there!" Wu Baosheng thought: "I also have no intention of protecting her with an academic interest that corrupts her enthusiasm! Shi Xuanwen! Shi Xuanwen! Come on, my good sister I really don't know how to lead her! I hope that I will suddenly pass out and wake up in ten or twenty years. This difficult ten or twenty years! I have no power to lead her, and I have no power to support me Heart beating so violently!

"Shi Xuanwen! My heart hurts so much! You can scold me! I can bear it, as long as you can come and lead me by my side! I am so sad! I have no one to discuss, and I was wronged by you again!" She couldn't restrain herself A burst of heartbreak, crying tears streaming down my face.Feeling tired and depressed. "At the summer camp," she thought again, "I really feel that her thoughts are much closer to Yu Mengqin's. I really thought it would be better to hand her over to Yu Mengqin. She said: 'I will definitely get good from him. Autumn!' And Yu Mengqin's pedantic talk is well known. Does she not understand? "Maybe Shi Xuanwen transferred his shortcomings in college life to Lin Yanmei? This mentality became stronger after Shi Xuanwen left school. Poor Shi Xuanwen, don't blame me! I just cried. I shouldn't cry , shouldn't feel wronged! "Maybe Lin Yanmei is saying the opposite! Lin Yanmei is thinking of studying more in school. Maybe her words are: 'Is this a bit of limelight? With my beauty, it is easy. I am already afraid of having this tendency. You are trying to encourage me again! I just want to read more!' Then, I am really hard to be human!" "Look at Yanmei!" she thought.Immediately turned over and got up from the bed.Look in the mirror.The tears are not dry yet!She grabbed Shi Xuanwen's letter and opened the door.After a second thought, he dropped the letter again and left empty-handed.She thought it would be the same as usual, don't talk and talk, and make trouble for this preoccupied little girl.She walked out of the southern district and went to the gap in the city wall, thinking of the two clubs she had walked like this before the Spring Gala.She persuaded Lin Yanmei to perform on the way. "Now Lin Yanmei might really plan to 'put on a pair of big glasses!'! You little brat!" She laughed again thinking about it. When I arrived at the girls' dormitory in the South Campus, I went downstairs and made a noise. I heard no one agreed. I went upstairs and saw that the door was closed and there was no one there.This room used to be shared by Shi Xuanwen and Lin Yanmei.Now I can't even get in.Feeling depressed, he turned around and walked downstairs again, and saw sisters Liang Chongrong and Liang Chonghuai returning. "Wu Baosheng?" Liang Chongrong called, "Is that you?" "It's me! What good thing do you have, the two sisters are smiling like that?" "Yes! Two sisters!" Liang Chongrong walked in front, went upstairs and opened the lock.Three people come in together. "It's not happy to have only one sister left! Are you looking for your sister?" "I miss her so much!" Wu Baosheng said softly, "Does she have classes?" "Her classes are the same as mine, except for one more phonetics." Liang Chonghuai said: "There is no class this afternoon." "Then I'll look for her in the library." Wu Baosheng said. "Don't be so busy, please!" Liang Chongrong said, "It's really pitiful for me to be such a big sister.", "You can't find it even if you go!" Liang Chonghuai said: "My younger sister may not miss you so much! She must be at Mr. Gu's house right now. Forget it, you go out with us. She must be in the house after dinner." Going to school." "Mr. Gu's home?" Wu Baosheng asked, "How do you know?" "The whole school doesn't know, and our roommates will know too!" Liang Chonghuai said: "She must be there, and Yu Mengqin must be there too. Now Lin Yanmei is completely Yu Mengqin's follower, and everything is under his command. That one should be three Phonetics, which was only chosen in the grade, was also chosen after listening to Dayu's words." "Forget it, Chonghuai!" her sister said, "What's the matter with you? Let me tell you, Yanmei often goes to Mr. Gu's house recently. It was Mr. Gu who asked her to go. Yu Mengqin also often goes. This is Yan Mei said it herself, Mr. Gu was teaching Yanmei and Chong Huai’s Western novels, so they got to know each other very well. Yanmei regarded going to Mr. Gu’s house as a very important and careful thing. She referred to going to Mr. Gu’s house as going to Yelu. A pilgrimage to Salem! When I come back, I always bring books to read or speeches to publish. Chonghuai often quarrels with her. Today, Yanmei has to go on a "pilgrimage" after dinner. Chonghuai said:' It’s time to dress up, dress up!’ Then there was another quarrel! As a result, both of them regretted it again, and even hugged and cried for a while! It’s so funny! Do you want to read it? The two of them even wrote a reconciliation What about the treaty!" When Wu Baosheng heard this, he was both worried and fresh: "Show me the peace agreement, Chonghuai!" "No." Chonghuai said, "Not your business!" "I'm my sister." Wu Baosheng said, "What if you bully my sister in terms of the contract?" "I'll show you!" Liang Chongrong said.She pushed Chonghuai away: "They are still my witnesses when they make a contract!" Liang Chonghuai didn't stop anymore, and let Liang Chongrong find a piece of flower letter paper, which read: Liang Chonghuai stopped ridiculing Lin Yanmei's pilgrimage.They are good friends. Contractor Lin Yanmei Liang Chonghuai Also: Lin Yanmei doesn't have to dress fancy when she goes on a pilgrimage. Also, the remarks brought back from Jerusalem are open to serious debate. The witness of the testimonial is Liang Chongrong. (If you add: "There is still", "There is still", then I will not be responsible.) Wu Baosheng couldn't help laughing at it.Liang Chonghuai also blushed. "Why don't you stamp it?" Wu Baosheng asked. "They said stamping was vulgar." Liang Chongrong said, "Just two kisses on the lips!" "Ah! What about the witness?" "Lin Yanmei ran away when the witnesses couldn't make it in time!" Liang Chongrong said. "Come and play with us for an afternoon." Liang Chonghuai said: "I just want to give you a younger sister tonight. Go to a movie first, and then have dinner." Wu Baosheng was afraid that he would feel bored when he went back, and seeing them happily dressing up and changing clothes, thinking about taking a vacation, he said. "Let's just go, I don't bother to change clothes anymore. You guys have to hurry up." As she spoke, she inadvertently walked to Lin Yanmei's big mirror to take a look.From the mirror, I saw that I was wearing a navy blue woolen short coat, and a light blue woolen garment inside.A pin at the neckline is a bunch of movable purple grapes.She thought the clothes were good enough.She brushed her hair and felt that her complexion was really fair and fine.Suddenly I thought of Lin Yanmei again, "Since Lin Yanmei came, she has pestered me to find some clothes that I haven't worn for many years. Me! Now I have only moved out for half a year, and I have forgotten this set again. Those clothes that have not been worn are still in the bottom of the box. I also forgot the day I wore this one, and I have worn it for about a week. ?” She thought and looked at her feet again, the socks were well pulled.There is no dirt on the shoes either. "Don't dress up! You can see everything." She thought again: "What about dressing up? You can't finish dressing up every day! It's Yanmei who is fun, and she uses dressing up as a play." The Liang family sisters over there are also done.They both looked at her and smiled.Their figures and facial features are indeed charming.She said, "It's so pretty, you guys are used to dressing up, can't you make it if you don't dress up?" "If I look as good as you, I won't dress up anymore." Liang Chonghuai said, "I really like to see you look so natural. I think you don't like sitting in front of the dressing table." "I have a view on dressing up." Liang Chongrong said: "No matter how good you are, no matter how old or young you are, you must do your best to dress up to show that my energy is concentrated there. If I don't Dressing up makes me feel sluggish for a day, and I don’t have much energy in doing things, as if I haven’t washed my face. Dressing up is just a disguise for washing my face.” The three of them walked out together. "You're talking." Wu Baosheng laughed: "Although I don't plan to not even wash my face, I really hope to save a little trouble and save a little trouble." "My thoughts on this place are the same as Chong Huai's." Liang Chongrong said: "You are different from us. I like to think of others when I dress up; why does this person rub the rouge so round? This person's lips are so real. Well, it’s fine not to wear lipstick, etc. I also think of you sometimes. I even mentioned it to my sister one day! Isn’t it, Chonghuai?” "I remember! Yanmei was there that day," said her sister. "I said: 'What do you say if Wu Baosheng should dress up? I really can't remember?' 'It's better not to have hair done'." She said, and then said: "It's better not to dress up. Lin Yanmei said after hearing this, "But it's important to wear clothes."Her beauty lies in her body, her walk and her movements.So you have to wear the right clothes! 'This is our conclusion.As for ourselves, we only need to spend more time painting the buildings and papering the window sheds when we look in the mirror!Powder and rouge! " "It's really a lot better to speak Mandarin! I'm going to learn to be talkative soon!" Wu Baosheng stopped her with a smile: "What a cute and neat pair of beautiful sisters, willing to use such ugly and annoying words to describe themselves!" That Liang Chongrong said it again several times playfully, her bright eyes were smiling happily. "Not only do we have to dress up," Liang Chonghuai said, looking at a silk dress with floral patterns on her body, "we also need to dress up differently at different times. Dress up less during the day and more at night!" The colors of her clothes are Very fashionable and good-looking.The two sisters are wearing the same clothes and shoes.With a leather bag.With a healthy body, walking with the same pace of three people, the legs under the slightly shaking clothes lined the ripples on the clothes, she herself loved it when she saw it. "Isn't it! Chongrong?" "But it's still not as good as Wu Baosheng!" Liang Chongrong said, "It's good to watch anytime!" "You've been making fun of us busy people these days!" Wu Baosheng said: "I don't know? Let me explain, so as not to make you jokes and sarcasm at Niu, and I feel wronged in my heart! Isn't it just a question?" You 'can't make it if you don't dress up?'? You really have no bad intentions. I really saw that you are moving and beautiful. It's really bad luck that you two will have a good fight!" "We're telling the truth! We didn't expect to catch up with Wu Baosheng's good temper?" Liang Chongrong laughed again: "Is this 'spirit' used correctly?" "I don't say things often, I seem to have seen them in some old novels." She replied: "Leave him alone. What you said just now is all the truth, the whole truth, neither added nor subtracted. ?” "Why interrogate us?" Liang Chonghuai said, "It's all the truth! Of course, no more, no less, it's all the truth!" "Let me tell you. Yanmei told me what she said." Wu Baosheng said: "She hates me for not being careful when I dress. After you talked about me that day, she also told me when she saw me. I remember there are more A half sentence: "But she just refuses to wear it carefully. Look at her wearing that long dress! She is so long, like a piece of cloth!" Is there any words like this?" "Chonghuai! It's terrible, we must be careful when we talk in the future. There are spies in the house!" "The two of them won't be her sister's spies for a few days!" Chong Huai said, "It's true that she won't argue with her when she comes back from Jerusalem. Don't offend Yu Mengqin with your words!" "It's done! This word has reached my ears again!" Wu Baosheng said, "Should I tell my sister?" The three of them laughed out loud. They walked down the embankment of Cuihu Lake and then on Zhengyi Road, and met many classmates along the way.Wu Baosheng always felt that it was not Lin Yanmei who was by his side, and he was not used to it. "What remarks did you bring back from Jerusalem that made Xiao Chonghuai unhappy?" she asked. "Chong Rong, let's not talk about it!" Chong Huai winked with his sister mischievously.He deliberately smiled slyly and didn't speak. "I think, I don't need to ask." Wu Baosheng said: "There are always some profound truths! Even if we listen to it, we may not understand it." "Maybe." Chonghuai said. "Anyway, I won't tell you!" "Mr. Gu is an interesting elder. I'm afraid he talked about some knowledge other than homework. Lin Yanmei accepted it after hearing it. Yu Mengqin probably expressed the opposite opinion on the spot. Yanmei couldn't argue with him, and she was full of thoughts. The complaint went back to the house to find someone to support. Who knows which of the female students in the school will not follow Yu Mengqin's remarks? So the lonely Lin Yanmei burst into tears and said: "The remarks from Mr. Gu are not allowed Criticism!' Poor Yanmei!" Wu Baosheng looked at the sky, imagined, and said playfully: "It's still my sister who can help you. If you have a grievance in your heart, come to my sister! Dayu bullied you, sister hit him!" "In this way, your sister won't come anymore!" Chonghuai couldn't help being angry, and said, "It's not she who talks less about Yu Mengqin in front of her, or maybe she can still listen to you!" "I think you can't hold back because of her irony, so let me tell you!" Liang Chongrong said with a smile, "Lin Yanmei is too thoughtful, but she happened to meet Yu Mengqin who likes to influence other people's thoughts. It was she who accepted Yu Mengqin's thoughts." Lin Yanmei listened to this and was so impressed that she didn’t know what to do. She would read whatever books he gave her. When people pursue girls, they are dragging girls to play. Yu Mengqin’s pursuit of girls is forced He was studying. Under the oppression of his thoughts and words, Lin Yanmei was too busy to breathe! This man is really strange! These two days, she has been reading Nietzsche half-understood again. If so', turn off the lights and stay awake, light up the wax, and look up the dictionary! What a pain!" "It's fine for her to believe what he said," Liang Chonghuai said, "She has to force us to believe it too! Nietzsche is a woman! Can I be convinced? She still quarrels with me! She talks about Yu Mengqin's work. I am Can't beat her. It's as if she isn't a woman herself!" "Yanmei is such a weird child!" Wu Baosheng thought to himself; "Everything is done with a little more energy than others. He is so reckless when he is studying. If you believe in someone, you can't wait to spend your life." Let her go to him too! But Yu Mengqin reads a lot, and I really can't get her to study. She probably envies Yu Mengqin in terms of learning?" "Do you think she will have her first love because of that?" she asked. "Is it possible!" Liang Chonghuai said, "Are there any girls who can't fall in love?" "Love Yu Mengqin?" "Still loving Mr. Gu?" "Why never heard her tell me? I only know that they are together sometimes in school." "Maybe she hasn't realized it yet." Liang Chongrong said, "But we can see it too clearly." "You know better than she herself?" "My sister, why are you such a smart person so confused?" Liang Chonghuai sighed and said, "This is the same as getting a lung disease. It's not bad when you feel it! It’s hard to get rid of the root!” "Forget it! Don't talk about it too happily." Wu Baosheng said, "Miss probably often suffers from lung disease or something?" "'It's all right and wrong because you talk more!' From now until the end of the movie, I will never speak again." Liang Chonghuai said with a smile.At this time, they had already reached the entrance of the cinema, and she ran up to buy tickets.Three people entered.The movie has already started. Wu Baosheng was preoccupied, and the movie was another joke, which disturbed her so much that she couldn't make up her mind.After the scene was over, the three of them slowly followed the crowd out, and suddenly found two people in front of them, it was Yu Mengqin who was accompanying Lin Yanmei.After more than a dozen people, they were also walking among the crowd who came out of the show. "Look, Chongrong! It's them!" Wu Baosheng said, "Yu Mengqin is a head taller than my sister!" "So proud!" Chonghuai said, "Everyone in their circle was watching her secretly. Dayu brought such a beautiful girlfriend to the movies!" "It's not bad, is it?" Wu Baosheng said, "It's rare among boys to find someone who is worthy of my sister!" As she said that, she thought of Yanmei joking with herself before the summer vacation, saying that Yu Mengqin was an inheritance in this school. The eldest son of Yan Yansi, he is the eldest and young wife who is in harmony with his superiors and subordinates!Now the mouth is soft!She thought about going back and wrote a letter to tell Shi Xuanwen. "I don't know why, but I think it's inappropriate for them to be a pair!" Liang Chongrong said: "When Lin Yanmei talked about Nietzsche, I felt that she was not as beautiful as usual. I always saw her all day long. It's pitiful to moan under the influence of Yu Mengqin. It's really not happy that they got together! This gardener can't raise this flower well!" "This gardener can't raise this flower well!" These words struck Wu Baosheng's heart like a lightning bolt.The day's weary thoughts had drained her brains.Just now I wanted to write a letter to tell Shi Xuanwen!The words in Shi Xuanwen's letter came out of Liang Chongrong's mouth again.She said weakly: "Chongrong! There is truth in your words! Someday tell me slowly?" "It's nothing." She said, "Lin Yanmei doesn't love Dayu, but loves his books. Even Dayu can't attract her. It's his logical and well-trained eloquence! Lin Yanmei can marry a pile of books. Can happiness be found in a good eloquence?" Wu Baosheng didn't speak after hearing this.Walking out of the movie theater, Dayu and Lin Yanmei were no longer in sight.They also found a better western food restaurant to have dinner. Just for girls to go out, they have to spend more money.For example, if they walked into a small shop like three flowers, what if they met a hooligan like the one they met in Da Phuket last time?Wu Baosheng recalled that incident, and she said: "It's no wonder that Yanmei can't see clearly. In her heart, this is the first time she has found someone who is better than her in brilliance. Even if she is better than her in terms of studying Strong, and she is the only one she has encountered." "She can't just marry a book!" Chonghuai said, "I'm so angry with her that whatever happens to her, everything is good! She will have endless marriages in the future!" "She can't say that she is interested in all aspects." Chonghuai said: "She can sing and dance, and I can guarantee that she will not marry a movie star. Dayu can attract her because she is only interested in homework. The reason is so strong." They had dinner together and walked back to Wenlin Street together.At the gate of the South Courtyard, Liang Chonghuai said to Wu Baosheng: "Come to see your sister in our room? She may not be in the room right now." "No." She said, "I'm going to go back and think about it. Don't tell her what we said today. Okay?" "What a caring sister!" Liang Chongrong said: "I will definitely help you, tell my sister to be patient, otherwise, she will definitely shout out when she sees Lin Yanmei: 'Lin Yanmei! I saw you go and see It's a movie!'" "Look at what you said to me!" Chong Huai also smiled: "Do you want us to send you back?" "It's still early, let me walk alone." She said.They broke up. Wu Baosheng walked into the north courtyard, and a gust of wind blew over. She felt a little cold, so she turned up the collar of her coat and walked quickly.Suddenly, when he was approaching the gap in the city wall, he heard footsteps catching up behind him.said a man's voice. "Why are you walking so fast alone?" She dare not agree.And scared, and angry. "It's me, Wu Baosheng. It's Sang Yin's House. Is it because you're afraid of going dark? You're walking so fast, I can't even catch up!" "You scared me so much!" Wu Baosheng gasped and said, "It's scary enough to walk in the dark. You suddenly ran up to say something!" "Can't even hear the accent?" "Where can I hear any accent!" "Are you afraid too?" Sang Yinzhai said, "Are you saying I'm funny or not? Asking such words! I often think you are an extraordinary person. Sometimes I think your origins must be very special. At least half of them are angels!" That's why I asked you. I thought angels were not afraid of robbers." "I'd rather be an ordinary man like this! Our poets!" they said as they walked.Sang Yin's house is going back to the new school building. "I'd rather be a ghost than a common man," he said. "It's better to be dead than to be alive! Robbers, poets, all good." "How easy it is for you students of literature to fall into the devil's way!" she said. "That's why I said you're an angel!" Sang Yinzhai was used to writing such words in new poems, and usually said casually like this: "Maybe it's better to be an angel and feel like an ordinary person." "That's right!" she said, "I've arrived. Thank you, Yankushya man. You gave me a shock and then sent me home." She went into the dormitory. "Oh!" He stayed outside the dormitory door.Suddenly he was talking to himself. "'I'd rather be an ordinary man!' 'You people of literature are so prone to magic'! She doesn't like people of literature! She doesn't like it!" he said as he walked. "However, she also agreed, 'Maybe I'm an angel, so I think ordinary people are interesting.' Actually, how important are angels! No angels, no muses! No literature, art! Absurd!" "But she said again; 'Thank you, Chuanyankusya, for scaring me first and then sending me home!' She is always so kind to people!" He thought about it and regained the angel's attitude in his heart. brilliant.I went back to the new school building by myself. The next afternoon, Lin Yanmei had a phonetics class, and when she came out of the class, she saw Yu Mengqin coming to her.She took her books and notebooks and walked with him on the grass path in the new school building. "When are we going to Mr. Gu's house for dinner?" She asked, "Going to play almost every day is enough to bother people. I'm going to eat again." "It's not just troublesome for them!" He said, "Take a look at what kind of food Mrs. Gu usually buys! In this day and age, the life of professors is very poor. They don't know how much money they have to spend to prepare for it." !" "Then why did you agree to come down?" she said. "What are you talking about!" He said, "Could it be that Mr. Gu and Mrs. Gu just invited us in vain? I can think of their difficulties in my heart, but I can't refuse, and I must go when the time comes. Mr. Gu wants to invite us, he Of course you will know what to do with your own affairs. We are more respectful than obedient. Just be a guest. You are such a sensible child, what's wrong?" Lin Yanmei laughed.So I changed to something else: "Meng Qin, phonetics is a completely different matter. It's really annoying to read! Other books are for training the mind, and this homework is simply a skill. It’s a shame to waste time!” "Your Department of Foreign Languages ​​originally had language and literature groups. Taking literature as an example, God knows what achievements you can achieve in three years. No one dares to say that you are sure. As for languages, it is the same if you can learn the same. If you want to have The scientific method and the systematic understanding of the language must first learn phonetics. These homeworks are not difficult for a student like you who is willing to work hard. What's the matter? Don't you feel interested? Didn't you come here a month ago? Show me your knowledge of phonetics?" "Why didn't you say that phonetics is such a thing?" She resisted Yu Mengqin's oppression: "I only miss the literature group at all, not the language group. I can speak two kinds of foreign languages, at most three That's enough. I heard what you said before and thought that if you don't study phonetics, you can't get the pronunciation of any text right! Look now, you have also said that my pronunciation of English and French is better than yours. We start from phonetics Is it beneficial to learn? Wu Baosheng has never studied phonetics. Who can say that her pronunciation is not good? Looking at the students in our phonetics class, some people with poor hearing will never be able to pronounce any sounds well. But their phonetic theory is still very good! You want me to work hard, and you want me to learn skills!" "You are tired! Yanmei. You have come to a difficult point." He smiled and said, "More than half of people's discouragement is caused by fatigue. You think that there is a great difference between people doing things vigorously and being discouraged and not doing things." Is there a sufficient reason? People do many boring things without asking whether they are right or wrong. Just because it is easy, whether it is worth considering whether it is valuable or not, they just do it casually. At the same time, many valuable things are too difficult and confusing. Tired people are exhausted, but the dawn of success is still far away. When I think to myself: Why did I come here! Then I become discouraged. Think again: Others are not living happily without thinking. Let go from now on Done. Then there is another idler in the crowd of ordinary people. "Let's talk about practicing thinking, or pursuing any kind of knowledge. If you can't get a master's degree, you can't be good at it. People who study literature have a little more knowledge of phonetics, can't they count as a master's degree? Also, if you want to do something, you must be able to do it. That step to get ahead. Taking one more course of phonetics than my classmates today can't be regarded as getting ahead, right? "He is already an authoritative expert, but he has to force himself to study alone! If he thinks that no one in the world can beat him, he will sit down and rest steadily. We will understand that his past achievements are only when he is fighting for victory. It's just a product of vanity. Are you tired today? Are you still early today? "There is only a little difference between human beings and ineffectiveness. But it is this little bit that distinguishes human beings from other creatures. After going further and further, we have today's world. "The difference between this person and that person is also at this point. Today's me and tomorrow's me are also separated by this point. For example, jumping hurdles. In the first hurdle, humans jump over that For example, on a hurdle of three and a half feet, the apes only jumped three feet five inches, and they stayed there until today. When humans fly to Africa to hunt, they can still see their former rivals in the race still jump their three feet five inches When a class of classmates graduates, it's as if they skipped a hurdle together. Some people do this all their lives. Some people will soon be able to read their works to their classmates who are not motivated. Some people improve their grades every day. Some people get up every morning, look in the mirror, and find that everything is the same as yesterday except for the extra day of life. "You have reached a threshold now. It's time to jump a hurdle. This little bit of fatigue depends on how you deal with it. The habit of dealing with fatigue should be developed early. There will be many levels in the future. Remember to be tired There is a time to rest, but don't let tiredness knock you down. Of course, people are never not tired, nor will they be tired forever. "I won't be knocked down by him." She said, "But I'll wait a little later for the phonetics column and leave it to the future, okay?" “早晚是要跳的！”他说：“今天不跳，今天就留在栏这一边，明天不跳，明天便和今天一样。这是铁面无私的！再说你又不是没有这个能力。何苦不快一点多赶点路？人生短得很哪！” “赶路赶得我兴趣都没有了。”她说：“也许这就是疲倦作祟罢。” “你试着改进自己看。”他说：“本来也不能期望人人成功。人也要本份一点儿，别太妄想了。语音学如果太困难，便退选了吧！” 这时候他们已经走到小池塘边，对了一池清水，和水那边的玫瑰枝丛。蔺燕梅心上有了无限感触。 就是今年春天，玫瑰花初开的时候，自己由姐姐陪着在那春季晚会之后，在这池岸上，同一地位坐了半个夜晚。姐姐问过玫瑰三愿的心情，自己曾经勇敢地答应过不希望做什么虚幻的梦。如今，花儿们无知地灿烂地开了又轻轻地谢了。春风似的姐姐也把自己让渡给了秋霜似的余孟勤。秋风是要结实，种子的。这时候看了花儿这么容易过去，能够不警惕吗？虚幻的梦能放弃，真实的成就能放弃吗？ “一场风雨，花瓣儿就落到水面上去了。一次夜航失事，小童他们一船的人也几乎送命！”她想。“人生是短促的。只有荣名能够长久。由了身边的余孟勤把我领走罢！他是一个严厉的伐木人。我就咬一咬牙，由他砍下来，多少作成一个材料罢。他虽然不爱笑，虽然很残酷，但是他是一个靠得住的舵手。他自己是个成功的人。他待我的态度虽然太缺乏体贴，可是我又不是糊涂人。能不原谅他么？” 所以她就又对这第二个争辩屈服了。她又笑一笑：“看我不成材罢？后悔管我的闲事了罢！你这个人，就像是从小没有人疼过似的！谁教你的这种欺压人的口气？什么叫做：'本来也不能期望人人成功？'什么叫做：'本份一点儿？别妄想了！'我听你的话就是了。不退选不算。还要永远当班上的第一名！” “女人们作事就是这种感情用事：”他偏又有话说：“完全和风前的草一样自己顺了风倒了。作了感情的奴隶，还以为是感情的主人呢！” “孟勤！你折磨死了我，你也不会满意的！”蔺燕梅不觉哭了：“我看完一本书，你嫌我没看完两本。等我看完两本了，又嫌没看完三本！我顺从了你的活，又会引起了你的牢骚。你用鞭子抽我吧！拍得我身上一条条儿的血，还嫌我跑得不快。我现在忍着泪让你亲手用鞭子抽死，叫你去找比我再快的马儿吧！你期望一个人好，你希望她成功，你总不该在她成功之前把她逼死！” 余孟勤怎么会劝止她的哀哭呢？他低头走开了。他固然觉得出这样的女孩子不但今生仅见，而且未曾耳闻过。但是他是一向严峻无情的。他对自己的鞭督也是同样硬冷无情。于是他想：“哭！女人把宝贵的原动力轻易交给泪水发泄了！”于是心上的气愤便平不下来。当然，在他鞭打自己的时候他是不会哭 of. “孟勤！你走过来。”她拭着泪说：“别把我丢在这儿带着眼泪，一个人站着。我总是尽力听从你的话的。我想你一定讨厌我哭，我不哭了。我不服气我会被你抽打死也不能叫你惊奇一下！你打罢！骂罢！我总有一天成为你眼里一颗耀目的星星。我没有碰见过能胜过我的人！” 余孟勤不自觉地走过来了。他心上先是很觉得惭愧。后来听到蔺燕梅说：“我总有一天成为你眼里一颗耀目的星星”。他又有了批评。他想说：“这动机又是错误的！又是女人气的！”但是他说不出口了。他只说：“慢慢地走到顾先生家去罢。也许你能帮助顾太太招呼一下呢！” 蔺燕梅和他并着走了。她说：“孟勤！你能不能把说话的口气改一点？不是要你注意这些小节。我只求你把口气改一下好增加一点鼓励性！你太摧残别人的自尊心了！” “这句话有道理。” “你看，那边有好些同学站着看了我们：谁知道我现在是这么一种可怜的处境，谁想得到我们谈得是这么一种难堪的对话！”