Chapter 6 Chapter 2 Things I remember from childhood to adulthood

I can't remember when I'm breastfeeding.I am two years older than Muling, and she will have nothing to eat after I eat it.In the past, our old house was one of many houses in the same gate, and the gates of every household faced a rather large main room.The entire village, surnamed Li, has only one gate, and the whole village enters through one gate, and there is a large patio. They play in the gate without going out to play at night.Just like a courtyard house in Beijing, we are the main house. I remember when I gave birth to my younger brother in 70 years. I was born here. Mu Ling and I slept with my mother. My uncle (my father) was not at home, and he was in a drowsy sleep. Everyone woke up. People say, get up, get up, your mother is going to have a baby.I think there's nothing weird about having a baby, but also throwing us up.Mu Ling was very happy, but I was a little dissatisfied, because I didn't sleep well.

After a while, I heard that we had a younger brother. Thinking, others also have a younger brother, and now we also have a younger brother.She also took her younger brother.We also take our brother.Sometimes I have to take Mu Ling with me. There are three people in total. Most of the time they are locked at home, because there is a pond in front of our house, and we are afraid of drowning. At the earliest time, my younger brother didn't exist yet.Mom used a rope to tie me and Muling, one at each end, to the gate. The tie was not a dead knot, but a living knot. When Muling stayed in front of the door, I could walk a little farther. , she can go a little farther.

Once, we envied others to play freely, but we were chained.At this time, I had a younger brother. At this time, the old house was demolished, and all the doors were opened to the outside.At that time, my brother didn't know where he was, or he was locked at home.I untied the knot at Muling's end, I could untie it, but she couldn't.For the first time, we were all tied around our wrists, but then I untied it and played with others.My mother went home and couldn't find anyone. After eating at noon, my mother scolded and said that she was going to beat someone. In the afternoon, she tied the rope to my overalls, and Muling's was still tied to her wrist. Let her solve it, let her solve it and I will hit you.

I played at the gate and kicked a big piece of skin off my thumb on my foot and it was bleeding.They were all barefoot back then.When Mu Ling saw the blood, she cried there, and I was so frightened that I cried too.She asked me to untie her rope.My mother was threshing rice on the rice field, so we went to find her, and she got angry again when she saw that we were untied again.I cried and said that my feet were bleeding.My mother said: If you break the skin a little, what are you afraid of?It was brought back and tied to the door again.Later, I learned how to be good. The second father is dead, remember this.Second father is father's second uncle.I don't know how old I was at that time, but it was the first time I saw a dead person.It was still in the big main room, they lived on the north side, and there was a back door.

I heard that my second father died that day, maybe it was spring, and it seemed to be raining that day. He and his second wife lived in that house, with a kitchen and a small house.Many people heard that the second father died and went to see it, and I followed suit.Seeing how lively the crowd is, my mother won't let me watch, saying she's afraid I won't be able to sleep at night.I'm afraid of shit, I don't understand anything, I just know that a person is lying on the bed.There is a pot behind the door, and there is a Teng (that is, Teng Yan) in the pot, which is bigger than a duck, black and white flowers, many people raise it, it lays a nest of eggs there, 22, and it lays 22 eggs in one nest , or 20, no less.It hatched Xiaoteng there.

I was there watching this Teng hatch Xiao Teng.I don't feel scared, not at all, I don't know why the second wife is crying, isn't she just dead. Playing in the main room on a rainy day.Rope skipping, hopscotch, catch, and hide-and-seek are all there. On the top of the main room, there is a loom of my grandma. At that time, grandma was gone and useless, so I put it there.I think it's fun, and I'm always on it.At that time, I felt that the loom was so tall, and I always had to climb up to play. Later, when I grew up, I felt that the loom became shorter. Someone weaves, the third mother weaves, she is the daughter-in-law of the second wife, we see her weaving, she has a loom, she may be in her forties at that time, she has short hair, a mole on her chin, The whole chin is black, a big one, just such a big mole.

Seeing how she was weaving and threading, I asked my mother, why don't you weave?I think I have the ability to weave.My mother can't knit.My mother can spin.None of us can learn.Mom was halfway through spinning, and we were cooking, so we went up to spin to see, but it didn't work, but my younger brother, who looked decent, could still spin a little. The woven cloth is all white without flowers, so it is called white cotton cloth or homemade cloth.When the third mother was weaving, it was still a large group. In 1969 or 1970, the second wife had been spinning with her.My family needs it, and the third mother has to earn work points, so she has no time to spin.The loom is evacuated.If the spun thread is woven for her, the woven cloth will be given to you, and some hand money will be returned.not expensive.

It's just for making clothes.It's called bloomers.If you want to dye it, you can dye it into black or blue, and if you don't dye it, you can make it into white clothes for summer.The ones bought on the street are called foreign cloth, or pulled foreign cloth.In summer, it is called foreign cloth hot coat.I used to wear this kind of homespun clothes when I was a child, and I still wear them when I go to school. Cloth is also given as a gift. If you are an older sister, you can give more. When you give birth to a child, give it six feet, and the relatives next to you will give two feet. It is enough for the child to make a piece of clothing.

So is the quilt.Cotton quilt. I still remember the first time the electricity was turned on, everyone was happy.At that time, I was about seven or eight years old, less than nine years old.When there is no electricity, my mother and I go to my grandmother's house, which is not in the same town as us.Grandma's house has electric lights, I was surprised and said, hey, how come it's on.My aunt said, no matches are needed, just pull it and it will light up.I said, how to destroy it?Auntie said, pull it and it will be destroyed.I just pull it, it turns on when I pull it, and it turns off again when I pull it again, I just keep talking and talking, playing for a while and then playing again.I am very happy.

This is how you know the lamp.Our family lights kerosene lamps, called kerosene lamps.I wondered why the kerosene lamps were only lit up, but the electric lights illuminated the whole room.Just looking forward to having lights. I was always looking forward to it, almost a year, either in 1972 or 1973, that night, when the electricity was turned on, the whole village went down, and there was a disaster (dialect, referring to boiling), and the whole village went out to play , my eldest sister went to play with her sisters, and my elder brother also went out to play with his friends. He was still in middle school at that time, and my younger brother, me, and Mu Ling all went out to twist the whole strips on the bamboo in the bamboo garden. Come down, form a circle, wear it on your head, with bamboo leaves on top.Like the movie, I learned from the movie "Dong Cunrui".Get a stick and tie a rope on your back, that's a gun.

It was all crazy that night, and no one called home to sleep.Adults also play, and children also play. Electric lights were installed in every house, and they turned on at the same time. It was really incomparable to have no lights, and my heart was brightened. When I was a few years old, I was still in the lobby room, picking up a new daughter-in-law.It was very lively at night. At that time, there were no electric lights, but a kerosene lamp was placed on the table. I remember that once people surrounded it, it would be dark all around.Have to wait for the new wife to come before dinner.We were brought by my mother to drink wedding wine, called "holding mouth".I thought to myself, why don't I eat, I just want to eat something good.People say that you have to wait for the bride to come before eating.She said, go and see if she is here.I walked out of the gate, didn't see it, went back again, still didn't come.Waiting there again.Some shouted and said, here we come.I also thought to myself that it must be here soon. Unexpectedly, I waited for a long time.Later, when they really came and heard the gong beating, they forgot about it, and forgot about the meal.I just want to see what the bride looks like.Just follow behind the bride's ass. Firecrackers were set off when entering the door, and I followed the bride into the house quickly.I also forgot to eat. At that time, it was not called eating wedding wine, but eating three pills.The meal will be ready soon, and I just want to take three pills.The first one came out were glutinous rice balls, which were very large, with some brown sugar on top.My mother gave me one in each hand, took it and went to play again, so I ate the ball without eating. I saw how the bride was different from others. When I was a child, I couldn't express that feeling, but I just felt that I was different from others.Then I asked my mother, how did she grow up like this?In fact, she is the same as ordinary people, she just looks quite honest.My mother said that the bride's biological mother was dumb. I don't know what a dumb thing is.I kept asking my mother: What is dumb?My mother said, just can't speak.I wondered if I didn't have a long mouth, how could I eat without a long mouth.I asked my mother if the dumb man has no mouth. My mother said that I am so sweet. If I don’t have a mouth, I am starving to death!I said why didn't she speak because she had a long mouth.My mother said that she couldn't speak even if she had a long mouth.Later, I kept looking forward to it, hoping that the bride's mother would come, so that I could see what she was like. After a while, her mother came, and I saw her.I saw her talking, ah, ah, ah, gesticulating.Use your hands to make movements, talk about eating, make a bowl with one hand, and draw and pull it into your mouth with the other.My mother asked her if she had eaten, and she replied like this.Our children all imitated her, all said, ah, ah, and swiped with their hands. The bride is very honest, she will talk to her when you talk to her, and she won't talk for a day if you don't ask her. The house has been demolished, and the house here has not been built yet, so I have to find a place to live.We have a lot of families, and these eight groups are composed of three groups, and we will live in nine groups.The family who lived there was a mother and son, and his house was not big, with four small houses.My mother didn't sleep with us, she had to look at things, furniture, tiles, bricks, mainly horizontal bars, that wood.Not optimistic either.My mother is really hard, and she has to go to the collective to earn work points, and she has to cook for so many of us and wash so many people's clothes.I am not yet nine years old, Mu Ling is six years old, my younger brother is three years old, the younger brother is less than ten years old, and there are older brothers and sisters who are in high school. The draft water is all carried by water. My mother gets up to carry water after five o'clock. My family uses up a large tank of water a day, and my mother carries it all by herself. My mother loves my eldest sister and doesn't let her work.My mother is suffering herself.When my mother was a girl at home, it was also very hard. My grandmother's nickname was "Blacksmith". My mother was beaten badly when she was a child, so she didn't beat us, she scolded us at most. At that time, Mu Ling was crying all the time. We asked my mother to beat her. Anyway, she would cry whether you beat her or not. My mother didn't beat her until she cried enough.My mother avoided her, but she still followed my mother, wherever she went, she followed.My mother was carrying the oven, and she also cried with my mother.My mother said not to mess with you, go away.My little brother couldn’t get angry when he saw it, so he said, Mom, if she wants to cry again, you can grab a handful of ashes from the oven and stuff them into her collar to see if she still cries. When my aunt got married, she got a lot of dowry, and my uncle went to college, so my mother and my uncle were left at home. My grandfather is often away. He was a Taoist priest. I met him. He died at the age of 82.He is quite deaf, and you have to speak loudly to hear him.He does not put salt in his vegetables, not at all, it is bland.Every time he comes to my house, if we don’t eat with him, my mother will get him some soybean oil (that is, yuba), eggs and meat, nothing to eat, just a bowl of noodles. When he came to our house, we felt very curious and kept looking at him.I'm eleven years old at most, and he can only hear me if I speak hard, so I don't tell him.Just look at him.He told Uncle Xi that I thought he was deaf and ignored him.In fact, it's not ignoring him, just looking at him and laughing.My uncle told my mother, and my mother told me that when grandpa comes, don’t just look at him and smile, he says you are deaf when you laugh. I feel quite wronged in my heart.I told him that he couldn't hear me.My mother said, when grandpa comes, you should call him vigorously, and go outside to play after calling, don’t look at him like a sweet potato and smile. He is a Taoist, not a Taoist priest.After less than a year, he died.At that time, I was always looking forward to his coming so that I could bring food.Every time he comes, he brings some candies, and sometimes he just brings some cakes.At this time, my uncle already had a job in Beijing, and my uncle was at the grain station in the county.We went to his house to pay New Year's greetings, and he gave each of us 50 cents for the new year.We took the money and went to buy food. Unlike now, we can buy food everywhere, and we have to walk two miles.Buy sugar, and sesame cakes, and tickets for cakes.My uncle's children also went home, and a large group of children went to buy food.There are five or six in our family, four in my uncle's family, and several aunts, a large group of children. Grandma died very early, and my mother died before she got married.So my mother didn't get any dowry, only a padded jacket, which was left to my mother by my grandmother, and my aunt asked her to leave.In fact, my aunt is very nice, very beautiful, and she is still beautiful when she is old, much more beautiful than my mother. One time I thought it was my uncle who came back, but it turned out that it was a seedling picker (that is, a vaccinia planter, who made a cross on his hand). On the opposite side, there was a mountain called Calabash Mountain. I saw a few people, and I said, "Oh my god. , my fine father (ie uncle) is back.At that time, I had never seen my father.When I saw that it was an injection, I turned around and ran quickly, so anxious that I had nowhere to hide. Still got an injection and cried. During the second injection, my mother just went to my aunt's house, and I was so scared that I cried.I ran to my aunt's house. I knew it was at Malian's, but I had never been there.Seeing an old man looking at the water, I asked: Old man, old man, have you seen my mother?The old man said: Where did your mother go?I said: My mother went to my aunt's house.He said: Where is your aunt's house?I said: It's at the other end of the Malian shop.The old man said: Don't go, there are child catchers ahead.why are you crying so muchI said: I have an injection at home, I am afraid of injections.He said: Don't go, you can't go, there are people who catch children. When I came back again, I hid in the vegetable garden.Later, I didn't know who it was, and brought me back.Still got an injection.The person who got the injection kept saying: it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt.Still hurt, still cry. Also in my hometown, I don’t remember how old I was.I was also playing at home, and when I heard the gong knocker coming, I didn't know what happened, so I ran away.Go and have a look, it's a parade.At that time, everything was banned, fishing was not allowed, and selling was not allowed.The man was probably fishing, with a tall hat on his head, made of paper, a sign on the front, a bag on the back, and a gong in his hand, and he knocked it on his own. , while shouting: Don’t learn from me—I’m fishing—the village cadres are still following, two groups, he has to swim ten groups.After the swim, you can go home for dinner. It's a middle-aged man, I recognize him, he's our neighbor's uncle.Later, I also learned it at home, shouting in my mouth: Tangtangtang, everyone, don’t imitate me, I will fish.Play games and learn.Learned for a while. The year of the earthquake, the year of Chairman Mao's death, 1976, that year.I remember that when Chairman Mao died, I was on the hillside at the back door, and I heard the announcer’s voice on the radio was very heavy, and then I heard that the great leader and mentor, Comrade Mao Zedong, had passed away.I thought, oh, Chairman Mao is dead.No wonder. Go home for breakfast, and everyone goes to work early.I didn't say anything, and neither did everyone.I feel that broadcasting seems to be talking about fun.Later, when I went to school, no one at school said anything.After class was over, a student overheard him and told a child in the village to tell him not to talk nonsense.He said, I'm not talking nonsense, listen, the radio is still talking. During class, the child said, teacher, Chairman Mao is dead.The teacher asked: how do you know?He said it was on the radio.As soon as the teacher heard it, sure enough, the whole school stopped teaching and everyone went to listen. It's a holiday, and there are no classes. Everyone wears a black armband, issued by the brigade.Some of them read, great leader and mentor, and the four big characters in the middle are immortal.Some went to other places to watch live TV. At that time, there were very few TVs, but the commune had them.Many people went to the commune, and it was twenty li away from the commune.Go watch live. Later, several of our brigades got one, and several brigades watched it together.How can you see it in a small house? It’s hot, and the windows are on the window sills, and there are people everywhere, and the door of the house is squeezed out. Let’s not talk about the child, for fear of being squeezed to death.I've never seen what TV looks like. Then it was earthquake proof. A large roll of white cloth distributed by each family.Build a shed.In the peanut field, all next to each other, one family next to another.In our family, my uncle didn't believe it, we had a lot of boards, and my uncle built a board shed at the door of our house. Every home is empty, and all the furniture has been moved to the cloth shed.It's fun, I'm going to die anyway, I don't work anymore, I just play.Just play poker.Our house is in front of our own house, which is not fun at all. We are all in the cloth shed in the peanut field.There was no electricity, so I lit kerosene lamps.In the evening we will go to play in the cloth shed, watch them play cards, and steal some peanuts to eat! Even when it rains heavily, I dare not go home to hide from the rain. They all say that the heavier the rain, the more likely an earthquake is, so they all stay in the cloth shed.It leaks and it's all wet.My house's shed also leaks and has seams.My uncle told us to hide at home.My uncle is ready, there is a mat bucket, a paddy container, no water in it, and two kang cabinets.My uncle said, in case of an earthquake, doesn't it mean that the earthquake will be accompanied by floods?If there is a flood, my younger brother and Muling will sit in the mat bucket, and my younger brother and I will sit in a kang cabinet, and we will be tied with ropes when the time comes, and the flood will float us away and float together. Every household prepares dry food. It is very useful to fry the rice and turn it into rice noodles.Everyone was very nervous. When it rained heavily, they felt that the house was going to be collapsed tonight, and there was no one in every house. After a while, there was no shock, and they all ran back again.Some wash the cloth used to make sheds and make quilts. Anyway, it doesn't cost money, and it belongs to the public. I don't remember anything about my sister's relationship.I remember her getting married. At that time, it wasn't long after Brother Fatty was demobilized. In 1977 or 1978, my sister got married.My uncle disagrees. At that time, the chubby brother had a date.The object was his sister's sister-in-law, who later returned it.My sister has been with him for several years, and he said when he confronted him that if he confronted him, he would not want that girl. He was a classmate with my sister when he was young. He said that when I was young, my sister wore a green dress, made of bright green silk, with flowers. She wore this top with short sleeves. She wore it when she visited Lin Biao in Huanggang. hometown.From then on, he thought my sister was very funny. My sister is 12 years older than us, and my family spoils her very much. My grandfather also spoils her, buying whatever she wants.She also said that when she was a child, there was a big bowl for her to eat snacks, and she could eat whatever she wanted, and she ate that bowl all day long.So we are most afraid of my uncle, but she is not afraid, she dares to talk back to him.I don't scold her.So my uncle didn't care much about the matter between her and Brother Fatty. At that time, the second secretary of the brigade came home and said that he was doing my uncle's work.My uncle later agreed. My elder sister was 25 years old when she got married, and she was 53 years old. In 78, I was 25 years old.She had been the women's captain, a group of barefoot doctors, and so had she.She has two long braids, which is pretty good-looking. Everyone thinks she is good-looking, which is recognized.In our commune, she is the only one in our village.Dozens of brigades. Just married in the same village, all the furniture was taken away in the morning, and the people in the same village didn't make much trouble.My sister went out, and my mother was still crying there.I just thought, just in a village, what's there to cry about.While crying, my mother said that she was no longer a family, and that when she went to someone else's house, she had to listen to other people's orders.Neither beat her nor scolded her at home.I also shed tears there.Mu Ling knew to grab the candy and eat it. Black shoes are to be worn underneath and a green jacket is to be worn on top.If not, I would also like to borrow such a set of clothes.Do not wear red. It was still early at that time, called the district, and my uncle and aunt had not been transferred to the county seat yet.Uncle Xi seemed to be the secretary of the commune, and both he and Aunt Xi had some power to get my sister out to eat commercial food.Talking about getting the knitting factory in Dishui County, my little uncle said no, the dust there was too much, no good, let her practice the abacus at home.She learned it while she was studying and practiced it at home. Once, my aunt introduced her to her partner and asked her to go to the place where my aunt worked. At that time, there were no cars, and there were very few bicycles.She went on foot. The one I introduced to her was a Youth League secretary of their commune. My sister was only in her teens at that time, maybe seventeen or eighteen.She is also ignorant and a little scared, but she doesn't know what to be afraid of.She said that later, after playing for a while, she was about to go home. My aunt asked the man to deliver a ride on a bicycle, but my sister refused, so she ran as fast as she could, looking back to see if the man was catching up.She told us about it the year before last.We said, a party secretary is dignified, and he is still chasing you!You run away in fright. Later, she didn't go anywhere, she still farmed at home, and she still didn't eat commercial grain.The fortune teller was quite clever, saying that in her life, she would not be able to go anywhere without food and clothing.Really, this fate is true.Uncle Xi was so powerful at that time, she didn't even go out, so she died. After two days, I went to throw grenades. It's also a hillside, and it's also another township that throws it first, and then it's our turn.We three girls threw it, and the fattest girl threw it out without taking off the cover.They all lay there on their stomachs and didn't make any noise for a long time.I asked an officer to take a look. The officer was in his fifties, and his feet were trembling with fright.The girl kept saying she twisted the cap, which was even scarier.Later, the officer picked it up and took a look, alas, the cover was not unscrewed.Laughed to death. It was my turn, I thought, if I threw it hard, I would be able to throw it quite far.I threw it vigorously, and saw that it exploded not far away. The sound was not very loud, and there was not such a big smoke, just a little black smoke, a small pit the size of a bowl.After throwing it away, I lay down on my stomach and dared not look up until the explosion sounded. When we were done, we walked back, saying, hey, the pit is only this big, and the smoke is not as big as in the movie, which can kill so many people. After training for a month, I came back.I gave 60 yuan per person. I wasn't home when Grandpa died.The aunt and sister-in-law are both at home.At that time, there were two beds in the grandfather's room, and he was actually not sick for a long time.He fell ill on the 25th day of the twelfth lunar month at the end of the year. I happened to be married in that year, 87 years.Every time he is sick, he just eats two meals, and he will be fine.When I go home at twenty-eight, I call it "Huanfu", which is to eat the meal in the morning.He didn't get up to eat, he lay down.When I went back to Wangza, he was in a hurry, usually he was not in a hurry at all.When I went back to Wangzha, I had to set off firecrackers at the door. I said I was leaving, but I didn’t want to leave right away. He was in a hurry, thinking that the firecrackers were not going to be set off, so he yelled on the bed: Cannons, cannons.I said I haven't left yet, don't worry. He had to give me two dollars that day.Let me go, and I will go home to pay New Year's greetings on the second day of junior high school.On the fifth day of the lunar new year, he got better and ate some caviar.Then I never got up again.On the tenth and eleventh day of the lunar new year, I still go home to see him.He was in so much pain that he called his mother on the bed. When I went in, I saw that his quilt was covering his head, so I took off the quilt and asked: Dad (that is, grandpa), are you better?He didn't answer either, grabbed the quilt and covered his head again, still calling his mother in pain. I stayed at home that night.Usually I never talk in my sleep. I fell asleep and heard my grandpa ask: Who are you?I said: I am Muzhen.As soon as I said this, I woke up immediately.Twelve I did not go back. During those few days, Mu Ling and grandpa had been sleeping on the same bed, and aunt and sister-in-law slept on the other bed, in the same room. At one o'clock in the evening on the twelfth day, Mu Ling said: Why doesn't Dad hum?She called her father, but father did not answer.She called Da Gu and Xiao Gu.She said Dad might be dead.The aunt and the others touched it and said it was dead.Dad was sleeping arched, so they quickly straightened his feet and his hands. Just call me Uncle them.In the past, when someone died in the village, I was quite scared, and I didn't dare to look at it. I was so scared that I couldn't sleep at night.But when Dad died, I wasn't afraid at all. I remember clearly the first time I rode a bicycle into the city.I can't remember which year it was, but I just remember it was August 18, the lunar calendar, after the Mid-Autumn Festival.At that time, our family did not have bicycles, but the chubby brother did.When I was learning how to drive, a relative came over. Whoever he was, I just rode it. It was quite addictive.Before I learned how to skate, I wanted to learn it when I first learned how to skate. Go around in circles on the paddy field and ride on the road.You can only learn when you have a car, and you can't learn without a car.Also studied for several months.With my cousin, I will ride for a while, and she will ride for a while.You don't need someone to help you, just slide by yourself. It has been several months since I learned it, and I don’t have a car to ride.Wherever we went, we borrowed Brother Xipang's car, and he snarled, saying that we should pay it back immediately, so we had to pay it back immediately.Later, my cousin's cousin bought a car, and she borrowed it to learn for a day, that is, on the 17th day.She learned it in one day.At that time, my cousin was in the third middle school in the county, and his handwriting was quite good. People said that with his handwriting, he could eat a bowl of rice.After the Mid-Autumn Festival in August, it gets a bit cold.Xigu asked her cousin to bring a quilt to her brother. I told my mother, or I will go with her.The cousin also helped to say.My mother agreed.She and I each rode a bike. She had just learned it, and I carried the quilt on the back rack. Neither of us had ever cycled into the city, so we were very careful along the way.I shouted along the way, slow down.She has just learned and has a lot of energy.She walked ahead, and I walked back to the eighth kilometer. Someone dug a small ditch over the water, and it was going downhill again. The car was going fast, and it was too late to brake. She had already fallen and fell into the ditch I'm in, and my clothes are wet.I quickly braked down.I asked how it was, if it was okay, she said nothing, and we left again. After walking not far, less than a mile, there was an old man walking slowly on the road carrying a load of dung.Also downhill.The cousin forgot to close the gate and ring the bell, so she yelled in a panic, hey!Why!Come on, go on!You said the old man was carrying a load of dung, could he be fast?Hit right away.The two barrels hit, one in front and the other in the back, clamped tightly around the old man's body.It stinks to death!I thought to myself, this time I'm in trouble, and I might have to argue. The cousin jumped out of the car and scolded the old man, saying, you ghost old man, how can you walk!The old man threw the dung bucket on the ground, said with a shoulder pole, I don't blame you, you blame me!He was about to hit her with a shoulder pole. The cousin jumped into the car and ran away.It was in the morning and there were not many people. It would be troublesome if someone stopped me. This road, the first time, was not smooth anyway. When I saw the car coming, I panicked and fell into the ditch.Fortunately, I brought the quilt, otherwise it would be wet.Then let us find her brother.Ask how to get to No. 3 Middle School on the street, and ask for a while.Inquire about the dormitory. My cousin and I went to the Baihua Photo Studio in the county town and took a picture.Black and white, two inches, 80 cents.One pays half the money.It was her idea.It took a long time to get it. The first time I took a photo was when my grandfather was dying of illness, maybe 79 years.Grandpa fell ill, the most severe illness, thought he was going to die, but he didn't die that time.We call it colic intestinal Sha.I will take a picture and send it to my uncle. Grandpa sat on the chair, and I, Mu Ling, and my younger brother stood beside me, just the four of us.On the road, the photographer was called from Malian store.It's very simple, just go back after taking photos. When I was in elementary school, I was very happy to take pictures.Just wear clean clothes.It’s autumn, I remember that Muling’s trousers were short, and the bottom part of her leg was exposed, which was quite long, one part was long and the other part was short.I just tilted my neck and laughed there.My brother is standing upright.My grandfather was very thin back then.Not nervous at all, just having fun. The movie that impressed me the most was "The Flower Girl", but I didn't watch it because I heard it from my elder sister.When I was in elementary school, "The Flower Girl" was played in the auditorium of the brigade. It was played for a day, and many people watched it. The windows were full, and some people didn't eat. , elementary school students can't squeeze in at all.Listen to them say, that little girl is quite pitiful.My elder brother and elder sister said there, there is a song in it, little girl, get up early in the morning, carry a flower basket to sell flowers.I haven't watched this movie until now. Another time, the cartoon "Xiaobalu" was played, but I can't remember it. Look, I also heard from my elder brother that he was going to the movies tonight. My grandpa asked him what he was watching, and he said yes, so my grandpa supported him.Several of their teachers also sent a person to buy tickets first, and in the evening, a few of them rode to the county cinema to watch it.That seemed to be the first time a costume drama was played.They read it and said, you don’t know who is male and who is female after reading it!I thought I could tell the difference. After a long time, I heard that there is a place far away, in the open air, and no tickets are required.I'm going to see it.Follow my little brother.He said, what are you happy about, you can't tell the difference between a man and a woman after a while.It's full of long hair, can you tell the difference?I said, I can figure it out. I ran all the way there and saw it, no, it was still a modern movie, nothing to be happy about.Didn't see it again.After a long time, it was released in our brigade, and this time I fell in love with it.When I saw him, he was quite decent, and the clothes he wore were pretty nice. I could tell the difference between a man and a woman, but why couldn't I tell the difference?The women's hair is all braided, but the men's hair is not tied. Jia Baoyu has a red hoop on his head, so you can tell it at a glance, and those men wear hats on their heads.The little brother also asked: Is it separated?I said it was separated.My grandfather also said I couldn't tell the difference.I didn't cry, I still knew how to cry at that time, it would be nice to be able to distinguish between men and women. Also watch, watching the play was not satisfying, so I went to the movies again.When we were young, every night when we were in the shade, my uncle would tell us about the match between the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl, and we really wanted to watch it.Later, I also ran a long way, called Lanling, and it was another township.Many people in our village went, and I followed suit.At that time, there was a rush to show a movie. One show here was at ten o'clock, and the next one was at twelve o'clock, which was quite late.By the time we got there, a lot of it had already been released.When I saw Dong Yong, I happened to be at the opening of the Huaiyin tree. I saw that it was a woman or a man. At that time, I really couldn't tell whether Dong Yong was a man or a woman.In another picture, the Seven Fairies came out. I saw it and realized that women have long hair, but men do not. I just watched that half, thinking about when I will show it again at the Malian Store, and watch it again. Later, when we heard that the Malian store was open, we ate early, waiting to see the beginning of the front.Later I heard that the first scene was played there, and the second scene was played here.I was also waiting there, and I was afraid of a power outage, so I said, "Bodhisattva bless you, don't stop the power outage."I waited and waited there, the power went out, I was very disappointed, and I didn't want to leave, thinking that maybe the call would come again later.They all sat on the ground and waited.After waiting for a while, he left without calling. Halfway through, there was another call, so I ran back quickly.I ran back, and heard that it will not be released tonight. It will be late at night (that is, it is late at night), and it will be released in the light of day (dawn).I didn't see it.Go back all wilted. I watched "A Pair of Embroidered Shoes", "405 Murder" and "Five Golden Flowers". Watching "Shaolin Boy" is also in the county.Watching "Shaolin Temple" is also in other townships.Everyone said that martial arts shows are very good-looking, and many people in the county town also go to see them. Once I went to the county town to watch "Shaolin Boys". That day happened to be the 15th. At that time, it was still a large group, and the 1st and 15th were rest days.Explain that I will go to the county seat to watch a movie in the sky.With the money my uncle gave me, I never went to the county town to see a movie at that time, never.At the market on the 15th, those who sold the piglets had to go to the county town to sell them. The piglets were transported by tractor, which was more than 20 miles away, so it had to be sooner rather than later.When I woke up that morning, alas, someone stole a pig from my cousin's house, weighing more than 100 catties.His brother also went to the county town to watch a movie, and my uncle also went to the county town to look for pigs, so we followed. We gave the money to my cousin to buy a ticket.My uncle went to look for the pig, it would be better if he could find it, and it would be bad luck if he couldn't find it.We just watch movies, and my uncle looks for pigs.He really let him find the pig, and he found it, but the one he found was already sold, and the seller could not be found.I told the man that this pig belonged to our family and someone stole it. The man said, I don’t care, I bought it for a hundred yuan.Uncle said there, it was my pig.Later he spent 80 yuan to buy the pig back.I'm sure that person didn't spend one hundred. He said too much, maybe it only cost fifty, or he could give you twenty yuan less.Besides, people who steal pigs will not sell them so expensive. Uncle said, it’s not cost-effective for you to buy another pig. The second time I went to the county to watch a movie was to watch. It was very busy at that time, and it was time to plant rice seedlings.My uncle gave us money and let us go to the movies.No one in the village looked at it at all.When we went, the three of us came back by tractor. When we saw one, we went up. We didn't know each other.When I put it on, my pant leg split.He went up and was driven down again.He said, go down!go down!We came down and took a look, oh, what about the trouser legs?It just so happens that my cousin is on her period again, and she didn't bring anything with her, what should I do?The three of us said, let's just walk, it's more than twenty miles away, and the sun is so big.My cousin's trousers were no good, so I had to take off the clothes and tie them around the waist so that they couldn't be seen.My pants tied up and turned into shorts.When the three came back, they were all exhausted. This is the second time I have walked back from the county seat.Walked for two hours. The first time I walked back was to buy new clothes for the New Year, and I went there by tractor, and the brigade had tractors. 82 years.Brother Xi was in the army that year.This is the first time I went to the county to buy clothes.细哥当兵的时候手上有一块表，说当兵不让戴表，临走的时候，他从手上摘下表给我，就让我伯带走了。我伯说我不认识。那表后来卖了，卖表的钱，我伯说，你拿去买衣服吧。卖了几十块钱。 拖拉机上县城，我伯跟人说好了，让把我带去，还要带回来。 我把表妹也带上了，一进城，就把衣服买了。看了两三个摊位，看中了一件红的，那时候这衣料叫三合一，也不知道还价，也不知道试一下合身不合身。就问多少钱，他说十三块五，我就给他十三块五。还不记得买了什么玩意，买了一双鞋，假的，塑料的皮鞋。那样子还挺时髦的呢。高跟的，那时候农村没有高跟鞋。花了二块五毛钱。 钱没花完，我留着呢。我伯说，那钱是我的。就没坐车回家，拖拉机也没看见。在那等了一会。那钱是我的，就舍不得花。只买了两个馒头，我和表妹一人一个。吃了就往回走。也有十几岁了。走回去还不觉得累。可能是有新衣服。表妹累得要死。 这不是第一次去县城。第一次去是小学的时候，打篮球。开始的时候在狍龙，是夏天，暑假的时候。老师让我们上狍龙打球。也不会打，就挑几个个高点的。让我们大队的跟另外一个大队的打。我根本没上场，我就在那玩儿。后来就听说我们打胜了。让我们回家拿衣服，带米，就要集中在狍龙训练了。 在那训练吧，就让我当队长。那老师也不是我们学校的，是滴水县体校的。每天训练。结果有三个大队的，都说是我们一个大队的。天天带着我们训练。在操场上打球。天太热了，上一个村的一个大礼堂去训练。那凉快一点，没那么晒。 练了一段时间，就让我们上团陂。还有男的呢，也是几个大队的，说是我们一个大队的。 上团陂，那是第一次坐车。坐客车，就是现在说的大巴。刚坐上去的时候，没坐位，站着。下坡的时候，觉得心都掉下去了，都大叫：哎呀哎呀，女孩都叫。一刹车，前仰后合的，也大叫。 团陂有十个篮球队要跟我们比赛。要打成冠军就能上县城，打不成就回家。大家说，这得正儿八经地打。到了地方，这团陂高中的老师就给大家说，在哪打水，洗澡的脚盆，在哪睡觉，说有什么问题，就找一个人，他就在黑板上写了一个名字：肖美莲。后来谁找得着啊，谁管谁啊。 开始的时候也不急，反正有人管热水洗澡，有地方睡觉。就东看看西看看的。到处逛。把我们领到打乒乓球那个室，我们把东西一放就到处逛。 逛逛逛，有个孩子就说，哎，隔壁有鬼。你可别到那去，我反正挺怕的。我说：哪有鬼啊？她说：就隔壁，死人了，就骨头站在那。我说：真的呀？她说是真的。 我就约一个孩子一起看看去。我们一看，说这不是死人，我们小学五年级课本上有，这叫骨架，人家肯定是上自然课用的。其实那孩子也知道，她是吓人。 到晚上，根本找不着那个肖美莲，带队的老师也找不着。只好自己。自己找到澡堂洗澡，根本没有有热水，凉水也没有。只好想办法，拿了一根长绳子，找的桶也不知道干什么用的，就去打水。水井在一个大操场下面的一个小操场，天黑了，什么都看不见。井台挺大，男孩在那打水，女孩就用这水洗，晚上喝的水也是井水，生水。睡觉也没地方睡，没人管，我们就睡在乒乓球台上，十几个女孩全睡在一个台子，男孩睡地上。这是第一天，男女都在一个屋里头。到第二天，才把男孩弄到隔壁去。 第一次看见电视也是那次。开始说，要打十个乡的球队，打完才能回去。后来那十个乡都没有女孩打球的，倒是来了一个男队，打得惨败回去了。他们那边是山区，跟英山交界，封闭多了，比我们这边落后二十年。都那么说。 第一次看那个电视，也没大惊小怪的，就是觉得比电影小一点。跑到别的单位去看的。让进，他放在露天的。一看，就看见广告，是几个豆豆在那跳，大的、圆的，我说，哎，这又不是人，怎么能动呢？那时候根本不知道这叫广告。后来看的什么也不记得了。 在团陂根本没打球，没对手，跟谁打去？我们就直接上县城了。 到县城就打了，全是大的乡镇。我们就让人家打得惨败。第一场的时候，我们旗开得胜，跟朱店乡打，我没上场。我从来没上过场。朱店的女孩跟我们差不多，全是比较小的。后来几个乡的女孩，全是大的，初中生。特别是滨江小学，全是大女孩。她们后来跟滴水体校的人打，她们也打胜了。怎么那么厉害啊！ 打胜了吧，街上有卖冰棒的，叫唤：棒儿--三分--我们就都学着叫唤。我们住在县城里的三八旅社。打败了吧，谁都没心意学了。 这次倒是在县城里呆了一星期。每天都去打球，要不就是看球。正是大暑小暑的时候，热得不得了，我就给她们送汽水。还有女孩来例假了，穿两个裤叉。那时候的女孩上学晚，小学五年级就十四五岁了。 我细舅在县城盖了房子，从来没去过。 吃的全是旅社的，吃公家，不用自己花钱。早上馒头，觉得很好吃的。中午有粥有饭，比在家里好吃。又不用自己洗碗，吃了就走。 做生意才第一次去武汉。2000年了，三十五岁了，离武汉只有两个小时车，就是一次都没去过。农村的，没人想到没事去玩的。没去过武汉的大有人在呢！线儿火去过，她妹在武汉上班，她去过。年轻打工的去过，三四十岁以上的，就很少有人去过武汉了。除非是打工，玩根本没人去，根本就没人想到上那去。像我大姐，就上过北京，没去过武汉，没事哪有上武汉的啊。 我到武汉就是呆了半天，就是在那吃了一顿饭。那天还下大雨，侄媳妇在那租了房子，她带我们上她租的房子。呆到中午，就带我们上餐馆吃饭，她出钱。 那次是去湖南的浏阳，在武汉的汉正街进货，上浏阳卖去。 我就没上汉正街，把钱给了侄媳妇，就是陈红，什么都是她给弄的。什么都不用我带，她们都笑我最轻松，她们拿货，大包小包的，羊毛衫、袜子、床上用品，多着呢。我的只有一小包，我的是首饰。 后来坐的是长途汽车，卧铺的。睡二层上，我和二嫂睡一个铺。开始说是我们包的，司机让我们上哪哪哪等着去，我们就在那伸着脖子等，一大帮人。后来等车的时候，陈红又给我们买了鸡肉，一串串的熟的，一人一串。她没钱也大方。 等了半天，又怕那车跑了，货都在车上。等了老半天，到了晚上七八点，才从武汉出去。出去吧，从咸阳到岳阳这一段，堵车堵车得要死。本来不堵的话，早上就该到了。结果，早上才到长沙，饿得要死，都憋着尿。过了长沙，司机才把车停下来，大家都去尿尿。上午十二点多才到，弄清楚了，到下午两点才吃饭，我和二嫂一人买了一盒饭吃，三块钱一盒。 差不多一天了，才吃上一顿饭，前一天中午吃的，当天晚上在车上，没吃，早上也没吃。第一次出门，也不知道带点吃的，知道的就带了饼干。这帮人不是一个村的，有的带了。车上有的人还睡在过道上。在地上睡，我们农村的就讲究，来例假了就不能从人家身上跨过去，更别说头上了，有的人，连影子都不让你跨呢，嫌有厌气（就是秽气）。有好几人，都来例假，她们也不管，管得了吗？地上也睡下了，根本走不了，一个个就叉着腿，一只脚在左边，一只脚在右边，两手抓着上铺的拦杆，一溜跨着人走。我们就说，要不得。她们说，你要我么的啊！ 坐到哪啊，坐到下午，一两点，车上来了一帮小孩，十五六岁的。看谁睡着了，就摸，小偷。二眼坐中间，那个女孩不知是从哪上车的，一直睡。二眼身上带得有钱，我坐边上。小偷就从上边摸，从外边一按，看哪有钱。二眼坐中间，睡着了。我坐边上，又不能喊，喊了人家捧你。我就装伸懒腰，使劲伸，打二眼一下。他就醒了，醒了说：么啊么啊。我说没事。那小偷看他醒了就走了。那小偷还是看了我一眼。我问二眼，刚才你一点都不晓得啊？他说不晓得。后来车上的乘警查票，查到二眼的口袋去了。西服里头的口袋，他一翻，一大叠钱，全是一百的。乘警就问我，他是你什么人？我说，是弟弟。那人就没说什么。我心里想，他不会以为是人贩子吧。 六点多，到了滴水县城。我就是那次看见小偷，这两年都没看见。 小王二哥是小三阳，好象是百分之百传染。开始谁在意这病啊。根本不知道有乙肝这一说，不知道乙肝是什么东西。 后来是杨祠乡的，那段时间去县城，老是看见杨祠乡的人带着小孩上县城打针去，说是打预防乙肝的。说乙肝挺容易变症的。说哪哪的孩子死了，就是乙肝死的。过不一段时间，学校的全都检查，看谁有乙肝，没有的就赶紧打预防针。可能乙肝肯定是传染的，父母有的，小孩肯定有。我们村查出了几个。 你说怪不怪，二哥他们家，女儿有，儿子没有。侄媳妇家，谁都没有，就是小孩的舅舅有。舅舅跟她隔那么远。我们家没有。那时候说得挺神的，说有一点，就变成不治之症了。说如果没有乙肝的，一辈子都不会得肝病，不知道是真是假。再就是，就是怕跟乙肝严重的人接触，小孩不怕，就怕跟大人接触。大人也是挺闷的，到哪人都防着他。 我就挺大意的。那时候我在家，黑炭的肝病挺厉害的，他老在我们家吃饭，后来二眼就说我，也不知道你是怎么想的。我说也没什么事，他吃了饭，碗就放开水泡着。那个"半天"，也是老上我家吃饭，他不是肺病死的吗！我们家不是也没什么事吗？我就觉得是命，一个人有一个人的命。 他二哥有一段挺严重的，都快病死了。后来吃药，又买了黑鱼吃。慢慢调养，吃东西注意，就调养好了，但是不能断药，一直要吃药。他一吃药，就跟正常人一样，什么事都能干了。 他是大三阳，大三阳变成小三阳就没治了。 不是大病根本就不上医院，头疼脑热就信迷信。第一次去医院是十几岁吧，也就是感冒。那时候不让信迷信，找不着地儿信，神仙婆都偷偷摸摸的，找不着。 那次生病了，我伯带着上医院看病去。没生病的时候特别想吃那个鸡蛋面条，看着爷爷吃，特别馋。后来生病了，我妈也做了鸡蛋面条，怎么吃都不好吃，觉得奇怪，平常那么好的东西怎么不好吃了。吃不下。觉得生病挺幸福的。 走路去的，去马连店，有两里路。记不住了，打针我是肯定不干的，就是吃药。后来什么时候才打针，生完孩子，打了一针。我最怕打针。 后来分田到户了，根本就不生病，那有生病的。成天的有活干。 带儿子去马连店医院看过病。不到一岁。小孩发烧，也不当回事。抱在怀里打牌，罗姐一摸，就骂我还不赶快送到医院去。后来就慌里慌张的，就抱到医院去了。医院里有个医生，大人小孩都找他，是这里的名医。姓夏，叫夏医生。看了吧，我说要不打个退烧针？他说没什么，就是感冒了。他说打退烧针也行啊！就开了两天的药。吓死我了，本来我都觉得没事，罗姐一骂，就吓着了。 我女儿身体好，根本没病。儿子二年级的时候，三年级的一个女孩，就忽然发烧死了，都说是什么病传染，要是发烧，就赶紧上医院。 那天晚上，儿子也是发烧，也是吓得要死。也赶紧上医院。刚好他的大姑也在家，她跟着去的，也是感冒，也没事，打了庆大霉素。七筒也是有点好玩，夏天不管怎么热，身上的肉是凉的。晚上我一摸，这孩子怎么身上是凉的，我以为他死了。我又摸摸他鼻子，还在呼吸，又摸嘴，脸，也是凉的，就赶紧送到医院去。医生说是正常的。其实每次去医院，也就是两三块钱，就好了。农村还觉得挺贵的。 我有一次也是发烧，就一毛钱就搞定了，真好笑。就2002年，夏天我回家的时候。发烧走不动了，让侄儿上医院给开药。他就给了一袋药，他说一毛钱，人家还不要呢。我心想，这一毛钱，能管什么事啊，能有用吗？后来说，喝了吧，喝了睡觉。后来喝了，睡了一觉，第二天起来，屁事都没有。 第二天是七月十五中元节，要供祖，小王跟三个侄子四个人骑两辆摩托到马连店买菜。食品站那三个人就告到了派出所。罗指导员到跟前，让小王下车，小王让侉子赶紧把摩托骑走，结果派出所的人让他把摩托拉到院子里去了。 几个人都没回家，打电话，两个人有手机。让二眼去一趟，他跟派出所的人挺熟的。二眼正好在家打牌呢，马连店乡医院的两个人也在打牌。二眼说没时间，没去，我就去了。 我去了问，他们说小王在派出所里，正在录口供，说供完了出来了，在荫地方蹲着呢。 派出所让小王说出那天打人的另两个人是谁，小王死活不说，说是路过的。是侄子。他们就不让他走，要他把侄子叫到派出所来，他们说摩托车没有驾驶证、养路费、年检、新车证，以这个为理由，就扣了车。 所长、指导员、随从一帮人到村子里抓牛皮客，警车一来，牛皮客赶紧躲进厕所，没抓住。就把打牌的一桌人抓了，以赌博为理由，他们把大门一关，拴上，把看的人赶到外面。 小王弟媳本来挺怕事，村里人教她用脚使劲踹门，说自己的家干嘛不让进。侉子狠命的踢了一脚，把门踹开了，看牌的人全都进去了，这时候派出所的人正在搜打牌的人身上的钱，搜出了就放在桌子上。 有一个人四十多岁，叫"坨儿"，他的钱有一百多块，搜出来放在桌子上，他老婆一把就抢走了。派出所的人气得要死。 外面的人骂：不要脸！你们就不打牌啊！你们缺钱了吧！骂他们的娘，女儿、老婆、儿子，统统都骂了。 他们四个公家人就干听着，拿出证件，传票，让打牌的人签字，每人罚款二百块，搜身的钱他们自己分，还不算在内。 我婆婆上去就把传票撕了！又冲到警车上坐着不下来。村里的人就想把警车推下河渠，河里正好有满满一河水，平时没有水，要夏天才有水，是干渠。那天刚好是中元节，男女老少都在河堤看热闹，边看边骂。有人把冲担往地上一扎，说：推，把车推到河里去！ 小王二哥把他妈从车里拽下来。二哥是村长。四个公家人开了车赶紧跑了。 他们回去气得把小王关禁闭，关在一间小屋子里头。我去闹，我说凭什么关他！派出所的人要牛皮客来，我死活不找。 指导员劝我回家，说又要供祖，又要做饭喂猪，回去该干什么干什么。 我说今天死也要死在这里！你上哪我就上哪，你说我是泼妇我就是泼妇，你今天不放人 我就不走。 他们吃午饭，让我跟他们吃。我说我不吃。我就在办身份证的屋子里呆着。他们有食堂，平时有十几个人，有专门做饭的。 管身份证的是一个十八九岁的小孩，他不放心，非要我出去。他怕我把档案烧了。我说你放心，我不会烧的。他就把门从外面锁上了才去吃饭，我人在里头。他大约去了十几分钟，就回了。 我就去看小王，看不见人，说话能听见。他让我回去，我说不回去。他们吃完午饭就睡午觉了。 我就故意说小王：你真没用，在里面把衣服脱了，在里面吊死算了，活着干嘛！他没吭声。我又说：你死它，别回来！以前有一个大郭乡的人，被派出所的人用枪打死了，为了掩人耳目，就说是自己上吊死的。 他们六个人一听要吊死，赶紧全出来了。让我走，我就是不走。我抓住走廊的窗子，两个人使劲扣我的手，另两个人推我，推了好远。快推到院子的大门的时候，我就说：你再推，再推我就一头撞死！ 他们四个人同时松了手。 所长、指导员都看着我，看了一会儿，就把小王从关封闭的屋子里放出来了。他们把小王引到二楼，我在院子里站着。 这时候小王的侄子来了。这个侄子叫健儿，他的手臂上一边纹了一条龙，一边纹了一条凤。另一个侄子叫侉子，手腕上一边是个忍字，一边是个念字。三类苗身上纹了一条大龙，都是在河南纹的。他一进院子就问我：木珍娘，纤爷呢？我说在上面。他就上去了。 指导员非要罚小王五百块钱才让他走，就凭摩托车没执照这一条。侄子只好先回家，他让我跟他一起回去弄钱，好把小王放回去。正好那天我弟弟在我家，他拿了五百块钱给小王的二哥。 几个人就一块上派出所来了，跟指导员讲了半天。指导员说，你们王榨的歪风非整一下不可。我说，王榨的人不好管吧，人挺团结的。小王的二哥是村长，他跟派出所说项，想少给点钱，给三百块，派出所不干，非要五百块，只打了一张便条，没有任何正规手续。肯定又私分了。 这个所长是黑脸判官，指导员是笑面虎。 后来就骑了摩托回村。到了村口，全村人都在，泰山北斗连连夸奖，说就是要跟他们斗。 我们村有一个人牙疼，疼得受不了，就咬床栏。就想，那个瘌痢药这么厉害，那瘌痢头多少药都没法治，这药一治就好。它未必整不了这牙齿。他晚上就上我家找我姐，用一个装青霉素的药瓶，要了一瓶瘌痢药。他就抹在牙疼那地方。他又不敢咽，怕咽下去把自己药死了，他整夜张着嘴，又不敢睡。口水直往下流，说口水牵得像面条那么长。开始的时候挺疼的，后来慢慢地就不疼了。后来他这牙疼真的没犯过，到他死了都没犯。 后来，好多人都用这瘌痢药治牙疼。后来都是一辈子没犯过，真厉害，都说那瘌痢药真厉害。瘌痢头好了以后，头上全长出毛来了。 就是这个姐姐，长得挺好看的，叫葵花。长得就像一朵花。 堂姐也就比我大十个月，我们小时一块玩到大。她们兄妹四人，就她一个女孩。家里穷，比我们家穷。后来，我姐出嫁了，她就上我们家，跟我睡一个床。从小都没得过压岁钱。过年的时候，我们都是喝糖水，放米泡里头，挺好喝的，她们家就买一包糖精，一毛钱一包的，倒在壶里头，来人了，就倒一杯糖精水给喝。她哥念书就念到二年级没念。 她老跟我睡。干什么老是在一块，我跟她睡一头，她睡外边我睡里边，我怕鬼，她不怕鬼。我怕一睁开眼睛，鬼就站在床边。She is not afraid.她每晚吃完饭上我家，还得走一段路呢。她敢，我不敢出门。 每天早上，她伯从坡上下来，清清嗓子就开始骂，她不是叫葵花吗，我们全都叫她花儿。她伯骂道：花儿，你这个死伢，你这个杀肉的！多大宴昼了，还不起来！其实那时候还早呢，他是非得骂上两句。每天早上，要是听见清嗓子的声音，我就说，你伯又得骂了。我伯那时候说，起床吧，我们就得赶紧起。有一次，我伯他不喊。他拿着鸡毛掸，把被子一揭，一气乱打，我睡里边，姐姐外边，打着的是她，被打醒了，一看，是我伯，她说：六伯，么的啊？我伯一看，打错人了。也偷偷笑，赶紧走了。 放牛也是，有一次，我们的牛身上怎么那么多虱子，我就捉，她说别弄了，把牛赶到水塘里，虱子就全淹死了。其实是淹不死的。除非牛死了。 后来她出嫁了，就是大姑跟我介绍的那人。嫁过去，没有婆婆，有个公公，在那说好也不好，说不好也说不上。生了两个儿子，跟的那个