Chapter 14 13

39 Jing Qiu asked puzzledly, "What are other people talking about?" Xiao Wei said with a smile on his face, "Of course it means that I killed you----" Jing Qiu fainted, she knew that the word "harm" means "rape" in the local dialect.She didn't expect that other people would think about it in broad daylight.She asked tremblingly: "Who - who said it? I'm going to find him to find out." Xiao Wei quickly said: "Don't go, don't go, tell you something, you have to ask someone else, then I will not dare to tell you if I have something to say in the future."

"Why do they talk like that?" "We came back late yesterday. When you came back, you didn't look right, and you didn't eat, and you went to bed. In addition, I have a reputation as a bandit. Anyone will guess about it. But I have already explained, you You don’t need to ask this or that. The more you make trouble about this kind of thing, the more fun others will talk about.” Jingqiu asked worriedly: "Then you---did you say---where did we go-to---- yesterday?" Xiao Wei said: "I'm sure I won't say it, don't worry, I'm a bandit, but I'm an upright bandit, and I'm very loyal." Then he said with a smile on his face, "Besides, you-- -It's so beautiful, it's worth taking a scapegoat for me----"

Jing Qiu suspected that it was Xiao Wei himself who was talking about it, because he always liked to bring the two together, always saying that others were talking about the two of them, but Jing Qiu herself didn't hear anyone talking about the two of them.She didn't ask him any more, and wanted to pick up the water and walk, but he pulled the pole and wouldn't let her pick it up, and asked her: "What happened yesterday? Are you looking for your boyfriend? He---- Are you not here, or are you hiding from you?" She quickly declared: "Don't guess, it's not a boyfriend ---," she thought for a while, and asked, "Do you know what 'mung bean soup' means?" The ins and outs, and the conversation between her and Lao Cai and his wife this time, I can talk about it.

Xiao Wei chuckled: "You still don't understand this? When you say you are from 'Mung Bean Soup', it means that you are from--mazi. Do you understand it? It's---girlfriend, good friend- --" Jingqiu said: "But why do they say that 'mung bean soup' was invented by me?" "Why don't you understand anything?" Xiao Wei glanced at her and said like an old man teaching his son, "They say that men get angry, which means that men want to harm women. But you don't understand , Tell others to drink mung bean soup to clear the fire. Can a man's fire be cleared by drinking mung bean soup? They think you are stupid and take you as a joke."

Jingqiu originally wanted to ask the man why he wanted to "harm" his girlfriend, but when Xiao Wei said "Why don't you understand anything", she didn't dare to ask again, lest it would become a joke again.She said lightly: "Forget it, I can't tell you clearly. I understand everything you said, but you don't understand the question I asked." Originally, she vomited up from Xicunping that day and hadn't let up, but now that she heard Xiao Wei's explanation of "mung bean soup", the gas was even worse.It turned out that the third child was such a double-faced person. In front of her, he seemed to regard the two of them as sacred, but behind her back, he was talking about her like this with his teammates. It was so boring.

No wonder he suddenly transferred to the second team. There must be a bowl of "mung bean soup" waiting for him over there. Maybe he found it the last time he went to the second team, or maybe he was always talking about it.Now she can't get anything out of this side, so she just concentrates on pulling that side.I didn't say anything when I went there, and I didn't think of a way to tell her, which would cause her to make a waste of a trip, and cause such a big trouble, causing gossip to fly everywhere. If she knew for sure that the third child was such a jumping clown, she wouldn't worry about it anymore, and would just treat it as if she was bitten by a mad dog.The problem is that she is not sure whether the third child is such a person, maybe it is just a misunderstanding.What she fears the most is being unresolved, making her guess and panic.No matter how terrible it is, as long as the truth is revealed and the copper, copper, iron and iron are made, it is not terrible.

She decided that the next time she went shopping with Xiao Wei, she would go to Yanjiahe Middle School to find Duanfang, and after asking for the third child's address, she asked Xiao Wei to drive her there, and asked the third child to be in front of her. Make it clear. But Director Zheng no longer sent her to go out with Xiao Wei. He either asked Mr. Zhao to go, or asked Xiao Wei to go alone, or Director Zheng followed by himself.Not only that, when Director Zheng returned to school to report on his work, he also told his mother about Xiao Wei. Teacher Zheng said: "I'm really worried about you Jingqiu. She is young, ignorant, and easy to be fooled. This Wei Jianxin has a girlfriend himself, and even fought with a knife for his girlfriend, and now he is here again. Placing Jingqiu on your family. It’s also my fault, I didn’t expect Wei Jianxin to be so boring before, and I didn’t pay attention to separating the two of them.”

After hearing this, my mother was angry and anxious, wishing to fly to the farm to have a good talk with Jingqiu, but she was afraid that Director Zheng would not reveal that he was the source of the information. Director Zheng felt that he had acted aboveboard: "I'm not afraid of being this villain, because I watched you Jingqiu grow up, and now I'm leading the team, who cares?" Mother thanked Director Zheng, and promised to educate Jingqiu when she came back.But my mother couldn't wait any longer, and immediately wrote a letter asking Director Zheng to come to the farm.

When Jingqiu saw her mother's letter, she was really dizzy. Why do these people like to make trouble so much?Isn't it just that two people went out to buy rice and came back a little late?Is it necessary to make such a big article?But she doesn't like to get angry. The people here used to be her teachers, and she respects them all. After much deliberation, she couldn't swallow this breath, so she ran to Director Zheng: "Director Zheng, if you think there is something wrong with me, you can point it out to me in person, and don't tell my mother. She is an anxious person." After hearing these rumors, she must be too anxious--"

Director Zheng said: "I'm doing this for your own good. Xiao Wei is very irritable and ignorant. What's so good about him?" Jingqiu said aggrievedly: "I didn't say hello to him, and I didn't--talk friends with him, but just got in touch with him because of work. Why did I just--talk about that?" Director Zheng didn't answer her question, but said instead: "Actually, there are still many good comrades in our school. For example, Xiaoqian from your volleyball team is very good. He has made rapid progress in the past few years. He has joined the party and been promoted. He is honest and reliable. ---"

Jingqiu couldn't believe that this was what Director Zheng said. She always felt that everyone was criticizing her for being young and shouldn't consider these issues. Why didn't Director Zheng's words sound like that?It seems to say that as long as you are a good comrade, you can still consider it. I went to your mother to complain, not to say that you should not talk about friends, but that you should not talk about "that" friend. She didn't dare to say more, she just emphasized her innocence a few times, and then went back to her room. She thought it was a bit funny. When she was in junior high school, she had a good impression of Mr. Qian. The main reason was that he had just come to No. 8 Middle School to work. He was inexperienced and young. Students were not afraid of him and often made trouble , so that he could not step down.He looked so lonely and helpless, Jingqiu was full of sympathy for him. But then he slowly started to "start up" (go uphill), probably mainly because he had a better relationship with Secretary Lei of the party branch at that time.Secretary Lei is a woman. Her husband died when she was in her twenties. She raised a child by herself. She is very pitiful. She works very hard and has a good family background. She was soon promoted to the position of secretary.Later, I often saw Teacher Qian and Secretary Lei crossing the river to go to the party school. Although Secretary Lei was much older than Teacher Qian and remarried at the time, many people still gossip about the two of them.Fortunately, Secretary Lei's husband didn't say anything, and Teacher Qian didn't have a girlfriend, so nothing major happened. I don't know why, but Jingqiu doesn't like Teacher Qian since he started to "play the game". Maybe she only likes those who are unlucky.Hearing Director Zheng's words now, I felt even more disgusted with Mr. Qian, as if he was relying on his power to crowd out Xiao Wei and make himself better. She originally wanted to keep Xiao Wei at a respectful distance and avoid gossip, but when she saw Director Zheng belittle him in this way to promote Teacher Qian, she felt a little sympathy for Xiao Wei in her heart, because he was a part-time job, which reminded her of her own. The years of odd jobs, and he would rather bear a bad name than tell the real reason why he came back that night, made her respect his virtue of being an "upright bandit". Later, it rained heavily, which washed away the farm house and the road behind the mountain. Director Zheng also took the opportunity to ask Mr. Qian from the school to come to the farm to help him for a week.But Jingqiu didn't have any feelings for Teacher Qian at all, and she didn't even bother to talk to him. When she met, she just said hello. It wasn't until the end of November that Jingqiu had another chance to go out with Xiao Wei. This time, it was because the students didn't pay enough for food, and there was no rice to eat, and the students couldn't run back to get it. When the bills came, Director Zheng had no choice but to send a teacher to go door to door to collect money and food stamps.Teacher Zhao knew that this was a scolding job, and she couldn't get rid of it if she worked hard and didn't like it, so this matter fell on Jingqiu. Director Zheng called Jingqiu aside alone, and told her for a long time before letting her and Xiaowei's car go back to City K to press for rent and debt. When they got the money, they would buy rice and noodles in City K, and let Xiaowei transport it to the farm. She can rest for two days by herself. Xiao Wei also knew that Director Zheng was intentionally separating him and Jing Qiu, so he complained a lot along the way.Jing Qiu listened to him talking, but she was thinking about something in her heart.When she arrived at Yanjiahe, she asked Xiao Wei to stop for a while, saying that she was going to see a friend, and it would only take a few minutes. Xiao Wei asked again: "Boyfriend girlfriend?" "Girlfriend," she said firmly. Xiao Wei joked, "If it's a man again this time, I'm going to go up and fight. Last time I made me recite an empty name, this time I won't do it." When they arrived at Yanjiahe, Jingqiu asked where Yanjiahe Middle School was.Fortunately, Yanjiahe town is not big, and the middle school is not far from the road.Xiaowei drove Xiaotuo near the school, turned off the phone, and said that there was nothing in the car this time, so I don't need to stand guard in front of the car, I will go in with you. Jing Qiu didn't let him go in together, he asked strangely: "Didn't you say you were your girlfriend? Why didn't you let me go together? Afraid your girlfriend would take a fancy to me?" She knew that Xiao Wei had always been glib like this, she couldn't talk to him, the more she talked about him, the more glib, anyway, she would let him drive to the second team later, so she couldn't hide anything, so she let him go to school together . The two stood under a tree in the school for a while, and then they heard the bell for the end of get out of class.Jingqiu asked a student, found Duanfang's classroom, and asked someone to call Duanfang out. Duanfang looked at Jingqiu, then looked at Xiaowei, and said sadly: "My brother is hospitalized in the county hospital, can you---can you go and see him? Although you---don't want him anymore, but---see For the sake of a friend, go see him, I heard he is terminally ill." Jingqiu was stunned, Duanlin got a terminal illness?She wanted to declare that it wasn't that I didn't want him, but that I didn't love him, but she was petrified by the word "terminally ill" and couldn't say such a thing.She whispered, "Do you know his ward number?" Duanfang wrote down the hospital address and ward number on a note and gave it to her, then stood there, refusing to speak, with tears in her eyes.Jing Qiu also stood silently for a while, and asked cautiously, "Do you know what the disease is?" "leukemia-----" Jingqiu felt that it would be inappropriate to inquire about the new address of the third child now. Even if she asked, she would have no time to go there, so she should visit Duanlin first. When the class bell rang, Duanfang said in a low voice, "I--- went back to the classroom. You---go to see him alone---don't take your---friends---" Jingqiu said, "I know." Duanfang went into the classroom, but she was still there in a daze. Xiao Wei asked: "Who is sick? Seeing that your face is as pale as a ghost---" "It's her brother. I lived in their house before. I'm going to see him. He --- helped me a lot." She asked Xiao Wei, "Do you know how leukemia is acquired?" Xiao Wei said: "I heard people say that the disease was caused by the atomic bomb, but there was a person in our school who also got leukemia and died later. I heard that -- it can't be cured ---" "Then let's go." They rushed to County K, bought some fruit, and found the county hospital at the address given by Duanfang.Jingqiu remembered that Duanfang told her to go in alone, so she discussed with Xiaowei: "Can you just wait for me outside?" "You won't let me in? They're terminally ill, so what are you afraid of?" Jingqiu didn't quite understand Duanfang's intentions, because she had heard from the third child that Duanlin had already promised a daughter-in-law and would get married this Spring Festival.If she was really terminally ill, she would not be able to get married, but why she was not allowed to take Xiao Wei to see Duanlin together made her monk Zhang Er puzzled.She only knew that she should try her best to meet the demands of terminally ill patients. If Duanfang said not to bring Xiao Wei in, she must have a reason. She said to Xiao Wei: "I don't know what they are afraid of, but that's what my friend said just now, you should wait for me outside." Xiao Wei had no choice but to wait outside, and said: "Come out quickly, we have to go back, you have to go door to door to collect money today, if you go back late, if you don't collect all the money, you won't be able to buy rice tomorrow-- --" "I know." Jing Qiu hurriedly answered, and ran into the hospital. 40 The county hospital is not big, just a few buildings, Jingqiu quickly found Duanlin's ward.There were four beds in the ward, she saw the number of the first bed, and so on, and concluded that the bed near the corner was Duan Lin's bed. She looked towards the bed, and was surprised to see the third child sitting by the bed, writing something in a notebook.Although he was wearing a black tweed suit that she had never seen him wear, she recognized him immediately.She thought, what is he doing here?Taking care of Duan Lin?He doesn't work?Is it because the second team is nearby, so he was transferred here to take care of Duanlin? A person who looked like a family member of the patient asked, "Who are you looking for?" She stared at the third child intently, and replied, "Look for Wang Duanlin---" The third child raised his head and looked towards her with a look of astonishment. After a while, he put down the notebook and pen in his hand and walked towards her.He didn't ask her to go into the ward, and stood in the corridor talking to her: "Really——you?" She asked, "Where's Duan Lin?" He was taken aback: "Duanlin? Isn't it in Xicunping?" "Duanfang said -----her brother is in the hospital---" He smiled: "Oh, I'm her brother too----" Jingqiu became anxious, and argued: "You—how is it her brother? She said that her brother was sick——she didn't say that you were sick. You are here to take care of Duanlin, right? Don't you? Don't make fun of me——where is Duanlin?" He seemed a little disappointed: "You----you came to see Duanlin? Not Duanlin----you didn't come to see it?" "You know that's not what I mean----" she asked puzzledly, "Duanfang said 'my brother' is you? But why did she say that I--- don't want you anymore? She said that---I That's why I thought it was Duan Lin." "Oh, I-- wrote a few letters to your farm, and they were--returned. I used her address, and the letters just--returned to her, so she said you- --don't want me." She was very surprised: "You wrote to our farm? Why didn't I receive any? What address did you use?" "I just used 'K County Yanjiahe Commune Fujiachong Brigade K City Bazhong Farm' and added your name, isn't it?" "I haven't written there, but I think it's the only way to write—" "Every letter says 'No such person found, return to original address'----" Jingqiu thought about it, and felt that Director Zheng must have done it, because he wanted to get her and Teacher Wan together, so he did this, it was too despicable.But Duanfang's name and address were used on the envelope, how could Director Zheng doubt it?Did he see that it was a man's handwriting?Or did he take it apart? She asked nervously: "You--what--what did you write in the letter? Didn't--write--something important? It must have been done by our director Zheng. I'm afraid he--destroyed it. I've seen it--" He said: "Shouldn't it be opened? I should be able to see it if I opened it--" She was very angry with Director Zheng: "He returned other people's letters privately, is it considered a crime? I will talk to him when I go back, and see if he still dares to do this." He asked suspiciously: "Why is your—Director Zheng—so interested in your letter? Does—it mean—that much to you?" She comforted him and said, "No, he's old and married, he's doing someone else a favor—" "Help the one who drives---Xiao Tuo?" She looked at him in surprise: "How do you know--you drive a small trailer?" He smiled: "I've seen you ----, in Yanjiahe, it's raining ----, he gave you the raincoat ----" "It's not him. Director Zheng hates him the most. He's helping another teacher, the volleyball team---that. But don't worry, I'm not interested in him. You---in Yanjiahe--- - for what?" "The second team is near the Yanjia River. I often go there during the lunch break. I want to--meet you--" "Have you -- ever been to our farm?" He nodded: "One time I saw you barefoot, cooking in the kitchen---" "The house leaked, and when it rained, the ground was covered with mud for a week, so I had to go barefoot." She was afraid that he would be worried, so she immediately added, "But it's cold, so I didn't go barefoot anymore. Rubber shoes----, didn't you see?" He was a little sad: "I didn't go to this part----" She didn't dare to look at him: "What's wrong with you?" She was afraid that he would say those terrible words. "It's nothing, I have a cold----" She breathed a sigh of relief, but she didn't quite believe it: "You have to be hospitalized with a cold?" "I've got a bad cold, and I'm going to the hospital." He chuckled. "I'm a 'buddler', and I keep catching colds. Are you--going home or-- going to the farm? Can you stay here? ----how long?" "I'm going home. I have to go now. I--a colleague is waiting below. I--go back to collect money to buy rice." Seeing his disappointment, she promised, "I'll pay for it the day after tomorrow." Come to see you, I have two days off, I can leave City K one day earlier--" He opened his eyes with joy, and then asked worriedly: "Are you---are you afraid that your mother will find out? If it's inconvenient------" "She won't find out." In fact, she wasn't sure, but she couldn't care less. "You won't be discharged from the hospital in a few days, right?" "I'll wait for you here." He quickly ran to the ward, took out a paper bag, and stuffed it into her hand, "What a coincidence, I just bought it yesterday, see if you like it." She opened it and saw that it was a piece of hawthorn red corduroy fabric with small black dark flowers on it.She told him: "I like this color and this kind of fabric the most. You seem to have drilled into my heart to see it." He looked very proud: "I knew you liked this one. I bought it as soon as I saw it yesterday. I didn't expect you to come today. I knew it beforehand, right? You made it when you went back, and you wore it when you came." Let me see, okay?" She rolled up the fabric and said, "Okay, I'll make it when I get back, and I'll show you how to wear it when I come back the day after tomorrow. But I have to go now, and I have to go back to collect the money." He sent her to the gate of the hospital. From a distance, he saw Xiao Wei and his little tuo. He said, "Your colleague is waiting for you over there. I won't go in, lest he see----. What is your name?" She said, "He has the same name as you, but Wei." "It doesn't matter if they have the same name, as long as they have different names----" She froze for a moment and asked, "What do you mean by this?" He explained: "It's nothing, I'm a little-jealous, I'm afraid that he, like me, is also-pursuing you." On the way home, Jingqiu kept ringing in her ears the words of the third child: "It doesn't matter if you have the same name, as long as you don't have the same fate." Although he explained it, she felt that what he said didn't mean jealousy, but— - something else. Duanfang said that the third child was terminally ill, and the third child's complexion was indeed not very good, a little pale, but that might be because he was wearing a black woolen jacket.The third child himself said that he had a cold, which seemed possible. If he was terminally ill, he would still be so calm, as if nothing had happened?The most important point, if it is terminally ill, how can the doctor tell him? It can only be that Duanfang made a mistake, or said it on purpose so that she could come to see her third child, because Duanfang thought she didn't want her third child at that time, so she made up a "terminally ill" story to lure her to the hospital to see her. he. Now she is grasping these two life-saving straws. One is that the doctor will not tell the patient that he has a terminal illness, and the other is that the third child himself said that he just has a cold.Changfang was the only one who said that the third child had a terminal illness, one vote to two votes, the third child should not have a terminal illness. But how to explain his words? Back in K City, Xiao Wei drove Xiao Tuo to a restaurant, saying that he would have something to eat first, so that he could go to the student's house to collect money after others got off work.She nodded, and watched Xiao Wei go shopping blankly. She had regarded Xiao Wei as the third child several times, and wanted to ask him: Don't rush to eat, tell me first, what disease do you have? After dinner, Xiao Wei drove Xiao Tuo back to Jiangxin Island, and took her to the student's house to collect money.He asked her to give him the note with the student's address, and he searched for it one by one.Like a sleepwalker, she followed Xiao Wei here and there in a daze. When Xiao Wei asked her to keep accounts, she kept accounts, and when she asked her to change money, she made change. When she met the parents of students, it was Xiao Wei who talked. Just stand aside, like a fool.Later, Xiao Wei simply took all the bills and purse in her hand, collected the money by himself, and changed the money by himself. It wasn't until after nine o'clock that they were roughly collected. Xiao Wei took her to the neighborhood of her house and said, "I'll come tomorrow morning to ask you to buy rice. Don't think too much, a county hospital, what do you know?" Leukemia, leukemia?" She was startled, Xiao Wei could see that she was worried about the third child's illness?She warned herself, don't make a sad face, lest her mother see it. My mother was surprised and happy to see her come back, and hurried to get her something to eat.She said she was not hungry and ate on the way.Then she hurriedly took out the piece of cloth and shrunk it, rubbed it again with cold water and then hot water, wrung it out vigorously, and hung it in a ventilated place to let the cloth dry quickly so that it can be used as clothes. Early the next morning, Xiao Wei came to ask her to buy rice.Mom watched her get into the small tractor very worriedly, maybe wishing she could jump in the car to supervise the two of them.Jingqiu especially talked to Xiao Wei enthusiastically, because she is not afraid of her mother suspecting what is going on with Xiao Zhou, the more suspicious the better, since her mother is wholeheartedly guarding against Xiao Wei, then when she goes to see the third child tomorrow, mother There will be no suspicion. After buying rice, Xiao Wei sent her home, handed her the invoice, told her to keep it, and drove the rice noodles to the farm.Seeing that the scourge was gone, my mother was finally relieved, and told Jing Qiu not to associate with Xiao Wei. In the afternoon, Jingqiu went to the school to report on the work on the farm, and went to Mrs. Jian and Mrs. Zhao's home to get the private food brought by their family members.After everything was done, I went to Teacher Jiang's house to borrow a sewing machine to make clothes.When it was time for dinner, she ran home to eat dinner, and then ran back to Teacher Jiang's house to continue cooking.Teacher Jiang came to ask her about the situation of the farm, and she grunted and dealt with it. After the clothes are ready, she is still reluctant to leave, always feeling that there is something left to do, something she wants to do but dare not do.After thinking for a long time, I realized that I wanted to ask Dr. Cheng about leukemia.She walked slowly to the door of his bedroom. The door was not closed. She saw Mr. Jiang sitting under the quilt reading a book, and Dr. Cheng playing with his young son on the bed. Teacher Jiang saw her and asked, "Xiaoqiu, are the clothes ready?" Jing Qiu nodded in a daze, and mustered up her courage to ask, "Doctor Cheng, have you heard of leukemia?" Dr. Cheng handed his son to Mr. Jiang, sat on the edge of the bed, and asked while putting on his shoes, "Who got leukemia?" "A - acquaintance." "Where was it diagnosed?" "K County Hospital---" "K County Hospital is very small, so it may not be able to --- check --- right," Dr. Cheng asked her to sit down on a chair, and said comfortingly, "Don't worry, let's talk about it and see what's going on. " Jingqiu couldn't tell what was going on, she just heard Changfang say that, and she said: "I don't know exactly what's going on, I just want to know that a very young person will have-- -Is it this kind of disease?" "Most of the people who get--this disease are--very young--mostly teenagers, maybe more men." "Then--is it true--you will--definitely--die?" Dr. Cheng said carefully: "Dead—the possibility is relatively high—but—didn't you say that you only checked at the county hospital? The county hospital has limited equipment, so you should go there as soon as possible—" ---City or province--go for an inspection. If you haven't been diagnosed yet, don't panic yourself first. " Teacher Jiang also said: "Isn't there one in our school? The hospital said it was cancer, and it frightened him to death, but it turned out that it was not cancer at all. These things, there are no three or four hospitals that come up with the same diagnosis. Unbelievable." Jing Qiu sat silently for a while, Teacher Jiang and Dr. Cheng were still listing examples of misdiagnosis, but she didn't know what those examples had to do with her.She asked: "If——really got—the disease, how long can I live?" She saw that Dr. Cheng kept his mouth tightly shut, as if he was afraid that the answer on his lips would fly out by himself, so she asked again, and Dr. Cheng said, "Didn't you say that you are only in the county hospital——" She was about to cry, and said a little angrily, "I was asking 'if yes', and I said if --- yes ---" "This----it depends on the person. I---also said---it's not sure how long you can live. Some---half a year, some---longer---" When Jingqiu got home, she was busy packing up her things, and after finishing packing up the things she wanted to bring, she realized that it was night and she didn't have a car to go to County K, so she could only wait for tomorrow. Lying in bed, she began to use her own trick: preparing for the worst.When she didn't know if the county hospital had misdiagnosed her, she thought left and right, flying to the peak of hope and falling to the bottom of despair. It was the most painful thing to fly up and down like that. Now that she doesn't think so, she just assumes that the county hospital has not misdiagnosed her, so what?That means the third child has leukemia.Since he has leukemia, it means he won't live long.How long can you live?Once again, prepare for the worst mentally, assuming that he can only live for about half a year.Now he may have used up some of these half a year, so he can still live for about three months. She remembered that when her mother was hospitalized for surgery for fibroids, she was the one who took care of her mother in the hospital, when she was fourteen years old.There lived in the same ward a patient with advanced ovarian cancer. Everyone called her Granny Cao. As a result, one day, Granny Cao's family came to pick her up and left the hospital. Granny Cao went back with her family happily.Jingqiu was very envious of Granny Cao, thinking that she was cured and became the first person in the whole ward to be discharged.Later, I heard people in the same ward say that Granny Cao went home to "wait for death". The doctor said to Granny Cao's daughter: "Your mother can't be cured. You don't have public medical care, so don't ruin your family. Take your mother home and let her eat whatever she wants and wear whatever she wants. Wear whatever you want, take her wherever you want to play." Later, when someone was worried about her illness, everyone took Granny Cao out to comfort her: "How serious is your illness? Aren't you still in the hospital? If it is really serious, the hospital will not call you like Granny Cao." Go back and wait to die?" So living in a hospital is happiness. Even if you are "waiting to live", only those who are persuaded to leave by the hospital are the ones who have no way out and are "waiting to die". Now the third child is still living in the hospital, which means that he is still "waiting for work".If one day the hospital asks the third child to be discharged, she will tell her mother and bring the third child home.Mother still likes the third child, but she is afraid that others will say it, that his family will disagree, and that the two of them will cause trouble.But if you know that the third child can only live for three months, others will not say anything, it doesn't matter if his family agrees or not, and there should be no troubles, and my mother will definitely not be afraid. She wants to accompany him, let him eat whatever he wants, wear whatever he wants, and accompany him wherever he wants to play.The money that the third child left her last time was nearly 400 yuan, which was equivalent to her annual salary. enough. When the third child ---- went, she followed him.She knew that if she died, her mother would be very sad, but if she didn't die, she must live more uncomfortable than death, and her mother would be even more sad.She thought that she would have a way to explain this to her mother, and let her mother know that death was a better way out for her, so her mother would not be too sad.Anyway, now that her brother has recruited and returned to the city, he can take care of her mother and sister.Although her father still wore the hat of a landlord, he was also drawn to teach in the brigade primary school.Her mother is in a cheerful mood during this period, and her life is better than before, and the problem of blood in the urine has been cured.The family can do just fine without her. In this way, she can stay in this world with the third child for three months, and then she will go to another world with him and stay together forever.As long as you are with him, it doesn't matter which world you are in, it's all the same, just be together. She thought, no matter how things develop, they can only go so bad, it's nothing more than that the third child can only live for three months.Maybe he lived for six months in the end, so he earned three months.Maybe it turns out that the county hospital made a misdiagnosis, and that would save a life. After thinking through all these things, she felt at ease, like a general who has planned a strategy, has laid out all the formations, and arranged the matters of attack and retreat, so there is nothing to worry about. The next day she got up early and told her mother that she was going back to the farm.Mom was a little surprised, but she said confidently that the farm was arranged in this way, and she was only asked to come back to collect the money, and she must rush back the next day.She said, "If you don't believe me, you can ask Director Zheng." Seeing her saying this, my mother believed it of course, and said, "Why don't I believe you? I just want you to stay at home for a few more days."