Chapter 45 Chapter 45: Painful Memories

Chapter 45: Painful Memories 16. Painful Memories "What do you think of rich people? You are no longer needed, so they kicked you out mercilessly." "Do you believe my words? When you could use them at the beginning, you didn't know how to use them. Now it's too late to regret. It's a pity that you have been wronged in their house for a few months, but you got nothing in the end." "Do you think she is really afraid that you will hinder her? No, she is not a fool, and she also knows that he will never change his attitude towards the family just because he knows you. She clearly knows that she will not, but because she doesn't I like you, so I kicked you out with an excuse.

"You don't believe me, do you? You may think that he sympathizes with you. He can't keep you at home because he has no choice. Otherwise, why should he help you and give you money? Haha, if you think so, you He is a big fool. You must know that the money doesn’t matter to him. If you can’t live after you go out, commit suicide, or do something, they will only increase trouble, or at least make people talk, so this is why Set you up. Luckily, he can do it with just a few strokes of his hand. He just writes a check and it’s done. He doesn’t need to find a house and buy furniture for you. If he is happy in the future, he might as well come to you as Zuo’s master. Twice, are you unhappy? I simply left you behind."

"If she really had a misunderstanding, then he should know that it was a misunderstanding. Why did he kick you out by mistake? He still said goodbye to you in front of his wife. Alas, this is really cruel. " When Shi Yalun came to my new house for the first time, he told me these words incessantly, and I remained speechless.How could he know this?It is said that Master Dou told him.However, when Mr. Dou was talking to me, there was no Young Master Dou in front of me, and even Mrs. Dou pushed him away, but how did they know about it?I even know about giving money, could it be that Mr. Dou told me not to talk about it, but he told his wife and others?Oh, I don't know how people like this are laughing at me now. ——No, maybe Ms. Wang eavesdropped quietly behind the screen.

I hate them!I hate this Shi Yalun too! I said, "If I leave his family, will I starve to death? Who would want to take advantage of them? I teach for his family, and they pay me a salary. What's the disadvantage? They are rich. They are rich themselves, and I have never helped them make money; I am poor because I am poor, and they have never harmed me, so why should I ask them to give me special benefits? I am not as despicable as others, and I always want to take advantage of others , but resentful when I can't use it, I..." Shi Yalun said with a smile: "I'm afraid you are not too noble, right? A truly noble person would never sit in Dou's mansion. You don't want to take advantage of them, you don't care about wealth, wouldn't you go to work in a factory? It wouldn't be formal. Do you want to be an aunt? Why do you go to such a big mansion to serve the masters and ladies? To tell you the truth, the people who work as servants in his family earn much better than you. Although they also know that the servants take advantage of it, But you take it for granted and don’t dare to care about it. But what about you? Don’t they know your difficulties and pains? It’s so easy for them to help you, but they don’t want to, they don’t even think about it. You don’t plan for yourself Do you still want others to send it up to help you? Hmph, I always think of using people. Of course I am disappointed if I can’t use them, but I am not discouraged. Think of another way. Do you think Mr. Dou will not allow me to go to his mansion? Is the young master really obedient and not to associate with me? Ha, what a joke, we are together every day. I can make him happy, why doesn’t he come and play with me? Xiaomei, you are too stubborn, don’t you? You have to talk loudly if you suffer a loss, I sympathize with Zuo, you don’t have to hate me, as long as you want, I will make you happy forever in the future, forever.” His face suddenly became serious, I thought for a while, It seems that he also has good intentions.

My new home is in the apartment, and everything is still nice and comfortable.My child was originally fostered by relatives, but now he has taken him back to live with me.I still have some cash on hand, and life can go on smoothly. I feel that although I suffer a little embarrassment, it is worth the price. Shi Yalun is a bad guy, but he is attractive, no wonder Master Dou cannot do without him. "I'll go dancing with you," he said. "I do not want." "Why not? Life should be enjoyed. It is the goal of socialism, and everyone can enjoy it instead of suffering. Xiaomei, your waist is so thin, and you are very flexible when dancing. , twisting and turning, twisting and turning, like a snake."

"Don't talk nonsense!" "Are you shy? Haha, you have two daughters, why are you pretending to be a little girl? I like your shy look, Xiaomei!" "Who wants you to like it!" "Don't you want me to like you? You are lying. Well, you don't want me to like you, you want old man Dou to like you, don't you?" I called and said, "If you mention him again, I won't go." So we went to the ballroom together.Shi Yalun dances really well, if you hug him, any woman will dance with him unexpectedly, and the dance is in perfect time.This intoxicating music, this drowsy place, I feel as if I am in a dream. After dancing, I sit down, and after sitting down, I dance again. I am in a daze, and I have long forgotten the painful memories in my chest.He whispered in his ear, "I love you."

"Don't eat tofu." "Hey, do people say that to love you is to eat your tofu? Are you not cute enough? Why do you have such an inferiority complex? Xiaomei, I really love you." "Love me for what?" "I have no idea." "Don't talk nonsense if you don't know." So he didn't say anything and pulled me up to dance. This is a very slow Boros, as if two people are walking close together, quietly and sweetly. I don't love him, but I have to admit that I like him.I hate myself for being weak-willed. He's unreliable, I know that.But we are finally together.

He asked me: "Are you going to find old man Dou in the future?" I called out: "Who will take care of him!" "Suppose he came here to see you?" "I told him to fuck off." He smiled and said: "You are wrong. You have missed the opportunity in the past, and it was something you regretted. If the opportunity comes in the future, can you let him go again? You, really, even the God of Wealth is here Walking by, I don’t know how to hold him tight to ask for Yuanbao.” I feel harsh, what a shameless word!He said that he has fallen in love with me, and he still wants me to change old man Dou's idea and ask for ingots. What's the point of begging for ingots?

He said: "But there is a price to be paid for dancing, and there is a price for all happy things." "Then you are a man yourself, don't you try to make money?" I sneered. He replied with a calm face: "Our men's money is as convenient as your women's. You have got a lot of money from old man Dou because of your incompetence. In this way, if you can win over Isn't he afraid that there are bungalows and cars? I snorted and said: "If I get a bungalow car, won't I know how to live and sit? What are your benefits? Don't dream, whether I am happy to win over old man Dou is my own business." , please don’t think about me, and I will never give you a long time. I only hate that I have no eyes, and I saw you wrong.” As I said that, I felt a pain in my chest, and waved him to get out.

He looked up and touched my hand, and said, "I won't use your money, don't worry. I'm thinking about your future. You still have two children by your side. Women tend to grow old easily. Good opportunities may not come across often. Xiaomei, your thinking is too naive, like a child, let me be your consultant, teach you some communication skills, I guarantee you will not make mistakes." Painful memories rose from the bottom of my heart again.