Chapter 33 Chapter 04

Back home, Hui and Ying entered the room.Hui lit the kerosene lamp on the table and looked at the watch, it was already twelve o'clock. "What's your impression tonight?" Hui asked. "I'm only moved. I don't deserve to say anything else." Shadow could feel his heart beating as he spoke. "What do you think of De?" Hui sat down on the edge of the bed, smiled, and suddenly asked this question.Two bright eyes looked at Ying keenly. "De——" Ying closed her mouth as soon as she uttered a word, her face turned red from Hui's sight.She lowered her head for a while before raising it, and asked unnaturally, "What do you mean by this sentence?"

"I see you are so shy." Hui smiled slyly.She fell down and reclined on the bed, then stood up again, walked to Ying's side, put a hand on Ying's shoulder and said with a smile: "Everyone says that De hates women. But he calls women in some places." Can't help but love him." Ying turned to look at Hui in surprise, and the eyes of the two women became two parallel lines. So Shadow's eyes moved down.Her face gradually darkened.She didn't answer Hui's words. "Ying, why are you suddenly unhappy again?" Hui leaned half of her body on Ying's body, and whispered in her ear.

"I was thinking about myself," Shadow explained. "My life experience was very bitter... my father was strict and treated me with no affection. My mother was sick and blind. I used to have very few happy things..." Ying's voice was trembling, as if tears flowed from the inside flowed out. "Why are you talking about the past? The situation is different now, you have embarked on a new path," Hui comforted gently as she hugged Ying tightly, and she treated Ying as her younger sister. "Hui, you are lucky. Your environment is good, you have courage, and you have stood up. But I am afraid that I have no courage. I don't know if I can get out of the sea of ​​suffering," Ying's troubled voice said deeply. Touched Hui's heart.Ying took his hands and covered his eyes, as if afraid of seeing the light.

Hui put her face close to Ying's, and said in a gentle voice almost biting Ying's ear: "Ying, don't be sad. The life of us women in society is indeed too bitter. But we want to fight for our happiness. You forgot the Bi Heping you saw tonight? Their past environment was very bad, no better than yours. Bi's parents died since she was a child. But now they are all activists in the student body." Ying heard Hui's words clearly.She remembered Bi Heping, the unattractive schoolgirl who talked a lot, with small eyes and high cheekbones.Her warm and well-organized speech won many people to agree.Ping has a good appearance and doesn't talk much. Everyone present seems to respect her.She is the owner of that house, and she and another male companion rented the house in the name of husband and wife.Hui told her that Ping had done several things for the group.They had a few words with her tonight.They are not older than her, why is she so far behind them?

"I wish I could be like them," Shadow struggled for a long time to get out.At this time, she seemed to see the black shadow of the big eagle pressing down on her head, but slowly the eagle flew away again. "Shadow, be happy. We need happiness in our lives. We will sacrifice everything for that great cause, even tomorrow's sun and air. So when we have free time, we should spend it happily. We need happiness." Ying felt that her body was heating up in Hui's tight embrace.Hui's small mouth spit out hot air on her face.She felt sorrow piling up in her stomach, reaching her throat, but suddenly it all disappeared.She gratefully held out her hand to answer Hui's hug.