Chapter 32 Moon Tang Ji 12(2)

Moon Tang Ji 12(2) During the first trimester of pregnancy, Shigemitsu was very uncomfortable.Vomiting, weakness, tendency to worsen depression.completely involuntary.Qingyou didn't really want children. As a Buddhist, he felt that having no children could put an end to the suffering of reincarnation.He said, Shigemitsu, if we don't have children, I will take you with me when we get old, and we can go wherever we want, that would be great. But she went to do a B-ultrasound, and saw on the screen a two-month-old child who already had a head and limbs and lived in a small black house filled with amniotic fluid.The baby floats vaguely in the amniotic fluid.It looked so innocent, so quiet, a little white being, growing quietly and comfortably in the dark.Will it have a pair of eyes like hers, with outlines like peach blossom petals, or will it have a pair of introverted eyes like Qingyou's with slender tails.It parasitizes and resides in her flesh and blood body, making her use all her strength to nourish and nurture, so Chongguang understands and accepts her own difficulties.

Chongguang said to herself that in these things, she would slowly become a new person and gradually replace the blood in her heart.The process is slow and requires a wait.In front of a road or a period of life, a person will always be like an ignorant child, facing the palm of an adult's outstretched hand, guessing blindly, not daring to ask for it.Will there be candy there, will it be a reward or a punishment.But assuming and completing all the seemingly novel and old things is the road he faces.That should have been a person's attitude towards life. Any complaints are useless.Only when you have arrived can you be freed.

The best way to end a path is to finish it.That's all.