Chapter 15 fifteen

fifteen When Mr. Li heard the line say: You can do anything to me, he thought of my fat aunt, who used to tell him this all the time, but he just didn't borrow it.After blowing it, the teacher told him that the meaning of the words was: make love to me!Later he thought, luckily he didn't understand.Can you agree if you understand?Can you keep your promise?Every time I think about cashing in, my eyes will turn black and I will faint. Because of the above-mentioned experience, Mr. Li immediately reacted when he heard this.He said bluntly: Let's make love.Hearing the lines, his little face turned red, and he said sharply that you are not stupid!Then I thought about it and said, "Let's do it."

Mr. Li and Xian later agreed to have sex in a temple on a mountain near the coal mine.The time is set on the day when the heating is turned off in spring. Mr. Lee decides to trust the lines and bets his sane fate on her.At noon on March 15, 1973, he went to the ruined temple.To verify everything, he wrote down all the details very carefully.He was educated in the British style, so he is as meticulous as the British, as analytical as the British, as difficult to deal with as the British, and like the British, he is a life-and-death friend after making friends. Mr. Li said: The ruined temple is on the top of the mountain, with only a main hall of 10 square meters.The grass in the fence was waist deep, and the grass on the roof cascaded down like a waterfall.Door cabinets, window frames, sacrificial tables, and all removable wood in the temple were removed.In the main hall, there is a small pile of broken bricks and tiles, and there is a brick altar, and the idol is long gone.He thought about what kind of temple this would be. Logically, the one on the top of the mountain should be the Jade Emperor Temple. This is because the mountain is closer to the sky, although it is a tiny bit closer.As a Chinese, he has read books about folk customs overseas.But in this temple, there is no sign to verify that this is the Jade Emperor Temple.And there is no verification that it is not the Jade Emperor Temple.Here, nothing is verified.Because there are no idols, no writing, nothing.Because of this, Mr. Li firmly believed in the existence of this temple.

Mr. Li also said: The walls in that temple should have been white, but at that time many places were black.Where there is a hole in the roof, there is darkness below.This is because the rainwater that leaks in year after year washes away all the rainwater on the walls.The place where the wall skin peeled off was also black.Some places on the wall have moss, and some places are moldy.The ground is thick with mud.mud from The roof collapsed and piled on the ground.Where the roof was exposed, the rafters grinned.The rafters were rotting like carrion limbs, or would have been stripped bare.There are stones mixed in the mud on the ground, and around the stones, small grass grows, and the grass is also black.Last year's wormwood grew in the yard, and they were yellow.The grass falling from the house is also yellow.The wind blows in from the door and blows out from the hole in the roof, all the grass is blowing, and the light reflected in the house is also shaking.But the lines are not coming.Mr. Li climbed onto the incense stand and looked out. Through the hole that was the window and the hole in the road, he could see many places, but he couldn't see the lines.He retreated into the yard again and looked out from the door, only seeing bare rocky hills and sparse withered grass, but still no lines.But the line must be here. Mr. Li just decided to look for it, and the line appeared like a miracle.She came out from behind the temple, holding the coat in her hand, her little face was bloodless, her body was even trembling a little, and she said timidly, "Glantoe, you won't kill me."

The line said: I was really scared at the time.Although I have never known what fear is, I will never know what fear is in the future.I can't tell what it was like to be afraid at that time, I just feel very panicked. It feels a bit like when I took her to climb the laboratory building in 1967, climbed out from a window on the fifth floor, stepped on a half-foot-wide cement edge, and climbed up. Go to another window.But climbing the window feels much better than this time. Mr. Li said: Line spread the coat on the platform, sat on it by himself, and said: Don't say anything, don't touch me, let me do everything by myself.okay?After saying these words, he sat there without moving for a long time.

The line said: Mr. Li did not say anything. Mr. Li said: Later, Xianxian raised his head and wanted to make a face at him, but the face froze on his face, as if he was about to cry.Trembling, she unbuttoned her uniform, then pulled the red sweater off her head.At that moment, I messed up my hair, so I stroked it with my fingers for a long time.She wore a plaid shirt with seams at the shoulders.Then she undid the buttons one by one like eating an olive.At that time, time seemed to stop at any moment.Then she took the bra off again.It was of fine white cloth, with lace trimming the sides.Then she took off all her trousers (including overcoats, woolen trousers, and linen trousers), got into her coat, and sat on the altar in a daze.

The line said: That time it seemed that I killed myself. The line said: Mr. Li showed that big gun, which is really scary. The line also said: The scariest thing is the first time, I just feel that the heat on the stomach makes the lower body dirty.Later I learned that the so-called lovemaking was not over yet.Then I just tried to separate my legs with my hands as if I was about to give birth.After these things, I no longer want to love others.