Chapter 8 (seven)

Monkey King is a poet, I mean his attitude towards life.At heart, he's a romantic and sentimental monkey, unbelievably gentle with the world, but looking like a thug.The moment he became a Buddha, there were tears in his eyes and trembling all over.Tathagata smiled and asked, "You naughty monkey, why are you crying?" At that time, all the gods and Buddhas were there, Wukong burst into tears suddenly, and no one could persuade him. Only I know that that is the real Monkey King, a weak monkey with low self-esteem, a monkey longing for love. Three hundred years ago, he wrote a poem on my wall: Destiny may not meet each other, ruthless Mo Xiangcuiwei.

After falling into the world for ten kalpas, I still remember that the peach blossoms have not returned. I know what he's talking about. Happiness, yes, unattainable happiness. When the peach tree spirit found us, Tao'er was combing her hair.She looked at me charmingly, with long hair hanging down, I kissed her gently, and carefully inserted a peach blossom in her ear. "am I pretty?" "Ok." We looked at each other and smiled, with infinite sweetness in our hearts. Thousands of years later, that momentary smile made me extremely painful, and the past was like the sharpest treasured knife, piercing my chest one by one.

If possible, I am willing to use my immortal life to exchange for that affectionate smile under the peach tree, even if it is only for a moment, a second. The two goblins fought tumbling, the wind howled, the leaves flew, and the blood splashed on me drop by drop. I folded my hands together and prayed tremblingly. Some fears that I had never had before came rolling in and I rubbed them repeatedly. my soul. Suddenly there was a loud noise, and Tao'er fell out like a kite with a broken string. Blood splashed and stained the grass under her feet. The Peach Tree Spirit slashed straight with his sword, "Little bitch, I'm going to kill you today!"

Tao'er lay there helpless like a child, her face was covered with blood, she looked at me stupidly, her eyes were full of emotion.I swooped over and hugged her tight, hugged her tight, with all my strength.The sword of the peach tree spirit is in front of me, but I am not afraid, I am willing to die like this, I think. Of course, this is a game.There is a pair of eyes that have been looking down on this land. At the most critical moment, Tathagata Buddha and Monkey King appeared in front of me at the same time. Tathagata beckoned, and the peach tree spirit immediately toppled, softened, and disintegrated. With the snap of a finger, the beautiful and fierce fairy disappeared, disappearing like the wind.

I wake up like a big dream, between life and death, everything is so abrupt.I rubbed my eyes and saw the shining golden Tathagata in front of me. He put his hands together and smiled kindly, "It's so good, Sanzang, congratulations on surviving this calamity. The Western Paradise is not far away, let's go in the morning." Tao'er held my hand tightly, "Don't!" She said weakly but firmly, "I don't want you to go, I don't want you to leave me!" Her hair was disheveled, her face was pale, two lines of tears slid across her beautiful face, and the peach blossoms on her temples were stained with blood, it was a fragrant dream.

I looked at her obsessively, and my chest was surging. She was no longer that powerful fairy, but a girl who needed my pain, love, and gentle hug.An emotion that I had never felt before rose rapidly in my heart, burning my soul like a raging fire. "Master!" I suddenly fell to my knees and said loudly, "I don't want to learn scriptures! I don't want to become a fairy or Buddha, and I don't want to live forever! I want to stay and be an ordinary person!" Some people will only be brave once in their life, for a person or a true love.I have thought of my declaration that day countless times over the years, and I know that, in that moment, I was closest to happiness.

Tathagata's face was gloomy, and he yelled: "A little lust will make you lose your mind, are you still my disciple?!" He stretched out his hand swiftly, and hit me hard on the head, "You still don't realize it! ?!" Tao'er crawled into my arms with difficulty from the ground, and I hugged her tightly, refusing to let go.We looked at each other and felt infinitely gratified for each other. Tathagata was furious, "If you don't get rid of the demons in your heart, you are an evildoer!" I replied loudly: "Disciple is willing to be a monster today! Even if I fall into the sea of ​​suffering and never recover, I will not hesitate!"

The Tathagata was furious, and raised his right hand high, "Then you will perish together!" A thunderbolt cracked the sky, the mountains shook, and the rivers flowed backwards.Taoer suddenly rushed forward bravely and stood in front of me. "Don't kill him," she looked at Tathagata, "I will definitely give you back a loyal monk!" She picked up the sword and stabbed it into her chest, and the blood bloomed on her chest like the most peach blossom. "No! Tao'er, no!" I yelled, and hugged her, my chest was pierced like thousands of swords at the same time, the pain was incomparable.

Tao'er turned around slowly and looked at me with tears streaming down my face. "Monk, tell me, is there really an afterlife?" The sound of thunder echoed in my empty heart, and the past flashed like sparks. My tears finally burst and rolled down my face, "Yes! Really!" I cried and said. "So, do you still want me in the next life?" I nodded desperately and shouted loudly in the wind and rain, "I want you! I want you!!" Tao'er threw herself into my arms with the last bit of strength, and the sharp sword pierced her body.She hugged my neck tightly, "Monk, you have to keep what you say!" she said, and the last tear fell on my head.