Chapter 7 (six)

"Why do you want to learn scriptures?" "To save sentient beings." "Your apprentice is so powerful, can't you let him go alone?" I never thought about this question. "Your apprentice only needs to turn a somersault to go to the West Paradise, but it will take hundreds of years for you to walk there," Tao'er exaggeratedly gestured, "By the time you get back the scriptures, all sentient beings will have died long ago." I was stunned.Tao'er touched my bald head and sighed, "I almost lost my own life, but you still save all living beings, you are such a stupid monk."

Many years later, I finally understood that the so-called learning from the Western Paradise and saving sentient beings are just a joke played by the Tathagata with me.The dusty past of thousands of years emerged one by one, a beautiful face flickered in the depths of time, and I saw her smiling at me unchanged for thousands of years.Makes me shudder. Everything has its cause and effect, suffering is due to attachment, and happiness comes from giving up.For thousands of years, I have been thinking, what kind of interdependence has created the joys and sorrows of life and death between me and that goblin?

"I ate, are you okay?" She asked me suddenly. "not good." "why?" "I haven't showered yet." She froze for a moment, then giggled, her pink dress fluttering gently, like a beautiful red glow. "I'm not willing to eat you, monk, I like you very much." Taoer has never been shy about expressing her emotions. In her world, love and hate, life and death, are all so simple. "You are not allowed to go anywhere," she said to me standing under a peach tree, "I want to be with you." My heart was beating violently, and Tao'er looked at me innocently like a child. This gaze transcended time and life and death, and made me cry like rain after a thousand years.

My tears fell to the world, and the world flooded. "Do you believe in an afterlife?" Tao'er asked from a distance while I was bathing in the river. "believe--!" She quickly ran to the shore, her face flushed, "Will you see me in the next life?" I asked her back, "Then will you still hit me?" She leaned back and laughed, "Stop beating, stop beating, you narrow-minded monk!" I nodded, "Then I'll see you, if you still hit me, I'll ignore you forever." She jumped into the water with a plop and hugged my neck tightly, "You have to keep what you say!" she said, and tears fell on my head.

"What do you mean fuck your mother?" She asked in the darkness, close to my ear. "That's it." I took her hand and compared the shapes. "I need to!" "what?" She pressed her face tightly against mine, "I want it," she said softly, her face burning like fire. ………… That night, the spring rain fell all over the world, countless peach blossoms bloomed quietly, and the branches of time were sprinkled with the nectar of life. "I'm so happy," "me too." I hugged her tightly, with infinite joy in my heart.This is Nirvana, I murmured to myself, happy, deathly Nirvana.