Chapter 25 infiltration of love

Now, how he wished he could hold Fang Wei in his arms and kiss her.But he finally didn't have such courage, he could only suffer himself in impulsiveness and cowardice. Fang Wei didn't have a good time during the vacation of the nursing school, and she felt like returning home.She stayed at home all day, she was afraid of seeing Qiao Nianchao, she didn't know what to say to him.During this period, she received two letters from Liu Shuanglin in the army. Liu Shuanglin talked about friendship and ideals in the letters. In the letters, it can be seen that Liu Shuanglin is a very ideal person.

She couldn't tell how she felt about Liu Shuanglin, but everything Liu Shuanglin did moved her.From the recruit company to the division hospital, Liu Shuanglin has been taking care of her as a platoon leader and caring about her. A woman sincerely hopes that a man will care about her, take care of her, and care about her very much. Of course, Fang Wei is no exception.It is precisely because Liu Shuanglin is always by her side that Liu Shuanglin walked into her heart bit by bit. During the month of summer vacation, Liu Shuanglin sent her two enthusiastic letters. Of course, during the semester of nursing school, Liu Shuanglin sent her letters every week. Body, balance work and rest, pay attention to adding clothes when it is cold.Every time he reads Liu Shuanglin's letter, Fang Wei's heart becomes warmer little by little.She also wrote back to Liu Shuanglin, talking about the work of the army and Liu Shuanglin's care for her, with many words of thanks.

When reading Liu Shuanglin's letter, Fang Wei had the feeling of returning home, and she couldn't explain why she wanted to go back to the nursing school so urgently, because that would bring her closer to Liu Shuanglin. Finally, she was looking forward to the day when school started. It took seven or eight hours to travel from home to the city where the nursing school was located by train.When she got off the train and walked out of the train station, she heard someone calling her name. She looked for the reputation and saw Liu Shuanglin running towards her in a hurry. She was a little surprised. She didn't know how Liu Shuanglin came here. The troops are still hundreds of kilometers away from here.

Liu Shuanglin wiped the sweat off his face and said, "I'm on vacation, and I came here to see you. I know you're coming to school today, so I'll pick you up at the train station." After he took the things from Fang Wei's hand, Fang Wei's heart became hot again, and something called moving moved in her heart again. When the two walked towards the bus, Fang Wei found out that Liu Shuanglin had been in this city for three days and lived in a guest house not far from the nursing school.She looked at Liu Shuanglin, her eyes were a little hot.Liu Shuanglin sent Fang Wei to the dormitory until he broke up with Fang Wei. He said, "It's nothing else, just to see you. Don't forget, you are a soldier I have led."

Liu Shuanglin looked very simple and honest, he licked his lips after speaking, looking very shy. After Liu Shuanglin left, Fang Wei was not at peace.Fang Wei is not a person who is numb or slow in some aspects. From the recruit company to the present, she has felt the presence of Liu Shuanglin all the time.In the superficially comradely relationship with Liu Shuanglin, she realized what a man wanted for her.Although this kind of pursuit has not been blatant, or pierced through this layer of window paper, Fang Wei, as a woman, really feels the love from the opposite sex. Fang Wei is a person with ideals. At her age, she is full of fantasies about the future. Qiao Nianchao once shattered her fantasies when she was in the teacher's hospital. She doesn't want to be with someone who has no ideals.At that time, Qiao Nianchao was a person without ideals. She couldn't bear Qiao Nianchao's way of breaking the cans, so she ran away, far away from Qiao Nianchao.At this moment, Liu Shuanglin walked towards her.

On the evening of Fang Wei's first day back to school, she walked into the hostel where Liu Shuanglin lived. This hostel was just outside the nursing school. Many parents who came to see their children had stayed in this hostel. When Fang Wei walked into the room of the guest house, Liu Shuanglin was lying on the bed watching TV. The TV was black and white, and the image was very unclear, with waves rolling across the TV screen. Liu Shuanglin didn't expect that Fang Wei would come to see him at this time, he sat up a little flattered, looked at Fang Wei and said: You, why are you here.

Fang Wei sat on a chair and said: You come to see me from such a distance, why can't I come and see you? Liu Shuanglin showed a look of excitement but didn't know what to do, pouring water and taking fruits. Fang Wei watched him busy, and when the work was over, there was a short silence between the two of them, and finally Fang Wei said: You can go home for vacation tomorrow. Liu Shuanglin was stunned for a moment when he heard Fang Wei's words, and then said: I am on vacation this time, and I have nothing to do at home. It is my main task to come and see you. If you have nothing to do here, I will go back to the army. The company is still very busy. of.

Liu Shuanglin rubbed his hands again after saying this. Fang Wei's heart trembled again, and she looked at Liu Shuanglin with more content. Liu Shuanglin said: I am relieved to see that everything is fine with you. Fang Wei couldn't find a topic for a while, so he fixed his eyes on the TV image, which was very unstable and shaky.Her face was a little hot. Liu Shuanglin said: After you graduate, will you not return to the teacher? She said: I came out of the teacher's hospital, and of course I returned to the teacher's hospital after graduation. Liu Shuanglin seemed to let go of half of his heart, then rubbed his hands and said: This is good, this is good.

Fang Wei wanted to make a name for herself in the army, she was full of passion and imagination for her future. Liu Shuanglin said: I am worried that you will not return to the teacher after graduation. She said: how come? He said: You are the son of a high-ranking cadre, you can go wherever you want after graduation, the unit is not your choice. She said: No, I'm not going anywhere, I'm going back to the teacher. When Fang Wei entered the door, the sky was a bit hazy, Liu Shuanglin didn't turn on the light, at this time the sky was completely dark, only the TV screen in the room was flickering, and the two of them were talking in this haze. .

Liu Shuanglin felt a bit of depression and tension in this atmosphere. His brain lacked oxygen and couldn't find a suitable topic for a while.Ever since he knew Fang Wei and knew that Fang Wei's father was the logistics chief of the military region, he felt a kind of oppression.It seemed that what he was facing was not Fang Wei, but the Minister of Logistics, but Fang Wei strongly attracted him, and it was hard to let go, with infinite magic power. Fang Wei is relaxed, and in the relaxation, she feels Liu Shuanglin's little care for her time and time again.Gradually, she had a condescending feeling, and the sense of superiority in her heart was protruding bit by bit.

After a while Liu Shuanglin said: Fang Wei, you are a soldier I have led, I hope you will be successful in the future. Fang Wei just smiled. Liu Shuanglin said again: You children of high-ranking cadres must have different ideas from ours. Fang Wei said: That's not necessarily true, everything depends on my own efforts. I didn't pass the nursing school because of my dad. Liu Shuanglin said: That is, that is. Fang Wei said, "Actually, I'm the same as you, and I can only rely on my own way to be steadfast.If I don't go back to the teacher's hospital after graduation, there will be people who will make irresponsible remarks, so I will definitely go back to the teacher's hospital. Liu Shuanglin said: In that case, we can be together again. There was more content in Liu Shuanglin's eyes looking at Fang Wei, flickering in the TV light.After a long time, and another long time, he muttered: Fang Wei, have you considered the future and personal issues. Of course Fang Wei knew what Liu Shuanglin was talking about about personal issues. She lowered her head and felt a strange feeling in her heart. She shook her head. Liu Shuanglin said again: You see, your family is so well off, so you must be very demanding on personal issues. This is the first time the two have discussed personal issues. Before that, they had never discussed such a topic in their correspondence. Fang Wei said: I have never considered whether the family is not a family. Each of us cannot realize our ideals with the strength of the family. Liu Shuanglin's heart was already beating like a drum, and his breathing was a little short. He said: Yes, yes. He wanted to reach out and grab Fang Wei's hand, the distance between the two was very close, as long as Liu Shuanglin stretched out his hand and moved ten centimeters forward, he could grab Fang Wei's hand, but he didn't have the courage.If he was not facing Fang Wei, but another woman, he would definitely make a bold move at this time, even open his arms, hug her tightly, and then say to her: I love you.However, at this time, he really didn't have the courage, he didn't know what to do. For a while, Fang Wei seemed to close her eyes. She thought that Liu Shuanglin would make some moves. A man and a woman had already talked to this point, so there was no need to dodge it. After a long time, and another long time later, Liu Shuanglin still had nothing to do. She was a little disappointed and unwilling.When she raised her eyes to look at Liu Shuanglin, Liu Shuanglin's gaze was still evasively looking at her.She wanted to leave here, but she didn't want to destroy such a hazy atmosphere. She just sat with Liu Shuanglin like that. At this moment, Liu Shuanglin thought of Li Yaling. When he pursued Li Yaling, he had never tried so hard. He hugged Li Yaling without hesitation, and kissed her.Now, how he wished he could hold Fang Wei in his arms and kiss her.But he finally didn't have such courage, he could only suffer himself in impulsiveness and cowardice. After a while, Fang Wei stood up, and he also stood up. She said: Are you leaving tomorrow? He said: leave tomorrow. She said: Go back and say hello to your comrades. He said: OK, sure. The two just stood there, staring. She glanced at him regretfully, turned around and said: The school is going to turn off the lights, so I'm leaving. After she finished speaking, she walked out the door, and he followed her and sent her to the school gate.Then, she faced him and said: Then I will go back. Liu Shuanglin's mouth was so dry that he couldn't say a word, but she stretched out her hand later, and he grabbed her hand nervously, and at the moment of parting, her little finger slid across his palm.At this moment, he had a ray of courage and wanted to hug her.But she had already turned around and walked into the school gate, and he could only watch her figure disappear into the dark. That night, Liu Shuanglin couldn't fall asleep all night. He reviewed every detail of the meeting between him and Fang Wei over and over again.Early the next morning, he went to the train station alone and boarded the train back to the army.