Chapter 15 another arrangement of fate

Li Yaling's emotional intelligence is not low. She is aware of the content of Zhang Song's gaze when she looks at her, and she can understand the affection contained in the gaze from the opposite sex. Li Yaling started a fresh and romantic college life.At that time, there was such a catchphrase circulating on the university campus: one year in soil, two years in foreign countries, and three years of not recognizing father and mother.This jingle vividly reflects the changes in the emotional state of college students of workers, peasants and soldiers in that era. Li Yaling, who has just entered school, has not yet been integrated into the life of the city and the university, and she still maintains the true qualities of a rural barefoot doctor.

At this time, her life can be said to be monotonous, except for studying every day, and then writing letters to Zhang Weiping, every word and every sentence is full of thoughts.In the evening, Li Yaling lingered on the corridor of the university campus, watching the sun set little by little. At this time, she had a melancholy temperament, and a corner of a book in her arms was blown up by the wind from time to time. Walking everywhere, the scene when she was dating Zhang Weiping flashed in her mind from time to time.She and Zhang Weiping are real first loves. If there is something between her and Liu Shuanglin, it is because Liu Shuanglin has hope of being promoted, and she hopes to enter the city through Liu Shuanglin.Love is out of the question, it's more about utilitarianism.However, Zhang Weiping is different. Zhang Weiping ignited the fire of her love. Her first love, whether it is physical or psychological, she misses Zhang Weiping who is far away in Fangmagou abnormally.

She walked alone on the corridor of the campus, leaving behind her the sound of her monotonous heels hitting the concrete road. At this time, she learned to miss and watch.Sometimes she also learned to be lonely because of missing her, and in her loneliness, she thought regretfully, how wonderful it would be if Zhang Weiping could be by her side at this time.With him by his side, life will be romantic and beautiful.It's a pity that Zhang Weiping is not with her, but in the countryside far away from her. She was in the student dormitory, lying on the bed and lighting a warm world with a flashlight. She wrote a letter to Zhang Weiping in this world, and the content of the letter can be imagined.

At this time, Zhang Weiping, the deputy director of the commune's revolutionary committee, was reading Li Yaling's sincere letter, and he was moved by Li Yaling's words from time to time.His work is hectic during the day, and only when he is alone at night can he taste Li Yaling's love.Under the desk lamp, he was replying to Li Yaling, and he also wrote his thoughts into the letter. Sometimes he wrote a few pages at a time. Many times, the east was pale, so he put down the pen and put the few pages full of words in the letter. In the envelope, it was flattened again, and the stamp was pasted, and I fell asleep peacefully in the company of sweetness.

The lovesickness of first love is sweet. Of course, the two of them would often argue over some issues in the letter. Of course, Li Yaling hoped that he would go back to work in the city, and he hoped that she would return from her studies and use the knowledge she had learned for medical treatment in the countryside. cause.Of course, both men avoided this disagreement, not realizing that it was a gulf lurking between them. In the early autumn of that year, a major event took place in China, which was called "with a sound of spring thunder in October, our party smashed the 'Gang of Four' in one fell swoop."Then the situation changed drastically.

First, the educated youth who jumped in the queue returned to the city in large numbers, and the college entrance examination resumed immediately.In other words, Li Yaling became the last class of workers, peasants and soldiers college students, and she will share the same campus with students who resumed the college entrance examination.A wave of learning swept across the country, and no one said that knowledge is useless anymore. In that month, in the fields, on the bus, and in the corner of the park, it was easy to see figures holding books and studying hard.Some people are reciting words in foreign languages, and some are reciting the love poems of "Pushkin" aloud.People are racing against time to get back the lost time.

From the whole country to the localities, the titles of the leaders of various agencies are also quietly changing.In the past, there was a "Central Cultural Revolution Leading Group" in the central government, and the lower government was naturally called the "Revolutionary Committee".Now the "revolutionary committee" is no longer called, and the leadership of the party has been restored, and it has been changed into a party committee.Zhang Weiping also changed from the former deputy director of the revolutionary committee to the deputy secretary of the commune party committee.He is still the youngest commune first-level cadre in the county.

The biggest change is Li Yaling on the university campus.University campuses have always been the fastest receiving information, and the School of Traditional Chinese Medicine where Li Yaling works is no exception.In addition to studying hard, they continue to participate in activities of one kind or another, and they often go out of the campus.In just one year, Li Yaling has undergone amazing changes from the inside out. From the looks of it, she has shed the plaid clothes she wore as a barefoot doctor and turned into tights, her straight-leg pants have become bell-bottoms, and her former flats have become half-heels.The university emblem with red letters on a white background is pinned to their chests. Whether they are walking on the street or on campus, they will always be the object of everyone's attention.College students at that time were known as the pride of the times.

She planned to go home during the winter vacation. She had already made an agreement with Zhang Weiping in the letter, and Zhang Weiping also wrote to say that he would pick her up at the county railway station.In the winter vacation of that year, Li Yaling failed to make the trip in the end. The reason was that many students had signed up for the practice of Chinese medicine. The life of study was very intense, and their enthusiasm was unprecedentedly high.In the end, Li Yaling also changed her original plan to go home, and she resolutely signed up for the practice group. Li Yaling was unwilling to go back home from the bottom of her heart. Over a year of university life had almost turned her into a city resident, and she was used to everything in the city.What's so good about the countryside? The monotonous scenery and monotonous people are far less civilized and lively than cities.The only reason for her to go back is to meet Zhang Weiping, whom she hasn't seen for a long time.At this time, her longing was no longer as strong as before, and the words of missing in the letter became the same.The final result is that this letter has not changed much from the previous letter.So, from the original few pages, it became the current one or two pages.

Over the past year, Li Yaling also found that she and Zhang Weiping had less and less common language.What Zhang Weiping attracted her at the beginning was the unique temperament of city people.Now all the people living around her are city people, including herself, and she already has the temperament of city people.Her longing for Zhang Weiping stagnated, and she became a little numb.She found that like many girls, she began to talk about the "four eyes" of their homeroom teacher. "Four Eyes" is a nickname, and his original name was Zhang Song.Teacher Zhang Song is a student who stayed at the school in the past few years, and his age is not much older than this year's students.Zhang Song was very civilized, with a very white face and a set of eyes. He dressed like an intellectual during the May Fourth Movement.In winter, he often wears a white scarf around his neck, half at the front and half at the back. People who have read Yu Dafu’s articles say that Zhang Song is very similar to Yu Dafu, including his temperament, he is very knowledgeable and looks like a literati .It seems that Zhang Song has been a material for knowledge since he was born. Because of his fragile appearance, it is difficult for people to think of other things besides teaching.

Zhang Song seemed to be the incarnation of knowledge in the minds of girls. Zhang Song became the most talked about topic among them, both in the dormitory and outside the campus. In the dormitory, sometimes lying on the bed with the lights turned off, before going to bed, someone would say: "Four Eyes" must have read a lot of books, otherwise why would he be nearsighted. Someone answered, "Of course, otherwise, how could you be our teacher."His lectures are really elegant, and it seems that he can recite all of such a thick "Theory of Traditional Chinese Medicine". Another person said: Of course, I heard that his family is a traditional Chinese medicine family, and his father is an old Chinese medicine doctor. After saying this, there was silence for a while, and after a while, another girl turned sideways, rushed to the female partner on the lower bunk, and said: Xiaoyan, do you think "four eyes" look better with glasses or without glasses. Xiaoyan said: Of course wearing glasses is elegant. There are eight people in a dormitory. Occasionally talking about a certain teacher or classmate of the opposite sex in private is purely a normal phenomenon, but for a long time everyone focuses on a male teacher, and there is a problem here.Collectively they fell into a kind of unrequited love, and they fell in love together. At the beginning, Li Yaling didn't join in this kind of discussion. When others were talking about Teacher Zhang Song, she was silently thinking about Zhang Weiping, and even secretly compared Zhang Weiping and Zhang Song.After comparing and comparing, she still thinks that Zhang Weiping is better and cuter, so she didn't join this kind of collective love. A while ago, a change in her heart that was difficult for outsiders to detect began to occur.When Zhang Song taught them the theory of traditional Chinese medicine, he stood on the podium and often looked at her, maybe that look was intentional or unintentional.At the beginning, she didn't care, thinking that Zhang Song was a habit.In order to verify her idea, she deliberately switched seats with someone else during class, but she still attracted his attention.Not only these, Teacher Zhang Song also often asks her questions. When asking questions, his tone is soft and his expression is smiling.At that time, her heart was pounding wildly, just like the first time she and Zhang Weiping were dating under the bridge hole. At this time, Li Yaling hadn't realized that more than a year of college life had changed her drastically, and she had already become a "school beauty".In the past, her hair was straight and braided in a ponytail. Later, she imitated her classmates in the city and permed her hair into a wavy style.This kind of advancement with the times made Li Yaling a different person from when she first entered school. Teacher Zhang Song's gaze caused waves that were hard to calm down in her heart.Sometimes when she was looking intently at Teacher Zhang Song on the stage, she met Zhang Song's eyes looking at her, and she was so flustered that she hurriedly looked away and looked helplessly out of the window. Two birds were chirping. Li Yaling signed up for an extracurricular practice group during the winter vacation, all because of Teacher Zhang Song.Because this internship was organized by Mr. Zhang Song.Many girls in the class gave up the winter vacation, and the sacrifice they made was of course related to Teacher Zhang Song. At the beginning, when other girls were talking about Teacher Zhang Song in the dormitory, Li Yaling was silent because she was thinking about Zhang Weiping.For some reason, Zhang Weiping has become lighter in her heart these days, and she doesn't miss her as much as before.Maybe it was because of time, or distance, or other reasons, Li Yaling couldn't tell, but in short, her mood was no longer so urgent. Sometimes when she was lying on the bed at night, she suddenly remembered that she hadn't replied to Zhang Weiping's letter for many days. After thinking about it, she thought about it, and she didn't move, she just said in her heart: Tomorrow.In the past, she would never have stayed overnight when she received a letter from Zhang Weiping, and she would have finished writing that lingering letter even in bed with a flashlight on.Now she seemed numb, without passion.Even if I occasionally reply to Zhang Weiping, I don’t have as much to say as before. Now every letter is written in the same way: Hello Weiping, I am very busy with my studies now, so I am late in replying, please forgive me and so on.Sometimes there is nothing to say before a page is filled, so I have to stop there and salute. Zhang Weiping's letter is still so hot, he looks generous and calm in the letter, he encourages her to study and become a qualified rural female doctor after graduation in the future.It doesn't matter if you don't have time to write two letters less, but you must pay attention to rest, don't exhaust your body, etc., and then shake hands with the revolution, miss your Weiping, etc. Li Yaling couldn't explain why she changed.In the past, she was looking forward to Zhang Weiping's letter, but now she is a little afraid of Zhang Weiping's letter.Every time a letter comes, it is placed on a table in the corridor of the dormitory, and all the letters of the students are scattered there.In the past, after class every day, she was almost the first to rush to that table, looking for her own letter among the many letters, and she could easily see Zhang Weiping's handwriting that she was familiar with. Those airmail envelopes with a white background and a blue border.She could tell at a glance.Now, she is not so eager to see his letter, sometimes the letter has to pass several hands before it falls into her hands; The signature of the letter clearly stated the words of a certain commune in a certain county, and she felt blushed for the words of a certain commune in a certain county.She didn't seem to have this kind of mentality before. At that time, what she thought was that her boyfriend was a commune cadre and his father was the deputy commander.Most of the letters from other students came from factories, the army, or a certain street, but my letters were either from a certain commune or a certain brigade, so people could tell at a glance that she was from the countryside. Now Li Yaling, after more than a year of nurturing in the city and the university, she has completely become a city person. Her hair has been permed, her face has been put on makeup, and she is dressed like a city person.She also learned to sneak into the cinema to watch movies like other students, and when the sun was setting, she walked hand in hand with girls on the village road on campus, humming pop songs.How lovely and happy life is in the city. Perhaps all of this is due to the distance between her and Zhang Weiping, and it is this distance that made her feel humiliated when she received Zhang Weiping's letter. Li Yaling's emotional intelligence is not low. She is aware of the content of Zhang Song's gaze when she looks at her, and she can understand the affection contained in the gaze from the opposite sex. In the past, including now, many girls in the class are always willing to go to Teacher Zhang Song to ask some or that question with the thick book of Chinese medicine theory in their spare time.Teacher Zhang Song lives in the tube building of the school staff.A house of more than ten square meters is used as a dormitory and a study, and the cooking is in the corridor.The students at that time were very willing to walk into the tube building, where there was a smell of fireworks in the world.At that time, most people lived in this way, and many students even thought about their own future. They would stay in school after graduation, or go to other units, and they would live in this way.Therefore, Tongzilou has become their future dream. Teacher Zhang Song has a lot of people. He rarely closes the door after he returns to the dormitory. A floral curtain is hung on the door frame, because no matter whether he closes the door or not, there are always beautiful or not beautiful girls walking in or out at any time.Teacher Zhang Song has a very good attitude towards the students, especially the girls. He sits on the edge of the bed, and some girls sit and some stand, asking this and that, sometimes bringing some dishes, threatening to In the evening, Zhang Songyi agreed to open fire at Teacher Zhang's place with a smile. Only Li Yaling seldom entered Teacher Zhang Song's tube building. At that time, she felt that Teacher Zhang Song was far away from her.Like a star in the sky, it hangs there far away, cold and far away.Since she realized that Teacher Zhang Song's eyes were full of content and began to pay attention to herself, she mustered up the courage to walk into Teacher Zhang Song's dormitory. It was a day of evening self-study, and the students all went to the classroom or the library.At the beginning, she also walked into the library with other girls, and after a while, she slipped out quietly, like a thief.When she came to Teacher Zhang Song's dormitory, she was holding a book in her arms like the other girls, but her chest was in a panic. When she reached the third floor, her heart was already beating wildly. Putting his hands on his chest, he panted dryly for a while, then tiptoed to the door of Teacher Zhang Song's dormitory. The door of Mr. Zhang Song was ajar, and a light came out from inside. She knocked on the door twice, and Mr. Zhang Song inside said: Who is it?Come in. She opened the door and went in. Teacher Zhang Song was writing lesson plans at the desk. When he turned his head and saw that it was her, he was obviously surprised. He stood up hurriedly, poured water and offered to sit down.Finally, she sat on the edge of Teacher Zhang Song's bed.The bed was covered with a white sheet, which may have just been washed, and it still exuded a faint smell of soap, as well as an inexplicable, unexplained smell of the sun.Li Yaling was fascinated by the smell. Teacher Zhang Song rubbed his hands and said, "So it's you, I really didn't expect it." She looked at Teacher Zhang Song’s dormitory. There was a wooden board next to a single bed. The wooden board was full of books about Chinese medicine. There were also books on a table. The lamp gave off a hazy light. There is a calendar for this year.The calendar is printed with the face of a Hong Kong star, who is smiling charmingly at the people in the room.Beside the bed, there is also a small alarm clock, and the alarm clock is ticking.Time passed by every minute and every second. Sitting there, Li Yaling looked back at the door that came in, and at some point it was closed by Teacher Zhang.At this time, there were only the two of them in Teacher Zhang Song's dormitory. This independent space made her feel that her relationship with Teacher Zhang Song became special all of a sudden, and she couldn't help but blush again. Teacher Zhang Song came back to his senses first, and he pointed to the water glass filled with water for her and said: Drink water. She also wanted to find something to say, but she forgot all the questions she had thought about before coming here.She couldn't think of what to say, so she picked up the water glass in a concealed manner, and just took a sip when she found that the water was still hot, so she hurriedly put it down again. Teacher Zhang Song seemed to be much calmer than her, and said out of words: How is your recent study? She nodded, blushing up to her ears.Fortunately, she was sitting in the shadow of the lamp, so it was not easy to be noticed. The two said a few words without saying a word. She stood up suddenly and said: Teacher Zhang, don't bother me, you can be busy. Zhang Song also stood up and said to her: This is your first time here. She nodded, then shook her head again.She had come here once before, and that time there were so many girls in the class that the room couldn't fit, so she only stood at the door for a while before leaving. Teacher Zhang Song said: "Other students come here often, and I hope you can visit often in the future." When Zhang Song spoke, she kept staring into his eyes, and she believed his words were sincere.He looked at her intently, much bolder and hotter than when he looked at her in class.Holding the book in her arms, she lowered her head and nodded silently.Teacher Zhang Song kept sending her to the stairs and watched her go downstairs before turning around. Li Yaling walked out of the tube building before she let out a long breath. Her palms were already wet with sweat, and there was also a fine layer of sweat on her back.At that moment, she felt that she was the happiest person in the world. She had insomnia that night, and lying on the bed, she thought of Teacher Zhang Song looking at her for a while, and Zhang Weiping for a while.When she thought of Teacher Zhang Song, her heart was filled with imperceptible excitement and impulsiveness, but what about Zhang Weiping? There was only a trace of bitterness and an indescribable humiliation.She unconsciously compared Zhang Song and Zhang Weiping in her heart, and then she realized that she liked everything about Zhang Song more, Zhang Song's bookishness, his knowledge, and the urbanite's attitude in him. That temperament.But what about Zhang Weiping? Several years of rural life has made him completely rural. The passion and ideals in his heart often move her, but they are quite different from her ideals.Zhang Weiping wants to take root in the countryside for a lifetime, but Teacher Zhang Song doesn't need to think or ask, he is on the university campus.How sacred is the teacher of college students. The university badge with red background and gold letters on the chest, not to mention walking on the street, even on the campus, will attract the attention of many students.There are so many candidates across the country every year, only one to two percent of them can be admitted to universities. College students are called the proud sons of heaven, let alone university teachers?Besides, Zhang Song is so young, only in his twenties, walking with them, people who don't know, think Zhang Song is their classmate.One-third of the students in the class are older than Teacher Zhang Song.In that sleepless night, the image of Teacher Zhang Song became perfect overnight in Li Yaling's heart.As for Zhang Weiping, he was far away and faded away.Occasionally, she would also think of Zhang Weiping's benefits to her. It can be said that without Zhang Weiping, she would not be where she is today. In her heart, there is only gratitude, not love. Sometimes she was too lazy to read Zhang Weiping's letter. Not only was she too lazy to read it, but she also hated the words of affection and love he said in the letter.In the past, she liked to read such words. She felt blushing and heart beating, and a kind of happiness from the bottom of her heart flooded her whole body.At that time, she not only read such a letter once, but sometimes several times, each time she felt a sense of happiness.For some reason now, when she read such a letter again, she felt chills all over, and she was a little scared and afraid.Sometimes she rested her chin in a daze, until then she realized that she had changed after living on the university campus for more than a year.It's no longer what it used to be. After she woke up, she realized that there was already a distance between herself and Zhang Weiping. When she received a letter from Zhang Weiping again, she always sneaked to the bathroom, closed the door, glanced at it quickly, then quickly tore it up, threw it into the sewer and washed it away with the current, only at this time, she I feel clean.But such emotions would affect her for most of the day, until she walked into Zhang Song's dormitory at night and saw the light in Teacher Zhang Song's window from a distance, and she completely forgot the contents of Zhang Weiping's letter. The news that Zhang Weiping was going to visit Li Yaling at the school was conveyed to Li Yaling by letter as promised. Zhang Weiping was going to visit her at the university. That day, in the bathroom, she hurriedly read Zhang Weiping's letter.Zhang Weiping said in the letter that she couldn't go home for the winter vacation, and it was a pity that she couldn't meet. He made up his mind to go home before the Spring Festival and visit her at the university by the way.She read the letter at a glance, and couldn't tell what it was like in her heart for a while. If she had received such a letter half a year ago, she would have jumped for joy, because at that time, she was really thinking about it. he.In her spare time, missing her lover far away has become an important part of her spare time.At this time, she no longer needed him no matter from the psychological or physical perspective, and about Zhang Weiping, she would only think of him every time she received a letter from him.That feeling is very complicated.Now she is afraid of seeing him, she doesn't know how to face him, what to say after seeing him will become a difficult problem for her. In those few days, she was very preoccupied, even when she was alone with Teacher Zhang Song, she couldn't be happy.Now that the university is on vacation, the campus is a bit empty, only a few students from various departments who stay in the university for internships occasionally haunt the campus.Because of this, Li Yaling and Zhang Song were virtually left with many opportunities to get along alone. There were two figures left behind on the Yonglu Road covered with fallen leaves, or in Zhang Song's single dormitory.The time for the two of them to be alone is very limited, because there are other students staying in the class, and they bother Mr. Zhang Song from time to time. At that time, we all have group activities together. A notice was also posted in the university cafeteria that the cafeteria will be on holiday for the Spring Festival. Teacher Zhang Song has made a decision that he will spend the few days of the festival with his classmates.Zhang Song, who originally planned to go home to visit his father, decided to live on campus this Spring Festival to accompany his students.The joy of the students was beyond words.They had already prepared for the Chinese New Year. They raised funds and went outside to buy a lot of fish and eggs. They bought a lot, and they were waiting for a grand collective Spring Festival. Just as Li Yaling and her classmates were happily preparing for the Spring Festival, one afternoon, the aunt in charge of the gatekeeper of the girls' dormitory came to Li Yaling's dormitory. At this time, she was lying on the bed reading a book. Someone is looking downstairs. The book in Li Yaling's hand fell to the ground, and the girl in the same dormitory asked, "Who, who came to see you?" Li Yaling knew that Zhang Weiping must be here, and she was so flustered that she didn't know what to do, but she didn't say that.She knew that avoiding was not an option, so she bit the bullet and went downstairs.It was indeed Zhang Weiping who was waiting in front of the building. He seemed to have been here for a while. He threw several cigarette butts under his feet. He was smoking a cigarette. He looked very cold and kept stamping his feet on the snow in front of the door. Zhang Weiping It was still the same attire as when he was in the countryside, a military uniform that had been washed a little whitish, a shearling cotton cap, and the iconic mask was still clearly hanging on his chest.This outfit was easy to see and popular in urban and rural areas two years ago.But now people in the city no longer dress themselves like this, only rural people dress like this. Li Yaling appeared in front of Zhang Weiping, Zhang Weiping had a flash of surprise in his eyes, and he called affectionately: "Yaling, we finally meet." The aunt at the gate looked at the two of them carefully. After saying this, Zhang Weiping brought his hand to his mouth, and breathed on his hand. Zhang Weiping thought that Li Yaling would enthusiastically take him to the dormitory for a while, but Li Yaling turned around and glanced at the aunt who was watching the door, and said to Zhang Weiping: Let's take a walk around the campus.After speaking, he walked straight forward, and Zhang Weiping had no choice but to follow.At this time, Li Yaling knew that the students in the same dormitory must be looking out of the window.So, she intentionally distanced herself from Zhang Weiping. Zhang Weiping still said enthusiastically: I didn't expect your university to be so big. I searched for several buildings before I found your dormitory. Li Yaling said: Going home for the New Year. Zhang Weiping said: "The main reason is to come and see you. I haven't been at home for the New Year in several years." Li Yaling didn't speak, lowered her head, and walked forward as if hurrying, she wanted to stay away from the sight of her classmates as soon as possible. Zhang Weiping said: On the evening of Chinese New Year's Eve, go to my house, I have already agreed with my parents, they also want to see you. If Zhang Weiping had said such things half a year ago, she would have been moved to tears. After all, it was the home of the deputy commander of the military region. I heard that the family of Deputy Commander Zhang lived in a small building. What kind of house is that? ah.But now, she only hoped that Zhang Weiping would leave here as soon as possible.When she heard this, she said: I have agreed with my classmates to celebrate the Spring Festival together this year. Zhang Weiping said: It's only 31 days, and you will come back to live with your classmates on the first day of junior high school. She said: Forget it, that's not good. Li Yaling's indifference made Zhang Weiping unprepared. He didn't know what to say for a moment, and he said after a while: "The commune is busy with work. It's been so long, and I haven't found time to see you. It's my fault." When Zhang Weiping spoke this way, she saw Teacher Zhang Song walking towards him. Zhang Song had just come back from the outside, with the written Spring Festival couplets under his armpit and a string of firecrackers in his hand.Li Yaling saw Zhang Song rushing up to meet her, and shouted, "Mr. Zhang, I'm going shopping." Zhang Song said: Let's celebrate the Spring Festival together, it should look like a festival, and we are also lively.After finishing speaking, he raised the firecracker in his hand. Zhang Song saw Zhang Weiping, and Zhang Weiping was still standing there with a friendly smile at him, and the next thing he knew, it was time for Li Yaling to introduce herself. Li Yaling didn't want to introduce Zhang Weiping at first, but when she saw Zhang Song's questioning gaze, she whispered: This is my cousin from the country, he came to visit me in the city. Zhang Song said enthusiastically: Then let your cousin come over at night. After speaking, he nodded to Zhang Weiping politely and left. Zhang Weiping stood there in a daze, he didn't expect Li Yaling to introduce him like this in front of the teacher.He stared blankly at Li Yaling.Seeing Zhang Song walking away, Li Yaling explained to Zhang Weiping in a low voice: Our school has regulations that students are not allowed to fall in love. Zhang Weiping's face turned red and white for a while, and then he realized clearly that the Li Yaling in front of him was no longer the Li Yaling she was more than a year ago. He no longer followed Li Yaling so aimlessly, but stared at Li Yaling and said: You have changed, you are looking down on me. Li Yaling lowered her head noncommittally, rubbing the snow on the ground with her feet. Zhang Weiping said again: Do you think I am not good enough for you? Li Yaling didn't speak, she still looked uncomfortable. Zhang Weiping said again: You think I, the deputy secretary of the commune from the countryside, have shamed you. Surprised and angry, Zhang Weiping confessed everything he felt. What else could Li Yaling say, Zhang Weiping had already said what was in her heart.After a long while, she raised her face, her eyes were filled with tears, and she choked up and said, "Wei Ping, please transfer back to the city." Zhang Weiping didn't want to hear her talk any more, so he flicked his sleeves and left.She stood there, staring blankly at Zhang Weiping going away, until Zhang Weiping's back completely disappeared from her sight, she cried out in her heart: Zhang Weiping, I'm sorry for you.At this time, she was already in tears. She walked alone on the campus for a long time, and she didn't return to the dormitory until she wiped away her tears and calmed down.The girls gathered around curiously, and asked in one go: "Who is that guy who came just now?" She replied calmly: It's my cousin from the country, come to see me. The students didn't believe it, and some people said: No, it's that one? Others said: He is handsome enough, but he is a bit rusty. Someone else said: Don't be too demanding if you are from the countryside. ... She twisted onto the bed, and said something to her classmates before going to bed: Believe it or not, you will know in the future. What she said about the future meant that Zhang Weiping would completely disappear from her life. How could the disappeared Zhang Weiping have any future with her? Lying on the bed, she was flipping through the book she just read, but she couldn't read it, but she still pretended to read the book, but scenes and everything that Zhang Weiping had once flashed in front of her eyes.Later, she pulled the quilt over and covered herself tightly.At this time, the tears flowed out uncontrollably, quietly and quietly, tears gushing from my heart, these tears were saying goodbye to the past. After some time, she stopped crying.At this time, she was already full of relief, and she knew that everything in the past would no longer exist.She knew that Zhang Weiping would not write to her, nor would he come to see her.The relationship between her and Zhang Weiping will come to an end and come to an end.Everything will start again, and the figure of Teacher Zhang Song flashed in front of her eyes again. At this time, Teacher Zhang Song occupied the depths of her heart like a lighthouse. She is going to risk herself for this brand new love. When another semester started, there was a news circulating in the department. It is said that the news came from among the boys. After the boys voted, Li Yaling ranked first in the department. It is said that Teacher Zhang Song also participated in the boys' election. Appraisal.Since then, Li Yaling has another alias called "Xihua". From that day on, Li Yaling started a new life with the honor of wearing flowers.