Chapter 29 graduate

Three years of nursing school life is coming to an end in a blink of an eye.A student from the city, Tuomen is busy looking for a job while looking for a relationship.The students from the mountains have no family or family in the city. They know that their days in the city are numbered and they will return to the mountains in a few days. He hesitated in the street, sighing. When she was about to graduate, Liu Sisi didn't go to school at all, and she moved her things to Ma Bo's house.She felt like she was at home. The classmates in the mountains were all envious of Liu Sisi's good life. In the past, the classmates often said bad things about Liu Sisi behind their backs, saying that she eats with her face, vulgar!The expression on his face was one of contempt and jealousy.It was different now, they were sincerely envious of Liu Sisi.

Liu Sisi also communicated with Ma Bo about her future, and she hoped that Ma Bo could find her a job in the city.Ma Bo said slowly: There is no rush, finding a job depends on chance.Are you still afraid that I can't support you? After Ma Bo said that, she couldn't say anything more.Anyway, she has a home in the city, so why should she worry about it?She believed that since she was living with Ma Bo, he would marry her sooner or later.His home is also his home. She lived with Ma Bo intermittently for more than a year, which made her body more mature, and she was like a ripe grape, bright and ready to drip.

Soon, I finally graduated.After more than one hundred girls in their class walked out of the school, they were drowned in every corner.The noisy school in the past suddenly became deserted.After graduation, Liu Sisi had nowhere to go, so she could only stay in Ma Bo's room.Ma Bo went to work during the day, and she cleaned the room at home, then bought vegetables, cooked, and waited for Ma Bo to come home from get off work.This feeling is like that of a husband and wife, and her heart is full of sweetness and expectation. At the beginning, Ma Bo came back on time every day after get off work, but later he came back not so punctually, sometimes smelling of alcohol, and treated her indifferently.In the past, Ma Bo was always eager for her, wishing she could grow on him.Although the two of them were lying on the same bed now, he didn't touch her all night.She didn't understand what happened to Ma Bo, could it be that she didn't like herself anymore.

When she was alone during the day, she thought about her relationship with Ma Bo. She had proposed the idea of ​​marrying him, and Ma Bo said impatiently: "What's the point of getting married or not? Isn't it the same as getting married?" When he said that, she was speechless.She is at home, and all the plants and trees here belong to Ma Bo, she has nothing, so what will happen to her if this continues?What will happen in the future?She couldn't figure it out, and couldn't see clearly.A melancholy came to mind.She felt more and more that she was an idler, dispensable here.But she can't leave here. Leaving here means leaving the city and her dream.

In the middle of the night, Ma Bo came back, very tired.When he came back, instead of going to bed, he sat on the sofa and turned on the light.She got up from the bed and looked at him dazedly.He said: I have thought about it these days, it is not a problem for us to live together like this, otherwise, I will pay you to rent a house for you. She was blindsided all of a sudden, and looked at him fixedly.She understood that he wanted to drive her away; but why he did this, she couldn't figure it out.So, she cried, mourning, looking very pitiful.In this city, the only person she had anything to do with was Marble.Ma Bo doesn't want her anymore, so she has nothing to do with the city.She felt fear and helplessness, so she could only cry helplessly.Hearing her sobbing, Ma Bo didn't say anything, took off his clothes in twos and ones, lay down beside her, and closed his eyes.

Later, Ma Bo didn't mention the matter of letting her move away, but she felt that Ma Bo was becoming more and more indifferent to her.She didn't understand, what was all this for? During the day, when she was alone, she kept looking in the mirror, and asked herself in the mirror: Am I ugly?Am I getting old?She still sees her young and beautiful self in the mirror, and sometimes she hides in the bathroom to see her body.Everything is still so tender and plump, as bright and ostentatious as a flower, looking at the graceful body in the mirror, she felt affectionate and touched by herself—it’s only been more than a year, why doesn’t Ma Bo not love her anymore? ?She was really puzzled.She wants to find a job in the city, and wants to marry Ma Bo. Her dream of being a city resident has not been realized yet, but Ma Bo has lost interest in herself, which makes her feel a sense of urgency and crisis.But all this made her helpless, she knew that she could not decide anything, but Marble was deciding everything about her.

Ma Bo came back early that day, and she had already started cooking before dark.After Ma Bo came back, he stood behind her. This was a scene he hadn't seen for a long time.He said behind her: Don't be busy. She turned her head to look at him puzzled.He said: A student came to talk at home today, you go out shopping, it doesn't matter if you come back late. After speaking, he took out a hundred yuan from his pocket and handed it to her.She took it, thought for a while, and put it down again.She asked him: What about these things?She was reluctant to part with the half-packed meals.

He said indifferently: put it there. She turned off the fire, tidied up, and went out.When she went out, she didn't take the hundred yuan he gave.She didn't want to buy anything, so he asked her to go shopping, and she just went shopping.In the past, he would give her some money every now and then, and she accepted it with peace of mind. It was money from her boyfriend, and she could accept it.Ever since she had a relationship with Ma Bo, she regarded him as her boyfriend in her heart.She spent all that money, and most of it was used to buy clothes.She wanted to dress herself up to please her boyfriend Ma Bo.

She was walking down the street with a numb mind, and after walking for a while, she became a little more sober.She thought, what kind of student did Ma Bo talk to, and she had to avoid it?She knew that Ma Bo was not the head teacher, but the anatomy teacher. What did he talk to the students about? As she walked, she thought.Everything in the city that attracted her before was now commonplace in her eyes.She walked down one street and then another.Then turned back.The street, which was still bustling just now, began to calm down. She thought: The students should go too, right? With slow steps, she walked towards the door of the unit where she lived.At this moment, she saw a girl coming out of the cave and passing her by.She couldn't help but glanced at the girl.The girl is beautiful and healthy.Intuitively, this girl also came from the mountains. Girls in the mountains have a special taste, and she is too familiar with all this.She watched the girl walk away with a pair of toned legs.

She opened the door with the key, but the lights in the room were dark.With the light from the window, she saw that Marble was already lying down.She tiptoed to the bed, undressed and lay down.She found that the place where she lay down was warm, it was human body temperature.She smelled the breath of the mountains again under the quilt.Thinking of the girl she saw at the gate of the building just now, she understood everything, tears welled up all at once, and she couldn't stop it.Only then did she understand why Marble didn't marry herself, she was just one of those girls.After enjoying her body, Marble threw her away like a rag.Ma Bo on the bed closed her eyes. She knew that her crying and sadness had nothing to do with the person beside her.