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Chapter 6 Shanhuazi

It was just normal 安意如 3315Words 2018-03-19
I want to speak, I feel like my dream is over, and I see Chun Shan in the mirror as promised.Fang regrets that he was so careless in the past, so he just waits to see. The ring should only be returned to the moon, why should the tin hairpin be sent to the world.How many drops of residual red wax tears, when will they dry? 【See Chunshan】 Sima Xiangru is the most blessed literati. "Xijing Miscellaneous Notes" praised his wife: "Wenjun is beautiful, his eyebrows are like Wangyuan Mountain, his face is often like a lotus, and his skin is as smooth as fat." Zhuo Wenjun accidentally took all the advantages of a classical beauty's appearance.

Liu Xin's promotion of Zhuo Wenjun's appearance in "Miscellaneous Notes of Xijing" is too good, and his metaphor of comparing women's eyebrows to distant mountains is too incisive. Words such as "Ruoyuan Mountain", "Mei Ruochun Mountain", "Chunshan Cui" and "Chunshanyuan".Over time, "Chunshan" has become synonymous with women's eyebrows.The "Dai" used by female thrushes is made of a kind of blue-black ore called Shi Dai, which is made by adding spices such as musk.Therefore, there is a saying in the Red Chamber that "the eyebrow color is like Dai".

Human facial features are very interesting.Lips and teeth are the interdependence of relatives, but eyebrows are provocations between lovers, and they must be uneasy in the room to be attractive.If a woman is born with dull eyes and rigid eyebrows, then she must not be popular with men, because first of all, her eyebrows and eyebrows will not be emotional, and even the best looks will fade into mediocrity, and will not bloom love.If you see someone being praised as "the face is like a peach blossom", then her eyebrows must be seductive. It's a pity that Ren Zhuo Wenjun has both talent and appearance, but Sima Xiangru still wanted to take a concubine after marrying her. His flamboyant guts frightened him back.

Having said that, the world is still fair, if there is a man like Sima Xiangru who does not cherish blessings, there must be men like Zhang Chang and Rong Ruo who are gentle and understanding.This is God's compensation for women.According to the "Hanshu. Zhang Chang Biography" records: Jingzhaoyin Zhang Chang and his wife are deeply in love. When his wife puts on makeup, he draws a brush for her eyebrows. People in Chang'an laugh at Zhang Jingzhao's eyebrows. Later, Emperor Xuan of the Han Dynasty personally intervened in this matter. , Zhang Chang said to him: "I heard that in the boudoir, the selfishness of husband and wife is more than thrush." ​​Zhang Chang's answer is both ingenious and reasonable. There is a good story that has been passed down through the ages.

Zhang Jingzhao's thrush is actually painting love, and because of this, he is admired by later generations.Tang Xuanzong has a graceful little order "Good Time"-- The bun is suitable for a palace, the lotus face is tender, and the body is red and fragrant.Eyebrows do not need to be painted openly, the heavenly teachings make the temples grow longer.Don't lean on the beauty of the country and marry a lover.When we were young, don't miss the good times. Even the emperor expressed his eyebrows, so it can be seen that the two people's eyebrows and eyes meet each other, which is really a touching love affair.Yuan Shao Hengzhen wrote in "Qinyuanchun": "Sweeping Dai is too thick, and painting lead is shallow, so it is not free to paint Zhang Lang." It is probably that the poet imitated Zhang Lang to draw eyebrows for his wife, but he couldn't do it and was ridiculed by resentment.Zhang Chao is even more temperamental, and said directly: "If a man can't go straight up, exhale and raise his eyebrows, he has to sit in front of the green window, and share eyebrows with all the beauties. Evil." His words coincided with what the hard-line man Xun Weng said, "ruthless may not be a real hero".

Rong Ruo's lover's eyebrows are also excellent.He never forgets it in his heart, and it is revealed in his words from time to time.Rong Ruo's many sentences describing the lover's eyebrows are excellent, not as good as his self-blaming "hasty, just wait and see." This poem is about Rong Ruo's dream. Melancholy and sad.Only the red candle in front of the stage drips residual red tears, which seems to explain my mind.Judging from the allusions of "Huanpei" and "Tianchai", the woman written in this poem is not Lu Shi, but a lover who was sent to the palace in the early years.Because both Wang Zhaojun and Yang Guifei are from the palace.

"The desire to speak, the mood and the dream have come to an end", this is my favorite sentence in this poem.It is also this sentence that brings out the pain of the whole word.In life, how many things and how many emotions are unclear?And when you want to explain, there is no chance?Between cherishing and ignoring gain and loss, people are constantly tossing and turning. Your dai's eyebrows envelop my heart like a frown but not a frown.How long will it take you to love before I stop loving you.Forget everything about you, and escape the repeated entanglement of your eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body and mind.

If time can dilute my longing for you, I won't be inexplicably absent-minded when I wake up. You are, I can't escape a smoke. Shanhuazi Wind catkins have turned into duckweeds, and mud lotuses have just lingered; treasure a petal of the incense, and remember the previous life. When people become passionate and passionate, now they are really regretful and passionate; and when they are heartbroken and looking back, tears are stolen. 【Remorseful】 Another word that left me helpless and unable to impose an explanation at all.This song "Shanhuazi" is the favorite of many people.Just like Zhang Jiuling's poem "The bright moon is born on the sea, and the world is at this moment" is so vast, so tolerant that everyone can put their own ideas into it.Thinking of the bleak love between Li Xunhuan and Lin Shiyin, it is best to use the stories of the characters in Gu Long's book as an annotation for Rongruo's empty words.

When Gu Long died, someone wrote a couplet of mourning: "Xiao Li Fei Dao has become a masterpiece, and Chu Liuxiang is not seen in the world." Gu Long himself admitted that "Little Li Fei Dao" is the book he put the most personal thoughts on.Loyalty, forgiveness, perseverance, superb martial arts skills.Li Xunhuan is the representative of the perfect personality who entrusted all of Gu Long's ideals. If a man like Li Xunhuan insists on saying that he has shortcomings, it would be that he is too humble and procrastinating in his feelings. Because Long Xiaoyun had saved him, and because Long Xiaoyun also fell in love with Lin Shiyin, he made the assignment on his own, and voluntarily withdrew to give Lin Shiyin to Long Xiaoyun. This was a ridiculous unequal exchange.This man, if you scold him, he walks the way of a gentleman every step of the way, sacrificing himself for others, and every time he makes a decision, his heart is full of pain and a sense of self-sacrifice.Long Xiaoyun's happiness, Lin Shiyin's happiness, and even their source of livelihood, he has thought of everything, but Lin Shiyin's will has not been considered.Will she be willing to follow such an arrangement, and will she marry Long Xiaoyun.Catkins enter the water and turn into duckweed, both are floating things.Like Rong Ruo's lover, Lin Shiyin's fate is involuntary and desolate.

Perhaps, in Li Xunhuan's subconscious mind, women are also unowned things like catkins and duckweeds, and they should live as fate (men) arranges them, so he consciously can make decisions for Lin Shiyin. As a result, he left with a whole body of pain.That thoughtful arrangement was just a ticking time bomb for him to ambush among the three of them.After many years, a devastating tragedy finally happened.In fact, he just had to think about it, if things were reversed and Long Xiaoyun was in Li Xunhuan's position, would he give up his lover? Like lotus flowers in a river pond being entwined with silken lotuses, his love for Lin Shiyin is also unsolvable until death.Ten years of life outside the Great Wall made it seem like it happened in the past, but in fact he still couldn't forget the injury.Although he left silently, Lin Shiyin didn't send him off, and didn't ask Yiyi to say goodbye.However, Li Xunhuan was always a deadly demon flower blooming on the wall of her heart, stirring all the time.Bring up the past.

Before her previous life, Huayue was quiet.We can stay together peacefully without being dominated or disturbed by any external objects.But fate suddenly turned around, and a huge gap appeared in the road.A person's life is broken, the soul falls into the previous life, and the body falls into the future life.It is too difficult to love each other, the two places remember each other, only a petal of the fragrance of the heart, remembering the previous life. Long Xiaoyun was even more unhappy. In front of Li Xunhuan, he didn't feel complacent at all.When people talk about him, they always say that you are Li Xunhuan's sworn brother.Lin Shiyin married Li Xunhuan according to Li Xunhuan's arrangement, not because she loved him.The most important thing is that Lin Shiyin has never forgotten Li Xunhuan, nor does she intend to forget him.If it is said that Li Xunhuan sacrificed for Long Xiaoyun, then Lin Shiyin sacrificed for Li Xunhuan, as Rongruo said, "when people become more passionate, their love turns thinner".This thinness is not that the feelings for you have been washed white by time, but that the inside is silent and calm after the flowers bloom.For this person, everything will be calm, as natural as breathing.It became as firm and stable as life, parasitic in my body, living and dying with me. Until one day, I couldn't show anything to prove that I love you, but I still love you undiminished.Passionate, finally reincarnated into ruthless. Ten years later, facing his return, Long Xiaoyun resented Ai Ruyi woman, he said, you shouldn't come back.It's ridiculous that Li Xun Huan was so smart all his life that he didn't understand people's hearts.He didn't know that he was the domineering shadow covering Long Xiaoyun's lifelong efforts.For a man, his achievements are not recognized, his family property, even his wife is given to him by others, this kind of charity tastes too strong, it is unbearable.Long Xiaoyun has reason to be jealous and hate Li Xunhuan.This man is too powerful, too perfect, so beautiful that people feel hatred in their hearts.He is like a bright mirror stand against the dust in your heart, humble and unbearable. When we meet again, the old memory is sealed by reason, and it seems that there is no waves. From the surface, the three of them get along very well.In fact, only when you fall in love with someone, and love too deeply, will you know how to act as if nothing had happened, and then you will feel that there is nothing to say, and getting along becomes as ordinary and ordinary as drinking water and eating. However, for Long Xiaoyun and Lin Shiyin, who are used to both standing on stage and acting, the appearance of Li Xunhuan will only completely shatter the illusion of happiness they worked so hard to maintain.Although it has always been a drama of three people, whether Li Xunhuan is an invisible existence or a real existence, the results will definitely be different. So there was another entanglement of grievances and grievances ten years later.The seemingly perfect happy family was destroyed, Li Xunhuan was this unexpected hurricane, he hurt others and himself.Long Xiaoyun died, Long Xiaoyun was blinded by revenge, only Lin Shiyin was the most sober and painful.Back then it was Li Xunhuan's decision to ruin her life's happiness single-handedly, and now it's because of him that she has ruined these years of peaceful life. The most helpless thing is that she knows it's his fault, but she just can't hate him.Wandering for half a lifetime, Li Xunhuan is already considered a heartbroken person at the end of the world, but Lin Shiyin has not yet broken his heart, looking back half his life and crying. Now I'm really regretful and affectionate, saying that I have never regretted it, it's just that the feelings I put on you are too heavy and the memories are too deep.I almost fell to the ground.Always, not a person who is good at forgetting.None of us!All this is due to a wrong decision.One wrong decision can lead to chaos and collapse in life.If you fall in love with someone, don't give in blindly. Feelings are not about etiquette.Go for it first.Although God's will often fails, it is better to try your best than to miss it.If you will cry when you read this poem, then why let this regret continue to spread?
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