Chapter 11 Part 1.6.2

"You're so bad." She rolled over.But I can't get over the "jet lag".Just two years after Hu Bingchen stood in front of her lathe and gave such a concrete description of a certain creative activity of a man, she received the letter that Hu Bingchen and Bai Fan jointly wrote to her in 1973. "If men are not bad, women will not love them." "But I didn't understand what you meant at the time." It stands to reason that a woman who has stolen from others and raised an illegitimate child should understand Fengyue very well.Before he had a serious relationship with her, this was what made him despise him, but he couldn't help but wonder how good Wu Wei's bed skills should be, and how hearty making love with her would be .

I also understood why my father asked a prostitute to be his second wife. It wasn't until he slept with Wu Wei that Hu Bingchen knew that she didn't understand Fengyue at all, and even had him to teach her.This really made him incomprehensible, and even made him a little disappointed.A woman who steals people and raises illegitimate children can be regarded as a vicissitudes of life, how can she not understand Fengyue! Love is a technical job.Hu Bingchen's theory of Fengyue refers to the level of technology.But Wu Wei believes that technology is all trivial, and the love she advocates is the love that can risk one's life, the love that can go to hell for it, so why not sacrifice yourself!

Her negligence with technology leads to an Achilles' heel, her inability to flirt.Don't you know that what can tie a man's heart the most is the skill of flirting, not the kind of love that takes life. She has a record of being in love many times, and the reason for changing scenes frequently is not that she wants to change, on the contrary, she is very dedicated to love, so dedicated that when she is in a certain relationship, she will never look at any man outside the court. The serious flaw caused by this view of love is that she treats her love like a fork. As written in Section 2 of Chapter 1 of this book.

She brushed it very carefully, and even wiped the gap between the tines with a cleaning cloth for a long time like a saw. By the end of the twentieth century, apart from the British royal chef, or the few high-end restaurants that are still clinging to the old status, or a stubborn noble family, how many people still scrub the fork when scrubbing the tableware? What about the gap between the teeth? What man could stand a scrub like that?Which man would want to be in the position of such a fork? She had to change the scene again and again. Whether it is a fork or a technical job, what is the difference between the two?Isn't it all about going to bed in the end as the end of the discussion?

It really sounds like the twisted philosophy she hates so much. Sometimes he would go to the second-hand book stalls in Dong'an Market, looking through old books, and it would take a whole morning, and he might be able to buy a very good book by throwing a penny at random.For example, that book was bought at the second-hand book stall in the Osmanthus mall. It was there that he saw the novel and was frightened by the intensity of that love.Before he fell in love with Wu Weizheng'er, he couldn't believe that there would be such a strong love in the world. At that time, he was pregnant with a dream that he must have a vigorous love in this life. The love that started in Paramount in Shanghai also failed due to the time, conditions and location. That scene was due to Bai Fan's report and the leader's intervention.When the love affair ended, it was just a smile, and it was strange that he was willing to be warned by his superiors for that love affair.

He has been unwillingly waiting for a love all his life, and that dream has not been fulfilled until Wu Wei appears.But in his later years, when he recalled the love with Wu Wei, it was just such a smile, and he wondered that he had been haunted by this dream. Tired of reading, I went to the Donglaishun rice stall to eat a meatloaf and a bowl of red bean and millet porridge.At that time, Dong Laishun, in addition to the elegant seats, also operated high-quality and cheap food stalls in the big shed downstairs, unless the parents took them to the Jiangsu-style Senlong Restaurant to taste the southern taste, he liked the informality in the big shed.

A man like Hu Bingchen who is handsome yet heroic, who understands taste without losing swank, is elegant and vulgar, tangible and fashionable, always trendy and always nostalgic, whatever mood he wants, what kind of mood he wants, a little, blindly, a little, a little An all-round man who savors life to the slightest degree is really rare in the world, and I am afraid that "one can only be born in five hundred years." Such a man may never exist again.He is the kind of "all-rounder" who is indispensable to the family and social environment.Compared with his growth environment, later men always seemed to suffer from some kind of nutritional deficiency due to partial eclipse.As Wu Wei said: "Why can't apes evolve into humans now? Because there is no such living environment."

More his revolutionary experience.Although he did not dedicate himself to the revolution, he was always prepared, but he did not get the opportunity to practice it; if he encountered such an opportunity, Hu Bingchen would never hesitate; he was lacking and barren in every aspect, and he admired revolution, especially romantic revolution How could the dedicated Wu Wei not be fascinated by such a man who was born revolutionary and proficient in ancient and modern Chinese and Western love classics? That's why Wu Wei said to him: "Only I understand your value. It's like an unearthed cultural relic, with thousands of years of soil deposited on it. Most people think it's just a lump of dirt, and maybe they throw it away. Cultural relics, I can also identify its color, shape, age...but only I can identify the mysteries that make it exquisite that others cannot identify."

But she ignored the bourgeois tempering of the decades after Ning Hu Bingchen. Under that kind of tempering, not only Britain is fragile, but beauty is even more fragile. Hu Bingchen felt that he had met a once-in-a-lifetime bosom friend. After a long, long time, even after Wu Wei got to know him better, he still thought: "No matter how you say it, you are still the best in your class." Hu Bingchen haughtily "chucked" He let out a cry and said, "It's not just my class!" 6 In a moment of confusion, Hu Bingchen almost thought of his father with love, that handsome and handsome man who was an international student at Waseda University in Japan, who loved women and was also loved by women.On the contrary, this is something I never thought of when I was with my father day and night.

Hu Bingchen has never met his father's woman, only his Mrs. Ru, who is said to be a good prostitute, but not beautiful.At that time, his understanding of the relationship between men and women was still very superficial, so he was not as beautiful as his wife, which made him quite puzzled for a while. My father had lived his life comfortably, working as a manager in the family bank, with no creative work or need for men of their origin.Life among them is but a pleasant pastime. My father can play Go, bridge, not to mention mahjong, and is proficient in all of them.Regularly going to the tennis club run by the British to play tennis twice a week is like a woman regularly going to a beauty parlor for beauty treatment.He also likes fortune-telling, and enjoys the essence of carpe diem of Eastern and Western cultures in an eclectic manner.I don't talk much with my sons. Among my brothers, Hu Bingchen may be my favorite. I think he is the most like me, the most promising, and the most trustworthy.So the last words he left to Mrs. Ru before he died were: "If you have any difficulties, go to Bingchen."

Hu Binghuan, the eldest son who is studying in university, is obsessed with Buddhist scriptures despite his talent.The third son is not in good health and doesn't look like he will live a long life. In the eyes of ordinary people, the eldest son Hu Binghuan is a strange person. Although his family is wealthy, he always shaved his head and wore a long cloth gown.His gentleness, serenity and calmness are completely different from Hu Bingchen's vanity and arrogance and his deliberately British style. Hu Binghuan reads a lot and casually, and is proficient in history, poetry and poetry, and even his father sometimes has to listen to him.When he returned home every week, Hu Bingchen would always go around and ask questions. Most of his historical knowledge and old school foundation came from Hu Binghuan. But Hu Binghuan always looks far away. I have never heard of him having anything to do with women.He really doesn't look like a man from the Hu family. Before the graduation exam, Hu Binghuan suddenly decided to go back to his hometown.But the servants in his hometown didn't pick him up at the pier, so they boarded the boat to look for him, only found his luggage in the cabin, and he mysteriously disappeared ever since. The university also sent someone to look for Hu Bingchen; to inquire about Hu Binghuan's possible whereabouts. The family also searched for it for many years, and finally guessed that he might have committed suicide by jumping into the sea on the ship.Where else could he go? An unexpected thought would occasionally flash across Hu Bingchen's mind, maybe he cut off his ties and sneaked into the deep mountains and old forests to practice? People who don't know Hu Binghuan speculate that he may have died of mental depression.But Hu Bingchen felt that even if the eldest brother committed suicide, it was because of his reluctance to let things go. He was too lonely. Sometimes he felt that if his elder brother didn't commit suicide, he might be the most accomplished person of his generation. After all, Hu Bingchen is different from his father, perhaps more practical, more ambitious, and more pragmatic.In his opinion, isn't the father or uncles who are blindly entertaining their lives declining their once prominent family? When he was still in middle school, he often stood in the Chinese-style living room of the courtyard, facing Liu Yong's pair, and the middle hall picture recorded by someone who didn't know. Li Yan again "trance. He vaguely remembered the scene of practicing calligraphy when he was young, but unfortunately, because of his lack of patience, he failed to practice good calligraphy. Apart from him, among brothers and cousins, who else would never tire of looking at each other, and would take time to look through the family tree of the Hu family, which was packed in a red sandalwood box and pasted exquisitely with plain silk, shining through the ages? Decades later, during the "Cultural Revolution", Bai Fan, who acted quite practically, soaked these records in the washtub and rubbed them to pieces with a washboard.Whenever Hu Bingchen thinks of the family's "glory" that has been turned into pulp, Hu Bingchen is heartbroken.He couldn't blame Bai Fan. In that extraordinary period, I was really embarrassed. Compared with the "glory" of the family, life-saving was the number one priority. The prosperity of the Hu family began with the mining of Duanxi inkstones, and later developed from carving inkstones to collecting inkstones and making a fortune.My grandfather started from such a player and finally became an expert in ancient inkstone appreciation.Finally, there is a duan inkstone "Mung Bean Eye" in the family, which is a very rare variety according to my father.The body of the inkstone is dark purple in veins, diving into the depths, and dodges of strange green dodge above it, and even a touch of firefly green overflows it when facing the light.There is also a "Dragon Tail" She Inkstone, which is said to be very valuable, and can be as famous as the "Mung Bean Eye". The "mung bean eyes" on the other side are also strange, but they are slightly chiselled according to the shape, and there are no decorations. It can be seen that they are born with freehand brushwork rather than the talent of a craftsman.The preface and postscript on the back of the inkstone have no inscriptions, poems or prose, only the word "Mang" is enough, but it reveals a psychic, a mysterious expectation of being kind to others.It doesn't matter if the maker, collector, name, and year are all missing, since it belongs to the Hu family anyway.As for the quality of the stone and the quality of the engraving, Hu Bingchen couldn't tell why, but the word "mang"... has many clues, how should I explain it? Did this inkstone come from his ancestor who picked inkstone, or was it hidden by later generations? Was it collected from Southern Tang, or Song, Yuan, Ming, and Qing? What generation of ancestors carved it?How is this person doing? The word "Mang" on Yan's back became an unsolved case in his heart. It seems that the Hu family are not all well-organized people. For example, the eldest brother, a talented student in the Chinese Department of the university, suddenly committed suicide for no reason.Does his suicide have anything to do with the ancestor who engraved the word "Mang"? After 1942, Hu Bingchen returned to his hometown. The expensive furniture has also become the property of other people.In the dilapidated yard, there are still a few flowerpots placed in the corners.Knowing that there was nothing to clean up the yard, I couldn't help reaching out to move the flower pots with defective edges, and suddenly saw a "mung bean eye" under a flower pot. Who pressed here?Of course not Mrs. Ru.Could it be the father? He picked up the square inkstone with mixed feelings, and couldn't help but shake it away towards the light. The once radiant "mung bean eyes" were blinded, and turned back into a stubborn stone in the previous life.But it is indeed "mung bean eyes". 7 No one in the Hu family knew what Hu Binghuan thought about when he looked at the "mung bean eyes" and the word "Mang" on the eve of his departure. Was it the word "Mang" that determined his whereabouts?Or did "Mung Bean Eye" lose his soul after Hu Binghuan left? 8 In his old age, Hu Bingchen became obsessed with genealogy, and spent a lot of thought on the origin of this inkstone, but he couldn't understand it in the end.From this Fang Yan, he thought that Wu Wei should be included in the extraordinary family tree of the Hu family.But Wu Wei said: "You'd better include Bai Fan in the Hu family's family tree. After all, your offspring were all born by her. I can no longer rob her of this honor." This remark makes sense.But he really couldn't let go of such a "character" as Wu Wei, and said, "Then write both of you in it." "Do you think this is appropriate?" Hu Bingchen said, "What's inappropriate?" "But I don't think it's appropriate." The divorce with Wu Wei finally made him blow the decisive whistle for this difficult goal. Many issues that left Hu Bingchen unresolved were finally properly resolved after divorcing Wu Wei.The prosperity of the Hu family is no longer the prosperity in the original sense. Could it be that there will be no one who will make a name in history and revive the family name, but not necessarily revive the family business? But no one expected him to take part in the revolution. The current situation is in decline, and life is like grass in the wind.Not only the Hu family, but every family is drifting with the wind. When I said goodbye to my father, my father fell silent, and the sound of the grand chime clock ticking, ticking, tremblingly disappeared in the depths of the living room.In their relatively wordless silence, the walk that fades away from the ringing bell seems to be a reminder of the inevitable passing of everything.They raised their eyes, looked at each other, and thought of the word "foreground" by coincidence but not very closely. The father sighed paradoxically, and only said, "That's fine." It seemed that he affirmed his choice and concealed a little shame.The outside world is in turmoil, and heroes from all walks of life meet in different situations.The family split is also emerging, and it is hard to predict what the future will be. Two rooms and one house, the mine was opened in the early years of the Republic of China.Grandma bought a lot of stocks in the new mine, but the people in the second room said they would pay for it, so they bought all the stocks in grandma's hands. As soon as they bought them, the stocks went up. 9 In the future, Hu Bingchen will also meet a "scum" in Erfang on the road of revolution. 10 Hu Bingchen's participation in the revolution was rather accidental.In fact, many things that seem to be very important are mostly accidental. At that time, leaflets were common in schools, and there were many political groups, but he did not join one.Even Mr. Sun Yat-sen's party, he was not too convinced. He always felt that Mr. Sun was not in China during the 1911 Revolution, so it could not be regarded as completely led by him. Like the later Long March, it was quite accidental. Occasionally, I participated in a parade calling for resistance against Japan, sat in front of the Kuomintang city hall all night, dozed off for a while, and did not see the city government say anything about it, but the Kuomintang never dared to shoot. After a while of commotion, the universities sent representatives to Nanjing to petition.Hu Bingchen didn't go.As Xu Dezhang said, he was not an active member at school at all, probably because he had very disrespectful thoughts about those who suddenly stood up and shouted some slogans. The Nanjing petition was fruitless, and in 1936 the Xi'an Incident occurred again. The current situation is urgent, and what to do is in front of every university.The school held extensive symposiums to solicit opinions from all parties. Hu Bingchen, who is both excellent in character and academics and well-known throughout the school, is naturally on the list.Just like after the victory of the Anti-Japanese War, before Mao and Jiang negotiated disarmament, Lin Boqu called a meeting in Zhou Mansion to unify his understanding and call Hu Bingchen for opinions.At critical moments in history, Hu Bingchen is always on the cusp of the storm, and he seems to be born for the cusp of the storm. At the meeting held by the school, he also made a generous statement, thinking that the school should be moved to the mainland. However, at another meeting held by the school, he was not invited, and for some unknown reason, he eavesdropped outside the meeting room. This eavesdropping not only demonstrated his excellent potential to lead underground work in the future, but also showed his tendency to be unsophisticated. So, he posted a statement on the bulletin board first, saying that the school was not planning to move to the mainland. He expressed his firm opposition to this, and like the students of those universities in Europe, he wrote his student number on the statement. . Hu Bingchen inevitably misunderstood whether it was the ear behind the wall. The fact is that the school decided to move.The school did not say anything about it, and Hu Bingchen created an either-or choice for himself: to avoid the question of wrong and right and leave; or admit that he heard wrong, follow the school to move to the mainland, and continue to complete the rest of his studies. At that time, he still had half a year to graduate. After much consideration, he decided to join the army.It wasn't necessarily a matter of face. At that time, Northeast China, North China, and East China had already fallen, and the capital Nanjing would soon be invaded. If China did not rise up to resist the war, it would soon perish.His dream of saving the country by industry is also impossible to realize, and nothing can be said unless the Japanese are driven away. All the upright young people no longer wait and see, but they have no concept of serving as soldiers to save the country. When it comes to fighting, it is like peasants catching young men, which is not their business at all.Especially in relatively conservative schools like universities, most of the students come from wealthy families and have inextricable connections with foreign countries.There are only two ways out to join the Anti-Japanese War, either to join Chiang Kai-shek's army or to join the Communist Party's army.Hu Bingchen chose the Communist Party. When Hu Bingchen announced in the school that he would join the army, it was like his announcement that the school did not want to move to the mainland, which shocked the whole school again. Because there is no student who does not value a college degree.The credits they get in this university are all recognized by the Massachusetts Institute of Technology. After graduation, they can study at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology for eight months before they can get a doctorate.The economic benefits after graduation are also very attractive. Other university graduates only earn 40 yuan a month, while university graduates can earn 60 yuan a month, and there is no such thing as unemployment. My father is a man who doesn't display any emotions, since he didn't tell him where he was going, my father didn't ask, but I guess he was going to Yan'an.During the Occupation of Japan, his father forwarded a letter to him through the old man in the bank, telling him that the Japanese caught the Communist Party very hard and told him not to come back.As far as he knew, the Japanese asked his father, who was studying in Japan, to participate in politics many times, but his father refused to come out. After years of separation, he didn't even know when his father died. 11 He also thought of the winter vacation night in his third year of college, when he rarely sat in the living room with his father at the same time.Maybe it was the warmth of the living room, which made that winter night look very homely. His father suddenly asked him to go to the study to get a pen and paper.Hu Bingchen was a little flattered by this move of the father who had always seldom talked with his sons.However, like his father, he is not very visible. My father had his straight legs crossed, a pair of high-quality British leather shoes on his feet, and he was naturally wearing a British smoking robe.With an almost sullen face, on the small coffee table of the Ming Dynasty with simple lines at hand, he calculated Hu Bingchen's birthday according to his own original method. At that time, my father only bought clothes from England, and the clothes of the upper class in China in the 1930s were still dominated by the British; Italian clothes would have to wait fifty years before they could dominate the world. For fashion, Hu Bingchen has a self-taught talent, which is a bit like a woman.For example, his father never took Hu Bingchen to the tennis club, but his tennis skills were unrivaled in the whole school.Of course, it cannot be said that Hu Bingchen's taste in clothing and demanding have nothing to do with his father, including the fact that he loves women and is loved by countless women. Even when the water is extremely difficult to wash, even if he meets a woman who has little interest and is not in love at all, but only flirts, Hu Bingchen must at least maintain a snow-white cuffs, neckline, and carefully shaved hair. cheek. It is conceivable that Hu Bingchen is sensitive to "sensitivity". After joining the revolution, he even lost the opportunity to practice in this area. Thinking about it, he felt that the roots of wisdom he had cultivated since childhood were wasted in vain.Later, it was from Wu Wei's upturned shirt collar that Hu Bingchen evoked his nostalgia for his distant and unique charm. He secretly glanced at the collar of Wu Wei's shirt that was raised behind his slender neck, and seemed to say unintentionally: "My best middle age is gone...in the busiest years, I can only wear military uniforms casually. But even It's a military uniform, and it's very chic... In my thirties, I drive a jeep every day, going in and out." He suddenly stopped, and smiled inexplicably, "...but it has almost nothing to do with Bai Fan. I have never held hands with her in my life, I have never been serious in my life..." At this point, he stopped and smiled again, his eyes were far away, "...I don't know if anyone likes me...at least no one dares to love me." Like me, I look a little scary. When I was first liberated, I was in front of a division chief in the anti-revolutionary office... Oh, I remembered, there was a film actor who was caught having a relationship with a man and sent to I come here and let me deal with it. A few days later, she suddenly came to another office of mine with heavy makeup and spoke Shanghai dialect to me: "Ala still likes Yige very much." It's so funny..." But he skipped what he said at the time He lowered his eyelids, acquiesced to the confession of the actress he thought was very beautiful and very lewd, and then changed the subject, "...I like your satin shirt, that skirt, and most importantly, the kind of knowing I look pretty." Until the divorce with Hu Bingchen, Wu Wei still kept a photo of Hu Bingchen when he was in college.It was a group photo of all the students in the department. Among dozens of people, only Hu Bingchen had his coat collar turned up, and his top hat was lowered obliquely on the brow bone, so that the eyebrows, eyes and nose were looming under the shadow of the hat, and only his firm chin stood out. and sexy mouth.That mouth is very similar to the mouth of the popular American movie star Paul Newman (Pul Newman) many years later, both in shape and in content.Although the other students also wear their own clothes and shoes, they are still small landlords wearing melon skin hats.He stroked and caressed the collar of his coat impatiently, and raised his hat again and again, with the brim of the hat tilted back, revealing his dull forehead, fearing that in the future, others would not recognize himself in the photo. Just imagine, what kind of fun can you get from wearing a Western-style top hat like this? Although never found anything.After he had a spacious house, he also opened up a study room, which is a must for British families, and planted flowers in the yard, although those flowers never bloomed well, or the more they bloomed, the more they faded. All in all, once the conditions are met, Hu Bingchen will "clean up the old situation from scratch".Those around him in Yan'an who didn't know much about Britain thought (including Bai Fan) that this was just a habit, a personal hobby. Although Hu Bingchen confessed to Wu Wei many times, "I don't like the British very much, because they are arrogant and have an imperialist style. I hate them, no matter the hero in the movie. They are idlers, do not work all their lives, and live on wealth. Luxurious life, as if a girl with no money must love him as an aristocrat, and those women are all pitiful", but he couldn't help reminding Wu Wei: Remember, I am a loyal diehard A British diehard. In fact, Hu Bingchen admired the British from the bottom of his heart: seeking truth from facts; being brave as a great nation in World War II; acknowledging reality, although not as romantic as the French, but never fooling around. Of course, what is being said here is not a specific Englishman, but the general concept of the Englishman, which is a horse, not a white horse. Hu Bingchen's love for Britain may also be related to his six years of studying in English missionary schools from high school to junior high school.Six years is not a short period of time, there are always some impacts, good or bad. What kind of influence did Hu Bingchen receive from his British teachers? At least it's in English, so his Chinese is pretty bad.And maybe football and seriousness, and what was then called epolta-manehip (athletic style), although British sportsmen are just as rough and kicking now. There may also be "Fairplay" mentioned by Mr. Lu Xun, that is, fair and reasonable terms and their meanings. Hu Bingchen may have many flaws, but his attitude of not avoiding danger and difficulty may come from this type of noun. His occasional outbursts of malice against England had little truth.It was only because his English teachers had made him unhappy. There are many English teachers who taught him, but he can't remember most of them. He only remembers an English principal who often beat him because he was late. Later, when he read British novels, especially those teachers and principals who beat students, he would naturally think of those indifferent and very strict British teachers and principals. And never forget; the school even has a special room for teachers to play paddleboards. There is also a Mr. who lost one arm in World War I and only has one arm left. Smith.He spent a lot of time with the students in Hu Bingchen's class and often took them to camp.Once when I went to Xishan, the class only brought a few water jugs and no cups, so everyone had to take turns drinking from the spouts of the jugs.On the return journey, there was very little drinking water. Hu Bingchen was thirsty but he was very picky. He thought it was unhygienic to drink water like that, so he poured some from the kettle to rinse the spout, and was given a big meal by Mr. Smith.What he may not have grasped, though, is that there is a rather pragmatic side to the sophisticated Englishman. Therefore, his malice towards Britain is inevitably pretentious, and he is also suspected of revenge. But if you are not careful, you will reveal your admiration for the British.He once said at length in a love letter to Wu Wei: I got a set yesterday, yes, the sequel, if you also have this set of books, please read the fourth volume, page 1521 - Pamela has agreed When Duncan, a Lieutenant General of the British Air Force, is engaged to be married to Duncan after a risky flight (a typical Brit never refuses such an adventure), Pamela decides to break off the engagement and marry Pug.What did Pamela say about her last night with Duncan?In fact, she said, it was our last evening together at Stoneford (Duncan's mansion where he was convalescing), and he was of course depressed, but as always, always amiable, poor good fellow.This is the gentlemanly demeanor of the British. He went on to write: I kept paying attention to how Pamela and Victor Henry ended when I was reading it, as if it would symbolize us, something.After going through complicated situations and many difficulties, they finally got married.I will also copy some of their first appearance in Washington after their marriage. "Where are you going now?" he asked. "At your embassy for that, will you?" "If you're free, dear. If you're happy." "... What kind of meeting is this at the embassy?" "Oh, it's just a little reception. There are people from our press corps, the British Procurement Committee, and others of that kind." "But why is this meeting held?" "Just to tell you the truth, so I can show you off," she said with a sideways glance at him, "OK? Most of my friends are going. Mrs. Halifax would love to see you." "Okay .” Victor Henry came this time, obviously to let people have a look at the meeting.Pamela put her arm on his and walked up and down the embassy gardens, introducing him to the group.There were very few people present, and they greeted him with the indifference of the British as much as possible, and deliberately did not stare at him or ask him questions, but he still felt that all eyes were on him. .Thirty years ago, Rhoda (a divorced ex-wife) dragged him, the Naval Academy football linebacker, to a luncheon with her Sweet Brier classmates.Some scenarios haven't changed much.Pamela looked stunning in a printed top and wheelie hat... On the drive back to the apartment, Pamela said: "Mrs. Halifax said you were a lamb." "Is that a good comment?" "This is the title bestowed upon knights." Back at Peters' apartment, Pug took a shower and later smelled the aroma of barbecue wafting in from the open bedroom door. He was satisfied with a pair of baggy old gray sweatpants, then a white open-necked shirt, a maroon pullover, and moccasins.This is the salvage he is used to after get off work on peaceful days.He heard the clink of ice cubes in the glass.In the living room, Pamela, dressed in home clothes and an apron, handed him a martini. "My God, I'm not used to seeing you dressed like this," she said. Ten years old." Pug snorted, "It's not as useful as thirty," he said, sitting down with his glass of wine.This is a hint about the bed. He was very happy about it and hoped she was too, but as far as newlyweds go, it was nothing special.She responded with a laugh in her throat, and kissed him on the neck.Can I have such a day?Become a family member of a reception?What a coincidence all this is, does this portend something?Why did I watch the fate of these two people in the first place?What made me pay attention to them? This is a letter for you alone, and should be burned after reading it, because it is full of childish things that can only be said when you are leaning on my shoulder.If in the future you know that I'm "not as useful" will you hate me?As for me, you are holy to me, absolutely holy, and I am your slave.Against the cult of personality does not apply between us, I am forever at your feet.If you abandon me, I shall die of a broken heart, and die without pardon.I will become such a person, which was unimaginable before.Don't laugh at my silly words. They did end up marrying like Pug and Pamela.In the early days of their marriage, Hu Bingchen never let go of any opportunity to attend the gatherings of her circle, and he only wanted to follow the model and read it as his long-cherished wish.However, I didn't expect that when I really came to the party, I couldn't get into the role.Wu Wei didn't know where the problem was. Many people want to see the hero of the rebellious and nationwide love affair, the man for whom Wu Wei was born and died. Hu Bingchen just nodded inconspicuously to everyone's greetings and greetings.It was like still answering the greetings of his subordinates in his minister's office, and showing a little arrogance.Maybe he didn't mean that, it's just a person with too much self-esteem, he can't help guarding and defending himself against the unfamiliar surrounding environment, or it just means that he is not inferior to those celebrities. Several friends of Wu Wei were worried that he would feel left out and uncomfortable in a completely different group of people, so they chatted with him without saying anything: "I heard that you also graduated from university, and we are considered alumni." Hu Bingchen replied: : I never went to college. " Another friend asked, "Which department did you work in?" He replied without answering: "Several departments." Sitting next to him was a writer who had been beaten as a rightist and had been in prison for more than ten years. He said in an astonishing way: "Why do you bother to ask Mr. Hu endlessly? Can't you see that Mr. Hu doesn't bother to answer?" Playing with the wine glass in his hand, he might be a little drunk and refused to give up. He continued with a high self-esteem: "What is a writer? They are all human beings. They may not be as sophisticated as politicians in dealing with problems, but it doesn't mean they can't see the problem. Otherwise, what kind of writer would you be!" Hu Bingchen was not only a subject of Jun Lin, but Long Yan was furious. Back home, Wu Wei asked him, "Why didn't you tell my friend a word of the truth?" He said: "If you want to tell people everything like you, I would have died long ago when I was in the underground party." "But now is not the period of the underground party, and what people ask you is not a secret, why can't you tell them something?" "Why do I have to talk so much to these irrelevant people?" "He's just kind-hearted, and he's afraid he'll leave you alone." "What kindness! That friend of yours is a bad guy, and he should be sent to labor camp for another twenty years." In the long-awaited debut, Hu Bingchen failed. After several experiences, Wu Wei knew that "opposing the cult of personality is not applicable between us, I will always kneel at your feet" and so on, were just Hu Bingchen's impromptu remarks.When people are impulsive, what good things can't be said? Only women can worship a man, and men can only play with women, but they can't worship a woman. So Wu Wei thought that Hu Bingchen's theory about the "British" was nothing more than a theory. And the so-called British gentleman, in fact, like ordinary people, cares about every detail.Isn't the British sense of superiority, the subtle contempt for things and people, the most authentic hypocrisy of taste? 12 Although Hu Bingchen regarded divination and geomancy as sorcery, his father's calculations for many people were very accurate.He didn't say much, just one or two sentences, pointing out the most important turning point in life. Finally, his father raised his eyes to look at him and said, "When you are in your fifties, you will have an official career." 然后犹豫了一下，带着些讨不再来的思虑，决断而又浅尝辄止地补充说，“也有一步桃花运。”他犹豫再三，终于没有说出胡秉宸有两次婚姻的前景。 胡家的男人，没有一个不是娶两房太太的，不是三个也不是四个，就是两个。至少在近两代都是这样，如果往上追溯，可能更是一番繁华景象。 父亲此时投有说出的话，在他与吴为热恋时由白帆点拨出来。在白帆的点拨之前，胡秉宸对胡家近几代男人的这一际遇，一直熟视无睹。 那一年，他大约二十七岁，健壮而又情欲旺盛，如果再不和女人睡觉，就会生病。 周围男性，几乎都是年龄相当的光棍，除了革命，人人还面临那个年龄段上迫切的生理需要。而他们的工作性质，又决定了他们只能封闭在一方窄小的天地，基层组织也没有考虑到这个天地“麻雀虽小，五脏俱全”，也存在着一个生态平衡的问题。地下党里有个曾经留学德国的同志，可能受西方性观念的影响，谈论起性爱肆无忌惮，还自告奋勇地担当起协调的角色，不但向大家热诚宣讲手淫与健康身心的理论，还具体传授实践的方法：“用肥皂水帮助摩擦效果更好，下面那些工作点还有人主张用油，乡下照明不是用桐油吗？晚上熄灯后，桐油灯就放在床边，灯盏里总有剩油，伸手就可以蘸着。”