Chapter 10 seven (2)

After dinner, Li Wuji hung his head and wandered under the plane tree in front of the school gate.The wind blows off the few remaining sycamore leaves, rustling.Li Wuji looked at the watch on his wrist from time to time, and at the stone road leading straight out from the school gate and passing through a cluster of gray and black small houses.He had many mixed thoughts, but none of them would stay on his brain for more than a few minutes.The autumn wind blew his matted hair down to the corners of his eyes, and he had to stretch his neck vigorously to push them back.This added to the dizziness in his head.It could be said that it would be more comfortable to go back and lie on the bed, but he would rather stand like this and be exposed to the night autumn wind; he felt that something was driving him out of the bedroom, and he had to go outside the school gate.He leaned against a sycamore tree, scratched the rough bark on the trunk with his nails, and asked himself why he was so restless; he thought of many reasons for himself, but denied it himself.However, there was one thing that had been suppressed in the depths of his heart long ago, but it never penetrated into his thoughts at this time.It was this thing that made him feel lost: he hadn't seen Mrs. Mei today.Recently, he has restrained himself not to miss Ms. Mei too much.He used great strength to restrain it, but the result only caused his recent restlessness.Now he is in this sickness again.

A gust of wind made him shiver.He moved under a larger tree and continued to struggle with his illness.It seemed that the cold wind had cleared his nerves, and he was able to meditate continuously for more than ten minutes.He was thinking about the content of a new novel he had read.But suddenly a noise woke him up again.Two horses stopped in front of him.Under the moonlight, he saw the man on the first horse pursing his lips and smiling. It was Ms. Mei! The escorted Ma Bian led the empty horse back.Ms. Mei walked up to Li Wuji and looked at him tenderly.A slight gasp sent some fragrant alcohol smell to Li Wuji's face.

"Unexpectedly, you are standing here. I have a few words to tell you." Although he was a little unhappy smelling the smell of wine, Li Wuji still nodded; it wasn't because he didn't like wine, but because he didn't like the root of the wine, he knew where Ms. Mei had just come from. "The rumors here have reached Master Hui's ears—" "Tell me something other than Mr. Hui, Mei!" Li Wuji rushed to say; he couldn't bear it anymore, and hearing this name made his heart ache. It was the first time for Ms. Mei to encounter such a soft nail, but she was not angry, she smiled understandingly, and stopped talking, but just cast her frank eyes on Li Wuji's face.

"I have a few words for you too. If—you—" Now Ms. Mei nodded and smiled again; from Li Wuji's hesitant tone, she expected that it was probably the same set of words that she had said more than once and she had expressed her unwillingness to listen to it more than once, but now, She was going to listen patiently again. "If you're drunk, let's leave it until tomorrow, that's okay....Are you not drunk at all? Good! Please answer my question: Should our school be maintained, or should we just let it go? In other words, is there any point in letting us do it here?"

"Why did you suddenly think of this? Oh, you are also worried about the rumors outside. Like Zhang Yifang and the others said, some people want to use this to steal this school. You are really paranoid! They can't steal yours." The last sentence was uttered in a swaying voice, and Madam Mei smiled so strangely, so Li Wuji felt very uncomfortable; he frowned, looked closely at Madam Mei, and the muscles at the corners of his mouth also twitched.Ms. Mei didn't notice, seeing that Li Wuji was silent, she went on to say calmly: "Just now I said I have a few words to tell you, but you don't want to listen. You are like an old-fashioned old man who is very upset when his daughter comes back late. Scary! You don't want to listen to Mr. Hui, but I have to say it again; he has heard the rumors this time long ago, and he also knows that there are people in the county who are behind the agitation. mouth. Look, is it that others can’t take yours?”

As if wanting to avoid any direct answer, Li Wuji just snorted in his nostrils and pushed his hair back a bit in his old neck-stretching way.After a while, he said slowly: "What rumors, let's not talk about them for now. It's just theoretically speaking, what's your opinion on the question I just asked?" "I have only negative opinions. I don't think it would be worse than us if someone else did it." "Well, that is to say, you can support the opposition?" "It's not necessarily in favor. I just think we are not much different from the opposition."

Li Wuji's expression changed.He never expected such a sentence.Even though he often complained, calling his school an "ancient temple" and "new clothes on old materials", he refused to admit that it was not much different from the opposition.He glanced sharply at Mrs. May, and called out echoing: "Not much difference?" "That's not true! Didn't you hear a word from outsiders! They said: The county is the same as ours, the curriculum is the same, and the textbooks are the same. The difference is that our male and female teachers will drink and spend the night in Zhongshan. Naturally, this The words are a bit insulting, but we should also look back and reflect on ourselves. Apart from the new-style relationship between men and women, what is different about us from the county! They say that we are running new education, and they are not; we use Taoism They also use the Dayton system; they say that we are not just a formality, but also a spirit, well, our students will also doze off in class, secretly write private letters, and there are things like playing cards! Now, we don’t have any special features, except that Qian Mazi can arrange lanterns during the Double Tenth Festival.”

"Also, Ms. Mei will go to the headquarters office!" Li Wuji added with a smirk.But then turned into a solemn countenance, and went on to say: "Your criticism is also half-truth; but because we have a new type of relationship between men and women, our general superficial work is absolutely different from theirs. To run a new education is not only a new curriculum, but also a new way of life. Be a practical role model. Without this new way of life, it's just a trend of stealing names and deceiving people." Ms. Mei smiled and shook her head, biting her fine white teeth on her lips.

"For example, without your new outlook on life, your recent actions will become boring! Extremely boring!" Ms. Mei was taken aback, feeling the irony like an insect sting, and her face burned; but she still smiled and replied: "You are worrying about me again!" "Don't dare to worry anymore. I just think that you—— Wu Nai is too invaluable of my time and energy." no answer.In the vast night air, Ms. Mei's pretty blushing face suddenly turned gray, her pair of glowing eyes flickered, as if she was looking for some longing that could only be imagined but not described, her lips were closed tightly. tightly.Li Wuji's words made her sad.She simply could not understand how this misunderstanding could have arisen.Will she be forever alone, will there be no one who understands her forever?She doesn't believe it!But if she has to believe, she doesn't ask for it!Thinking so fieryly, she straightened herself up, and said firmly:

"There is no way to misunderstand all the time!" "Dare to say that I am not misunderstood! I often think this way: Here is a lady whose intelligence and beauty can overturn all men, her strong will can play with all men, her thorough thinking breaks all shackles, her The awareness of the right to life makes her chase after all happiness! She is a new woman, she will open up the most satisfying and most comfortable path for herself, but in the end she is nothing but beneficial to others and detrimental to herself!" no answer.Ms. Mei saw Li Wuji's long-haired head leaning back on the plane tree trunk, with a strange ironic smile on the corner of his mouth.

Suddenly a cloud came and covered half the moon.Everything disappears into darkness.The cold wind rattled the bare branches of the plane trees.Then there was a charming long laugh, and Ms. Mei's light-colored clothes cut through the darkness, and she entered the school gate like lightning. After returning to her room, Ms. Mei went to sleep, leaning on the pillow to read a few pages as usual.It is the translation of Carpenter's "Love's Coming of Age" called "Love's Coming of Age".Like a small car driving on a gravel road, those blunt words rolled over Ms. Mei's brain, making her extremely uncomfortable.A few minutes later, she had a headache; she threw away "Adolescence of Love" and exchanged it for another copy, which turned out to be the famous "Xia Yin Ji".Of course she read it slickly, but the meaning of the words escaped her eyes again, and it was just some names—Datian, Potus, Bonnassou, Cardinal—reacting in her consciousness.In the end, even "Xia Yin Ji" was thrown away, she blew out the kerosene lamp, closed her eyes and prepared to sleep. A circle of yellow light flickered in front of her eyes for a while, then disappeared, followed by various sounds.The wind blows and the fallen leaves hit the glass windows, like torrential rain.Zhao Peishan in the next room was still making noises.Ms. Mei's own ears were buzzing again.That indistinctly became the words of many people.How boring, these sleep-disturbing things!Ms. Mei turned over angrily, buried her face in the pillow, and the suffocating heat drove away the humming noise.When she revealed her face again to take a quick breath, she heard the clear and even sound of the engine of the watch beside her pillow.She listened quietly for a while, and suddenly thought of her beloved little black foreigner with a big belly at home in Chengdu.Do you know if this little thing is still there?Maybe the same fate as the master!Then she thought of everything related there, and thought of her father.But these not long pasts are like the traces of decades ago, leaving only faint traces like smoke.The life in front of me is too lively and changing, and one day seems like a year. Suddenly the sound of a trumpet broke her thoughts.And it's clearer and closer.It's not "Quickmarch"!She had seen the platoons too!Isn't that Miss Yang holding her hand?In a daze, she was in the inner living room of Hui Mansion again, smiling modestly, refusing to cut the hair buns of the second and third wives.The short and capable Master Hui pressed hard beside him, and seemed to say something like this: "If you don't cut well, you don't need to pay. I will buy those guys in the future. I want them to open a barber shop, specializing in cutting women's hair buns, and I will ask you to be the shopkeeper. Haha, it's not just for fun! This is called killing two birds with one stone. Advocating women's haircuts, and promoting women's careers!" Then a great lock of black hair fell from her hand.She saw that her hands were very agile, the scissors were clanging, and her hair was piled up around her feet like a mess of thatch.She's caught in a shower of hair!Short hairs, black, yellow, gray, and arrow-like, all shot at her, almost burying her, and she struggled in agony, crawling among the piles of hair; The snow-white bald heads were right in front of her; the ones stroking these two heads were Master Hui and Miss Yang, laughing wildly. Ms. Mei woke up with a start, with wild laughter still ringing in her ears.It was but a dream!She breathed a sigh of relief and couldn't help laughing alone.It is dreams that are so absurd!Tonight in Hui's mansion, she did cut the hair of Master Hui's two wives, but not in such a frantic way. The cold light of Shuxing came in from the window.The wind still howled.Only the wind.Everything else is dead silent! A few days of bleakness followed.As if she had been stabbed by something, Ms. Mei suddenly wore a thoughtful face.The female colleagues—especially Zhou Pingquan—also showed the polite attitude towards Ms. Mei when they first started school.The atmosphere in the female teachers' dormitory, which had grown harmonious over the past few months, suddenly became stiff again.But the opposite is true for male gentlemen: except for Li Wuji, the rest of them are more enthusiastic about interacting with Ms. Mei.First, Principal Lu had a "sincere talk" with Ms. Mei because of rumors, and then Wu Xingchuan, Qian Mazi, the Chinese teacher surnamed Hu, and the teacher surnamed Tao all took turns looking for opportunities to chat.In the teachers' lounge, in the recreation room, in front of the classrooms of the primary school, or at the gate of the school, Ms. Mei was often stopped to exchange a few irrelevant words.Three or four days later, even this new catchphrase appeared: the female teachers were "anti-mei school", the male teachers were "pro-mei school"; while the male teacher Li Wuji, with fluffy hair like a girl, was the only neutral one. This new phenomenon only bored Mrs. May.Her usual gentle smile with her lips pursed gradually became colder.But the recipient is still very happy.She didn't quite understand the purpose of these "plum supporters".How cowardly, you vulgar creatures!None of them dared to confess to Ms. Mei how big their ambitions were. It seemed that because they had too much free time, they had to be a "mei supporter" to entertain themselves. Of course, no one can be said to understand her. However, such boring people are increasing day by day.The teachers in the county, known as the opposition, also came to suck up the star of the city.When Principal Lu and the others issued a notice to "dispel the rumors" about the Zhongshan incident, several teachers in the county, in order to gain understanding in this regard, had a party with Qian Mazi and the others, and then "socialized" with Ms. Mei.After all, they are not willing to be a new school! This usual foreign sycophant provoked an unexpected change.It seemed that Li Wuji was no longer "neutral", and the female teachers also lost their cold expressions, and they still vented harmoniously with Ms. Mei.After more than a week of morbid isolation, Li Wuji, who finally approached Ms. Mei, was still full of "worries"; he pulled out some strange things from his mouth: "Last time I said that people in the county did not follow the new trend of thought out of their own hearts, but you didn't believe it; now they are getting close to you, and they have a purpose!" "Are you here to seduce me? It seems that you have criticized me for not being tempted!" Ms. Mei said with a soft smile that she felt sorry for this disheveled man, but felt that he was too tired, mediocre and disgusting. "Ah, ah; no. They heard a rumor, so they came to contact you in advance." "What rumor?" "True or not, I don't know. But some people say that you have been appointed as the county principal for the next semester." Suddenly Ms. Mei laughed wildly.Did this actually come to everyone's mouth?The skills of a news reporter are really good. She suppressed her smile and replied solemnly: "That was just a joke in the living room of the Hui Mansion, and it deserves their seriousness! Let me tell you the real situation. That day—the day when you had a meeting to debate whether I was a public enemy, Miss Yang talked about the secret war between the county and here, Teacher Hui was very disapproving, and once said such a sentence. After that, no one took it to heart, and it was really unexpected that it would become a rumor again." "If it's true, what do you do?" Ms. Mei stared at Li Wuji for a long time, but she didn't answer, she smiled and walked away. However, this rumor is spreading day by day.At the same time, more complicated communication and more flattering encirclement came, like a turbulent wave, shaking Ms. Mei so much that she forgot herself.There is almost a special room for Ms. Mei in the school. The visitors and invitations are so lively!Not only are the figures in the education field, but also the battalion commander in the army, and the section chief of the Daoyin Office.There are also some ordinary people who have nothing to do with it, but they have to wait on the bench of the popular lecture meeting for Ms. Mei's speech twice a week.At that time, Ms. Mei wrote the following passage in the letter to Xu Qijun: There is no way.Fate pushes me to take this ridiculous path, and I can only go forward against fate!But still the same me: nothing more, nothing less!I wasn't bored, and I wasn't scared.I just don't understand!Sister Qi, I just don't understand how I will get down from the current apex of the cone, and I don't understand why no one can touch my heart like Wei Yu!Maybe there is such a person, maybe he watches over me every day, but my heart has hardened and become numb. Is it better to have a hard and numb heart?This is the third do not understand! I really want to think this way: Unless the flames from the center of the earth are ejected and melt the world, then maybe the hard ones will become soft, and the numb ones will become lively? Especially in the dead of night, when people were paralyzed on the bed like a soldier returning from a hard battle, this kind of feeling broke into Ms. Mei's heart and kept her awake for a long time; A lip-biting smirk drove him away, and the next day, the wheels of life rolled in again as usual. And then winter vacation is coming.The so-called issue of principals in the county became more active in the circle of the "Mei Supporters".But something happened suddenly that diverted people's attention.Zhang Yifang received several anonymous letters that did not seem to be joking.The air in the female teachers' dormitory was extremely tense again. It just so happened that Ms. Mei was busy with some things these days, except when she came back to sleep at night, she was hardly seen in the dormitory.Such actions of hers took place during this period, and naturally became the topic of discussion and the focus of speculation.In the afternoon of that day, Ms. Mei came out of class and ran out in a hurry, but she didn't see Zhou Pingquan and Zhang Yifang winking. "Look at her, she is very busy. My guess must be right." Seeing Ms. Mei walking away, Zhou Pingquan pursed his lips and said softly.Zhang Yifang's face also changed a little, but he still smiled as if he didn't mind, and replied slowly: "However, why should she do it! It's not good for her, and a few anonymous letters can't stir up a storm." "The trend is still in the future. How do you know that she is not good? On the surface she is always smiling, and everyone is a good friend - doesn't she often say: 'I really want to be good friends with you'? But in her heart, I see it very accurately, she is not willing to forget even a small opinion. Last time we opposed her behind the back because of the Zhongshan incident, do you think she doesn't know? Someone must have told her long ago. Mother I was born good-looking to her, and many men are willing to be used by her." Zhou Pingquan stopped talking suddenly, turned his face quickly to look to the left, and put on that air, as if he had been paying attention to a group of elementary school students playing there.But Zhang Yifang didn't pay attention to it, she followed suit with a look, and said bitterly: "Use, people are also using her!" But when she turned around again, she was taken aback and blushed.It was Ms. Mei standing in front of her. The beautiful lady smiled frankly, and handed Zhang Yifang a piece of paper, which was full of mimeographs, and there was a line of big characters: "The female teacher has a romantic history!" Zhang Yifang couldn't help her heartbeat. The anonymous letter she received a few days ago Exactly this. Silence enveloped the three of them, only strange eyes were communicating. Finally, Zhou Pingquan patted Ms. Mei on the shoulder and said affectionately: "Good girl, I'm really willing to worry; did you pick it up?" "There are plenty of them in Room No.! Such a big stack. It is said that they are left at the school gate in the morning." "I've seen people making trouble there a long time ago! Who doesn't know who! If you want to make trouble, just come forward, why hide your head and show your tail to do such dirty tricks!" Zhang Yifang cursed and tore the paper in his hand to shreds. "It's very common for the headmaster and the teacher to be in love; besides, it's not a secret, everyone already knows it. It's also worthy of being used as a weapon of attack! May, you probably know who the prankster is?" Seeing that Ms. Mei was a little uncomfortable, Zhou Pingquan quickly intervened to speak, but with a smile that made people even more uncomfortable.Ms. Mei also responded with a smile, then glanced at Zhang Yifang quickly, and said lightly: "How would I know? Anyway, I know it in my heart, so it's good. It's not a big deal, but since it hits my eyes, I'll bring it for you to see." With another snort of laughter, Ms. Mei left.She can naturally see the expressions of Zhou Pingquan and Zhang Yifang, and isn't their implication obvious?Suspicion fell on her again!It seems that she is an evil person, if any trouble happens, she must take the blame!The more Ms. Mei thought about it, the angrier she became.She is born with a haughty temper, and she takes soft things but not hard ones.If someone can be honest with each other, even if she suffers a little sacrifice, she will be willing; but she can't bear such a thing that her good intentions are trampled on by others.Explain reluctantly, ask the other party to forgive?She especially refused.When she thinks she is not wrong, she will never give in, she will resist!Now it is this resistance, this stubbornness, which burns her whole body, preventing her from thinking calmly. So loaded with anger, Madam Mei hurried across the busy street towards Hui's mansion.Master Hui wanted her to be a tutor, and Ms. Yang came to ask for permission the day before yesterday, and it was agreed to discuss it in detail today.Originally, Ms. Mei was still considering this matter, but now she suddenly decided not to do it.She thought angrily: "They took me as a thorn in their side and wanted to push me out. They were scared, no, I just wanted to stay there and make them feel uncomfortable! I didn't leave until I felt like I was going to relax!" Then it seemed that she let out a bad breath, and Ms. Mei felt relieved.But when she arrived at the Hui mansion, she turned into a disappointment again.All the people in the mansion went to Longmatan.Room No. 1 said, Miss Yang has something to say, please ask Ms. Mei to go too, and Ma Mou is waiting. After thinking for a while, Ms. Mei decided not to go to Longmatan, turned around and went back to school. Not wanting to be seen as timid or guilty, Ms. Mei went out of her way to tour the school.Although a smile floated on her face, the flames of anger still accumulated in her chest. She felt that what she saw and heard was nothing but rebellion.The air in the whole school was as dull as before a heavy thunderstorm.She saw suspicion in everyone's eyes, and heard sarcasm in everyone's laughter.Finally, she went into the reading room.Only one person sat in a dark corner of the room, with a large newspaper spread out to hide his face.Ms. Mei randomly picked up a newspaper and flipped through two pages, only to realize that it was a newspaper from another city ten days ago.She put down the newspaper, stood up lazily, and was about to go out, when the person sitting in the dark corner suddenly laughed, showed his face, and asked surprisingly: "Miss May, how's it going--?" Seeing clearly that it was Wu Xingchuan, but unable to grasp the meaning of his words for a while, Ms. Mei pursed her lips and smiled, but did not answer. "That--what--'Amorous History', it's spread really thoughtfully, everywhere! This is the biggest news in the city today. But, Mi Sime, you should discuss such an important matter with your family , those guys in the county just want to use you." Ms. Mei couldn't help shivering.What strange words!She really didn't want to hear any more.But a kind of curiosity—the curiosity of wanting to know how far others had guessed about her, immediately calmed her down again, and she lured Wu Xingchuan to say more with an ambiguous smile. "Let's be honest. Object to that 'little deer' and shove him away. No one disapproves, and no one dislikes his arrogant look.If you will do it, we will all help you.Also, Mi Simi, I will tell you a secret word at this opportunity.Did he know you before?No!But he speaks in front of us as if you are his old friend, ha, this strange thing! " There was a short silence.These strange words did not change Madam Mei's demure expression.She was listening attentively from the beginning.Now that it's enough, and it seems to be over, she just replied with a light smile: "Is that all? Thank you. But I have no clue." As she was speaking, she had already moved her steps, and was about to float away as usual, but unexpectedly, Wu Xingchuan grabbed her sleeve from behind, and said urgently: "Of course it's more than that." Ms. Mei turned around and gave Wu Xingchuan a solid look. "Shall we go to Baohua Building for dinner? Then I can tell you in detail." "Excellent. Miss Yang also invited me to Baohua Building tonight." Wu Xingchuan's face suddenly changed, his mouth was opened wide, and the hand holding Ms. Mei's sleeve relaxed unconsciously and hung down.Ms. Mei suppressed her laugh, and went on to say: "Then, let's bother you next time—if you're sincere, just ask me alone." Regardless of whether Wu Xingchuan had anything to say, Ms. Mei ran out of the newspaper reading room and went back to her bedroom.A strange thing weighed on her heart, making her not know whether to cry or laugh. That night, when the usual thoughts tormented her to the point of a throbbing headache, her lip-biting smirk was useless.The rascal's distracting thoughts refused to go away easily!The ever-changing life of the past few months passed on her brain like a general review, and condensed into one big question: why?She can't answer.But there is a ready-made answer to the "what" of life for several months: disorder!Still the confusion, past and present.She felt that her environment and her ego were always at odds, never quite fitting.It would be great if the current environment could happen two years earlier!Then maybe she wouldn't feel so dizzy with nowhere to return.But now!Now she has been pushed forward by some invisible force, unable to reconcile with the current environment.She threw off the quilt furiously, letting the midnight air penetrate into her skin, her bone marrow.Then a more organized question and answer sneaked into her consciousness: "Why do I always feel rebellious? Because the people here are petty, despicable, and cowardly, which makes you hate. Can't you live indifferently? But their tongues, their suspicions, will always disturb you The peace of mind. Then leave them? I feel helpless and unconvinced, as if timid, as if I failed." Ms. Mei couldn't help laughing to herself.Suddenly a shiver struck, she instinctively pulled the quilt over her body, tightened her limbs, and thought repeatedly in her heart: Not convinced!fail? She really wanted to put aside these questions and go to sleep, but she couldn't, and now the words "what's the point of being unconvinced" stuck to her brain membrane and demanded an answer.But her exhausted mind could no longer give any satisfactory answer, and finally she fell asleep in a daze. When I woke up the next day, the golden sun was shining on the wall outside the window, and the wind was blowing warmly, much like the weather in early spring.The maid sent in a letter, it was from Miss Yang, and it was still the tutor who urged Mr. Hui to go to Mrs. Hui.Ms. Mei walked back and forth in the room ponderingly, opened the door subconsciously and looked outside, and saw Zhang Yifang standing on the edge of the corridor with her head bowed in thought.Her haggard and worried look immediately attracted Madam Mei's footsteps.Seemingly shy, Zhang Yifang smiled at the approaching Ms. Mei, but said nothing. The two stood there silently for several seconds, and Ms. Mei suddenly said: "Yi, do you really suspect that I'm messing with you behind your back?" Without answering, Zhang Yifang only widened her worried eyes. "I don't want to argue. You will understand in the future. But seeing you worry like this, I remember that I have suffered almost the same embarrassment myself. Now I have decided to leave here and become a tutor; I don't want to experience this kind of life like fighting every day. I don't want to be an enemy with a person I love her. Yi, if you trust me, I am still willing to accept your current difficulties. help!" Speaking of the last sentence, Ms. Mei herself was also moved. She grabbed Zhang Yifang's hand and watched her face very carefully.Two blushes gradually rose from Zhang Yifang's face.At the same time, Ms. Mei felt that her hand was being held firmly.Then intoxicating excitement spread all over Ms. Mei's body.She went on quickly: "I broke into your circle for no reason, and now I'm going to break into another circle. I don't know what strange future is waiting for me there. Probably nothing good will happen. I hate Sichuan day by day This place is gone. I really want to prepare for at least half a year, so I ran outside; leave this rugged Shu road, and take those vast and natural roads!" The voice in the second half of the passage was very low, and it became a murmur to herself; Ms. Mei looked blankly at the distant sky, and a smile appeared on her lips.At this time, she never expected that she would have to bump into the rugged Shu road for two or three years; she also did not expect that she would share the hardships of the army and horses in the post of tutor, and that she would become the master of Chengdu when Master Hui At that time, her tutor became a means of entrapment; in particular, she did not expect that her good friend, Ms. Yang, who now recruited her to be a tutor, would shoot her with a pistol in the future, so she left Sichuan in a hurry to fulfill her long-cherished wish for many years!