Chapter 30 December 3rd

Oops, hit a wall on three sides and get nowhere!This feeling has deepened day by day in the past few days. "Even though I'm dreaming pink, shadows surround me from all directions. No matter how strong you are, you can't help bowing your head to reality!"——Every time I hit a nail, I feel a cold sharp voice whispering in my ear nagging.So the hairy bone shrugged, stood up and looked around, and saw that his own shadow was like a vicious beast, watching and waiting for the opportunity to be devoured. Everything is like an appointment, don't allow me to walk the bright road!Why?

——"Because you have a disgraceful past, a past stained with sinful blood!" That cold voice rang in my ears again. But can the past not pass away?Will the dark shadow of the past never fade away, and cast a shadow forever on the path of my life? —"And because it's still—haha, you just have to look at your badge!" The cold voice turned into a smirk, like an owl whistling. I lowered my head, subconsciously took out the badge from the lapel of my underwear, fiddled with it, wishing I could swallow it in one gulp. ... But this piece of things can really separate people, why can't they get forgiveness?

If people only look at the form and the surface like this, at least K should not be like this? Was I not sincere enough when I met him for the second time (the day before yesterday)?Do I have anything to make them suspicious? No, absolutely not!Except that I can't dig out my heart to show them, I have nothing to hide! But K. His eyes, his smile, his voice are all wrong!Much more hypocritical than the first time!When it comes to talking, I can't always meet my head; what I am anxious about is to find a way: find someone, find a guarantee.But they dodged once, twice, thrice; they were simply insincere.It seemed that the more I talked, the more suspicion I aroused.What can I do!

And why did K bring Ping here?She clearly has ill intentions for me.Like interrogating a prisoner, she asked me every detail about the eight days we spent together with Xiao Zhao.By what right does she have the right to inquire about my affairs with Xiao Zhao?Even if she is Xiao Zhao's lover, she can't control me, let alone she is not!Yet I let her go.It's important to talk about business, so there's no need to bicker with her! Finally, under my solemn expression, Ping suddenly said: "Where is he? Is he in danger? Please tell me frankly. Otherwise, everything else will be superfluous!"

When Ping said this, K nodded repeatedly; both of them looked at me in the face. I explained to them that I was more anxious than they were about Xiao Zhao's whereabouts, but after searching around, I still had no clue;I also briefly talked about how to find out. But hey!The two of them looked at each other and smiled!Isn't this an insult to me?But I also put up with it.They have a lot of minds, why should I follow their example! In fact, after breaking up with K that day, I went to Shunying's place in the rain, wasn't it for this matter?What Shunying promised me was just empty words: "I will inquire for you when I see an opportunity." I know what Shunying and the others mean by "opportunity", so I don't feel comfortable asking.But she said again: "Yesterday, I talked with Songsheng about your recent situation, and we both felt that you couldn't do it. How good it is to think about it before it's too early! Why bother to make trouble here, and be cold-eyed!" She still hasn't given up the temptation to me. I even took advantage of her idea of ​​going to Shanghai, expressing that as long as I get Xiao Zhao out, we can go together. ...

However, there is of course no need to tell K and Ping about these complicated and tortuous plots; "There's no whereabouts yet, so there's nothing to talk about!" Ping glanced at K and said, turning her face towards me. "However, you have been with him for eight days. According to you, there is no one watching there, but it is also strange that he didn't even give us a note. If his plan is as you said, then He has to write at least a few words for you to bring to us... Would he be so negligent? It's incomprehensible..." "No!" K. agreed. "Actually there's no way to write a note!"

Only a fool can't hear the subtext here.I was angry and impatient, but I didn't bother to talk to them, so I just smiled and hinted at them faintly: "If there's something unreliable, I can't guarantee it with a handwritten note; Ping, don't be so naive!" The two of them glanced at each other and remained silent for a while.I went on to say: "If I get out of the current environment, then naturally, the situation will be simpler, and your worries will be reduced, but how can I help Xiao Zhao? Are you just looking forward to He went to Chengren?" "That's a good thing," K said hastily, "but the situation is too complicated—he must be saved, and we are in agreement on that. So we need to discuss it together. You blame us for being hasty, but you yourself were too hasty." The problem. Now we still have to divide the labor..."

A "contact" came to no avail, and I was a little discouraged at the time.However, it's not that the word "disheartened" can sing my heart.Why do they regard me as a human being?Moreover, K's attitude suddenly changed, who dares to say that it was not influenced by Ping.Why is Ping prejudiced against me?In a word: She guesses others with a dark heart! If things go wrong, I will not let her go.If I see Xiao Zhao again one day, I must say to him: "Your two good friends almost killed you."