Chapter 8 Section VIII

——However, only a few decades passed quickly.Liu Guang easily throws people away.The cherries are red, and the plantains are green.Humans age and die easily. I walked all the way, in the alley, and couldn't get to the end.He didn't say anything, he didn't even breathe, and he followed me behind me. In such an alley, the scorching hot sun almost swallowed us both.The water in our two bodies was evaporated to the point where there was a slight noise, and with a hiss, it dried up again. Butterflies dance in the hot mist, splashing on the ground, and before you know it, it will be cold, and it will be cold all of a sudden.Its remaining strength, is it better to use it for the last dance, or to save it for a while when you are sad?It can't even speak for itself.

I think: "Don't be soft-hearted, don't be soft-hearted." "Xiaoqing, why don't we leave?" Hearing Xu Xian's bold and reckless words, I turned my head. "Walk?" Unlimited surprise. I asked him, "Where are you going?" Without waiting for his answer, ask again: "Where can I go?" "Don't worry, the world is big. And we can bring some money—" He was confident. He is willing to go with me, I am not unhappy, my heart is blooming like a flower thunderbolt. The world is so big... —but what did he say?He said, "We may also take some silver." Whose silver?Suzhen's silver!

This man, I understood right away.It is various events that make him mature and progress.He learns to be far-sighted, to arrange a way out for himself, and to live for himself.He started to get complicated—maybe he was so clever that even Suzhen couldn't detect it. Did he save money in private? He can treat his first wife like this, and he can treat me like this in the future. Hey man... what an unbelievable animal. I was so close to him, and in an instant, I was lost in the crowd.I can no longer find Xu Xian who made me devote myself wholeheartedly. My eyes glowed green with defiance.

"I misread you!" "What's the meaning?" "—Since money can buy it, why use emotion?" I was infinitely sad, "Now I understand that the best things in the world should be free. We don't understand!" It was as painful as a fall. Xu Xian let me vent. "Ha!" Xu Xian sneered suddenly, "Xiaoqing, do you think I really don't know what you are?" My complexion changed drastically.Like being stuck in a swamp. "You really underestimated me, Xu Xian." He said, "You all underestimated the abilities of human beings. Human beings are the best at protecting themselves. What are you? Are you so stupid that you think I don't know?"

I am at a loss.Dazed.horribly: "You... when did you know..." "I gradually came to know. Maybe it's - I don't believe in such unconditional love. Xiaoqing, you love me, but you also have requirements, right?" "I do not love you!" "It's up to you." He was a little hurt, so he had to arm himself with disdain, "You are just a snake. You have been treated like a human, but you have given it up with pride. You don't know how to praise!" He changed face. Mocking is thicker.There was a smile on the corner of his mouth. Ah, he knew it.

I don't know when, because of the instinct of human nature, he has insight into everything, and watched our obsession with him with cold eyes.When the snipe and the clam fight, the fisherman benefits. This is an ancient teaching.He has benefited a lot from the whole incident, but he remains calm. He simply collects money and sex, and enjoys it. I hated him and wanted to slap him backhand.He retreated gracefully. Dimple slightly.Play us both in the palm of your hand. I am heartbroken for my wronged love with Suzhen - he did not hesitate to expose everything because I refused to elope, and then where will he go?Where is he willing to go?He is determined to eat the stupidest stupid woman in the two worlds.

"Get out!" I yelled at him angrily.I have no courage to face such ferocity. "Xiaoqing, are you driving me away?" "Get out! Don't appear in front of us again!" "Are you willing," Xu Xian said, "is Suzhen willing?" I was speechless and stared at him. "It seems that Suzhen is better than you! Xiaoqing, don't be like that. Between men and women, we get together when we get along, and break up when we don't get along. We don't owe each other anything. I feel sorry for you because you rejected me first—" I turned and ran, not to continue.

On the way, there are good wives and loving mothers feeding their sons "cat and dog food". This is the custom of Suzhou people. In order to prevent their sons from growing up, they often share some of the food that feeds cats and dogs with them, superstitiously believing that they will be like animals. Generally easy to take care of. I ran aimlessly and kicked Xiao Bo's cat and dog rice over.Kick over the customs of Suzhou people and superstitions of mortals. There were still children crying and mothers yelling from behind.None of them forgive me for my confusion. I think of Suzhen's child.

Do Suzhen's children also live a happy and peaceful life of being fed cats and dogs? No, I can't expose this illusion in front of Suzhen. I would rather bury everything I know quietly, and decades will pass like a sigh in the night, yes, soon. It's like carefully tidying up a piece of broken glass and inlaying it carefully without showing any traces.As a tourist in the world, he only cares about everything, making the infatuated Suzhen happy. I want to catch up with Xu Xian.Going after him and asking him to keep this secret, the three of them live as usual, what's the problem?I originally planned not to look back—so useless, but for my sister, I turned back.Without spinning your heels, you hit someone.

That was also a man. Fahai lay cross-legged in front of me, and when I saw this bald meddling thief, hatred surged like my hair.I scolded him: "Good dogs don't block the way!" "Amitabha!" With a red lacquered Zen stick, Fa Hai majesticly blocked my way. Such a man, sitting still like a rock, has a frightening power all over his body, I dare not make a mistake. "--What do you mean?" "What a coincidence that the rain falls on the bald head!" "Bah! I ran into you bald thief everywhere. I'm so pissed off!" He couldn't get angry, and fired, "I'm looking for my husband-in-law. Break!"

He looked at me for a moment with a fake smile on his face, and said: "Little baby, how old are you? Five hundred years? One thousand years? The little snake demon, the rice on the beard, the meat between the teeth—it's not that big. Come on, come smash it!" I thought to myself, he is so tall and strong, if he stood up, even a shadow would crush me, not to mention, who knows his details?Who knew he could do it? I must not underestimate the enemy, he is not the little celestial master who was easily sent to Yunnan. I dare not act rashly. The eyeballs slipped away. Although this monk is like a toad whose skin has been peeled off, he is disgusting in life and frightening in death, but he who knows current affairs is a hero, so I pretend to be cute and pitiful. "—I, just tell me, your Zen staff is so heavy, how can I have the strength to smash it? I can't even carry it." "Amitabha! You two go back." "what?" "The sea of ​​bitterness is boundless, turning back is the shore. Everything in the world belongs to its kind. People are people, and monsters are monsters. You can't climb high. Get rid of your obsessions quickly. I may let you two live. Go back and practice for a thousand or hundreds of years. It’s the right result.” He taught me arrogantly. "What if you don't go back?" I was thinking of a more efficient way to deal with him. "Master, my sister loves Xu Xian, and her feet are deep in the mud. Life in the world is extremely short, only dozens of cold and hot... You can't let them—" Seeing that he didn't respond, I softened my voice to the softest: "This is 'love'. You must not understand. Master, do you want to understand?" Fa Hai first raised his eyebrows, then looked at me, as if he heard the funniest joke in the world, and finally let out a bizarre laugh: "Haha! Haha! Hahaha!" I was at a loss, so I had to look at him fixedly.My fake smile froze on my face, and it was hard to erase it with one hand.What did I say wrong? He continued to close his eyes and close his eyes, trying not to give way. If I dodged a detour or walked back, I was afraid of him.Would it make him laugh to death?Since the mouth is hard, it is better to give him a try. He sat cross-legged like a stone sculpture, and came to clean me up. it is good! Slowly took off his shirt, approached slowly, and leaned into Fa Hai's arms.Take his hand and wrap it around my body. He didn't look at me. A rainbow appeared overhead, infinitely clear. "Hey, you 'dare not' look at me." He opened his eyes abruptly and looked at me deliberately. I immediately approached, nose to nose. After a long time, his gaze was not as fierce as before. "Buddha's practice is impossible without demons. You can try me, I'm not afraid!" I wiped his lips with my lips, touched his face, his eyes, his neck, his chest... "I understand the benefits of people. What about you? Let me teach you, why don't you understand the style?" He hurriedly recited the mantra.The two of us drifted to the bank of the stream in the forest, a fairyland on earth. His thoughts must be faltering, and there is a struggle in his body.The body sitting cross-legged shook slightly and began to sweat. The rainbow above his head was still intact, but it couldn't resist the entanglement, and his sweat dripped down. I'm kind of obsessed. Isn't this a man?Isn't he burning? He looked pained. "Master, your heart is beating very hard!" Ah, the rainbow changes color, fades, fades... Just about to use all my skills—— Fahai tried his best to push me away at this juncture.He was furious: "Monster! Come and destroy my practice!" The Zen staff has been hit head-on, and I am in unbearable pain, already injured. Quickly transformed, fled, coiled up a tree, and waited for an opportunity to fight back.No matter how dexterous I am, I am no match for him. The Zen staff reflected the golden light of the sun and knocked me down several times. Fighting hard, his long hair was also torn off by him.Seeing me hurt like this, he didn't feel any pity at all, was he trying to erase the gaffe just now? —I don't believe he has a heart of stone! When I was distracted, the Zen stick came again, and I had no way to retreat. At this moment, a cunning thought suddenly occurred to me. Saw an opening, stretched out his hand, and grabbed the monk's lower body! He was taken aback. Hurry up and avoid it. I glanced at him with a proud expression on my face, why don't I take this opportunity to escape? The monk was stunned, with a complicated expression, shame and anger.Fire flashed in his eyes—it was the first time he was molested by a woman, and he was offended! In the forest, there was only one standing monk left. Under the shadow of the whirling tree, he could only hear a desperate roar: "This demon must be subdued!" King Kong glared, and he was at odds. "what are you!" what? My self-esteem was battered and bloody. Even monks despise me!Don't want me, throw it away when you send it to your door! As a woman, hitting such a nail is a big somersault. Xiaoqing, Xiaoqing, your beautiful complexion is so useless? I feel ashamed.Unable to swallow, Yao shouted: "What do you want?" He said, "I don't want you! I want Xu Xian!" "No, how can you do such a thing?" He wants Xu Xian? I was in total shock.Thousands of arrows pierced the heart. "Is there anything in the world that can't happen? Well, I'll show him to you. Hey!" "you dare--" He turned around and disappeared.That sneer remains. Where is he going?Where did they take Xu Xian? Because of my panic, my thoughts ran wild for a while.A woman carved in pink and jade can't make a man fall in love. The most beautiful in his eyes is Xu Xian? I'm really not reconciled. Sign down.The dove occupies the magpie's nest.Suzhen can't occupy Xu Xian.I can't take Xu Xian.It's Fahai, oh, so he's the dove who occupies the magpie's nest! I don't even have the courage to face such ferocity. It's all Fahai.Layer by layer, the truth is torn out, and the reality is horrible. I was worried in every possible way, and my heart was broken. He covered his face, unable to do anything. Life is wasted with sorrow, And years are wasted with sighing.Come to the world for a trip, and get nothing done, but end up surrounded by traps and slander. so tired! Didn't realize how many hours I was sitting in the corner of a broken wall? Scatter the Qijia tea leaves all over the earth like fairies.I don't want to be a human anymore.The energy dries up like a broken tile.But try my best to sue Fahai's deeds—— "Sister!" I advised her, "Sister, let go, don't love him anymore. Change to another one?" "No, I'll go find him!" Suzhen said calmly, "Xiaoqing, the husband didn't do it voluntarily. Don't be intimidated by Fa Hai." Seeing that I was not moving, she said: "Let's concentrate our true qi and primordial spirit, so as to pursue the secret—" I hope she hasn't forgotten where she hid her thousands of years of skill.Maybe it slipped out early in the morning, left her body, and on the top of the back mountain, behind the boulder, picked up a pen and practiced writing the word "love" - ​​a word that tainted the soul and confused the common people. The two of us went up the back hill and sat cross-legged.The evening wind blows, and it is already evening.The big sun is sinking slowly.Like a fuchsia round mirror that has long been dim, disturbed by the grotesque sunset glow. Yes, even the sun is tired.Remnant red reflects the tragedy of a woman.No, the tragedy of two women. Suzhen stares into the distance sternly, with infinite arrogance.It was going to be hard to convince her that her man had abandoned her. "He never said anything to me himself. It was all slander." I don't know what she is waiting for.Maybe even she doesn't know.But I'm kidding myself. Soon the whole weary sun was sunk.The earth is blank. Gradually drift away and gradually have no books. "Xu Xian is not coming back." I said. Suzhen held her breath and listened intently. Did she find any clues? "Xiaoqing, you are like me, close your eyes, hold your breath, and concentrate. By the way, listen, do you hear that?" Her skill is deeper than mine, so she reached the realm of sound transmission for thousands of miles earlier, and it took me a long time to communicate.From nowhere, there was a vague conversation between Fa Hai and Xu Xian——finally I received it. The two of us gathered all our attention to eavesdrop on what confidantes were saying between the two most hateful men in the world. This Fahai, he said: "The so-called form is all illusory—" Hue?illusory?There's no reason for this, I don't have it, and I'm jealous.I listened: "It's like a pure precious pearl, which is originally colorless. When a red light shines on it, the pearls are all red; when a green light shines on it, the pearls are all green; when red and green shine together, the pearls are red and green. , although hundreds of thousands of billions of forms are added together, the tolerance remains the same. However, form is empty." "Master, you brought me here and didn't let me go. You kept talking to me that form is emptiness. I don't understand at all." "—You don't have to understand, you just need to follow the poor monk." "Where are you taking me?" "Go to a place of pure bliss where there is no competition with the world." "Where?" Xu Xian asked in confusion. Fahai said leisurely: "Going up the mountain, entering the temple, green plate, red fish, cool breeze, and bright moon. You and I will keep quiet inside, escape from the hustle and bustle, and enjoy a piece of emptiness in the deep mountains and dense forests." "No," Xu Xian said anxiously, "No no no! Master, please let me go back. I have no destiny with Buddha." "Don't you still miss that snake demon?" "—It's useless for you to keep me. I...I refuse to become a monk!" Suzhen eavesdropped so far, her mind tensed, waiting for the good news. "You are not afraid?" "——I'm not afraid, I want to go back. Master, in front of the demon, I am the master; in front of you, I don't know why, I have become a deputy. Does the master want to manipulate Xu Xian?" "Oh no, the loneliness in the world is unbearable, so I decided to reveal the illusion of guest dust for those who are destined. The benefactor is confused, and he is a dreamer through and through. He laughs when he is happy in his dream, and cries when he is sad in his dream... Does the benefactor treat the poor monk? A trace of trust?" Xu Xian pondered: "This..." "Benefactor, please look directly into my eyes. The shadow of flowers in the mirror, what's wrong with the mirror? The mirror is clear and clean, and the shadow of flowers is hard to hurt. Donor, follow me!" Suzhen's whole body jumped up violently, furious: "He seduced him!" Trembling with anger, she swiped back and forth between the rocks without caring about the damage.The eyes protrude violently, barely turning into long-range bombing weapons.The fingers twitched, and the six gods were at a loss. "He seduced him!" Humiliation, hatred and anger. I curled my lips: "Hey, this Xu Xian is really talented, how come all men and women come to seduce him?" ——As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I suddenly introspected and blushed suddenly.Huh?Didn't I also try my best to seduce him?I lost, deliberately looking down on my prey. Suzhen won, she was more ups and downs than me, she looked down on hunters. "Why did he take him away?" I didn't say it: just because he was human. "Sanggong was really confused for a while, and he was taken advantage of by this villain. He didn't know what mantra he recited. Otherwise, how could he change his mind?" To love someone is to be so tolerant.Don't believe that he changed his mind, but pity him for being negligent.He is not good, yes, but is she willing to admit that he is not good? What a horror of a woman with an empty heart!Give your full attention to a man.Up to the poor and down to the underworld. I admire her. Then eavesdrop on the conversations from nowhere. Xu Xian was wondering: "What are those?" "Look, looking down from the sky, there are all skeletons. Husband and wife love each other, lovers turn against each other. Women are turbid things that disturb the hearts of the world. All living beings are hurt by false feelings. In the morning, they are beautiful, but in the evening, they are bones--the bones are still attacking each other. , beating endlessly." "ah--" "What is it that the benefactor drops into the mortal world? Is it silver?...The smarter the person, the more 'greedy'. You get sex, but also want money, it is greed; love one, love another, it is greed, a serious sin, Amitabha!" Only I know the truth: what makes a man more powerful than a monster is his foresight.He couldn't salvage the stolen goods. "Let me think about it?" "Haha! I don't have time to think about it. You are on the way to Jinshan Temple in Zhenjiang, and you can't turn back. I don't intend to let you." "Master—" Xu Xian's voice weakened. This Fahai is holding Xu Xian hostage, and he is already flying through the clouds and the fog.He hunts him down. Su Zhen gritted her teeth. She's taking a bet: "Xiaoqing, let's snatch him back quickly!" it is good.It's good to work together to deal with one person again. Just bet.Although gambling is unreliable, you never know what will happen in the next moment.Next month, next year, next life—maybe we both die because of it. "Sister, let's settle accounts with him. This bald thief insulted us, saying that he is a dirty thing that disturbs the hearts of the world. Huh! What has he got to do with him? Just meddle in other people's business and kill without mercy!" Su Zhen didn't think so in her heart.She just took a few mouthfuls of fresh meat and was forced to share it, will she be willing?The snipe and the clam compete for the fisherman's benefit, how can it be so cheap?Can serious love be wasted? I didn't think so either.I'm desperate for Xu Xian, but I will never forget Fa Hai's insult—a woman, it's a great shame to reject a man face to face.He said: What are you?He said: What I want is not you.He said: I want Xu Xian. We are absolutely unwilling to fulfill him! it is good!Fight it! Flying and driving the cloud head, chased westward. keep chasing.To the south bank of the lower reaches of the Yangtze River, you can see Zhenjiang, the largest river and mountain in the world. From a distance, you can see Jinshan Temple. The palaces and halls are built on the mountain, and there are row upon row of pavilions and pavilions. The so-called "Jinshan Temple wraps the mountain". However, he could only see Jinshan Temple, but he couldn't go up, because the clouds were all around, and the majestic light was clearly visible. Fahai did not know what kind of mystery, and kept the mountain. "What about my sister?" "Tomorrow morning, the two of us will meet Fa Hai and discuss face to face!" That night, we randomly found a place to stay overnight. Just to the west of Jinshan Temple, there is Zhongling Spring, which is said to be the best spring in the world in a poem by Su Dongpo. The water in the Lingquan spring is as green as emerald and as thick as fine wine.The two of us lay silently in the spring water.The dream soul drifted to the most primitive old place, really, how did these days pass? did not sleep well.After waking up dozens of times a night, I saw Suzhen lost in thought, how to deal with the dangers of tomorrow? "Get a good night's sleep!" I advised her, "recharge your batteries and fight to the death tomorrow!" Seeing that she was sleepless, I turned over and said, "If you don't sleep, I will sleep." I'm the kind of little guy who can't do big things.I have a lot of cleverness and conspiracy, and I am a petty person. When I encounter a big problem, I am at a loss, thinking that I can get things done after a night of sleep—Suzhen is not so superficial. The next day, as soon as the gate of the temple opened, Suzhen and I entered the main hall. When she saw the little novice, she also hurriedly saluted.In a word: "Our husband's surname is Xu, and his single name is Xian. He was invited by Master Fahai to have a gathering last night. We haven't returned home yet, so we came here to pick him up. Please tell me." The little novice took a step back, and after hearing her gentle words, it was reasonable to return the courtesy: "Please wait a moment." I asked beside her: "Then why are you being kind?——" Before he finished speaking, Fa Hai stepped out boldly.Holding the ancient Zen stick in his hand, he showed his eternal arrogance, and he did not look at Suzhen directly, but cast his gaze to an unknown place behind her.Look at his red phoenix eyes, the corners of his eyes are slightly raised, and the brilliance is dimmed.The six bridles are in my hands, not a speck of dust is disturbed, I don't know what to do, so annoying! ——Perhaps it's because he didn't think highly of me, this brutal and ruthless person is really hateful.In times of hate, there are mixed feelings. He ignored Suzhen's etiquette: "Naughty beast, Xu Xian is here with me, if you want him to go back, aren't you afraid of violating the rules of heaven?" Suzhen didn't move her anger, and said with grievance: "We are in love as a husband and wife, how can we violate the rules of heaven? Please master let us live." "It's really unrestrained to come to Jinshan Temple! You two go back quickly, choose a secluded place, and practice again. Don't wishful thinking, covet the love of men and women, and go beyond your duty. Let it be forgotten." "What about Xu Xian?" "Why does Xu Xian need you to ask?" "He's my husband—" "He is a human being, how can he be reduced to live with your clan? He will be in Jinshan Temple in the future, the garden will be quiet and peaceful, and the years will be without any surprises." Suzhen completely collapsed.And my blood was rushing up, and I secretly drew my sword in my hand.Suzhen hurriedly pressed it.She is such a wimp!knelt down: "Master, please be merciful—" I saw her being so humiliated for no reason, kneeling in front of the enemy, begging him to be merciful, my compassion came from it, my chest was stuffy and my eye sockets were hot, how could it be?how can? "Damn it!" I couldn't bear it anymore, and cursed: "You bald thief! Why do you plead for the people and act for the heavens? Who elected you to be the overlord? Everyone has their own ambitions, how can you unify their thinking?" Fahai smiled domineeringly. "For thousands of years, those who are capable have taken over! If you do, you will never let it go!" "I'm afraid you don't have this life!" "Bold!" With a stroke of internal strength, he screamed and shouted among the Buddha statues in the Daxiong Hall. Suzhen stood up abruptly, fighting to the death, we joined forces, trying to go forward and snatch back the man who was tied up and wavering in his mind.