Chapter 8 Section 8

The two of them sat and sipped their wine in nothingness.Song Lian played with the wine cup between her fingers, and she saw Fei Pu sitting opposite him now, with his head bowed, his youthful hair was thick and black, his neck was erect and arrogant, and some dark blue blood vessels were subtle in her eyes trembling.Song Lian's heart was very moist, a strange desire poured into her body like the wind, she felt out of breath.The image of Mei Shan and the doctor's legs intertwined under the mahjong table appeared again in his consciousness.Song Lian saw her slender and beautiful legs, they collapsed like a fine sand falling down a slope, they approached the target tenderly and enthusiastically.These are Feipu's feet, knees, and legs, and now she feels them exactly.Song Lian's eyes blurred, her lips parted feebly and squirmed.She heard a sound of matter crumbling in the air, or maybe it was just coming from deep inside her body.Feipu raised his head, and there was a kind of passion in his eyes staring at Songlian, but his body, especially his feet, remained rigid.Feipu didn't move.Song Lian closed her eyes, she heard two kinds of breathing disordered, one thick and one thin, she put her legs completely close to Feipu, waiting for something to happen.It seemed as if many years had passed at once, Feipu retracted his knees, and he leaned on the back of the chair as if he had been crushed. He said hoarsely, this is not good.Song Lian woke up like a dream, she muttered, what's wrong?Feipu raised his hands slowly and made a bow, no, I'm still afraid.His face contorted in pain as he spoke.I am still afraid of women.Women are horrible.Songlian said, I don't understand what you said.Fei Pu rubbed his face with his hands and said, Songlian, I like you, I won't lie to you.Song Lian said, you like me but treat me like this.Feipu almost swallowed hard, he shook his head, his eyes kept avoiding Song Lian, I can't change it, God punished me, all the men in the Chen family have been women for generations, it's my turn to die, I have felt that since I was a child Women are scary, I am afraid of women.Especially the women in the family scare me.Only you and I are not afraid, but I still can't do it, do you understand?Song Lian was already in tears, she turned her face away, and said in a low voice, I understand, don't explain, now I don't blame you at all, really, I don't blame you at all.

Song Lian got drunk after Fei Pu left, her complexion turned red, she danced and danced around the room, throwing and kicking.Song Ma couldn't hold her back when she came in, so she had to call Master Chen, Chen Zuoqian.As soon as Chen Zuoqian entered the room, she was embraced by Song Lian, who reeked of alcohol and babbled nonsense.Chen Zuoqian asked Song Ma, why did she start drinking?Song's mother said how would I know, can she tell me if she has something on her mind?Chen Zuoqian sent Song Ma to Yuru's place to get sober medicine, Song Lian cried out, not allowed to go, not allowed to tell the old hag.Chen Zuoqian pushed Song Lian onto the bed in disgust, seeing how crazy you are, you are not afraid of being laughed at.Song Lian jumped up again, hooked Chen Zuoqian's neck and said, the master will stay with me tonight, no one will hurt me, the master will love me.Chen Zuoqian said helplessly, how dare I love you like this?It hurts you better than a dog.

Yu Ru rushed over when she heard that Song Lian was drunk.Yu Ru said a few words about Amitabha at the door, then came up and pulled Song Lian and Chen Zuoqian away.She asked Chen Zuoqian, give her medicine?Chen Zuoqian nodded, Yuru wanted to hold Songlian and stuff her mouth with medicine, but Songlian pushed her back.Yuru yelled, you all do it, give this crazy guy a little more power.Chen Zuoqian and Song Ma also came up to support Song Lian, and as soon as Yu Ru poured the medicine down, Song Lian spat out and spat on Yu Ru's face.Yuru said, master, why don't you ignore her, this crazy thing is about to turn upside down.Chen Zuoqian hugged Song Lian by the waist, but Song Lian collapsed on him and said, Master, don't go, you can do whatever you want today, you can lick it, touch it, whatever you want, as long as you don't go away .Chen Zuoqian was so angry that he couldn't speak, Yuru couldn't listen anymore, rushed over and slapped Songlian, shameless thing, master, how much you spoiled her!

The south wing room was full of commotion, and someone from the garden ran over to watch the commotion.Chen Zuoqian asked Mama Song to block the door so that no one could come in to watch the excitement.Yuru said, it's enough to make an ugly face, so you're afraid of being seen?See how she will meet people in the future?Chen Zuoqian said, stop interrupting, I think you should also take some sober medicine.Song Ma covered her mouth to hold back her laughter, and went to the porch to lock the door.I saw a lot of people peeking out the window.Song's mother saw the young master Fei Pu put his hands in his trouser pockets and walked slowly towards here.She was trying to prevent Feipu from entering, but Feipu turned around and walked back.

The first heavy snow fell, and the bleak and desolate winter garden was covered with rabbit-like snow, and the branches and eaves became exquisite and crystal clear.The young children of the Chen family ran to the snow early in the morning to build a snowman, and then they ran around outside Song Lian's window to chase and play snowball fights.Song Lian also heard Fei Lan screaming and crying after falling on the snow.There is also the color of the blinding snow light flooding the windows.And the never-fading ticking of the bell.Everything is real.But Song Lian seemed to have gone to heaven, she didn't believe that she was alive and would spend another day as usual.

At night, she saw the dead Yan'er, a bald woman, and she saw Yan'er standing outside pushing her window, pushing again and again.She is not afraid at all.She waited for Yan'er's cruel revenge.She lay peacefully.She thought the window would be pushed open.Yan'er walked in silently, wearing a kind of hair cover, tied into a bun that is too rich.Songlian said, where did you buy the hair covers?Yan'er said that there is everything at Lord Yan's place.Then Song Lian saw Yan'er pull out a long hairpin from the back of her bun and stab it towards her chest.She felt a tingling pain, and she quickly fell into the depths of the darkness.She was sure she was dead, literally dead, and for so long, it seemed like decades.

Song Lian piyi sat on the bed, she did not believe that death was a dream.She saw that there was really a long hairpin inserted into the brocade quilt, and she spread it on the palm of her hand, it was cold and cold.This is also true, not a dream.So, why am I alive again? Where did the wild goose go? Songlian found that the window was half closed as in a dream, and the air coming in from the outside was fresh and clear, but Songlian could distinguish the death breath of the wild goose on the window.When it snows, half of the world is left; the other half is invisible, it is quietly erased, maybe this is an incomplete death.Songlian wondered why I stopped halfway through my death, it was really strange; where is the other half?

Mei Shan came out from the north wing. She wore a sable fur coat and walked across the snow. Her radiant beauty changed the color of the air.Mei Shan walked past Song Lian's window and said, female alcoholic, sober?Song Lian said, are you going out?so much snow.Mei Shan patted the window, what is Xue Da afraid of?As long as I can be happy, I will go out even under the knife.Mei Shan twisted her waist and walked over, Song Lian yelled at her for no reason, you have to be careful.Mei Shan turned her head and smiled at Song Lian, Song Lian was deeply impressed by this.In fact, this was also the last time Song Lian saw Mei Shan's charming smile.

Mei Shan was brought back by two servants in the afternoon.Zhuo Yun followed behind, eating melon seeds while walking.It turned out to be the simplest thing, Mei Shan and the doctor were stuck in bed by Zhuo Yun in a hotel, Zhuo Yun threw all Mei Shan's clothes outside, Zhuo Yun said, you stinky bitch, what are you doing Run out of my palm? Song Lian watched Mei Shan go out and come back that day, but it was not the same Mei Shan one after the other.Mei Shan was dragged back to the north wing. Mei Shan had disheveled hair, eyes wide open, and cursed everyone who dragged her.She scolded Zhuo Yun and said that I will chop you up one by one while I am alive, and I will dig out your heart and feed it to the dogs.Zhuo Yun didn't say a word, just ate melon seeds.Fei Lan grabbed a leather shoe that Mei Shan had dropped, and ran all the way shouting, the shoe fell, the shoe fell.Song Lian didn't see Chen Zuoqian, Chen Zuoqian went into the North Wing by himself, and the North Wing was locked at that time.

Song Lian didn't want to go to the next door to look around, she listened to Mei Shan with an unusually heavy heart.She really wanted to know how Chen Zuoqian would deal with Mei Shan.But there was no movement next door.A servant stood guard at the door, shaking a bunch of keys, opening and closing the lock.Chen Zuoqian came out again. He stood there looking at the snow scene in the garden, then shook his hands and walked towards the south wing. Such a heavy snow, auspicious snow heralds a good year.Chen Zuoqian said.Chen Zuoqian's face was much calmer than expected, Song Lian even felt a real lightness in his expression.Song Lian leaned on the bed, staring straight into Chen Zuoqian's eyes, from which she saw another cold light; this made her fearful and uneasy.Song Lian said, what will you do to Mei Shan?Chen Zuoqian took out an ivory toothpick to pick his teeth, he said, what can we do to her?She herself knows what to do.Song Lian said, please give her a size up.Chen Zuoqian laughed and said, just do what you want.

Song Lian stayed up all night, her heart was in a mess.She listened carefully to the movement next door all the time, thinking about her own affairs.Every time I think of myself, everything is blank, just like the snow outside the window, half of it is real, and the other half is a melting illusion.At midnight, Song Lian suddenly heard Mei Shan singing her Beijing opera again. She couldn't believe her ears and held her breath to listen again. It was really Mei Shan singing her Beijing opera on Good Friday. Sighing that the confidante was born in a previous life A happy marriage goes to waste Fortunately, there is no news from my friend Weeping flowers and weeping moon add sorrow in the dark Tears beside the pillow, together with the rain dripping through the window mountain upon mountain He Rili Daohuan That desire turns into a stone of hopeful husband It is difficult to send a letter back There is always this corner pillow brocade quilt bright as beautiful I'm afraid that solitary sleep is not worth the half-cold bed The atmosphere in the back garden was very strange throughout the night, Song Lian couldn't sleep, and later heard Fei Lan's crying, it seemed that someone took him away from the north wing.Song Lian suddenly couldn't think of Mei Shan's appearance anymore, but saw Mei Shan and the doctor's four legs entangled under the mahjong table, constantly shaking in front of her eyes, and vaguely felt that they were as thin as a piece of paper, blown up by the wind .So pitiful, Songlian was talking to herself, when she heard the first rooster crow outside the courtyard wall, after the rooster crowed, the world was dead silent again, Songlian thought I was going to die again.Yan'er is coming to push the window again. Songlian was half asleep and half awake in a daze.It was early in the morning, and Song Lian was disturbed by the sound of footsteps outside the window. The sound of footsteps was going from the north wing towards the wisteria trellis.Song Lian opened the curtain a crack and saw several figures swaying in the darkness, and one was carried towards the wisteria trellis by them.Song Lian knew by feeling that it was Mei Shan, and Mei Shan struggled silently and was carried towards the wisteria trellis.Mei Shan's mouth was blocked and she couldn't make a sound.Song Lian wondered what they were going to do, what they carried Mei Shan there to think about.A group of people in the dark came to the abandoned well, and they were busy around the well for a while, Song Lian heard a dull sound, as if the well had splashed tall and white water droplets.A man was thrown into a well.It was Meishan who was thrown into the well. After about two minutes of silence, Song Lian let out that thrilling scream.When Chen Zuoqian broke into the room, he saw her standing barefoot on the ground, pulling her hair desperately.Song Lian screamed wildly, her eyes were dim and her face was more like a blank sheet of paper.Chen Zuoqian put her on the bed, he clearly realized that this was the end of Songlian, she was no longer the former female student Songlian, Chen Zuoqian pressed the quilt on her body, saying what did you see?What the hell did you see?Song Lian said, kill someone.kill.Chen Zuoqian said, nonsense.what did you seeYou see nothing.You are already crazy. The next morning, two shocking pieces of news broke out in the Chen Family Garden.From the next morning, the local people, ranging from gentlemen and gentlemen to ordinary people, were talking about the affairs of the Chen family. Shan's death was justified, adulterers and prostitutes never end well.But why did the well-behaved young and quiet fourth wife, Song Lian, go crazy? People who knew the inside story of the Chen family said that it was also very simple. In the spring of the following year, Chen Zuoqian married his fifth wife Wenzhu.When Asparagus first entered Chen's house, she often saw a woman sitting withered under the wisteria trellis, sometimes walking around the abandoned well and talking into the well.Wenzhu saw that she was pretty and refined, clean and not too crazy, so she asked the people around her, who is she?People told her that she was the original fourth wife, and that she was out of her mind.Wen Zhu said, she was very strange, what did she say to Jing?People repeated Song Lian's words and said, I don't jump, I don't jump, she said she didn't jump into the well. Song Lian said she would not jump into a well.