Chapter 11 Chapter Eleven

I have to admit, I fell in love with An Xin even though she was married and had kids. Since I was in middle school, I can't remember how many girls chased me, and I can't remember how many girls I chased, but what is certain is that I couldn't think of me at that time. At twenty-three you will fall in love with a married woman, a woman who is a mother. If I didn't love this woman, why should I be so unhappy to hear that she's married, and that she's having a baby?And no matter how uncomfortable I was, I still wanted to listen to it. I was even very anxious, eager for him, and wanted to finish listening to her story.

It has been a year since the evening when An Xin told me her story.Over the past year or so, I have repeatedly reviewed the events and scenes in this story, constantly enriching the details of those scenes in my imagination.The feeling these details left to me in the end was not the previous awkwardness and regret, on the contrary, it strangely continued my feelings for An Xin. In An Xin's story, what she misses the most is her life as a staff member in the South German Anti-drug Brigade.I saw right under the streetlight at the entrance of Jingshi Sports School. The captain of the anti-drug brigade, surnamed Pan, was nearly fifty years old, and he treated An Xin almost like a brother or even a father.He is not from Nande, his hometown is Shamao, three hundred miles east of Nande.He was born there, went to school, from primary school to secondary school.Lao Pan originally wanted to leave Shamao and go to university in the province, but his family fell apart before finishing middle school.The reason for the run-down is not uncommon in the small town where he grew up, that is, his father was addicted to drugs.Not long after my father took drugs, my mother married far away and never came back.When Lao Pan was seventeen years old, his father once overdosed on heroin and died in a public latrine on the street in the middle of the night. It is said that his death was horrific.After others told Lao Pan the news of his father's death, Zhe Pan didn't go to see it, and he didn't know who buried his father later.He has lived alone in school since he was fifteen, never returned home, and never regarded the man who became a lunatic and a rogue because of drug use as his father.

He has been practically an orphan since he was fifteen.Lao Pan joined the work before finishing middle school.He has worked in the Public Security Bureau of Shamao District for nearly 30 years, including 15 years of anti-drug work. Countless drug dealers have been arrested by him.In the year before An Xin was transferred to South Germany, the province reshuffled the anti-drug cadres in several areas where the anti-drug struggle was more brutal. confidential.This is undoubtedly an effective protection for these cadres to prevent possible retaliation by criminals.It was at that time that Lao Pan moved from Shamao to South Germany.It is said that the whole family moved, but Lao Pan actually came to South Germany alone.Because his wife thinks that South Germany is too remote, and the old broadcaster is always away from home day and night. Marrying an anti-narcotics policeman is almost like being a widow, and she is also afraid and dangerous. The family members of the anti-narcotics policeman have always been criminals. Targets of intimidation and reprisals.So Lao Pan's wife took her son and moved to Dali City, her natal home.Her natal family is from the Dai nationality. Except that Lao Pan asked for leave to visit them in Dali during the Water-Splashing Festival of the Dai calendar, his wife and son had never been to Nande.

In An Xin's eyes, Lao Pan is a hard-working person, his parents were orphans when he was alive, and he is married but single.An Xin originally thought that a person like Lao Pan, who has been engaged in the struggle against the enemy for a long time and lacked love since childhood, must have a particularly cold and cruel nature, but the fact is exactly the opposite. The moment An Xin saw Lao Pan for the first time, he really did not expect this The tough guy with a face full of vicissitudes of life is actually a caring person.During An Xin's more than a year of working in Nande, Lao Pan has always taken care of her in every aspect like a hen guarding her eggs.

An Xin is the only college student in the South German anti-drug brigade. It can be said that Lao Pan's care for her is not only a preference for a young girl, but also represents his love and protection for "intellectuals" from the heart.The most prominent manifestation of this protection is that she is never allowed to participate in any investigation and arrest operations that may cause casualties and dangers. South Germany is a battlefield, and the most important care that can be given on the battlefield is undoubtedly the protection of life. That environment is so strange and unimaginable to a person like me who has almost never been far away from Beijing, it seems so far away that we are not in the same time and space of existence.Later, An Xin told me many anti-drug cases like telling stories. Compared with the plots of Hollywood, Hong Kong and Taiwan movies, most of those cases seemed simple, boring and unremarkable. But it's just like a short situational drama with fingers and tails removed.But whether it's simple and plain or make do, An Xin's words are all vivid and colorful, and what he says is more exciting than what he hears.Although she did not personally experience all of these cases, she has seen most of the characters on both sides of the enemy and us. These characters have rubbed shoulders with her. She knows them and is familiar with them. From her point of view, it is almost equal to the memory of the past and the old people.

From what I hear, An Xin's life and work in South Germany is smooth and enjoyable, but she is a bit lonely that is unique to young people.Zhang Tiejun took the train from Guangping to visit her once or twice a month, and each time he could only kill her for two or three days before rushing back.The brief derailment with Mao Jie did not affect her relationship with Tie Jun. She loves Tie Jun and wants Tie Jun to have no distractions about Tie Jun.What she longed for most in life at that time was to meet Tie Jun every day.And Tie Jun, who is in a state of love, can't bear the separated life of the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl. These days, he has been pondering and discussing with An Xin whether he should be temporarily seconded from Guangping to be a reporter for the "Süddeutsche Zeitung".

Generally speaking, An Xin is a rational girl with a strong sense of responsibility, so she can cut off this dangerous relationship with Mao Jie very simply.Maybe people who work in the public security department are always more decisive and scheming than ordinary people. The matter between her and Mao Jie came and went quickly, and no one knows.Although she had to admit when she talked about this past with me later, she was the one who was sorry for Mao Jie, so for a long time she secretly harbored a sense of guilt, whether it was towards Mao Jie or Tie Jun. She can also make up for Tie Jun, that is, she will be doubly nice to Tie Jun in later life.She tried every means to make Tie Jun enjoy full happiness when she was with her.Every time Tie Jun came to Nande, she would spend a lot of time cooking all kinds of delicious meals for him. At night, she would squeeze his head and shoulders for him, and even wash his feet.She was so nice to him that it was almost flattering.She tried her best to imitate all the warmth of a future family in her small single dormitory.She did this half out of nature, and half out of redemption.

When she had just finished her internship in Nande for half a year, the city allocated a special fund from somewhere to give the police a comprehensive medical examination.In the words of some old comrades in the anti-drug brigade, this is an unprecedented "warm project".In those few years, many people in the team couldn’t even report their medical expenses, and they owed the invoices for injections and medicines. Now they can go for medical examinations even if they are sick or not.This time, there were two people in the anti-narcotics brigade who were found to have serious problems. One was the deputy instructor of the brigade, and he was found to have tuberculosis.Tuberculosis makes people feel that it is a long-lost literati disease in the old days. It seems to be left behind by the old and the young. It is rare. Somehow he caught up with it.Another thing is An Xin. The doctor asked An Xin if she felt uncomfortable recently. An Xin said no. She is so young and her body has been good since she was a child. Can her body be worse when she practices Taekwondo?She never sees a doctor.She is extremely insensitive to physical discomfort, and usually has a minor illness such as headache, brain fever, cold, and fever, and it goes away as soon as she carries it, and she doesn't even take medicine.But since the doctor asked, she thought about it carefully, and she told the doctor that she felt a little dizzy and nauseous recently, but it was okay, not serious.Then she told the doctor that her period hadn't come for a while...is this considered a disease?The doctor was a woman, quite sensible, she saved An Xin's face, and asked her blankly when there was no one around, "Are you married?"

She looked completely girlish, which is why the doctor asked.After hearing her answer "not yet", the doctor nodded coldly. The doctor said, "Oh, you're pregnant." An Xin was taken aback, not only was she small, but she had always regarded herself as a little girl psychologically.She has just graduated from university, she is not yet twenty-one years old, she never thought that she would be pregnant, and she was not prepared at all.When they were with Tie Jun, they also had some conventional contraceptive measures, but they were still pregnant.An Xin was a little overwhelmed by the fact that she was pregnant.Although the doctor saved face for her, he was not completely without organizational principles. Later, the doctor quietly told Lao Pan, the captain of the anti-drug brigade.Lao Pan knew about the relationship between An Xin and Tie Jun.Tie Jun's father is Lao An, who is the principal of the only public security college in Yunnan, and is well-known in the police circle in Yunnan. Therefore, Lao Pan understands An Xin's pregnancy and handles it tolerantly.He didn't yell all over the team, and he didn't even "ventilate" within the brigade leadership.

He just reminded An Xin in private, telling her to go to the hospital and beat the child. It is not a good thing for a girl to get pregnant without getting married, in a small city like South Germany, especially in the police force. An Xin hastily made a long-distance call to Guangping and told Tie Jun about it.Tie Jun arrived in South Germany by train that day, and he brought his mother's official opinion: this child must stay! What to do if the child stays, the stomach will be visible in two months, but An Xin, like Tie Jun, dare not disobey this strict mother.Fortunately, this mother gave An Xin the greatest happiness, that is: to marry her only son immediately.

Without delay, An Xin applied for marriage to the team and took a leave of absence.The team was very busy at that time, but Captain Pan immediately agreed, which was a tacit matter.So An Xin went back to Guangping, stayed for half a month, and got married.The wedding was held in the only four-star hotel in Guangping.That wedding can be regarded as a gathering of famous and precious people in Guangping.Many dignitaries have come from the political circles, the press circles, and the municipal legal system.There are also a few local cultural and sports stars, who also invited Hexi to perform a show to wish them happy.Tie Jun's father is Lao An, and his mother is in charge of the Women's Federation. He has a lot of social connections. Tie Jun himself is the press officer of the municipal party committee. He has many friends and connections. The professional videographer from Guangping TV came to help film the video of their wedding that day. Yes, the filming is just like a documentary on TV. The witness was the deputy director of the Guangping People's Congress Standing Committee, who was invited by Tie Jun's mother because of her pride.The deputy director was originally the deputy secretary of the municipal party committee of Guangping, and he used to have a good personal relationship with Tie Jun's father. After the lively wedding, Tie Jun and An Xin went back to her natal home according to the custom.They lived in Qinggang for only two days, then bid farewell to An Xin's parents and went to Kunming, and then flew from Kunming to Beijing to start their honeymoon trip. This is An Xin's first visit to Beijing, and Beijing gave her a very good impression.They entrusted Tie Jun's mother's relationship and stayed in the Haoyuan Business Hotel in the Women's Activity Center on Chang'an Avenue. They visited Tiananmen Square, the Great Wall, and the Forbidden City; Tie Jun visited several university classmates who were working or studying in Beijing; An Xin visited an old coach of hers who is now a massage therapist in a taekwondo training team of the Beijing Armed Police— It was an acquaintance she had pushed in Beijing - handing out some cigarettes and sweets. Then there is shopping.Buy something for themselves and the elders on both sides. They stayed in Beijing for more than a week and had a great time, and then they took the train back to Guangping with their big bags and small bags.The short marriage leave was coming to an end soon, but the two were inseparable. They discussed again and again, and persuaded Tie Jun's mother to agree, and decided: Tie Jun immediately applied to the unit, and used the method of secondment to go to the "Süddeutsche Zeitung" for a year. The reporter goes.This is something that the leaders of their Propaganda Department have verbally agreed to. An Xin went back to South Germany first, and returned to the team on schedule for vacation.Soon, Tie Jun also came to this border town with big boxes and small bags as if he was moving.Relevant leaders in the city attached great importance to Tie Jun's decentralization so far, and a head of the Propaganda Department of the municipal party committee specially invited Tie Jun and An Xin to have a meal. Nande Zeitung also arranged a flat with two bedrooms and one living room for Tie Jun, and An Xin moved here from that stilted building.The newly-married home of the two is well-decorated. On the day of the move, the team leader brought the police over to help. Seeing this pair of talented and beautiful newcomers, there is no one who does not envy them.Captain Pan smiled like a big brother and warned Tie Jun: You are better than An Xin, don't bully her, she is our little sister in the team.She has something to say about being wronged.Tie Jun also laughed: The conscience of heaven and earth, I bullied her?She is a taekwondo champion, she can kick me to the hospital with one kick! Everyone also knows that for a newly married couple, it's too late for love, so whoever bullies whomever. With a new home, the Public Security Bureau did not take back the single dormitory in the stilted building allocated to An Xin.Because that dormitory is on the banks of the beautiful Nanxian River, very close to the anti-drug brigade, and only one intersection away from An Xin's office, and the two-bedroom unit arranged by the "Suddeutsche Zeitung" for Tie Jun is not far from the anti-drug brigade. It is too far away, one is in the south of the city and the other is in the north of the city, almost the two ends of the city.The nature of Anxin's work requires him to work overtime until very late, especially when the National Day is approaching, and the Public Security Bureau is catching up on security before the festival, and everyone is so busy.There are also some people who are concerned about major cases with social impact, and the city requires that they be solved before the festival.Solving the case will give an explanation to the masses, and it can also improve the sense of security of the citizens and increase the appearance and atmosphere of the festival. It can also be regarded as a generous gift from the public security police to the National Day. So An Xin was very busy at that time. No matter whose case was in the anti-drug brigade, as long as Lao Pan hadn't come home, she usually couldn't get off work, transcribing, making records, making reports, staying on duty and answering the phone endlessly.Whenever An Xin came home late, Tie Jun came to the south of the city after work, and the two of them made do for a night in An Xin's dormitory of more than ten square meters.Anyway, when An Xin comes back, she just goes to bed and doesn't have the energy to chat or do other things. The next day, she often leaves before Tie Jun wakes up. Tie Jun felt sorry for her, so he said: You said you were busy before, but I didn't expect you to be so busy. Let's find a way to change jobs for you.It's not a long-term thing for you, a woman, to get up early and get into the dark like this.You don’t feel anything when you are young now, but what will you do when you get older and your health is not good? An Xin just smiled and never responded to the proposal to change jobs.Tie Jun also didn't understand why she was so good at being a police officer.An Xin said: It's nothing for my hard work, I just feel sorry for you.After I have been busy with this period, I will definitely go home early every day to cook and clean up the house and take good care of you, so that you will be comfortable when you come back.In fact, I am definitely a good wife and mother, I won’t lie to you, you will know later. On the night of the National Day, the police from the anti-narcotics brigade were all taken to participate in the duties of the National Day Mass Gala in the central square of Nande City. Tie Jun also participated in the on-site interview of the party. single dormitory.Because although Tie Jun could sleep in late the next morning, An Xin had to get up early. After the party ended, Tie Jun hadn't come back when An Xin returned to the dormitory.She boiled water with a kerosene stove, and bought a few tea eggs from the snack bar across the street, to eat when Tie Jun was hungry when he came back. Someone knocked on the door at around ten thirty, she thought it was Tie Jun who forgot to bring the key, so she quickly opened the door.As soon as the door opened, her heart suddenly rose into her throat. It turned out that standing outside the door was her long lost lover, Mao Jie. She was terrified, not because she was afraid of Mao Jie, but because of Tie Jun.Tie Jun will be back soon, maybe he has reached the corner of this street.She can't let Tie Jun know that there is still such a Mao Jie in her experience, and she can't let the happy life that has just begun be subverted by any extravagance. Her face was pale and she spoke incoherently, she said: Mao Jie, what are you doing here, you can go quickly, I still have something to do... Mao Jie's face was a little red, he looked like he had drunk alcohol, but he was not drunk.He hugged An Xin, and said: My dear, I think you are going crazy! An Xin was hugged tightly by him, she panicked a little.She thought she should tell him that she was married, that she had a husband and a family, and that the absurdity of the past could no longer continue.But she didn't say that she knew Mao Jie's personality, and that he drank alcohol, telling him these things might not calm him down but make him crazier.She wanted to let him go no matter what, and explain to him slowly later.So she broke free from his arm, she said Mao Jie, I still have something to do, I'm going out right away.Let's make an appointment for another time to talk. I also want to talk to you about some things. Let's make an appointment for another time. Mao Jie looked at her and finally nodded: All right.He said: Where are you going, I will see you off so late. An Xin turned off the lights in the room, walked out and closed the door behind her.Because of many details in the house, it can be seen that there are two people living here.Mao Jie wanted to find out that he had to interrogate them to the end, and time did not allow any more conversations between them.An Xin closed the door, walked out first, and walked quickly all the way to the street.On the street, she walked south without hesitation, she knew that Tie Jun must have come from the north when he came back. Mao Jie followed her and asked her, "Hey, where are you going so late?" An Xin still walked quickly, all the way to the south, there was a long-distance bus station, and there happened to be a passenger van about to leave.She said to Mao Jie: "Tomorrow, at 6:30 tomorrow night, we will meet at the gate of Ruixin Department Store. I have something urgent to go to Xia'ao now." An Xin jumped into the car, and the car drove away.She saw Mao Jie standing at the station in a daze.There was a light pole on the side of the road, and a simple yellow light outlined his outline very nicely.An Xin admits that Mao Jie is a cool-looking guy, the kind of guy that most girls would fall in love with at first sight. Xiaxi is a suburban station in South Germany, five or six minutes' drive from the departure station just now.Of course, An Xin wouldn't sit there all the way.Not long after the car drove, she turned a corner, and she showed the driver her work permit. I'm from the Public Security Bureau, please stop, I want to get out of the car, the driver of course stopped the car, An Xin jumped out of the car with a serious face under the surprised eyes of a car of passengers. When she ran all the way back to the dormitory, Tie Jun had already returned.Tie Jun asked her suspiciously, isn't the party over early? Why did you come back?An Xin said that we will still be responsible for clearing the venue after the party. No one dares to leave after the clearing is over.Tie Jun said that when I saw the tea eggs on the table, I thought you had come back early.An Xin covered it up and said: I bought the tea eggs before I left, I'm afraid you will be hungry when you come back.Tie Jun said that I was really hungry, and I had no time to eat the meal prepared by our newspaper. Then he peeled off the tea eggs and began to munch and smoke.Then began to talk about all the anecdotes and mistakes at the party tonight.An Xin took the thermos bottle and poured him a glass of boiling water, and the heartbeat gradually slowed down. After getting off work the next night, An Xin first called Tie Jun's newspaper office. She said that she had to work overtime at night and was going to a scene, and she might be late when she returned home.She had to say that she was going to the scene, otherwise maybe Tie Jun would come to the team to find her after he was busy. He and Captain Pan were quite familiar with each other.Although she rarely appeared on the scene, it's normal to work overtime at night, so Tie Jun didn't doubt it at all, saying that I went out to dinner with a few colleagues tonight, so let's go back to your dormitory tonight.Feel free to say yes. After hanging up the phone, An Xin changed into plain clothes, and hurried to Ruixin Department Store. It was not yet the appointed time when she arrived, but Mao Jie was already standing very conspicuously in the middle of the main entrance of the mall.He was wearing a very chic coat with the collar turned up, which made his whole figure look more upright; the shirt was a bit colorful, but it was very comfortable, and he was particularly eye-catching among the gray-faced crowds coming and going in and out of the mall.Seeing her coming, Mao Jie greeted her with a mischievous smile on his face.An Xin didn't exchange pleasantries with him, and asked in a business-like tone as soon as she opened her mouth, "Where shall we talk?" Mao Jie was not businesslike at all, he held An Xin's elbow with his long arm, and pulled her affectionately to the parking lot, saying in a cheerful voice, "Come on, let's find someone Good place to eat." An Xin didn't expect that Mao Jie actually had a 2000 Santana that was probably new, parked in the parking lot.In southern Germany, there are very few privately owned cars of this kind.An Xin remembered that she had visited Mao Jie's house that night when she first met him, and in her impression it could be regarded as a wealthy family.She remembered that Mao Jie had said that his parents and elder brother were both in business. Judging from his house and the car in front of him, the business was probably doing well.Therefore, Mao Jie's dress and behavior can also be seen to be quite generous. He drove An Xin to the most famous and elegant restaurant in South Germany called Dongshan Hotel. An Xin sat in the car and refused to get off. She didn't want to meet Mao Jie alone in such a lively place. People can't tell when they see it.Nande is a tiny place, half-familiar faces are almost everywhere. She said: "Let's change places. It doesn't matter if we eat or not. We should find a quiet place where we can talk." Mao Jie lowered his eyebrows and stared in thought, then opened his eyebrows and smiled: "A quiet place? Yes!" He drove the car, crossed the streets and alleys, and drove out of the city.An Xin asked: "Where are you going?" In fact, she just wanted them to go farther away, and the farther away the place was, the more at ease she felt. An Xin could tell that the car was heading towards Nandong Mountain.They drove for ten minutes on the suburban national road, leading to a mountain path.The sun has not yet set, and the scenery on both sides is picturesque. The dense vegetation on the mountain is dyed by the setting sun, and it is so red that it is touching.The car drove to the middle of the mountain, passing through the shadow of the setting sun, and a cliff with colorful clouds came out head-on.On the dangerous place of the cliff, facing the deep valley of hundreds of feet, there is a solitary house, which is built against the cliff like a magic axe.The upper roof is a big thatched canopy in the style of a felt hat of the De'ang people, and the foundation below is the support of a thousand-foot wooden house of the Lisu people. The backbone of the house imitates the style of a Dai-style bamboo building, which looks really interesting.An Xin saw this place in a local travel pictorial, it is a very famous tea drinking place in Nanmengshan. It is said that this tea shop is often crowded with tourists at noon every day, but it is very quiet at night.After they went in, they found that there was no customer in the tea shop, so they randomly picked a small table by the window and ordered tea and some snacks.Teahouses in South Germany also sell snacks.Mao Jie also ordered the proprietress to make two bowls of bridge rice noodles.Then, he put his smiling eyes on An Xin's face and asked, "How is it, is this place romantic enough?" An Xin turned her face away, not wanting to respond to his excitement.From this window, she could see a single tree with bulging branches on the opposite cliff, and the night was falling silently from behind the single tree. Mao Jie stretched out his hand and grabbed An Xin's hand which was placed on the small table. An Xin was startled and withdrew his hand as if getting an electric shock.Mao Jie was amused by her nervous reaction, he is probably the kind of person who likes to compete, the more An Xin shrinks back, the more irritated he feels, the more he wants to get it.He said: "Hey, let's live together, okay? I'll find a house and you move out so that you can live more comfortably, okay?" Of course An Xin didn't take his words, she had to explain everything clearly today, but she was not sure how to start, she said: "What are we two, how can we live together?" Mao Jie smiled nonchalantly and said, "Hey, Zuo's thinking is so feudal. There are so many young people like us living together, what's so strange! We can find a place far away from your school. My father said that he would give this car to me in the future. I can drive to pick you up every day without letting your leaders know. Which school do you work as a teacher? Tell me what you are afraid of. I promised not to go to school Looking for you, what are you afraid of!" An Xin has known Mao Jie for so long, but she never told Mao Jie what she does.In the beginning, it was not that Mao Jie would rashly go to work to find her, but the anti-drug brigade had a rule that people who were not familiar with the situation were not allowed to disclose their occupation or talk about their work. The reason was simple: South Germany was a battlefield!The surface here is as calm as water, with no waves or waves, but under the water, there are undercurrents and hidden reefs.An Xin had always been a well-behaved person when she was in school, so she only told Mao Jie that she was a teacher in an elementary school according to the rules, just like she lied to me later.Maybe she thinks the teacher's image is very noble, which is more in line with her appearance. Mao Jie said: "Is it fun to be that child king? If you are not interested, you can quit your job. I can afford you. My parents love me very much. They are willing to give me any money. You have to agree. I will take you to meet them today." An Xin finally opened her mouth to say what she wanted to say, and she tried her best to make her words mellow and tactful: "Mao Jie, I know you are good to me, to be honest, I have always thought you are a good person, so now I have to tell you To be honest,...I, I'm already married, I'm a family man, I don't deserve to be friends with you anymore....Actually, a young man like you is so handsome and the family conditions are so Well, it's up to you to choose what kind of girl to find." For An Xin's confession, Mao Jie was obviously surprised, even shocked.God gave An Xin such a charming appearance, she looks like such a pure little girl, no one would think of her as a married woman.Just like I believed she was still a virgin at first glance, Mao Jie was also deceived by this unrequited appearance.He could see from An Xin's expression that what An Xin said was true, his first reaction after being shocked was anger! "So, you've been lying to me, how old are you?" An Xin saw that his face was flushed and he was trembling, and he couldn't help being a little scared, but this situation cannot be avoided.She said: "Mao Jie, if you think I lied to you, I can apologize to you. I don't want to lie to you again. If I continue to associate with you in such a silent manner, it will be even more wrong." Mao Jie stared hard at her face for a long time before saying: "I know, you hate me and want to break up with me, so you said that on purpose, right!" An Xin completely calmed down, and retorted logically: "We broke up a long time ago, and I got married after we broke up. You were the one who got drunk and didn't look for me yesterday. I must tell you the truth!" Mao Jie's tone suddenly lowered, almost like a kind of pleading: "I didn't break up with you, I didn't break up with you, I just went out to do business with my brother for a while, and I came to you when I came back. I I never wanted to break up with you, I have always liked you very much, please stop telling jokes, okay?" Mao Jie's childlike pleading made An Xin's tone like an elder's persuasion: "You are an adult, Mao Jie, you should think about it rationally. We are all adults, we can't do those things like children. Ridiculous thing!" Before An Xin finished speaking, Mao Jie pushed the table away with a bang, stood up and left.After walking a few steps, he turned back, put his hands on the table, approached An Xin with a furious face, and asked loudly, "Who did you marry? Who is that guy! Huh?" An Xin bit her lip and did not answer, Mao Jie didn't seem to be waiting for her answer, because An Xin was slapped hard on the face by him!She didn't pay attention, and his whole head was violently thrown by him. After Mao Jie finished beating, he left viciously. He strode out of the tea shop and drove away the Santana 2000. When he had a quarrel with An Xin and beat her, the tea shop clerk and proprietress were all there, and they were stunned.Later, when the man left, the woman sat in front of the window trembling silently, and it was hard to come over to persuade her, so she shrank aside pretending to be deaf and dumb. An Xin lowered her head, tried her best to hold back her tears, and swallowed them into her mouth.Then, looking up at the stunned guy and the proprietress, he choked out a sentence: "Check out." An Xin walked down Nandong Mountain alone.Halfway there, it was dark, and even though she was a policeman, she was still uncontrollably afraid.The mountain road is winding, with dark woods on both sides. When the woods block the moon, I almost feel my way forward.In the depths of the woods, from time to time there are a few chirping and chirping of birds and beasts, or a burst of indistinct noise, a bit like the sound of people playing tricks.An Xin knew that there was no one here, not a single person, but she was still a little terrified.She wanted to cry with mixed feelings, but she couldn't cry in a place where no one was around. She doesn't hate Mao Jie, she knows that Mao Jie has such a personality.Moreover, since she caused the trouble accidentally by herself, she deserved this torment.She only hoped that this matter would end here, that Mao Jie's slap on her would be a full stop, and that Mao Jie's anger would end this matter. She went down the mountain and walked towards the city along the road, stopped a military vehicle halfway and entered the city.It was almost nine o'clock now.An Xin got off the military vehicle when it passed by the house assigned by Tie Jun.She wished this was the end of the matter, but she had a vague feeling that it wasn't that good.Mao Jie is an impulsive person, and his impulsiveness sometimes gives people a feeling of madness.At first, An Xin felt that this impulse was quite tempting, but only now did she realize its danger.She thought that maybe tonight or tomorrow morning, Mao Jie would find her dormitory again to make noise or apologize, so she couldn't go back there.Although she was exhausted at this time, she still ran back to the home where she and Tie Jun lived.There is a phone at home, so she used the phone to call Tie Jun's cell phone.Tie Jun had already returned to her dormitory over there, and was lying on the bed reading a book and waiting for her.Tie Jun asked: What are you doing? Why haven't you come back?She made up a story, saying why she went there, saying that the scene she went to was near here, so she went home here.Tie Jun said that you should not come here so late and just sleep over there.An Xin said you are not coming?Tie Jun yawned sleepily and said sleepily: I won't make it through, you can sleep all night by yourself, and we'll talk about it tomorrow.An Xin acted like a baby: No, I miss you, I want you to come over... She is rarely so clingy.Tie Jun smiled: I really miss me, okay, then I will go there.An Xin said: Hurry up. Putting down the phone, An Xin breathed a sigh of relief.She couldn't let Tie Jun stay in her dormitory. If Mao Jie went to meet her and Tie Jun, who knew what terrible things he would say. From that day on, An Xin never dared to go back to live in that dormitory again.Every day, no matter how late she got off work or how early she went to work the next morning, she had to walk half of the city to go back to the north of the city to live.Tie Jun is a little strange: why don't you like living in your dormitory?I can just sleep there for one night, so what are you doing running back and forth?But An Xin has learned to act like a baby since that day. She uses the girl's act of acting like a baby to cover up the obvious irrationality of her behavior: "I don't, I want to go back to live. This place still feels like a home. I want to go back after work now." the feeling of home. Looking for something that also wants you to go home comfortably every day.We don't live there all the time, the house is always not cleaned up, and it seems that there is no popularity when we go back. The stilted building is so damp, how uncomfortable it is to live there.We should live comfortably when we are married, and I don't want to wrong you all the time. She never went back to the dormitory, and of course, never saw Mao Jie again.She didn't know if Mao Jie had gone to the dormitory to look for her again. This is a marriage of peace of mind, a marriage that is both happy and full of anxiety.It is not difficult to see from this, how much a married person suffers if he has a lover, who makes you worry all day long, dare not answer the phone when it rings, dare not answer the door when someone knocks, that is really suffering.Even a bastard like Liu Minghao once expressed emotion to me, saying that too many good things are bad things.Once a person has one thing, don’t want that anymore. If you get rich, don’t think about becoming an official.God has distributed good things fairly long ago, whoever wants to take a little more will be unlucky, try it if you don't believe it.Princess Diana of the United Kingdom is awesome or not?Fame, status, money, and titles and titles, everything, isn't it good, but she is not satisfied, she still wants love, then she must die!Good things can't be taken by you alone, God is the fairest.So, many things may look good to you, but in fact, not having them is a blessing!