Chapter 2 02. Zhou Xiaofeng

Zhou Xiaofeng is the man who despises love the most in this world. In many public occasions, no matter whether there is a lady next to him Or women, always a hundred see-through descriptions: "Love is nothing more than sexual attraction. It's no different from animals, It's just a little more aesthetic consciousness than animals. "About marriage, he said more specifically. "Marriage is nothing more than Sexual intercourse," he said, "the government sends you a piece of paper saying that you agree to have sex, what else? " His words always make the women present dumbfounded, but they maintain a high degree of vigilance against him, and even feel that he is a thought

Overly extreme intellectuals.Some women said after he turned his back and left: "Is he not sick?" Zhou Xiaofeng's body is very strong. From childhood to adulthood, except for a few colds, his body is as strong as a cow. Can easily get sick Some of Zhou Xiaofeng's ideas are derived from Schopenhauer's philosophical works. He advised Ma Min to read more of Schopenhauer's books, "Schopenhauer can make you understand the world at once." He warned Ma Min, "People living in this world actually have no In any sense, many things are imposed on themselves. "

"What is it?" Ma Min asked him with a smile, and glanced at him understandingly. "For example, monogamy," Zhou Xiaofeng said, "Humans are actually animals, and the emotions of animals are absolutely universal love. Such as cats and dogs.But with this law of monogamy, people are naturally bound by this law.we grew up I was educated in this area, thinking that monogamy is normal and fair. "His eyes are behind the glasses Shiny, "It's actually against human nature. Human nature is universal love." "These things have nothing to do with me." Ma Min said unwillingly to be tortured by such thoughts.

"Why doesn't it matter?" Zhou Xiaofeng waved his hands and resolutely emphasized, "Anyone in this world has nothing to do with you. There is a relationship, this world is a world of paper marriage.Don’t think the world is big, but it’s actually small to people.” Zhou Xiaofeng's life circle is very small. He is engaged in design in a packaging company under foreign trade. He just sits at the table and draws all day long. When I painted, my hands and body were full of paint, and sometimes the paint ran onto my face.There are no women in Zhou Xiaofeng's life circle,

Even if there are women, they become other people's wives, and they are bound by a paper marriage so that they are very vigilant against all men and refuse to marry their husbands. The friendship of a man who is far away is thousands of miles away, as if there is a tiger hidden behind the friendship of a man.Zhou Xiaofeng is really happy A woman he likes has become an accessory of a paper marriage as early as a year ago, and as early as three years ago, he came here after graduating from university. In the first unit, he spread his wings of association to this beautiful lady, but this woman had cast a huge influence on his heart.

Except for the big shadow, there is nothing left.The woman obviously thought he was ugly. "It's not my fault," he confessed mournfully to the beautiful young lady, "I tell you the truth, I Standing in front of the mirror every day, I feel that I shouldn't crawl out of my mother's belly.But since it's out, it can't be Can you climb in again?I'm ugly, but I love you for real, there's no other man in this world who loves you like I do up. " "I believe," the girl smiled coldly, "I thank you for your love, but it's impossible for me and you."

"Why?" Zhou Xiaofeng likes to ask "why". "We don't get along in personality," the girl prevaricated. "Besides, I already have a boyfriend." "Who is he?" "Someone you don't know," said the girl, with a proud glance at him, and walked away. Zhou Xiaofeng knew this person, he was in Zhou Xiaofeng's unit, half a head taller than Zhou Xiaofeng, and stronger than Zhou Xiaofeng. Zhou Xiaofeng once wanted to join forces with Ma Min to beat that person. Ma Min looked at his fist and thought it was so-so. He readily agreed to it, but on the afternoon of the appointment, Zhou Xiaofeng changed his mind on the spur of the moment.

"Forget it," Zhou Xiaofeng flinched, "Even if you hit him, you won't be able to love him." Of course Ma Min put his fist into the pocket of his woolen trousers. Ma Min came to Zhou Xiaofeng this day, and he was the one who took over the first decoration business, a facade decoration business worth 32,000 yuan. service. "I have a business," Ma Min called Zhou Xiaofeng out of the office who was sitting at the desk doing design work, "It turns out that the five of us A classmate on the basketball team gave it to me.You help me design the design. "

Zhou Xiaofeng said: "What kind of decoration are you doing? Do you understand the construction drawings?" "It doesn't matter if I don't understand, the contractor will always understand." Ma Min replied grandly, "Decoration is actually very easy. People like us are not stupid, so we can tell when we do something easy. " Zhou Xiaofeng was still worried about him, "Don't make it so bad that you have to take off your pants to compensate others." Ma Min wears a pair of dark blue trousers made of excellent wool. With a pair of shiny black leather shoes, one is naturally very energetic.

"With a brain like mine, why can't I react quickly? Can't you believe it?" Ma Min jumped happily and made a gesture. The action of shooting, "Don't make the decoration so mysterious." Zhou Xiaofeng didn't say anything more, and the two were busy measuring the house.On the second day, Zhou Xiaofeng devoted himself to designing, Open some books on decoration design for reference.Ma Min stood by and did enough to ask questions when he didn’t understand, only at night He just left, and came to see Zhou Xiaofeng's renderings early the next morning. "You draw really well," Ma Min fully affirmed.

Naturally, this happened eight years ago, and it was this business that kept Ma Min engaged in renovations for so many years.This thirty thousand The business of 2,000 yuan made him 10,000 yuan in one go, that is to say, the cost of materials, wages of workers, account fee (8%) With the rebate given to the other party and the design fee of 1,000 yuan to Zhou Xiaofeng, the total is only 22,000 yuan.it makes him taller Excited.At that time, he was still a pauper who asked for leave to do decoration outside.He used the money he earned to marry his wife! Now Ma Min is a man who drives a maroon Santana, returns the word "poverty" to the dictionary, and registers a company named The boss of the "Tianma" decoration company.As soon as Ma Min remembered that Zhou Xiaofeng was inseparable from his becoming rich, whenever he was free, he He just asked Zhou Xiaofeng to play, dragged Zhou Xiaofeng to the nightclub to listen to music, dragged Zhou Xiaofeng to the sauna, and dragged Zhou Xiaofeng to find young girls. Dance.One Saturday, he called Zhou Xiaofeng and said, "Xiaofeng, relax and relax tonight. Where are you going tonight?" Go here, tell me. " Zhou Xiaofeng didn't feel sorry for using his money, "Are you going to Hong Kong Island if you're not afraid of being slaughtered?" "Hong Kong Island is fine." Ma Min replied, "Then I will pick you up at half past seven." Hong Kong Island Nightclub is one of the most expensive entertainment venues in Changsha. Listening to music with only one ear is the minimum consumption of 220 yuan. A place where the nouveau riche in Changsha and the general manager of some company come to reflect their own value and pour out their troubles.Hong Kong Island Nightclubs The decoration, sound facilities, lighting facilities and singers are all top-notch in Changsha. But what is attractive is not these, but a lot of "chickens" from here and there gathered in front of the gate of Hong Kong Island.Public Security Bureau They came to chase the chickens away, and they came again after they were chased away. The anti-riot team came to yell at the chickens, and when the anti-riot team left, These chickens came from this corner again, and continued to stand in front of Hong Kong Island, waiting for the gentlemen to pick these The chicken belongs to the kind of chicken that dances with you. When it gets to know you well and has a sense of trust or affection for you, it will sleep with you. Zhou Xiaofeng knew the warmth and coquettishness of a woman from one of these beautiful chickens, that is to say, since he After divorcing his wife who disliked him and threw herself into the arms of another man three years ago, he threw away the chastity he had kept for three years. He moved to a chicken with an absolutely slender figure and a very handsome face, so he had even more reason to despise himself and women. "I think women are very cheap animals. They are slaves that money can hire." Zhou Xiaofeng said after doing that kind of thing, "For a few hundred yuan, I can take off my underwear and do it for you. People are very sad, and when I think about it, I feel distressed." This is what it used to be, it was a nice evening with a fragrant moon over the trees, it was late March A poetic weekend.At that time, after the two danced in the nightclub, each of them took a young lady on his arm and walked happily. Come out and get into Santana with a smile.Then, the car drove them forward lightly, and went straight to a In front of the gate of the home that the young people called "Love Hotel", he stopped the car and walked in.They pretend to be doing nothing He smiled like this and said amused words to the waiter.After opening the room, the two embraced the girl and entered their respective rooms... Later, after they came out, Ma Min used Santana to send the two girls home, and then he talked to Zhou Xiaofeng about the above. Zhou Xiaofeng is not full of joy at his debauchery, but expresses a kind of melancholy that finally understands everything, this kind of melancholy Only those who have experienced pain in their marriage have it. This kind of melancholy made Ma Min sneer uncomfortably. "You're making things difficult for yourself," Ma Min said, "You came out to have fun, you have to look at it that way." "You can't stop me from saying that," Zhou Xiaofeng said. "Everyone can say that." Ma Min said, "You loved your wife so much and treated her so well before. She makes tea and washes her face, but your wife still abandons you because you think too much!your thoughts It's dangerous, you think too much in your head, everything is in your place, it's not normal. " "You are a mind that doesn't think about things, you don't know the pain of life." Zhou Xiaofeng is going to have a class with him, "People live It is actually very painful.You know neither the pain of life nor the pain of life.i sometimes feel alive I was confused and didn't know how to live. Those college classmates of mine are now living in the business world. In addition to making money or making money, it has become very materialistic. I don't know what they think.In the early years, me and my few When two college classmates went to Tibet and Qinghai to paint together, the ambitions they talked about were squeezed out bit by bit by myself. up.I want to overcome myself, abandon all these, and pursue my own ideals, but like them, I have become worldly and unreasonable. embarrassing.People of our generation are people who can't beat themselves, and sometimes it's painful to think about it. " "If you self-reflect on everything you do, I'd rather get meningitis." Ma Min despised him He said in pain, "You are full of contradictions, and extreme joy often gives rise to sorrow. My head hurts when I take you." "People like us should have a sense of worry." "Egg feeling," Ma Min attacked him, "I found that you fell asleep and didn't wake up."