Ma Min has always been particularly melancholy, mainly because he has to face a love that he cannot resist.he is thirty-five now At the age of 10, love should not be a pleasing fresh dish for him.Ma Min is still an expert about gains and losses in life. The man who looks down on it is still a man who feels that he has degraded himself.Ma Min felt that he was an ambitious man, But now he is farther and farther away from his ambition, so he has become a man who is busy in life but lives a very materialistic life. Ma Min has been in love three times, and each time he is very serious and devoted, and loves himself thoroughly every time.last one

The first time he fell in love was ten years ago, in 1984, when he was on the verge of falling out of love and feeling disheartened.his wife ——At that time, she had just come down from the provincial gymnastics team, with a dazzling twenty-three-year-old chest and two long braids Walking into his field of vision, it made his depressed heart burn again.He quickly threw himself into the competition of love, using his own His own cleverness defeated his rival in love.At that time Ma Min was working at the Huaguang Electronics Factory in the suburbs of Changsha, and his rival in love—a The young man who boldly pursued Shanshan (his wife) with him is the secretary of the Youth League Committee of the factory and often organizes various dance parties to seduce Shanshan.

Shan.But Ma Min defeated the young secretary of the Youth League Committee on the basketball court and became so angry that he wanted to fight him. In those years, Huaguang Electronics Factory, a military factory with more than 2,000 people, often held various in-factory sports activities. The ball game is the traditional program of this military factory.Ma Min was a school basketball player when he was still in high school in No. 5 Middle School. If he was five centimeters taller, he would have joined the provincial sports committee basketball team and become a professional basketball player.Studied at Chengdu Telecommunications College

When he was in college, he had fascinated two Beijing girls on the school basketball court, and they wrote to him to express their love for him. One of the girls In the letter, Niang described that he "exhibited the majestic posture and demeanor of a man" on the basketball court, which shows that he dribbles on the basketball court. And how wonderful and amazing the shooting action is.Ma Min remembers ten years ago, on that crisp autumn afternoon, at five In the golden sunshine at one o'clock, several young people from the No. 1 branch factory where Ma Min worked walked into the flat concrete basket next to the cafeteria.

The field, several young people in the factory where the secretary of the Youth League Committee is located (they threatened everywhere in advance that they would defeat the first branch), They also stepped onto the golden basketball court to compete for the championship and runner-up. A few minutes before the game, they also said to the fans in the first branch: "Your first branch is just a horseman. Stare Ma Min to death, what else do you have to do!We sent a head to watch Ma Min. " Zhang Tou is the secretary of the Youth League Committee, Ma Min's rival in love. He is a big man two centimeters taller than Ma Min.

As long as you stretch out a pair of big hands, you can cover the basketball in Ma Min's hands. However, on the basketball court of the championship and runner-up match, This love rival who has blown his hair to the sky can only follow Ma Min's buttocks, and Ma Min is behind his clumsy and cute moves Interfering with two big hands waving back and forth, he scored three more goals than he scored in the game against the third branch.It's off work During the meal time, there were many people watching the game around the court. They even booed Zhang Tou, saying that it was useless to scold Zhang Tou.open head

In a hurry, in order to prove his usefulness, he ignored the foul. When Ma Min shot, he caught up and stretched out his hand to hold Ma Min's body. As a result, the ball flew out of Ma Min's hands and entered the brand new net, but he was greeted by fans outside the basketball court. Collective laughter.Zhang Tou was furious, and when Ma Min dribbled the basketball under the basketball hoop again, he caught up with him and stabbed him with his elbow. Let Ma Min carry it on his back.Ma Min was staggered by his insidious momentary stabbing, almost fell down, and the ball naturally ran out of his hand

up the line.Ma Min turned his head and stared at him, "What are you doing?" Ma Min lowered his face and stared at him.Ma Min asked for it early I'm tired of this self-righteous Communist Youth League secretary who is the "head" of the young people in the factory.He was brazenly alone in the ballroom Ba Shanshan's dance also made Ma Min angry.Ma Min looked down on his clumsy appearance in dancing. "What are you doing behind me?" The love rival and opponent felt ashamed, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Zhang Tou apologized loudly, waving his hands.

This scene was naturally seen by Shanshan who was standing in front of the game with a lunch box.After the basketball game, at night Ma Min I went to look for Shanshan in the dormitory, and met Zhang Tou in the dormitory.Shanshan praised him and said, "You hit the ball beautifully." Ma Min smiled and felt a faint fragrance from Shanshan's body wafting into his nostrils.Ma Min went up to get more Smelling the fragrance on her body, she stared at Shanshan without blinking in front of Zhang's head and said, "I want to invite you to dance at the Academy of Agricultural Sciences."

dance. " Next door to Huaguang Electronics Factory is the Provincial Academy of Agricultural Sciences, the ballroom of the Provincial Academy of Agricultural Sciences, both the band and the audio equipment are better than Huaguang The dance hall (the original meeting room of the factory department) rebuilt with a little money jointly provided by the trade union of the electronics factory and the youth league committee is several times stronger.Shanshan hesitated Next, with a smile, he left the gloomy face on his head and followed him.The two went down from the third floor to the first floor one after the other.

As soon as Min looked up, he saw Zhangtou in the corridor on the third floor, looking down at them, he couldn't help smiling happily, and stepped onto the permanent She said to Shanshan, "Come on, it's already eight o'clock, let's go quickly." Shanshan put her butt on the clothes hanger of the bicycle and sat on it.Under the watchful eyes of Zhang Tou, the two disappeared around the corner. on the boulevard.But that day the transformer next to the dance hall of the Academy of Agricultural Sciences burned down due to the heavy current load, and the surrounding area of ​​the dance hall total darkness.Ma Min thought of the way he and Shanshan were watching him and Shanshan with puffy eyes, and he was not discouraged at all. A faint scent of sweet-scented osmanthus came from the front flower bed, where there was a flower bed with two osmanthus trees beside the flower bed, Naturally, all this is under the bright and clear moonlight.Ma Min said: "It seems that there will be no dancing today, let's go to the flower bed Sit on the stone bench, I am very tired from playing today. " "You shoot very beautifully," Shanshan said, "Many people in the factory came to watch you play." "Zhang Tou wants to stare at me to death, is he so stupid that he can stare at me to death?" Ma Min took the opportunity to belittle Zhang Tou and said, "I just do whatever I want With a fake move, he couldn't figure out my direction.He also threatened to stare at me to death, he didn't want to lose his ugliness!He sees I couldn't help it, so I elbowed my back, how stupid and stupid. " Shanshan smiled lightly, sat down on the stone bench and said, "I don't like him either." It is this crisp autumn night, this solid stone bench, and the osmanthus that continuously diffuses its fragrance. The flowers and trees, the silvery moonlight, and the loud cries of frogs and crickets gave Ma Min the courage to confess his love. Now that Ma Min recalled this scene ten years ago, he certainly didn't find it interesting. He couldn't remember how he confessed his love that night. In his memory, it seemed that he didn't expend much effort. He won Shanshan's love, for which he seemed a little disappointed. In his heart, Wang Shan was so sacred and proud, but the impression he got that night was that she was just a simple good girl.He said a lot to her, and he said that he would try his best to make her live well so that she would not feel wronged.He said This world is very big, condensed it is actually the world of two people, his and her world. "In this world, you will never Far queen, I am forever slave. He remembered that night, under the moonlight, on the stone bench in front of the flower bed, he took out The experience gained when he was in love with the Beijing girl who boldly pursued him in college (the Beijing girl returned to Beijing Then he broke up with him), and said such words to her while kissing her.Now the words are still ringing in his head, Although he is no longer a "slave", she has already fallen from the position of "queen". Ma Min had an uncle who was the first to engage in decoration in Changsha City. When most people had no business sense, Ma Min’s uncle In the business world, I made money one stroke at a time.When Ma Min went to Chengdu Telecommunications College to study, his uncle had a motorcycle.ninety-eight When Ma Min returned from graduating from Chengdu Telecommunications College in the second year, his uncle already had an old Beijing jeep. People don't even have a bicycle.Ma Min has a soulful character, and he is not a person who is willing to live a poor life. intellectuals.Ma Min's parents were both ordinary cadres of a department directly under the provincial government, and they belonged to that kind of staff.father likes to drink He doesn’t drink alcohol, and he smokes two packs of cigarettes a day. He is also a man who is extremely unhappy in life and complains about others. Naturally, there is no There is money left over for Ma Min's marriage.And his father also told him clearly that he had sent him to college as his father's envoy. His life has been fulfilled, and it is his own business to get married and buy furniture.The military factory where Ma Min works is not a banknote printing factory. The factory pays a salary of 100 yuan a month. Divide the daily food money and smoking money. If you get married, you can save money. What year and month will it take to complete it with the money used for eating festivals?Ma Min thought of his uncle and wanted to borrow thousands of dollars from his uncle to get married. Then pay it back in five years.In order not to refuse his uncle, he took Shanshan along. It was a warm spring day, and the April sun shone on the faces of Ma Min and Shanshan. Ma Min was riding a bicycle, Carrying Shanshan uphill and downhill towards her uncle's house in the city.Ma Min deeply remembered that it was a Sunday in May—— That day put Ma Min on a different path in life.At around 8 o'clock that morning, Ma Min arrived at Shanshan's house and had a conversation with the future After greeting his father-in-law and mother-in-law, Ma Min just absent-mindedly smoked a cigarette handed to him by Shanshan's father, and then took Shanshan's hand to him. Shan pulled her out of the house.The sun in May is very charming, the ground is painted yellow, and the air is full of floral fragrance, Ma Min I built my hope in the bright yellow sun at nine o'clock. "The weather is nice, Shanshan." Ma Min gave a five-point coin Tossing Qian's coin into the sky, he said to Shanshan, "If it is 'country', we have hope, but if it is 'grain', there is no hope." The coin quickly fell from the sky, bouncing several times on a piece of sunny concrete floor, making a crisp sound, Rolled another half a meter, and rolled to the feet of Shanshan's red leather shoes.Ma Min looked down and saw that it was "National", and the national emblem was in the sun Brightly and dazzlingly.Ma Min shouted happily: "Guo, Guo. It's a good day to go out today. I believe in luck." But Ma Min That day, he never borrowed money from his uncle because his aunt was sitting next to him.Auntie is a penny who wants to put it in the bank A woman who has saved too much money, her ideal is to see the number of passbooks in the bank increase. Ma Min understands that in front of her aunt He can't borrow a penny.The uncle was very happy that Ma Min brought his girlfriend to visit. During the chat, the uncle talked about the decoration Some of the things in it, saying that no one can be trusted, at least one-fifth of the wooden squares that entered last week have disappeared, When I asked, they all said they didn't know.Hearing what his uncle said, Ma Min immediately said to his uncle: "That's it, Uncle, I will go with you." You keep the materials. " "That's fine," the uncle glanced at him, "How much money do you get for a month in the factory?" "A hundred yuan or so." Ma Min said. "I'll give you 300 yuan a month, and you just keep the materials for me." The uncle said, with a smile, "I just need to rely on Those who can live manage the construction site. " In 1985, three hundred yuan was still very convincing.At that time, Ma Min's salary was only more than 80 yuan. Month, plus bonus is only a hundred dollars.Ma Min asked for sick leave, saying that he had a stomach problem, and that it was an hour After waiting for a full meal and hungry for a meal, he took sick leave and went to help his uncle keep the materials and take care of the construction site.construction site is two A large department store in the middle of the most prosperous Huangxing Road in Changsha.At that time, the wind of decoration was still quietly rising, and the other party did not Not sure how much money you can make in renovations.Ma Min is the kind of young man who cares about everything, when he sees a few When ten yuan of aluminum alloy material is made into a container and it becomes a profit of several hundred yuan, he only acts as a guard material for himself. The role is restless.No wonder uncle makes money!He began to pay attention to every step in the decoration, he no longer just holding A play mentality.He often stood beside the migrant workers and watched them do things, watching how the migrant workers hung the ceiling and wrapped it with ash Doors and windows, aluminum alloy wine cabinets, aluminum alloy glass containers and so on.After a project is completed, Ma Min basically understands what is called It's been renovated. "Renovation can make people full at once." Ma Min said to Shanshan, "One project can make me a lifetime." child's wages.I want to do the renovation myself. " "Can you do decoration?" Shanshan smiled, "You don't know how to do decoration." "Uncle doesn't know how to decorate, and I don't need my uncle to do it himself. Some of them are migrant workers." He said to Shanshan, "Uncle hired someone to draw the blueprints, and then asked someone to do the work, but the money went into his pocket. It's as simple as that, not complicated at all." Ma Min has a high school classmate who studies arts and crafts, named Zhou Xiaofeng, and they were good friends when they were studying. We still kept in touch when we were in college.Zhou Xiaofeng's appearance is very ordinary, and his stature is so short that women don't want to take a serious look at it. Many women often turn a blind eye to him when they see him.Zhou Xiaofeng is extremely inferior in love, except for painting, basically If you don't deal with girls, you are far, far away from girls.Ma Min once introduced a girlfriend to Zhou, that was their point Although the female worker in the factory did not go to college, she was not so kitsch in her bones. When she and Ma Min discussed love face to face, she once It is clear that she likes men who are talented, rather than looking at a person's appearance.Ma Min thought she was suitable for Zhou. On Sunday morning, he boldly introduced her to Zhou Xiaofeng who longed for a true love to nourish him. "Zhou Xiaofeng is really talented," Ma Min said as he described Zhou Xiaofeng to the girl in front of Zhou Xiaofeng. Come, transport by train.He read a lot, and when we were in high school, he liked to read alone with a book in his hand. " The girl glanced at Zhou Xiaofeng, and Ma Min felt that her look was not very friendly, so he added further: "Don't you see He looks mediocre, people cannot be judged by their appearance, and the sea cannot be measured. You should understand this truth.You have been in contact with him for a while, you You will find that others are very smart. What I admire most is Zhou Xiaofeng.I am not telling lies. " Zhou Xiaofeng smiled gratefully at his compliment, "I don't have anything," Zhou Xiaofeng said in a false modesty, his eyes But behind the thick glasses, he stared deeply at the girl who claimed to be talented. "How is it?" When the girl got up and left, Ma Min stayed behind and asked Zhou Xiaofeng, with a face full of regret for what he had done. Very proud, "She told me outside just now that she agreed to meet you alone. As long as she meets you alone, you will Arrange a suitable opportunity to kill her quickly.Such a girl, as soon as the raw rice is cooked, she will be honest up. I have experience, Shanshan is like this.Shanshan used to be very proud. In the factory, everyone thought she was a noble Girl, when I fucked her, she couldn't be prouder in front of me.You have to learn from me, so as not to have long nights and dreams. " "I don't know about this yet," Zhou Xiaofeng smiled, "I haven't written the horoscope yet." "She is very talented," Ma Min said, "She is very talented, and I have already boasted in front of her that you are talented." Zhou Xiaofeng grinned: "I will seize the opportunity, it's too early to talk about these things now." "You have to pour all your knowledge on her, and she will admire you." Ma Min warned Zhou Xiaofeng. That girl is actually a person who values ​​both talent and appearance. When she and Zhou Xiaofeng met alone face to face, she always felt that she was in love with her. In the end, I felt that Zhou Xiaofeng was too short. He looked shorter than her when walking together, and his skin was too dark. Sample. "He's too short," the girl told Ma Min about her feelings after several contacts with Zhou Xiaofeng, "everything else is fine... Several colleagues who played well said that he was just too short.If only he was 1.7 meters. " "What's the matter with being short?" Ma Min said, "As long as a person is talented, you will fall in love with him if you get in touch with him a few times." "He is too short. One of my classmates said that it will affect the height of future generations." "You are really far-sighted." Ma Min was a little disappointed, "It's okay, I will talk to Zhou Xiaofeng."