Chapter 24 Twenty Four Reviews (1)

After returning to the dormitory and washing up a bit, Shao Changshui put himself on the bed with his clothes on, closed his eyes, calmed himself down a bit, let his breathing even out, then sat up again, opened the notepad again, and wrote the book with Cao Nan. I recalled the content of the conversation one by one.He suddenly remembered, after talking with her for so long, why didn't he ask, where did the original copy of Zhu Lei's document go? He still didn't know whether the copy that was blown up in the safe was the original. He hurriedly called Building No. 5 and told Cao Nan not to rush to rest, he still had an important matter that he had to ask in person; after that, he hurried to Building No. 5.

Of course Cao Nan will not rest immediately.After such a conversation, even a wooden man could not be calm for a while.Besides, I don't know why, the wound on my wrist is more painful now than when I was "rescued" in the hospital.Maybe at that time, I only thought about death, and the pain was completely ignored.Maybe the doctor used anesthesia or painkillers at that time, and after a few hours, these things that act on the nerves are failing one by one. Perhaps the environment here at No. 88, the deathly silence, can make even the most numb person fully feel every slightest pain in his body... She moaned a few times in a low voice, tossed and turned into a sleeping position, Still unable to bear it, he turned on the light and checked the bandage on the wound.Just as I was about to reach out my right hand to get water and painkillers, someone came in from outside the door.She thought it was Shao Changshui, so she put on her clothes and sat up.But it was a female staff member of the review team who came in.She was arranged to rest in the next room for the purpose of taking care of Cao Nan. .

"Does it hurt?" the female staff asked softly, handing over the pills and water. "I'm really sorry that you couldn't take a good rest because of the trouble." Cao Nan said sincerely. "You are young, what can you do? You have to go to that dead end," the female staff spat softly like a big sister or sister-in-law. "..." Cao Nan lowered her head with red eyes. "Take the medicine quickly. Lie down." The female staff member said, and was going to take the clothes that were draped over her shoulders for Cao Nan. "Assistant Shao will come to talk later." Cao Nan hurriedly explained.For some reason, she always used to call Shao Changshui "Assistant Shao".Maybe judging by his age and temperament, he should be playing the role of "assistant"?

"It's okay. He comes back to him, and you just lie down. There's so much blood, and you don't have a good rest, how can you do it? You will learn a lot of wisdom. Shed some blood and improve your memory. If you don't think about it, something will happen to you. Now, who is the one who can't stand it the most? Isn't it your parents?!" When the female staff member mentioned "father and mother", her eyes became slightly moist. "..." Cao Nan lowered his head again. "Lie down. Lie down quickly. What's the matter? Call me. Huh? Don't move around." The female staff tucked up the quilt for Cao Nan, turned down the desk lamp with the function of adjusting the light intensity, and went straight went back to her own room.She also thought that it would be more appropriate to leave a little light for Team Leader Shao to come later.

Before the sound of footsteps completely disappeared from the door.Cao Pu slowly opened his eyes again.Pain, coupled with slight dizziness and dry mouth, made her think it would be better to sit up a little bit. At the same time, she drank some water to moisten her bitter throat. She struggled to put on her coat and managed to heal the injured The left hand should be raised higher - this is what the "sister-in-law" taught her just now, elevating the injured part to prevent blood from accumulating there! It can temporarily relieve the swelling and pain of the injured part. I don't know if it's the effect of this method, or the effect of the two painkillers I just took, or a psychological suggestion caused by using these two methods at the same time, the wound really doesn't hurt as hot as before .It feels so good to hold on to the pain until it doesn't hurt too much.But in a trance at this moment, she once again felt the tingling spasm of the cold knife cutting her wrist, and saw herself looking around the room at a loss before picking up the blade again.That despair and fear, ambiguous despair and fear, very chaotic fear and despair...

Of course, the matter was caused by Father Qi's phone call.Father Qi didn't know about "rewriting" and "forgery", but she did.That day, after Uncle Lao talked to her, she felt very strange. She said that she was heavy, but not enough; I and the world around me feel hopeless, so I want to tell "lie" to the world, and I also want to "force" Vice Mayor Zhu, who is about to be executed, to "dedicate" a copy of "lie" before he dies. ". Can people only live like this? Their today is her future? Accepting the commission, taking a person, a person whom she once admired and admired "incomparably", wrote the words at the last moment of her life, and brought them from the "cage of death" to the "fresh world" - this mission made her panic , but it also made her extremely excited.To do the thing that he most wanted to do for a person who was living in the most difficult situation, and it was full of risks—she was excited and trembling for this in her early twenties.She has always been honored to associate with these experienced and energetic elders. (An element of vanity? Maybe.) A library is a place to collect history, and even the most recent book, both in itself and in its telling, belongs to the past tense.Even if it is about predictions and conjectures about the future and the unknown, when these predictions and conjectures are formed into words and books and sent to the library, it must also become "past" and "known".Newer predictions and conjectures, and explorations of broader unknowns must have sprouted or are emerging.Standing at the counter in the library, watching the people borrowing and returning books outside the counter, she knew that she was actually standing on the boundary line between history and reality, known and unknown.She handed history to reality, and she let reality listen to history.But she knew that she was shallow, pale, and weak, and she was even dazed in many cases.There is a feeling of "being alone", which gives her enough reason to feel "at a loss".She is looking for maturity, achievement, and strength... For this reason, she got acquainted with Li Minfen, Lao Donglin, Zhu Lei, and even Gu Liyuan... Books are the medium between them.They got the book from her.She wants to find the "reality" that is still relatively distant to her from the elders who have reality.They were all very kind to her—although each had their own kindness, but fortunately, none of them tried to "hurt" her in vain. (Is it too late, or dare not, or simply do not want to hurt her? She has not thought about it.) When interacting with them, there is always a strange strangeness, nervousness, excitement and apprehension, and at the same time, there is also a kind of separation and restraint. .In fact, she does not want to completely break this "barrier and restraint".On the contrary, in some of them, she always felt the urge to break the "barrier and restraint".

The first time she saw Gu Liyuan, she felt very uncomfortable.It was Zhu Lei who took her to see Gu Liyuan.At that time, he had not yet transferred to the province.That's when everyone later said he felt the best about himself—when Taurrigan was the secretary and mayor of the city committee. "This is the 'daughter' you mentioned? Then, should I be called uncle?" He shouted, holding her little hand vigorously.Standard Chinese character face, thick eyebrows, very clear baritone voice, sly and active eyes.Broad forehead and slightly sparse hair.The "famous" black coat was draped over his shoulders, and he shrugged habitually from time to time so that the coat would not fall off his shoulders.No matter where he goes, there are always one or two secretaries, entourages and other people behind him.Every time he turned around and shot his feet, his pair of flat-toed leather shoes that were always polished and shiny were always shining with classic brilliance... All these made the young Cao Nan feel particularly confused. And the secretary of the municipal party committee and the mayor I often see on TV? Why is he more like the boss and manager in my impression? What made her even more "surprising" was the next sentence Gu Liyuan said: "Do I have to Give me a little gift." He laughed loudly.As soon as this sentence was finished, his secretary immediately counted out 1,000 yuan in cash from the black leather bag he was carrying and handed it to Cao Nan.At that time, Cao Nan felt that she was like a girl who came to this room to engage in direct sales. Under the eyes of everyone, she was pitifully waiting to pay the money and deliver the goods. "How much do you take?" Gu Liyuan, who seems to have a very accurate sensitivity to the amount of money, glanced at the bills, immediately glared at the secretary unhappy, and reprimanded, "Who are you sending?" Turning pale, he hurriedly counted out another thousand yuan.Gu Liyuan was even more unhappy.He yelled loudly: "Who are you embarrassing by picking and picking? It cost you money? Quickly pay!" The secretary was so frightened that he hurried to take money out of the black bag.But after groping around in the bag, the hand seemed to be stuck in the bag.It was too late to pull it out.Everyone present, including Gu Liyuan himself, knew that there must be no cash in the bag.The secretary didn't dare to speak clearly about the situation that might annoy Gu Liyuan even more.Gu Liyuan was also a little embarrassed for a while: at this time.The clever Zhu Lei came out to the rescue.He walked over with a smile, took out a one-hundred-yuan bill from the two stacks of cash, and handed it to Cao Nan, saying, "You just need to understand what Uncle Yi wants. He just wants to give it to you." The more the better. But how big is more? More is less, and less is more. Only when there is less can there be more, and only when there is more can we know less = if there is no less, there will be no more. There will be no less. The less will rely on more. The more will tend to less. Well, well. More and less, less and more. Whether it is spiritually or materially, this "more" and "less" ', is the root of the contradictions and struggles that everyone in this world is yearning for. Let's go back to this 'one'. Back to this least, but also the greatest starting point. Take it, girl, Uncle Gu I hope you can, on the basis of this 'one', deduce the hundreds, thousands, and tens of thousands of dollars that truly belong to you in the future." Then he put the remaining 1,900 yuan back into the black leather bag.Afterwards, Cao Nan asked Li Minfen in confusion: "Didn't you always admire Secretary Gu of Tao Ligan? No matter how I look at it, I think he is an ordinary person. Sorry, I even think he is a little 'vulgar'. Look at his domineering vigor, plus that black coat dangling on his shoulders, those two followers who never leave him, and the way he feels when he asks his followers to pay for him. No. 1 savagery, what kind of secretary of the municipal party committee, the whole black boss." Li Min said with a smile: "That's right, in the Taurigan municipal party committee and government agencies, everyone calls him 'boss'." Cao Cao Nan frowned and asked, "Is this okay?" Li Min smiled and said, "What's the matter?" The title 'Boss' itself is not derogatory. Fishermen call the person at the helm of a fishing boat the 'Boss of the boat'. Praise, depreciation? We Han people also call the eldest son of the family "boss", which is praise and derogation..." Cao Nan was particularly jealous that others would not regard her as a "Han", so he immediately took the lead and said: "You Han people? Don’t tell me this!” Li Min waved his hands and laughed, “We are Han. We are Han. Right?” Then he explained: “Gu Liyuan is essentially a bold man from the north. A person who is very loyal. A person who is very playful and close. What you see now is nothing more than some things on his surface. Some very superficial things." "He is still very deep. What could it be? I really doubt it..." Cao Nan wrinkled her beautiful little pointed nose and snorted. "Then you are very wrong." Li Minfen, who was rarely excited, became excited at this moment, and immediately stood up and shouted, "This is a person whose depth is elusive, and whose future is also unpredictable. It is elusive, Incalculable. Elusive, incalculable." He repeated it twice without hesitation.

Later, in the process of constant contact with Gu Liyuan, Cao Nan really realized the meaning of the eight words "elusive" and "incalculable" that Li Minfen said at the beginning.There are things here that make her "boring", and there are indeed things that make her "elusive and incalculable".Not long after that meeting, Yi Liyuan went to the provincial capital to attend the enlarged meeting of the Provincial Party Committee.As I said before, according to the practice of the past two years, as soon as Gu Liyuan arrives in the provincial capital.Those Taoligen cadres who are first transferred to the provincial capital to work will find a good place to "gather together" to make him "happy" and "relax and relax", and at the same time make themselves "happy and happy" and "relax and relax". ".Since Zhu Lei was transferred to the vice president of the Provincial Institute of Finance and Economics, such gatherings are generally organized by him.There are often some Taurigan bosses who are doing business in the provincial capital at the party.Of course, to be lucky enough to participate in such a gathering must be a big boss with considerable strength.For one thing, these Taoli-gen bosses and these Taoli-gen leading cadres are indeed quite good friends and buddies; moreover.With these bosses participating, no matter how much the party costs, someone will pay for it.so.Subconsciously, everyone is willing to have such a boss to participate.Of course, these bosses don't care about the cost at all.They are all vying to pay the bill and to be the host.

Cao Nan also participated that time: it was Zhu Lei who brought her there.This is the second time Cao Nan sees Gu Liyuan.Gu Liyuan was still bluffing like that.But it can be seen that he was very happy to see Cao Nan, and he took the initiative to hold Cao Nan's hand.Arrange for her to sit in the honored guest position next to him.He kept holding her hand while talking.Sometimes I just put my arms around her shoulders and stick my head over.Almost close to her face, listen carefully to her whisper. (Cao Nan was flustered and uncomfortable, so she didn't dare to speak loudly. But this made her even more flustered, more uncomfortable, and a little disgusted.) But soon, she was able to feel a little relieved: The reason is.She found that Xin and everyone present didn't take it seriously.No one looked at them with strange eyes.Do they all think that such contact is normal? But ask again, such contact.What's abnormal? The age of this group of people is about forty to fifty.They are all middle-aged men who have read all the vicissitudes of life in the present. Is there any scene that they can't "read" or "read"? They are all promoted and supported by Gu Yiyi, and Gu regards them as his confidantes.They regard Gu as a confidant.Besides, Cao Nan found out later that there was something in the way Secretary Gu looked at her that surprised her, and even moved her somewhat.It was a very straightforward inquiry, a very equal exchange, and he completely left the group of people aside.I was just discussing a "psychological" problem with her in a low voice: To what extent do "psychological problems" affect the normal performance of people? To what extent do "psychological problems" affect the quality of our cadre team? Do you think it is like Will people like me have "psychological problems"? Why have psychological problems not been given due attention in our place for a long time? Our social system with an ultra-stable structure has certain effects on people's psychological pathology. Is the inhibitory effect, or on the contrary, merely a cover-up and a fueling effect? ​​Etc. Etc.At first, she was able to answer one or two questions, but in the end, she completely listened to him talking about it alone.She couldn't answer anymore, and he didn't allow her to interrupt.It can be heard that he has read a little and thought about this issue, but that's all...

While he was talking about "psychological" issues with her, others were talking about their own interests in twos and threes.They usually don't have many opportunities to get together like today.Once we get together, there will always be a lot to say, a lot of information to exchange, a lot of things to "please" each other, and some past misunderstandings to be clarified, and even some "secret agreements" to be obtained. Catch up on such an opportunity and quickly "initialize" verbally.At this time, Secretary Gu will often suddenly stop the passionate discussion with Cao Nan, and suddenly intervene in other people's discussions, aiming at a certain matter they are arguing about, or severely slamming one of them. Criticize them, or make a very clear conclusion for them, or issue some stern warnings, and then go back and discuss his "psychological problems" with Cao Nan.This really surprised and admired Cao Nan.He knows all aspects of the situation so well and is always in control of the situation. Even in such a very specific micro scene, he will never "let it go".Is it caused by a sense of responsibility? Or is it caused by a particularly strong energy? Or is it caused by an overly strong desire for power? Or does he take these comrades too much as his own, so he wants to intervene in everything about them, wants to help, and wants to give advice. Do it so recklessly?

Later facts proved that he was not so unscrupulous in any situation and on any occasion.In the middle of the meal, two female bosses from Taoligen came again. Are they sisters? Or sisters-in-law? Or two old classmates? That means they are unclear.Anyway, the two of them yelled as soon as they came, and they will pay for today's meal, and then invite everyone to watch Errenzhuan at the Spring Theater.The seats are all booked, it is a VIP seat of 30 yuan per person.It is said that the performance in the theater is the best duo troupe in Nageda, Zhao Benshan, Tieling.Then he insisted on toasting Secretary Gu. "If you can drink eight taels for a catty, such cadres need to be cultivated. If you can drink eight taels for a catty, such cadres are happy." "You drink three, I drink three, and we spend a lot of money." A litter of hair, a litter of hair..." One of the female bosses continued chatting and laughing, while leaning over to sit on Yi Liyuan's seat.Gu Liyuan stood up unhurriedly, turned sideways, and avoided the "skewing".And helped the young female boss with her hand, and said with a smile: "You drank too much, you drank too much." The female boss stared and poured it into the glass in her hand I poured more than half a cup of Wuliangye, probably more than three taels, and it was wiped out in one bite, and then I gritted my teeth.He narrowed his small eyes and said fiercely, "Today, in front of Secretary Gu, who... who... no one is allowed... no... not to say that he drank too much. Anyone who says he drank too much will be punished." One bottle blowing will be fined." The so-called "one bottle blowing" means holding a bottle of white wine in one hand, with the other hand on his waist, mouth facing the mouth of the bottle, and drinking the whole bottle in one go.The shape is exactly like "blowing a trumpet", so "beautiful" is its name "a bottle blowing". "Okay. You have to drink so simply." Gu Liyuan praised.Let the waiter who has been waiting on the side pour more than half a glass of Wuliangye into his own glass, and dry it up in one gulp.He also buckled the cup upside down and showed the bottom of the cup to everyone present.Win a round of applause.But later, Cao Nan discovered that no matter how the two female bosses came to "get close" with Gu, Gu always kept a three-point distance from them in a tepid way, and always put his hands behind his back habitually. Later, one of them was so outrageous that the two male bosses had to kick her out.One of them was the one who introduced them.Afterwards, I was very embarrassed to apologize to Gu.But Gu waved his hand tolerantly.He didn't say any criticism, and simply asked them about the situation of their business. Knowing that they were still struggling, he asked the male boss to tell them that if there was any difficulty, he could call his secretary: He also said that these two people will be able to accomplish something in the future, but the way is a bit wild.You have to save some energy and save some way out. Later, Cao Nan and Zhu Lei also talked about their impression of Gu Liyuan.Zhu Lei asked her not to talk about the leader behind her back, and at the same time said some things that Li Minfen said, such as: what you see is only some superficial phenomena: you can't judge a person just by these superficial things, It is even more impossible to judge a leading comrade based on this.Human beings are a very complex life phenomenon. It is not right to be either one or the other, and it is not right to be either black or white.The same goes for being a leader.They have their problems.Their greatest difficulty is not being able to be who they really are.They have to constantly change + constantly reshape himself (her) in accordance with various needs.Those who can constantly change themselves and reshape themselves are successful.On the contrary, it is difficult to say.Therefore, what you see on the scene is often not their real selves.And what they really are is sometimes not so important, and is often ignored by many people, and sometimes even ignored, forgotten, or even "discarded" by themselves. "You too?" Cao Nan asked curiously. "What do you think?" Zhu Lei asked noncommittally. "You are also an official, and the official is not young. But I think you have not changed much after your predecessors." Cao Nan thought for a while and said. "Really?" Zhu Lei still smiled noncommittally, and asked casually.Later, when they got to know each other better, she learned from Zhu Lei and Li Minfen that Gu Liyuan has indeed changed a lot in recent years.Especially in the two or three years since he became the party secretary and mayor of Taurrigan City, he has changed the most.He used to be forthright, quick-spoken and quick-tempered, smart and full of ideas.People say that he "makes an idea when he blinks his eyes, an idea when he turns around, and an idea when he smiles badly".However, the obvious difference is that he was rarely seen losing his temper in public at that time.Basically, they will not catch anyone and train (swear) anyone.Now, it's almost a routine for him. ... Of course, I have to talk about the difference between Gu Liyuan and Zhu Lei here.This is also a major event that Cao Nan has been concerned about for a long time.Every time Zhu Lei passes by, he always calls Cao Nan to his home or some other gathering place to "chat for a while" and ask about his work and life.Gu Liyuan rarely does this.In this regard, Gu Yao appears to be much more cautious.In Cao Nan's memory, it seems that Secretary Gu never took the initiative to call her just to see her.When Gu was working in Tao Ligen, Cao Nan could still see him more—because there were such gatherings.Ever since Cao Nan got to know Gu, Zhu Lei would always call Cao Nan at every gathering like this.Seeing Cao Nan, Mr. Gu seemed very happy, held hands, put his arms around his shoulders, and whispered some mysterious and mysterious topics.He liked to call her "our little friend," "precocious kid," "talking-eyed kid," "pale-faced kid," and sometimes "gloomy kid."But that's all.It never happened that he came forward to ask her out in order to meet Cao Nan.But it was obvious that he was willing to see her.This point, any girl, even if her temperament is not so agile and sensitive, and her sixth sense is not so developed, she can clearly interpret it.Once before the party ended, Zhu Lei left first.That time.Li Min didn't go again. (Li Minfen is not from Tao Ligen. But he likes to help Zhang Luo. He has a very good relationship with Zhu Lei. Therefore, he is often present at such gatherings.) In the past, when the gatherings were over, Either Li Min drove Cao Nan home, or Zhu Lei's car drove him home.Gu Liyuan said that day, I will send it.The others fell silent.When getting on the bus, Gu Liyuan asked Cao Nan to sit beside him at the back: Cao Nan hesitated and said, I'd better sit in the front, and I can show the driver the way. "Sit here. Do you want to point me to the road? You can just say the name of the road. I promise you can't make a mistake. Sit here, sit here." He beckoned and forced.Facts have proved that Gu Liyuan's driver is as familiar with the streets and alleys of the provincial capital as any master driver in the provincial party committee compound.His driver is familiar with the provincial capital not only because he is often sent to the province for meetings and business affairs.In addition, when there are some special relationships and special events that need special handling, when it is not appropriate or necessary for him to come forward, his secretary will sit in his car. Materials, went to the provincial capital alone to get things done.There are many such things especially on the eve of the Chinese New Year.At that time, Gu Liyuan still had a list of birthdays and dates of cadres above the provincial party committee and provincial government departments and reporters stationed in the provincial reporter stations of major central media.On such a "good day", he would entrust the driver to bring a sincere blessing and a "meager" heart on behalf of the "Taurigan people and comrades in the party and government agencies".In this sense, his driver is even more familiar with the city than the master of the small team in the provincial party committee compound.Because those masters really don’t necessarily know which direction the doors of every division-level cadre and every central provincial reporter in the provincial government building are facing. To tell the truth, that day Cao Nan sat in the dark back seat of the car.Sitting next to Gu Liyuan, I still feel a little uneasy: this Secretary Gu who likes to hold her hand and talk without any scruples in front of everyone.In this narrow and private space that is completely under his control, what kind of "exaggerated" actions will he make?It's really hard to predict.Cao Nan had a similar experience of being harassed by some kind of "exaggerated behavior" by male colleagues and male leaders.When they talk to you, they pretend to be careless and easy-going, talking and laughing, and the "salty pig's claw" will reach out to your leg, press it twice, and grab it.Or pat your head, some even touch your cheek, pinch your nose: for some people, she will mercilessly poke their "salty pig's claw"; for others, She will not "dial", but will hide for a while; sometimes, she will give them a hard look; for some "old oil guys", again and again, she neither knows how to respect others, nor does she know how to treat others. Respecting her own guy, when he came close to touch and pat, she neither dodged nor dialed, she would use her feet wearing hard-soled mid-heel leather shoes to suddenly stomp hard on the other's feet.When the other party is in so much pain that she doesn't dare to yell, but also has to take a deep breath, she will calmly ask: "What else do you want to say? I'm listening."...But when it comes to this Secretary Gu , but her mood is quite complicated.There is indeed a side of him that makes her feel "hateful", but as she gets to know him better, she knows that he is indeed "respected" and "worshiped" by many people in Taurigan.In three to five years, he did make a huge change in Taurigan.She knew that she was really in contact with a person who was truly "creating the history of a region's development" and "changing the historical trend of a certain region".That is to say, at the very least, when people write "Contemporary History of Taurigan" in the future, as long as they hold a straightforward attitude, they cannot avoid this person.Otherwise, there will be a few or a dozen pages blank in this "Contemporary History of Taurigan".With the deepening of understanding, she also gradually felt that some of the "vulgar", "shallow", and "exposed" things that she disliked in this person were indeed the essence of his nature. There are, but most of them are unknowingly absorbed (attached to?) him in the later mutation and expansion.Just like a 10,000-ton giant ship after a long journey, the original smooth hull and bottom are always covered with hard and complicated shellfish adsorbing organisms.They see you as the best platform for their own reproduction and prosperity, no matter how far and difficult your original voyage may be.Coupled with your lack of psychological preparation for self-defense and self-cleaning external mechanism, it is certain that this ship will become heavier and harder as it goes on, and one day it will eventually run aground or capsize, and it is just around the corner... Later facts proved that he was not so unscrupulous in any situation and on any occasion.In the middle of the meal, two female bosses from Taoligen came again. Are they sisters? Or sisters-in-law? Or two old classmates? That means they are unclear.Anyway, the two of them yelled as soon as they came, and they will pay for today's meal, and then invite everyone to watch Errenzhuan at the Spring Theater.The seats are all booked, it is a VIP seat of 30 yuan per person.It is said that the performance in the theater is the best duo troupe in Nageda, Zhao Benshan, Tieling.Then he insisted on toasting Secretary Gu. "If you can drink eight taels for a catty, such cadres need to be cultivated. If you can drink eight taels for a catty, such cadres are happy." "You drink three, I drink three, and we spend a lot of money." A litter of hair, a litter of hair..." One of the female bosses continued chatting and laughing, while leaning over to sit on Yi Liyuan's seat.Gu Liyuan stood up unhurriedly, turned sideways, and avoided the "skewing".And helped the young female boss with her hand, and said with a smile: "You drank too much, you drank too much." The female boss stared and poured it into the glass in her hand I poured more than half a cup of Wuliangye, probably more than three taels, and it was wiped out in one bite, and then I gritted my teeth.He narrowed his small eyes and said fiercely, "Today, in front of Secretary Gu, who... who... no one is allowed... no... not to say that he drank too much. Anyone who says he drank too much will be punished." One bottle blowing will be fined." The so-called "one bottle blowing" means holding a bottle of white wine in one hand, with the other hand on his waist, mouth facing the mouth of the bottle, and drinking the whole bottle in one go.The shape is exactly like "blowing a trumpet", so "beautiful" is its name "a bottle blowing". "Okay. You have to drink so simply." Gu Liyuan praised.Let the waiter who has been waiting on the side pour more than half a glass of Wuliangye into his own glass, and dry it up in one gulp.He also buckled the cup upside down and showed the bottom of the cup to everyone present.Win a round of applause.But later, Cao Nan discovered that no matter how the two female bosses came to "get close" with Gu, Gu always kept a three-point distance from them in a tepid way, and always put his hands behind his back habitually. Later, one of them was so outrageous that the two male bosses had to kick her out.One of them was the one who introduced them.Afterwards, I was very embarrassed to apologize to Gu.But Gu waved his hand tolerantly.He didn't say any criticism, and simply asked them about the situation of their business. Knowing that they were still struggling, he asked the male boss to tell them that if there was any difficulty, he could call his secretary: He also said that these two people will be able to accomplish something in the future, but the way is a bit wild.You have to save some energy and save some way out. Later, Cao Nan and Zhu Lei also talked about their impression of Gu Liyuan.Zhu Lei asked her not to talk about the leader behind her back, and at the same time said some things that Li Minfen said, such as: what you see is only some superficial phenomena: you can't judge a person just by these superficial things, It is even more impossible to judge a leading comrade based on this.Human beings are a very complex life phenomenon. It is not right to be either one or the other, and it is not right to be either black or white.The same goes for being a leader.They have their problems.Their greatest difficulty is not being able to be who they really are.They have to constantly change + constantly reshape himself (her) in accordance with various needs.Those who can constantly change themselves and reshape themselves are successful.On the contrary, it is difficult to say.Therefore, what you see on the scene is often not their real selves.And what they really are is sometimes not so important, and is often ignored by many people, and sometimes even ignored, forgotten, or even "discarded" by themselves. "You too?" Cao Nan asked curiously. "What do you think?" Zhu Lei asked noncommittally. "You are also an official, and the official is not young. But I think you have not changed much after your predecessors." Cao Nan thought for a while and said. "Really?" Zhu Lei still smiled noncommittally, and asked casually.Later, when they got to know each other better, she learned from Zhu Lei and Li Minfen that Gu Liyuan has indeed changed a lot in recent years.Especially in the two or three years since he became the party secretary and mayor of Taurrigan City, he has changed the most.He used to be forthright, quick-spoken and quick-tempered, smart and full of ideas.People say that he "makes an idea when he blinks his eyes, an idea when he turns around, and an idea when he smiles badly".However, the obvious difference is that he was rarely seen losing his temper in public at that time.Basically, they will not catch anyone and train (swear) anyone.Now, it's almost a routine for him. ... Of course, I have to talk about the difference between Gu Liyuan and Zhu Lei here.This is also a major event that Cao Nan has been concerned about for a long time.Every time Zhu Lei passes by, he always calls Cao Nan to his home or some other gathering place to "chat for a while" and ask about his work and life.Gu Liyuan rarely does this.In this regard, Gu Yao appears to be much more cautious.In Cao Nan's memory, it seems that Secretary Gu never took the initiative to call her just to see her.顾在陶里根任职时，曹楠还能见他多些——因为有那样的聚会。自从曹楠认识了顾以后，每一回这样的聚会，祝磊总会叫上曹楠。一见曹楠，顾总会显得特别高兴，拉着手，搂着肩膀，低声说上一些玄而又玄的话题。他喜欢称呼她“我们的小朋友”、“早熟的小朋友”、“眼睛会说话的小朋友”、“脸色苍白的小朋友”，有时还会称她“阴沉的小朋友”。但也就仅此而已。从来没有发生过为了要见曹楠而特地由他自己出面来约她的事情。但看得出，他是愿意见到她的。这一点，任何一个女孩，即便秉性不是那么灵捷敏感，第六感不是那么发达，也是能清楚地判读出来的。有一回聚会结束前，祝磊先走了。那回．李敏分又没去。 (李敏分不是陶里根籍人氏。但他喜欢帮着张罗这一类的事。他跟祝磊关系特别好。所以，这样的聚会也常常能有他的身影在场。)以往聚会结束，不是由李敏分开车送曹楠回家，就是由祝磊的车送。那天顾立源说，我送。其他人就不作声了。上车时，顾立源让曹楠到后边来坐在他身旁：曹楠犹豫了一下说道，我还是坐前边吧，可以给司机师傅指个路。 “坐这边来。要你指啥路嘛?你说个路名就行了。保证错不了。坐过来坐过来。”他招招手，强求道。事实证明，顾立源的司机对省城大街小巷的熟悉绝对不亚于省委大院里的任何一个司机师傅。他的司机对省城的熟悉，不仅仅是因为要经常送他到省里来开会办事。另外，还有一些特殊关系特殊事情需要特办的时候，不宜或不必由他本人出面时，也是由他的秘书坐着他的车，有时干脆就由司机师傅一人带着要送的礼物东西和材料，独自前往省城把事办了。这样的事，在过年过节的前夕，特别多。那时候，顾立源手里还掌握着一份省委省政府机关部门处以上干部和中央各大媒体驻省记者站记者的生日日期明细表。每逢如此“佳日”，他都会委托司机，代表“陶里根人民和党政机关的同志们”，带去一片真诚的祝福和“微薄”的一点心意。从这个意义上说，他的司机甚至比省委大院小车队的师傅还要熟悉这个城市。因为，那些师傅真还不一定知道省委省政府大楼上每一个处级干部和每一位中央驻省记者的家门是朝什么方向开的。 说实话，那天曹楠坐进暗暗的车后座．坐到顾立源的身旁，心里多少还是有一点忐忑的：这位在众人面前都毫无顾忌地喜欢拉着她的手说话的顾书记．在这个窄小私密、又完全由他掌控的空间里，进一步会做出什么“夸张”的举动．真的很难预测。曹楠有过类似被男同事和男领导的某种“夸张举动”骚扰的遭遇。他们在跟你说事时，装作漫不经心、特别随和的样子，说着笑着，那只“咸猪爪”就会伸到你腿上按两下，抓一把．或拍拍你的脑袋，有的甚至还会摸摸你的脸颊，捏捏你的鼻子：对于某些人，她会毫不留情地拨开他们那只“咸猪爪”；对于另一些人，她不会去“拨”，但会躲一下；有的，则会狠狠地瞪他们一眼；对个别“老油子”，一而再，再而三地既不知道尊重别人，也不知道尊重自己的家伙，在他凑过来又摸又拍时，她既不躲，也不拨，她会用她穿着硬底中跟皮鞋的脚突然朝对方的脚面上狠狠地跺上一脚。等对方疼得既不敢哇哇乱叫，又不得不哎哟哟直吸冷气时，她会不动声色地问：“还有啥要说的?我听着哩。”……但是对待这位顾书记，她的心情却挺有点复杂。他身上的确有让她感到“讨厌”的一面，但随着了解的深入，她知道他在陶里根也确实受到不少人的“敬重”和“崇拜”。三五年内，他的确让陶里根发生了巨大的变化。她知道自己是在很真实地接触一个在真真正正“创造着一个地区开拓史”和“改变着某个地区历史走向”的人。也就是说，最起码，今后人们在书写《陶里根当代史》的时候，只要抱着秉笔直书的态度，是不能回避这个人的。否则，这部《陶里根当代史》就会出现几页或十几页的空白。随着了解的深入，她也渐渐地感觉到了，这个人身上表现出来的那些很“俗气”、很“浅薄”、很“外露”、让她很不喜欢的东西，有一些确系他天性中原有的，但多数是在后来一点点的变异膨胀中，不知不觉地吸附到(依附到?)他身上去的。就像一艘万吨巨轮长途跋涉后，原先光滑的船身和船底，总是会沾满坚硬而庞杂的贝壳类吸附生物。它们把你当成了自己繁殖和繁荣的最佳平台，全然不管你原定的航程有多么遥远和艰难曲折。再加上你又缺乏自卫的心理准备和自洁的外部机制，那么这艘航船越走越沉重、越走越吃力是肯定的了，有朝一日终将搁浅或倾覆，也是指日可待的…… 在此同时，曹楠从这位顾立源身上还感受到了一种在别人身上少见的执著和顽强。你可以说他主观，武断。但他所说的所做的却总有几处是你所想不到的，或者是想到了又不敢付诸行动的，或者是付诸行动后又不能坚持到成功的那一天的，或者坚持到成功后又无心去积小功为大功的……比起他周边的人，他总是显得那么的生动。咄咄逼人。似乎不可一世。却又处处脚踏实地。他在陶里根能拍着桌子骂哑了所有的市委常委，独自强行拍板决定一项数亿元的投资项目。事后证明，他那一回的“强横决定”是“英明正确”的；他又能亲自跑到老城区的后横街去，亲自摇着三角小红旗，吹着哨子，指挥两台功率强大的推土机把几个钉子户推平了。这就是顾立源。 他身上确有某种东西深深打动着曹楠。这“东西”，到底是个啥?很长时间，曹楠自己也说不清。但它肯定不是职位和级别那一类的玩意儿。在比较了祝磊的幽雅从容．李敏分的机智热情，以及其他各种曾让她注目过的那些大男人后．她确实感觉到，在这位顾立源先生身上，有一种为他们所都不具备、或不太具备的东西，一种她心目中的优秀男人应该必备，但相当多的优秀男人偏偏都没备，或备了又并不充分的东西=它是什么?应该是属于生命力那一类范畴里的东西=再具体的．她就说不清楚了。她只能感觉到它，就像一架正在浓雾中强行起飞的大力神运输机一样，只能模模糊糊地感觉到它的存在．它的移动．而这种存在和移动的模糊感偏偏又是突破性的，偏偏是那么的强烈，无法抗拒……