Chapter 17 snow mountain

i know i love When a thing reaches the final part, its core will be exposed.This is something we didn't expect in the middle of all our lives, together or not together. It is not a thing, but life surrounds it, grows for it, and when we see it, we see it all, and we do other things for it, so let's take a last look at it now. How stupid I am, Yinger had already left by then.Xiang Yi remembered on the phone that she was still crying not long after she left, and said that she was destined to be with me all her life, and only with me.After hearing this, my heart suddenly cleared up, as if it was the waves of a warm swimming pool. Sitting on the bed, I felt better.How stupid I am.

If I see Yinger again, and she talks to me again, I know I will still be happy, and my heart will be clean and warm, but the result is inevitable, but what a good result it is. Falling off the cliff together, wanting nothing, this is the last peace, a moment, a home in the air and breathing, we don't want a home with pillars, a home with stones, a home with a roof, just hold Go ahead, this is home, as long as there is the sound of the wind, this is home, as long as you are on the grass, eat the last thing, put the food away, my home is in the sky. No one will come with me to this house, no one will follow me to this house, my hands are empty, and neither can Yinger, I know, my last longing is ridiculous.

I know that when we are all on the ground, when we look at each other, we belong to the earth, that destiny can bring us together and it can tear us apart, like money and love, there is only one hand, It stretches blindly, it wants to go into the air, it wants to hold the other hand. The days of the future belong to the earth, the days of the future, the days of dinner, and the days of tomorrow; the days of Beibei belong to the earth. This land is full of houses, on those seashores, on those hills, where the rivers swell and silt up, there are houses all over, but have you ever seen snow-capped mountains?Do you know the majestic and silvery appearance of the snow mountain?Under the clear sky, the violent and bright snow-capped mountains that cannot be melted by the high-altitude sunlight, the sharp-edged stone-like mountains, the pure white mountains.

The snow-capped mountains have spirits, and the clouds that fly over and stay have spirits. My heart is longing, one hand holding the other, to go into the air. At this time, there is nothing but the last A little heartbeat. It may be for a moment, but this heart has nothing else to do, it only beats for this moment. I don't know why the bird is back on the ground, I know that the bird has feathers, it will land safely, its life is like ours, there are seeds in it, there are other springs and autumns, there are countless, all it has The days of those little lives I don't know.It is for this that when life withers, those trees stand without fruit, and the last fruit has dried up on the tree, without flower.Some trees have no skin, they stand brightly in the air.

This is the life that is left when life is gone.That's it, the dead tree still stands for a long time. I want to follow that hand into the air, to the place where the snow-capped mountains shine, to the place where the birds cannot fly.to hell.Only when I bid farewell did I believe that what I want is what I want.Only when I was in the air and my hand was not loosened, did I know what was mine, everything was mine, and what I wanted was everything.That's what makes me crazy in this world.What I want is everything, even in the air, even for a moment. Sometimes Yinger is so clear about my longing, she once said with resentment:

If she was in college, it would be earlier, she met me, she had nothing to do, she didn't think about anything, when she met me, she might be bewitched by me, for a few months, a few months, she would not go out .Then I said: Die.She agreed and said: Die.You can finish the last supper. When Yinger thinks about this, she is a little romantic, but she is clear about what I want. She said: Not now.