Chapter 11 Section 11

Lying on Lin's newly married bed, when he opened his eyes, it was still hard to believe that it was a dream.Naked and beautiful Lin looked down on him like this, teaching him to be a man.Shilin led him from the living room to the bedroom at the end of the hallway. Thick velvet curtains hung down to the floor, and only a high table lamp in the shape of a vase with a chrysanthemum lampshade was turned on.Lin asked him to sit in front of the desk, and took out a large gilt-edged photo album from the drawer. It was full of photos her husband took of her during her wedding trip in Beidaihe. The sleeveless open-necked dress showed her arms, Shoulders and legs, or wet swimsuits clinging to the body.Lin leaned over him at the moment.He felt her hair brushing against his cheeks, turned around and hugged her slender waist, his face pressed against his breasts, smelling the warm scent on her body, he hurriedly pulled the dress from her back zipper, tipped her over on the spring mattress, and kissed her frantically, from mouth, face, to neck, to the nipples exposed by the ripped bra.This was exactly what he had dreamed of - so impatient, he tore up the delicate and sexy panties that were not available in the market, but he couldn't get an erection and couldn't enter her body.It was Lin who told him to take it easy, saying that her parents would not come to her room because her parents were sleeping so late, and that her husband's cutting-edge weapons research institute was far away in the mountains in the western suburbs, and the military discipline was strict, so he wouldn't be able to come back until the weekend.He suddenly stopped peeing again, Lin put on her skirt, went out barefoot, and immediately came back with a washbasin.He also painted the deadbolts, and peed so loudly in the enamel basin that he felt like a thief.Then the lights were turned off, and Lin helped him take off his shoes and socks, put him on the bed naked, and covered him with a quilt, like a big girl in his childhood dreams, a field nurse who patiently took care of him, she was determined and patient. Soft hands wiped his bleeding wound.He suddenly got an erection, turned over and pressed down on this lively woman, and did something so important that he had never done in his life.

Before dawn, he came out of Lin's room. The courtyard was pitch black, and the sky above an old persimmon tree was dark blue.Lin quietly moved the door handle, and the heavy door opened with a creak.He went out sideways, and when he turned his head and saw the old gate studded with rivets closed, he pushed the cart into the alley.He was not in a hurry to get on his bicycle—he listened to his footsteps passing through "one alley after another", and went back if he didn't want to. If the old Tan in the same room asked, he had to spend a lot of time arranging. On the street, the footsteps were overwhelmed by the city's awakening. The sounds gradually faded away. The mules and horse-drawn carts of farmers transporting vegetables, the sound of iron applause on the asphalt road, the humming of the blower in the pancake and soy milk shop, the empty first trolleybus whizzing by, and more and more bicycles and pedestrians in front and back. He took a deep breath, his lungs relaxed, the freshness made him very happy, and he felt a kind of quiet confidence.

At noon, in the big dining room of the agency, he saw Lin wearing a long-sleeved shirt and tied a gauze scarf to tie up his collar.A colleague sitting at a dinner table just walked away—Lin glanced at him and whispered: "My neck is purple, it's all because of you." Then he lowered his head and pursed his lips into a smile, without any intention of blaming. It's hard for him to tell if it's Ai Lin, but he has been greedy for that beautiful body ever since.They dated again and again, but he couldn't go to the Lin's very often.If her parents were there, she would have to respectfully listen to them express their emotions on state affairs, and some teaching would be indispensable.He has to behave well in front of the old people, as if he is also a descendant of the revolution, and let them say some insincere things.It wasn't until the two old men yawned and left the living room that Lin gave him a wink and told him some shit about the office. After the noise in her parents' room subsided, he got up and said a few words of farewell loudly.Lin went out of the living room with him, and went to the courtyard where the lights were turned off. He then slipped into the porch and leaned against the pillars. After Lin turned off the lights in the living room and her own room, he sneaked into her room secretly. In the room, all night long.

But he would rather meet Lin outside, in the park or under the city wall, among the lilac and winter jasmine bushes, spread his coat on the ground, or lean against a big tree, stand and have a hasty sex.If Lin’s husband was on a business trip to the military base, the two of them would go to the mountain valley at Badachu in the suburbs early on Sunday morning, and stay there for the whole day until the sun was setting and the evening wind was blowing. Sometimes take the train to the farther west mountains, and get off at Mentougou, where the Peking Man was discovered, or at any small stop that only stops for a minute. In the whistling mountain wind, you can be as wanton as you want. Only at this time, lying in the weeds, watching the clouds floating in the sky move slowly! No worries, no risks, love between men and women, he feels at ease.

Lin was two years older than him, a raging fire, passionate in love, and sometimes even lost his mind.He had to control Zhan Riji, Lin dared to play with fire, but he had to consider the possible consequences.Lin had no intention of divorcing her husband. Even if they proposed to marry him, Lin's parents could not agree to accept a son-in-law like him who was born as a commoner and not even a member of the Communist Youth League into this revolutionary family.Besides, Lin's husband has a henchman from a military family, and if he wants to sue him at his workplace, Lin will not be punished, but he will suffer.At that time, Lin will also be sober, it is impossible to break up with the family, lose this superior position, and live the life of ordinary people with him.At that time, in addition to the Marriage Law, there was a new regulation that government employees had to be twenty-six years old to be allowed to register for marriage.In a new society that has never been seen before, love and marriage are all for revolution. At that time, new people, new events, new plays, and new movies were preached in this way, and tickets issued by the public were not allowed to be ignored.

One day, the secretary of the bureau director's office went to him directly, bypassing the section chief and division chief, and asked him to go to the director's office immediately, and he realized that it was definitely not a matter of work.Comrade Wang Qi, the director, is a middle-aged woman, dignified and kind, sitting behind a large desk, the size of which also indicates the rank of the cadre.Comrade Wang Qi got up and closed the office door, which was even more unusual, and he immediately became nervous.The director actually let him sit on the couch, and pulled out a leather-covered armchair by himself, deliberately showing that he was easy-going.

"I'm very busy with work," which is true. I don't have time to talk to you new college students. How long have you been working here? " He answered. "Are you used to working in an agency?" He nodded. "I heard that you are very smart, you are quick to do your job, and you also write in your spare time." The director knew everything, and someone reported it, and then warned: "Don't affect your job." He nodded quickly again. Fortunately, no one knew what he wrote. "Do you have a girlfriend?" This cuts to the topic, and his heart beats immediately, and he says no, but he blushes instantly.

"It can be considered, find a suitable object," the emphasis is on appropriateness, "But it's too early to get married. Once the revolutionary work is done, personal life problems can be easily resolved." The director said that it was just a casual conversation, and his tone was always so serene, but this conversation was also doing revolutionary work.The director didn't chat with him, he woke him up before he got up to open the door: "I've heard some reactions from the masses that you and Xiaolin are too close. If it's just a gay relationship and you work together, there's nothing wrong with it, but you must also pay attention to the impact. The organization is closed and cares about the healthy growth of you young people."

This organization is of course the party, and the director asked him to talk to him, which naturally represents the care of the party. When it comes to Lin: "She is very simple, warm to people, and unsophisticated." Of course it was his fault, if anything happened.The conversation in less than five minutes ended here. Before the Cultural Revolution broke out, the director’s husband had not yet been labeled as an anti-Party gangster, and Comrade Wang Qi himself had not been labeled as an anti-Party member. in important positions.Whether this is a hint, a reminder or a warning, it is already very clear.At that time, his heart was pounding and his face was hot, which could not calm down for a long time.

He decided to sever ties with Lin, and came downstairs and left the building together when he was off work. He knew that someone would watch him, and he needed a challenge, but he felt that this challenge was powerless.They pushed their bicycles down the street for a long time before he finally told Lin about the conversation. "What's the matter?" Lin disagreed, "Whoever wants to say it, go and say it." He said she could do nothing, but he couldn't. "Why?" Lin stopped. "This is an unequal relationship!" he said. "Why not equal? ​​I don't understand."

"Of course you don't understand, because you have everything and I have nothing." "But I would like to" When he said he didn't want a gift, he wasn't a slave. What he was actually talking about was this embarrassing situation, and he wanted to live a life with a bright heart, but he couldn't tell for a while. "Then who made you a slave?" Lin stopped under the streetlight, staring straight at him, attracting the attention of passers-by.He said to talk in Jingshan Park.But the park stopped selling tickets at 9:30 and closed at 10:00.He said they were coming out soon, and the porter finally let them in. Usually on a date, they would ride to the park after work and go up the mountain to find a bush that is not on the side of the road. You can see the lights of the city. Lin can take off her panties and stockings calmly. This is what makes her special. At that time, it was only available from the Overseas Personnel Service Department, and it was not available in general stores.They had no time to go up the hill, and they just stopped in the shadow of a big tree on the roadside not far from the door.He thought he should make it clear to Lin that this relationship was over.But Lin was crying, and he was at a loss. He held Lin's face in his hands and wiped away his tears with his palms, but Lin cried more and more, and sobbed loudly.He kissed her, and they embraced like two heartbroken lovers.He couldn't stop kissing her face, lips, neck, her tits and belly, and there was a bang! "Comrades who visit the park, please pay attention." Tweeters are installed in the park-the sound will shock the eardrums when the broadcast is broadcast.During the festival, it is used to sing revolutionary songs in high pitch from morning to night, and it is also used to close the door at night to drive away tourists. "Comrades who visit the garden, please pay attention! The time has come, and the garden will be closed soon," He tore the romper under her skirt, thinking it was the last time.Lin also hugged him tightly, trembling all over.But this is not the last time, it's just that they stopped talking to each other in the institution.Before the next date, agree on the exact location, at which corner, or in a shadow under a tree where the street lights cannot reach the two, and then ride on the bike respectively, with an interval of more than 10 to 20 meters.The more secretive and adulterous it is, the more he understands that this relationship will end sooner or later.