Chapter 9 Nine

During the summer vacation, Xingzi went to Huangshan with his classmates.Among the fellow boys, a boy from Zhejiang Province became interested in Xingzi—he took photos of Xingzi vigorously all the way, following in Xingzi's footsteps.That guy was good in every way, and a few classmates who saw the clues made fun of him and Xingzi half-truthfully.But Xingzi remained calm.Whenever that guy talks to Xingzi with a gentle voice, Xingzi can't help but think of Xingzi.Xingzi tried her best to erase the image of Xie left on her mind screen, but Xie always stood there in an unshakable posture.Xingzi was helpless.Xingzi had no choice but to tell the boy frankly.Xingzi said: "I have a boyfriend, and his name is Lu Kai." However, in the dead of night, there is only the sound of the mountain phoenix blowing on the branches.Xingzi asked himself, what happened to me?Do I really love Ji so deeply?Is it really worth it for me?Xingzi studied herself over and over again, and finally found herself in a very awkward situation: she was strongly attached to Xie emotionally, but strongly rejected Xie intellectually.Xingzi thought that he might not be able to extricate himself from it all his life.

When returning, at the foot of Huangshan Mountain, a blind man who looked at Xingzi collected five yuan from Xingzi, and after thinking about what Xingzi asked for a while, he rolled his eyes and said to Xingzi, "Girl, you are at the most important intersection in your life." Stand still. You have to make up your mind carefully where you move your feet." Xingzi told the blind man that his heart beat for a while. As soon as Xingzi came home, he went to look for him the next day.It was already after dinner, and Ge was not there. Ge's mother was standing at the door, leaning against the wall and singing loudly, with her hands resting between her back and the wall. Neighbors coming and going at the door of the house, and people have long been used to her demeanor.Xingzi likes Xiao's mother very much, and Xingzi thinks she is a cheerful, optimistic and sincere woman.Her personality is different from Ji's.Jie's cheerfulness always gives people a feeling of cheerfulness after thinking about it, but Jie's mother comes naturally from her heart.

At the beginning, Xingzi was very puzzled when he saw Ji's mother singing like this. " Xingzi asked Ji: "How can your mother be so happy? " Ji said: This is nature.It seems that she knew what kind of life she would face in her life before she was born, so she chose such a character.If she wasn't like this, how could she live to this day. " Xingzi said: "No matter how happy I am, I don't need to use this way of singing to express it. Ji said: "I think she sang not because of happiness, but because of pain. She was dispelling the pain. She didn't want to reject it in a pitiful way; so she chose to sing. She opened her mouth, smoldering in the bottom of her heart. Anguish. Irritability and Indignation, depression, etc., were all carried in the singing and released together, so that her heart was relaxed."

Xingzi felt that it was reasonable, and when she was in distress, she wanted to try it, but at that moment, she had no song in her heart.Xingzi still couldn't understand Ji's mother, nor could he understand the truth of Ji's narration. Jie's mother was very happy to see Xingzi coming.She let Xingzi into the room and insisted on keeping her to wait, and then she found many topics that Xingzi could talk about.About Xingzi's travel, about Ji's father, about middle school students, about college courses, Xingzi was a little overwhelmed. Xingzi finally interrupted Jie's mother.Xingzi wants to ask me, and wants to know everything about me in the past few months.Xingzi said, "Where is Xi? What is Xi busy with?"

Only then did Jie's mother tell Xingzi that Jie had become an on-site assistant.They are so busy, leaving early and returning late every day. The main reason is that Shen Ke wants to reform their working methods for many years.Shen looked for someone to find out the situation everywhere, but Jie always acted as an assistant and asked him to pull him over.However, he did a good job.He often said that Shen Ke was capable and a general. Xingzi said: "Shen Ke, is that the one sent by the company to do scheduling?" Ji's mother said, "Yeah, you didn't know he proposed to be a field assistant?"

Xingzi shook his head.Since Xingzi picked her up at the pier that day, he hasn't met him again. Xingzi said: "The on-site assistant there is the old Eight Immortals. He did this when I was there, and he transferred?" Ji's mother said: "No, Shen Ke said he didn't do a good job, and asked him to work in the team, and then raised Ji." Xingzi was very surprised, Xingzi said, "Will Wang Liu agree? The old Eight Immortals were Wang Liu's senior brothers back then. They followed Wang Liu the most closely. Ji's mother said: "Of course Wang Liu refused. In the past few days, he was drunk and scolded Shen Ke at the station, and he also scolded Shen Ke. But the company supported Shen Ke.

Xingzi said "Oh", and when Xingzi was about to ask another question, the door was pushed open.Xingzi saw Jie, and also saw another young man who was slightly older than him behind him. Xie exclaimed in surprise: "Xingzi!" The young man said, "Oh, you are Xingzi? I mention your name at least three times a day, which makes all the girls in our place jealous of you." This young man has a habit of exaggerating, Xingzi thought. Xingzi said: "Hello. If I'm not mistaken, your surname is Shen, and you can do anything. Jie smiled and said: How about it, can you experience Xingzi's vision? "

Shen Ke smiled and said: "It's really extraordinary. I said what kind of girl can make such an outstanding young man like us lose his mind. It turns out that she is such a talented girl with a sharp tongue and a quick mind. Exaggerated, Xingzi thought. After Shen Ke finished speaking, he turned to Po, and said, "It's rare to meet my girlfriend, let's stop here today, and we'll do it tomorrow. After that, he patted Po on the shoulder, buddy, be brave. Treat me to a wedding candy earlier ." Ji's mother seemed to be getting excited too.Ji's mother said in a very excited tone: "No problem. Please help Ji. Tell him to settle the marriage earlier, and he can have children in a few years later."

Jie's mother's words seemed to be spoken to Shen Ke and also to Xingzi. Shen Ke bid farewell and walked to the door, adding another sentence: "Xingzi, if you don't catch Xie, Xie will slip away from your hand, and then it will be too late for you to regret it." Because the person who said these words was not Li, Xingzi couldn't get angry.But Xingzi's face clearly showed displeasure. Jie's mother sent Shen Ke away and never came back. There were only Jie and Xingzi in the room.Xingzi immediately got annoyed.He seemed to think that he was really his fiancé.Ji couldn't help stretching out his arms to embrace Xingyu, and said, "Don't be angry, I didn't ask him to say that."

Xingzi pushed him away, Xingzi said, "Let me tell you, next time he is rude to me like this, I will not be so polite to him, this time to save face for you. He said, "Why bother, don't take it too seriously." Xingzi said: You must have said something to him.You say, what do you say about me? Ji said: He asked me why I haven't found someone to marry yet.I said I'm waiting for you, because I can't love others anymore.He laughed at me as an infatuation.I said that it took me a detour to realize that my love for you is unforgettable. He asked about your attitude, and I told him that you don't love me now.He asked me what to do, I said I will wait until the day you love me.He said what if you married someone else?I said that I would also like to watch you live happily and be your most loyal friend.I said that I don't expect you to love me, but as long as you allow me to love you, I will feel very peaceful and rich in my heart in this life. "After I finished speaking, I couldn't help but ask myself, am I like this?

Xingzi was stunned by what Xie said. He had clearly said that he loved Xingzi two years ago, but Xingzi rejected it straight away.And this contest is such a big one.Xingzi's heart surged, and he couldn't help crying. Jie naturally hugged Xingzi into his arms, stroked her hair and her face with his big palm, and said, "I always said in front of others that the smartest girl I know is Xingzi, but in fact, I am in my own I always say in my heart that Xingzi is the number one fool in the world. Xingzi said with tears, "Why?" Ji said: "Your favorite thing to do is to torture yourself, and then torture the person you love the most and the person who loves you the most." Xingzi put his face on Ji's chest, tears streaming down his face.Xingzi could hear the "thumping" heartbeat.Xingzi felt very warm and comfortable. Jie's arms exerted so much force that they clamped until Xingzi's bones ached.Ji chanted repeatedly: "Xingzi, Xingzi, you are mine, you are mine." Xingzi felt that everything was in a trance and intoxicated by Ji's voice. Xingzi stayed there until very late that day before leaving.When Xie sent her home, he kept his arms around her shoulders, and Xingzi rested his head on Xie's body.For the first time in his life, Xingzi spent such an intimate night with the opposite sex.But in fact, Xingzi avoided Xingzi's mouth several times with his lips. On the way back home, both Xingzi and Jie saw a row of one-story houses lying there at the same time.All the rooms in that row of houses were lit, which was very eye-catching in the dark night, and Xie and Xingzi almost shrank their hearts.Jie's arm added some strength, but Xingzi jumped away in fright at that moment.A big, big cloud quickly covered Xingzi's heart, and Xingzi seemed to see that it was the cloud shadow of clusters of peach blossoms.Above the dark clouds, countless gorgeous peach blossoms are in full swing.Xingzi hissed out a word: "No--" The sadness of Xingzi's "no" made me feel that the dream that had just been woven was shattered in an instant. Xingzi started running in the direction of his home, he froze for a moment, then chased after him, and shouted eagerly: Xingzi, Xingzi.You wait, you listen to me. Xingzi shouted: "No, no." He kept running forward. After a few hundred meters, Jie caught up with Xingzi.He hugged her, trying to make her quiet.Xingzi kept fighting and struggling, Xingzi said: I hate you, I hate you, I will never marry you. " Ji said: "Be quiet, you don't need to marry, we are still friends, just pretend that nothing happened today. If you go home like this, your mother will think I bullied you. Xingzi, I beg you." Xingzi gradually became quiet.She finally broke free from Ji's arm.Xingzi straightened his hair, showing a very rational look on his face. Ji stared at her for a few seconds, then sighed heavily.I wanted to walk for several years, but I didn't make any progress. Until they reached the door of Xingzi's house, neither of them said a word.When Xingzi was about to enter the doorway, Jie took her hand.Ji wanted to say something, but didn't say it, just squeezed Xingzi's hand, turned and left. Xingzi couldn't help but yelled: "Zi!" He turned around and smiled at her.That smile is very miserable. Xingzi's mother said as soon as Xingzi entered the door: "You will be less in the future. You two are completely different people now." Xingzi said, "This is my own business. I love him." Xingzi's mother was astonished and asked, "Are you going to marry him?" Xingzi said, "I will never marry him, but I will always love him. He is my life." Xingzi went back to her room angrily, feeling her face burning.She didn't know why she said that to her mother.She felt like she wanted to say that.Xingzi thought so, and suddenly felt his chest was tight, Xingzi threw himself on his bed, and shouted as if venting, "I love Xie, I will always love Xie. I want to be with him." Xingzi's mother knocked heavily on her door and said in a stern tone: "What are you crazy about!" Xingzi was shocked. Xingzi stopped shouting.I got up and sat for a few minutes, and then thought, it's time to write a letter to him, telling him that he will never get me in his life.