Chapter 6 six

One night, Jie went to Xingzi to return books, and met Shuixiang on the way.Shui Xiang picked up a load of water and came staggeringly. Jie greeted him and found out that Shui Xiang lived in the bungalow in the vegetable garden between the two families of Xingzi and Jie.Jie enthusiastically helped Shui Xiang carry the load of water to her home, and Shui Xiang stayed with him for a while.Shuixiang was chatting with Ji while teasing her puppy. The puppy bit Shuixiang mischievously. Shuixiang kept laughing with a crisp voice. Hair bobs on top of the head.Ji suddenly felt that the fragrance of the water was so beautiful.Only then did he recall that many young workers in the team called Shuixiang a flower in the station, and he thought he hadn't paid attention to it before.Because he was going to Xingzi's place, he left after a while.When I was going out, I met a person, and I thought that person looked very familiar.Shuixiang called the man "Uncle" and sent him on the right path.Shui Xiang said that her uncle was the office director of the bureau.Fang Fang suddenly recalled meeting this person at the bureau's commendation meeting.

From then on, when I saw Shuixiang, I would stop and chat for a few words. Sometimes I went to Xingzi's place, and I would drop by to have fun. No distracting thoughts, but I still like the fragrance of water.But what is more important to him is Xingzi. Unexpectedly, one day, things changed suddenly.It was the night of Xingzi's birthday.Xingzi's mother is on night shift, and his father is on a business trip.Xingzi said she was so lonely.He said that he would come to accompany her at night.Jie brought a flute and bought a headscarf for Xingzi, Xingzi shouted with joy, Jie was so excited, Jie felt that he really wanted to kiss her.

Xingzi said: "Hurry up and play a good song. I knew that you are a good player. People in your publicity team say you are professional." He smiled and said, "What do you want to hear?" Xingzi said: "Your favorite." He blew a love song.Xingzi listened obsessively.He was a little fascinated by her obsessed look.He blew another love song.One after another.It blows very softly. Xingzi made a glass of honey water for him, and while drinking, he stroked his flute and said, "After I earn more money, I'll buy a higher-end one. I said I borrowed this one from a friend.Jie also said that he borrowed it to let Xingzi enjoy his flute recital alone.

Xingzi laughed and said, "There are as many actors as there are audiences. You are so pitiful." "Jie also laughed, and said after laughing: "It is enough to have an audience like you in my life. " Xingzi thought, this is another hint, so why can't he just say it directly?After all, Xingzi is a girl, and if she is a girl, she will dodge.Xingzi moved away again, and Xingzi said: "No way. If you are not afraid of getting tired and keep blowing, then my ears will be exhausted." He still doesn't know what Xingzi is thinking.Ji began to play his tune again.Ji used to play the flute for five years in the middle school publicity team.Blow up your reputation.Many art troupes came to recruit him because of his reputation. Every time, he was excited for a while filling out the form and taking the physical examination, but he was rejected every time.Kei's father made him lose all opportunities, and he was constantly surprised and disappointed, and finally one day he understood that holding on to hope itself is a foolish thing.At that time, I was in high school.All the beautiful fantasies produced at this age in high school were disillusioned one by one in high school.Jie said that when he graduated from high school and returned the flute to the school, he walked out of the school gate empty-handed, only to realize that he was a person with nothing.

He talked to Xingzi for a while and then blew for a while.I was very happy and comfortable.Jie almost wants to hold Xingzi in his arms and tell her that he loves her.He no longer blows or speaks.Just staring at the stars.Under the sympathetic gaze, Xingzi lowered his head.Xingzi felt his heart beating violently.She thought the moment she had been waiting for for a long time had finally come. He called out, "Star—" Xingzi trembled all over.Just at that moment; a girl shouted loudly outside the door: "Xingzi! Xingzi!"", Xingzi quickly recovered and opened the door to go out.The door was ajar, the girl smiled and said, "Xingzi, who is inside? Your boyfriend?"

Xingzi was also grinning.Xingzi said, "No." The girl said, "Is that your colleague? Also doing transport?" Xingzi said: "Yes." The girl said: "They all said that you have a boyfriend who is a porter. I said how could it be. How can Xingzi look down on porters, right?" Xingzi said, "Forget it." The girl said: "The one in there? The one chasing you? Be careful, those guys are very ghostly. They have no skills, but they know how to seduce girls. You won't fall into his hands, will you?" Xingzi said: "No. We are just ordinary friends. It won't matter. Don't talk nonsense outside."

The girl said, "I will help you dispel the rumor." The girl left like a gust of wind.When Xingzi entered the room, he was sitting upright in his original position.Ji's face turned pale. Xingzi said: "My classmate has the longest mouth." Xingzi wanted to say something, but he had already stood up, and he said, "it's getting late, I should go back." Xingzi was a little bit reluctant, but he didn't keep him.It's getting late, and my parents are not at home, so it's not good to sit up late. Xingzi sent Tiao out of the building, in the dark outside the building, Xingzi said to Tiao: "Is that how you left?"

Ji shrugged and said, "So what if you don't leave? Those who carry the goods have to get up early tomorrow?" Xingzi was so disappointed, he watched him go away.Xingzi thought, what's wrong with you? Ji was in a bad mood.Ji fell to the freezing point when he was in a very good mood.Xie really heard every word of the conversation between Xingzi and her classmates.It was as if he had been hit on the head.I was almost planning to hug Xingzi and make out with Xingzi before, but I felt a cold sweat when I heard their conversation.He thought that if the girl hadn't come and he got close to Xingzi recklessly, what would have happened?Perhaps Xingzi would slap him, or call him a rascal; Xingzi would not marry someone like him casually.Xingzi has a close relationship with him and just needs him as a friend.He doesn't deserve it.

With a touch of sadness, Xie walked under the faint moonlight.At the same time, he was also a little bit annoyed.I think since I can't climb up to your star, let me find an honest, gentle, simple-minded girl.She will never dislike me, she will always adore me.She lives only for me, everything is for me. Ji suddenly thought of Shuixiang.It seems that Shui Xiang is that kind of girl.It's just that the water fragrance is too beautiful.And he didn't have the qualifications and capital to find such a beautiful woman. When he was thinking wildly, he unexpectedly met Shui Xiang, and Shui Xiang came to meet him with a washbasin and a bucket.Shui Xiang's bucket was full of laundry; Shui Xiang said she had just returned from doing laundry in the public water pipe.

He then said, "You are so diligent." Shui Xiang giggled and said, "I also said you are diligent." Ji said, "Why am I so diligent? I haven't washed my coat until I've worn it for a month, and I haven't washed my quilt after sleeping in it for almost two months." Shui Xiang said, "I mean you run to Xingzi's house a lot." He smiled wryly, and said: I have nothing to do at night, so I had to go to Xingzi to borrow books. Shui Xiang said, "When will you do your work?" He asked, "What are you doing?" Shui Xiang said, "Play stupid and get married."

Ji said, "With whom? With Xingzi? In the next life." Shui Xiang was puzzled.Shui Xiang said: "Aren't you and Xingzi very happy? Some people in your team even said that you both slept through it." Ji said, "Fart, who made the rumor? I haven't even held Xingzi's hand." Shui Xiang was a little surprised, and said, "Why, aren't you...?" Jie said with a relaxed white air: "Shuixiang tell you, Xingzi is too clever, I can't beat her, maybe I will become a 'tracheitis' in the future? It's too uneconomical." Shui Xiang laughed when she heard it, and after she finished laughing, "Then what kind are you looking for?" Ji said, "Find someone honest, preferably like you, who is beautiful, diligent and simple, and at least has to wash clothes until ten o'clock." Shui Xiang screamed: "You are so smart, you are taking advantage of me." Jie and Shui Xiang chatted and laughed for a while, and all the unhappiness from just now dissipated all of a sudden.I think, since Xingzi only regards him as an ordinary friend, she has her reasons.What's wrong with her?What's more, Xingzi still regards him seriously as a friend, and after thinking about Xingzi all kinds of things this night, he also kept thinking of Shui Xiang, Shui Xiang looked at Liuying's eyes and her laughter. A few days later, Shuixiang went to Ji's house. Shuixiang said that the team asked her to write a critical manuscript, but she couldn't write it, so she asked Ji to help.He happened to be at home that day, so he agreed wholeheartedly.So Ji said sentence by sentence, and Shui Xiang wrote sentence by sentence.Shui Xiang's handwriting was crooked, and a typo appeared all of a sudden.He pointed out that she should change it, and in order not to hurt her self-esteem, he used very humorous language to explain that the word was wrong. Do you think you let the pigs in your family pen cut it?" Shui Xiang laughed hard, laughing loudly, a little blush appeared on her fair face, and beads of sweat appeared on the tip of her nose, looking very cute. Later, Shui Xiang often went there and gradually helped him with work.Either washing the quilt or mopping the floor, one day when washing the quilt cover with water fragrance, she was sweating profusely, so she took off her spring clothes, and the tight-fitting nylon shirt wrapped her body in a very clear line, and went to the kitchen to see if she finished washing. , Shui Xiang stood up and wiped the sweat with the back of her hand when her firm breasts appeared in front of him.I was impulsive and moved for a while, I thought that such a girl treats me well, what else am I not satisfied with?Jie yelled "Shui Xiang" strangely, and rushed forward. It was natural that Xie hugged Shuixiang, and Shuixiang also hugged Xie, and the two of them also said something like "I love you" naturally, and when the love words became words, Xie kissed Shui Xiang, Shuixiang's lips were moist and plump. After kissing for a long time, the two couldn't help but went to bed.It was the first time for both of them to eat the forbidden fruit, and in their nervousness and eagerness, they made a mess of the sheets on Ji's mother's big bed. When Ji's mother came home from get off work, Ji and Shuixiang were nervously changing the sheets.Ji's mother looked at Ji and then at the flushed Shui Xiang, and just sighed. Shui Xiang left after having dinner at Chi's house, her demeanor is completely different from before going to bed. At night, Jie's mother asked him, "Is this girl suitable for you?" Ji said: "It's my good fortune to be seen by such a girl. She won't dislike my job or something." Jie's mother said: Is Xingzi worse than her? Ji said, "No, I am inferior to Xingzi. I have no right to choose a girl as outstanding as Xingzi." Ji's mother sighed again. Jie didn't tell Xingzi about him and Shuixiang, although Jie was still dating Xingzi almost as before.I thought it would be good to just maintain a pure friendship with Xingzi.Jie is not ashamed to tell Xingzi that this friend has already made a girlfriend. I didn't expect this incident to hurt Xingzi so deeply, I think I want to know that you have this feeling for me, and I want to know that you won't look down on me, so why should I put my mind on Shui Xiang?I really regretted it for a while.But after that time passed, I calmed down; for me, Shuixiang might be more suitable.Shuixiang can take care of and considerate you, while Xingzi needs you to pamper her anytime. When Xi's mother heard that Xingzi had been waiting for Xi to speak, she said in a very, very regretful tone: "Ji; you think you are very smart, but you did the most stupid thing." At first, I didn't think so, thinking that my mother was out of the above prejudice. It wasn't until later that I didn't know how correct my mother's judgment was. After Xi gave up Xingzi, he realized that he had given up the most important thing in his life.Jie tried to find the lost one, but Xingzi was always wary of his hand. Xingzi said: Do you want to make Shuixiang laugh at me day and night, saying that I picked up what she didn't want? " Xingzi's words pricked him into despair.Jie knows that Xingzi can give up everything in order to maintain his self-esteem.Xingzi is a girl who can make big ideas. The job that day was to unload black powder.Although he was wearing a protective canvas hood, when he stepped out of the wagon.It's still black with a face and a whole body", only the whites of the two small eyes set off the rolling eyeballs on the face. I looked up at the dazzling blue sky, and said to myself, when will such a day come? On the way through the office building to the bathhouse, I passed the dispatch room.He glanced in subconsciously.Shen Ke, the newly appointed dispatcher, was sipping a cup of tea with his legs crossed, with a leisurely expression. "Is it Lu Jie?" After walking through the control room, he suddenly heard such a question. He turned around and said, "Yes." Shen Ke put down his cup, walked over, and said, "I have something to ask you, come to me after you take a shower." He nodded slightly.In this unlucky summer, I don't think anything good will happen. When he reappeared in the control room clean and tidy.The people at the loading and unloading station were almost gone, and Shen Ke rummaged through a pile of forms. He sat across from him and handed him a cigarette. Shen Ke looked at it and said with a smile, "Hey, so rich." Xiaoxiao lit it for him, and then smoked one himself, he is very good at handling such things, but after taking a bath, he went to the small shop outside at a very fast speed and bought this box of "three-five" at a black market price .I always feel that sometimes these small details can turn into big things.Shen Ke cleaned up the forms scattered on the table while smoking a cigarette.Almost smoked half of it before locking the form into the cabinet.When he sat down again, he had already placed the box of "35" cigarettes and lighter in the middle of the table. Shen Ke sat down and played with the lighter with his hands, saying, "Ji, many people told me that you are a capable person, but Wang Liu doesn't value you." Jie didn't know what he meant, so he smiled lightly and said, "I may not be capable, and it may not be that Wang Liu didn't use me." Shen Ke said, "You still have a bit of airtight demeanor." Ji said: People just tell the truth. Shen Ke said: "I contracted the business of this station, how about you being my helper?" Ji said, "How can I help?" Shen Ke said: "Be my on-site assistant." I was heartbroken, and the on-site assistants had less work and less work, and were extremely comfortable, which is not a trivial matter.In this line of work, when there are no special on-site events, you can spend a lot of time in the office, which provides a lot of opportunities to perform in front of the secretary and station master. Almost every on-site assistant goes to the office without exception. The road to promotion. Shen Ke could not say a word when he saw Xie, and said: "I come here alone, even if I have a strong background, but I don't have a few close friends and subordinates to help, it is difficult to open the situation. It can be said that a strong dragon cannot overwhelm a local snake. But if With the help of you and your friends, I'm sure I can do something." Shen Ke added another sentence intentionally or unintentionally at this point: "I still heard about you from my uncle. He said that there is a young man named Lu Kai who is very capable and will become famous in the future." Ji said: "Really?" Ji's eyes flashed a bright light, but he quickly concealed his true state of mind.He knew who the uncle Shen Ke was talking about was.He was very excited, and a feeling that his first day was coming rose from the bottom of his heart, but he was afraid of being teased, afraid that if he was teased, he would become the talk of people after dinner: he thought it was better to be calm. Ji said, "I'll think about it, and I'll answer you tomorrow." Shen Ke said, "I'll give you three days, and after three days, I'll find someone else to do it. In the evening, when eating, he said to his mother: "Our new dispatcher is so energetic." My mother said, "What has he done? What good can a man who works from the background do?" "He wanted me to be his on-site assistant," said Ji. Mother said, "Is this job comfortable?" Ji said, "Of course it's much more comfortable." Mother said, "Then you do it." Jie smiled lightly and said, "Not necessarily, the former on-site assistant Lao Baxian treated me well, I can't take his job." The father who had been immersed in picking vegetables suddenly said loudly: "Stupid thing, as long as you have the opportunity, you do what you want, and what do you care about other people? If you miss the opportunity alone, you may miss your life!" He stared at his father in amazement for a few seconds.He thought his father spoke from experience.My father must have missed his own life before he remembered the things that he hadn't grasped at first, and maybe it was just a mistake, and he just gave up because of inadvertence. But Jie said: "You know things so deeply, but you still miss a lifetime." His father said coldly, "That's why I can teach you a lesson. It will be too late for people to come back and comment on which one should have been better or shorter after they have finished their journey." He looked at his father in amazement again. He had never thought about the thought capacity hidden in his father's aging body. He was suddenly moved by his philosophy, his insights, and his tone of voice.I thought, oh, this is really my imaginary father. My mother said, "Ji, don't listen to his nonsense. His philosophy is to have no conscience, and do it for yourself. You should do it according to your own ideas." He smiled at his mother and said, "Mom, what Dad said makes sense, I am very inspired." The mother sternly put her face down, and took the empty bowl she had finished eating into the kitchen. Father muttered, "Zhuzi can be taught", and stopped talking to Ji.Seeing his father's chopsticks constantly flipping the meat slices in each bowl, his displeasure at seeing this a few days ago instantly turned into sympathy, and he helped his father choose them.Father blocked his chopsticks and said, "Don't be meddlesome, learn to just take care of yourself." In the evening, I rode my bicycle to Shen Ke's house.Shen Ke was not there, and his sister received him.Shen Ke's younger sister is a thin but beautiful girl.She poured a cup of homemade sour plum soup for him, and then sat quietly while reading a magazine, and glanced at him who was smoking and staring at the wall from time to time. About half an hour later, Shen Ke came back, and was very excited to see him.Ji just asked, "How are you going to arrange the old Eight Immortals?" Shen Ke said: "Let him work in the team. He is uneducated and can only talk nonsense, so why keep him?" Jie intentionally or unintentionally said, "Don't you know that he and Wang Liu are brothers?" Shen Ke smiled lightly and said, "So what if you know? Can't you see whose waist is harder?" He didn't talk about it any more.That night, he had a thorough discussion with Shen Ke about the business situation in the station and the problems to be solved.Talk until twelve o'clock at night.He let out a long breath, feeling the joy all over his body. Shen Ke's younger sister kept flipping through the magazines, and when she said goodbye and went home, she also had a few polite words with her.When he was talking, he suddenly felt that those beautiful eyes were full of enthusiasm and longing. Driving on the street in the middle of the night, recalling that gaze, I thought, what's going on here?