Chapter 13 I'm not a rightist, I'm a leftist

In 1966, a 43-year-old male was retained by the Culture and Education Bureau of S County, U City. I just don't invite them to dinner--Liangshan Dazhai Master--This is a Communist Party member, and that is a rightist--I don't take off my hat--A confession on the roof--All letters to the Central Committee are typed I'm back--Why am I Don Quixote? Lao Tzu is a rightist?Who is the Left?them?They are all the scum of the Communist Party, they are ugly!Lao Tzu is an upright member of the Communist Party, you ask those scum who beat me to the right, do you dare to argue with me?Don't dare now?Hmph, they didn't dare to do it back then!Basically, my grandparents never had a single middle peasant, they were all poor peasants. I was a member of the Children’s League when I was twelve years old. At that time, the Japanese devils kept the foot of the Great Wall tight and built blockhouses on the Great Wall. Monitor eight ways.I am the youngest in the children's regiment, and I often buy and give away things to the Eighth Route Army.Passing feather letters, sending messages, and standing guard, I have done it all.Later, I joined the Eighth Route Army Jidong 15th Branch. I have carried a gun and fought in battle. I have a good accent and a high pitch.Lao Tzu started out as a revolutionary.To label people like me as rightists, do you think you have blinded them!

Why do you call me a rightist?I can't understand the way they form cliques for personal gain, flatter others, and harm public welfare!I like them!I worked in the county party committee of County A at the beginning of liberation, and the provincial party committee appointed me to be the head of a middle school in County S.At that time, the central government had the "Provisional Regulations for Middle School Management".The middle school is under the management of the provincial party committee, so of course I don't buy into the account of those fake communists in the county!They put relatives, friends and children into my school every three days, and they all want to be transferred to school without passing the exam. Isn't this messing with the king's law?There was a district chief whose brother was nineteen years old and looked like a man. He even applied for middle school, and asked someone to check his brother's test scores among the more than 4,000 test papers in the county. He insisted on asking me to ask for it, how could I ask for it?The head of a small community is so powerful, let alone the gang of emperors in the county.I was fucking angry, and said to him: "Your brother's grades are too old, so you can honestly work in the countryside!" He blushed so angry that he shook his sleeves and left without saying a word.What are these things!

The unhealthy trend did not start just now.When the Communist Party conquered the world, these things were not visible, but after the Communist Party conquered the world, they were all exposed, so what should we do?I am a member of the Communist Party, can I let them do whatever they want?When those leaders from the county, district, and township came to my school, I just didn't invite them to eat, and bought them in the cafeteria.The Eighth Route Army does not eat people’s millet. This rule cannot be changed even in communism. If it changes, it will not be called the Communist Party.How did you scold the KMT?How come the world also makes this set!I can't just talk about other people, I've made two steps at one step, and never took anything from the school.When it comes to work, carrying bricks, lifting soil, and digging ditches, I take the lead and carry the most bricks!I was young and able to fight.Sit with the teachers again, how can they not convince you?This school originally only had two classes, and I was forced to establish a key middle school in the entire prefecture, with 120 teaching staff. I was the principal and secretary, and the top leader of the party and government.The fake Communist Party of the county party committee became jealous, and changed their minds and wanted to intervene.If you want to do something serious, I'll tell you to intervene, there's no way to play tricks!When it comes, hit it back!I have a bad temper, and a top is a heavy guy, so I don't show their face!Give it once, and they will come again with a smile on their faces the second time.You think, why don't they hate me?

In 1957, taking advantage of the situation, they brought me to the county to punish me.Said that I was the "master of Liangshan Dazhai" and engaged in an "independent kingdom".When the school was expanded, there were no teachers, so I asked me to find them myself.These teachers were all recruited by the county education department from various townships.There are not many good intellectuals, but many shabby ones.They are just some young masters, who have been studying for a few years in private, or they have done some false things. How can they have a particularly clean history?Those who are too innocent can't read books.This means that I am a "blackhead" of the "enemy, puppet, party, regiment, and special".Trying to pin me to death with these big hats.In one stroke, I was demoted by five levels, from level seventeen to level twenty, and my salary was reduced by tens of dollars. The punishment within the party was probation within the party.How can I subdue this group of scum like them, I have to fight with them who is the real Communist.Besides, Lao Tzu is a cadre appointed by the provincial party committee, economically and prefecturally, so why should they rectify it.The lawsuit was brought to the prefectural committee, and the prefectural commissioned a working group to investigate. Well, I'm fine.The conclusion is:

"Although Comrade ××× has shortcomings in his work, he will not be punished, and his work and treatment will be resumed." You think the fake Communist Party of the county party committee is not willing to let the tiger go back to the mountain so easily, playing tricks on the working group of the prefectural committee, waiting for these people in the prefectural committee to be sure, suppressing the conclusion and not implementing it.I was hung up at the County Bureau of Culture and Education. Before I could make trouble again, the anti-rightist movement started, and they succeeded again.A cultural and educational system meeting was held in the county, and many people from our school were also called in. Each person had to expose me to ten crimes before they were allowed to leave the meeting place. - Guy has hundreds of crimes!When they put these crimes into place and braided them to meet me at the conference, I got angry and scolded them:

"You are all crooked and fabricated, and you can't be convicted of a single crime. If you want to say a crime, you are guilty of punishing me, a member of the Communist Party. It is a crime of counter-revolution!" They kicked me out of the meeting.Fearing that I would not be able to beat me as a rightist in the county, they sent me to the countryside to organize production, and asked Lao Tzu to be the team leader.Today they are sent here to plow the land deeply, and tomorrow they will go there to exterminate locusts, build reservoirs, build roads, and grab harvests.No matter where I am doing revolution, I am a good person. When the flood control blocked the opening, I took the lead and jumped into the water first, and was almost swept away by the flood.But I have a rule, I have to ask the local party organization to write me a testimonial after finishing it anywhere.I believe in organization and act according to its principles.During this period, I was rated as a model twice, and was rated as an outstanding party member once, which was evaluated according to the eight criteria of an outstanding party member.look!Let's see who is the real Communist Party.This is the real deal, hahahaha.

But at this moment, they had fabricated me as a rightist, and they announced it at the meeting of ten thousand people.On the day of the meeting, all those who were designated as rightists had to go, but I was not asked to go, saying that I was afraid that if I went there, the meeting place would be disrupted. Do you think they would like to do this?I am an excellent party member here, and a rightist over there. Am I one person or two? Afterwards they came and told me to go back to the County Bureau of Culture and Education.Announce the rightist conclusion to me, ask me to sign, and perform the formalities.The county party committee did not come out, afraid that I would scold them, it was announced by the small cadres of the personnel department of the Culture and Education Bureau.I went into the room and counted the people who were announced that day, and there were fifteen besides me.There are only sixteen rightists in a small county bureau of culture and education!Those people were all ashamed, and they pulled their heads.I held my head up high and didn't care, and I was so frightened that the gangsters didn't dare to announce me first, for fear that I would make trouble, so they left me as the last one to announce. -As soon as I heard the word "rightist", I became angry, and said that I was expelled from the party, what?Damn!I slammed the table, and the water bowl, ink bottle, and pen on the table jumped up.I yelled:

"Ineffective! If this is true, the Communist Party is no longer a thing. Then there is no need for you to be expelled, and I will not join if I join!" These bastards!Without saying a word, he pointed to the "conclusion" piece of paper and asked me to sign on it. I tore it up and scolded them: "I took care of you when I was the head of the education section! Now you are overthrowing the world and trying to put me to death. Get out! Ugly!" They scolded me so badly that they wanted to beat me.I stretched out my hand to show them, and I said, "Did you see that I have horizontal stripes on both hands? Since ancient times, I have horizontal stripes on both hands. If you kill someone, you won't pay for it. Who doesn't know that my hands are black? The Japanese devils are reactionaries, and I beat them all." Yes! I belonged to the special district trial team during the suppression of counter-revolutionaries. A few people must be counter-revolutionary to destroy it. I dare to destroy you if I have a gun! If you beat me rightists, do you dare to ask the central government to know?" They were scared to pus, hahahaha.

I have never recognized this rightist.They didn't dare to say that I was a rightist to my face, but the rightist was fixed, and the wages were reduced by another four levels, to 31 yuan.But I know what's going on with me. I don't pay wages, and I am also an upright Communist Party member.Expulsion from the party?No, unless the central government speaks!At that time, whenever I saw the secretary of the county party committee, I would talk to him mouth to mouth. He was so scared that he didn't dare to talk to me, and he avoided me as soon as we met.The prefectural committee had no choice, so they transferred me to a middle school in another county as a labor teacher, and I did a good job there.The party secretary of this school is a demobilized soldier. Seeing that I am not a rightist, he was wronged.I said: "Whoever did it, he will solve it himself, don't worry about it! A rightist is still a rightist if he takes off his hat, but there are only two more words. Once I take it off, it is tantamount to admitting that I am a rightist. I am not a rightist, I am a leftist!"

My hands were not idle, and I wrote countless appeal letters and sent them to the provincial party committee and the central government. The central government was busy and might not have time to read my letters, so I kept writing and sending them.Sooner or later, the Central Committee will intervene in this matter when it finds out, and will not ignore me.I believe the central government's policy is good.As the saying goes, if the scriptures are good, they will be read badly by the crooked monks below. When the Cultural Revolution came, capitalists were arrested.To be honest, I think Chairman Mao must have known the problems of the cadres below, and he should really educate the cadres and eliminate those fake communists who have deteriorated.The central government is wise, this is to mobilize the masses and want to do a good job in the party.Later, the "Cultural Revolution" made a big splash, and I always thought it was the gang of people below who messed up, so they fished in troubled waters and protected themselves against good people.From the bottom of my heart, I have never opposed or resisted the Cultural Revolution, so there is nothing wrong with what the central government launched.

At that time, news came from Beijing to fight against the gangsters, and the school secretary, principal, and top teachers were all dragged into the bullpen.Of course, I, a famous rightist, also entered the bullpen, and asked me to be the captain of the gang, leading these people to learn to work.Once, the students took us to the county fair to criticize.The people who were being fought were pulled up to the roof one by one, fighting on the room, explaining the problem, the crowd shouted slogans below, they put me on the room too, and asked me to confess, I thought this was my chance to speak, I spoke to the crowd said: "I am a native of ××, born as a poor peasant. If you call my village from here, you can find out my background. Doesn't the Communist Party follow the class line? Why don't they fight against the landlords and rich peasants against me? This is the first One. Second, I am a member of the Communist Party and the Communist Youth League. Why don’t I fight against the Kuomintang reactionaries? Third, I was in the Children’s Corps and the Eighth Route Army. I fought the Japanese devils and shot counter-revolutionaries. How could I have contributed to the revolution? What about people criticizing? I have shortcomings and mistakes, but I have been praised and worked hard. What’s the fun in fighting with me! I love the school. It’s so messy now. If someone steals things from the school, such as stools and planks, I’ll grab them , to protect state property, and you still fought against me yesterday?" I was right. As soon as I said it, the people below immediately lost their energy, and the students shouted slogans indiscriminately to create an atmosphere and got me out of the room. Afterwards, the students said to me: "We know that you have a good foundation. You are the best among these people, and you have the most solid background. How could you be called the leader of a gangster!" Hahahaha, yes.I said, "I know that the Cultural Revolution is going on now. The "Sixteen Points" clearly stipulates that historical issues will be resolved in the later stage of the movement. I will wait patiently!" But not long after, the higher authorities said that those who had problems would be sent back to their hometowns, probably because those people played tricks to fear that I would make trouble!Before I left, I said: "Please save my materials, and I will come back to solve them in two or three years." Who would have thought that they laughed and taunted me and said: "Come back! You're the world, don't talk in your sleep!" I said, "I am a member of the Communist Party, and the world belongs to the Communist Party!" They said, "You are beautiful, the Communist Party has long since abandoned you, so get out!" It's really upside down, these bastards! I was sent to the foot of the Great Wall and returned to my hometown.In my hometown, all the folks know me well. No one knows that my family’s ancestors have been poor farmers for generations.I work at home!The crop work is also a revolution. I work every day, and I have never been lazy. I still work two steps at a time, and I have more than 300 jobs a year.I have always kept a copy of "On the Cultivation of Communist Party Members" written by Liu Shaoqi, and secretly read it at night.This book is my spiritual pillar.Some people say how painful it is to be framed during the Cultural Revolution, why is it painful?Are you a real party member, you are not afraid of losing your head, why are you afraid of being framed?But there was a block in my heart, and I couldn't get out of breath.I had to let the central government know about the following things, and I kept writing letters to the central government, but I still didn't see a reply.One day, the secretary of the commune called me in. I was stunned when he opened the drawer. The drawer was full of letters I had written to the central government. I was anxious, and said: "I must let the central government know the situation, why are you holding it up!" The secretary of the commune said: "Why did I detain it? It was called back from above. The letter also said that we should organize the masses to criticize you! What should I do! Brother, listen to me, don't write this again." Believe it." I was discouraged, but I still refused to accept it.I don't believe that the world of the Communist Party has become like this, I don't believe it!Even if the world changes, I, a party member, cannot change.Besides, there are still so many good party members in China, and the cause of the party must be supported by good party members.I can stand it, and I have to fight. The personal sacrifice is too great for my belief.My wife didn't go back to my hometown with me, and took a daughter to work as a language teacher in T City, let alone suffer those grievances on the back of the rightist family.Talking too much is not good for our party or our country.My girl is a good girl. After graduating from middle school, she was assigned to a brick factory to smash slabs. The sweat from winter sweating drenched her padded jacket, which was equivalent to reform through labor.But she actually became the party secretary. If her father wasn't a rightist, wouldn't she be more popular in politics?One of my sons is good at playing table tennis. In Xuanhua, he played a game against the famous Japanese general Hucai. He said he was very promising, and the People's Liberation Army had to ask for him.Said that as long as I took off the rightist hat, I would transfer him.The secretary of the commune came to me and said that he would take off my hat, so as not to delay the child.I don't want to pick it, and if I pick it, it's tantamount to admitting defeat.My son never made it, and I know he hates me.During the earthquake, my wife was crushed to death. I rushed home and buried her in the yard with my own hands. She was still under the shadow of me as a rightist until she died. I know she always blamed me in her heart. She never said it, but I I understand in my heart.I was wronged on both sides, for what, isn't it to argue for the Communist Party?Without this reason, wouldn’t the Communist Party really be over? It wasn't until 1978 that I was rehabilitated.I ran back to the original county, and when I saw the thick book of crime materials that I fabricated back then, I went up and snatched it and "scratched" it and tore it to pieces.I said to them, "If I had the power, I would expel all of you scum from the party!" They stared blankly and said nothing.Twenty years later, a lawsuit was settled.Hey, I was right!Party membership was also restored.When I mention this party membership, I am still angry.I joined the Party in 1949, was expelled from the Party in 1958, and was reinstated in 1978. Now it is 1989.Forty years in the party, but I was outside the party for half the time, twenty years!How can you not be angry?Did I say a word that was too much when I was anti-rightist?Have you posted a big-character poster?On the composition, on the history of the revolution, on the revolutionary work, on the character and party spirit, which one can find a basis to beat me rightists?If you want to say that my hands are stained with the blood of counter-revolutionaries; if you want to say that I am left, middle and right, I can only say that I am a bit "left"!Not only did I follow the above words, but I also did a little bit more, loyal!If you label me as a rightist, who would be better off? Some people say, you old man is really good, and you have not bowed your head for twenty years.Ha ha ha ha!Why should I bow my head, I am fighting for the real and the fake for the Communist Party, distinguishing black and white, and I cannot let those fake Communist Party change the color of the country!Isn't it about reflection now?I thought about it, the political quality of the cadres below is seriously problematic, and they use power for personal gain. You say, how can they engage in unhealthy trends if they have no power?This is an unscrupulous fight for power.In the past, fighting the world was to seize power with the reactionaries, but now it is to seize power with our own people.The policies of the central government have been completely changed in their hands, and the benefits have been transformed into their own pockets.If you oppose him, he will try to nail you into a coffin.What a crime!For so many years, I have stood up to this day, not for myself. Although my own problems have been solved today, the unhealthy practices of those fucking people have become more violent. You can’t keep your eyes open. What do you think? !I said that gallows should be set up everywhere in the country, and anyone who harms the country and the people and smears the party should be excluded.Of course I'm angry.The child said I was extreme left.I also said that I would write a letter to the central government and reprint "On the Cultivation of Communist Party Members".My child said forget it again, your set is outdated and won't work anymore.I said what do you say?They say, just be your leftist foolishly, you were Don Quixote twenty years ago.What?What is Don Quixote?An old teacher who came to visit me listened to my question and found this book for me to read. It made my lungs explode, mother!I still don't agree. ***The moon shines to confirm the existence of the sun. ***