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Chapter 3 third chapter

nowhere to say goodbye 陈染 3006Words 2018-03-19
Dai Er really wanted to mention her work, but suddenly felt that this kind of begging was powerless.She is convinced that women think with their emotions and men with their butts.She is well aware of how beauties and those women who are not beautiful but not ugly use the characteristics of men to pass five tests, kill six generals, conquer the world, and know everything.Mai San once said, "You think it's easy for the public relations lady and the female manager. Why should the money and good deeds go to you and not to others! The money is not made by work, but by sleep." At that time, Dai Two very disdainful.However, after a series of facts, such as the fact that Miao Yi, a beautiful and talented girlfriend, was easily transferred from a remote northern town to work in a university in Beijing, she believed it.At the same time, she felt extremely uncomfortable.

After all, Dai Er is Dai Er, the sky is falling on the top of the head, no matter what, there is no need to rely on the buttocks.As for men, it’s justifiable, it’s due to male hormones; if a woman thinks and does things with her butt, it’s not in line with her nature.Besides, the sky hasn't fallen yet. For lunch, Ms. Dai Er made fried fish fillets with green peppers, Sai crabs, fried shredded lotus root with sweet and sour sauce, tomato meatballs, and cut up the ham and three-color eggs that she just bought. Take it out, and finally make a small pot of hot and sour soup. After two glasses of Jianzhuang wine, Murphy talked more.Dai Er was afraid that he would talk nonsense if he drank too much, so she insisted on making him eat more vegetables.

Murphy said that he got angry these days, couldn't eat dry food, didn't spit, and wanted to drink watery food.Dai Er said, the wine is not thin, it is thick, if you want to drink thin, I will serve the soup, but Murphy seems to have not heard, and keeps pouring himself.While drinking, he said, "I've taken a whole load of medicine to get rid of the fire. The fire just won't go down, and I'll go to the toilet all day long. If I don't go down, I won't be human anymore." "What is not a person?" "Stove!" Dai Er was happy, and wanted to ridicule him a few words, but when he looked up and saw that his expression was not right, he put away his smile and said, "I think you are angry." Mo Fei didn't say anything.

Dai Er stood up and served the soup.When she got up, suddenly her eyes went black, and Dai Er just stood there motionless.Mo Fei was about to vent his anger these days, when he suddenly saw Dai Er stood up and stopped moving, with her eyes closed, a bluish white flashed across her face, and then the blood slowly came back to her usual polish .Murphy was taken aback, and hurriedly stood up to support Dai Er, "Just be angry, don't scare me like this. Are you okay?" Dai Er came over and said, "I didn't have anything this morning. Eat, sit here and drink with you on an empty stomach, how can you not feel dizzy!"

Mo Fei helped Dai Er to sit down, and hurried to the kitchen to serve soup.He came back with the soup and said, "Fortunately, you fainted before serving the soup, otherwise it would be nothing if the soup spilled. If such a beautiful soup bowl is broken, my aunt will definitely blame me when she comes back." Dai Er said: "No wonder Mai San always divorced you, you can't even talk, you are not afraid of scalding me, but you feel sorry for the soup pot first." Murphy said: "I wanted to say that, but the words turned a corner by themselves." "Okay, okay, are you and Mai San getting divorced again?"

"If you want to leave, just leave. Every time you fight for a long time, there is no end. It's really boring." Then Murphy spoke painfully about the family history of revolutionaries.When you're done talking, relax.Then, relying on the strength of the wine, he took Dai Er's hand and said, "Dai Er, Dai Er." Dai Er saw that his eyes were covered with red silk, and he looked naive and foolish, and his heart tightened.Over the past few years, he has talked to her about almost everything big and small. This trust and tenacity moved Dai Er very much.She really wanted to lean on his shoulder with dizziness, be hugged tightly by him, and deliver all the physical and mental fatigue of the past few years to this shoulder that seemed cynical and frivolous but was extremely sincere in nature.She is really tired.Dai Er thought, she should have treated him better in the past, especially before he married Mai San.But after thinking about it again, love is not something that can be completely determined by reason.He is kind, mature, and kind, and you can trust him; he is talented and wise, and you can admire him; he has a rich family and spends money like water, and you can envy him;But these are not the reasons for Dai Er to entrust her body and life to him, let alone a reason to commit herself to a man.Dai Er's affection for Mo Fei has never been love.So Dai Er immediately overcame her momentary weakness and said, "Don't be like this. I will tell Mai San later."

"I hope you tell her or let me tell her, but you won't agree." Not only did Mo Fei not let go of Dai Er's wrist, but he held it even harder.His gaze shot directly at Dai Er's face, and that gaze was mixed with pleading.His breathing became rapid and his chest rose and fell.The rapid development of the situation made Dai Er unexpected.Dai Er kept her composure and remained in a stalemate for a while. She felt her arms hurting from being clenched, so she said softly but forcefully, "Let go of me, Murphy, don't make trouble!" "Dai Er, Dai Er..." Mo Fei leaned his head heavily on Dai Er's shoulder.Her heart was beating wildly, and she looked beyond his head and landed on his leaning back against Dai Er - where it was rising and falling unsteadily with his urgent breathing.

"Let go of me. Don't be annoying! You're hurting me." Mo Fei took off Dai Er's shoulder, let go of his hand, turned around and plunged into the bathroom, and bolted the door.Before Dai Er could react, a man's deep sobbing came from the bathroom.Dai Er felt that today was really strange. She looked at the messy table and listened to the sound in the bathroom, feeling very uncomfortable. Facing the silence in the room, she sat there not knowing what to do.After sitting for about ten minutes, the bathroom door opened, and Mo Fei came out with red eyes. "What kind of a man can't cry! Dai Er, please forgive me." Mo Fei gave himself a step, straightened his upper body, shook his shoulders, and didn't sit down again.He took out several boxes of Anshenjian brain liquid from his schoolbag and handed them to Dai Er: "The superiority of socialism! Here you are, Dai Er, you'd better go back to China."

Dai Er looked at him, her heart was in a mess.Thinking of her having headaches, she was only a friend like Mo Fei, and Dai Er was moved in her heart, but said: "Mo Fei, don't worry about me any more, just live well with Mai San. That's how life is, you It's the same if you marry me." Murphy turned around without saying anything, turned back when he was out the door, and said, "Dai Er, you can find Miao Yi about work, who is her father-in-law, then so-and-so blinks, Miao Yi's household registration is All the way into Beijing with a green light. Asking Miao Yi's father-in-law to help you find a job in this city is not too difficult."

"I won't ask her." "Just let her tell her father-in-law that you have a heart of a child, but you have no job when you return to the motherland." "Listen, I'm not going to find her." "Dai Er, listen to me. I have no right or official. I can't help you. I can only give you advice. Don't be sentimental. Whoever is an official is right. Let go of your eldest lady airs. You want If you want to survive, you have to remember that everyone else is your grandfather!" Murphy left.Dai Er stood at the door and watched him walk out of the corridor, his broad and tall figure turned to the stairs, and then there was a sound of stepping down the stairs.The voice gradually became farther and weaker, but it struck Dai Er's heart more and more heavily.This Maisan, at that time, was so hot that Mo Fei didn't want to marry, but now she is married, and divorced again and again. A woman who loves sex, but has an extremely picky appetite, and her ideas are extremely rigid, so Mo Fei has to do.Let's see how she lives without Murphy.Dai Er knew a woman like Mai San very well. She wandered around all day long, her butt turned to the sky when she walked, and she looked like a prodigal woman.But when Murphy was not around, she would rather lie on the bed at night and fantasize with a pillow than look for other suitors.

Dai Er thought, one day I will have to have a good chat with Mai San. Miss Dai Er and Modern Civilization Originally, Miss Dai Er wanted to leave a way out for herself before going abroad.She used to teach philosophy at a university in Beijing.Although Miss Dai Er's interest and love for philosophy is not as strong as longing for a lover who is tempted by her, nor is she more gifted than kissing an admirer in a dimly lit place, but she does have a certain kind of philosophy. Mysterious interest.This interest manifests itself as early as childhood.At that time, she didn't like going to school. On the first day of elementary school, she held her father's hand hard, for fear that his father would let her go and leave her among a group of strange faces.She asked her father if he could turn the clock back so that she could go back to six so that seven would never come.This is actually the childhood Dai Er's concern and question about whether time can go back.After she grew up, Dai Er really entered the philosophy department, and she resolutely chose the profession of philosophy teacher when she was assigned for graduation.Before Miss Dai Er went abroad, she originally wanted to ask the college for a year-long vacation, but it will depend on the situation after she goes out.She hid at home and looked forward to her future silently: going abroad - getting married - immigrating - being rich - having sex - being empty - being lonely - running away ... Although Miss Dai Er was born weak, she has strength in her heart. She treats herself, others, and emotions.She has a considerable grasp of the world; she is not very good at protecting herself, and often exposes herself to a naked dilemma, without cover, or throws herself out, falling to the edge of danger, but she can definitely control it with her mind. situation; she can love someone very much but love quietly; she can also make the person she doesn't love take the initiative to leave her first, avoiding her; she also has a very strong imagination, she The mind of a person can walk ahead of time with equanimity.Many things haven't started yet, and she already knows the ending.Therefore, Miss Dai Er is extremely confident about her future outlook.She knew that she would escape back, and it was absolutely necessary to leave a way out for herself.
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