Chapter 82 Section 122

Xia Tong asked me, do you really want to raise this child? I nod. Xia Tong looked at Hu Dongduo in the ward, and then at me, as if watching a movie that was about to end, she said, are you ready to lose her? I looked at her blankly, then at Hu Dongduo. In an instant, whether I understand or not, two emotions are entangled in my heart. Finally, I nodded. Women are really stupid, giving themselves to others hastily is always the best way for them to get revenge on the person who made their hearts hurt. Soon after, Hu Dongduo married a Chinese-American. And Xia Tong's words became a prophecy.

One month before I decided to leave Changsha, Du Yali found me. The two of us met in the coffee shop at the train station. She was sitting opposite me, and she already had short hair. She looked at me, smiled, and said, he's fine, don't worry. I was taken aback for a moment, but in an instant, I understood. I really understand. I looked at her a little excitedly, and said, you...you are...he... In the end, I swallowed the three words "ex-girlfriend". Du Yali smiled at me and said, well, it's what you think. So, what followed was a long silence. In the end, she spoke, she said, I went to see him.

I lowered my head, tears came down suddenly, I said, he refused to see me, he finally saw me once, but he refused to believe my explanation, he still thinks that I conspired with Gu Lang and killed him... She bowed her head, smiled, sighed, and said, maybe, he doesn't really don't believe you.It's just that I don't want you to wait for a situation where he doesn't even know the ending of the future. I looked at her, confused, but longing for an answer. Du Yali bowed his head and said, I heard from Kang Tianqiao that he broke up with you before?That breakup gave you a lot of excitement, he said he didn't love you at all, he just played a game with you...

Speaking of this, she paused for a moment, and said, I don't know whether he loves you or not, but I do know that at that time, he knew that Chen Qiang's case had happened, and he could not protect himself!so…… She looked at me and said, so... But in the end, she didn't finish her sentence. She looked down at her watch and said, I should go.Then, she looked at me and said that I came here to tell you one thing, and that was the only thing he told me, to take good care of you for him! She patted me on the shoulder and said, this is the only thing he asked me to do in his life.

After speaking, she left. And my tears suddenly flowed down uncontrollably. Then I remembered that night, the night when he humiliated me, he once hugged me fiercely, as if he had exhausted all his strength in his life. At that moment, he was so afraid of losing, because he had already decided on this loss, and just wanted to pave the way for my future life. When Du Yali was going out, I suddenly stopped her and asked her, do you hate him? She looked at me, smiled, and said, he asked me that too. Then, she turned around, looked at the distant sky, smiled so stubbornly, and said, I have spent all my energy in loving him in my life, and I have no energy left to hate he.

After Du Yali left, I found the lawyer who handled the divorce procedures for me and Jiang Han. I patted the table in front of him like a bully and said, I can't see him! The lawyer looked at me and said my client didn't want to see you. I said, I know!So, I want you to tell him!I wait for him!The water is coming, I am waiting in the water!When the fire comes, I will wait in the fire!When death comes, I will wait in the coffin! The lawyer lowered his head, looked at the materials in hand, and said calmly, Miss, this is a law firm, not a poetry reading.I won't be moved by your deep feelings. You are divorced, and I'm just making money.

I ignored him, turned and left. I knew in my heart that he would pass those words on to that man. I wait for him. But in the end, later, I really waited for it, but what I waited for was the news of his death... Everything seemed to be a huge joke. from beginning to end. The thing about me loving him is like a joke. In the winter of 2008, snowflakes drifted across my face, pale and cold. Have I heard the sound of snow falling?It was very much like the low, soft noise of the man I loved. Did you know that the man I love has such a nice voice?It's very much like the sound of snowflakes falling.

The departure of this man turned my whole world into gray. All of a sudden, everything became unimportant. In 2008, I left Changsha and the life that belonged to me. In this way, he left fiercely, exiled fiercely. the end of the world. On the platform, Gu Lang called me from behind, his voice was bitter and painful, he didn't know who he got the news that I was going to leave. I froze for a moment, but didn't look back. His throat trembled slightly, and he stretched out his hand to me weakly. His eyes slowly turned red, with the light and shadow of tears, but they were full of hope and fear of disillusionment. He opened his mouth with difficulty, and his voice was like a sharp knife It hurts like being cut, he said, if... If I say... I really love you, will you stay?do not go!

I never looked back. I slowly closed my eyes, and the whole city disappeared before my eyes. I have loved, laughed, been crazy and hated here.Wounds have been opened, lives have been delivered, tears have been shed... In the end, you still have to leave it and live alone.