Chapter 68 Section 108

When I scrambled and rushed to Jiang Han's residence, Cui Jiu was in the yard, he saw me and hurried up, I nodded to him and rushed into the house. Jiang Han was sitting on the sofa, playing chess against himself, unscathed, his body and head intact. I breathed a sigh of relief. Looking up, he saw Gu Lang standing beside the tea room, looking out the window quietly. Jiang Han glanced at him lightly, then looked at me again, with a meaningful look on his face. When Gu Lang saw me, he smiled and walked up with a slight sway. He seemed to be drunk. He was opposite me, looking at me so quietly, suddenly there was so much sadness in his eyes, but there was still a smile on his lips, he looked at the house and said: "So, you are really here .”

I looked at him, not knowing that he and Gu Zhidong had another conflict today. Jiang Han said slowly at the side: "Well, she is here with me, and we share the same bed. But don't worry, Tianya said, if you ask, let me tell you, we both have nothing. Didn't happen." When I heard it, I wished I could stuff two steamed buns into his mouth. Gu Lang didn't seem to care that he was breaking into someone else's private house, he just looked at me with infinite sadness in his eyes, suddenly he smiled, brushed my face gently with his hand, looking cautiously, his voice Very lightly, but trembling uncontrollably, he said: "I miss you."

My heart trembled slightly, but only slightly, because I thought of Ye Ling, and I suddenly felt that he was ridiculous. Jiang Han sat up straight and looked at us, a pair of "dogs and men and women" who he hated in his heart. Before I could speak, he actually said: "She misses you very much, you take her away!" As soon as I heard it, I wanted to rush over and gag him again. Gu Lang smiled wryly, took a deep breath, turned around unsteadily, and left. He was just drunk. Maybe, the next day, I don't even know what I did tonight. When he walked out, Cui Jiu couldn't stop him no matter what.

Cui Jiu chased after Gu Lang's ass and said, "Boss! You are here, why are you leaving?! Why don't you explain?!" Then he looked back at me, suddenly, he picked up Gu Lang from the ground A letter that was accidentally left behind, turned around and handed it to me. I was stunned, and Cui Jiu said: "Sister-in-law, take a look! It's been half a year! Alas! Boss is suffering in his heart! But he just refuses to tell you! I have come to you several times, and you don't Willing to listen to me!" Then, he looked at Jiang Han with a fierce look, and muttered: "Sooner or later, kill his little one! Let him be arrogant!"

I almost fainted from fright on the spot, because I had a premonition that the little boy might be the child of Cui Jiu and the female model at that time, but this was just my guess.I won't tell Cui Jiu such unreasonable guesses, and there will be another disturbance.I'm just a little regretful, if they are really related by blood, then they should be one of the few father and son in this world who meet but cannot recognize each other. I held the letter, feeling very strange, but didn't respond to Cui Jiu's words, turned around, and entered the door. Jiang Han sneered, did you finish delivering the Eighteen Aspects?

I ignored him. He sneered and said, "You think I'm in the way?! He touches your face when I'm here, but if I'm not here, are you just pawning your bed?!" I said, "You're crazy!" He ignored me, pointed to the letter in his hand, and asked, "Do you still have a love letter?" I ignored him, turned around alone, and opened the letter—it was almost a whirlwind feeling, I was almost suffocated in this letter, and I couldn't cry. The letter was left by Ye Ling—— My dear little potato :; When you read this letter, I have left this world, you and him.

Today is the first day of 2008. I saw the sunrise on this day. The sun is bright red and so bright, just like what we saw when we raised the national flag every Monday when we were studying. Today is also my last day with him. From Christmas to New Year's Day, there are seven days, no more, no less. And I left him in the name of death for seven years. During these seven years, it was unimaginably filthy and dirty. I was imprisoned in a small room like a lifeless corpse. Every day was a different dirty and disgusting man. possession of... For seven years, whenever the morning came, I trembled with fear. I knew that another day of pain and torment had begun; but I told myself, Ye Ling, don't be afraid!Look, another day has passed!Now that you believe that you will still be alive to see him, it's just another day closer!

Yeah, it's been a day since I saw him again. ... Tianya, maybe the current you hate me so much!Hate my abrupt and scary words on Christmas Eve, you must be thinking, this is not the Ye Ling you know!This is not the little leaf you know!This is not the girl who wove the blue and white sisters bracelet with you!This is not the girl you gave her all the thin beef in the bowl after she had an abortion! Tianya, do you know?In the past seven years, you and Gu Lang have been on my mind the most. In the past seven years, every day in my dreams, I would dream of the playground where I was forced to separate from him. I dreamed that he said to me—promise me to live a good life!Therefore, in the past seven years, no matter how much humiliation, torture and pain I have encountered, I have gritted my teeth and lived hard!It is because he wants me to live well for him.

Every time I just think about it, I will definitely live to see the boy whom I love and he loves me, and I will definitely meet my little potato, my world... Just like that, I was tortured but cruel Live hard. ... Finally, on this Christmas day, I saw you and him——when my uncle and a group of them carried me into the box, in the hall, I saw a picture as beautiful as a fairy tale, a man in front of everyone, Propose to a woman! do you know?When I saw those two faces clearly, my tears could no longer be stopped, and they flowed down. In the past seven years, I have been expecting that you and him will be happy, but I never thought that it would be this kind of happiness——I am selfish, am I not?I don't even want to give blessings, right?But, little potato, you know what?I really want to leave silently and wish you all silently.

... However, the accident is so cruel! Gu Lang opened the door that could hide my dirty experience and painful secrets. He saw my dilapidated body. At that moment, I knew that the day I left this world had arrived. Because, my wish was fulfilled, and I met my beloved man. But my heart can no longer be complete, because I let him see the self that I don't want him to see!This kind of cruelty is beyond your comprehension. But at the moment when he hugged me, in that warm embrace, I suddenly had so much nostalgia and reluctance.So, I quietly made a decision - I gave myself seven days to make up for my seven-year long-cherished wish.

A day is a year. ... After seven days, I can leave this dirty world without worries. So, because these seven days belonged to me and him purely, and because of my selfishness, I said something that I couldn't forgive myself, and pushed you to the gallows of morality. In the seven days of my life, I chose my lover between sisters and lovers, but I think you can understand how much I miss you and how much I don't want to part with you. These seven days are my happiest seven days, but I stole them from you. Now, I have returned him to you, completely. By the way, I can't bear to sleep these seven days. I wake up until late at night every day. I will hear her next door talking in her sleep. In my dream, she will call your name, Tianya. every night. I just smiled and looked at the ceiling, but didn't dare to cry. Seven years have completely separated me from him.I was thinking, that day, why did he let go of your hand and hugged me? I thought it was because he still loved me in his heart, but later I found out from Cui Jiu that the two of you had a quarrel at the last moment of that day... However, even so, I still thank God for giving me the chance to see you and him again. Tianya, I'm leaving. I'm sorry I borrowed your time for seven days. I'm sorry, my Huba, my boss Hai, I can't say goodbye to them until we part. ... Remember those two silk threads on the blue and white sisters bracelet?I always remember. We agreed that the blue line is the small leaf, and the white line is the potato. The blue line and the white line are not separated, and the small leaf and the potato will never be separated. When jumping down, it is like a flying bird. Like a mole on your shoulder, like a tattoo on her chest. Goodbye, the two people I love the most in this life. I'm sorry but I will always love you little leaf Last writing in the early morning of January 1, 2008 Looking at this last letter written half a year ago, I almost lost all strength in my whole body, and slowly squatted on the ground, crying silently until I became hoarse. Ye Ling, you big liar. You don't even remember the two silk threads on the blue and white sisters bracelet. Since we have agreed that the blue line is the small leaf and the white line is the potato, the blue line and the white line are not separated, and the small leaf and the potato will never be separated. But why did Ye Ling leave Ai Tianya on New Year's Day in 2008!