Chapter 67 Section 107

Just as I was on my way home, Hainan Island was telling Huba about his youthful experiences that he didn’t know how to summarize. Unfortunately, I didn’t hear—— Hainan Island sighed to Huba, and said: "It was too chaotic that day. I was afraid that Xiaoci would be lost, so I hugged her and ran and rushed out of the crowd. But when I couldn't run anymore, I put her down and took a look." , Just stupid, this is not the neighbor's child I stole! So, I ran back and searched and searched, but I couldn't find it. Because of the loss of Xiaoci, I was even more afraid of going home. I was afraid that they would think that I had murdered Xiaoci, or sold it...and then called the police.

In this way, I took my wrongly embraced 'Xiaoci' and continued to wander, suffer, starve, suffer, and suffer from cold... At first, I didn't dare to lose her, I was afraid that the police in my hometown would find me, At least I can explain to them that I didn't kill Xiaoci, I just hugged the wrong child when there were many people... But then, year after year, I developed feelings for this little girl, and I regarded her as a Like a younger sister, take her with you, protect her... You all know the story later, I was taken in by Lao Mu, and appeared in your life with Tianya..."

Speaking of this, he sighed deeply, and said, "Huba, what a grandson I am! I lost that child, but I really didn't hurt her! Tell me, if I tell their family that , Will they believe me? Will the police lock me in! For so many years, since I stole Xiaoci, I always dreamed that the police caught me! Always dreamed that they shot me, so, so I dare not use my real name, dare not settle down, even, I have always felt that I am so righteous that I will let my brother take the blame and go to prison for me..." Speaking of this, Hainan Island burst into tears—in his heart, he always felt sorry for Huba, the boy who regarded him as a god when he was young.

Huba looked at Hainan Island. He couldn’t understand Hainan Island’s fear of the police—a certain fear of people. If it comes from childhood or adolescence, the shadow will magnify infinitely with age and will not fade away. The fears experienced are different. In adulthood, the mind is mature and can measure and think. The fear of Hainan Island from his youth, let him know that he might not be arrested, or sentenced to a few years at most, but the fear from childhood or youth is enough to ferment this into a demon in his heart, will It made him feel that what he had committed was a heinous crime, and that at any moment a gun would be held against his forehead.

Therefore, he didn't dare to recognize his mother, he was afraid that recognizing her would lead to a series of bad consequences-even though in his dream, he longed to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes and the white hair from her temples... When all of us stand on the moral high ground and condemn his ruthlessness, no one can understand that he is actually the one who suffers the most from his conscience. The repeated fears in the wandering years of his youth were inexplicable and difficult to heal himself; therefore, this is why he, who was so righteous, let Huba take the blame for himself; After seeing the doctor, he threw his grandfather, Lao Mu, in the hospital to accept the "visit" of the police...

So, this is also the reason why he is so afraid and avoids this mother who has worked so hard to find him for so many years... After being silent for a long time, Huba said: "Actually, this matter is easy to say! Let's just pretend that we don't have that little porcelain! No matter what, we have to admit that she is our mother! How about I steal the whole family for you?" She was picked up in Changsha quietly, without alarming the village, and of course not alarming the police; or, I will take care of the elderly first, and if you don’t show up, let’s keep this matter quiet and make plans later. Anyway, you leave her alone in the It's unreasonable to suffer so much outside, boss!"

Hainan Island was silent for a long time, cried, and said, "I'm not filial! I miss her!" After speaking, he began to cover his face and cry loudly. Huba comforted him and said, "Boss, it's been less than a year since the double eyelid was cut, stop it, stop it!" Hainan Island didn't care about him, and still grinned and cried desperately... That night, Huba took him to search for his mother all over the city. Hainan Island also told him that, in fact, he brought Xiaoci to Changsha with another very important purpose, which was to hope to find Xiaoci’s relatives in Changsha. , because he was in this city and hugged this child by mistake.

Huba sighed, and said, "Through the vicissitudes of life, who knows if a child who disappeared at such a young age will find his family?" Looking at the lights of thousands of families outside the car window, Hainan Island said, "I think that Xiaoci's relatives in this world may be waiting for her just like my mother was looking for me..." He said: "Oh, there is a heart-shaped birthmark on Xiaoci's abdomen, you and Tianya both know it! My mother used to say that the fate of children with birthmarks will be very twists and turns, because birthmarks are for the purpose of being lost in the sea of ​​people in the future." It is useful when you recognize your closest relatives. Alas..."

He said: "I don't know if the little porcelain I stole at that time can find a home..." That night, Hainan Island sat in Huba's car full of expectations, wanted to find his mother, wanted to hug her and cry hard, wanted her to beat her hard. pause…… It is a pity that in this world, the tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to support but does not wait for relatives. This night, in another taxi in the city, I jumped out of my house on Hainan Island and sneaked back to Jiang Han’s residence to put out the flames. I was tangled and tangled in my heart, it must be the reason why I didn't reply to Gu Lang's text messages a few times.

Or maybe every time Cui Jiu hesitated to speak, I refused to inquire. Or, the person Gu Lang came to look for was not me, but really came to Jiang Han for revenge. what should I do?Could it be that when I got home, Jiang Han was already decapitated?While imagining it, I admired it, look, Ai Tianya, our brain is really worthy of writing novels for a living!